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The laziness of many, will always fall onto the shoulders of the few.
#im so fucking tired#almost threw in the towel#just another day at the office#of playing with people's insides
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Imagine building a family in a terrible world. Some of you die sooner, and you try to make it work. Then everyone, everything is gone, you have less than a minute to process that, and you're alone. Except it's worse! Because your family will be there, but suddenly you're not part of it. The house is in front of you and you don't have the keys.
#This scene was played off a bit for the laughs but seriously?#Casey had just lost everyone and everything#And now he's alienated in a new world with the people he's used to existing with#Imagine seeing the house right there#except you dont have the keys. the curtains are drawn open so you can see everything inside. but you just#dont have the keys#(yet)#anyway We love casey jones in this household#also?? uncletello for the win#the poor guy just doesnt know it yet#my art#artwork#wip#painting#digital painting#rottmnt#casey jones#casey jones junior#the future boy#casey#future casey#rottmnt casey#casey jones#rottmnt casey jr#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt fandom#donatello rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles
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How do you sleep at night? No one to hide behind Betrayed every alibi you had You had every chance to make amends instead you got drunk on bitterness And you still claim that you're innocent, it's sad
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#christian horner#for the blacklists#I recognize that christian horner in a gifset is NOT the kind of content people in ricnation are looking for rn#debated posting this but fuck it#me 🤝🏼 daniel: two bitches that love a depressing song lyric#it's about breaking free from a toxic relationship and the importance of prioritizing one's own needs#and that it can take a long time to recognize the dynamics at play in those relationships#and removing yourself from that situation can be just as hard and that just kind of epitomizes daniel with christian for me#in the return to rbr I think daniel trusted that CH would at the very least be straight forward and upfront with him#even if the end result wasn't what daniel wanted or hoped for#daniel could handle not getting the rbr seat#but something he couldn't handle was the truth that the one person he believed he could trust was gaslighting him and using him#and daniel had a light bulb moment - the point where you realize that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to walk away#and so he got out#also this is obviously my interpretation of a relationship that I have zero insider info on and maybe they are chill now#as always…thinking too deeply about people I don’t know in the tags#also i recognize that this song is actually about a tiktok hype house but whatever rbr are that immature so it fits#this is my first go with this type of editing in PS so if you have any tips on style and execution i'm all ears#Apparently i also owe CH an apology bc i was so sure he didn't shake daniel's hand pre-race in singapore but he actually did and i missed i#during the breakdown i was having anyway fuck him still
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Day 31 - Mask
The thing about Sans is you never really know what he's thinking behind that smile.
#inktober#undertale#sans#and that's inktober!#only finished...#checks watch#2.5 months late!#But yeah this was another favorite prompt#because this is one of the things I find fun about Sans as a character#he smiles and laughs and jokes#but we don't really know how much of that is genuine and how much is an act#masking for depression or distrust or anything else that might be going on inside that skull#he plays his cards close to his chest#and keeps people at a distance#and that sure leaves a lot of room for speculation and fanfics :)
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really fighting to accept & make peace with the ways i will never find the things i lost, or never again have them in the same way. also trying to be liberated by this
#THE TOWER#i wish i could crawl back inside memories and be held by everyone#& laugh with everyone again#& play the role i played as the person i was#but now it’s like. okay i am without all of this#i am without these people these places etc#we are not friends anymore#some people i loved do not know me anymore#i do not have to drag their dead weight forward i do not have to drag their dead weight forward#i do not have to hold onto the warmth i once felt it is no longer mine#WHAT NOW WHAT NOW WHAT NOW#I WANT TO LIVE AS FULL AS I DID BEFORE I KNEW HOW EASY IT WAS TO LOSE EVERYONE!
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regrettably, neither is them being even a little bit ironic
#star wars#jango fett#zam wesell#there are many possible interpretations of their canon relationship and i'm fond of several of them#recently i've been gravitating towards the idea that like. this is all basically an inside joke to them. a bit.#bc like. listen. the banter follows a certain pattern. zam will almost always be the one to initiate flirting/innuendo#and then jango will sometimes play along for a bit but always ultimately rejects her. often with hilarious verbal brutality#and zam is always completely unbothered and often amused#your honor they are Doing A Bit#sometimes though i figure they forget what it looks like to other people#and they are genuinely surprised and weirded out when someone sees their outrageous flirting and assumes they're an item#they're like ''you didn't even let us get to the part where he compares me to a bothawui stinkweed and i swoon away dead in his arms. GOD!!#syn's art
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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the reason why Luo Binghe and Shen Yuan can't attic wife each other in their house and never leave is that they don't have internet or anything else around to help keep them moving. I think we chalk too much of Shen Qingqiu being a super productive person post transmigration often too much to reading into things and treating his unreliable narration as fact.
But like, what is he supposed to do all if not actually go outside and talk to people and get a job. Luo Binghe needs to do things other than be a housewife for his own sanity so he doesn't cabin fever. He can't live focusing his day around a singular person being in the room its not healthy and would drive him insane. These are not overly productive constantly doing things people. These are people doing things to make sure they aren't malaise slugs feeling nothing in their day to day drudgery.
This is just what a healthy post/pre internet mental state kinda looks like.
