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prncssguya · 2 years ago

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today’s the day

#birthday #i’ve been musing about the age 27 and what i’ve learned about life up to this point #apparently this is the age where you should have shit figured out #this past year i’ve adopted more of a ‘go with the flow’ mentality #life is going to happen regardless of the choices you make #time will still move forward #one thing i do love about getting older is you stop giving so much of a fck about petty things #i missed out on alot of things when i was younger because of anxiety #now i’m just doing whatever i want #i don’t want this to get too long so i’ll end it with the most important lesson i’ve learned so far:#mental health is the most important part of your health #your thoughts guide your actions and the choices you make #adopting more of a positive mindset can be crucial to just getting through the day #many days i don’t win but there’s always tomorrow

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leapdayowo · 1 month ago

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These two are the most fun to draw characters from the amazing digital circus :3 I really enjoyed the third and fourth episodes of the series, so I’m hoping to do more art of these two plus Zooble and Gangle (and gummigoo!)

#them <3 #traditional art #watercolor #the amazing digital circus #tadc pomni #tadc kinger #for whatever reason ragatha has given the most grief when I try to draw her #I just can’t figure out how to draw her design in a way that feels right #gangle was a bit tricky to figure out with all the ribbon but I think I’ve figured out an approach that works for drawing her #I haven’t tried drawing zooble jax or Caine yet besides doodles #Caine is my beloved though and I want to do art of him soon #I’m on break now so hopefully I’ll get around to it!#my art

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dykedvonte · 3 months ago

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Trans Curly headcanons are fascinating to me cause like… Jimmy would resent him more for it.

Masculinity is a weird underlying thing in their dynamic where Jimmy feels inferior to Curly about not only their job positions but roles in life. The idea that Curly is the better man who also made himself such would be such a blow to Jimmy’s already fragile and unstable ego. Like it’s not just that he’s just transphobic, he hates Curly’s ability to craft himself into what he wants to be successfully, it not about Curly being afab but Curly still being the better man.

But then he wouldn’t get the self image issues one can face, feeling like an imposter in a space you wanted to be in or even scared to be there. He’d just think Curly always gets what he desires and thinks nothing of it like he always has.

#also like it would be horrifying post crash cause like the implications and themes in the game I won’t get into rn #but this was inspired but a cute ish fic where Anya gave Curly his T shot cause like that’s just cute #and then it’s sad cause maybe I’m thinking Curly didn’t want to think or accept Jimmy would do such a thing because it means he could’ve #done something like that to him and the underlying fears that trans men and masc can have in male spaces of being found out and punished for #it and it’s an interesting thing to think about if it were canon or not cause like what if yknow? like trusting someone with a fact like #that about yourself only to see them torment and dehumanize someone in a way you easily could’ve been and still could be but this ain’t bout #that like Jimmy would have envy and resentment about Curly no matter if Curly was or wasn’t trans or if he disabled before the crash or #whatever cause he just resented Curly for being what he couldn’t be genuinely #mouthwashing #but back to Anya doing his T shot it’s like sad and cute cause it’s like useless now but it’s also so important to him and she’s such a good #friend and nurse to still do it and he has to think about despite all he didn’t do for her she still is doing this little thing for him and #I’ll see myself out on my sadness

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moodlemcdoodle · 5 months ago

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After a year of doing art in secret (and forgetting to post anything… I’m sorry I will have my backlog queued up soon!) I have finally accumulated enough power… to revive my ancient human superhero Sonic AU and make it actually good! Here’s a bunch of my sketches, mainly of Sonic and Tails but also of a bit of lore… More to come later!

#sth human heroes au #<- what I’m calling this AU for now unless I think of a better name later #I have some ancient art of superhero sonic au on this blog but… it’s so old…… please don’t reblog it if u go looking #sonic the hedgehog #sth #tails the fox #miles tails prower #sonic human au #knuckles the echidna #knuckles #tails #sonic #uncle chuck #he’s here too!#designs are subject to change and/or malleable btw like I imagine there’d be multiple outfits for all of them #so their designs are kinda in flux #posting this at a really awkward time (5am in my time zone lol) but AAAUUGH I just want this posted whatever. I’ll do a next day reblog

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stephantom · 9 months ago

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Becket (1964)

We must manage the church.

