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haven-gum-rockrose · 9 months ago

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going through it lately. and by it? i mean absolutely nothing actually.

#guys i need therapy #not that itll work #it wont #the last one didnt #and the ones before didnt but my mom only let me do one or two session each for those so i dont fault them #its been years tho so maybe?#idfk #i dont really care #i do #i probably do im just tired #yall know what type of tired #ugh i should really keep my vent posts to my vent blog so people dont have to see them #<- has made many vent posts here and actually not used the vent blog in months #my foot just fell asleep #yall lukcy i dont have a gun #i lied about quiting my job btw #something came up and it got complicated #it might turn out good tho #probably not #but if it does i might be able to move out and room with my oldest friend #oldest as in time known #not age (im older by like four months hehe(and like a head shorter but we dont talk about that shh))#but that would also mean rent which means philly will take a lot longer #and also ill have to look for shops in a whole other city so im putting off quiting for another month or two or three maybe #i dont like change. i dont like genuinely regularly thinking 'id rather die' to things that i really do want #tw vent #thats probably important #i dont like decisions #did you guys know Animal Jam got shut down?#i miss my necklace. everything else seems so- not barbaric but maybe unclean. which i guess is appropriate

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reallybadblackoutpoems · 2 years ago

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meditations on first philosophy (1641) - rene descartes

"who give a shit"

#rene descartes #ok #so this is a reference to that post #bc i cant stop saying it #sorry i havent been active #ive been working on an opera #and have been having like p bad health issues #but its ok #learning to crochet a minecraft frog #idk if itll be like any good #whatever life is love anyway #blackout poem #blackout poetry #author #book #poetry

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basalting · 5 months ago

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literally sick with grief that Bruce never got to have a baby

bruce never got to stumble, bleary-eyed in the predawn light to a crib already gently shushing and hold a small, warm body to his chest.

never got to sing a silly song about tying your shoes or help sound out words on a page.

all of bruces babys came to him half grown already, small enough to hide in his shadows but big enough to already dream about stepping out of them

#and now i have to go to work???? as if im not about to have a mental breakdown??????????????#whatever you do dont think about bruce sitting for tea parties and jumping in puddles with his kids itll destroy you #remember me..... farewell......#bruce wayne

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stealingpotatoes · 27 days ago

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heres a crappy venn (??) diagram explaining the dynamics in the tl4j time travel au bc it's easier than trying to write a full plot

#tl4j time travel au #slightly longer ver is cal and ezra have 1. accepted what's happened to them and 2. know tragedy has given them an amazing found family #which they wouldnt have if everything was 'fixed'#and ezra knows from the wbw that changing the past is a Bad idea (which alongside the found family thing cal accepts n agrees w)#but ahsoka cant take her own advice and insists fixing this is Different to the Kanan thing #bc she has not accepted it the same way and her life is soo much more depressing and seeing the live republic reminds her #if she fixed the timeline she'd have her whole family back (bc rn she just has luke) and thered be so much less horrible horrible loss #and luke is the force's specialest boy so he assumes itll all work out great #its basically 'attachments + compassion for those the empire killed' vs 'attachments + acceptance of the world that exists now'#like both 'sides' are going half good jedi ideology and half attachment ig (tho cal n ezra i think have a one-up on jedi-ness of their idea #misc tag #but even tho cal n ahsoka/ ezra n luke have opposed goals theyre the only ones who understand what the other is going thru #so u get fun dynamics as shown by the diagram

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spoopup · 4 months ago

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sharing this gif i made with the class

#everything is fun and games to this guy until hyuna shows up on stage #not giggling anymore are you………………..#alien stage #luka alien stage #alnst #luka alnst #luka #please i have literally been thinking about round 7 all day #ALL DAY #SO MANY THOUGHTS. IN MY BRAIN. MY SMALL BRAIN #EEEEK #frawg post #i tried uploading this to tenor btw idk if itll work

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twstem · 8 months ago

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the girls are fighting and I couldn't be more proud

#i love these two so much #im so glad theyre finally fighting #itll be so good for them #twisted wonderland #twst #twst memes #twisted wonderland memes #twisted wonderland textpost #twst textpost #kalim al asim #jamil viper #twst spoilers #jp spoilers #twst jp spoilers #idk how tk tag spoilers i hope that works

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choccy-milky · 6 months ago

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omianne wip from over a year ago that ill never properly finish (redraw of 'the other father' by mac conner)

#just slapped on some greyscale and a gradient overtop and called it a day.......i just finally want all my wips cleared😩#i dont have a wip folder so i just come across things and then im like ohh yeahhhhhhhhhh.......YOU........🫵🫵🫵#i havent been drawing anything bc im working on my curse-breaker oneshot and i finally finished the outline and its 16.7k words LMAO #gonna try not to stress too much about how well its written/editing since its just a oneshot...so hopefully itll be done soon #and im gonna do a comic to go along with it ofc...any excuse to draw curse-breaker older seb??? YES PLEASE🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️#ominis gaunt #anne sallow #hogwarts legacy #ominis x anne #ominis #choccyart

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oooocleo · 1 month ago

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im definitely still working out how i want to do holiday/trip memory keeping in this traveler's notebook but im so satisfied with this little museum page ft. the favourite pieces i saw there weeps

#cleo talks #traveler's notebook #visual journalling #i suppose?? i havent been writing much in here #ive got a couple of things left to draw/line but then itll be complete and im free to do client work again dfjkgdfgf #me @ the friend i stayed w/ in helsinki every day: umm give me ur trash ? i need that trash for my notebook ? any trash for me 2 collect ?

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cryptic-underground · 30 days ago

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He Used To Be so Bright, Then Life Stole It.

If you squint, you'll see something that alludes to the fic I'm writing. (Which finally has a name, it's: "Ring Around the Pine Tree." Might change it when I ended up posting it, but this is the name I like for now).

I thought of this idea late yesterday night whilst procrastinating writing said fic(still writing Chapter 2, smh(it's like 5k words so far compared to other chapters mere 1k combined)). And I kept thinking about a certain sentence I wrote, then I spiraled. Drew all the sketches the same night, did all the line art upon waking up, and then spent like 4-5 hours colouring and shading them all in ONE SITTING. Without moving from where I was sitting the whole time. I almost postponed the last one for tomorrow because I really wasn't feeling colouring Ford, but then the dark part of my brain was like "what it's just one more and then you're done the whole thing! Then you can do other stuff tomorrow without having one more unfinished drawing sitting around."

So I blacked out, and he was done. The frustrating part was saving all the pngs because I'm insane and did this all on one canva, meaning I kept forgetting to both turn on certain layers as well as turn others off. (I had to resave certain ones multiple times, it was a NIGHTMARE).

The full images because I worked too hard on them for them to be seen for just a second: