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Hi I'm drunk and I really wanted to send you an ask so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense since I'm not a native English speaker and rambly when drunk. I'm really happy for you that you got your autism diagnosis!! I remember when you were questioning if you were autistic and I sent an ask since I was recently diagnosed at that time myself. Did you know that cannabinoid receptors are different in autist? So weed isn't the same for us as it's for allistics?? I think we get more out of it idk I'm to drunk to read the research papers rn and I have a terrible memory. Basically fuck yeah autistic stoners unite. And also if you need more funfacts in your autism repertoire I reccomend reading about carcinisation. According to evelution the ultimate form is crab.
yeahhh thank you so much! it's a huge relief tbh, it's weird and awkward and uncomfortable at times but im just happy to have answers you know. i have heard about the weed thing interacting differently w autistic people! i've also heard similar stuff about caffeine interacts differently with adhd people too (i have adhd), it's crazy what brains do when interacting with substances man!! autistic stoners and adhd caffeine addicts unite! i love eating crabs, theyre so good :)
i hope they twilight movies were so good! i have never seen them before but i feel like i should bc its vampire oriented and i love vampires. tell ur fiancee to stay awake in spite of their work schedule >:(
#i got drunk last night too! it was fun#bf stayed up with me playing video games it was super fun#i played ts4 and he played earthbound i think it's called? he had lots of fun#this man is crazy. he doesn't sleep until like 4am every night#and he wakes up for work at 9am every day ;-; brandon baby go to bed!!#oh how i love my bf#jade answers#anonymous#autistic sims 4 bloggers who smoke weed rise up#im not a consistent weed smoker anymore though :( tragic i know#when we move out of our apartment and get a trailer im going back to my old habits i miss smoking weed all day AUGH#ok maybe i'll calm down a little. maybe i won't smoke all day#i'll just smoke all night like a normal person
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What I loved about Cinderella's Castle is it is so entirely about Ella. We know starkid can handle a show with tons and tons of characters but I found it quite refreshing for it to be so wholly her story? I think it was a lovely choice for this show and man Bryce did such a perfect job of it, she is truly such a star
#starkid#cinderella's castle spoilers#cinderella's castle#cc#cc spoilers#I think I want to rewatch it a couple of times to actually ascertain how I rank it with other starkid shows but. yeah what a great show#they used that money well too every aspect was STUNNING#and I could go on and on about the choreography maybe the best from any starkid show it looked so fucking good#anyway. justice for my girls Justine and Lucy I miss you#OH more things I loved! no romance! starkid write fantastic romances which I love dearly but again it was so nice#to just see Ella discover herself and her power. and yes I know her and Tadius are heavily implied but! I love that it was allowed to#just be the very beginnings of whatever they might become!!!#I will say that I predicted the Justine and Lucy thing which is heartbreaking I miss them#but anyway I loved it as a version of Cinderella and I loved it as a musical and MAN the music FUCKING SLAPPED#I made like 7 pages of notes because I regret that I don't remember my immediate reactions to bf and npmd#they are insane and most of them are just 'oh my god' and 'he's just a little boy' whenever crumb was on#ALSO WHO THR FUCK WAS THAT MASTER DWARF CAN WE GET MORE DETAILS ON THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHI IS HE AND HIS WOODBLOCK#OK ALSO ALSO oh my god there are too many thoughts in my brain. also. so it's basically confirmed they want to be Beauty and the beast and#snow white now right?#were there any other fairytale references?#ok fuck it finally last thing verrrry intrigued by how much the audience were clearly part of the story
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he has such pretty eyes 🥺
#love and deepspace spoilers#love and deep space spoilers#l&ds spoilers#i managed to get this memory earlier and oh wow#he’s so sweet and soft that I actually feel a little guilty that I don’t have as strong a pull to him as the other two 😭#but seeing how kind he was in this was so lovely#and I’m happy the MC gets such a sweet bf in him#and that all the xavier lovers get such a cute moment together#if my heart wasn’t already taken by Dr Elsa then this would’ve stolen it completely#he just seems like the kind of guy who would instantly get anyone’s parents to approve of him#just an all around Good Guy#except in the kitchen lmaoo#love and deepspace#love and deep space#xavier love and deepspace#xavier
