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[swarmishstrangers]

Could you do aroace nightcrawler or wolverine icons pretty please? Thank you :^)

Ofc I can! >:}c

[matryoshkalex]

been a little slow with art so heres some mha x mystic messenger art i did a while back !! because i always have to combine my hyperfixations

close ups below!!

[toastess-with-the-mostess]

Let's Rewind! Toast watches Voltron: Defender of The Universe (1984)

Season 1, Episode 7: The Lion Has New Claws

Did Zarkon's voice change? I feel like it changed

Who the fuck is rowing across the castle's moat when the damn bridge is down They are the ✨drama✨

A look into the teams rooms Only Lance and Keith wake up to the alarm while Pidge is sleeping through it Even cuter, he fell asleep with his glasses on

Hunk decides it's a false alarm that he would fix later in the morning, I think this is our first indication that Hunk knows what he's doing with wires

Goddamn it not her GO OFF PIDGE, PROBABLY SHOULDN'T HAVE HIT HER SO EARLY BUT SHE DESERVES IT LATER

"Well I thought she was the witch" SHE IS ONE YOURE STILL RIGHT PIDGE

It's probably my bias against her, but man is Nanny just annoying sdionv

Allura being a girl boss already, sneaking into blue lion to train herself how to pilot it

IT'S LESS FUNNY WITHOUT THE SOUND BUT I LAUGHED WAY TOO HARD AT THIS EXCHANGE

"Now Pidge, I don't want you flying off the handle-" Keith there's a spear being pointed at the three of you because that decrepit woman doesn't know how to get things done without violence, that is more than enough reason to fly off the handle

CORAN WHY WOULD YOU FUCK THEM OVER LIKE THAT LMAOO THEY MAKE PAPER TUBE SOUNDS WHEN THEY FALL TOO OH MY GOD

Off to save the princess from herself because her babysitter threatened them!

Good for Allura, she learned to land the lion safely She fainted on the dash though

I had to skip through that spanking scene that Nanny put Allura through, especially because the boys were laughing it her while they watched That definitely didn't age well, and I'm sure there's people who didn't like seeing that even when it was first airing

There's a scene with Hunk stretching and his pants falling down?? Like ok I guess it's connected to Nanny telling Pidge he needs to be neater but,,, weird

Kova or Koba? I know later we get another character with the same name which is a big fucking mistake to do in story telling so I gotta be sure on the spelling

Oh so we're watching literal mass murder ok A robeast got to Arus again and is LITERALLY STOMPING ON EVERY BUILDING IT SEES

Not Coran literally tying Allura up I can't say I don't understand where he's coming from, especially because she's the last known living royal but c'mon you could've locked her in her room instead of tying her to a CHAIR

Animation error again, green lion had a red colored torso lol

"Piggy-back attack" what a cute name for an attack, it's just one of the lions using another as a boost to hit the robeast

I forgot to describe the robeast last episode so i'll do both now! The one that totally did not kill Sven was called the Exospike robeast and weighed at 3750 short tons! His weapons were twin forward stab spears, bone blades, fan blasters, and had an organic carbon steel exoskeleton This episode's robeast is called the Blue Fiend, not as creative, and weight 4150 short tons. The weapons are shoulder-harness XEnergy beams, king's crown spikes and horns, robust battle fists, and has dual-layer organic armor

We get a superfast cut of the mice trying to chew Allura free of the ropes and then not even a second later we're back to Keith almost getting torn apart LMAO oh nvm it just keeps going like that, really quick back and forth between Allura's escape and Keith getting manhandled

She's loose and ready to rumble! Not even 5 seconds on site, and she's already forming Voltron, good for her

Looks like we're getting closer to the final preamble before formation

Nanny why would you try to guilt-trip Allura into not flying by mentioning her dead dad, not like it worked but still that's a low blow and the only reason you're alive right now is because of her >:/

The guys are tossing her up while cheering a sweet moment only made weird by the fact that she looks so lifeless while she's being tossed LMAO

Episode end! I'm not looking forward to seeing more of nanny, she's a gross addition But we've got Allura in blue now with a pink uniform! I wonder why they gave her pink in this show, I mean other than her being a Girl™️

[sl33py-g4m3r]

can't decide between steam or switch port~~ help~~?

