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“sub-hyung keeps coming out from behind”
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This is yet another time Project Apple has been brought up in some capacity. The fact that Twilight is thinking about it with that expression, and Handler has mentioned it as well, leads me to believe Twilight may start investigating soon. Maybe it will be the next major arc? People seem to think so!
This is surprising to me, because there are also hints that Anya’s powers are involved in Project Apple. There’s the fact that Bond comes from their experiments and also has psychic powers. And the neighbor Sigmund being a neurologist and researcher as well as an expert in Classical Language, which Anya excels at. It’s not hard to believe that if Project Apple did animal experimentation, there may be a top secret branch that tested on humans as well. If Twilight does indeed look into their animal experiments, he may come across this.
It’s so surprising because what if he discovers Anya’s powers? I for one, want Anya’s secret to be discovered sooner rather than later. But I assumed, her mind reading powers would be the last to be revealed. If Anya tells her family she can read minds, that means she knows about her parents secret identities (as well as Yuri’s) and boom- the whole family implodes.
Specifically, if Twilight learns Anya can read minds, his entire relationship with her changes, as well as his whole identity. He’s the expert in keeping secrets and working things out in his mind- she can read it all. His job is literally top secret and his missions dangerous and classified- she knows it all. He will probably question himself and the consequences of involving Anya in his mission, absolutely every interaction with her will change. He will really have to confront his feelings for her, which he’s not ready to do. While we are certain Twilight loves his daughter, that discovery will be difficult for him because he’s only been able to justify his feelings as “for the mission.”
So it would seem that if Anya’s secrets are revealed- then everyone else’s is- that would implode the Forger family dynamic as we know it. But what if Twilight decides the best thing to do is to keep her secret? This would be a way for Twilight to continue to avoid his feelings and frame it as “for the mission.” If he loves Anya and is unable to let her go, he might want to stay in the land of make-believe and delusion, he might not want her secret to come out, because that’s the only way he can keep her. Would he lie to Wise and his Handler for her? That could lead to some serious consequences. But if he tells them, he might be forced to give her up. Or they might want to involve Anya more (kind of like a secret weapon for Wise) which would put her in danger. I don’t think he could handle either possibility. What about Yor, would he and Anya continue to leave her in the dark? That would be devastating, because when she does find out, she will learn her husband and daughter kept everything from her, including the identity of her own brother. She will literally be the last to know it all. But if they involve her, her identity as Thorn Princess would come out as well. Either option regarding Anya’s secret, telling everyone or keeping it hidden, will have major repercussions in the story.
I dunno. It seems we’re not done with Project Apple and their experiments. I’ve been pondering the idea of Anya’s powers coming out, I mean she’s already told Damian of all people. I’ve been harping for months now on the Forger family heading towards an inner conflict and change, and this could possibly be the biggest conflict of them all. Things would indeed change between the Forgers, and I imagine it will be painful before it gets easier.
#all this said Endo would have to stop focusing on side characters and silly little chapters that add nothing to the story#oops did I say that#I’m pretending this last chapter didn’t happen lol#I just want a mix up I’m getting bored#spy x family#loid forger#anya forger#yor forger#spy x family manga#spy x family theories#spy x family manga spoilers
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I’m going to need a mental cleanse from US politics once my exam tomorrow is over.
