#not sure if that counts as a sys thing tho?

[k3yreviewer25]

possible system things that are funnier in retrospect:

when i was a kid, i had really really vivid imaginary friends. like, vivid to the point where they were constant and often took up physical space in the environment. a couple were ocs, but they were for the most part existing characters: the scooby gang, time warp trio, my neopets. one time i fell off my bike and scrapped my knees and hands to shreds (never wear shorts while biking). while i was sitting in the middle of the road sobbing, aragorn and theoden were arguing in my head about whether or not i was a pussy for crying

i was super nervous when presenting my senior project in hs and tried to 'channel' rapunzel's personality to make me seem more friendly and personable (it did not work)

[afsosville]

This is just an /opinion/ and I'm just tryna find ppl that agree with me.

I do not think having kids could quote on quote "fix" Shen Jiu, biological or otherwise. 1) A kid should not bear the responsibility to be that emotionally invested in the shit mental health of their caregiver. Don't make any child go through that. And 2) Nothing about any child could make Shen Jiu be a decent caregiver out of his own volition (sure, he was nice to NYY and probably did care for her, but that's about how far it went ejrrjf tho I'll gladly eat up AUs where he does treat her like a daughter when he knows how to care for a kid properly).

Good luck trying to make Shen Jiu get his shit together unless you're actually changing things about his past. The easiest "fix" imo is to give Shen Jiu an ADULT, heavy emphasis on this, an ADULT that could invest in his mental/emotional wellbeing when Shen Jiu is still a kid or a teen. How else do you expect Shen Jiu to be a responsible adult around kids when he's never had a responsible adult to care for him at all?

There's not a single authority figure in Shen Jiu's life that's ever done him good, not QJL, not WY, and SJ's own shizun, the prev. QJPL is up for debate but I have reasons to believe why they ain't shit too. And like hear me out, YQY doesn't count either coz SJ *thinks* YQY is another caregiver that gave up on him and didn't take responsibility for him. And obviously that's not true, but that's just how it is from his perspective sadly.

I still really like Shen Jiu's dark backstory, coz there's no Shen Jiu without it, buuuuuuuut if you really want a version of him that doesn't take that bullshit out on his disciples, do give him an ADULT, coz never a kid, give him and adult first, before you give him any kids, so he can LEARN HOW TO BE AN ADULT.

Ykwim???

Anyways, this is why older SY/ younger SJ is best Shen Bros dynamic don't try to change my mind.

Here's some Shen Bros fics that are like that >>

Locked and Loaded by Hellister

These Gentle Hands Will by anorangecarrot

Reversal of Fortune by Grace_Youya

The Shadows that Raised Me by Lbhs_left_tiddie

[sysboxes]

what are some weird food concoctions (example: m&ms on pizza) that yall like? And what’re some weird drink concoctions?

(a cultural thing that is regarded as “weird” by others counts)

and is there a backstory to why you like the food and drink? Like is it a childhood thing, something a loved one liked, something you just randomly discovered, something passed down by generations, etc

mod wonder - for weird drink concoctions, i love mixed drinks, like cranberry and apple juice or a variety of soda mixes. for food, depends on what you’d count as weird. oh except, don’t cancel me for this, i eat damp cheerios. i can’t have liquid milk, or any kind, but hard cheerios are sometimes too dry for me, so i add a little tiny bit of water to make them damp, but not full on wet. i also eat matzah with charoset or butter, which isn’t really weird, but might be to someone who’s not jewish

Mod Luxray 🐈‍⬛️⚡️- OKOK SO FOOD watermelon, Tajin, creole seasoning, and whipped cream[cool whip works best], mush it all up and freeze it, you get a sweet with a slight spice sorbet-icecream ass things its SO GOOD. Drinks have to be Lime Jarritos, brisk ice tea-lemonade, and milk/cream, creates a cream soda type thing, back story for both is my mommas friend growin up would always make these for me while i was in the hospital, which was alot, so its become something of a comfort food

Mod Avon 📖 - Lmao I just talked about wildcard sodas! Love that. But for me, I don’t tend to go too wild on concoctions (the autism texture thing goes hard for me). People get upset with me over gummy bears in blended custards though. Like those blended custards at Rita’s? Love gummy bears in those. It reminds me of the good memories I still have of my family.

Mod Jester 🖍 - Not really sure if it’s weird but we love mac and cheese and peas so much. We first thought it was weird when our mom introduced it to us but we tried and loved it. The texture is mainly why we keep going back to it.

Mod Weeping ❤️ - Mac and cheese and peas, mac and cheese and plain lays or salt and vi what lays in between bread (Mac and cheese chip sandwhich 😎), mayo on peas-, spaghetti and peas, and chicken sandwhich with mac and cheese (preferably baked mac and cheese tho?). Mac and cheese and peas was a childhood thing, the Mac and cheese and chip sandwhich was something my brother and I made up, the mayo on peas is something my hip moms family taught me and they called it “cowboy peas” and said it was a southern USA thing but I have never met another person who did this so they may have been lying lmfao, spaghetti and peas was something an upstairs neighbor did and we had to eat it or not eat basically-, the mac and cheese chicken sandwhich was bc of that Chick-fil-A TikTok hack that went around for a bit. Also, and this is a PICA thing that we just never stopped doing, those fucking paper lollipop sticks bro- also some middle eastern foods and thing that ppl generally dont like in the USA unless they’re from there? Various things we ate bc we had PICA as a kid but I don’t count those. And then drinks idk. (Fuck that was so long sorry-). Oh wait- also something a little in our Sys likes- is these wack ass snack concoctions she makes of really spicy chips plus sweet cereal (like O’s) plus something more “plain” like pretzel balls she picks the salt off of

mod plush 🌻 — unfortunately i’m a very average food concoctor. fries and milkshakes, ketchup in mac and cheese (bonus if it’s cheeseburger mac), etc. if you asked me what foods i didn’t like, well, we could be here for hours…

[euclydya]

Autistic System Ask:

2, 6, 11

-Glass

under the cut!

Does being autistic affect your plurality? How?

I believe so yes! Our sysmates tend to form based on hyperfixations or special interests, currently that's the only way I can think of but I'm sure there's more

OH!! bits n pieces of our special interests also seep into how our system functions. Like w Pokemon, a lifelong special interest, a handful of us have partner Pokemon in-sys and we do like. In Depth Research™ on what Pokemon would fit who based off dex entries, typing, and sysmate personalities, vibes, and aesthetics lmao

Do the symptoms differ between headmates?

Yes! Encyclo holds Most of our symptoms I think and those that I can remember rn areee being much more physically aware of what the body needs than everyone else, along with still following its namesake—it holds most of our special interests & hyperfixation knowledge too. OH ALSO other physical shit like walking on our toes & weird arm positions & The Stare™ if it Needs to make eye contact

I also think being aware or like. hypersensitive of others' emotions fluctuates for us? Some of us [Encyclo, myself, and ironically enough Empathy] Do Not Quite care or are aware about what others Feel. In a "ok well that sucks Idk how to help? Have you tried XYZ things?" or a "this person is sad I think. Idk what to do tho so bye I'll get someone else that knows how to Emote And Feel better to try to help" sorta way like we feel Some Sympathy but little to no Empathy I Think. Idk words hard rn.