I can't decide between PC slime rancher and Switch slime ranacher~~ they're the same game, but idk which platform is better~~

probably the PC cause it seems less laggy to me, only problem, and that can be fixed, is me being used to the switch controls and the A and B buttons and x and y buttons on the xbox controller (or logitech one but still xbox model tbh) is backwards, I could always just set steam to use nintendo button layout and problem solved~~

but my setup sucks~~ and idk how or if I can zoom in on text in the game on the fly like on the switch~~ kinda need to do that.

also is there a difference in the wilds in the two versions?

I finally died in the wilds~~ got swamped by feral slimes while trying to suck up a kookadoba fruit~~

admittedly cried about it for an hour~~ idk if it was that or just anxiety and stress catching up to me rather than that tho~~ feel like I'm really bad at the game now~~

are the fruits unripe on the switch version compared to PC/steam?

and you can mod the game on PC~~ but idk the legitimacy of that or how to do it at all~~ some of them look cool~~ but I don't want to install a mod and have it brick my game or ban me from steam or something~~

can mods ban you from steam if you mod a game you downloaded and bought from there?

but ye~~

might restart my games over again~~ why? idk~~ I'll need to do all of the stuff again~~ and I'm farther on the switch, lol.

need a new and better gaming setup tbh~~ no room for a desk and working with what I have~~

TLDR; which version of slime rancher is better? used to switch controls and can fix that with settings in steam big picture mode. Is there a way of magnification of the screen on the fly so I can read smaller text like I can on the switch? (it's just hit home button twice and adjust, hit twice again to zoom out to normal)

is there a difference in the kookadoba fruit or food ripeness in general on the switch vs pc/steam?

cause on switch it seems to take forever to pick up a kookadoba fruit~~ just sitting there while flinging feral slimes away and it's not getting vacced up~~~ why~~?

and can modding get you in trouble with steam? some of them look cool but I don't want to get in trouble with anyone~~

how to mod slime rancher if it's ok to do~~? how do ? all I saw was nexus mods and you need an account to download anything T_T;;

pros of PC: big screen, wide array of controllers to choose, possibility for higher graphics~~ may be more~~ only con so far is on a last save, I fell through the ranch ground twice~~ hope that doesn't happen again~~

edit: nvm about the button layout being different on switch as opposed to xbox controller~~ everything is the same except A and B as accept and back are reversed, and switching steam to use nintendo format makes slime rancher's game controls backwards for me~~ and it's weird~~ get used to one controller format, then the other screws you up until you relearn it, lol

[shadowlink720]

FE: Birthright Randomised Chapter 3 and 4

(aka ‘Azura has no chill. At all. Ever.’)

It’s Time for more of this madness lol

We gon’ do at least chapter 3 this time aroooound

ah yeah we start with a really vanilla cutscene w/ Garon being like ‘hey i don’t care if i adopted ya, i’ll literally kill ya if ya step outta line, so do this thing at the Bottomless Canyon and i may forgive ya this time’ n’ all that Also Iago >:Y Did u guys know that Iago has the same English VA as Subaki? I didn’t until I looked up Jaffar’s FE Heroes va, who’s also the same guy Though nothing can compare to Hayato and Saizo having the same va tbh-

Ah yeah, there’s Hans, one of the only dudes in this game to not wear trousers :V then Xander’s like ‘nah, don’t trust them, m8′ ‘k, bruh’

Onward to the Bottomless Canyon! .... I just realised this may be a little difficult without a healer ahahah;;;; oh well >:V aaaand there’s Gunter complaining about how he doesn’t like the Bottomless Canyon well at least he won’t need to look at it for long :3c >:3ccccc

there goes Hans being a suicidal idiot Just think; literally none of this would have happened if Hans didn’t kill that generic samurai, but nah, we gotta have plot, yo

FORCED TUTORIAL ABOUT BATTLE FORMATIONS GOOOOOOO

Hans only has 1 luck as a level 2 Beserker lMAO WEAK he has the same base strength as Kaze tho;;;;

yeah just gonna.... let Hans die from those Samurai on the bridge there, while I sneak around their range

Free stuuuuuff >:3cc

aaaand there goes Hans he Ded Time to use this Dragon Vein! c:

Another level up for Corrin! Much better this time; HP, strength, magic, speed and res

.... ok I’m glad she dodged that archer, because that would have been rather troublesome seeing as I have no healers- Also I’m gonna trade Gunter’s steel lance to Kaze at least before I end the chapter and see if he still has it when he comes back later? Or maybe I should just give it to Corrin to hold on to, idk ..... wait I can’t trade items yet gdi fates