#svsss#svsss shitpost#scumbag system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#bingqiu#i don't go into servers anymore or use anything but tumblr for a few hrs a day#the difference is astounding#scum villain self saving system#protagonist in isekai's don't leap to being better productive people just because they were actually always good and better than other#its because the internet is no longer sitting as a filter you can use#when you have to actually live in the real world and talk to people you have to learn to change how you approach conversation and free time#rich people in the real world aren't constantly going out to get jobs just to make daddy proud its also because they want something to do#humans are not meant to sit around doing nothing#part of the reason i think luo binghe had such an obviously bad time in the return to childhood special is he had nothing to do for months#he has no desire to play with kids#was too short to do a lot of his chores#couldn't socialize as an adult#and even his own boyfriend was too bored staying inside all the time#i don't doubt the man was dying inside wishing to turn back to normal simply because he had nothing to do
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SLOW HORSES (2022 — ) 🐴✨
CATHERINE STANDISH HAS HAD ENOUGH! 😤
#slow horses#catherine standish#saskia reeves#gif#*#my sassy little baby#saskia reeves is truly playing one of the most dynamic characters on television#there's princess standish who is always primping and preening and trying to look after everyone#like she can be the most heartbreaking character at times#and there's i'll fucking cut you standish who pulls guns on people and will verbally snap your neck if you try her#and they coexist inside this one little angel wearing lovely dresses like she's an icon a legend mother of slough haus
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Regardless of how this relationship will end or be established, the important part of what Braius was suggesting is that a conversation happens. Ashton knows who Fearne is but to say he's not developing feelings is silly and neither have set the expectations of how they'll move forward (I assume from a feeling that the world will end or they'll die in the process of preventing that).
#*replays the post-shardgate chetney conversation* alexa play casual by chappell roan#she dived into lava after him bruh. totally fair for fearne not to desire monogamy but this doesn't exactly scream casual#alexa play best friend by rex orange county after that#ashton is the type of person to say 'oh this is nothing' while he's dying inside#callowmoore#rockwild#bells hells#this is not a rant. i'm just a lil frustrated with people's comments
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the thing is. irving b has wanted to die this entire season. he had nothing left to lose. dylan's friendship wasn't enough to ease the pain, especially when dylan is distracted, and he just wanted it to end. no more fear. no more grief. an opportunity to save his friend and take an eagan down with him presented itself and he took it. he's angry that helena was cruel to him and lied to all of them and betrayed them all and kept them trapped. and he loves helly. but he wouldn't have done that if he wanted to live.
#he was suicidal and that was a suicidal sacrifice play :(#he knew saving helly and attempting to kill helena eagan would get him fire permanently but that's what he WANTED#it wasn't JUST to bring helly back#and especially after he puts it together that she's an eagan. the people that created this nightmare and took burt from him#he wants to burn it all down. with him inside.#severance#severance spoilers
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mascot
#this isnt vent dw!!! i dont smoke either i was just kinda going for some sort of vibe#i know its usually played for laughs or like. dark humor whenever ppl draw mascots without their heads and u can see the actor#but i always found it fascinating and a little sobering. ever since i was a kid ive always been hyperaware of ppl in costumes#like. even if i tried to block it out id be thinking the whole time 'its not real. theres a person in that suit who gets paid to do this'#it used to be an uncomfortable nagging feeling but now its like. oh yeah theres someone with a whole life story doing this. idk#i think when i tell ppl im not conscious of my body its like. im not dysphoric or experience dissociation but. at the same time#it feels like my physical body doesnt fully outwardly represent me..?? like some sort of costume#i like to phrase it as being a giant hairless mecha and inside theres a very tiny puppy piloting the damn thing#and the other thing is. when i draw my sona i dont really see it as what i /wish/ i looked like or how i want people to see me#its like being in a costume and just. fucking around with some sort of barrier between myself and others#plus mascots arent allowed to talk and i dont really. engage with other ppl in public spaces that it kinda feels like ad lib#i share a lot abt my life but ironically im also a private person..... i guess it just gives me some sort of control over my identity#my art#myart#my oc#sona#mascot#furry#??? is this furry art????#twinkle#puppysona#edit: had to outline it bc i just realized it looks really weird on dark mode -_-
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30 days of agere day 16: favorite fashion style/aesthetic
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#in a really weird way frutiger aero connects to me as a regressor#(note whenever i say regress or regressor i mean dream because i think ive only regressed once and that was only to like. 9 i think)#so like i have this really old ipod touch which has a lot of the games i used to play when i was a bio baby#and i found the charger for it and charged it up and looked through it when i first started dreaming and i was like “daaaaang”#i cant really describe it in a way that makes sense to other people#when i see old tech from the 2010s it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. thats probably the best way i can describe it#stimboard#my boards#agere#sfw agere#agedre#30 days of agere#agere stimboard#blue#old tech#frutiger aero#slime stim#tech stim#jewlery stim#paci stim#idog#queue
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played through like half of this short mystery video game that's taking place in the 50s called this bed we made, and guys...
i think they're really good friends
#mse's playing this bed we made#video game#this bed we made#i'm like 4 hours in and apparently i already cleared 58% of the story so it's not a long one#but honestly that's a plus as far as i'm concerned#people put way too much emphasis on the length of games#i don't want to play your game for over 100 hours slowly dying inside#i just want to have fun and suffer brain damage from your art
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i'm doing my part to keep the magic of percy jackson alive (i'm telling new viewers who make those prediction videos on tiktok that "luke is the traitor" is an inside joke among old fans to confuse the new ones)
#percy jackson#percy jackson spoilers#riordanverse#pjo series#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#luke castellan#and ngl the amount of old fans who've played along w it is honestly heartwarming like at the end of the day we're in this together#like i've had people present theories for how the inside joke started and everything#this fandom can be so adorable sometimes
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Please don't tell me I'm the only woman on this hellsite that actually likes to suck dick.
#im writing this while on a bathroom break#please forgive me#this is what we're talking about today#soap squad president losing her marbles#soap squad™️#back to playing with people's insides#real life
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