And then some others [E-Chem and Half Light mainly] are Hypersensitive of others' emotions [or what they perceive anyways?? the distinction between that and paranoia is. difficult jssjcjfj] to the point of panic and it's like. For The Love Of God 🅱️lease Calm Down. We Can't Function Like Thisss aiaiakskdjfe

Do you have any samefoods? Have you ever?

Yes!!! Usually one sysmate's samefood spreads to others in the roster FJJSKSKXCJ we've been on a mac n cheese kick again bc of half light LMAO & if candy counts thennnn. Esprit legit only fronts if we're eating grape candy and its love of grape candy Is Spreading JFHCNXM

what's rlly funny abt the mac n cheese tho is it Was a samefood for our [former???????] mains Rosie & Allan a couple years back. And then it became a Detested Food when Han & Will formed. And then it became a samefood again when we all formed in February FJDJFK

-Inland

[dokidreaming]

SQQ for the character thing! Hope your day gets better ;;;

🥺❤ thank you I hope so too fhfhjd I get to talk about sqq now which is great tho ☺

• favorite thing about them

He's funny as hell. He's just SO funny I love reading sv because of him, like he'll have something horrific happen to him and then a few pages later he'll fall over laughing because Six Balls. he has the range, he has the power, sv would be so miserable and sad if we had any other perspective but since we have sqq we instead get a story that's funny haha on the outside crispy edges and is filled with a nice gooey centre of messed-upedness

• least favorite thing about them

That thing he does when he represses really hard and dissociates, using very bad coping mechanisms that hurt the people around him, like during the Abyss scene 🥴 BUT that said- all of his communication issues aren't necessarily fixed by the end of the novel but he's trying his best so I'll give him the props for that.

• favorite line

This is so hard 🥲

The always classic "This master will accompany you" line is a very big contender, but another part that always sticks in my head is less a line and more of his petty mean boy attitude when Binghe orders him not to take another step in the dream realm and sqq immediately turns and walks 10 steps away. God I love him

• brOTP

The only characters he bros around with are lqg and sqh, so one of them. Sqh is great because he gets to be sqq's chew toy and lqg is great because he gets to be the uptight emergency contact who gets asked if he's ever "cultivated" with someone else right to his face

• OTP

Bingqiu. That's a given (BUT pair him with basically any man in the novel and I'll give u a thumbs up)

• nOTP

I don't really think I have one 🤔 the only characters I can't really see with him would be like NYY (or any of the PIDW wives tbh) but I've never seen that content anyways?

• random headcanon

he definitely had his first kiss with a guy, I subscribe to the sick SY agenda, and I think he's probably got adhd

also an idea I wish I was explored more (less a hc an just a Fun Idea) I think trans sqq. trans masc specifically but any queer~ identities happening is good

• unpopular opinion

I'm sure it's possible to have unpopular opinions about him... I think this is general consensus now but apparently it wasn't always so I'll say it here: sqq is absolutely just as obsessed with binghe as binghe is with him. That's why they're soulmates <3

• song i associate with them

I am terrible at associating music with characters fhdjsj so instead I will simply post a song I like

• favorite picture of them

I'll choose from canon content because if I had to pick from fanart i would never be able to decide - it's a tie between the wedding art

AND that part in the donghua when he says "shidi~" (this counts I promise)

[page-2-ids]

|| Transcript: Message 1- Synth/Me: I was looking at the LGBTA Wiki recently (ikik, bad idea, but I have the impulse control of a toddler) and I noticed that there was a gender system (Atmospheric System, in case you or [Mod Em] wants to know) that has cloudcoric listed as one of the terms. Do you know if zey’re ok with it? (or could you maybe ask zem if ur not sure? I know how zey feel about redefining of zeir terms, so I doubt this would be (if zey don’t know). I figured if zey don’t know, I should be the one to break it to y’all, since you like me and it’ll hopefully be less maddening than if either one of you has to come across it on your own.

Message 2- Shady: Not sure- kinda doubt it, but I’ll ask zem

Message 3- Shady: Yeah, no. [Mod Em] didn’t know- def not ok with it. Not sure what we could do about it tho... like it feels like the mods don’t give a [] unless one of us makes a stink about something and I don’t wanna do that again.🙄🙄🙄

Message 4- Synth: I could make it an issue if you want. I’m already planning on making a post telling people if they do that to my stuff, I’ll [violent joke], so I could definitely squeeze in that [Mod Em’s] not ok with it. I mean, I know I don’t have the same impact as y’all, but I’m closing in on 100 followers, so I’m a pretty big deal /hj

Message 5- Shady: Nice 😎😎 /lh- and I appreciate the offer, but they probly won’t believe you and [Em] and I couldn’t get mods to curb redefining with our highest count - not sure what you could do 😞

Message 6- Synth: Can’t really do anything about the follower count in the moment (give me a few months and we’ll see /j) but I could post the screenshots of our conversation. If you could back me up on Monarchs (you don’t even have to say anything past “yep, that’s me” and maybe get Em to confirm) there’s no way they could discredit me

Message 7- Shady: Uno- did you already take the screenshots just in case? Dos- thank you, but still not sure if that’d do much- the wouldn’t even listen to a mega-blog (/hj) so I don’t think anything you say is gonna change anything

Message 8- Synth: Eins- maybe... (yeah, I jumped the gun a little lol) Zwei- I mean, the back up on Monarchs could help. I don’t know if it would actually fix things, but it gives us a shot ;;)

Message 9- Shady: Your sweet. I say don’t do it - least right now - but keep the screenshots and get whatever new ones you need. I should still run the idea by [Mod em] and I might just get petty

{missing message where I confirm that I have the screenshots and I’m ready to go}

Message 10- Shady: I know what I said in call earlier, but Em changed zeir mind- show no mercy /hj

