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My aunt, uncle and cousins have been missing for two days already. We lost contact and haven't been able to talk in the flood. They are from Eldorado do Sul. I just.. I am already think about the worst but have to keep reassuring everybody else
#eldorado do sul#rio grande do sul#Brasil#at least it is just them#all my friends that were stuck managed to be rescued#and other cousins and aunt are safe#my brother is sick with dengue and had to go to the hospital#but he is discharged and with his girlfriend family that are basically 3 doctors#my mom called me screaming that i should not look for my aunt that they are okay and i was just panicking everyone...#of course she was the one panicking
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rewatching this over and over again.. mainly bcs tarn makes soundwave into a manlet but also bcs it's hilarious
#thunderhowl at the copilot doing Absoluteky nothing then being surprised when shadowstriker is unfamiliar with the terrain: :D#i get ure a theater kid but CAN U STOP BEING SO CRYPTIC#bumblebee moving to the wall like the only smart person#optimus just wants to find the source#had to include soundwave being the bitchiest person for no reason at the end of course 🩵 mi lady#somebody help tarn bro only has one arm 😭😭#hes not even using it against a wall or anything like hes just trying to keep his balance#everybody panicking while shadowstriker doesnt give a fuck#girlboss shit she does every day and no one cares it pisses me off yall need to appreciate my mean lesbian like yall appreciate her mean gay#bestie#thunderhowl :) bcs he wants soundwave to struggle probably. i mean at the cost of others maybe risking a concussion? sure#theyre both so petty but try to act too cool to be in their own lame ways. im obsessed with them#he was hoping soundwave was gonna land in his lap 💔#somehow from all the way back there LMFAO if his terrains can defy gravity so can his beloved annoyance ok. he believes#im a filthy multishipper so i need tarn and soundwave to have more fic & kiss too bcs it's literally tarn being like I Know What You Are#(a Bttm) to soundwave and soundwave having to screw his lips into a smile & be like teehee of course.. only to be like (u forgot the Brat*)#at the end like. why are they like that. tarn holding him by the waist with 1 arm being like i got u bbgirl meanwhile hes getting#60000 concussions and soundwave is trying So hard not too laugh.. TOO loudly. (tarn thinking hes so anime protag rn)#tf cyberverse#soundwave#tarn#thunderhowl#shadowstriker#bumblebee#optimus prime#maccadam#transformers#I CANT BELIEVE I HAD ENOUGH ROOM FOR THESE TAGS!
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good morning from my room in my rents' house where i relocated to after 11pm with the help of my sister because i absolutely flipped my shit when i heard something scurrying across the floor of my room last night.
#around 10pm i freaked out because something tried to get under the bathroom door and then disappeared when i yelled in suprise#it looked like a big beetle or roach but i didn't see it long enough to know either way#spent an hour stressed af sitting on my bed because the floor was lava#i think partly because i was nervous about being jumpscared by whatever this was#eventually managed to sort out the lights and the bathroom and decided to go to sleep#and i think i could have dealt with the knowledge that this thing was somewhere in the apartment if i couldn't HEAR IT#suddenly#loudly#in the room#immediately panicked#could not have prevented that reaction in myself#definitely couldn't bring myself down#jammed my fingers in my ears so i couldn't hear it anymore and had to wait for my sister to come and get me#except of course i couldn't get up to open the door so she had to get the spare from my aunt#i'm certain my yelling/screaming scared whatever it was because it wasn't in the room by the time anyone got there#it was not dignified in any way and today i'm going to have to go back to my place#and try to work out how it got in#and try to block every fucking space there is between skirting and floor board#which is basically the entire flat#bugs can exist and i will not be happy about it but i can accept it#but they CANNOT be loud enough that you can HEAR THEM SCURRY#idk what it was!#i thought it was a big roach#i have never seen one in the houses here before#deeply deeply unhappy
