#not to be like be nice to me I have a migraine
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picked up a meme from @notthequiettype
Three Ships: Roy/Jamie/Keeley (still, always); Jordan/Virgil; I… nothing is coming to mind... Jack Grealish/gangbanged by City as a group.
First Ship: Riker/Troi, Star Trek: The Next Generation.
Last Song: Zach Bryan and Kacey Musgraves, “I Remember Everything”
Last Movie: I honestly do not remember, I have not watched anything in a million years.
Currently Reading: “Ariane: A Russian Girl” by Claude Anet
Currently Watching: Again, I have lost the ability to do this.
Last Thing I Wrote: An original short story. Fic-wise, “more like a silence,” the Virgil/girl!Jordan
Currently Writing: Umm… the ones with actual chances of getting posted are a Roy/Jamie/Keeley kinky trio ‘verse one that is very soft, a Virgil/Jordan futurefic, and the Virgil/Jordan wingfic. There’s a Rebecca/Jamie I would like to finish for Kinktober but idk if I’ll manage it.
Feel free if you want to play, no tagging.
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I had a clear vision with this one.
I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT’S FUNNY-
Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.
He was done with his bullshit- 💀
#Pizza Tower#TW: Alcohol#I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay#I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER#But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭#But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad-#Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny#I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me-#It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂#And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny#Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad-#He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it.#And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀#I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨#Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great#Peppino#Gustavo#Drunk#Art
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Hiiii it's my very late submission for The Tower. It is silly but I had fun with it, I wanted to convey gaming channel revival/Sims season 2- chaos, destruction, upheaval and all.
Thank u @dnptarot for organizing this and being kind to me about my latency <3
#dnptarot#phan#this is later than expected even bc i got a migraine yesterday and couldn't look at a screen for hours smfh#and sometime later i think ill have to post a screenshot comp of the glitches my art program was putting me thru 😭#had to learn how to operate clip studio paint to finish it#(also i know the dnpgames victory crown looks bad but like. isnt that in the spirit of the thing)#anyway page of wands sooooon#youve all been so nice to me about this piece 😭😭 phannies r too cool
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I am so mentally behind with little tech things on a subconscious level, I was so astounded SSDs are so cheap (if you count like 75+ USD and usually over $100 cheap for this kind of thing) even though I know they are, the one I got was only around $85
Granted, when I was a tween usb drives having 8mb of storage and being easily accessible was impressive, so. the bar is low for me with this
#I have a usb that has 500 gb storage it would blow 11 year old me’s mind#vena vents#not art#the rapid acceleration of tech advancements of the 00s-10s was wild#it was so exciting now it seems like a lot of newer advancements are just kind of boring and not very novel#feelin a bit extra stupid lately though colds and migraines will do that to you#did a covid test and it’s negative so that’s nice
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Me: I'm not sure if my health can withstand a commute. Should I try to go in tomorrow?
Apollo: no
Me: should I plan to work from home?
Apollo: no
Me: ...
Apollo:
Me: migraine?
Apollo: migraine.