End Transcript||

~~~

For anyone out of the loop, this is kind of more context for this post and why I added specifically that I knew that they didn’t get permission from at least some of the coiners in my reblog.

I was originally just going to leave it at that, but Em (through Shady) gave me the go ahead, so here’s some more context. I also have a few quotes from Em in a mix between our Discord conversations and Shady quoting zem, but zey said zey’d rather I don’t post that, so I’m not going to. Also, zeir name is censored since zey don’t want that out, either (the switching between ‘Em’ and ‘Mod Em’ is because we used a few different nicknames from zem with different lengths)

I know that some of my sections were kind of incoherent, especially in the first message, but I was really tired + kinda stressed about this happening to my terms, and I think that + the rest of the conversation still gets the message across well enough. Also, my semi-violent joke (and the swearing) was hidden so more people could see it. I figured having to tag for it being in here would cut down on the audience for this.

Please stop doing this stuff. It’s really clear that it makes coiners uncomfortable. They (collective MOGAI-Monarchs they) said to just leave their terms alone if you wouldn’t leave them as is, and that’s been ignored at least twice (adding Syszombic with an altered definition, acting like the second definition for cloudcoric was Em’s- it doesn’t matter that you added the source when you didn’t make it clear that that definition was coined by someone else and not em- and then adding cloudcoric- which is, again, only credited to Em, and uses zeir definition in the page for the entire gender system- to a gender system without asking zem).

I know that it probably feels like Em or at least Shady should be doing this (I say this because they’re really close), but it’s stuff like this that’s made even being on Tumblr and by proxy being reminded of MOGAI-Monarchs and all the redefining and drama exhausting for them (and from what I’ve gathered, everyone else). They can barely be on Tumblr any more for their own sake, let alone actually put together a post about why they don’t like people doing this. Me running this post by them to make sure I didn’t cross any lines was taxing enough, according to them. Shady said that went double for posting (even if it’s just reblogging) about this again.

Please, just stop. It was bad enough when it was just annoying coiners, but it’s actively hurting people. It’s not that hard to not do things with people’s terms without permission and it takes excessively less effort than doing it.

[demivampirew]

Don’t judge a book by its cover chapter 3.

A Cap. Syverson story.

Triggers: talking about panic attacks; cursing words (I think those are all the triggers for this chapter- mostly is a very friendly chapter).

Synopsis: Rebeca is an Argentinian girl who a few months ago moved to the USA (Washington D.C) to study in university thanks to a scholarship that she was granted. She’s lonely. People don’t treat her well. Some could be understood but most of them just hate her for being a foreigner. She meets Syverson because he’s a man from the South and she has not had a good experience with people from there, but she may find out at the end that she shouldn’t judge a book by its cover.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Tag:  lunedelorient 

Syverson helped Rebeca get into his car and then he boarded the vehicle and turned it on. Before leaving, he called 911 to inform them about the two men. Then he proceeded to go. This time he drove at a normal pace; she was also with him on the car so he didn't want to risk making a mistake and endanger her. Also, he expected that the slow ride would give her a chance to calm down. He looked at her every few minutes to see if she was better, but she was stiff and barely breathing. Her eyes were focused on the road, but her mind was elsewhere. - Rebeca, we are home. - Syverson said breaking her trance and brought her in back to reality. She looked at him, then look outside and she set her eyes on him once again. - This is not my place.- she replied. - No, this is my house.- he indicated- There's no way I'm leaving you alone tonight. You're still having panic attacks. C'mon. Let's get you inside. They got inside the house and he made her sit on the comfortable couch. He disappeared into another room and soon enough came back with a blanket. He sat in front of her, in the tea table. He grabbed her hands and cupped them with his hands. He couldn't take his eyes off her. He could still feel her fear. He caressed her hair and called her name, trying to get her attention. Still nothing. He tried "Becky" a few times and then he finally heard her speak again "Beca", she said, "Call me Beca, no Becky. I don't like Becky". "Ok, Beca" he agreed with a smile, glad to hear her speak again. Once again, she broke into tears. Sy sat next to her and pulled her closer, letting her cry on his chest while he stroked her hair. After some time, there were no more tears left to cry and she fell asleep. The morning came and Rebeca woke up. She was lying on the couch in a fetal position, cover by a warm blanket and, as she sat slowly, she saw Sy sitting on a smaller couch close tho the one she was on. He was asleep. It took her a moment to wake up a remember where she was and what happened the night before. She felt sorry for him. Once again she had to bother him to saved her because she seemed to have a magnet for trouble. Counting the time that he stopped the car because she was crossing the street with a red light to prevent hitting her, this was the third time that he saved her. She didn't have to much time to think. After seeing the time, she realized that only had two hours until she had her first tutoring class of the day. She would have loved to call and cancel, but the family paid well and she needed that money. There was no way she would bother Sy again to take her to her place, so she wrote a note letting him know the reason why she left and to thank him for saving her and then grabbed her bag and slowly walked out of the house. Thankfully, thanks to the map, she found her way home and it wasn't that far from his house, just about 25 blocks away. Hours later, as she was walking to another one of her tutoring student's house, she received a call from Sy. - Hi! - she greeted him as she answered the phone. - Beca! Are you ok? Why didn't you wake me up to take you? - he asked worriedly - I'm fine. I didn't want to bother you again. By the way, thank you so much for saving last night. - You have nothing to thank me for and you'll never bother me. Never doubt about calling me for help. - again, Rebeca noticed by the tone of his voice that it was an order. - Ok. I have to end the call Sy. Thanks, again.- she said reaching the doorstep of her student's home. - Alright. I'll check on you later. Bye. -Bye.

As he promised, Syverson texted her twice a day to see how she was. He would call before she began her shift at the grocery store and by the time she was home. Two weeks later, she was leaving the college building, when she saw Sy waiting outside, standing with his back against his car searching for her among the crow of people leaving. As soon as he saw her, he grinned. She smiled back at him and went directly to him. Rebeca wasn't exactly a shy girl, but now, for some reason, she acted that way. - Hi - she said. - Hi - he replied. - I just was close by and wanted to check on you to see how are you doing. Not to call you a liar, but I believe that you could tell me you're fine when you're not just for me not to worry. So, I wanted to see it with my own eyes.- he explained and she laughed - I'm alright. It's not a lie. It's the truth. I'm trying to keep my mind busy so I won't think in anything that worries me, other than exams. -Hi Beca! - scream a girl as she walked towards her and Sy. The girl had curly black hair, brown eyes and was taller than both of them. She had a beautiful chocolate colour skin. She always wore beautiful clothing that made Rebeca envy her a little bit. - Hi Danielle! - Beca said. - Thanks again for helping me today. That math problem was driving me insane. - You're welcome. Maybe you could help me back and save some notes from tomorrow's 9 am class. - You're telling me that you're actually going to miss a class. You? - Danielle asked surprised - Unfortunately, yes. My boss asked me if I could go tomorrow morning because both she and her husband had important things to do. So, I've got to work. - Rebeca explained - Oh, too bad. Well, don't worry, I'll take as many notes as I can for you. -she assured - Thanks a million! - No worries. - the girl said and then looked at Sy who was following the conversation amused. - Hi, I'm Danielle - she introduced herself to him. - Oh, sorry, I'm the worst. Sy, this is Danielle; Danielle, this is Sy. - Rebeca said introducing them. - A pleasure - Sy greeted the young lady as he shook her hand. - The pleasure is all mine. I'm happy to get a chance to meet Beca's boyfriend. - she said smirking. Rebeca wanted to run off; she was unbelievable embarrassed. "Shit" she tough. She was blushing so much her cheeks burn. Sy remained silent. He just smiled at Danielle and looked at Rebeca to see if she knew what she was talking about. - Ok, I'll leave you two lovers alone. Thanks again and don't worry about tomorrow, I got you covered. - she said, winking at Beca and then left. - So, I'm your boyfriend, hu? - Syverson asked amused as soon as he made sure no one will hear them. - I'm sorry. Let me explain.