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RIP Krakoa 🌹 I can’t lie I’ve been kinda behind since midway through Fall of X I’m gonna catch up before my first SDCC this summer but I hear Vulcan didn’t see much action anyway. Anyway my hand slipped and I found myself looking into the eyes of my canonically psychotic son the best Summers brother who’s never done anything wrong in his entire life, (he’s done lotsa wrong things but I love him more for it)
#canonically psychotic = he canonically has psychosis. (not in the ableist way in that hes evil. which he is. lemme enjoy problematic rep)#Gabriel Summers#art by seaweed#words by seaweed#X-Men Red#the Gabriel hate during the Krakoa era pffffft. was 100% from ppl who didnt read the Rise and Fall of the Shi'ar Empire#“he attacked Storm” hes also a genocidal dictator who tortures ppl for catharsis. drunkenly coming at Ororo is the least bad thing he did#“he's a douche” mother of all understatements. now get this man back w his boyfriend who he forced to be his best man under pain of death#Gabriel fans LOVE that Ororo beat his ass. he deserved it. it was a fake discourse made up by a certain segment of goddess!Ororo fans#I say as an Ororo fan! Shes my fav A-list x-man🥰 yes Gabe was at a mental low but Ororo didnt know that. that was Scott's responsibility.#psychotic Emperor Vulcan is what we call a problematic mentally ill villain trope. I love him SO much. (okay lets talk)#we don’t know much about his childhood but we do know he spent 2 years in a fugue state after escaping slavers when he was like ten ):#as an “adult”-ish he's uh “mentally” 15 or sumn according to the calculations claimed to him by his hallucination of his actual child self#and apart from THOSE hallucinations. he’s very paranoid to the point of killing his advisors because he becomes convinced-#that they’re plotting to kill him. they aren't. he relies on Calseye to ground him thru his paranoia. and then of course in the Krakoa era#he believes his energy constructs of Petra and Sway who drink with him till he blacks out every single day are real. he isnt consciously#creating them; but he sees them- and bc he’s a godlike mutant his subconscious makes his hallucinations visible. making everyone uncomfy#Charles tries to use telepathy to FORCIBLY reality check him. which of course triggers his trauma. and GABE is punished for it?#(oh plus our finding out Gabe got brain surgery done on him by some gods outside the universe offpanel. he never does well with tampering)#and now the writers who pushed Hickman out (also RIP Sabretooth & the Exiles. RIP Hellions) want us to be SAD Krakoa is gone?#yes Gabriel is the mentally ill villain trope. but Krakoa never cared for mutants who couldn’t fit in. who were traumatized. disabled. etc#Alex OF ALL PEOPLE should understand that. ALEX should’ve been there for Gabriel. (why wasn't he. did he hold a grudge for past torture.)#Alex also w Murder-Enjoying Disorder but it was actually treated as an illness and those in authority presented as wrong for excluding him#instead of helping him. which v flawed but Hellions was one of the best mental illness comics? like Zeb Wells was conscious of the genre#but Gabriel was just… cast out. for panicking when his prime traumatizer Charles invaded his mind. he deserved help too#and all because his family were annoyed at him for drinking all night and throwing up and passing out on the floor? for being delusional?#And like- all of the summers brothers are nd (Scott's brain damage; Alex's dissociative episodes; Gabriel's psychosis)#I have nothing to say about Adam X ((I highly doubt he's neurotypical and/or mentally healthy)) ((nothing to say abt him tho))#and Gabes paranoia is 100% rooted in his issues of being made to feel like an outsider. like YES the obvious MUTANT identity but also#he thinks his father abandoned him to be a slave. he's not Summers enough for Scott. hes not Shi'ar enough for the Shi'ar
