#obviously lmao

[unlicensedinvestigator]

battle against the snow queen

[james-p-sullivan]

[lt-catbolt]

one man's Just a Man is another man's Survive

[k1ttygam3r]

JZBOY MUTUALS WAKE UP WE’RE EATING GOOD TONIGHT!!!!!

@neon-catarina @sleepymushrxxm

[grimalkintoes]

haven’t posted a face card in a minute so hey

( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 

[evansbby]

Stevie, would you ask your omega to pose for (naked👀) while you sketch her?

Why would I sketch her??? I don’t sketch because sketching is for pussies!

—Steve🏈💪

[gaogaigoatgrrl]

i think maybe the one thing that's shaped me more than anything else is my contradictory feelings about my father

in a lot of ways, i'm really uncannily similar to him. you know, if he wasn't a liar. and transitioned. in all honestly i'm practically a clone aside from those two details

and like, i've been aware of this for a while and i've been really torn up about it, because i don't wanna be like him

to me, two things are more important than anything else:

the most important thing is to hate my father.

the most important thing is not to hate my father.

those two impulses have been warring inside me since i was four years old, and i don't think either of them have won. significant parts of my psyche were constructed specifically to facilitate avoiding feeling anger or hatred toward him for leaving me and my mother.

i think this is the reason i'm so similar to him

i think this is my way of having my cake and eating it

i've made myself into a replica, a substitute, an effigy. i think this is why i hate myself so much, why i always have. i already knew i hated myself to avoid hating him, to displace the blame for my abandonment. but do you see? if i'm just like him, i can hate him without hating him. i can satisfy both imperatives at once

maybe this is why i can't make a choice about my identity to save my life, why i can't be certain about any part of who i am. on a foundational level, my "self" is built on superposition of opposites. every coin i flip lands on its edge because the first one did.

[nasiens-father]

imagine being a homosexual

[yourelosingains]

i needed an excuse to edit with conan gray music 

[ricoka]

god I really have to further and more deeply work on my relationship with posting art because I genuinely considered posting something unfinished today because the notes are dying down

[nontrivialproof]

Category 5 divorce moment happening in my family rn

[sleepycicada]

Oh BTW they finally got back to them about the ASM position and he got the job!!!!!!!! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و

[wasabi-gumdrop]

local ladies man’s signature move totally useless against autistic monster enthusiast. more on Kabru’s fumble era at 6

[doctorsiren]

The books reveal that Ford is actually a secret partier

(Available as a print on my Etsy Shop)

(wips under cut)

[agentsbarlowesquared]

Given their social circles and their status in said social circles they of course would be attending the Steele ball, Liv had tucked a sizable check into Eli’s breast pocket given she had no space for the envelope herself as they had gotten out of the car. He was off socializing with who knows at this point and she’d excused herself from possibly the most mundane small talk conversation on Earth. 

Walking up to the bar she’d ordered herself a Martini and was sipping at it while watching the crowd when they came up on the side of her, “Fancy seeing you here.”