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and an extremely late thing i did for saimatsu week day 7!! tiny little comic the prompt was birthday :] absolutely adore the hc that kaede's bad at cooking but she is trying so hard and that's always good enough. plus they can just do it together <3
#danganronpa#danganronpa v3#kaede akamatsu#shuichi saihara#saimatsu#noticed a critical lack in my art of them smooching on the mouth so here#once again i dont know about the dialogue but i tried jfhgjkf#i like that shuichi is somebody kaede feels like she can admit her fears and insecurities to.... 'i'd be a mess if you weren't here' yknow#she's like 'my food sucks again but i know you see and admire how hard i try and that makes me feel better about not being perfect'#'but still let me make food for you on your BIRTHDAY oh my god'#coming back to love languages i think she also does acts of service. touch is her real one but of course if she can make someone smile#with music or a nice meal?? she will#and shuichi just loves her sooooo much she is everything 2 him#also i think everything is just better 4 them when they do it 2gether yknow...... they are so besties for life good bf and gf ilove them
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Zane’s greatest fear is losing his humanity And they did That to him in the movie
#This haunts me sorry . There’s a bit of a ramble in these tags#Because I was literally screaming about it w my bf earlier#oh my GOD.#ninjago#zane julien#zane ninjago#HE WAS JUST A ROBOT TO THOSE DIRECTORS….….. HE IS SO MUCH MORE. IM GOING TO TEAR MY HAIR OUT??#If show Zane and movie Zane met I think Show Zane would immediately go into shock#then probably try to encourage Movie to go try some new stuff and see new sights or something#anything but just being a robotic punchline#I TRULY LIVE IN THE WORST TIMELINE PLEAAASE#I love movie Zane as his own funny guy but yall CANNOT tell me that is the same man#I could genuinely talk about this for like an hour straight . how did they get everything in that movie so backwards
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WJAT THE FK FUCKINGUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT THE ACTUAL EVERBLIVING FUCK ??!)/8:&$€>€€%*BEOMG FUCKINF GYU ?!€**%6)£8& IM LITERALY IM FUCKING-I JUST IM CRYING IM SCREAMING INIUDT CANT DO THIS ANYMORE GOOD GRACIOUS FUCK
#WHAT THE FUCK#WHAT THE BF UCK#BEOMGYUUSJDJDJ#BEONGYUSUJD😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I Just cant even#ive Never Seen anyone as fucking gorgeous as he#literally no words can even describe how FUCKINF absolutely MAGNIFICENT HIS LOOKS ARE#FUCKING CRYING RN#GENUINE TEARS IN MY EUES I CANT OH MY GOD#HE SSO FUCKING BEAUTFUL AND HOT ANDANDANDANDNAN#I GO OUT AND COME BACK TO THIS ???#he’s LITERALY my bf#MY BOYFRIEND#I OOVE HIM#I LOVE HIM😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭JJGGHb£&&7)#thoughts are really being thought rn#game me gyu oh my fucking lords Shane
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As a fan of Jlud, how do you enjoy the Sterma ship if at all?
i dont rlly get the hate between the jlud and strma shippers... (NOT SAYING UR A HATER SRRY ANON) i get the jealousy 100%. but to me its like jrm and his little side hoes. AND I RESPECT THAT! its something so endearing to me,, the way he brings up lud when hes w str and vice versa.
#i dont know if i explained that enough.. if u cant tell im super bad at explaining my thoughts#i definitely have more love towards jlud bc of how odd their weird gay bond is#but strma…. oh strma….#i suggest u read a fanfic with all 3 of em and then tell me how ya feel#to me their bond is like#2 bfs who hate eachother and then theres jrm!!!! which makes it all worth staying#jlud#strma#asks!!!!
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I understand why robots being autism rep or just any non human creature representing autism sucks cause it comes off as dehumanizing us and we genuinely deserve actual good human rep-
But I have literal robot loving autism and when I see a robots entire character arc be about being accepted by the others despite being different from everyone else in how they think and act how am I not supposed to think that’s some autism coding even if it wasn’t the intention-
Yes I’m talking about R Dorothy Wayneright.