It’s only just occurred to me how many samurai are in these chapters lol

“You’re quite skilled” yeah Kaze, they’re also quite dead

aaand the reinforcements come along blech- ...... I don’t like how low Kaze’s hit rate is against Omozu- Or Corrin’s for that matter ahahah;;;

Oh... nevermind then it wasn’t a problem

yet another level for Corrin, this time HP, strength and speed

.... I think I’m gonna wait for these sky knights to come over to get Kaze some more exp, idk ... wow, he got a basically blank level up except for Defence that’s a surprise Anyway time to seize!

time to see who Azura’s retainers are >:3ccccccc

..... holy shit

... This basically sums up the entire randomiser, tbh //inhales IZANA IS SAIZO and therefore Rinkah’s brother .... well they both have white hair soooo......? Hair colour genetics-wise, it actually kinda works???

I’m sorry but look at this madness I’m

Aaaand here comes the vanilla Nohr siblings again

I wonder who Kagero is; we’ll find out very soon, at least :’’’D There they are!

.... it’s Hayato it’s hAYAT O AND I WAS JUST MENTIONING HOW HE HAS THE SAME VA AS SAIZO EARLIER-

Azura ‘No Chill’ coming to kick some Nohrian ass right here I love that she’s Ryoma tho, have I mentioned that? It’s perfect idk about you guys but I’m having a blast with this so far

Anyway time to continue the plot

I can’t believe Gunter is freaking dead bYE THEN Time for dragons I do quite like the design for Dragon Corrin tho, it looks quite different from usual dragons, and it’s pretty darn neat

welp off I go down the Canyon lol;;; aaaand there’s Lilith the fishdragon thing

off to the astral plane ayyy

with it’s explanations that we’ve already heard and whatnot and the fact that it puts the quarters right in the middle of the path -3-

Jakob ambush Jakobush ... that was terrible, sorry

Anyway that’s the end of Chapter 3! :’D Time for Chapter 4! >:3ccc

So Jakob, what are ya looking at that’s so interesting? :o

ah yeah then they talk about ‘o ur gonna execute me, aren’t ya?’ ‘nnaaaaaaah’ HOLY HECK I COULDN’T GET IT BUT LIKE His model went weird because his model doesn’t have the right animation and then he just- floated for a little bit It’s... really something you’d need to see for urself asfdauiudhusd .... Jakob what is so interesting about the roof?

ayyy there’s Rinkah again :D Oh my farore- Corrin said “We meet again. Rinkah, right?” and Rinkah’s voiceline was ‘Not even close!’ so I just imagine it’s like ‘wow ok who else could ya be then-’

Off to Castle Shirasagi we gooooo

oooo there’s Azura ‘No Chill’ (ok well she’s pretty chill now but w/e) :D

She’s a Spear Master :o wait that means she can’t use the Raijinto heck- Maybe she can heart seal into a class that can?? idk, hopefully? I mean I do love Spear Masters, but we can promote Rinkah into one soo :V

Aaaaand there’s me mum, Mikoto ... I just realised Jakob and Rinkah disappeared hahaha

