#not that itll work
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going through it lately. and by it? i mean absolutely nothing actually.
#guys i need therapy#not that itll work#it wont#the last one didnt#and the ones before didnt but my mom only let me do one or two session each for those so i dont fault them#its been years tho so maybe?#idfk#i dont really care#i do#i probably do im just tired#yall know what type of tired#ugh i should really keep my vent posts to my vent blog so people dont have to see them#<- has made many vent posts here and actually not used the vent blog in months#my foot just fell asleep#yall lukcy i dont have a gun#i lied about quiting my job btw#something came up and it got complicated#it might turn out good tho#probably not#but if it does i might be able to move out and room with my oldest friend#oldest as in time known#not age (im older by like four months hehe(and like a head shorter but we dont talk about that shh))#but that would also mean rent which means philly will take a lot longer#and also ill have to look for shops in a whole other city so im putting off quiting for another month or two or three maybe#i dont like change. i dont like genuinely regularly thinking 'id rather die' to things that i really do want#tw vent#thats probably important#i dont like decisions#did you guys know Animal Jam got shut down?#i miss my necklace. everything else seems so- not barbaric but maybe unclean. which i guess is appropriate
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meditations on first philosophy (1641) - rene descartes
"who give a shit"
#rene descartes#ok#so this is a reference to that post#bc i cant stop saying it#sorry i havent been active#ive been working on an opera#and have been having like p bad health issues#but its ok#learning to crochet a minecraft frog#idk if itll be like any good#whatever life is love anyway#blackout poem#blackout poetry#author#book#poetry
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literally sick with grief that Bruce never got to have a baby
bruce never got to stumble, bleary-eyed in the predawn light to a crib already gently shushing and hold a small, warm body to his chest.
never got to sing a silly song about tying your shoes or help sound out words on a page.
all of bruces babys came to him half grown already, small enough to hide in his shadows but big enough to already dream about stepping out of them
#and now i have to go to work???? as if im not about to have a mental breakdown??????????????#whatever you do dont think about bruce sitting for tea parties and jumping in puddles with his kids itll destroy you#remember me..... farewell......#bruce wayne
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A Leap of Faith
EDIT: I added the upside-down version under the cut :P
#adding a tag to let yall know this is me#tumblr probably wrecked the quality but whatevs lol#hiccup haddock#httyd#inspired by spiderverse lol#I was gonna do it upside down but nah#how to train your dragon#toothless httyd#still working on how to draw toothless lol#he is so hard why#httyd 2#toothless and hiccup#hiccup how to train your dragon#dont look too close shhh#man I love doing landscape things like this#scroll real fast and itll look like they are falling XD#eatmilksart#fun fact: I was originally going to draw this in full daylight like the scene in the movie#but then I decided to go with sunrise because I could make it look like fire#and it would be like Hiccup falling into the fire during the fight with the Red Death#but this time willingly because he KNOWS Toothless got him#he doesnt even look back at his dragon because he knows hes there#so its kinda like miles trusting his powers in spiderverse#Toothless will always catch him.#A leap of faith :P
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heres a crappy venn (??) diagram explaining the dynamics in the tl4j time travel au bc it's easier than trying to write a full plot
#tl4j time travel au#slightly longer ver is cal and ezra have 1. accepted what's happened to them and 2. know tragedy has given them an amazing found family#which they wouldnt have if everything was 'fixed'#and ezra knows from the wbw that changing the past is a Bad idea (which alongside the found family thing cal accepts n agrees w)#but ahsoka cant take her own advice and insists fixing this is Different to the Kanan thing#bc she has not accepted it the same way and her life is soo much more depressing and seeing the live republic reminds her#if she fixed the timeline she'd have her whole family back (bc rn she just has luke) and thered be so much less horrible horrible loss#and luke is the force's specialest boy so he assumes itll all work out great#its basically 'attachments + compassion for those the empire killed' vs 'attachments + acceptance of the world that exists now'#like both 'sides' are going half good jedi ideology and half attachment ig (tho cal n ezra i think have a one-up on jedi-ness of their idea#misc tag#but even tho cal n ahsoka/ ezra n luke have opposed goals theyre the only ones who understand what the other is going thru#so u get fun dynamics as shown by the diagram
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sharing this gif i made with the class
#everything is fun and games to this guy until hyuna shows up on stage#not giggling anymore are you………………..#alien stage#luka alien stage#alnst#luka alnst#luka#please i have literally been thinking about round 7 all day#ALL DAY#SO MANY THOUGHTS. IN MY BRAIN. MY SMALL BRAIN#EEEEK#frawg post#i tried uploading this to tenor btw idk if itll work
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the girls are fighting and I couldn't be more proud
#i love these two so much#im so glad theyre finally fighting#itll be so good for them#twisted wonderland#twst#twst memes#twisted wonderland memes#twisted wonderland textpost#twst textpost#kalim al asim#jamil viper#twst spoilers#jp spoilers#twst jp spoilers#idk how tk tag spoilers i hope that works
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He Used To Be so Bright, Then Life Stole It.
If you squint, you'll see something that alludes to the fic I'm writing. (Which finally has a name, it's: "Ring Around the Pine Tree." Might change it when I ended up posting it, but this is the name I like for now).
I thought of this idea late yesterday night whilst procrastinating writing said fic(still writing Chapter 2, smh(it's like 5k words so far compared to other chapters mere 1k combined)). And I kept thinking about a certain sentence I wrote, then I spiraled. Drew all the sketches the same night, did all the line art upon waking up, and then spent like 4-5 hours colouring and shading them all in ONE SITTING. Without moving from where I was sitting the whole time. I almost postponed the last one for tomorrow because I really wasn't feeling colouring Ford, but then the dark part of my brain was like "what it's just one more and then you're done the whole thing! Then you can do other stuff tomorrow without having one more unfinished drawing sitting around."