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KIT TANTHALOS | 1.06 “Prisoners of Skellin”
#willow#kit tanthalos#willowedit#fantasyedit#wlwsource#smallscreensource#tvarchive#dailytvwomen#filmtvcentral#cinemapix#willow spoilers#.gif#jade saying she always let kit win is very funny but i also really like seeing kit does know how to fight#of course she panicked a few eps back! she'd never been in real trouble before!#but now <3 she's handling herself#one of my favorite kind of character arcs#q
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juza & nanami modeling for the fashion students during the university campus festival 📸✨
[ref: 1, 2]
#a3!#a3oc#juza hyodo#oc: nanami#ever arts#details who idk her amdnkskf#went thru the five stages of grief in this one ngl#taylor swift kept me going tho 🤧🤧#juza’s hair was a struggle ESPECIALLY THE PROFILE SHOT#ONE DAY I’LL GET IT RIGHT#also realized late i drew it on the wrong canvas size sjdmdhr but hey homescreen/lockscreen ajdjdje#the right one is probably nanami’s lockscreen for a few days until she gets really flustered about it#godbless the ref pic cause its super them tbh#idk what courses yosei offers but lets pretend oki#back story for this was originally nanami was asked to wear the dress but she panicked over the jinx of wearing a wedding gown#when she wasn’t even getting married so cue a mini freak out#juza seeing this was like i can wear the dress instead and yeah problem solved#but also nanami was like what if i don’t ever get married because of this omg#juza without skipping a beat: i’d marry you#nanami: eh? juza: eh? fashion students: 👁️👄👁️#i had this sketched out since june but just got around it now#also funny considering the theme of aki 10th#ship: 🍰🧋#junami#ever ocs#need to think of a better ship name#‘cause the combination of names wont work well for my other two ocs#junami sounds kinda cute tho…#alt. caption: YOU ARE THE BEST THING THATS EVER BEEN MINE 😫💕✊🏼#We had these like wedding booths during our like school festival back in hs pretty wild
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While I’m still thinking about Cata and Origins, if/when I replay her I’m thinking about the repercussions of changing up the main quest order I’ve had her story locked into for like 8 years, and swapping Redcliffe and the Circle, so having Redcliffe first after Lothering, then the Circle, then werewolves Denerim Temple Orzammar.
On one hand, I think Redcliffe first makes a lot of sense. On the other, Cata and Alistair’s relationship arc is “bantering-friendly-allies-of-necessity-and-trauma to silent-strained-allies-of-necessity to ????? to friends to lovers” and Redcliffe is where they have their big blowup fight that shapes most of their arc, so having that come earlier on changes the dynamic some. And Cata doesn’t properly apologize until after the werewolf curse is broken, so there’s longer there that that things are strained between them. On the first hand, that then means that there’s more time later for the ????? stage, which would happen after the Circle tower where being trapped in the Fade forces Cata to realize that she really does care about Alistair, but she’s still too proud and fucked up to properly apologize about it for a while, so after the Fade trip she would be trying to act like things are like they first were between her and Alistair, and Alistair is of course deeply, deeply confused because Cata does not vocalize any of her feelings.
But on the other hand again, the bit with Alistair’s mother’s amulet is kind of important in their arc, too - Cata finds it in Redcliffe and remembers what Alistair told her about it, but they just had that massive fight about Isolde’s death, and Cata doesn’t want Alistair to think she’s trying to bribe her way back into his good graces, so she holds onto it for a while until it gets harder and harder for her to figure out how to admit that she has it so she just sneaks it in with his stuff, and he realizes it must have been her. And I can’t remember if there’s an approval-gate on initially learning about the amulet, or if it just comes up pretty soon once you talk about Eamon/going to Redcliffe.
Well I guess this means I’ll have to replay Origins as Cata again. No other choice. No way around it.
