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The most crushing part of Marahuyo Project is seeing how Archie has turned against himself, turned to hating himself, out of loss and fear of losing himself in worse ways, out of the fear of the friend he lost and becoming another lost soul. Archie lost Christina and lost himself out of fear of that loss, trapped himself int this relationship with religion that keeps him locked away from himself, away from any chance of his own happiness. It's just so painful to see him like that in grief and pain, trapped by a loss too big to understand by the very people he looked to comfort him.
#marahuyo project#note i am not christian#so my relationship with religion is very different#but it's so painful to see#archie's pain has overwhelmed him entirely and left behind someone trapped and afraid#pinoy bl#bl series#bl drama#asianlgbtqdramas#asian lgbtq dramas
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without irony: we have got to start feeding these freaks to lions again
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Just to clarify my thoughts (since I've had a number of people ask me about it) re: Job and cursing God. There's a big difference between cursing God as used in Scripture and how we generally would think of cursing at God today.
Cursing someone, in the Bible, has a lot of depth to it. It's not just saying "screw you " in anger, it's got a sense of forsakenness to it. It's the opposite of a blessing, a removal of blessing. If the blessing is presence, your face shining on the person you're blessing, then a curse is absence. In some translations, Job's wife tells him to "renounce God and die," which I honestly think makes a lot more sense to modern ears.
Job says a lot of unpleasant things to and about God in his anger and grief. So do the Psalmists. A number of the Prophets. So can we. God can take it if we come to him with honest expressions of our emotion, including those not-so-nice ones directed at him. I don't think there's anything wrong with getting mad at God and saying, "How dare you, you bastard" when you suffer unjustly. You can say much worse, I think, without sinning, though I don't feel particularly inclined to give examples. But as long as it's an honest expression of your heart, I think you're doing exactly what prayer is for. You're presenting him your heart with an open hand. He can use that. Opposite of love is not hate but indifference, etc.
Job doesn't renounce God. Neither should we. But I think when you're truly suffering, you're gonna have those feelings toward God either way. He'd rather you address them with him directly than try to avoid them. Cursing at God in the modern sense is actually a great way to keep the relationship strong and not end up cursing/renouncing him in the Biblical sense.
#i did try to draw that distinction in the original post but I didn't really go into detail#mostly bc i was trying to be concise and just focus on how the church talks to sufferers#so here's the long version#pontifications and creations#only thou art holy#also side note: there was someone yesterday who responded to that post with the suggestion that suffering is generally the sufferer's fault#and it got worse from there#just an absolutely rank response that had me immediately blocking that person and googling if there was a way to remove someone's addition#idk to what degree that person is an active member of this broader christian community we've got going on here#but if you see that post (and you'll know it when you see it) please as a favor to me don't interact with it#there were some lovely responses and additions to that post yesterday too#but that one made me mad#idk. to a certain degree i wanted to vent#they're blocked now though so whatever#anyway. I've sort of been percolating on these various thoughts for a few weeks#since i went to a really fluffy women's talk on suffering#and now i kind of want to give my version#I'm far from the greatest sufferer in the world. i am well aware of that#but as I've been sick I've just done So Much Thinking and reading about theodicy and struggle with God that i feel qualified to opine#unlike the giver of that talk#anyway#tag rant over#...for now#theodicy
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I am of the DPxDC belief/headcanon that any variation of Danny who grew up poor in Gotham during his formative years before moving to Amity Park would not be friends with Sam without friction at first. It makes things more interesting and imo allows for more exploration of different themes plus character growth for Sam that she doesn't really go through in canon.
(this doesn't only apply to a DPDC au where Danny grew up in Gotham poor, but it was the first thing that I thought of where this might happen considering my Childhood Friends au.)
Now Sam's a compassionate girl, it's one of her defining character traits, but so is her hypocrisy and judgy-ness. She's the Not Like Other Girls' girl. This is in part of the show's narrative framing that makes her out like this, unfortunately though its still showing how she is as a character since its consistent enough to be part of her character description. There are also times where the show's depiction of her activism makes it look like she's performative about it. All of this makes her dynamic with a Danny who grew up poor in Gotham very interesting.