So I blacked out, and he was done. The frustrating part was saving all the pngs because I'm insane and did this all on one canva, meaning I kept forgetting to both turn on certain layers as well as turn others off. (I had to resave certain ones multiple times, it was a NIGHTMARE).
The full images because I worked too hard on them for them to be seen for just a second:
#still leaving crumbs about this unfinished fic I'm still working on#its a struggle fighting the urge to scream everything from the heavens#but itll be worth it when everything is written and i can freely share both the art and chapters#would love to hear your thoughts or speculations#esp now that the fic has a name hehe#gravity falls#gravity falls au#gravity falls fanart#young stanley#mullet stan#stanley pines#gravity falls stanley#stanford pines#young stanford pines#gravity falls stanford#gf#gf fanart#gf au#gravity falls fic#cryptic art#cryptic underground#my art#teen stan#80s ford#80s stan#stan twins#stangst#young stan twins#lumberjack stan au#ring-around the pine tree
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omianne wip from over a year ago that ill never properly finish (redraw of 'the other father' by mac conner)
#just slapped on some greyscale and a gradient overtop and called it a day.......i just finally want all my wips cleared😩#i dont have a wip folder so i just come across things and then im like ohh yeahhhhhhhhhh.......YOU........🫵🫵🫵#i havent been drawing anything bc im working on my curse-breaker oneshot and i finally finished the outline and its 16.7k words LMAO#gonna try not to stress too much about how well its written/editing since its just a oneshot...so hopefully itll be done soon#and im gonna do a comic to go along with it ofc...any excuse to draw curse-breaker older seb??? YES PLEASE🧎♀️🧎♀️#ominis gaunt#anne sallow#hogwarts legacy#ominis x anne#ominis#choccyart
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Hi! I just wanted to know if in the following days to come if mychael would follow more intense Yandere traits or instead mellow more out?
Hello! I feel like I ramble a bit here for such a simple question, but for those interested, spoilers under cut!
I've teased in asks before he will get intense as the story progresses, though for the sake of managing expectations, don't expect him to go all out just because it's Day 4.
Initially, I've considered multiple routes and endings for the next update, and by endings I mean True Bad Endings, but I might push them back so the pacing of the story doesn't feel jarring. Plus it lightens my load of writing multiple branches, something I always wanna avoid so I don't complicate things for myself.
I just feel that between the five sundowns after they separated at the end of Day 3 it'd be enough time for him to sort through his thoughts and come to a conclusion on how he feels. Nothing drastic, but there's definitely something that changed in him if that makes sense.
So while he's not fully unhinged (the door still functions so to speak), he's definitely growing loose,,,, I started out with the intent of writing a slow burn and I'd be remiss if I mess that up!
#mushroom oasis vn#mychael ask#bts#cheea chatter#light spoilers#i took a while to answer this because initially i wasnt sure how far i should crank it up writing Day 4 and 5#but then again i promised a slow burn#im sorry to make yall wait for actual yandere!Mychael but I just feel like that tipping point would be so worth it with a bit more buildup#so while the changes may be subtle you never know what itll take for things to crack and fall apart#and hey more content for you guys in future days! //sweats as i realize that's more work for me too but IM BEING PASSIONATE ABOUT IT
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im definitely still working out how i want to do holiday/trip memory keeping in this traveler's notebook but im so satisfied with this little museum page ft. the favourite pieces i saw there weeps
#cleo talks#traveler's notebook#visual journalling#i suppose?? i havent been writing much in here#ive got a couple of things left to draw/line but then itll be complete and im free to do client work again dfjkgdfgf#me @ the friend i stayed w/ in helsinki every day: umm give me ur trash ? i need that trash for my notebook ? any trash for me 2 collect ?
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VAL for saint VAL(entine)'s day
#🐉#unequivocally not my best work but im so burnt out from writing fic about her that itll have to do for today#drawing this made me emotional which is all that matters#the silt verses#VAL thesiltverses#jart
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ALL ABOARD THE CLOWN CAR HOONK HOOOONKKKK
#THE SILLY!!#ive needed to draw them since episode 1 but i just didnt have time BUT I HAD A SMALLLLLL SMALL SPARK OF INSPO#SO I RAN WITH IT!!!#so thats why this is like so so messy but what else is new with me#IN LOVE with the clown aesthetic 10 outta 10 no notes#dont ask me how this fit works i dont know either ITLL BE BETTER NEXT TIME!!#speaking of fits thank you other people whove drawn misadventures shubble im LOVING ur interpretations#ew i have to tag it now GRROOOSSSSSS#shubble#misadventures#misadventures smp#misadventures smp fanart#whatever thats all i need YYYAAAYYERS!#eloscoredraws
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ngry
#karkat vantas#homestuck#art#my art#homestuck fanart#last drawing of the night#wish i could do more but#itll have 2 wait#posting 2 stop myself from working on it more lol....#this drawing session has enlightened me 2 the power of basic round bursh...#all these have been one layerdrawings#its a pretty fun process#gonna have 2 try iy out in photoshop 2 at some point
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the brainrot won
#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff#i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think#ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to#umm. tags.#new life smp#smallishbeans#mythical sausage#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#inthelittlewood#my art#sketch
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Darkfes Akito the type of guy to ask, anyone gonna take a bite outa that flower? and not wait for an answer.
#i hate that their 2nd and 4th anni cards match#its horrid#i hate gay people#also im working on the DTIYS still its just giving me issues also ive been rly ill#:)#itll be finished soon tho#tomisonline#fanart#art#project sekai#my art#shitpost#prsk#akitoya#akito shinonome#toya aoyagi#vbs#vivid bad squad#vbs akito#vbs toya#touya aoyagi
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