wait nvm Jakob’s back, I can see his hand right in the corner

Right theeeere

There goes Azura humming again lol

Heck yeah, man Yeah I think I’m just gonna call her Azura ‘No Chill’ from now on, because she really doesn’t have any o<o;;;;

~~~Flaaaaaaashhhhhbaaaaaaaack~~~

oh hey another generic samurai, yeah sorry I kinda killed a lot of your identical twins; but it was self defence, man, they attacked first-

.... Azura, Shigure doesn’t exist yet, do you just yell that name sometimes knowing your going to give it to your future son or whuh-

Anyway time to help Mozu and Takumiiiii

oh my farore, Mozu, it’s not nice to say someone smells like a goat like that like, who are you even talking to? Takumi? those Faceless surrounding you? tbh I’d think they’s smell more like rotting flesh or just... mould and dirt, tbh, something repulsive idk

Ya know what? I like the thought of Takumi being a good older sibling to Mozu, it’s an interesting dynamic

lol, Azura’s sprite still says she’s a Swordmaster (for stability b/c she isn’t joining us yet-)

oooOOOOooo Rinkah has a Beast Killer :o that’ll come in handy I do believe, given how many mounted units are in the Nohrian army >:3ccccc And Jakob has a Brass Katana

Let’s look at Jakob’s stats and stuff, shall we?

Not bad; he’s got Pragmatic (+3 to damage dealt and -1 to damage taken against injured foes, pretty darn sweet) as a personal, and he also has Shurikenfaire which is.... kinda useless with his current class lol But a C rank is swords is pretty darn neat! :o E rank in Dragonstones not so much, but they only go up to C rank anyway, right? Nothing grinding can’t fix, if I decide to keep him this class :V His bases are pretty even which is pretty good, they aren’t exactly great but this is still early game :V He’s gonna be interesting to use, at least :’D (Growth rates are HP = 25, Str = 45, Mag = 40, Skill = 20, Spd = 45, Lck = 15, Def = 45, Res = 20, so yeah skill and luck are his weaknesses but we can work around that)

(Can’t really look at Rinkah’s stats yet b/c technically she isn’t in the army at this point since I haven’t branched off into Birthright yet hahahah;;;)

Anyway let’s go! >:D

ah yes, NOW we can trade items where were you when I wanted to give Kaze a free steel lance, bruh?

oo that Goddess Icon will be handy, either for Corrin or Jakob; given their lower luck growths

Takumi about to kick some Faceless ass lol oddly fitting for him to say something like that

obligatory auto-battle tutoriaaaalll

also Azura looks great w/ Raijinto, just saying

Rinkah levelled uuuup, she got HP, Strength and Luck c: And she learned Seal Defence awwwww yeeeeaaaah soonnnnnnnnn

Azura, please chill, that’s a little overkill, isn’t it??

all right, just one more Faceless remaining >:3 Oh hey! Corrin’s weapon level went up!

dang it, Azura got the last one >:V AND IT WAS A CRIT HOLY HECK

oooh we get to see Mozu’s class now!

... I can’t tell if it’s a Merchant or Apothecary, but we’ll find out soon! :’D

Ok but Diviner!Takumi looks pretty cool, ngl

anyway an obligatory explanation of Faceless later

oh yeah and a cutscene talking about Corrin’s old room idk

oooooh! Now we get to see who Azura is! :D Hah, because it’s not Azura there’s no song at all :p

oh my Farore-

It’s Kagero holy heck- Hopefully she’s showing up as a ninja for stability, and she’s... not actually randomised into a ninja- (Nope; glancing at the output folder she randomised into a ninja. What are the odds of that happening, am I right?? >:V Oh well, she’ll still have different heart seal options we can mess around with :3c)

it’s funny because she’s a Hoshidan ninja-

yadda yadda yadda, talking about Nohr and Hoshido and Mikoto, stuff like thaaaat

Aaaand that’s Chapter 4! :D I also think I’m gonna stop playing here so it doesn’t get too long Next time I do believe we’ll be doing chapter 5 and maybe chapter 6 as well! therefore officially branching off into Birthright, and hopefully not breaking the game! :’’’D

ahhh but this is so fun ashfudhfsuhdf I love just being able to ramble on about this tbh, hahah

[morningpages-louise]

august 28, 2018

good morning greetings from sunny cebu city it is currently august 28, 2018 at 9:41 am and i have just finished eating my grilled sandwich which serves as my breakfast for the day today i dont have much planned out for me except the reclaiming your center at home retreat hehe i think it will be an in house day for me ( a bit sad,  i hope i dont go cray like i usually do lol i kinda want some milk tea to accompany me, maybe then i wont feel so sad but no i must lose weight today is the very first day of my summer break and working towards mym goals and objectives for the term break. i am feeling slightly on edge at the fact that i am bored i really dont want to slip into a downward spiral or a lonely spiral or a nostalgia spiral where i end up missing the people who left me and are in no way good for me so i have to really watch myself. i have to view it from a different perspective , one of positivity at all the free time i have for reinvention and such idk lol other than that, there's nothing really going on with myself here oh shit the phone just rang and i do not want to pick it up. i become such an introvert when im in cebu, not even me becoming an introvert but whenever i go to my hometown i have no one to see because all my friends are basically in manila na. all my.closest friends are the ones who moved from cebu to manila and currently they are not here the only people that are here are alliyah, but i havent seen her in a while tbh and its weird that i just kinda went up to her and said lets hang lol not that weird but in our context, when we last saw each other, i was a bit pissed at her lol so yeah it might be weird and kirsten but the thing with kirsten is she's like never allowed to go