Anyways, Sam is aware of her privilege to an extent, but still has her blindspots - glaring ones, in some cases. Her self-righteous attitude would not go over well with a crime alley kid Danny. He'd like her, at first, but then she'd do something to make him mad - personally I think her judging people for not being vegan would annoy him the most, or at least would be the breaking point for him, because it was only recently that his family started actually being able to consistently put food on the table at all, good food nonetheless. And being vegan is expensive.
Any other behavior he noticed from her he'd slowly stop tolerating - her judging conventionally attractive girls and automatically assuming they're vapid and shallow for being feminine. Her anti-capitalist beliefs start coming off as superficial at worst, and Danny would eventually figure out that Sam either came from a family that was well off, or that she wasn't aware if her family was experiencing financial struggle.
He would still be friends with Tucker, but since Tucker imo is still friends with Sam, they'd still run into each other often enough to butt heads. Sam's got a nasty habit of refusing to take responsibility when she's wrong, but when Danny is arguing with her, and counterpointing her with stuff she can't retort back at without compromising her own beliefs, then forces her to start reflecting on herself. Especially when Tucker eventually starts siding with Danny and agreeing with him.
Does sam genuinely care about her beliefs and philosophies? Survey says yes. However that doesn't mean she's not ignorant, and she definitely is at times throughout the show (like when she released the purpleback gorilla thinking it 'wanted out of its enclosure' despite the fact that it was endangered and in an urban area) and I think it'd be a real fascinating dynamic between Danny and Sam to explore.
This isn't Sam hate btw, nor am I trying to make her out like "the worst person ever" bc she's not, i wanna make that explicitly clear. Sam Manson has a lot of positive traits about her but she also has an equal amount of negative traits that I think should be explored, she is not immune to the character development.
#dpdc#dpxdc crossover#dpxdc#dpdc headcanon#dpxdc headcanon#dpxdc danny fenton#dpxdc sam manson#on a funnier note to me Danny asks Sam how much a loaf of bread costs and she can't tell him bc she doesn't know#she's an activist but also look me in the eyes and tell me she knows how much stuff at the grocery store costs#rich girl advocate sam vs crime alley kid danny FIGHT#does sam genuinely care about her beliefs and philosophies? survey says yes. however that doesn't mean she's not ignorant#cfau danny calls her privileged once and sam turns a new shade of red#this isn't sam hate btw i wanna make that explicitly clear#she's great i love her hOWEVER i am not blind to her flaws and i think it gets ignored by fanon AND canon in favor of girlbossing her#this also brings up the idea that Sam (based on her releasing the gorilla) would either respect damian wayne or HATE him bc she's judgy#and one of her flaws is her moral superiority over others. how very christian of you Sam - and i know she's jewish. thats part of the irony#he'd open an animal rehabilitation center and she'd assume the absolute worst. its hilarious. Damian would eat her alive#im taking a bat to a hornet's nest i think
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single Christian ladies, let me be a warning. I didn't make a husband wishlist or pray for my future husband in high school, and look where it got me: alone, unloved, and perpetually single
#*record scratch*#this is a JOKE#but I'm Having Thoughts today (compiling notes on something)#and I am also getting really obnoxious Christian content on insta (I need to just log out of that thing for another year)#which is aggravating this#clearly I am not alone or unloved#and if I'm perpetually single? Sad! and oh well#mine#(I can't even imagine what my checklist for a husband would have been in high school. if I did make an attempt#it probably began and ended with 'has a good sense of humor')#greatest hits#oops#pinned post
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My conversation with the one Christian Nationalist has only further convinced me that the whole sum of the movement is wrong and really not Christ-centered at all
#christian nationalist#Christian nationalism#christofascists#christofacism#please note I am not calling them facists#I don’t have enough information to say that yet#but wow#Jesus is not reflected in this movement#christianity#progressive christianity#christian faith#faith
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Daniel Ricciardo and Christian Horner before the Red Bull Celebration Photo | Canadian GP (x)
#christian horner#Daniel Ricciardo#dr#ch#canada23#i am looking 👀#and christian is squeezing#multiple times#going back again and again#just taking note 📝
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NGL: Stuff like Brambleclaw being a terrible namer is like. really fun but also kinda hits with the 'he;s not some meglomaniacl villain hes just a shitty guy'. like. you could see squirrelflight finding that really endearing. IDK if this is some mastermind shit, or if i'm just reading wayyyyy to into this, but i like how you give characters that are pretty bad dudes very humanising qualities. Especially when they're silly/cute. Kinda reminds you that like. theyre like. a person. well. cat but yknow. and they chose to do bad shit, with influence from their past, rather than being inherently terrible. 👍
YEAH MAN, that's what I'm SAYING
Abusers, ideologues, and other terrible people are not masterminds. They aren't born evil. They're not inherently smart OR stupid. They can love, they can be funny and polite, they do things they believe are justified and want to be good people. They don't think of themselves as villains.