#(cue it starting immediately afterwards)#i managed to take some painkillers in time to stave the migraine off but i still felt like shit the next day#so i couldnt have worked regardless#this was monday night (and tbf sunday & monday were *extremely* tiring days. i was falling asleep while crocheting & playing ac#which is rare even considering my fatigue issues)#yes/no divination has been great as a way to consult apollo without pulling out the tarot deck (which is more time consuming and takes#a *lot* more spoons)#the only issue is that when i do the stones or tarot i tend to get on a Divination Kick tm which is. not helpful b/c what am i going to do??#i've already finished asking what i needed to ask???#i should probably funnel that burst of dopamine/hyperfixation into researching different methods actually#gonna add that to the routine#also! working out the kinks with the yes/no method. doing it on my floor? no good. inconsistent results. Feels Bad. Loud#doing it on my bed? wonderful 10/10. very consistent results. Feels Good. not loud#i still do tarot on the floor though b/c having a flat sturdy surface is nice#for reference: my commute is 2-2.5 hrs each way via public transit. the sensory experience drains me *very* fast if im not careful and#we're in Purgatory Weather season where it's *juuust* warm & humid enough to maybe be a problem but isnt one For Sure#*and* the state fair is on so the trains are gonna be packed when im trying to get home#coriander says#helpol#hellenic pagan#hellenic polytheism#apollo#theoi#pagans of tumblr#hellenic community#paganblr
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“everyone who thinks [redacted] is stupid. [redacted] is actually the correct interpretation of the episode” what if i told you they’re both a little bit correct and we’re not in debate club so there’s no adjudicator and you’re just being really boring
#not directed at anything#just cannot stand the amount of 'anyone who thinks x is WRONG'#when it's like. man. people are complicated. adults who grew up with abuse are especially complicated#it's not black or white#several things can be true at once#also it's not that serious#also u can have an interpretation without being condescending about it#sursh.pers#am i the one who is now taking it too seriously? perhaps. but i just woke up with a migraine so u have to be nice to me
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I was buying candles for the graveyard and there was this man trying to find roses and he said something to me about the roses and smiled to me and i smiled to him and i got very happy that this random person shortly included me in his journey to find roses 😭😭😭
#im having a migraine and i was feeling terrible but this encounter really cheered me up#random people being nice to me always hits me like what do u mean im not emitting some kind of a cursed aura all the time??#a cursed aura that signals others how much i dont belong hereeeee
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GODS FUCKING DAMNIT WHY DID MY PARENTS DECIDE THAT A HOUSE LESS THAN 100 FEET AWAY FROM A HIGHWAY WAS A GOOD FUCKING IDEA
#I HAVE A FUCKING MIGRANE AND THE SEMITRUCKS AND MOTORCYCLES AND ASSHOLE BLARING BASE MUSIC SOUND LIKE THEYRE INCHES AWAY FROM MY EARS#IF THE NEIGHBORS START FAILING TO FIX THEIR DAMN BOAT OR BLARING MUSIC AGAIN I WILL TELL MY DAD TO GO SCREAM AT THEM#NORMALLY IM NICE BUT RIGHT NOW MY BRAIN IS TRYING TO KILL ME I DONT HAVE ENERGY FOR THIS BULLSHIT#but for now the neighbors are behaving it’s just the fucking highway I can’t move#FUCK a train better not go by tonight#we also live less than 100 feet from a major railway :)#I don’t know why my parents thought this house was the one to buy but I CANT FUCKING CHANGE THAT NOW CAN I#can’t wait to move out I swear to fuck#this is why I shouldn’t have chronic pain I become murderous when I’m hurting#silently screaming shaking with murderous intent at every little thing that bothers me#reaching for the nearest sharp object#but guess who has chronic pain from scoliosis and collapsed foot arches and neck problems that cause headaches and migraines?#THIS motherfucker right here; THATS who!#maybe I should stop ranting in the tags now and eat my chicken sandwich before the meds wear off#ooohh I should as my mom if it’s a good idea to take my loopy drugs#idk if they’re okay to mix with Tylenol or not#OH MY FUCKING GODS A TRAIN JUSF WENT BY#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL SOMEONE#PROBABLY THE REALATOR WHO SAID THAT THESE TRACKS ARENT OPERATIONAL#anyway as I was saying I dunno if hydroxdezine (probably misspelled that) is okay to mix with Tylenol#but it’s great for when I don’t want to be conscious and rn that’s how I feel#imma stop now#randum thots
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pray for me.