#becket #the wrist (in lap) squeeze and henry’s heart-eyes 🙃#the irony of becket encouraging henry to do exactly what becket will end up resisting with all his might in just a few days #the seductiveness of essentially suggesting ‘WE can do whatever we want—God won’t mind (because I say so).’#the fact that henry is almost naked and just had sex 5 minutes earlier and probably smells like it #who said that #im just saying if I were to write smut for this movie (and I’m not) it would be based on this scene #becket 1964 #filmedit #richard burton #peter o’toole #things i made #sorry I recolored this after posting AND even after reblogging with bonus gifs so now there are just two different versions #I started thinking it was too yellowy and washed out #probably too pink now. whatever. reblog whichever you prefer if you’re so inclined

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enrapture · 6 months ago

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#we trade pain for wisdom #whatever the case may be if it’s you or if it’s me growth and change and learning from the mistakes are all that we can do #to add to it didn’t deserve to know me like that* or appreciate my time etc #but throughout all the hardship I’ve been through with people that I didn’t work out well with (familyfriends romantic relationships)#ive learned a lot throughout my life from people and myself included #I’m grateful and appreciative of the wisdom I’ve gained and how I’ve overcame it but sad & angry at the thought of remembrance #I know what I’m saying is vague and this post isn’t about a specific person but just looking at it as a whole #people who genuinely like you and care about you want the best for you and will want to make things work no matter what #people who value you don’t treat you like shit people who value you show appreciation for you #people who love you let you know just like people who don’t they all let you know #but there’s been some instances where I’ve been the one who made mistakes and caused issues and things of that nature #I’ve taken those mistakes and learn from them and have grown from them since they happened #that’s the point of life learning experiencing understanding and growing #with or without you I will be fine :) I’m happy whether you’re in or out of my life #that statement alone if I had been told that before I would’ve cried my eyes out but now I’m like I’m fine with or without I don’t need #anyone or anything but if you want to tag along that’s fine if you don’t want to that’s also fine the freedom is there #it’s freeing in my heart to say that tbh #I know my worth and what I deserve I’m not going to settle for less

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quitesins · 5 months ago

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Bakugou exclusively eating from convenience stores for 8 years as he saves up for Deku’s hero suit x done with life cashier reader who seems to not care a single bit about one of the top 5 heroes coming in every night…

#idk why I’m saying this #like I don’t have a massive doc #where I’ve been writing periodically about this exact idea #for years now #just I now have a reason #beyond my #he likes snacks excuse #quitesins drop the fic and my life is YOURSSS #??#quitesins bkg #also my reader in this fic is an older reader #because I’m allowed to do whatever I want #quite thoughts

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send-me-a-puffalope · 1 year ago

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me when i get attached to doomed characters, knowing that Vanessa will likely eventually don her own fursuit and there’s nothing I can do about it

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akkivee · 5 months ago

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in the hypster magazine, when asked if there was anything he reeeeeaaaaally wanted, ichiro responded that he wants one of those robot cleaners and you know else has been asking for that exact thing lmao????

#this is vee speaking #ichiro does a lot of trekking for his job on top of manual labour so he totally should be eyeing roombas #kuukou just hates cleaning LOL #(in kuukou’s defence that is a very large temple for only two people to be taking care of lol i’d be tired of cleaning everyday too 😤)#so inevitably when jiro and saburo have left home and ichiro can do whatever he pleases #he will move in with kuukou bc they’re now married and fr this time lol and they will buy a roomba for the temple LOL #ichiro said he wanted to discuss with his bros how to afford one i think and i’m curious about which angle that’s for #like less allowance (procured from their family business and is therefore a wage cut basically lol) or do they work more jobs????#*steeples hands* how DOES yorozuya yamada handle its finances LMAO #vee is arting

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hanzajesthanza · 2 months ago

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dandelion’s incredible reluctance, and near-fright, to mention kaer morhen by name is somewhat endearing to me. we as the fandom throw around the name so easily, and it’s also home for geralt and ciri, so its name doesn’t carry so much weight.

but in dandelion’s case, it makes sense to fear mentioning it, for it was the site of the massacre… best to not let anyone hear its name… it’s kind of nice to think that dandelion has a degree of self-awareness, when something is as important as this

and also, some part of me just thinks that dandelion with his vivid imagination listened to geralt offhandedly talk about his childhood here or there, and… whatever were mundane facts or sepia-tinted friendly memories for geralt, made dandelion’s expression drop and his innards twist. so he conceives of kaer morhen not just as “the witcher’s keep in the mountains of kaedwen” but “that place where my best friend endured child abuse for eighteen years”

