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wormzandgutz · 7 months ago

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Human Kwami designs, Trixx’s design is my buddy @luckychatons ‘s

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cent-scratchnsniff · 1 month ago

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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny

#library of ruina #yan library of ruina #getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on #my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes #it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes #considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well #well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think #let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game #library of ruina spoilers #lor spoilers #i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi #does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text #upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such #text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable #more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for #the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d #and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down #inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can #one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac #ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it #still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about #the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner #could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is #below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin #to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc #the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they #drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei #a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands #talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a #more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..

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turtleblogatlast · 10 months ago

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[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]

Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.

And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and that’s enough of a reason for him to smile.

Maybe that’s why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #the prison dimension is horrifying on its own #add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering?#god I can’t imagine how scary that is #Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadn’t managed it there #it’s really up in the air what could have become of Leo #personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up can’t die in the prison dimension #so it’s a prison in all ways #but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it all…#Leo saying he’s nothing without his family is a double edged sword really #because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope.#to smile #nothing without them…but they’re EVERYTHING to him #and maybe he doesn’t realize it but…the feeling is mutual #one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that #should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination #I’m unwell about this family #actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities #but to their relationship to family and love in general #kinda like love languages in a way #Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe #Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that aren’t they? gifts of his mind #Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible #and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway #like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home #even if he can’t make it back - it’s still there #and that’s enough

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a-sad-mage · 3 months ago

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How rich is the Shane Gang?

In the early episodes it's implied they don't have much, and actively save up to buy equipment.

Like Pronto admitted to 'borrowing' money from the others in the Club Slug episode, and Eli expressed his hesitance in trading slugs for equipment when they were short of money.

And then, like I wana say about six to seven months later when the whole thing with Dana stealing from Blakk and the Gentleman being set after her, Eli offers the Gentleman dubbled what Blakk payed for their plan to fake Dana's work.

Double What Dr. Blakk, the owner of a successful business and Railway that makes presumably millions not including the endorsements of Slugterras richest, was willing to pay.

Double

And again

Because the show takes place in a years time, Eli basically went from a broke teen hero, to rich enough to pay off one of the top assassins in the Caverns, in like 12 months.

Keep in mind, while Eli knows there are stashes hidden all around Slugterra filled with things he might need one day(not necessarily money) he has no idea where like 98% of them are.

And while sure, there is clearly stuff the gang gets up to in their off time, and going on adventures to find these Shane Cashes is plausible, how much are we willing to bet they found a cash with a comical amount of money?

Like I have no problem believing the gang have not only their personal savings, but a group fund for communal stuff/supplies. Or that, ever now and then, they get paid for some of the missions they do.

But it's been like, at least six months or so leading up the whole thing with the Gentleman, and unless Blakk was paying him the flattest of fees, how is it possible for Eli to pay double.

I would imagine that an assassin's fees aren't cheap either.

All I'm saying is that someone on the team won the lottery, got lucky chash hunting for Shane deposits, or something because dear god I have questions about their financial situation.

And no, Pronto technically being a King don't mean shit, it's been made pretty clear, for all his ego, Pronto isn't 100% cool with being King, and he is not smart with his money seeing as how he falls for scams.

Edit Nov/20/24: my brain is running on fumes- the 'double the pay' line is form a different ep but my bullshit about Eli being able to double any sort of pay at all still stands.

#slugterra #bajoterra #eli literally showed up with nothing but a duffle bag and the cloths on his back #and pronto was raiding if not living in the Hideout till then #so any money will might havw left laying around was nicked by the mole #and he just dose not say shit and quietly puts what he stole back into the communal fund jar slowly #a rant #a rant i guess #edit to add: i could 100% be misremembering dialog/be suffering from the Mandela effect #but my questions about the Shane Gangs financial situation still stands

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faaun · 6 months ago

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the way that diff languages sound r so fascinating they're all different and all so vivid