- she apologized- As expected, everyone found out about the incident with Trevor. He couldn't stand the humiliation of people thinking a nobody beat the crap outta him, so he made sure everybody knew you were a military captain; that'd made him lest pathetic on his own eyes. And he also said that you were my boyfriend and you were jealous and that's why you attacked him and that all I said about him trying to hurt me was a lie. At first, I was pissed, but honestly, after hearing that the people who bother me now leave me alone, so I'm relieved. That's why I corrected anyone when they say you're my boyfriend. - That's ok. You did the right thing. - he assured her. - Do you have to go to work? - Sy asked her. - Yes. My shift starts in 40 minutes, so I should go if I don't want to be late. - she replied checking the time on her phone. - C'mon, get on the car. I'll drive you there.- He said as he walked over to the driver's side. - Oh, no. I cannot bother you again. Don't worry, I'm fine walking. - Get in the car, lady. Is an order.- he commanded her using his Captain tone and she obeyed. - So, who's the girl that you were talking to? Is she a friend of yours? - Sy questioned curiously. - More a cool classmate than a friend really.- she explained- She's one the few people that's always been nice to me, but we never hang out outside class. She's like me, a busy girl and a bookworm. - She seemed really nice. Maybe someday when you're on vacation you could hang out with her.- he suggested - Yeah. - she replied and wait a moment before speaking again - I wanted to ask her out on a date because I found out she's also bisexual, but she was dating somebody. I had a little crush on her, I must admit. - Rebeca confessed, smirking. - Do you still like her? - he asked - I find her attractive, yes. But I don't have a crush on her anymore. Once we got closer, I realized that I'd like much more as a friend, if we ever have the chance. - And how about boys or another girl? Do you like anyone? - There's someone on my mind constantly, but there's nothing going on.- she answered, blushing. - Is a classmate? - Nope. I know him from another place. He's older than me and I'm sure he doesn't want anything to do with me. - Well, you'll never know until you tell him.- he told her, offering a smile. A few minutes later, they arrived at the store and when Rebeca was about to get out of the car, Sy asked her if she wanted to go out to dinner after her shift at the store ended. She accepted and wave him as she entered the store.

[spade-club]

I know this is an ask game but Im bored and wanted to answer all of them sooooo B)

🌲 well in terms of how many we've been aware of, we started with like 8 but since have discovered lots and lots of us that have been around forever, I think the official count right now is 32 but I /know/ theres quite a few more.

🌻 "when kurby swallows mario he become de kart" -Olli

🌾 I have a whole playlist actually! but I gotta say We Are Broken by Paramore reaaaallly gets me personally.

🌙 we have quite a few special relationships but I think most of all our family dynamic is suuper important to us! Donnie, Cass, & Olli find their siblingship very important, particularly.

🌊 couldnt call them inside jokes if everyone knew about them.

🌺 Rose's room is kinda the most important place we have because shes the only one who actually uses the innerworld casually lately. its all pink and black and white & she has a canopy bed. there are candles everywhere. & she even has a vanity and a bay(?) window :) peak comfy space for her to zone out in tbh

🌍 kiiind of?? for those of us who are capable of thinking in pictures the innerworld is great & even partially malleable. we do have someone in charge of the innerworld, but they're rarely around to mess with stuff so its basically for Rose and Chloe and sometimes one of the kids.

🐛 personal opinion (from Cass, hi) is that Bee has made the most progress of all of us since finding out about the system. she used to be very antagonistic and forceful (internally) but spending more time in the real world and making connections and having a partnership has really taught her how to use her energy for good & now wants to make everyone genuinely happy as often as she can, both in sys and in our partner sys!

🍂 idk how to make fusion happen! but theres a few of us who want to whenever we can figure it out

☀️ We like leaving notes for eachother but most of our communication is either out loud or in very loud vivid thought conversations when we cant talk.

🌱 Im pretty open about it in my personal life, most of my friends either know or im comfy hinting about it around them. (ofc most of my friends are systems themselves) but professionally and with my family no one knows!

🌄 oh for sure, I havent had as many doubts lately as I am very aware of how my system dynamics affect my everyday life, but I still very frequently feel kinda "cringe" about acknowledging it because talking about it can feel unnatural sometimes :/

🗻 again it depends on who you ask, many of us have no ties to the innerworld at all, but for Rose it is her home as much as our physical home is (if not more?)

🍁 Names come about in different ways for different ppl. though a lot of it is from music. Donnie got both his online & irl names from songs (What a Catch, Donnie.) Chloe was from the Grouplove song. Cloud (short for Collide) came from Collide With The Sky, the PTV album. Juice is a nickname from my real name. & Candle Rose are just two things she really likes aesthetically lol. most of the rest were a bit more random tho

🌈 Most of us consider ourselves human but as far as self inserts, characters & other such AUs Donnie is a fairy (occasionally a vampire too,) Rose is a vampire, Olli is wolf boy, Cass is a puppet of sorts. & the genuine non-humans are CeCe who is an angel, & Ghost who,, is a ghost

🦔 I miss Indie all the time where the FUCK did she go?? Olli has also been hibernating for a minute, miss that kid :(

👥 My partner & my best friend are both pretty good with understanding when I unmask fully. Some of us, however, still have trouble not unsettling our autistic friends when we unmask. Donnie in particular tends to get a very polarized reception, for that reason. everyone thinks hes mad all the time but really he's just quiet.

🦚 honestly we're pretty open about it & tend not to mask too hard anywhere so I would consider us overt but overtness is a complicated concept because no one who doesnt already know would know, yk? (Olli does mask in public pretty well though!)

DID / OSDD ask game

🌲 How has your numbers of parts changed over time?

🌻 Favorite quote from a part.

🌾 Any songs you relate to DID / OSDD?

🌙 Share a special relationship between parts.

🌊 Any inside jokes in your system?

🌺 Describe one part of your inner world.

🌍 Can you change your inner world and access it freely?

🐛 Which part made a lot of progress?

🍂 Did a fusion happen in your system?

☀️ How do you all prefer to communicate?

🌱 How open are you about your DID / OSDD?

🌄 Did you ever went through phases of denial?

🗻 How much does your inner world feel like home?

🍁 How do your parts get their names?

🌈 Are there any parts who view themselves as something other than human? Or who have supernatural powers?

🦔 Are there any parts of you that you miss?

👥 Is there a person you all can be yourselves around?

🦚 Ho covered / overt is your DID / OSDD?

❔ (ask any other question)

[ogeeitsme]

Oh! I’m really glad you talked about alters gaining new memories because we were confused about how a fictive has memories from way before their source was created. We have a theory about them being a fragment that adopted the missing info from the fictive because there were so many similarities between the two already. What do you think? -💚anon

That’s valid!! Ok I kno the word valid is like rlly redndnt,,, b it’s a thing that can hppn!

I suggest talking 2 them more abt it, mayb even talking 2 older mmbrs 2

Tbh it also reminds me of Syd, who’s rlly rlly recent JSNSJSNJ

Before coming out, she’s tchnclly the same case almst? Except leaning towards this othr we hav

She’s a fictive of ianowt, n we think mayb she got assigned by Big Brain 2 hole even older memories of a certain prson even Jamie n us 4got- like I used 2 rmmbr them b when I asked 2 forget the brain was like backpeddlig KANSJSN

