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psych wards are so isolated and kept shut from the outside world that it kind of feels like you live on an island with 150 other people that got somethin seriously wrong with them. A small foreign nation of freakazoids. So I made Miku one of us
#hatsune miku#real#amalgamation of what i have observed from past stays in the ward and my current institusionalization#doodle
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hes like a weird animal.
#zack ward#postal movie#i dont even mean this in a pos way#also not a neg way#i am so neutral about movie postal dude#hes just a weird animal. and im neutrally observing him.
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What fandom are you currently obsessed with and what's your 11th House ruler? Mine is The Bear and my 11th House is Mars. Yes, chef.
#astrology#astroblr#astro community#astrology observations#mars#11th house#i wanted to say HOTD too bc I'm waiting for it and dragons = fire = mars but idk the Bear has me in a chokehold#the bear#sydcarmy#i have to tag sydcarmy to ward off antis and find my people#carmy x sydney#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto
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everyone talks about the baxter hater to liker pipeline but where are my baxter hater to liker to hater people at
#i dont have anything else to add lol#hm#an observation so to speak#his character has been rotting for me for a while ngl#i dont even hate him i just dislike him now. and his obsessed with him fans sigh#olba baxter#baxter ward#olba#our life beginnings & always#our life beginnings and always#olnf#our life now and forever#sunbloom talks
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ok i am currently drawing a thing and i looked up the physiotherapy ward bg to reference from (ty blupen for making all your thumbnails have the bg in them)
and ik everyone knows that the physiotherapy ward and stadium bgs are supposed to mimic each other cuz its really obvious and thats like the whole point of them BUT
THE LAMPS. LIGHTS. ARE THE FUCKING EYES. DID OTHER PPL REALIZE THIS???????????????? CUZ I JUST DID AND MY MIND IS FUCKING BLOWN RN HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS ACT IS SO GOOD
#AOSDGHJKDMW<SAIODKL<>S#sorry i get way too excited over things like this#this is like the most pointless observation but IDC#BONUS POINTS BECAUSE EDEGA WATCHES HIM FROM THERE. LIKE THE CROWD DID. AASGGDHM#i NEED to analyze luckys character based off of this SO BAD#THE EYES the eyes they say SOOOOOOO much about him. SO MUCH#EDEGA WATCHES HIM LIKE A LAB RAT IN THE PHYSIO WARD AND THE CROWD WATCHES HIM ONLY TO JUDGE HIM AND CRITICIZE HIM AFTER THEIR CHEERS#and even though lucky might be a big shot in the baseball scene he still feels small and worthless off of the field cuz of the#publics judgement of him and he carries that dread w him when hes sent to middlesea and even more so when ada#breaks the bad news to him in 5-1#and so basically THE LIGHTS IN THE ROOM REPRESENT HIS EXISTENTIAL DREAD ok thank you for listening to my ted talk rambling aujfhfhfjfnf#????????????#idk those r some lucky thoughts i had based on this personal revolutionary finding#the eyessssss#they show up for like 10 seconds in one level and i immediately love them#i love. this guy#in retrospect idk what i was trying to achieve w this rant but just know that this game means a lot to me
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cryptids as they make their way to the airport footage uncovered, more news at 11
Local 10 News | 6.20.24 (x)
#oliver ekman larsson#kevin stenlund#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#i wanna say thats bjorny with them so i can make the swedes travel in packs joke#but im unsure#im still gonna make the swedes travel in packs joke#observe as the swedish herd migrate closely together to ward off predators with sheer numbers on their side#youd think local10 would have better cameras but ig filming out of a fishbowl works too#they are celebrities they are getting reported on in the news its so funny#i would also make a kpop airport arrival fashion joke but those team issued polos are barring me from doing this#i love them but i can also say how ugly they are but in a loving way#also i did not realise how big stenny was until this very moment THAT IS AN AMAZONIAN GODDESS RIGHT THERE JESUS
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No man is more cheated than the selfish man.
Henry Ward Beecher
#henry ward beecher#quote#selfish#greed#fear#immature#life lessons#experience#observation#earth school#understanding#wisdom#consciousness#tuning in#sharing#caring#cooperation#connection#oneness#eternal love
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i don't wanna call that lobotomy tiktok misinfo, because it isn't really, it's just that thing where it's hard to condense history into a 1 minute clip without stripping some context
#this isn't at the mutuals who rbed it im just having a History Nerd Moment#like walter freeman was 100% a piece of shit#and ruined countless people's lives#and the bit about him wanted to preform lobotomy experiments on the Tuskegee syphilis patients#was true! he did want to do it but was dismissed#the thing is freeman didn't invent the lobotomy per se--he studied the technique from a portuguese doctor#named egaz moniz who was the earliest guy to research the connection between the brain and mental health#and he preformed his early experiments on rabbits dogs monkeys etc#freeman came from a long line of famous surgeons and wanted to make his mark#so when he was working on a psych ward and heard about about moniz's research he decided#he'd begin his own studies on the relation of the brain and mental health#going in with the idea of 'most illnesses have a physical cause so that must be the case for the brain as well'#im not giving him any leeway but at that time in history the only cure for mi they had was 'lock them away in an asylum forever'#so wanting to find an actual cure for mental illnesses was relatively noble but. he was not#he did want a cure but it was only so he could Make His Mark on History. when he observed personality changes in chimps#when they had their frontal lobes demaged he went 'ureka!' and decided that was it#it caused many serious complications but he didn't care because it stopped all physical symptoms (really people would just. sit there)#and he thought this was such a perfect solution he wanted to franchise the procedure. for lack of better words#(i'm running out of tags so i'll rb with some more hang on)
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Why waste money on antistress colouring books when you can make your own.
