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theyre destroying that terrible person i hate on youtube this week
#again#not terrible in a small way i mean#ruining lives for undeserved reasons in underhanded ways to feed their own ego and its all crumbling down#the fact that it was creepshowart the first time and now its hopeless peaches the once pals#yes the lore is extensive#very cruel abusive people tho like actually and I need to see them lose their image built on agony and falsehoods#for closure heehee#you could call it 'cancel culture' I call it when gaston leads the hoard to get what he wants for SO long he gets thrown off a bridge#and its a good song we love that part
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shannon i don’t think he wants to be home for the holidays. in fact he’ll probably run farther away. somehow
#to be clear i do understand what she meant by that sentence#i just thought it was a hilarious way to put it#kotlc#on a somewhat related note i’m now picturing keefe as the star of a hallmark movie. the kind where they go back to their small towns-#-for the holidays and find the true meaning of christmas or whatever#also enjoy my terrible blacking out of the second half. the joke didn’t work with it in
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it's weird to me that online content on foraging and camp/ bushcraft cooking never seem to overlap, at least not that I've ever found?? foraging recipes are always like 'wild mushroom risotto with chardonnay and arborio rice' and bushcraft cooking is always like 'first, unpack your ribeye you brought from home--' like what is going on here, surely 'guy who wants to camp out and cook over a fire' and 'guy who wants to eat some plants they found in the woods' cannot be completely separate venn diagram circles
#I mean it's clearly not because I Am The Guy#it's just weird that there's no content like this that I've ever seen#you get catch-and-cook for mostly just fishing but sometimes other animals#which is great but a) incomplete b) nearly useless to me as someone who doesn't hunt and is TERRIBLE at fishing#and like. yeah I am not an idiot I know I could blanch and saute greens over a fire without needing my hand held about it#but I would still enjoy it as content? if that makes sense?#one of the myriad ways that dungeon meshi appeals to me personally#is the (apparently EXTREMELY niche) fantasy of 'what if foraged survival cooking was also like. good.'#what can I make with cattails 'well you can take them home and--' what can I make WHERE I FOUND THEM#'you can dry and pound the roots into a starchy survival flour' you are killing me. I'm begging you to consider a midpoint#where I am not in my home kitchen but I'm also not starving to death and have a very small and basic pantry with me#this is one of those things that I'm 'be the change' levels of annoyed about#but I'm not confident in my ability to make good videos lol#about me
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the dark evil wizards have afflicted me with a hyperspecific interpretation of killuas "moral conflict" which leaves a lot of fan content that tries to engage with it unsatisfying. a wicked and foul hex indeed
#sometimes i feel mean for it too bc like on the surface whenever i try to articulate it. it feels like a Less Charitable reading of him#yk#but like im just being fr. i think people think killua gaf abt murder more than he rlly does. its why i cant get into the 99 version of him#& when i say that i mean the whole. feeling megaguilt over killing ppl and thinking Thats the reason why hes a terrible person#like thats his previous job. may as well have been a 9-5 he dont care. the self-hatred comes from ingroup trait prescription#the zoldycks manipulation is mostly about isolation & control so a lotta killuas issues are with social categorization and feeling powerful#at least to me yk its wayyy more about like. how the outgroup perceives him. more than any moral gripe with killing#he hates the alienation it makes him feel small and out of control. the only way he knew how to regain power was thru violence#and he re-encounters this issue when the needle starts acting up in front of ppl he cant just step on & violence stops even being an Option#most of killuas growth is learning that there are Other Options. other things that can & will make him feel better & wont get him shunned#likeeee this is most of why he likes gon so much at first. bc gon dont rlly gaf in a way that makes him part of the defined outgroup either#therefore he was super accessible to killua when he hadnt yet understood that making friends kinda means hes gonna have to conform a little#very little kid way of thinking. which works out cuz hes 11 lmfao#heliichats
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I love psychology actually
but doesn’t mean I have to love everything done in that field or even see it as good or ethical
or assume everything done under that label is well thought out