#personal#not to get political on here or anything but I will suck out my own brain with a straw and throw it in a blender if I’m forced to read one#more Trump speech for my thesis#after tomorrow I will act like the US doesn’t exist to me for a couple of weeks#it’s rugbrød and danish flæskesteg from here on out. just boring Danish news of nothing ever happening please.#*opens any Danish media and it’s filled with commentary about Trump wanting to buy Greenland* fffuuuUUUUUCK—#I am…tired#condolences to my US followers who can’t get a break from it at all
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#cat creech#cat creech is my vent tag i think. block it if you don’t want my venting#venting in these tags pls ignore this post if you don’t want to read vent#I feel like I don’t care about stories enough. I don’t read books watch movies or shows#the games I play I’ve already played before or have no story at all. I feel childish and trapped in familiarity#if I could slightly different versions of the same story over and over again I’d be happy. I don’t need stories at all it seems.#I even avoid it often. would opt for comedy or something baseless over a story.#and I wouldn’t be upset over this if I didn’t major in animation#I don’t want to be a director I don’t want to be a writer I don’t want to be in charge of story#but this stupid fucking school makes you do every part of the pipeline. I don’t read or watch anything so unsurprisingly my story is boring#my story for my thesis I mean. it’s uninspiring I’m not proud of it. and it’s changed so much from where it was in the beginning#it doesn’t even feel like mine anymore. I don’t like it and it’s not mine. I don’t want anything to do with it#and I think I realized that being a storyteller means having lessons to tell people or experiences to share#I don’t have either of those things. my life is uninteresting and I don’t learn from my mistakes. my mistakes themselves are boring#all my issues are boring and privileged. no one needs a story or lesson from me. what the fuck can I say that hasn’t been said#and even if I did have a story to tell I don’t want to? I don’t care to teach people or share my experience. that’s never been what art-#-was about for me. art is a selfish escape for me. nothing more. nothing artsy feely or intellectual. ‘why do you draw’ idk it’s fun#I remember old classes where people answered why theyre artists. everyone had interesting answers and here i was-#- I said because it’s fun. like a fucking childish moron. never should have pursued art as a job. you have to want to be an artist to make-#a living from it. I don’t want to be an artist. I just am one as a byproduct of drawing. not the same thing.#I don’t even want to fucking animate anymore. I don’t know what the fuck happened to me but I hate it I hate it so much#I miss when making art wasn’t a task or a job or homework. I really fucking do#I’m tearing up#anyway#weasel speaks#vent
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Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
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i don’t want to be employed anymore
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Can I please hear more about the Love Island AU with Touya? :)
Hiiiii Omg it’s literally just such a silly like nighttime scenario I’ve been thinking about lately nothing super concrete or serious or even like structured but I just think u and Dabi would be the couple that stays in ur couple from the very beginning wijsjsksjsksj like truly Dabi is the worst person to have on love island bc he’s like…..that’s my person wtf…..why are they making us kiss the other islanders gross WJWJWJSJSKSJS but yeah idk I was I had more to talk about it’s genuinely just thinking abt him shirtless in shorts making ur coffees in the morning and cuddling u on the random seating areas on the island and never getting his head turned bc he’s obsessed with u
#if u got voted off he would leave w u etc etc#unlike SOMEONE on the current love island usa…….#sorry I’m obsessed w it rn are u watching it is anyone watching it#I feel so crazy sometimes I get on tik tok and people are like I hate Leah and I’m like u hate reality tv then#anyways sorry this isn’t abt that#but yeah like Dabi goes to casa and like nothing happens#ur not even worried and neither is he#like sorry I’m boring abt this but it fr was just a little comfort thing for me that night#I actually was talking to lamb abt oikawa on love island the other night#he’s more suited for the drama I feel#but anyways yeah JAJSSJSKSJ#ask
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I have GOT to paint my nails black today
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i encourage suicidal character hcs idgaf. there are so many bad things in this world and that’s not one of them
