#obviously lmao

[unlicensedinvestigator]

battle against the snow queen

[yeowangies]

MAAANNN i wanna write... some lesbian stuff...

[james-p-sullivan]

[lt-catbolt]

one man's Just a Man is another man's Survive

[k1ttygam3r]

JZBOY MUTUALS WAKE UP WE’RE EATING GOOD TONIGHT!!!!!

@neon-catarina @sleepymushrxxm

[grimalkintoes]

haven’t posted a face card in a minute so hey

( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

[evansbby]

Stevie, would you ask your omega to pose for (naked👀) while you sketch her?

Why would I sketch her??? I don’t sketch because sketching is for pussies!

—Steve🏈💪

[gaogaigoatgrrl]

i think maybe the one thing that's shaped me more than anything else is my contradictory feelings about my father

in a lot of ways, i'm really uncannily similar to him. you know, if he wasn't a liar. and transitioned. in all honestly i'm practically a clone aside from those two details

and like, i've been aware of this for a while and i've been really torn up about it, because i don't wanna be like him

to me, two things are more important than anything else:

the most important thing is to hate my father.

the most important thing is not to hate my father.

those two impulses have been warring inside me since i was four years old, and i don't think either of them have won. significant parts of my psyche were constructed specifically to facilitate avoiding feeling anger or hatred toward him for leaving me and my mother.

i think this is the reason i'm so similar to him

i think this is my way of having my cake and eating it

i've made myself into a replica, a substitute, an effigy. i think this is why i hate myself so much, why i always have. i already knew i hated myself to avoid hating him, to displace the blame for my abandonment. but do you see? if i'm just like him, i can hate him without hating him. i can satisfy both imperatives at once

maybe this is why i can't make a choice about my identity to save my life, why i can't be certain about any part of who i am. on a foundational level, my "self" is built on superposition of opposites. every coin i flip lands on its edge because the first one did.

[nasiens-father]

imagine being a homosexual

[yourelosingains]

i needed an excuse to edit with conan gray music 

[ricoka]

god I really have to further and more deeply work on my relationship with posting art because I genuinely considered posting something unfinished today because the notes are dying down

[nontrivialproof]

Category 5 divorce moment happening in my family rn

[sleepycicada]

Oh BTW they finally got back to them about the ASM position and he got the job!!!!!!!! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و

[wasabi-gumdrop]

local ladies man’s signature move totally useless against autistic monster enthusiast. more on Kabru’s fumble era at 6

[doctorsiren]

The books reveal that Ford is actually a secret partier

(Available as a print on my Etsy Shop)

(wips under cut)