#Vio’s Personal#The mind is super cool and trying to unweave some of that web to find cause and effect is cool#But the history of the field should make it Very Clear not to mindlessly believe everything in it#Just look what is being discussed about depression meds right now#And I SUPER do not agree with some of the changes they’ve made to the definitions of things#I used to pay more attention so idk what else has happened more recently either but#I also don’t think taking the whole concept of studying brain and cause/effect relationships in this stuff#And treatment options for distressed people should all be thrown out either#I think psychologists and all the rest should be given healthy doses of skepticism in their advice/findings#But research and stuff doesn’t need to be the dumpsterfire it’s gotten to be#I can be like ‘wow my doctor is so terrible and I have no way to access good ones’ without being like#‘I think we should stop researching cures for diseases and advancements in surgeries etc’#And the example is small but I mean it on a general scale#Fun trivia: originally fam was in Charismatic church so there are a lot of things I am very T-T about not being viewed as needing Treatment#‘Vio what is this post about it’s all over’ It’s about everything. Call it Si
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First notif i see after getting out of the shower i forced myself to take:
Button's (the poetry group, not the pirate lol. tho i would happily be a part of his poetry group too) chapbook contest opens up in November
do i dare dream and try to put together another chapbook again
#text post#my poetry has felt so shit to me i haven't even been writing any of it down#but if i win even third spot i believe there's a small cash prize and christ that would help a lot#never mind making first and having my work published and sold and getting a few pennies here and there from that#I don't dare dream THAT big not after the last time i submitted lmaooooo#i just don't think anyone really needs/wants to hear my voice in that creative sphere rn#so it feels like im barging in and talking over other poets who deserve the prizes/space more than me#and i don't want to do that to anyone bc I'd feel terrible if the shoe was on the other foot so#maybe I'll jot a few down if they pass my personal muster but I'll wait and see re: actually formatting a full chapbook again#as it happens i could figure out a way to just. sell the prior one myself#maybe gumroad with a pay what you want page for it#that way no one has to risk money on poems they might not like unless they REALLY want to ya know?#idk idk my brain is so mad at me rn and like. i was literally just sitting there wtf#i mean i know wtf im mentally ill this is what happens to me time and time again but also. wtf ☹️
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okay i'll seriously stop now (just a maybe) anyways please get into milgram listen the songs watch the mvs and all! <3
but just to ramble a bit: fuuta really is. so similar to the viewers/es
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚#he's a twt user and kinda chronically online LMAOOO okay but to be serious. he doesn't really realize the#real world consequences of his actions until it's too late. and in the mv he so obviously shows regret and all#there's a scene where he's looking at his self from before doing the spraypaint again and tbh yeah dudes sadistic w that kinda thing#sadistic but in sort of a good way in a sense that he wants to deliver justice. but then things escalate too far as well#<- probably starts calling out people for the smallest things. not anymore about justice#or it still is about justice but even in the littlest of things... anyways yeah he likely starts it but then the others r the ones#who put more flame to the fire. i think he has problems w attention too so this kinda yk. makes him feel seen... or idk how to phrase it#bcs dude spends most of his time online right? the whole gaming thing might be an escape from reality in that he#likely doesn't have much friends if any at all (he also doesn't really get along w anyone in the prison. but i think he is a good person bc#he cares for haruka bcs hes younger). hmm. fuuta knows what's the deal with milgram#anyways yeah i think it is all just so interesting. he's definitely regretful and feels guilty and also... he's hinted at stuff#uhm. worrying. stuff. if yeah? idk how to phrase it but i think it is safest to really vote him innocent (also he deserves it imo)#he still needs to improve w some stuff but then again i dont think we should be Extremely Harsh#yk scruntinizing everything. voting him guilty again for a 'small' yk. not that what hes doing is negligible but i mean that he's#starting to improve (even if his... mental state is getting worse it seems) and it feels wrong and is exactly what he calls out#es/the viewers for if we vote him guilty for the smallest of mistakes/injustices even when he's yk. getting 'better'#sorry for terrible explanations here i hope it makes sense oml#i dont think fuuta meant anything bad fr. and then the drama audio w es like... agh wait im putting that aside for now bcs goddamn#i think there's smth to do w. Pressure. ofc. duh. LMFAO. maybe peer pressure to join in the cyberbullying#he likely didnt mean for it to escalate but maybe he started losing himself in it all w a sort of hero complex#ahhh trying to tie together stuff from the 1st trial and 2nd trial is complicated bcs the two have similar but different themes
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Made a character ai of Zeki and she's too nice idk how to make her meaner 😭
Like she talks about how she loves her crew and sees them as family and I'm like SHE DONT GIVE A FUCK BOUT THOSE BITCHES!!! Maybe a few she sees as friends but most of them are hired on she don't give a fuck!!!
