#now I feel empty
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Just watched "I Saw The TV Glow" in cinemas and boy did I get chest kicked all the way back to my derealisation episodes when I was like 6 years old.
#movies are a crazy concept#oh yeah this 2 hour long montage of pictures makes me want to melt into a puddle and close my eyes#but alas i am exactly like owen and will continue to wake up in this world and pretend im making the right choices#i saw it with a friend but I don't think she fully realised how much the movie fucked me up#cried twice in cinemas#will probably cry again later#got ice cream after#now i feel empty#but im going out again tomorrow with friends so im excited!!#being here and alive is so strange#i feel like im wading through a swamp and slowly sinking#maybe ill also wake up one day#anways!!#probs wont delete :)#i saw the tv glow#movie review#spoilers#cinema
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*goes to play my emotional support song*
...it's gone.
#NO JOKE I HAVE REAL TEARS#IDC THAT THE MAJORITY OF WAITING ROOM IS JUST 5 WORDS REPEATED BUT IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME#no bc i literally have such an emotional attachment to that song and it has gotten me through so much and helped me keep on going#now I feel empty#phoebe what kind of sick joke is this#please for the love of god put it back or so help me#phoebe/spotify do you want me to kms LIKE CMON PLEASE BRING IT BACK#my villain origin story commences#bad day for the mentally ill </3#phoebe bridgers#waiting room#paige talks#my biggest hits!
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and if I speak about ateez coachella performance.
just know I am beyond, OVERLY, proud...
they went from debuting with Pirate King in the Sahara desert to performing on a BIG FUCKING STAGE IN THE SAHARA. LET THAT SINK IN.
#{🍵} — jada’s tea time :3#im not gonna say a word#just know they fucking made history right there#{the camera work was ass but dude... when i tell you i went through every emotion#good and bad#i cried 3 times and got up to dance as if i didnt almost have a breakdown#now i feel empty
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I was okay with it being pushed at the back of my brain tbh
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I finished the walking dead and am now so empty lmao
I loved the series it was so good (finished in 1 month lol)
The characters were so amazing (Rick my beloved)
The relationships = amazing (Richonne literally makes me so happy)
Season 10 was probably my least favourite in all honesty but thought season 11 was significantly better especially after the reapers arc
The final scene with Rick and Michonne made me scream I was so happy and still am
And now I've already started rewatching it lol
Gonna probs read lots of fanfic now (Richonne especially)
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watching a bronx tale was a mistake
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I just finished the mass effect trilogy. I got the destroy ending where shepard breathes but gah damn....i teared up a LOT of times playing the final mission
#mass effect spoilers#mass effect trilogy#mass effect legendary edition#garrus x femshep#commander shepard#garrus vakarian#it was a mistake playing the final mission while on my period#EVERYTHING GOT ME EMOTIONAL DAMN IT#now i feel empty#lana play some gamez
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just finished Happy Place by Emily Henry and this book is PERFECT
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haven’t been on here in 5 months bc my stalker and I don’t talk anymore lol
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#I’m like…sad sad about this game#it’s a good game but it’s not a good dragon age game#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#It’s a good game it’s just not the one I wanted#I want to love it but I’m so disappointed#I’ll get there but I need a moment#this series is so special to me and I feel empty right now#veilguard’s fun it has its moments but I would’ve enjoyed it more if I knew nothing about about the ones that came before it
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i don't like the growing opinion that people are being 'too hard' on deku for his failing to save shigaraki.
i've seen quite a few people complaining that a lot of the bnha-critical crowd are being too mean to deku for getting tomura killed, arguing that it isn't really his fault, and that hes a 16 year old child soldier who's been failed by almost every adult in his life, why should we be putting all of this on his shoulders? hes just a kid after all?
and the truth is, they're right. deku IS a 16 year old boy whos had the fate of the world thrust on his shoulders. but the story itself just plainly refuses to acknowledge this.