out or its either she doesnt want to go out to start with and i cant really hang out with her because her friends and blockmates will be coming to cebu so theyre gonna have some fun on their own, its ayt tho i might be op or make them uncomfortable if i go lol so nvm but yeah thats whats been eating at me, hopefully the at home retreat can refresh my mind and enlighten it with positive thoughts i swear emotions are slippery slopes talaga. at one point im on an ecstatic high, but that high can quickly downward spiral if not treated right so i just have to be careful.. but yeah these 2 weeks will hopefully be insightful and transformative hehe its actually such a short break but like it feels horribly long when you aint doing shit lol i am not gonna go na talaga home lol after this, im not going home for more than a week. a week is my maximum. sorry, not really sorry. so yeah its been a while since ive morrning pages. the last time i spoke with you, i was talking about kimmy and how cool it was that she was achieving all these things and were basically the same age, actually shes younger than me by like a few weeks. it is motivating me to try harder, be fearless. easier said than done i know but i will get there eventually, we all will. i need to stop comparing myself to others talaga. one of my toxic traits. that and my lack of empathy at times. i wish i could just magically fix myself and treat these things but it is our fault as humans and we are constantly working towards our best selves dba? so yun hehe i dont know what else much to say. i got a full 9 hours of sleep? damn impressive im hoping to fix that fix my eyebags and my skin lol im honestly excited for next term because hello no morning classes i can finally goddamn enjoy my weekends hehe so yun that was my life recap nothing else is really going on with me i hope to accomplish all my goals and objectives im also unnaturally ocd or atleast i think its unnatural lol like yesterday i literally spent 3 papers or wasted them trying to come up with a front page format for my journal the other pages were bothering me cause the lines werent straight or the wording wasnt so i had to use yellow pad to make sure my words were aligned and such cge goodbye my friends and kaibigan see ya soon.

[benjammintaylor]

Routined Sky Paradoxes

I'm honestly enjoying writing to myself. This is weird but-- wait, not even gonna say that because It's myself I'm talking to. Not my friends. Not my parents. I always find myself saying shit like "this is fixing to sound weird but" or "nvm" or "idk like...". Why do I do that. I think its because I'm afraid of being judged. It is. When I write to myself. I don't see it as myself. I feel like Im writing to another person. An imaginary person. Or anyone interested. But Im writing to someone who wont say anything. Just listen. And if they want to talk they can but not judgement. Anyway. I catch myself in routine. I get sad. I get emotional. Everything I feel is felt in some transient mindset and it sucks. The time is short too! I just go with the flow. I watch myself pour into my loved ones and through my safety nets like a waterfall in deep abyss. I watch myself slowly aging. No one gets it when I say I don't age. I high key like kinda don't. I mean obviously fucking yes, Im getting older. Im dying. But its so subtle. Weird. Fuck idek what I'm talking about because I have no clue what I'm looking at in the mirror. I feel like I took over someone else when they were young and grew up in their body. I feel everything through his eyes. His finger tips. But where is mine. Honestly. I feel trapped. I wanna run. Fuck If my theory is true, I feel so sorry for the guy. Then again he could've been an asshole and some omniscient force knew that so I took over. Lol. High key wish he didn't. I don't think i'm supposed to be here. I feel way too alive. Like. I never have time to explain this paradox EVER. So why not. I feel everything. I see everything. I can feel multiple things. Sometimes I feel like a genius because of the shit I process. But In reality it is probably me embracing my humanity. The sky for example. I love looking at it because it's the only thing in this world I find inconsistent and out of my routine. Clouds are my best friends. Overcast is too because everything is so much clearer visually and emotionally. Idk why. My mother said it has something to do with with the ions in the air from the rain. I HATE BLUE SKIES. Fuck blue skies. It reminds me of routine. Nothingness. Aside from that. The sky and the formation of the clouds will NEVER BE THE SAME EVER. You are experiencing a formation that you will never see again. I honestly find that crazy. I mean. Just. It's amazing. It's also comforting to know that my loved ones or the people I miss are looking up at the same sky around the world. Not the same formation but the same sky. That's weird something that is permanently consistent in existing is yet so inconsistent with how it exist such as storms and lightning never happening in the same manner it once did. That's a mouthful. But its kind of like wearing a new pair of clothes everyday. Same person existing but changing every day and never being the same the day before. That marvels me. I love that. What am I always doing. Looking at the sky. If not. Its at my phone or at someone. But usually the sky. It makes me happy. It's like looking up to a face that wont bat an eyelash or smirk in disappointment. I can think clearly all while appreciating its beauty. When I remember my dreams or even experiences. I literally never remember them in first person. I'm always spectating but feeling everything as if i were in a first point of view. Crazy right. Im just imaging the car rides with my friends with me in the front seat but my eyes looking next to my face or through the windshield.