#like… i imagine dandelion has a dysfunctional family relationship too to put it lightly #but as far as the subjected mutations and trials and intense physical training #idk why i think i’m just projecting but #listening to your friend talk about his abusive childhood like ‘oh yeah and then we fell asleep to the ache of our muscles [nostalgic sigh]’#the pain of loving your friend a lot and realizing just how much hell they’ve been through #geralt recalling some memories to dandelion and then all of a sudden #‘dandelion? what’s the matter with you? hell you look as though you’re about to be sick’#dandelion like… 😨#dandelion wanting badly to take on geralt’s pain ✌️ well we got there by time of contempt and baptism of fire #this was brought up for me again when preston holt and geralt were talking in crossroads of ravens #where holt is like: ‘i bet your earliest memory is…’ and geralt is like ‘there was this boy…’ and holt is like ‘yeup’#and though they acknowledge it’s fucked up neither of them are as horrified as they probably should be 💀 because it’s known and familiar #this is also why dandelion is horrified by his suicidal inclinations #yennefer shares them so she is more like ‘ok well don’t do it on the carpet’#this is ciri aka chickened out of suicide attempt and her two parents aka failed suicide attempt and daily suicidal ideations #now i’m not saying dandelion would never kill himself but i mean not during the saga. after half a century is published he could do whatever #the elbow-high diaries #i think the whole ‘recluse from society in an isolated monastery’ thing is already abuse in dandelion’s eyes #the fact that the food is plain = abuse to dandelion lbr

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olasketches · 5 months ago

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so because we have only three chapters left, I’ve decided that I’m going to wait for the official release instead of going through the leaks as I’ve been doing for… almost the past 2 years. I don’t want the leaks and the fandom discourse to ruin my last experience with jjk as a still ongoing manga… plus I thought it would be more fun and enjoyable this way... more special ig (I’m being so sappy ik) wish me luck guys!!

#Plus I want to know what it feels like to read a jjk chapter without the leakers’ wonky translation and shitty panels quality #also… I’m soooooo tired of the discourse I’m genuinely over it.#I’m trying really hard to avoid it and just enjoy the chapters #cause even if I had my own doubts (that expressed here) about certain things #they were more or less later addressed in the next couple of chapters #so at this point I’m like ok I still don’t know what to expect or how gege is going to tackle all of it.#I have more questions than answers regarding characters like sukuna yuuji or megumi.#yes I loved sukuna’s conclusion and no idk how certain his ending it is as everything about it felt quite vague and unclear.#so yes I’m happy but I’m also open to whatever gege has planned for the last three chapters…#and basically whatever. just you do you gege I really don’t know what to expect. AT ALL.#all I know is that I want to let gege finish his story so I could have a full picture in mind #I’m tired of reading and going through assumptions criticism about new released chapters #while knowing that there are still more (now just three) chapters left #this was basically my whole jjk fandom experience after EVERY new chapter “this is bad and doesn’t make sense” like…#the story is not even finished yet 😭#I just want gege to finish the manga and then we can talk about what went well or what went wrong… and all #but in the meantime I just want to enjoy the story for as long as I can #that’s all #jjk #personal

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tabithatwo · 2 years ago

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(this is a pls stop blaming juliette lewis for nat’s arc and death post <3)

#regardless of whether you loved the death or hated it YOU CAN STOP BLAMING JULIETTE NOW OKAY??#like even people who liked it overall but had qualms the party line is well I’m sure it was juliette leaving early so that’s why xyz #no! it was not! this was the plan <3 and idc if you hate love or nothing it I just think like making these excuses for things is weird #like do I get why some people might have assumed juliette might have left early sure yes but also idk like PEOPLE ARE FALLIBLE #showrunners are fallible! and that’s OKAY! they’re PEOPLE! and you CAN love every choice they make but jumping through hoops #to find *reasons* for the things you didn’t like is so interesting to me cause like…it’s okay!!! they can do a little thing you didn’t love!#you can even SAY you didn’t love it if you want and that’s okay too! or not! but stop blaming juliette lewis for whatever you didn’t like #also the rest of the article is an interesting read!#now I’ll do conjecture and tell you it is CONJECTURE for sure okay disclaimer #but after reading this article I think it is even possible Juliette’s anger with nats arc was partially BECAUSE she knew her death was soon #like maybe! who knows! not us! but I don’t even know how I became this hardcore juliette defender bc honestly I dosagree w her on a lot lol #but like I’ve seen people say oh she’s difficult and she made them do this and she’s a problem and she always does this #HELLO??? stop blaming women for shit baselessly??#(if you casually wondered if maybe she wanted to leave and didn’t say it like it was fact or use it to pin blame on her for stuff…#…this isn’t directed at you)#but some people got VICIOUS #juliette lewis #natalie scatorccio #yellowjackets