#she has issues with developing attachments to people that are super close to her#aint no way she cares about some rando shes paying to help her steal shit#if they die less money she had to pay yk?#she actually has a pretty small crew bc she has a really bad reputation#only really desperate or unaware people join her#i need her to be more cringe fail mean terrible awful 😭💔#monnie rambles
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#AM i planning an animatic thats way too long annd bc of that ii will probably never finish it? yeas<3#im rllly thinking about it tho... i mean idk itd be rlly fun to do#and since its for piece of media that has a small fanbase and isnt as well known i wont feel like pressured to post it asap#cn just work on it or whatevr:)#i still want to finish the addams family animatic i have that one thumbnailed out or w/e but i just rlly dont want to draw stairs#like at all#and unfortunately i NEED to draw stairs for a specific shot. and its from an upward angle so perspective comes into play like#awful . terrible#anyway theres no complicated backgrounds for this animatic! juist clouds and sky. ezpz#frank.txt#sometimes i just create stuff and never post it. just a littl thing for me:) but i might want 2 actually finish and post this idea
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Every time I see anything about Europeans not having screens on their windows I remember that one post “this is why you got the plague”. I cannot read anything about Europe and window screens without remembering that post, and honestly, I am still confused as to why people there don’t have screens
#emma posts#around here if you had no screens you’d be getting west Nile and shit just because you wanted some nighttime summer breeze#even without west Nile I don’t want more mosquitoe bites than necessary#plenty of other stuff would get in too. but you would be in mosquitoe hell#how do you guys live with biting stuff getting in your house? with flies getting in your kitchen?#it only happens here if someone leaves the door open too long or they have the lights on when they open the door at night#I mean. flies get in when it starts to get cold. but it would be way worse without window screens#and I’m pretty sure mosquitoes don’t know flies’ mysterious secrets for getting through small openings#at least most flies that get in houses don’t bite#if you leave the door open and a horse fly or deer fly gets in it’s shitty#those fuckers bite#and ticks! They usually don’t get right next to your house. but that depends on what’s around your house#and mosquitoe bites itch for DAYS#how are you guys not just getting diseases and unpleasant bites in your sleep?#and what happens if a bird accidentally flies into your living room?#if that ever happens here there’s a lot of panicking between both the bird and the humans#and I love bats but you really don’t want them getting in your house and that would just make it easier#I love them a lot but they are very good at carrying diseases. they are built different when it comes to immune systems in mammals#and if you leave your window open at night and don’t have some dog to scare them off you know raccoons would be all over your kitchen#and mice and rats too. maybe squirrels. rodents get in sometimes other ways but that’s just opening the door for them like welcome guests#if they aren’t pets then you probably don’t want them there especially for sanitary reasons#and bugs that like to eat your food!#I like animals but a lot of them aren’t great in your house#and when mice have gotten into my family’s house and realized that there were multiple cats they would just hide somewhere out of reach#until they died. even with live traps around they didn’t always move from their hiding spots out of fear#it has to be a terrible way to go. I feel bad for them#more would end up dying that way or from the cats eating them if they could just wander in through open windows. often when they do get#inside it’s because a crack formed somewhere in the window insulation#and your cat could just yet themselves off the second floor or higher. one time I had the screen off for something and my cat wandered onto#the roof and only came back in when he noticed I was panicking
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the mixture of "body has always hurt and heart has always been a little too fast with exercise" and "quarantine which meant i didnt go anywhere or do anything" and "my friends are all in college so i dont have anyone to hang out with and i Hate being Outside Alone" and "mentally illness" and "its been a really hot summer and the heat makes me feel like im gonna keel over and die on the sidewalk" has really ravaged my body. but they dont know. i dont know how to start slow about it like the people say