Evil isn't complex. It's really, really not. I feel like that's the #1 cause of confusion when I get a question like, "Why does this person do this malicious act, when it's bad/inconsistent/mean?" The answer is always simple;
They wanted to control someone.
They wanted something and didn't mind who they hurt.
Spite and short-sightedness.
Look for anything deeper and you will not find it. Heroics are complex, being a good person is ongoing and changes over time. We're in a constant state of growing. Malice is childishly simple; it feels good to get what you want.
With Bramblestar especially... it always goes back to what I said here, when talking about the idea of an Evil!Bramble. He's a person, and you ruin everything that's so interesting about him by stripping away that nuance. Squilf and Bramble loved each other, truly, and legitimately. He can be charming. He can be nice. He still hurts her. Reconcile with this.
He is not wiser for what he went through, as a child. His pain doesn't make him better. Man's just a jerk... that's it.
#Sparkpelt deserves that scene from God The Devil and Bob#Where Bob finds out his dad isn't in Hell#And it INFURIATES him#If you haven't seen that scene btw you should. I really love that series#Especially if you're religious OR are like me where you aren't but are still fascinated by more human takes on biblical figures#Btw just... as a side note I am intrigued by how many of my followers are christian. It surprises me? I love you guys tho but like...#I really don't hold back in my critique of hierarchical religion#I'm glad that I am respectful enough to not alienate you guys though#I'm glad you're finding something meaningful too#I am an A-A-A-ATHEIST though with a hard ATH#I just never thought I would have so many religious people following along#OH BTW I hope all my Jewish followers are having a meaningful and somber Yom Kippur*#Bone babble#* = edited I'm an idiot
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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The crossover we didn't know we needed. But the one we deserve. HAHAHA I'm really really sorry for this :')
Idk why, but I thought that it'd be funny to see Ide dressed as Patrick.. I don't even understand how I came up with this idea. Well, I hope this art will make someone smile at least :>
Also, I don’t claim to be an artist! I do it for fun :D
I'm actually not even familiar with anatomy, so don't take my work seriously
I love this app because I can publish all sorts of stuff I've got..
And btw, I think it would be sooo cute to see Matsuda dressed as Jean. I love her sm!! ♡ She is the only character I like in this movie. She's so kind and caring. And imho Jean was the only one who had humanity :< (ngl I hoped that Jean would fix Patrick...)
(I'm going to cry in the morning because I had the courage to post this [I already regret it])
#american psycho#patrick bateman#hideki ide#death note#ide hideki#digital art#death note art#anime art#american psycho art#i can't draw#anime memes#christian bale#am i crazy#i'm literally him#crossover#ibispaintx#yes i used my phone for this “masterpiece”#artists on tumblr#anime fanart#american psycho fanart
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"The Bible is so sexist blah blah blah" okay. When it talks about how you can avoid doing stupid things in Proverbs it uses a man in its examples and personifies wisdom as a woman though which I think is pretty funny
#christianity#nevermind all the verses that are literally lauding women and commanding men to honor and respect them and treat them as equals...#nevermind the fact that the first three people to see Jesus after the resurrection were all women...#nevermind the fact that His first convert was a woman...#nevermind the fact that when a woman who'd been caught in adultery was being quite literally attacked and ridiculed by religious leaders#Jesus came and told her she wasn't evil or a failure or worthy of death and He rebuked the men who were attacking her...#He shoved their own issues back in their faces and told them that they had no right to think themselves any better than her#especially since she actually felt and understood the weight of what she'd done and wanted to change and they didn't...#but sure yes go on tell me more about how i'm “oppressed” by this and how God hates women#do you not think He might like women considering... yknow... He made them and included eve in the “beautiful and good” in genesis??#why would He make something He doesn't like...#please note i am not saying this to make fun of men in the slightest bit. that's not the point. i'm making a joke#but i do think the fact that it personifies wisdom as a woman is interesting#like i'm not sayin' y'all need to read it cause it's uh. it's somethin' but song of solomon??#like yeaaahhh i think judging by that one women are intended to be seen as pretty cool and good and whatnot#like i know i talk about “i love my wife”-ism in media but uh. song of solomon takes it to quite another level#anyway!#regarding the “first convert” thing a guy named cornelius is generally accepted as being the first convert#because he was the first to be converted by the time Christianity was actually established as a religion#but if you imagine that the samaritan woman at the well was actually the first non-jewish person to believe in what Jesus said#then she would actually be the first real convert.