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peregrine5 · 8 months ago

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You broke another mirror,

You’re turning into something

You are not

(Song is High and Dry by Radiohead)

I was left unsupervised on an 8 hour plane ride of course I’m going to draw Helsknight what do you expect

Will I ever be over this chapter? prooobably not, no!

Credit as always to @/silverskye13 for the amazing fic <3

Ramble in tags >:)

#this song is very HK in my opinion #also idk I feel like he’d listen to Radiohead #I’ve had this idea for MONTHS #and now I’ve drawn it and I am satisfied #anyway this was very fun #I love drawing while I’m traveling bc do I have any other responsibility? no! just a ton of empty hours to do whatever I want! so I draw! :D #also I kind of unintentionally made his hair on the left look like stained glass? kind of? but I think it works #redstone and skulk #helsknight #my art

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javierduffy · 28 days ago

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DO IT. WRITE THE JOHN X KIERAN FIC AND I WILL READ IT TRUST

ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR

happy new year to you as well :] !!! i hope it’s filled with fun and love and light !!!!!!!

WAUGH THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT 💔💔 now idk about a full fic but uuhhmmm i can offer you some silly doodles ? hopefully i’ll have the energy to draw/write them for real soon 😭

and of course the 3rd boyfriend

#i’ve been messing around so much with my art lately i fear not only have i gotten worse at it but also it’s now incredibly inconsistent #but i’m having fun !!! so whatever !!!!! eventually it’ll all even out and i’ll be able to stop making straight masterpieces out of midtown #thank you though anon i do greatly appreciate your unwavering encouragement of me 😭💛#it makes me happy that people want content from meeee :] it makes me feel special and a little less insecure abt what i make #i promise i’ll do my best to actually form a coherent thought about their dynamic soon because i truly haven’t been able to imagine how they #would ACTUALLY be yet 😭 i’m so tired lately #The Fog has got me. trust that as soon as it’s released me i will do my utmost to think of Them #i still don’t know what ship name to use for them 💔#i’m using #jovieran #for all three of them because. of course. it just flows so well #but just john and kieran 😭 their ship name options sound so silly #i’m going to settle on #duffston #for now ?#though i may also refer to them as joffy/jorffy because it’s cute to me #dude like they’re all so stupid #jieran #kierston #wait that one is kinda cute #marffy #kiern #maybe one of them will grow on me #i actually am becoming quite fond of kierston so i may stick wit that one … i don’t know please gelp #rdr2 #kieran duffy #john marston #javier escuella #hero's yelling at folks again #hero draws sometimes

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forestgreenlesbian · 3 months ago

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#my little brother is engaged :/#don’t know if any of you remember me posting about the whole situation like 8 months ago but i feel soo weird #and sad because i want to b happy for him but he’s six yrs older than her and she’s 19..#or i guess twenty now maybe whatever i feel so aggh. and he moved to a different country so i just feel like i’m never gonna see him again #like i knew this was coming they’re both super religious so i was like yeah they’re going to want to get married and have kids fast but.#it just feels crazy. i know that’s selfish but i have such a bad gut feeling about it that i can’t shake #but i can’t do anything about it so. idk. i just feel so lonely when things like this happen because i don't have anyone outside of the #family bubble to talk to about it. and obviously everyone else is like super happy for them. and it's not that i don't like her! i just #don't really? know her? at all which feels weird because we are a very close sibling group and i feel like i know & get on with my other #siblings' partners. i think it's partly like i just don't ever hang around people who are under twenty so she feels really young to me #which isn't her fault obviously but. do feel kind of scared for her getting married at twenty so she can start having babies.... idk idk #and obviously on top of that it's my younger brother so it does feel a little salt in the wound that he's moving on with his life and i am #counting it a win these days if i don't want to kms every three minutes #god it just sucks lol and i can't talk about it 2 anyone so i am venting here

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fujii-draws · 10 months ago

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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.

#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN #Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags

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