#russian is like the surface of a feather like it's light but not exactly “soft” but still very delicate #german is . cute ? i think it's adorable . it has a lot of momentum it makes u wanna talk fast and talk a lot #like it's squishy . sleek surface w a soft inside #thai is like song . it's like interprative dance or maybe a trust-fall . everything follows from the previous thing #it feels like a little fairy flying up and letting itself fall and flying up again and so on (for fun). its so beautiful but also playful #mandarin chinese is like . idk why but it gives me the same vibe the concept of Observation does . like to read and to see and absorb #and then to translate that into smth else . like . imagine a poet people watching or an artist preparing a canvas w practiced hands. thats #the vibe. soft and elegant and musical but like...in a way that feels lived-in. arabic feels wise ? like music or poetry u read #and feel nothing about then years later u stumble on and it applies to everything in ur life. that kind of vibe. like it knows more than u #and itll make sure ur heart and soul grows as big as its lexicon . polish is like snowflakes falling . it has the feeling of complexity and #elegance but it's also so so light and slippery and...maybe not elusive but the feeling of losing a dance partner in a waltz ? like fun and #light but also an underlying elegance and somberness still . turkish is like the feeling when u get a text from ur crush #and your heart tightens and you cant tell if it's really painful or really amazing . it feels like unrequited love . or a caress #or making out with someone when you know its the last time you'll see them. its beautiful in a yearning longing way #korean is like joking around w ur friends and you've stayed up until like almost 5 AM and youre so delirious that everything is funny #and ur speaking kind of lightly and openly and everything you say holds a lot of weight and doesnt matter at all. you laugh at everything #and youre practically talking in inside jokes and watching the sunrise together . one of them hits u on the shoulder lovingly. ur by a fire #yoruba feels like the metatheory of the matatheory . abstraction until it circles back to intuition or maybe #it feels like plotting the route of a comet or maybe like the soft warm whirr of statistics. trying to verbalise beauty somehow #when you know the best thing you can show it is by telling everyone just look!! look at the sky just look!#anyway yh i think i could do this for every language ever tbh

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arosebyan0thername · 9 months ago

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If there are a million Reeve Carney as Orpheus fans in the world, I am one of them. If there are only two Reeve Carney as Orpheus fans in the world, I am one of them (Eva Noblezada is the other). If there are no Reeve Carney as Orpheus fans in the world, Eva Noblezada and I are dead 😔

#hadestown #hadestown obc #reeve carney #eva noblezada #seriously im sick and fucking tired of the reeve carney hate on tiktok #'jordan fisher is the only orpheus that matters' 'jordan fisher shouldve originated orpheus on bway'#'they should replace the obc recording with jordan fisher' 'jordan fisher was the best thing to ever happen to hadestown'#shut up!!!!!!!#i adore jordan fisher but you are missing the point of theatre and hating on reeve in the process!!!!!#you can have a favorite but that doesnt mean the actors who are not your favorite shouldnt exist in that role!!!!!#but also your favorite is wrong!!!!#reeve carney brought more autistic swag to orpheus than anyone could possibly recreate!!!#he was naive he was soft spoken he was unaware of social expectations!!!!!#jordan fisher has such a raw powerful voice and thats not what orpheus needs!!!!! hes just a lil guy!!!!#hes just a lil guy who accidentally had a battle of the bands with the devil and won #because he has nothing in his brain except sing and love his girlfriend!!!!!#i love jordan fisher in everything ive ever seen him in and i adore his voice but please stop putting other actors down #im not a huge fan of the way jonjon briones plays hermes but im not out here talking shit about him!!@#or saying he should never have had the part in the first place #(btw i was joking about the 'your favorite is wrong' thing because - again - literally defeats the point of theatre)#please find ways to say that jordan fisher is your favorite without putting reeve carney down #and also please give reeve carney a chance and dont dismiss him just because he is less conventionally attractive #and hip in popular media and on social media #please give the role a chance for what it is and not just which actor you already like #i was pissed when i first found out they were taking damon daunno out for the obc and adding reeve #the only thing id ever seen or heard him in at that point was the live action rocky horror with laverne cox #and he was fucking riffraff #i was mad!!! i didnt think he could do it!!! but i love the show and i gave him a chance and now hes my all time favorite #between both touring casts ive seen and the pre bway cast recording and jordan fisher #just please stop being mean and give him a chance

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 5 months ago

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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him #I always knew he was a parental figure for me #but now I connected the dots #How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life #that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so #and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life #ofc ud become attached #i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him #he occupies most of my thoughts honestly #But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life #i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an #bloom and be free #and that's what ill try to do #but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness #its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired #somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea #how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi #g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if #lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways #sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay #yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le #go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk #how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate #my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t #me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol #so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest #y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t #ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti #ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd

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starflungwaddledee · 4 months ago

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also i want to again apologise for how phenomenally behind i have been with reblogging/responding to artworks on here, including art drawn for me or propaganda for the tournament!!

i'm hoping to start getting to my backlog for this VERY soon, ideally within the next two weeks. so you may start to see an increase of this on your timelines. and if i haven't yet gotten to your artwork don't worry, i most likely have it in my drafts!!!