#just sent the chapter to my supervisor. after going mia for two weeks and nit sending him anything.#it's not even the whole thesis#i still have one more chapter to write#which. when will i do this you ask? well. i would be writing it now but i have to go to work in like 4.5 hours.#and last time i went to work ob 2 hours of sleep it ended in a migraine and out of body experience (in a bad way)#so yeah. nap. work. go home. write write write write for the whole night. hopefully finish. if not take a nap. work. go gome. write & finish#unless my supervisor tells me to go fuck myself lol then i won't have ti keep writing :')))#i really hope he writes me back when i'm already at work so i don't have to see his reaction before working#bc i know whatever he writes back it's not gonna be nice#which. understandable. bc i fucked up big time. but also. this guy really knows how to be mean and he likes to be mean#so hopefully i don't burst into tears at work that's what i'm getting at#okay off to sleep good night#hope everyone is doing alright <3#miss you mutuals i promise that when i'm finally free i'll write back to everyone🙏🏻#agnes talking
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Hey y’all! I have family in town right now, and as a general heads up to people who don’t have food allergies/restrictions/stuff like that*: If you want to go out to dinner with someone you know has food allergies*, PLEASE discuss where you’ll go with them before you finalize plans. This message brought to you by my mom inviting all the local members of my family out for barbecue, a thing I cannot have in restaurants because either it uses sauce, which has vinegar in it (and usually so much sauce is used there’s a high risk of cross contamination) or it smokes meat, in which case I can’t breathe. Smells good! Usually tastes good! Very bad for my asthma. *idk where food intolerances fall on this scale? but I couldn’t think of a good catchall term for “cannot eat some foods without bad consequences”
#the person behind the yarn#food mention#allergy mention#I am. kinda sad tbh.#I've told her and told her so many times about the vinegar allergy#it's my worst allergy (well. arguably coconut is worse but my coconut allergy is also dramatic and I can't accidentally eat it)#(and I'd rather cough/wheeze for a few minutes than have migraines extreme nausea and bad tachycardia. Vinegar is worse to me)#(I start wheezing as soon as coconut is in my mouth which makes it extremely easy to not eat it)#the basic rule of thumb for eating in restaurants while allergic to vinegar is: if it has a sauce I can't eat it#tomato based sauces for like pizza and pasta are 50/50 I always have to check#but condiment type sauces pretty much 100% have vinegar in them#I probably would not have gone to the dinner anyway because covid#but still! she didn't even consider it!#and it's perfectly okay for her to not have my list of allergies memorized#all she has to remember is that I HAVE allergies#I do not mind her checking my allergy list! I will happily list what things I am allergic to to pretty much anyone I know!#I am aware that the management of my allergies is on me not on her#but still. it would be nice for my allergies to be a consideration when getting food :(
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aughhhh (clutches my cursed eye.)
#Sorry to vent on tumblr but i have nowhere else to talk right now:#i was doing so good in school but ive taken a steep decline and it feels like everything is Over and i'm failing. its literally just three#classes. all i can do all day is cry and stare at the wall and i dont feel like anything really at anything i do. i dont know what to do an#its killing me. Im gonna do something that lands me on national television. im in pain all day and have a migraine every day and when i don#im busy sobbing the rest of the time. i know its just because its that time of the year but that doesnt really help me at all. im trying my#hardest and it still isnt enough. Wat am i supposed to do. Theyre putting me down tomorrow.#i have not felt this bad in a while and its not Nice and I Dont Like it and I cant pull myself up. i cry as soon as i wake up. Who is#putting me through some matt murdock depressive episode simulator.#i need help but theres nothing anyone can help with and i dont want to be here*#*here meaning the state i live in.#i am so Alone here.#i feel little and stupid
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Many cults dedicated to Namira are known to practice an alchemical variant of corpse medicine, providing treatments that are intense but effective. Though this Daedric Prince and her devotees are largely reviled by wider society, some find their cures unmatched in their usefulness in managing chronic conditions - as long as they don't ask where they came from. Some cults charge a high price for their medicines, while others view it almost as a method of proselytising, considering the satisfaction of bringing outsiders that bit into the fold as payment enough.
#eyy I finally wrote another headcanon post#I was reading about corpse medicine a bit ago. which is FUCKING UNHINGED by the way absolutely recommend learning about it#if that kind of historical tidbit interests you#but it got me thinking about its potential practice in a setting where it could work. like human flesh and hearts are#used as alchemy ingredients in-game. they do have inherent magical/alchemical qualities#maybe ingesting powdered skull WOULD cure your migraines in tamriel. do we have proof that it WOULDN'T?#so then I had this idea#anyway hope you're having a nice day!#tes headcanon#namira#alchemy#the elder scrolls#headcanon post#tes#tesblr#namiira#daedric prince#fay talks
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ive gotten new perfume samples since the only perfume ive found that smells like "me" is either 200$ at lush or a bottle of juniper essential oil, and i dont think ive found my scent yet but holy balls i smell like true love rn. peonies and roses and the tenth date where its official and your happy but sex isnt new or anxious. i smell like pink lingerie.
nature wants what i have, real flowers could never. i smell like hickies and honey.