the narrative doesn't acknowledge how fucked up having a school that trains literal children how to be combo cop-celebrities is. it only tentatively acknowledges the fact that a universe having combo cop-celebrities is fucked up, and even then the only people who ever point this out are antagonists, who are portrayed and treated in-universe as untrustworthy. the narrative doesn't care how fucked up dekus circumstances are. the narrative treats deku like hes a fucking messiah here to touch the hearts of the evil depressed villains with his magical empathetic heart of gold before they get blown up or just sent to fucking superhell for daring to challenge the status quote.
deku isn't a person. he's barely even a fucking character at this point. he's a plot device, and a mouth piece for the objectively shitty themes bnha is trying to spout. the themes that tell you that if you're mistreated by society and want to do something about it, you're a villain. that disrupting the status quote and refusing to repent to some random teenage boy spouting empty platitudes at you means you deserve to get sent to fucking superhell. the themes that portray people fighting for civil change as mass murdering supervillains. the themes that look the audience dead in the eye and can call deku the greatest hero to ever live.
deku, who barely spared a second thought to lady nagant telling him the truth about the hero commission. who spouts meaningless platitudes about heroism and morality at nagant, and aoyama, and toga and shigaraki, when even the thought that he should question the world around him comes up. who's constantly talked about as this truly kind, empathetic person, but hasn't spared an empathetic thought to literally anyone who is classified as a villain. who listened to every authority figure around him except the ones who asked him to question his worldview. who saw la bravas tears, shigarakis various breakdowns, himikos plead for understanding, chisakis catatonic state, lady nagants truth, and barley batted a fucking eye. deku, who killed tomura shigaraki.
people don't criticize deku for failing shigaraki because they just hate deku. people criticize deku because of what he represents. because hes a mouthpiece for the atrocious morals and themes of this ideologically rotten manga. because any character he had was chopped up to bits in favor of the incomplete husk we have now. people criticize deku because hes the main character of my hero academia. theres nothing more damning then that.
#my post#bnha#bnha critical#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#sorry if this sounds really angry. i mean i am very angry at bnha for being such a nothing burger of empty platitudes and wasted potential#but like. that was extremely predictable#bnha wanted to be more than it was willing to put effort into being and so now its just. worthless#so this is just kinda a vent on all my angry feelings abt dekus failure as a character and a protagonist#tomura shigaraki#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha critical#my hero acedamia critical#boku no hero acedamia critical#deku#bnha meta#i mean techinally#mha#mha meta#bnha manga spoilers#bnha manga#long post#well longish
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Personal headcanon with tears being related to Time craft since it's a symbol of emotion anyways here's a Time craft Siffrin for a silly au idea I have in mind
#art#arthcore art#artwork#digital art#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat loop#loop#two hats spoilers#2hats spoilers#erm.#I didn't need to tag loop since this is just sif but the star symbols r kinda spoilies so like yaknow#basically au premise is that Siff wishes to be able to stop the timeloop and the way this wish works is that they make him all time crafty#now he's like time embodiment madoka magica style yknow#also an excuse for main character mirabelle and the whole gang having to deal with this strange emptiness they're feeling#teehee
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you know the rules and so do i
#oceangate#titanic#burger king#i just feel lost man what am i supposed to do now that the corporate overlords are gone i just feel empty man
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Captain Francis Crozier, at Furthest North.
#the terror amc#francis crozier#my art#can't believe it took me 2 rewatches AND getting refs for this to realize it's the hungarian state opera house. girl i was there last month#anyway yeah i was looking at gifsets of the last shot of the show and feeling nauseous with emptiness etc etc when#the thought struck me that it looks an awful lot like the tableau vivants from the ep1 flashbacks in its stillness#i have no idea whether that was an intentional reference (a sort of twisted mockery of how that scrubbed and polished portrayal of history#contrasted with the deeply sad and inglorious reality#or some sort of meta about storytelling itself. i'm not really smart enough to say lol) but i made this anyways. enjoy#pattern recognition go brrrrrrrrrrrrrr#i bent over backwards trying to make this symmetric and harmonious. it isn't but if i don't post it now i never will
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I have a Doctor's appt across city tmrw and i want to die.
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billy even has his own passport
#saw#amanda young#billy the puppet#saw x#saw x spoilers#saw fanart#my art#i binged the entire franchise in like 4 days and honestly i feel empty now#i love the jigsaw family now.......
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