#delete later #slight anxiety brain related ramble incoming but for folks who want more info:#i went through a kind of really bad brain space where i felt like i could not publicly interact with any art or reblog anything #(especially art that included my character; which i of course want to engage with *the most*)#because folks were being kinda weird about me doing so and saying it was “unfair” while the tournament was ongoing #that it showed bias for competitors if i reblogged their content even if it was fanart for me; or promo'd my own oc too much #even though that was kinda the point of the tournament! 😅💦#but now that it's wrapping up i will hopefully lasso my brain back into good behaviour and get back on top of it!#i'm so sorry to folks who have drawn things For Me Specifically and i have not gotten to you.#i know how that feels and i know how easy it is for anxiety to churn that up into a real living nightmare and i'm sorry if i have caused it #so just to clarify. if i have not interacted with an artwork i'm tagged in or that was drawn for me:#it is absolutely NOTHING to do with anyone who made me art or the art itself. it's 100% all me and my bad brain space.#i love all art!!! i'm genuinely so grateful and i look forward to showing my gratitude better soon!#okay. enough of a ramble!! this has just been eating at me for months and months. thanks for listening!

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nyan-bynary · 7 months ago

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As cute as satosugu is, it's SO important to me that no matter how much they loved each other (romantically or platonically idrc to argue w/ ppl) they did NOT tell each other. That they lost their chance bc they were young and strong and full of hope and they thought they had all the time in the world to tell the other how they felt, y'know, like how teenagers are supposed to feel about life. But they couldn't be together, they couldn't have each other's company the way they really wanted. Their youths were forcefully taken away from them their emotions that they were still not fully settled on forced out of their hands because they had bigger more grave things to worry about now. It's so important to me that they were always doomed no matter what.

#satosugu #like not even bc I like angst ir anything their youth is just... a small preview of the story as a whole #it's so important to me that even though they loved each other they left without ever being able to say it #bc they were so isolated and so traumatised and not given the time or tools to deal with it all that they would end up here no matter what #even if riko hadn't met her fate the way she did even if toji never showed up #something else would #because that's the terrible world they lived in and that's the future the elders have built for the next generation #bc everyone is doomed by the prejudice and arrogance of weak shitty dusty old people that would rather you be dead than give up their power #I have.... a lot of thoughts about satosugu and sukugo #like of course the only people that ever made satoru happy were people deemed too monsterous by jujutsu society #of course it was the rejects of the system that could even begin to understand his dehumanisation and maybe bring him out of the lonliness #like just... ughhhhhhh #I'm thinking about jjk again I'm gonna throw UP #they loved each other so much but they left each other with nothing but unresolved and unburied ghosts to no fault of either of them really #it was inevitable for them

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sleepboysummer · 7 months ago

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guys MY theatre is doing ride the cyclone. and i am not auditioning. on PURPOSE. promise me you'll love me anyways

#i have a couple reasons #1. nobody good is auditioning #2. its the highschool edition and i dont wanna do that lmao #3. i know most of the ppl who are gonna be in it and they are NOT fun to be around #4. i dont get to have input on the costume design or the blocking/choreo 🙁 ive already directed this show in my head #and im afraid nothing i could be in will live up to that #same with alice by heart tbh #but anyways. this might be my chance to actually finally see it live because i still havent despite living near a literal arts district #for some reason all of the many professional theatres there have still never done it?#there have only been like 3 productions in my state as well. which is wild #its just gonna be weird having to document people i know personally for jane 😭😭

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mortysmith · 2 months ago

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Fuck you season five episode nine genuinely some of the worst shit they clobbered together

#just thought abt ir again im suddenly overcome with a sense of hatred and disdain #evwrything about that episode feels so half assed. its just straight up poop from a butt #nick as a character is incredibly annoying and inconsistent. starts out as a tool for exposition(rick trainibg the crows and he tells morty-#how shitty he is. Gee Thanks we definitely couldnt have concluded that from seeing rick train the crows)#only for him to just switch to a huge asshole who wants everyone dead #like. ugh.hes just so surface level and boring and UNNECESSARY. i genuinely believe if he didnt exist the episode would be improved tenfold #because ill admit!!! i like(most of) the r&m scenes!!! their spats are well written!!! i think they should have been a bigger focus;!!!#and dont even get me started on that buzzwordy word salad annoying as fuck speech rick has before he leaves #its so. badly written. its so awkward and so out of character. it genuinely feels like the set up to a rug pull momeny #AND LISTEN!;;;;;!!!!! I DONT HATE THE CONCEPT OF A RICK AND MORTY SPLIT UP #but why do we not see any of it???? god. like we could and Should have had one(1) singular episode where they live their separate lives #show how theyre both doing worse or maybe BETTER without each other while still falling back into old toxic habits #like ok. u have a status quo and all that. but if u cant commit to your split up concept ... well maybe dont force it in as a plot point #that lasts maybe ten minutes in total.#FUUUUCCCCKKKK i hate this episode so much genuinely. i hate ricks speech so much.#ur telling me the worlds most emotionally constipated guy musters up the empathy to remove himself from the toxically codependent dynamic-#he created for his own comfort in one day. he learns all of that in twelve hours or less.#heres my impression of what rick's speech really would have looked like #“hey im gonna uh. spend some time with the crows. i think.”#and scene #god and what about beth. rick never says anything to the rest of thw family and when he shows up again no one gafs #omg okay. tldr lol fuck this episodw i genuinely hate it so much and nothing will ever make me like it