Like, Syd came 2 the sys as THOSE as her 1st memories- so she like holds years of stuff b @ the same sucky time she has her own source memories 2 deal w ??? It’s rlly wild

We’re not sure if she was sppsed 2 b a memory holder of more detailed stuff than our vague 1nes or if she just rmmbrd them (YEARS of it all @ once :^( )

We have shared memory so if ur a mmry holder here it’s not gnna last more than a week until the Biggr Members like me, Chara, or Jamie find out what ur holding in there- unless ur like Chara n can hold it from som1 or lock it actively

Also fictives can have memories of the past 2 anyway in gnrl I think- mayb they came w havin memories of it alrdy, or mayb the brain can throw it @ them via flashback city in. E middle of the day KNSKS

Ppl talk abt repressed memories a lot, I c it in a lot of sys srvrs- n they talk abt if headm8s in genrl can b assignd or b a new split 2 hold older memories thn they tchnclly existed

N like tbh that’s what makes it hard 2 distinguish whethr or not they came out of dormancy or not b we think it’s pssble 4 it 2 happen 2,, Bc y shldnt it b possible? Mayb whatvr Those mmries r, the brain is like, aftr trying w process them or havin them repressed, or just letting them float in the BG, it decided 2 throw it @ someone like a very L8 hiring job KSJSJ

Anywy sorry I can’t answ u clearly, we’re not experts so all we can uslly giv is our obsrv8ion n experience!!

O YEA if theyr a fragmnt who adoptd a fictive role then u kno, I think that can happen

Idk how fragment 2 fictives work tho- bc “split as a fictive” is what every1 agrees is a fictive, b a split who adopts a source even if they were born as smth is not a fictive, b they wnt b mad if u say fictive ish (bc this is if u replace fictive w introject- they r not an introject)

BUT idk how it is w fragments, as we nvr had them so we can’t rlly talk abt it! Like we r not credible 2 JSSJJSN if u r part of systm srvrs on discord, mayb ask arnd? Srry I kno that’s off topic frm memoriesJSJSJS ok ignore me

(More exmples of us fictives rmmbring older body memories than they exist: me 👀, Sal, Peter, Chara, Syd [chompy dsnt count bc she was like 1 of the 1st splits lol])

[sansloii-a]

Shipping Info Meme

Answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER(S)?:

sweats a lot

i’m sorry but for a lot of my muses, it’s Aya’s babies over at @soulsxng​ because they’re all just so good and we’ve got a timeline for all of them and i’ve invested so much into it, that I can’t not say that the ships with these muses are OTPs. my disaster children go apeshit over hers when they so much as breathe in any way.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?

i’m good with all types of shipping, i guess? if our muses have a little something something, just talk to me and we can bounce some ideas off of each other but 9 times out of 10, i’m down for whatever--especially if the ship isn’t particularly healthy or “soft” or “cute”. 

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?

if they are both consenting adults, then I honestly couldn’t give a shit about the age gap. 

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?

yes?? and no. when it comes to people i don’t know very well, then i am bit of a hardass sometimes ‘cause i don’t want to just... jump into a ship i haven’t invested an arm and a leg into. i’m not the best at talking to people, i know, but it’s easier for me to ship with someone if i know them a little. otherwise, i feel awkward and i get nervous about approaching them and all that jazz.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NS/FW?

if dicks are out, if titties are out, if they’re doing a little bump and grind in that corner you can’t see too well, if someone is about to be dicked down, if there’s explicit talk about anything that makes someone harder than a redwood or wetter than the ocean, if someone is about to become a firm believer in our lord and savior, jesus christ, etc.

WHO ARE OTHER THE CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?

@thexuntamed​ - ‘cause i love Kamii & Mikah but they need to be more honest and open with each other ( and let each other in, god damn it ) + Evan & Adi tug at my fucking heart strings and I’m counting down the minutes until Evan gets cold feet and does something stupid. @inkedace​ - it’s taken mikah and cyrus how many years to start not cockblocking each other? and they’re still kinda/sorta cockblocking each other. they hurt me at every turn but i love them all the same when they give me that good good content @imbruedinfear​ -  i already love the little family Haejin and Wynn have and you’d have to pry their happiness from my cold, dead hands. i’d set myself on fire to keep them all warm. @hhemeraa​ - i love our gods, okay sy? their friendship is super cute and i love how happy they are when they’re around each other. i’m excited to see how it all turns out and i’m doubly excited to watch the slowest burn of the century if they get there. @blodblomma​ - huginn and mikah are just... so interesting and their dynamic always makes me 👀 ‘cause i want to see how things play out for them, with the feelings they’ve invested into each other and the promises they’ve made to each other.   @rapturefell​ -heavy breathing @ bad end sid . but also not so heavy breathing at sid in general ‘cause it’s sid. i’m a baby that doesn’t know how to talk but i do love sid and his canon and i do want to do more with our babies @skyhunted​ - me @ all the potential ships we’ve talked about: 👀 👀 👀 👀

i’m sure i’m forgetting people but these are the ones that are on my mind rn!

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?:

more oft than not, no because if our muses click, it’ll happen on its own. you can still ask if you’re not sure tho!

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?

big shrug. when there’s chemistry between the muses, i like to ship so....when there’s chemistry. that’s how often.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?:

mmmmmmmmmm i dunno. i like to ship but it’s okay if i don’t. i don’t really mind

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?

yes! all but two of my muses are multi-ship ( one is single-ship and taken and the other is unshippable because she’s also taken in canon )

WHAT IS/ARE YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP(S) IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:

i’m fandomless, ba-by

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:

a gallon of chemistry, mixed with half a gallon of plotting. use whatever topping you like but those are the main ingredients

Stolen from Tagged by:  @hhemeraa

Tagging: everyone on the dash. i wanna see.

[dragabond]

👀 @ that sys ask uhhhh 🍎👂🆕🌪

🍎: what are y'alls favorite foods?Idk about everyone’s most favorite food, and Zants favorite foods don’t count bc he wants to eat things like LIVE PUFFERFISH JBDIBDODB but, the thing we’ve all been agreeing on eating the most lately and have been the last several months has been chicken sandwiches..... good for everyone.👂: what kind of music do y'all like?OOF I’m bad at naming genres, Data likes fnaf songs tho so I’m assuming most songs around that theme or electronic sound, Zant likes???? Idk how to describe it. Franz listens to rock and industrial mostly and Mettaton enjoys pop and whatever else u call the genres similar to that.🆕: who’s the newest member?Dot! I don’t know how long it’s been since they showed up but they don’t do words very well. We’re slowly trying to teach them though! We call them Dot bc when they first showed up all they did was post . Over and over 🌪: which headmates are the protectors?Franz and Caine for sure

[umiwomitai]

Just another tag

Rules : Tag 9 persons with excellent taste

Tagged by : @missarabellla what the hell do you mean excellent taste? ;; and sorry it took so much time!! (and thank you of course!!)

Colour : Well, technically, my favorite is green. Probably because I grew up mostly in the countryside, I grew attached to nature, so green places make me feel at ease. Give me wifi in a park, and I’ll settle there for-e-ver. And it’s the colour of hope, too! But I have to admit that I wear mostly grey and black. I like grey a lot too, it isn’t too dark, not too cold, can even seem classy. 

Last band shirt I bought : well I don’t think I even own one? My sister does, though, and sometimes I borrow her 5SOS hoodie. (come to think of it I do own a Nirvana shirt so that might be it?)

Last band I saw live : WAIT. I had written a whole paragraph about how I saw FT Island at KCON but actually, last year I saw Tokio Hotel live! And it was amazing sincerely. Small venue, a couple a nice girls that we talked to while waiting, amazing songs I didn’t know the words to (even though they performed the english version of my favorite song....). It was a veeery nice and memorable night! 