The drawing is actually more relaxing than colouring.
#im in psych ward#and have to be in the observation room the entire first week#so i need to keep busy to not lose my mind
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I'm on office hours shift this week (with the exception of Thursday because its a public holiday thanks to merdeka <3) so I'll miss watching the fps on Friday on time. And they are planning to hold a BBQ session on Saturday so my Saturday will be interrupted too if it goes to plan :)
#whenever its race week ill always have shit to attend to#and next week during misano ill be going back to my uni because my practicum is officially over so mu saturday will be interrupted too#as exhausting as office hours are i like clinic setting more than ward setting#but yeah 8 to 5 sure is exhausting even when i just observe stuff#and maybe the frequent headache lately plays a role too idk#but welp its almost free i will taste freedom soon AND I WILL BE GOING HOME SOON 🥳🥳🥳#next month will be my 7 months since im last home its insane#personal.txt
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q: draw ward design inspired with your hero
#dota 2#dota 2 fanart#fanart#artwork#faceless void#dota 2 faceless void#art#tentacles#ward#observer ward#design#dota 2 ask reborn
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4 of 4: Randalls and Wards Island, revisited.
A.k.a. a much needed R&R.
#photography#observation#black and white#bw#monochrome#randalls island#wards island#manhattan#astoria#queens#ny#new york#sony#a7ii#voigtlander#nokton#40mm
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work has my brain going insane i think, its been painfully slow lately
which is nice yes but absolutely nothing is unbearable
#ickdumbthoughts#thinking so hard#about unconventional loves#and/or learning something loving you different from our understanding#plant based characters whos petals and leaves turn to you ever so slowly#reveling in ur silhouette like youre the only light theyll ever know#ever so slowly moving#not competing for space like they should#hoping to share a space instead#figuring out the pattern in which you move under its leaves#picking fruit or carefully removing pests#observing and moving#growing to accommodate for the both of you#i need to write#its killing me slowly#cause i have so many more thoughts#on just about everything#if love is to be changed then whos to say you cant be loved back god dammit#who says it has to be immediate and heavy#let it be slow#</3333#idk im insane man rambling again#put me in a ward or sum
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Hoping to have grandma's blanket done tonight.
#she was moved from the observation ward to icu last night#we're preparing for the worst I just need to make this in time#nothing else to do but sit and wait anyway#🐑 screaming into a cave
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Boiled down to an overly reductive binary, there's really two approaches people can take to 'spicy toxic problematicness' for a character.
Either it's the starting point for the character, or it's the ending point for the character.
That is, for some people, the real fun is in detangling a fucked up mess of a character and bringing them to some level of... if not 'okay', then at least 'more okay' compared to before. It's not about turning them into a fluffy harmless woobie that barely resembles themselves, all the rough edges filed off, but it definitely does ultimately involve them ending up somewhere more functional than they began.
For others, the toxicity is the goal, the draw, the end game. They want the characters to get... well, worse implies a moral judgement that doesn't always apply, but to borrow a phrase I heard someone use a few weeks ago, they probably want to accelerate a character's fucked-upness. That end point may involve them still being better off in terms of their lived daily reality, maybe even involve them hurting less people, or even helping people, but they're more fucked up than they were before, even if in different ways.
Obviously, this is, as I said, reductive, but separating out the two trendlines when it comes to fandoms for the kinds of characters or ships that attract this kind of binary can be hard, and can result in intrafannish issues, because people may tend to see one as the only acceptable approach, or at least the only form of approach that involves real appreciation for the character.
But neither one is solely valid, even insofar as this binary really holds water in lived reality.
Hard to keep in mind sometimes.
#Musings#Amy Dallon#To no one's surprise she's the specific character at the forefront of my mind for this post though she's hardly the first or only where I'v#been observing and living this dichotomy#One thing that I do find myself struck with is that I say - and I do - that I like spicy problematic ships and characters and premises#but then a lot of people will like them in all sorts of 'wrong' ways or ways that don't sit with me#and then I'm left wondering if I'm actually more vanilla in my fictional tastes#but I mean I'm really not it's just a clash in how these trendlines fit for my views of characters#with every spicy problematic character or group I like - Blood Elves Forsaken Amy Madison Faith Lehane Wesley Wyndam Pryce#Illyria and Grant Ward and Kara Lynn Palamas and Natasha Romanoff and Yelena Belova#Amy Dallon and Nyssa Al Ghul and Sara Lance and Draco Malfoy (even if he is relative weaksauce in canon HP) and so on#I fall into the first camp#I am fascinated by fucked up people and groups and how they got there#but what's even more interesting to me is the way they get *back* from that#not always or even really ever to the point of being like - 100% gold standard before they fucked up#but like I said to somewhere functional#But my blorbo really did do all those bad things#and I'm not interested in denying or erasing them#contextualizing them and sometimes pointing out real mitigating or at least... explanatory elements maybe#but they happened and they're key#but then I'm interested in them coming back from and moving on from that#rather than them getting worse or doing more#that latter version is#I must remind myself valid but it sure isn't what I want to read#Kylia Writes a Novel In The Tags#Because why the fuck not apparently
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