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doctorwhoisadhd · 1 month ago

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also the other thing about the princess bride book is that you see the true scale of the great injustice done by count rugen when he killed domingo montoya

#ari opinion hour #domingo is this master swordsmith who NO ONE KNOWS makes swords and he lives in the mountains #anyone who needs a sword goes to madrid to seek out yeste the master swordsmith #but every so often yeste takes a commission he knows he is not skilled enough to make #and so he travels up to the mountains to visit domingo #and begs him to make this sword that he could not #and well basically domingo says no until yeste threatens to kill himself (all a part of their little joke of course)#and domingo stops him and says he will make the sword. and when it's finished he gives it to yeste to take back to the city #and tells him he must never tell anyone who really made this masterpiece (all domingo's swords can only be described as great works of art)#and yeste promises yes #but one day count rugen shows up saying he's heard these rumors that the best swordsmith in the world lives in a tiny cottage in the mtns #and sees no one and makes no swords #and domingo denies it and says that if he has a blade needing sharpening he can just about do it but his skill is no greater than that #but then the count shows him his hand #and when domingo sees that he has six fingers he becomes excited because this sword. THIS sword will be a masterpiece worthy of his skill #the great opus he has wanted to make all his life - the sword designed for an 80 year old to fight and WIN a duel #because all other swords are designed for FIVE fingers and so the balance is all wrong the grip is not wide enough and so the count #as a master swordsman can never be at ease as a great swordsman must be #so domingo tells him to come back in a year. he shrugs off the count's talk of payment as he may yet fail. but come back in a year #so domingo for one long year works and works only sleeping when inigo makes him only eating when inigo forces him #he weeps over this sword when he thinks he can never do it; that his opus can never be realized as he doesnt have the skill to complete it #but finally after a year it's done. and it is the most beautiful sword in all of existence #the count returns and says it is a fine sword but it is not truly worth much #and domingo says that he will not have it if he cannot see the artistry. the beauty and the craftmanship and the many long hours #he returns the gold ring the count left as collateral and says that the count has lost nothing. leave. the sword belongs to his son inigo #and the count kills him

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weaselishmcdiesel · 1 month ago

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#cat creech #cat creech is my vent tag i think. block it if you don’t want my venting #venting in these tags pls ignore this post if you don’t want to read vent #I feel like I don’t care about stories enough. I don’t read books watch movies or shows #the games I play I’ve already played before or have no story at all. I feel childish and trapped in familiarity #if I could slightly different versions of the same story over and over again I’d be happy. I don’t need stories at all it seems.#I even avoid it often. would opt for comedy or something baseless over a story.#and I wouldn’t be upset over this if I didn’t major in animation #I don’t want to be a director I don’t want to be a writer I don’t want to be in charge of story #but this stupid fucking school makes you do every part of the pipeline. I don’t read or watch anything so unsurprisingly my story is boring #my story for my thesis I mean. it’s uninspiring I’m not proud of it. and it’s changed so much from where it was in the beginning #it doesn’t even feel like mine anymore. I don’t like it and it’s not mine. I don’t want anything to do with it #and I think I realized that being a storyteller means having lessons to tell people or experiences to share #I don’t have either of those things. my life is uninteresting and I don’t learn from my mistakes. my mistakes themselves are boring #all my issues are boring and privileged. no one needs a story or lesson from me. what the fuck can I say that hasn’t been said #and even if I did have a story to tell I don’t want to? I don’t care to teach people or share my experience. that’s never been what art-#-was about for me. art is a selfish escape for me. nothing more. nothing artsy feely or intellectual. ‘why do you draw’ idk it’s fun #I remember old classes where people answered why theyre artists. everyone had interesting answers and here i was-#- I said because it’s fun. like a fucking childish moron. never should have pursued art as a job. you have to want to be an artist to make-#a living from it. I don’t want to be an artist. I just am one as a byproduct of drawing. not the same thing.#I don’t even want to fucking animate anymore. I don’t know what the fuck happened to me but I hate it I hate it so much #I miss when making art wasn’t a task or a job or homework. I really fucking do #I’m tearing up #anyway #weasel speaks #vent

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coldjustness-archive · 2 months ago

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Woke up thinking about Neve Gallus becoming more infamous than the family who left her behind.

