#obsessive crush

[damien-devil-art]

Gay stalker story part 5

We head to school, and later that day at recess, I see him in the corner looking like he wants to walk up to me but is nervous to do so. I grab his hand and pull him towards me. it's okay. You're allowed to hang out with me. but my classmates pulled me aside. “Hey dude, what are you doing? the kid’s kind of creepy, especially to you. you shouldn't endorse that kind of behaviour. if you let him get away with it, he'll know he can do more.” I don't know what to say. I mean, they're probably right, but he seems harmless enough at the moment, but I understand it should be something to take into consideration if things get out of hand. For the rest of the day, he stuck with me but looked shy and wary of other people. After school, we walked home together, of course. I told him he could come into my room again tonight and his face lit up. It's kind of cute, to be honest, seeing them this happy. Later that night, he comes up to me excitedly and says. “Hey there's something I’ve been really wanting to show you, and since you've been so nice to me, I think it was a good time.” Okay, I say. He takes my hand and leads me out the window and on top of the roof. “Okay now just follow me” he steps back and runs across the roof, jumping onto another one, barely making it yet still graceful in doing so. “don't worry, I'll catch you if you fall.” I gather up my courage, step back and run, jumping, and I slip grabbing onto the edge of the roof. He grabs me, looking intensely into my eyes. his eyes glistening in the Moonlight. he surprisingly is able to pull me up, and I fall on top of him. He's looking euphoric as ever staring at me. He gets up, and for the first time, he looks almost confident like a leader of some sort. He grabs my hand and tells me to jump when he says so. We run across the rooftops "jump," and we make it. We're running and jumping all across the neighbourhood secret shortcuts, and we even come across some wooden ramps put in place for easy access. When Crossing along a log placed in between two houses, he starts talking. "You know this is how I would stalk you if you wanted to know. It started with a quick run up to a roof to avoid you seeing me, and then I started doing it more. Eventually, I put up these wooden planks and logs to make the places I would see you the most easier to head to. I never meant to stalk you… I'm sorry. originally, I just wanted to go up to talk to you, but I got so nervous. The thought of a bad impression happening hurt me so much. The stress was causing so much pain that the doctor said it was burning a hole in my stomach. I didn't even know that was a thing that could happen. Eventually, I started making up scenarios with you in my head. My mind filled out your imperfections with my default likes. I made you the perfect person for me. it's like when you're in an online game, it's easier to make friends because everyone is anonymous, so you don't have your biases you usually would in real life. your brain just fills in the gaps with what you would want that person to look like… Oh, we're here!" We climb up a rather large roof, and then I see it because we're in a rather dark part of town. You can see a whole Starry Sky with the closest view to the Moon you can get. it looks beautiful, the giant moon in complete darkness surrounded by tiny glistening glittery dots. We stare at each other in front of it, and we inch closer. I hold his hand, and he hugs me. We sit on the ledge of the roof and stare at the beautiful view together. “I hope you like it"

[littlegaypeopleinmyphone]

[robyn-i-guess]

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

[citricacidprince]

Some more doodles of my Relativity Falls AU because ooooh the way I’m imagining it is so fun I just can’t stop thinking about it💥💥💥

Featuring: Manly “Boyish” Dan, Abuelita Anjelita, and some silly Mabifica because mmmmmm them in this AU makes me wanna lose my mind

[milkcioccolato]

We all start with a little one on the ear😌

[romanticallymad]

I wish i could have a normal crush... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane

[ssaraexposs]

His freakiness is unmatched

[cowboylikeghost]

As a neurodivergent arospec you're either very oblivious to people having crushes on you or are cursed with the hyper awareness to people liking you in a way you DON'T want them too

[ringosmistress]

[michaun]

DAKOTA FANNING in Uptown Girls (2003)

They can’t keep a nanny. They fired their third one this month. She had dirty fingernails. It was her or me.

[damien-devil-art]

Gay stalker story part 3 When I get home, I try the cupcake first. It tastes a little too salty and I start to feel sick afterwards (little does are protagonist now but the weird kid cummed in the batter because he wanted to "put his love in.") Even though I feel a little sick I still feel bad so I try one of the chocolates as I bite into it the horror sets in as I realize that there's blood leaking out of the chocolate. The chocolates are full of his blood! I- I don't know what to do… but honestly knowing that he went through the work of filling the chocolates with his own blood just to apologize to me makes me feel, well special. The next day I head out of the house to go to school and he's standing right outside of my house with a bundle of roses. His eyes are watery and around them it's raw red with scratches on his face. I asked worriedly what happened, and he says that he was crying all night just because he missed me so much. And when I bring up the scratches he says the euphoria of me apologizing to him was just too much for his body to handle. He talks about how he spent all night crying and throwing up and violently shaking. I'm in shock but I feel like I shouldn't make a big deal out of it because I don't want to upset him. After school that day I let him walk home with me and he finally admits how he stalked me everyday hoping that I would talk to him. We say our goodbyes at the door and when I come inside, my mom says "well you're late." I shrug. "Hey take me seriously! You didn't call or anything, something bad could have happened to you!" Sorry… (she sighs) that night I'm laying in bed getting ready to sleep when the window opens and the weird kid is hanging outside my house. He jumps into my room. "I- I'm so sorry… I just couldn't take another night without you!" I can't believe he just broke into my house. It's ok. He gets in bed right beside me. He asks me about my day, who did I talk to, what did I do, what books do I like, what's my favorite food. He says he wants to know more about me. He wants to know everything about me. I tell him about my family, my mom, dad and younger siblings. I asked him about his family and tells me he doesn't really have a good home life. He has an abusive family and his parents don't really make any money so he is starving most of the time. I finally asked him why me? Why am I so special? "I don't know. I just saw you on the first day of school and something clicked in my brain. My head chose you as my obsession. And now I need you, you were chosen as my new obsession." He then asks if we can cuddle. Of course I say yes. He grabs me tight and inhales all of my scent. He rests his head on my chest like a pillow and squeezes me. I stroke his hair and he holds me and he feels my warmth infused with his body. He melts into me and for a moment it feels like time itself is standing still as we stay like this. We talk for hours until we slowly fall asleep together like this.

[myuminji]

Doodles of loser behaviour (he gets kisses)

Another loser behaviour (he gets kisses, again)

they bring Roberto a headache on a daily basis

[coffin-flop]

remember when Gideon said "I am a good girl and you are an evil nun"? Tamsyn Muir really did right by us with that one

[lesbiradshaw]

my favorite unwilling duo <3

[slavicbabydoll7]

[ssaraexposs]

Bro's obsessed (and FREAKY)