#yes. i could go for a walk. the safest place to walk near me is a giant hill that everyone who's walked it with me says it sucks#the ground is uneven and steep which means my effed up calves get sooooo upset so much faster#also errmmm. cant wear my binder because ill Die but cant Not wear my binder bc im out in public and ill Die#and everytime i go “ok ill just walk a really little bit” i end up walking way more then a little bit#do not let the guy with a power-thru-the-pain-as-punishment mindset go for a walk he will push himself too much and then#badda bing badda boom. 3 days of terrible pain and exhaustion#they dont know ive never been athletic and its always hurt so getting thru gym did create such a mindset about it#but i cant say the pain is particularly motivating#in fact id say it does the opposite#WHATEVRR!!!!!!!!#when it stops being 90 degrees (ALMOST IN OCTOBER BTW) itll all be fine at least then i wont pass out#i just need 70 degrees#i need 70 degrees so bad#anyways. idk maybe itll get better when i get a car and i can drive to a park or something#ive grown up being told this area isnt safe + had some Very vivid nightmares sooo. as u can imagine#definitely dont have it in me to take full care of a dog and i would get No Help with it + we have a cat + we live in a small space#but imagine if i had a dog to walk. thatd probably be awesome#i wouldnt be alone#the only person im around is my dad dawg and he cant walk very much either
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Me when I eat lead paint
Also a lot, and I mean a lot of people supporting Palestine aren't overprivileged (in fact many against it are powerful figures- look at how many rich celebrities are anti Palestine). Genocidal bootlickers write off supporters as upper middle class whiny little white kids when so many aren't- not to mention there's a strong history of black and Palestinian solidarity. Malcolm X was a well known supporter of Palestine in the civil rights era and personally visited Gaza, and also met with the The Palestinian Liberation Organization. Black activists supported Palestine so to continuously write off supporters as bratty stupid white kids hopping on a trend erases that history. Which is what colonialism is best for, hence the unity in anti colonialism and anti racism. It matters to me for the same reasons it mattered to my ancestors and relatives. Not that it needs to- plenty of people can be decent without those historical ties. But to reduce it to a trend and erase that history is deplorable and very much racist. These communities have a strong historical solidarity
Many poc know the immense weight of the racist reblogs in most posts like this (its even in the reblogs here and its not like op cares to comment on it so i can only imagine they agree. i wouldn't be silent on that shit idk) calling Arabs things like goat/donkey fuckers- which is how all of you sound btw. And you can't go "oh they're just saying that about Hamas!" because where are they getting that generalization from? Pretty sure it's the racist stereotype that Arabs all partake in bestiality. And there's also a lot of weight in calling them things like animals, children of darkness, beasts, and savages, more weight than some realize.
Painting a group as sexually predatory and deviant to dehumanize them is something very often used to justify killing them. Gay people, trans people, black people, Native Americans. Maybe you don't think about the claims of black people being "super predators", don't think about people like Emmett Till or events like the Duluth lynchings when you hear that kind of shit and see that image painted of a people, plenty of us do though. The language we hear every day by people on this side of history is language we've never heard from people on the good side of history. Never.
Do the good guys use words like savages? Goat/donkey fuckers, beasts, animals, people of darkness, inhuman, monkeys, sand people (or sand n*ggers if you're feeling spicy), pigs, bloodthirsty, collateral damage (in reference to human lives)? You got anything like that for me written by the good guys in history? The ones that weren't the oppressors and aggressors? Did the oppressed need to "defend" themselves by committing crimes against humanity?