#[ introspection ] its not what keeps me up at night. its not the quiet. i never could sleep once work gets in my head.#[ woke up thinking about 17-19 year old nev.e just starting out as they leave her ]#[ abandoned and shunned because she refused to leave with them ]#[ remember in movies and there was always the concept of that young questioner or reporter that trailed after important people #[ where she’s asking questions at a rapid fire before she loses them or gets shoved away and shove her away they do. ]#[ yeah at one time that was Neve ]#[ the scrawny nobody with nothing but a notebook and small writing pen and ink ignored by everyone #who lived in a shady little beat down apartment in the back of a forgotten alley #both ignored those in charge and her own people living in Docktown ]#[ dozens of those people she wanted to help turning her away too and telling her there was no point to it- to go home and leave them alone #[ Hal likely doesn't even remember the first time she showed up with nothing but the money she scraped up for the food that day ..#or maybe he does. that's why he doesn't take her seriously when she shows up (endearing wise) because he still #remembers that scrawny half starved detective who was hired for a job no one cared to take only stopping by there on #runs between her office and her bunk. ]#[ for me its funny also imagining this young neve- before she lost her leg- crossing paths with a young also nobody Rana standing guard #as a faceless foot soldier- who was nothing more than a suit of armor by the door with her fellows - watching this young detective #chase after her boss asking him questions no one dARED to ask and just thought she was either bold..or stupid.. maybe both. ]#[ the fact in Neve’s mind she’s still that girl. ]#[ still that little nobody who isn’t doing enough ]#[ ANYWAY! Neve Ga.llus feels today!! ]

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snorlaxlovesme · 11 months ago

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y'know i was just thinking that in literally ep/chapter 1 it's established that Blair is a magical cat that has nine lives. and then after being "defeated" Blair continues to live with Maka and Soul and even accompanies them on several important mission, growing to truly love them. and she has all these extra lives to spare. hmm. why wasn't anything done with that

#idk if its ever established how many lives she has LEFT but #that could have been something #maka and soul almost getting killed at some point in book of eibon and blair pops out the margins to defeat an antag #with her magic but ultimately just ends up dying for them #they're stressed bc they have no idea how many lives she has left and they're so relieved when she pops back up #and tells her kittens not to worry themselves with matters like that #maybe a little panel off to the side revealing to the reader she's down to one life now #nothing else comes of that bc 1. its Ohkubo 2. we don't need Blair to ACTUALLY die for them #just show how much she loves Soul and Maka that she was willing to give up her last spare for them #without any fanfare or fuss #it could have been nice you know?#soul eater #soul eater manga #blair

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musashi · 4 months ago

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#gamers dont you love it when a friend breaks your heart #smashes every olive branch you extend toward them #accuses you of being the asshole when you fall apart about it #acts like they are sorry #and then just fully ghosts you 100%?#i am so fucking tempted to just give up man.#every time i meet someone and im like #''oh wait they seem normal? not hyperindividualistic? like someone who will like me always not just when im happy?''#''someone who wants to be my FRIEND not just a person in a discord call with me??''#and then i spread myself so fucking thin investing energy into the friendship #(which this person admitted wasn't even ENOUGH like i am SO EXHAUSTED from traumatic abandonment #and losing friends suddenly #that even me working at my MAXIMUM CAPACITY makes people feel like i don't like them)#every fucking time.#nothing turns out different. no matter how much work i put into it #the SECOND a person has the chance to abandon me. they will.#i am just sitting here with two forces inside of me #one who never wants to give up on love and friendship #and another who is so tired #i wish i could just be exhausted and burnt out #and someone or several someones. would love me anyways. love me enough that EVENTUALLY #i will grow my heart back #and i can love them threefold for all the love they showed me #but no one wants me even when i do have the energy to be a good friend so why the fuck would anyone want me like this #dude i am so sad i wasn't meant to live like this i was meant to make friends. close friends.#i just keep re-reading our last conversation before he ghosted me. maybe if i read it enough i can change the ending

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