#rearranging the order could also add something fun to her friendship with Zevran#if she gets to see HIS nightmare in the fade bc he’s actually recruited for the Circle#ALSO Redcliffe-then-Circle is ‘funny’ bc after letting Jowan sacrifice Isolde to do blood magic to save Connor#(Cata knows jackfuck about magic and just goes with Jowan’s suggestion with Morrigan’s help bc she’s like#(it’s not GOOD to kill someone to perform powerful magic but like. Isolde was willing and cata is panicked and decides magic is magic)#then she gets to the circle where blood mages are wreaking havoc and she’s just like. oh. hm. uh. hm.#(she’s so deeply stupid about magic. especially at the beginning. but kind of always. just so so stupid about it)#(which of course lets Morrigan be the one to have the most influence over the way Cata views magic which. yeah.)#catalina tabris
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I may have a lil residual trauma from when mercedes had histoplasmosis
Harleys sick (probably a cold) but she hadn't moved from the chair in my moms office all day and hadn't been drinking water and it was reminding me too much of when mercedes got really bad and I had to drip water in her mouth with a syringe every 10 minutes to keep her hydrated
So I spent 30 minutes crying in the shower about it
Anyway she got up while I was showering and moved over to my room and just got done gulping down water so its good now
And she has come for her after shower snuggles
She still clearly isn't feeling too good but if she hadn't come for her snuggles I'd be way more worried
#shes not sneezing as much as she was yesterdat#mercedes had plenty of colds over the course of her life#she only had to go to the vet for one cuz she got too dehydrated#she lived to 20#my mom has described mercedes symptoms when she had colds as very similar to harleys#<-affirmations to keep from panicking#harley just went to the vet and was completely healthy#shes not significantly worse than yesterday or the day before#she just needs to rest
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Class mein meme banke ubhri hoon and I don't know whether to be proud or embarrassed 💀
#In the very first day of school physics sir ne hume ground mein le jaake motion and all ke baare mein btaya tha#And vo har student se ek round lga rhe the but meri turn hone se pehle hi bell baj gayi and I joined my hands together#And I was so happy ki I did a literal pranaam and every banda saw it and now use it as an inside joke in class-#One time when I was collecting everyone's notebooks I accidentally rested my hand on a random guy's shoulder and instead of saying sorry#Maine instinctively vo waala pranaam Kiya that people do jab pairr books mein lag jaate hai-#P.t.m mein when sir called for me to come in front of the class I thought he was about to bring up the argument#I had with him a few days before (long story) so maine mumma ke paas jaake whisper Kiya “whatever he's about to say sab jhooth hai”#Loud enough ki pure class ne sunli#Unhone mujhe class ke front mein isliye bulaya tha because he was about to announce that I had come first in class-#And now aaj#During library ma'am asked us ki drawing mein kise interest hai and I of course raised my hand#She then said that ki unhe posters banvaane hai for the library and I panicked maine immediately apna hand lower kar diya 💀#I have unintentionally become the class clown now.
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Can I please just stop inconveniencing everyone?
#just gonna vent agaim#so I was making some traditional salad with my partner's mom (they're my parents as well at this point)#and I'm vegetarian right? so we were making two separate bowls of it#and my partner came to help and I switched the bowls to help and put the one with meat closer to her#and by instinct her mom put meat in my salad#and she panicked really bad but then it was safe because they managed to save like half of it that the meat didn't touch#we thought it was all good in the end#oh well until I got to eating my salad and I stop in horror realising that there. was. meat. in my mouth#and I didn't talk about it before but for me being vegetarian is like 20% for the animals and the rest because of the texture#+ I studied biology in detail in university and knowing what's in there disgusts me to the core#so there you have me gagging and running to the bathroom#and his mom felt terrible and she apologised to me so many times#I feel terrible because it wasn't even her fault#it's mine because I moved the bowls#I feel terrible because everytime I'm meeting with family I'm such an inconvenience because I don't eat meat#her mom and also my mom cook two separate meals everytime#of course I always tell them to let me cook for myself but they insist#I'm actually very grateful but I feel so bad#personal#vent#venting
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littol brown snake at work today. juvenile. apparently their bites can be fatal even as juveniles! but it was really cute - I saw it first and trotted off and told higher-ups like a good little girl. we closed the door so the snakeling could not get out and cause havoc; I kept walking past and wanting to open the door and look at it again, because it was so beautiful. but I refrained.