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[ID: A tweet thread that reads:
bigolas dickolas wolfwood @/MaskOfBun: love when people into my replies ask me "i want to get into trigun where do i start?" like dude idk. the bible.
el @/eucchabe: start with therapy that's where you'll end up anyway. End ID]
Haven't seen anyone post my favorite reply to this tweet yet so
#i hate making original posts and am terrified of this gaining notes and me getting stolen valor from it#but 'that's where you'll end up anyway' keeps knocking around in my head#was reminded of this by that last post abt trigun christianity references and had to go through my recents to find it gkdkgkkg#question: has anyone else been experiencing an issue with both tumblr dms and original posts#where it won't show you the full contents of your gallery?#i couldn't even retrieve this from the suddenly-disappeared screenshots folder#i had to send it to myself and copy paste on pc#kay talks#my posts#described#described by me#trigun
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praying really calms my nerves a lot <3
#note to self#personal diary#christian girl#i feel at peace#time to maladaptive daydream for an hour then watch asmr and repeat#i am a good person#ive done nothing wrong#positive affirmations#ill be okay#and be less hard on myself with time#babygirl things#confession#tumblr fyp#girlblog ♡#girlcore#coquette girl#coquette community#coquette angel#♡♡♡#mine#soft blog#safe space#my stuff#dollie#follow#pinkcore#kawaiicore#girly blog
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love seeing my non-math mutuals posting about infinity on my dash
#come in! let's discuss infinities! get a hot cup of tea and let me blab about cardinality to you#I saw some discussion about expanding spacetime in the notes and I JUST took a class on that and am happy to ramble about it#making a new post so that I'm not bothering people in the original one#but seriously if you want to talk about infinity please bother me#math#physics#christianity#(because imo this is religion-adjacent)
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had a dream that the BLAME! deep lore was revealed to me and the secret(TM) behind all the characters and the sysadmin was that, except for the humans, every single character was once an angel, all of which were violently expelled from heaven for their failure to protect humanity from itself, and all of whom except the silicon life (who had recreated their memories artificially) did not remember this. but they all reflected what they used to be. it was fucked up. I think Killy was a Domain
#this was all first person btw because for some godforsaken reason i was a character in this story#just a dinky lil human trying to survive This Shit#also i feel it is important to note i am not a fucking christian i had no idea what these names meant#'killy the Domain' 'sanakan the nephilim' okay!! whatever i guess!!#BLAME!
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i was reading these conversations about the japanese embassy in rome and the younglings are reporting to (redacted) about the wonders of europe and they are like in this palace there was a beautiful garden with several fountains decorated with moving statues and the lord says statues don't move and the younglings go on the water makes the statues move in a way that one plays a flute and one seems to dance and one— and the lord is like statues are very much still that's kinda their thing what are you talking about and the boys say it's that wonderful thing the portuguese showed us (a mechanical clock) but with water but let's move on and the lord is like methiks you're talking shit
#i am kinda '(yabushige from shogun voice) i don't care about this christian nonsense' about this in general#like yikes#but it's an interesting reading in its own way#the (redacted) is because in these conversations people are indicated with european names and i haven't done my homework yet as to what the#original names are and prefer not to say something stupid sorry#notes of a countryside dandy
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