#meg text#the big o#r dorothy wayneright#i don’t have enough words to make this longer especially because I’m tired and I know this wasn’t the intent#BUUUUUT whenever they’re like “Dorothy doesn’t feel emotions the same way we do” I’m just like “oh she’s autistic”#and I love how by the end she keeps her flat personality because even if it’s clear she emotes that just who she is#This post mainly came from me rewatching with my bf and we got to the beloved instro ep
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There’s so few of them but I love scenes where Adrien gets to participate in the “Oh my god Marinette is being a disaster again better go help her” All of her other friends experience this daily but it’s extra funny when it’s Adrien
#miraculous ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#adrienette#For a marichat person I post so much adrienette#They’re so cute though#I wish adrien had more scenes explicitly showing that he knows and loves how much of a weirdo she is#‘Who’s mess is that’? Gf and ‘Oh my god it’s my mess’ bf#Have fun being married to that mr dupain cheng#love her
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i think honestly what irritates me about yoshidas work SO much is that people will tell you that banana fish is THE gay manga (ignoring the many things that came before it and were more groundbreaking, ie MW literally having on screen (or like. on panel but still.) gay sex in it and that came out like a decade before BF did) when there really isn't barely any gay rep outside of the pedophiles and the one time ash drops the f slur. like im sorry but somehow yasha, a work she wrote in 1996, has more gay rep in it but also has the same issues.
i truly do not get how people can enjoy banana fish with the rampant racism every 2 pages or the rampant sexual assault plotlines (on women and ash bc he is just... written like how yoshida writes women lmao) that are handled IMPOSSIBLY bad and sincerely i hoped yasha would be better because it had been like a decade or so between works. and then it proceeds to continue with the heres our blonde genius protagonist who everyone is weird as fuck to and will sexually harrass and everyone finds it a VERY funny joke to point out how feminine he is when theres barely any women in the work (if you exclude the ones that are being raped/killed/creepy to minors. which to be fair yasha has toned down the sa a LOT) and that its funny that hes kind of gay except not really!! and its just absurd to me how it just persists in all of her stuff because she is not an author that handles gay stuff well. like the scene in banana fish where ash is completely ok getting gang raped and did it solely to get into the hospital when its been SHOWN that he has a lot of trauma with that. and then right after his friend makes a joke at ash's expense about that. like sincerely and genuinely is this what we are hyping up as the old retro gay manga. go read some tezuka and stop reading shit that the most the main characters do is share a kiss in a nonromantic sense and is obsessed w making every gay person be evil!!
#twist rambles#sorry mw u will always be famous to me (horrible fucking manga to experience for like 50% of the time but also it rocksss and theres#about anything tw worthy in there but i wish more ppl did read it)#sorry im like. i like to read her stuff bc her art is interesting to me but oh my god it makes me so angryyyy#rape mention#ask to tag#like... you do not understand my one sided rivalry w her it is SO intense like... bf was one of the worst reading experiences ive ever had#my tzk gay recs are: black jack (protag literally has a transmasc ex bf) and mw (for aforementioned reasons but its like. genuinely bonkers#and honestly there r a lot of minor characters that r lgbt in his works and like. can we please read smth that doesnt suck 100% of the time#like idk god bf is so baffling to me bc theres NOTHING there other than like. the new horrors every chapter. and yasha seems to be reusing#some plot points so it double sucks. haunted by the one analysis showing how the two had similar themes and point 1 was literally child#exploitation like... man. god it sucks. like not that mw is perfect bc its not and its a media i have a lot of thoughts on but man. id take#that over bf anyday bc like... sincerely how is anyone looking past the horrors there!! the story is a jumbled mess and it rly doesnt have#much to sayyyy but whatever lol!! id love if the characters were in a better media id love if ash didnt end the story feeling positively#towards the man who groomed him but whateverrrr lol#this is super disorganized as a post but like. genuinely it is so infuriating bc some of the plot concepts in yasha have potential and then#she keeps doing this like!!