#snake#personal#i went and told the higher ups and the girl couldn't stop panicking a bit#i did what she told me in closing the door and putting a towel against it; she rang up the snake removalist#so even if i were gonna be there tomorrow it wouldn't be there by then#but it was beautiful! and i said out loud as i was walking 'God's been showing me all these beautiful animals and birds lately#isn't that lovely' and by the word 'lovely' i was sobbing lol#God's blessings come all the time! in so many different ways!#including in a very small very cute brown snake!#and of course the three kittens the other day and the darling void (same litter) who came yesterday#she purred and fell asleep on me. she was beautiful#no pics bc i was holding her the entire time and was also wearing black so no point in asking others to get pics for me#she fell into a hole on our property and miaued so i went down and rescued her. got a bunch of scratches bc she panicked halfway up getting#out. she also was really one for kneading with her paws. i have a few scratches from that too lol. and she cried overnight when she was#left alone. but i went and picked her up in the morning and within thirty seconds she was purring so i think she was ok#kittens
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random oc facts, of the "they have problems" flavor
#oc talk#1- luca developed claustrophobia from the time he was locked in the school's bathroom by her bullies#2- chase got his depression from his mom; who also has it; except she goes to therapy and has meds so its now somewhat controlled#he was quite the spoiled kid by both his parents but his mom was the one who would always agree with him and give him everything#even if he was in the wrong and the worst piece of shit he could be. she felt guilty about him getting clinical depression for 'her fault'#so she wanted to 'compensate him' for 'ruining his life'. he was still pretty harsh with both of them so.#one day he told her to kill herself and go to hell over a minor thing; that same night he went to see finnley#so he never knew his mom actually tried to kill herself if thats what he wanted. his dad was kinda bitter for a few days#but eventually forgave him. and as i said none of them told him anything so he never knew.#3- maverick still gets nervous when he sees cops or hears police sirens - hes always on the edge#whether theyre going to actually arrest him some day. he doesnt know if zachary's body was ever found as he avoided tv for that reason#like he hid it in an abandoned house. it was a horrible hiding place but it was the closest he had and he was panicking with a dead body#so its not like he could do the smartest things in that state. also of course he left his dna everywhere- finding him would be really easy#but it never happened since zachary came back before anyone noticed his disappearance. and with a new appearance#its was like the old zachary people knew just stopped existing entirely. you cant do a murder case without a body#so it was just labeled as a sudden disappearance. however mav is paranoid over it when in his non-empty state#and when hes empty hes so focused in finding someone new to obsess over he stops caring- maybe he could even find someone on prison!#4- rafael doesnt talks to his family due to charlotte manipulating him into believing theyre all horrible people who hate her#and in fact they hate her! mostly his sister. they hate what she did to their son/brother but hes so blind and easy to manipulate#they stopped trying to knock some common sense into him. his sister was afraid this would happen eventually bc he was always gullible#SPECIALLY when hes in love. and well guess what happened!!#5- on the topic of charlotte; she has both tried to kill herself AND kill someone. well; her 'suicide attempt' was more likely#wanted to get hospitalized but not *actually* ending her life. in her mind that would make her parents notice how much they hurt her#with their 'favoritism' towards raven. girl they literally never had a favoritism YOU are the one who think so!!!#she never got what she wanted though-- she ended up vomiting the pills and suddenly got too embarrassed to talk about it#and guess who she wanted to kill? exactly; raven! they would sometimes see each other on family reunions and it was weird#she bought anti-freezer and brought it to a reunion-- she has been on a barista course so technically no one would think anything#if she made drinks for everyone. but raven was just so insistent on seeing the process-- due to actual curiosity-- that she couldnt do it#so she came home with an anti-freezer and incredible frustrated lmao. she was 17 though so its not like it was thoroughly planned#but you know. the intention was there.
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I will say
I've had to clean clients' semen off the table.
#also their pee#their poop#their diarrhoea#their drool#their vomit#and various vaginal secretions#just dog grooming things#but i do not nut#just to be clear#i DO have a very physically demanding job however#but every day is very different#the muscle aches and strains from a big elderly stubborn GSD sitting as heavily as she can on your shoulder while you clip her nails#are different from the RSI from clippering oodles#or of course the scratch marks on your forearms from panicking smaller dogs#you will get injured#and i MIGHT not do it if i wasn't getting paid for it#but honestly i think i would#i'm one of the lucky ones
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I need you guys to remind me when it's morning that I want to make a post for pinned post that actually. Does stuff. Like explain my sideblogs and ongoing projects.