Last 3 TV shows I watched : uh oh... difficult, since I barely ever watch anything. I’m boring brace yourself. (does Sakura count as a TV show??) I watched Hwayugi (disappointing, don’t watch it), and hm... I’m not even sure I’ve watched 3 shows in my life? XD I do watch Game of thrones with my sister tho. And I watched Lookout, which is a k-drama too. The only things I watch are animes (read : SAKURA) and Thai dramas that aren’t broadcasted on TV. 

Last 3 characters I identified with : WELL. I have a terrible memory so it’s hard for me to remember characters to start with, so character I identify with... It’s gonna sound weird as hell, but hey, why would I be doing that if not to drag myself down?

1. Charlie Brown : Yes, you read well, and yes, I’m talking about Charlie Brown from The Peanuts. Socially awkward, only making himself laugh, incapable of doing anything productive and/or correctly, embarrassing himself 24/7, his only friend is a crazy dog, can’t talk to girls. If that isn’t exactly me. (except that it’s guys I can’t talk to but yeah) This comparison is approved by the almighty Best Sister Ever.

2. Hotaru Imai from Gakuen Alice : Ohoh, this just came to me rn, but I think that fits. She’s hilarious in a way no one understands (my humour is under-appreciated), she’s smart in a way no one understands (i’m not THAT smart but yeah once upon a time I was called a gifted child), she doesn’t talk about her emotions, loves people in a very weird way, ends up having a crush on her friend that actually loves someone else. Damn. Isn’t she perfect? Btw read Gakuen Alice, it’s good.

3. Arthit (don’t make me write is full name) from Sotus The Series : I spend too much time watching BL dramas, so OF COURSE I had to take someone from there. And Arthit is a pretty good example. Avoiding feelings, trying to please everyone and not realizing you’re hurting the people you love, pretending to hate affection, getting flustered at basic stuff (like kissing, ew). He’s very interesting but very frustrating in the worst way because I know perfectly I’d do the exact same thing. I relate too much. (watch this drama it’s good)

Books I’m currently reading : nothiiiing. I have nothing new to read right now, and I didn’t have the time until now anyway. But I’m planning to buy some books since months, so I’ll be reading those. I mentioned it before I think but I’ll order The soul of an octopus by Sy Montgomery because I love these animals and probably the English version of Percy Jackson and The Olympians as I haven’t read them in years and never read them in English. So yeah. :’)

I feel like this isn’t interesting at all but I had fun doing it (and torturing my memory)! So hm... I’ll tag @iksarai @youngest-k @renjwins @cherribu @nc-ty @tensboss (none of you has to! i’m just curious about your answers~)

[babyawacs]

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compared how life is and shouldbe

these monsters shuffled sexual assault with harms with exploitation with fraudtricks with intel murder tricks

then need

alibis and see howthey can make the survivor oftheir shit as guilty aspossible

throw objects

shuffle standard stigmas shuffle harms

noone belongs near letalone on intimacy

medifile holocaust mengele worthy they overtaped allalong char…

[elleap]

1 through 100 All of them plzkthx =V

okay.

[?]

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? SoundCloudcuz i’m not familiar with the others.

is your room messy or clean?messy.

what color are your eyes?dark-dark brown. almost black.

do you like your name? why?yep. i like how it sounds and it’s not that common in my country.

what is your relationship status? single.

describe your personality in 3 words or lessshy, awkward, anxious

what color hair do you have?black.

what kind of car do you drive? color?i don’t have one.

where do you shop?in the shop…

how would you describe your style?like ‘lemme hide my existence in this huge sweater‘

favorite social media accounttumblr.

what size bed do you have? i only have smol sofa.

any siblings?young brother.

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?in Nepal. It’s a peaceful place and people are really kind there.

favorite snapchat filter?what?

favorite makeup brand(s)i dont’s have such.

how many times a week do you shower?when it’s necessary.

favorite tv show?Rick and Morty.

shoe size?answered.

how tall are you?answered.

sandals or sneakers? sneakers.

do you go to the gym? no.

describe your dream dateme: stays home. they: sends me meme.

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?1,350 Rubles and some coins.

what color socks are you wearing? answered.

how many pillows do you sleep with?answered.

do you have a job? what do you do? I’m a sys admin. I’m fixing office technique and programming.

how many friends do you have? two irl and 8 online. Too much than i deserve.

whats the worst thing you have ever done? Tried to play Dota 2.

whats your favorite candle scent? idk. fruits or berries mb.

3 favorite boy namesDaniel, Arthur, ????

3 favorite girl namesDiana, Eskarina, ????

favorite actor? Simon Pegg,Chris Pratt, Ryan Reynolds.

favorite actress? Zoe Saldaña, Scarlett Johansson, Milla Jovovich

who is your celebrity crush?Does youtubers count? nvm. i won’t tell you. XD

favorite movie? answered.

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? no i don’t. I like Terry Pratchett’s books.

money or brains? heart.

do you have a nickname? what is it? elleap.

how many times have you been to the hospital?once i guess.

top 10 favorite songsanswered.

do you take any medications daily? currently no.

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)dry.

what is your biggest fear? to lose one of my friends of family members.

how many kids do you want?two. (but tbh i want a cat)

whats your go to hair style?ponytale or with my hair down. smth simple.

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) one-bedroom apartament.

who is your role model?dad. he’s cool.

what was the last compliment you received?‘you are looking good today!‘

what was the last text you sent?‘ty‘

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?i’m not sure. maybe 5 or 7?? i remember tho that i told my mom that we need to have a serious talk and asked her if it’s true that Ded Moroz actually doesn’t exist. :U

what is your dream car? spaceship.

opinion on smoking?hate it. i can’t stand the cigarette smoke.

do you go to college? no. i’ve graduated from university already.

what is your dream job? answered.

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? in rural i guess.

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? no.

do you have freckles? nope.

do you smile for pictures?yep. at least i’m trying. :’)

how many pictures do you have on your phone? 237. wow

have you ever peed in the woods? ofc.

do you still watch cartoons? ye.

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?KFC.

Favorite dipping sauce? curry!

what do you wear to bed?pants and tshirt. :/

have you ever won a spelling bee?never participated in one.

what are your hobbies?drawing and video games.

can you draw? no. what is ‘draw‘?

do you play an instrument?answered.

what was the last concert you saw? live? Ill Niño.

tea or coffee?coffee.

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?KFC.

do you want to get married?mb.

what is your crush’s first and last initial?D-A. 👀

are you going to change your last name when you get married? * ifyes.

what color looks best on you? blue?

do you miss anyone right now? yep, i miss my family. (｡╯︵╰｡)

do you sleep with your door open or closed?answered.

do you believe in ghosts?no. tho i saw one when i was a kid

what is your biggest pet peeve? (i hope i got this question right)that sound people make while eating.

last person you called`dad.

favorite ice cream flavor? answered.

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular ones. i’ve never heard of golden!

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? chocolate.

what shirt are you wearing? black one.

what is your phone background?just flowers. one of the standard bg. people usualy stare at my phone screen in the train so i don’t wanna set anything personal for the bg.

are you outgoing or shy?shy, unless it’s a company of friends i know well

do you like it when people play with your hair?answered.

do you like your neighbors? nah.

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?yes, both at night and in the morning.

have you ever been high? no.

have you ever been drunk? no.

last thing you ate? salami and cheese sandwich.

favorite lyrics right nowidk, i don’t focus much on the lyrics when i’m listening to music.mb Remember Everything by Five Finger Death Punch.

summer or winter? winter.

day or night? night.

dark, milk, or white chocolate? answered.

favorite month? September i guess.

what is your zodiac signVirgo.

who was the last person you cried in front of? mom ._.