#ik a lot of people think it’s boring to just care about angst#or to want that#or to just want mentally ill characters#i get that#if there’s nothing else interesting then#yeah it’s a bore#but i really don’t think it’s something to get so up in arms about it#if a teenager feels seen bc honami wanted to die or they feel like honami would be suicidal then let them idrk#yeah it can be lame to just want needless suffering for a character#but it’s like. fine. it’s just a headcanon. it’s just someone else#you can be different#that’s alright#and me personally#i think suicidal hcs are fine#i think they should happen actually#because it’s more common than you think#and it’s not all ame types trying to cut till they die#there’s passive suicidalness#or just the general ‘i don’t really wanna live very long/anymore’ thought process#it’s different for everyone and it HAPPENS to everyone#so it’s really fine#idk. yeah ppl shld be smarter abt this stuff. but you won’t get there by telling them to shut up#lol#like it’s a diff issue entirely than just wanting angst i’m ngl#it’s more so lack of reading comprehension/media literacy#because you’ll notice their inability to make anything meaningful bleeds into other things#that’s what matters. not the little angst hc on the internet#anyway
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Marmalade sunsets and I’ll forever think of the times I’ve spent with Nic over here and online just talking shit or sharing the most inner parts of ourselves
#nothing happened to her she just doesn’t log into tumblr anymore lol#atp I wonder if anyone here still active still even RMRs her bc the old tumblr crowd is long gone#honestly it’s even a wonder why I’m still here I really thought I’d just grow bored of the whole fic writing gimmick within a year. a#and here I am. again thinking about that one ask who went ‘still good to see you here and kicking’ who were you… please…..#danyl talks
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this weeks thth update was so unbelievably boring 😑
#the entire three chapters spent in banishment????#literally nothing happened except poppy is back - which i’m happy about#taz admitted he’s in love with mc - OMG but we weren’t there & couldn’t respond/react 🙃#and fucking victoria is back?? wHY?????? ugh#especially after the bs she spewed before she got sent home now suddenly everyone’s happy she’s back lmao yeah okay fakes#and shady beatriz & mattias talking shit behind our backs smh shady fucks#okay it sounds like a lot actually happened but it was still boring and we weren’t involved#i just want to get back to taz and ignore everyone else <3#thth#ththtg#thth season 3#thth game#personal
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Unfortunately I absolutely fucked up one of my nails today but also I made my grandma a tote bag for her birthday so I think overall it’s going well
#i’m trying to take care of my nails instead of biting the shit out of them but i tore up my cuticle on my right ring finger#i have a bandage on it but it’s so annoying man#the tote bag.. i Was making socks but i realised i wasn’t going to finish them because socks are boring to make imo#also i just really haven’t been finding knitting fun to do lately. and i know this will change sooner or later but i CANNOT force it#i have to forget that i can even knit for like a few months and then something will happen and i’ll do nothing but knit#crochet is still fine though#so i found a pattern for a mesh bag and i’m almost done making it. i literally just have to make the straps and weave in the ends#i’m not seeing my grandma until like 1 in the afternoon tomorrow so i can finish it by then easily#i am kind of worried about if she’ll like it. i think she’ll like the colour. it’s bright yellow#it’s the fact that she already has a tote bag from the donkey sanctuary and she uses that a lot#and also it’s a mesh bag. i can see her complaining that stuff will fall out#but i don’t think the holes are THAT big#i mean yeah you’d lose a pen or pencil out of these but it can hold your purse and most shopping items#i just don’t think it’s possible to have too many tote bags. i have like. 12. i just accumulate them#also i did also buy my grandma flowers so it’s not like this is the only gift lol#personal
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Sometimes the only thing that gets me through the day is knowing I can escape into writing Scamander brother repartee. (18k words from the current posted point in Head Under One Wing…)
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#I love them your honor#newt Scamander#Theseus Scamander#Scamander brothers#autistic newt scamander#the italics are bc AAC basically#because I headcanon newts dad worked with a buddy to come up with an enchanted parchment system when newt was a kiddo#and was having trouble communicating traditionally & in certain social situations#I’m heavily projecting of course bc I just got in trouble when I wouldn’t talk in public or quit being able to speak#and I think I’d have had a lot less stress growing up if my mom had been like ‘it’s not illegal for you to sometimes talk another way’#but anyway - the context of it for this scene outside me occasionally using fic for therapy is#that newts had a bit of a shutdown due to extreme emotional & physical stress and is having trouble verbally communicating#his elderly father came to visit him & brought him one of those charmed parchments from when he was like 7#and Newt refused it at first and then gave in — and theseus has rolled w it as if nothing has happened#but this scene is a heart to heart between the two brothers#about tina#but I’ve spoiled enough abt the second half of this story so I’m going to shut the fck up now#damn it I wish I was done with chs#12/13 slash 14/15#I have so many of the sequels already started but this boring ass fluff chapter is killing me#(not the *excerpt* chapter — the sweet newtina chapter I’m currently stuck on)#ok fluff isn’t boring but it’s also not my strength ok?#I relate to Newt for a reason#anywayyyyyyy#uefb rambles in the tags#my stuff#fic: with its head under one wing