The justifications for occupying Gaza and the actions taken against innocents mirror stories I've heard passed down from formerly enslaved family members during WW2. How Hitler and other figures spoke of them, treated them, dehumanized them, assaulted them, tortured them, exterminated them. The atrocities I see coming out of Gaza are often similar to events I've heard out of the mouths of people who survived genocides. So yeah it's not like there aren't white people who also see what's going on and can't help but think back to injustices their people have faced. So again even though it's not like that generational trauma is required, you can't generalize white supporters as all performative or stupid. And plenty of Jewish people recognize what genocide looks like for obvious reasons and stand by Palestine
Also if protesting were pointless they wouldn't be trying to illegalize boycotting businesses! They're shitting their britches actually! Look at all the Starbucks closing down and all their new "holiday deals". Look at the prices of Squishmallows right now. Public protests get a lot of coverage and show just how many people strongly advocate for the liberation. People on your side of history are no different from the people who have told my people (from multiple lineages) to shut up, obey, be good, accept the lynchings and the injustice and the slavery, they're all bad and all the oppressors are doing is putting them in their place and/or defending themselves against animals. Savages unworthy of dignity
You also can't dismiss all criticism of the Israeli government's actions against Palestine as antisemitism. Any government deemed exempt from criticism deserves the most criticism. You can't dismiss criticism as if it's all coming from a place of ignorance, ignoring the context of so many people's advocacy. I don't support Palestine for followers or praise or whatever, just the right thing to do. When I see what's happening I do this crazy radical thing called having some fucking humanity. Try it sometime, it's free
I'd make sure another October 7th doesn't happen by not occupying Palestine anymore, personally
#genocide bad. did you consider this?#i mean what does one expect from a tumblr user who reblogs a video of someone eating a small dessert food in a car#to prove that gaza isn't starving? No verification that this man is a resident or that this was filmed in Gaza#you sound like the type of person to accuse poor people of lying about being poor or homeless or needing government aid#because they own a fridge or a phone or drink coffee#also a couple of days ago i witnessed just how different it is for groups of people hearing something less directly derogatory#like someone calling someone something that could be seen as innocent and the way 2 different people can have such different reactions#not because one's a sensitive snowflake but because of the history of that kind of language#imagine someone pinches a baby's cheeks and says “aw who's my cute little monkey”.#a lot of white people don't clock that or at least not immediately. black people it's often immediate fight or flight#particularly if that baby is black and the person saying it isn't. someone who is black probably wouldn't even think to say it#indigenous americans were often called savages and animals and made out as rapists and animal fuckers and all sorts of terrible things#constant justification for constant attacks on the innocent by dehumanizing and calling them animals isn't new
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My last post on this didn’t get a ton of traction so I’m trying again. The latest budget proposal for NYC includes a $58.3 million cut to public libraries.
Previous cuts forced NYC public libraries to close on Sundays, and this further round of cuts would likely force libraries to end weekend service entirely. Additionally, it would mean further cuts to programming and the indefinite delay of reopening libraries that have been closed for renovation, which would leave entire neighborhoods without a library.
There is a preliminary budget hearing on May 21, and until then libraries are asking people to sign a letter here to urge the mayor’s office and city council to reverse the cuts.
I know things are terrible in a lot of ways right now and people probably feel overwhelmed and burnt out, but signing this letter (or reblogging this post) is a small, quick, concrete way to make a difference.