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How the fuck did I learn how to efficiently help my partner through his autistic meltdowns thanks to a vashwood fanfic .what
#me reading ww help w vashs meldowns: oh well I . ?? oh ???? wait It does look similar to - OH ?? IT WOULD HELP MAYBE OH MY GOR#I followed fucking fanfic wws steps next time my bf had one#i used his way of asking and talking#the question that fictional bitch asked#and it WORKED#Fun fact were both autistic#just .completely different breeds of it#plus I cant understand ppls physical reactions to save my life#thought process ?? im a fucking expert . the BEST#but PHYSICAL oh hell naw#I just understand what I physically need but absolutely nothing more#NOW I CAN HELP HIM#U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY AM I ABOUT THAT#autism#fanfiction#vashwood#ao3 fanfic#we had obv talked about it b4 but he didnt understand how it worked either so we left it at “dw if u dont know. ure trying and i love u”#(i wanted to eat his face and cry bc I HATE NOT UNDERSTANDING SHIT I SHOULD UNDERSTAND)#oh and I couldnt do what works for me bc my body is 100% uncapable of being vulnerable in anyway in front of ppl for more than .5 min prob#so I just loose my mind a lil bit w laughing randomly and moving compulsively like rocking on the chair or slamming things etc for that time#and the close off until im alone and gave the full needed meltdown#so ive never been actually comforted or helped so I dont know what it would help bc Ive never experienced it#rant ended lads now SORRY
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i had the best coffee/bookstore date today 🥹 i got complimented multiple times (and a little kid said i looked cool!!!), drank the best cup of coffee ive had ever, and look at the books bf bought me!!
THE COVERS LOOK SO PRETTY!! im so excited to read them 🎉
#usually we go to the library for books but#im excited to own these :3 especially with the matching covers auuughghh#they make good tapping sounds too oh how i love to tap on things#me and bf sat at the coffee shop for an hr having intense lore discussions of elden ring 😭❤️ my autistic brain is tingling
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Sleeping with Levi is better than expected. The cold ceramic of his tub is dulled with blankets and pillows, and being together makes the comfort outweigh the frigid. The soft rumble of his aquarium and the soothing whispers of affection leaves both of you at ease. Entangled with eachothers warmth, the world has turned to just you two. Everything that matters is laying here, in your embrace. Once the words of love have died down, the contentment settles in. You place a kiss and pull him close. Let your touches talk. You hold him tight and he holds you, both longing for a forever like this.
Some time has passed and you still lay there, listening to your darling sleep. The way his relaxed face looks makes you hesitate, should you stay here and appreciated your love, feel this blessed moment until sleep takes you as well? Or should you join him in his dreams, dance and sing and laugh with him? Do the things that only dreams allow? Its an impossible choice, yet one you have to make every night. Although, a choice like this, it's not that bad. Both answers mean the same. They will overflow your head with delight and joy and love. They make you appreciate the quiet moments. They make you fall further for Levi.
#obey me leviathan#obey me#im back again with tired longing for the bf whoops#i should really try to sleep again but this damn boy cant leave my mind argh#levi <3#heheheh#i dislike it when im writing and it accidentally turns into poetry... the rythm never really leaves your mind and it ruins the flow imo.#sillyposting#my work#i didnt know where i was going with this i wanted to write cute cuddle moment but ig this turned up oh well#you dont understand how in love i am with this guy oml#im such a fool for him <3#yippee#obey me leviathan x reader#obey me fluff
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Is cloud bisexual in canon? I dunno. Couldnt say for sure (im in Rebirth chapter 12 and Only discussing rebirth rn). I can definitely say he's Aware Andrea admires him, Super Aware Dio likes him and is flattered by it and up to flirt with that opportunity (wild choice cloud but okay).