now it’s your turn! :3c

[miyaio]

desu2!!

desu 2 meta brings out the tl;dr beast in me b/c i’m always thirsty to talk excessively abt this game.

My favorite parent-child relationship

- i think otome and koharu win by default, tho io’s brief scene w/her mother and the background we get on her relationship w/her parents is v heart-wrenching.  i love the way otome’s single mom status is depicted–it feels very nuanced and sympathetic, without shying away from the way having parenthood thrust upon her would realistically impact otome’s life and koharu’s.  when otome mentions in tri arc that she misses being koharu’s mother, despite how selfish that would be (as it would come in exchange for her cousins’ lives), i teared up, ngl.  koharu herself is also really precious, tho i wish we had a consistent appearance for her–it seems to change between vanilla desu 2, ds2a, and tri arc?  

runner-up goes to airi and her dad, despite the fact that she thinks he’s dead.  the dera-deka sub-arc is well-worth doing at least once, imo.  it made me bawl, and it’s also necessary for 100% compendium completion.

My favorite sibling relationship

- can i say saiduq and the other septentriones?  yamato and miyako are the only sibs we see onscreen (tho airi mentions having a little brother), but tbh, i’m more interested in miyako’s side than i am in yamato’s.  what goes on in the septentriones’ minds–if they even have “minds” as people would perceive the concept–is fascinating to me, and i really wonder what saiduq thinks abt his former “siblings”.  does he simultaneously pity and envy them for lacking his autonomy?  does he see them as extensions of polaris’ will that deserve to be beaten down by humans?  the denizens of the akasha stratum are one of my fav aspects of desu 2′s worldbuilding, so i’m always hungry for meta on them.

My favorite family relationship (other)

- airi and ronaldo in a found family situation………  i love the way their dynamic develops, w/neither one aware of how strong a connection they really share.  i do wish we’d had more of them bonding over their memories of airi’s dad (which i’ve always hc’d as happening at least on egalitarian route), but seeing how similar the two of them really are is always cute.  airi loves her gay uncle 2k17

My favorite friendship between two people

- uffff this is so hard b/c i like a lot of my ships b/c of their friendships……..  ig i’d make it a tie between hibiki + daichi and jp’s trio’s dynamic as a whole?  even tho jp’s trio isn’t two people, haha.  one thing i really like abt hibiki in comparison to like, every male protag ever, is that it’s p heavily implied that he’s not popular at all.  the one thing ds2a did right was hibiki’s backstory, which i think still fits in w/gameverse!hibiki’s description as someone w/a “blank” past.  his friendship w/daichi and the relationships he forms w/the main cast mean a lot more in the context of daichi really being his only close friend at the start of the game, imo.  s/t i love abt hibiki + both daichi and io is that their friendships are based on equity, abt hibiki supporting the others and working w/them as equals to help them realize what wonderful ppl they are in their own right, rather than him being the ultra-charismatic authority who’s always Cool and in control.  like, this is the guy who has such Serious dialogue options as “RAINBOOOOOOW!!” and “tell everyone yr gay for yamato”.  hibiki being really isolated from most ppl aside from daichi feeding into his decision to pursue the human admin end of br is a meta for another time, ig.

jp’s trio’s various relationships are all v interesting, in terms of the spokes of the triangle and all three of them together.  it’s really refreshing to see that kind of dynamic between adult women who are professionals–their bond feels a lot less??  transient than it might between yet another group of high schoolers.  you get the sense that all three of them being adults is what lets their friendships bloom and be so important to them, as the people they were in high school are hardly the same people they are now.  the event in tri arc where fumi and makoto take care of a fatigued otome and tell her that she can lean on them, too, really made an impact on me.  all three of them play off of each other so well in a variety of settings, and it lends a v mature, multifaceted air to their dynamic.  otome taking a different faction than fumi and makoto, and how different fumi and makoto’s own reasons for joining yamato are, is also worth mentioning in that the three of them aren’t always in agreement, and that’s a part of friendship, too.  

My favorite friendship between a group

- team nagoya………  i’ll be the first to say that i dislike both the extremist routes.  whether or not the writers intended to make the player feel that way is subjective, and may well depend on where a player falls on the smt alignment continuum, or even on desu 2′s version of that continuum.  either way, i at least liked egalitarian better than meritorious b/c team nagoya has such a strong rapport w/one another, compared to the cognitive dissonance-riddled mess that is team osaka.  based on their dialogue from any daichi route, the members of team nagoya definitely know they’re not necessarily vying for the best solution to their very legitimate concerns.  they’re a lot easier to sympathize with b/c their grievances are very real–as joe says in “dream’s end”, while society may be growing less prejudiced over time, for many people, there is no time to “wait for things to get better”.  the problem lies much more in going thru polaris to make a change, as the ending p clearly (and horrifyingly) demonstrates that polaris just uses team nagoya’s passion for its own ends.  

at any rate, the interactions between the four of them are great, from ronaldo and airi’s aforementioned dynamic, to joe and otome’s complimentary playful attitudes, to how airi represents the future that all three adults are fighting for.  it’s really telling that team nagoya consists of three adults and one teenager–otome puts it most clearly in her post-defeat dialogue on daichi routes when she says that she was fighting desperately (yet short-sightedly) for the future of the world’s children.  imo, airi really represents that future to the three adults, as a teenager who has already had so many doors closed in her face due to inequity.  airi’s own stubbornness, selective self-flagellation, and issues w/moving on aside, schooling in particular really is s/t that can shape a child’s entire life, and i’m sure ronaldo, joe, and otome realize that.  so seeing how well all four of them interact w/each other and how airi represents both the best and the worst of team nagoya’s ideals def makes them my fav faction.

My favorite mentorship

- speaking of airi’s interactions w/the adult cast, makoto + airi is so good…..  i love how constructive makoto is w/airi, giving her the tools she needs to move forward in life w/o telling her to get over it, or denying that airi’s been screwed over by forces well beyond her control.  makoto’s not a perfect mentor, but (as her name suggests), she’s honest w/airi, and owns up to it when she reacts too harshly.  i think it’s great to see makoto helping someone in a way she knows for sure is right, in contrast to how uncertain her cognitive dissonance abt other issues in sep arc must be making her feel.  on the flipside, airi gets to begin moving forward w/life again, which in turn contributes to helping her reconsider her own alienating abrasiveness (can you tell i like airi b/c she and severa are so similar……).  the moral of airi and makoto’s mentorship isn’t “never ever give up on yr dreams b/c you can only ever have one True goal in life”, nor is it “there’s no need to challenge injustices done unto you b/c if you don’t rock the boat, life will move on eventually”.  airi’s sub-arc comes to a more nuanced conclusion, and i don’t think she could’ve gotten there w/o makoto’s influence.

My favorite rivalry

- does hinako and yamato count?  i love how often she calls him out, and how she’s not afraid of him in the least.  while i doubt yamato sees hinako as much of consequence, she makes her beef w/him plain, w/o going “DIE HOUTSUIN MY JUSTICE IS SCREAMING” ala ronaldo www  her voice is much-needed in a lot of situations, too.  her confrontation w/yamato over whether or not he cherrypicked the results of the medium compatibility tests to get rid of io is really well-done, esp if you infer that hinako knows abt io’s own disastrous confrontation w/yamato earlier on friday.

My favorite hatred/antipathy