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there's something in the water that's specifically affecting green haired princesses who have purple eyes and also bpd (momochi and hiyori)
#I think I was able to show a new side of myself this time >< Please give it a listen” and doing spells on cheers to bless their dreams#even though both of her songs seem to be angsty and about her family#meanwhile hiyori the bitch was like#like with momochi there was her tweeting that the time for dreams is over (and yakouka possibly representing her current mental health)#and for hiyori it's her mental breakdown in accept my love#and also them brushing it off like it's nothing#like when the teaser dropped momochi tweeted something like#Life isn’t all about fun. There’s times where you feel depressed and like you want to cry.#When that happens it’s good to look at me. Because I’m the one who shines bright like the sun☆#it’s good to look at me. Because I’m the one who shines bright like the sun☆#Listen to my songs and follow the productions I appear in—#Just imitate me and smile! Since I always have a smile on my face!"#like girl the song was you spiraling over your loved ones becoming independant and no one needing your love even though she accepted that's#now her only role in life (to love and be loved)#like no one was concerned??? esp with the contrast with fantastic days#there's something poetic about her feeling she's no longer useful and her regression when in !! she suddenly became nicer with no explanati#and also her getting 0 song event 4*s and that eden is no longer relying on her (legit did nothing important in most of the eden events)#including ss finals with the dumbass oracles like the story was fucking boring and gatekeeper legit got more importance than tori and hiyor#anyway happy bday to my beautiful princess with a disorder#they should lock momochi and hiyori in a room (they both would somehow take each other out even though momochi is built like a paper straw#and hiyori is not strong at all the heaviest thing she wants to carry is her chopsticks)#in an alternate universe hanae couldve been voicing momochi instead of yuu and it would make this post even funnier
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just another day wasting away in margaritaville trying to figure out how the actual fuck the Grand Army of the Republic is organized. send assistance i am shaking sobbing crying in a corner
#no like. does anybody understand it please help me#i get how it’s divided#i even made an entire flow chart#but it’s the numbering i’m confused with cause none of it makes any fucking SENSE#and i don’t know know if i just don’t know how military battalions are numbered but this makes less than 0 sense even if i did know#because like. ok so for example: the 327th star corps is in the 2nd systems army. but how is that possible? why are they called the 327th?#because there are 10 systems armies; each with 2 sector armies; each with 4 corps#and if i know math (which i occasionally do) that means there are 80 corps in the entire GAR (4 for each of the 20 sector armies)#so then HOW#is there a corps in the 300s#and that’s not even the worst example#okay so we all know the 212th? our most beloved attack battalion of gold babes?#they’re in the 3rd systems army which means they should have the 5th and 6th sector armies (1st system army has 1+2 2nd systems has 3+4 etc#but then they have the 7th sky corps. and if there are 8 corps per systems army and they’re in the THIRD systems army#how do they have the 7th corps? and how are they only the 212th battalion? cause there’s 512 battalions in the first systems army ALONE!#so either it’s straight up wrong and their battalion number should be more like 1212 (in the thousands!)#or each sector/sustems army has their own numbering of battalionsthat goes from 1-512; and same for their corps?#so it would be like ‘we’re the 404th battalion of the 6th corps of the 4th systems army’?#but then that still contradicts the existence of actual corps like the 91st mobile recon corps and the 41st elite corps!#so are there two different systems of numbering it? do corps and legions and battalions all number and name their divisions differently?#i wrote so much i ran out of tags but serious am i just dumb or am i right and none of this makes sense#i spent literally 2 hours getting distracted by this conundrum today#after spending 4 hours last night understanding how the army is divided cause i was curious about what the numbering meant#LITTLE DID I KNOW I MEANT NEXT TO FUCKING NOTHING#this is what happens when i get bored smh#if anybody understands military structure and im legit just missing something PLEASE tell me i am so curious#star wars#the clone wars#andis thought geyser
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