#public libraries#libraries#new york public library#nypl#queens public library#brooklyn public library#nyc
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#not really whatever#but theres litwrally nothing i can say or do#except live with the fact that apparently the worst thing i could possibly do is just small potatos!#because i suck mwah god bless and iiiii cant healthily express emotions!! wow 🤩#fuck me dude i mean i could move to like alaska or like#somewhere#i could just leave#but over these small potatoes?#id be a coward#unfortunately i have to face#all of this#‘where donyou get the authority and how dare you’ and all that#ive been feeling my oats and being a dick head!#god bless i am a terrible person and cetera 😍#and i love to be the victim and feel bad for myself because otherwise !!!#uh oh!! because i simply dont want to know that i have hurt someone and done some thing wrong#god bless i love it when my estimation falls in the eyes of others#i love doing things wrong and letting my emotions and my anger and my ego get the better of me#i love hurting my friends!!#awesomesauce#i cant even wish for death because thats a cowards way out#and of course i am not a coward and have never behaved with cowardice once in my life 😎
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Susan's what if scene in s6e11 makes so absolutely sick, nauseous and angry.
#desperate housewives#i know everyone's gonna reply to this that it's just normal fatphobic 2000s shit#but it pissed me off in particular right now#this woman has been getting on everyone's nerve about how mike is her soulmate and they are drawn to each other and meant for each other et#and i mean ok i get it i dont need to like her plot lines i can tolerate this bullshit#but her part in this episode was basically just: in this timeline mike wont fall in love with u. cuz ur fat#i know the message was suppossed to be bc susan couldnt really stand up for herself and give up life without karl#and in the end she realizes that as she sees how mike is happily married (?) with a baby coming#but the way it is visually told its just saying that susan still falls for mike#and he doesnt fall for her and the way he plays it its clearly because of her wait#*weight#let alone the fact how terribly that was made with the fat suit and the exaggerated way her face was made bigger#fuck you whoever did that#also the choice of putting her in way too tiny clothes to make it more obvioud that she's... well fat#she fat hahaha dont you see it?? he clothes are waaayyy too small and she us wearing flat shies instead of highheeld bc she's FAT AND UNSEX#fuck you 2000s fatphobia#this was longer that i intended it to be#tw fatphobia#cant believe a ranted about a desperate housewives episode on tumblr
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I'm sorry I don't get why it matters if my team dusts the tops of the platforms the orchids sit on when no one can see the tops of the platforms unless they're stupidly tall, and especially when the stupid floor polishers and general maintenance literally push dust and dirt and debris down from the Cafe area onto those platforms every single day. 'It should be easy to do' okay then, you do it then. I said 'we're trying' because it is impossible to keep up with bc if we haven't done that day's dusting yet when store leadership get step stools and peer at the platform tops to see if we've cleaned they obvs will look dirty, and bc ive either been out sick, doing inventory, or HELPING YOUR DEPARTMENT for the past 2 weeks. Sorry yeah I have '3 full time tms' in floral but even when all 3 of us are here u don't LET ME HAVE ALL 3 OF US! And if a day is me and one tm, and I'm sick/unable to come in,then it's just the one tm doing everything, or if they call out and it's just me, etc - how is one person supposed to do EVERYTHING and Not go overtime or take their break late??? Ffs. And again, recently I've been in produce more often than floral. Yeah 'helping' ok but if I said we couldn't bc we have to dust the p.o.p areas u'd be annoyed to say the least..........
#wish id called out today. i dont feel well (cramps+what happened last night) but came in anyway bc i wanted to do my job and all i get are#'sorry cant help' and then u have time to criticize me and my team anyway like.#and pointing out that we only do 1500/day at most in sales usually like ....okay. and???#why does that matter?#is it a small department? yes. does that mean the work is easy? no#I'm angry at myself for not job hunting months ago tbh#bc its easy to say I'll just stay and switch to their health insurance come my bday and itll b fine#but itll be harder to leave then. and I'll have way more anxiety abt losing my job/getting fired once i Need it#but its a bad time rn to job hunt#between dental stuff and gastro problems and anxiety and depression#plus dad's situation#and im terrible at interviews. its literally the main obstacle for me getting a different job imo#but I'm tired of being expected to work miracles#also yes its dumb that this is over some dusting but it is Not easy bc u cant just dust.#even if we do it every day the stuff that falls on the surfaces is not always easily removed
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