- while i know miyako and yamato don’t straight-up hate each other, their dynamic as enemies (or at least in opposition to one another) is great.  i’m not just saying this b/c i love seeing yamato get dragged, i promise–there really is just s/t satisfying abt miyako not taking his shit at all, despite her own cognitive dissonance and his valid points abt the futility of her plan.  yamato -> saiduq is also fairly interesting, tho ds2a bloated itself so much w/a tepid exploration of how their dynamic could potentially be explored that i’m not too keen on meta-ing it more.  yamato is kind of a hate sink amongst the cast, tbh www  saiduq’s own rebel angel-turned-usurper dynamic w/polaris is p unambiguous hatred, but it’s v interesting, given how saiduq feels he has no choice but to die as polaris’ sword on every other route.  really seeing him shuck that alcor designation (ppl who call saiduq by that name when he explicitly says he dislikes it still drive me bonkers in 2017) and take up heaven’s throne is v satisfying.

My favorite potential relationship between characters who never talk in canon

- do u have a moment to talk abt how we were robbed of more io-joe interactions………  if anyone’s actually read this far, you probably do lmao  in any event, i think this is mostly a limitation of how the fate system is constructed, and you can see the writers stretching and experimenting w/it in tri arc.  if future desu games expand into s/t like fe’s support system, where you can see the fate system-equivalents between all characters, sometimes w/o the protag even present, i think that’d be a great step forward.  i bring this up for one area in particular where i really wanted to see more joe-io interactions: on tuesday, after io’s parents die.  joe has a blink-and-you’ll-miss-it line in his own fate system w/hibiki abt how his own parents are dead, but it’s not framed in a more genre-typical “tragic orphan backstory” way.  it really raises the question about when someone whose parents have died is too old to be called an orphan, given that joe is only 25.  

this dialogue suggests that the losses are then fairly recent, tho joe writes them off w/his patent-pending brand of escape-avoidance.  for all his flakiness (his term), tho, joe really does try to fill a big brother role for tokyo trio, and this is where i think he and io could have some v fruitful interactions.  i think that most of the cast isn’t really faced w/the immediacy of the high likelihood that their families are dead, w/the exception of chars like joe, jungo, airi, and keita, who all lose parents prior to the game.  io, on the other hand, watches her mother die in her arms.  she displays astounding resilience and focus in how quickly she draws herself back together after the loss, despite her r5 confirming that she had pretty constant suicidal ideation throughout the rest of the week (and quite possibly before the game, too).  as joe is the closest to io out of the four aforementioned characters at that point in the game, i really, really would’ve loved to see his take on providing her comfort and guidance in the wake of her sudden loss.  i think it would’ve been a good set of conversations for both of them, especially if you buy into the reading that both joe and io let themselves die should the player fail to prevent their death clips.  in this respect, i’m interested in the similarities between joe and io, and i think a good heart-to-heart between them early on in the game would’ve led to a variety of other interactions.

[m00nsickness]

doing thiz bcz. why not lolz

1) comfort characterz uhh? idk? rammie maybe? like. jschlattz ram perzona???

2) lighter definitely

3) no i do not, my windowz don't even open in the firzt place... that or i do not know how

4) umm? i dunno that many cryptidz sorry

5) mine r blue, but the bodyz r brown!

6) bcz i have no impulze control or senze of right and wrong

7) i have short hair... :sighz:

8) none! i don't drink water uzually :P

9) cold coffee definitely hot coffee iz NASTY :[

10) thatz clazzified O-O

11) i dunno

12) an interezting day, thatz for sure lolz

13) umm?? earlier but it waz juzt a cookie?? (doez that count)

14) i cant remember what that smell iz so

15) to uhh... a cat? im not with her atm but her name iz big kitty and she iz in a conztant cycle between balding and growing her hair back

16) no lol the body iz 14

17) i dunno... sight bad either way

18) uzually none unlezz u count shampoo (and WAY too much conditioner), but i think i have some sort of gel or somethin i uze sometimez??

19) yez! but i am painting them black... black nail polish beloved <33

20) soda bcz the body iz. american and itz what we're uzed to (i am british in source and headzpace tho :33)

21) we have like thiz,, baby blanket rattle thing? thatz alzo a stuffed animal? we luv him sm... they r genderfluid ig bcz weve been uzing random azz pronounz for her since we were little

22) a bad perzon apparently /cj

23) i dont like being cold :[

24) now how did we get up there. alzo probably juzt talking n joking around :D

25) perfume i HATE lotion

26) i do not know what thiz meanz /lh

27) umm? well i went to sleep at 3am... and woke up like 12pm?? fuck im bad at math umm 7?

28) normally yez but we can't find ourz rn... and we pull it down to eat/drink and forget to put it back up pretty often... we try tho!

29) hottezt pozzible setting no joke

30) no dishez! im pretty good at putting dishez in the sink (but NOT at doing them lol)

31) i am not sure! i like a lot of typez of muzic, anything i like uzually doez the trick

32) not atm, we juzt have two purple onez that r pretty much the same! but at home, the black onez, bcz the catz have left thoze onez alone the mozt

33) yezterday i went and looked at a bunch of civil war landmarkz? doez that count? i uhh. didnt really underztand mozt of it tho. i dunno all thoze big war wordz

34) there are a couple! probably im gonna kill santa clauz by danny gonazlez? or almozt any american idiot song... grew up on that album :]

35) idk which timezone i am but az i am writing thiz anzwer it iz 10:56pm

36) i dont think at all! moonsickness is our sys name, so we'd like to hopefully keep the url

37) umm! my co-hozt cam, we r from the same timeline/mems/source and have known each other pretty much since i waz born/lh

38) umm? japanese cherry blozzom... probably

39) if u mean chapztick, then yeah! we have tonz, but our favouritez r the coke product flavoured onez we bought... <33

40) yez! like two lollipopz and a chocolate cookie :P

41) idfk, juzt with lotz of chocolate

42) webzite, not an app, but quotev! we bazically live there lol... and itz where we met our two bezt friendz!

43) i dont like spicy foodz unlezz they r VERY VERY mild

44) oh damn uhh! our momz bf... he cauzed uz and our family a lot of trauma

45) not very well but kinda??

46) rudolph the red nozed reindeer (the claymation one), or the grinch (the cartoon one), or the nightmare before chriztmaz [azzuming u mean winter holidayz]

47) telling our friendz that we luv them too <33 /p

48) when we were 13 i think? or 12? either champagne or wine, idk which came firzt... either way they were both NAZTY (azk to tag idk if underage drinking botherz any of yall)

49) i dunno actually, havent tried

50) i don't see why not! :3

YAYY THAT ONLY TOOK FOREVER! alzo if i seemed unzure about my anzwerz itz bcz i waz lol

(i accidentally left thiz in my draftz, az far az the timezone thing goez itz 12:18am rn)

here’s weirder asks

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

lighter or matches?

do you leave the window open at night?

which cryptyd being do you believe in?

what color are your eyes?

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies?

how many water bottles are in your room right now?

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

would you slaughter the rich?

favorite extracurricular activity?

what kind of day is it?

when was the last time you ate?

do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

can you drive?

are you farsighted or nearsighted?

what hair products do you use?

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

do you say soda or pop?

something you’ve kept since childhood?

what type of person are you?

how do you feel about chilly weather?

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

perfume/body spray or lotion?

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

about how many hours of sleep did you get?

do you wear a mask?

how do you like your shower water?

is there dishes in your room?

what type of music keeps you grounded?

do you have a favorite towel?

the last adventure you’ve been on?

is there a song you know every word to by heart?

what’s your timezone?

how many times have you changed your url?

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?

a soap bar that smells good?

do you use lip balm?

did you have any snacks today?

how do you take your coffee?

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

what’s your take on spicy foods?

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

can you remember what happened yesterday?

favorite holiday film?

what was the last message you sent?

when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

can you skip rocks?

can i tag you in random stuff?