And i certainly cant wait for clouds date with barret <3
#ff7r#lb#do not spoil me and let me down lol ill find out#now Personal Headcanon? oh yeah that boys BI hes been bi to me since Crisis Core and his obvious crush on Zack Fair#asking zack for ramen and flirting and laughing. and his flirting with barret in ff7 original.#in my hwadcanon clouds in the BIGGEST fucking polycule ever and the wildest thing is he didnt even mean to#he just Happened to like aerith whos also bi and super GREAT at flirting so she dragged tifa in#and cloud already liked tifa. then tifa dragged cloud into co adoption with barrets kid and barret got#mushy at cloud caring about him so much so now clouds got a bf. then cloud met Vincent and Cait sith (who form their own eventual polycule#with yuffie)#and clouds like Mildly with cait sith and vincent but its Complicated and queerplatonic#then Cid has a crush on aeriyh but she wants nothing to do with hin romantically but#cid would probs fuck aeriths boy cloud and then#of course sephiroth WANTS to fuck cloud and eventually Possesses him (so inside him nonstop if u will)#and tseng likes Aerith and Reeves (cait sith) and rude likes tifa. reno likes rude. elena likes tseng#cissnei likes zack. zack loves aerith and cloud (litetally the 2 babes he saves in Rebirth his Top Ppl in life)#and Rufus WOULD hate fuck cloud then stab him. and there u go the biggest messiest polycule#its just the entire FF7 cast. in ffx uts like... yuna and tidus. in ff7 its like... nah theyte all messily tied together#in a polycule. oh and u could add hojo as like. once in a fucked situatuon with lucretia and vincent but#dear god i would rather NOT mention how hojo and aeriths mom and lucretia tie into the huge polycule tbh
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ohgosh hes si oerfe t ges so perfect ive never smiledlike this for anyone hes so nice hes always been so nice i dontnthink i trust anyone more than him hessoperfectsoperfectsiperfectsoperfectsoperfect i wanna do everything for him ill make him dinner and ill wash his back and ill dry his hair and ill tuck him in at night and ill kiss his forehead and sing him a lullaby and in the morning ill make breakfast for him and pick out his clothes and wake him up with a kiss and brush his hair and dress him all neat and stuff and i dontknow i have so many thoughts hes just so nice so perfect hes so gentle with me im the luckiest girl alive i know it now im so happy WAUAUQAWAWAAAWAWAWAAA <3
#iloveufront#ilovemybf#i love him#i love my boyfriend so much#i love my boyfriend#my boyfriend#my boyfie#im so in love#i just love him#oh how i love him#my boy <3#myboyfriendsocutie#my bf <3#my bf is the best
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i feel like a part of my soul has been ripped from my chest and i dont know why.
#is this a bad time to mention i dont even believe in souls?#i really dk why.#no this isnt abt jiro somehow apparently having a loving family#(ok like. at least 1/4 of it is BUT STILL. NOT THE POINT)#(part of me feels awkward abt it bc just. huh? youre telling me. this guy. that i basically am the irl version of. has a loving family???)#(/j and all but just. idk part of me feels awkward now? it just. a guy who blew himself up for most of the same ideals i have)#(gets to have the one thing i yearn so very hard for. everyday of my life. but can never have.)#(ill get over this in like. 2 hours. hopefully. most of thats just shock anyways.)#just. for the past some days. besides a couple things and people. hurt and love havent really. made me feel much of anything#like being cared for by actual ppl even online. yeah. it still does but#even my fantasies don’t entertain me anymore#oh god am i becoming lopt. save me fuck#UNLESS this means i get mason as my bf. then hell fucking yeah (kidding kidding kIDDINGG i dont wanna be lopt. please.)#but srsly. usually i can envoke some sorta reaction from myself if its brutal enough#but. nothing.#id assume that im over doing it usually. but i havent in a good while#maybe this is some what where my art/writers block is coming from#whatever this hell is.#time to go on a spiral of mildly depressing and somewhat cryptic posts (cryptic if i didnt info dump in the tags that is)#why is it so hard to confront issues when you dont even know what the issue is?#i just. wanna be able to make myself feel something.#not in a “i have no one but myself” way for once. just. i dont wanna have to rely on others for my emotions#i want to feel a pang of hurt. yet it feels so empty. i dont want to harm myself. i just want to feel it.#anyways ig.#ig im gonna just sleep#which tbh im growing to hate bc like. i feel all i do is sleep. i sleep to avoid how much my own body hurts. i sleep to ignore my issues#i sleep to ignore the fact i keep forgetting to respond to people even though ik i have to at some point. i sleep to avoid the dread of not#getting anything done. i sleep just because im bored.#and im tired of sleeping.#but. it feels worse awake. my body hurts. my mind hurts. it all just hurts.
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