Also entirely relevant in the meantime any house md fans plz send me ideas for things to write for the werewolf wilson au (currently named the www.au in my brain for ease of access) because I got a great name for a fic and I want to make it a oneshot collection because I don't have those as a skill yet and what better way to polish a skill than with a fandom I'm dubiously and cautiously entering at 45 minutes after my bedtime on a weekend
#Fyi I do have ideas already#Like. Wilson stuck in dog form bc of an early day moon attempts to help with a diagnosis#Or goes to be a happy dog playing with cancer patient kids who deserve a gentle giant dog who sits down and lets them knot his fur to hell#I have “cameron learns shes a changeling by contracting pixie cold” concept#And similarly a “chase has an identity crisis and begins to eat fossils in distress” one#where chase is too busy panicking about being magic now to kill that one patient in that one episode#Also. At least three case fic ideas#Including one where a lycanthrope contracts lupus because for some reason I find that irony vaguely funny#(however the fic itself is rather sad and ends w the patient being given enough meds to last one last full moon with her pack before dying#And then of course we get the “this is actually a story for the sake of our characters more than for the patient” bit#Where house corners wilson to ask if he's sure he's ok with only having house as pack when that girl had so many people for her#And wilson goes “if I could choose any one person to yell at me when I chew my own slippers it'd be you”#Its all soft and shit idfk)#However the point of all this is that I have a great name for the fic wherein I will collect all these oneshots#(the idea is calling it “who let the dogs out” btw)#((main concern rn is whether or not I'd tag theodog as a separate character from wilson or not bc they're the same person technically))#(((ehh. Problem for tomorrow ig)))
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To be clear, unless staff trips over the trail of extension cords keeping the servers running, Tumblr likely isn't going anywhere any time soon.
What the info we've seen suggests is that updates are going to slow down, maintenance is maybe going to get a little shaky, and we're going to see more glitches as time goes on and the remaining staff gets further behind their workload.
Is this a good thing? No, absolutely not.
Should you be panicking, jumping overboard, running for the hills, etc? Also no.
So what does it mean?
Well, for myself and several other creatives you all saw tagged in that post, it means we're looking around trying to figure out what to do in the long run. We're not running for the lifeboats. We're just eyeing the iceberg in the distance and getting our shit together in the event that the worst comes to pass.
Speaking for myself, I intend to crawl through the walls of Tumblr until they pry me out of the air vents armed with a broom and oven mitts. I'm not going anywhere until the lights go out, and even then, I'll be chewing on the wires.
But that doesn't mean I'm not looking around for somewhere to land when the time comes.
Myself and several others are not panicking about this, but we are trying to be organized about it.
I'm just old enough to remember when fandom websites being nuked overnight was a very real thing. You'd go to bed one night and wake up the next day to find friends you'd known for years were just gone with no means of contacting them because the site you'd been using got wiped. Entire collections of fandom history were just destroyed in the blink of an eye.
We don't want that again. And the good news is, we have time. We have time to back up our shit, time to swap contact info with our friends, and time to find a new place to exist within our communities while also staying here because Tumblr ain't dead yet.
She's just slowly going to wind down over time.
Unless, of course, they trip over the cables. Then we're fucked.
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God can we just skip to the end of april so I can relax?
#i just 💀#fucking car repairs/registration requirements in my new state are taking all my money this month#next month I have a hens I don’t even see the point in attending then another trip 2 weeks later to go to the footy with a friend which will#be fun but COLD and EXHAUSTING#and then my friends wedding in april in which i am maid of honour#and honestly i was so fucking thrilled that she asked ME to be her maid of honour#and more than that she asked me if I’d be able to and assured me she would understand if I had to say no because of my illness#and of course like a dumbass i said yes anyway because i was overwhelmed and happy and emotional#and the closer it gets the more i keep fucking panicking#i’m gonna be so fuckjng tired before the wedding even STARTS#not to mention the sheer anxiety over giving a speech???#and the fucking dress? that I’m terrified I’m gonna feel ugly in bc I’m having more and more bad gender days#and she also told me I didn’t have to wear a dress - she told me I could wear a suit if I preferred#but the dress just seemed EASIER and tbh I would have felt equally ugly in a suit cos i can not afford to have one tailored to me properly#anyway i’m just fuckin stressed and wsnt it to be over#god i feel like a bad friend
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