#i fucking love perfume im way too broke for this hobbie#i need to find one thats like oakmoss juniper birch bark fig leaf apples and jasmine#also im wearing blushing peonies from champagne socialist theyre super affordable and have samples for five bucks#there two more etsy shops i want to buy from cause i feel like perfume from indy or semi indy spyrces is just...better?#less...chemically smelling?#but fuck this perfume mixing with my natural smell?? its so good#i could make someone drunk on me rn#as someone sensitive to scents and easily gets migraines im ...adjusting#but honestly if you're not overdoing it with this perfume its nice and light#i think i prefer solid perfumes and definitely want to make some myself but i like buying 'real' perfume#and ill never be able to afford death and decay again since they dont do solids anymore but im looking for a dupe or a similar one#and cs i think might come pretty close THAT BEINF SAID MYRRH AND THE TONKA BEAN DOES NOT SMELL LIKE MYRRH TO ME ITS NOT WORTH IT#but yeah despite the budding headache definitely a lovely perfume i recommend if you like fem scents#champagne socialist perfume
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Genuinely how some of y'all sound
#If it isn't clear I am making fun of vote bluers#I have genuienly seen people say Russian bots are pretending to be black and brown people to give their posts more credence . lol#Crazy thought for the vote bluers but maybe some people (maybe even AMERICAN people) don't want to vote for a man who supports genocide#Like. There's a chance some people have morals that include “genocide is bad” and that is why they don't want to vote for Biden.#Not evryone you dissagree with can be a Russian Spy lol#If this is incomprehensible it's cause it's really late and I have a migraine btw so be nice to me
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I am, so brain-dead right now. I can feel the headache brewing under my skull and no idea what to do with myself. So far, I (almost) finished one of my presentations and did a small bit for a project, but there's so much more left and yet I barely have the energy to do anything but loiter about in my chair while scrolling on tumblr. Even playing Skyrim feels like too much energy I dont have rn, ughh...
#personal#vent#I wonder if Im actually not overstimulated in some way#from all the researching and studying and whatnot Ive been doing#plus maybe eyestrain from staring at the monitor?#and the weather is out of whack too of course#but at least it rained a bit so its not so stuffy anymore#I think Im gonna draw down my blinds and close myself off in my room#go to bed and just lay down for a while#I can feel a downward mood spiral too which is not nice#and I keep wondering if the fact my periods like 2 months late is fucking me up more than usual#I have no idea but it has me worried ngl#I do have pcos tho so it happens sometimes and Im stressed with finals soo yeah#hopefully nothing worse is going on#on second thought Im gonna go get myself some food Im getting hungry#and then go to bed#maybe this is a migraine coming on#which would be Awful with how much stuff for uni I have left to do#but it wouldnt surprise me smh
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degrading ability to spell, type, and think of appropriate words is a strange indicator of migraine to me that i cannot think too much about because that's scary. but also i guess drs are trained to not show 'that's scary' so they don't freak patients out but i feel like some things could use a bit of 'that's scary' from a medical professional. for me personally.
#this may be the autism but when i talk about stuff like 'i only have energy to leave the house once a week and sometimes i can't#type proficiently because my brain is melted and this was happening most days (pre-migraine treatment)' they are just like#*writes it in the notes*. NO-ONE has been like 'OH that sounds like a challenging thing to deal with! how is that affecting your life?'#and okay that's fine i'll do the bringing of 'how that is affecting my life' so they can appreciate the scale of the issue from my pov but#i guess the validation of a professional would be nice :P and preferably some freaking TIPS OR TREATMENTS.#without me having to do all the leg work. but that's fine. that's okay. i'll do the legwork. i can make things better and i can present#a plan to a dr like 'so here's the info i have how does this treatment plan sound to you' if i must.#i do feel like i am perhaps though. as the one with no medical training. not the best suited for suggesting how to diagnose and deal with#the medical problems though. u know. much to consider.
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