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Gates to Heck Chapter Five
Teru had been trudging along the raised bunds of the rice paddy for what felt like at least a half a kilometer, but the fields that stretched out ahead of him seemed infinite. The only light came from the stars overhead, which were shining brightly without the cityās light pollution. He must have teleported all the way to Furikake Village, the agricultural municipality north of Seasoning City, near the border of Flavor Prefecture.Ā
āGood evening, Kaijin,ā the voice came from directly behind him, āor should I say Hanazawa-kun?ā
Teru whipped around to see a man standing a couple of bunds down, his feet dry, and his smile ominous.
āYour aura was too depleted to track until now. I only felt it for a moment, but I would know it anywhere. Do you really not recognize me?ā
Teru laughed because he really hadn't until then. Final Dog had been the last target in his anti-terrorist speedrun, and by the night he confronted them, he was running on nothing but fumes and canned coffee. There had been too many auras swirling together into a rat king of raw energy for Teru to recognize one he hadnāt encountered since he was ten years old.Ā
"Well, to be entirely fair, my head was in a bucket for most of our introduction,ā said Teru.
Teru hadn't learned how to waterboard someone from Saturday morning anime. He had learned it the hard way, in his own cramped apartment bathroom, while a man who called himself Shiro-san asked Teru if he knew any other espers.Ā
Shiro-san didn't believe him when he said no.
Shiro-san hadnāt been part of the Fab Five or even the Seventh Divisionās upper echelon. He was just some unscarred member of middle-management that Teru had never seen again.Ā
āYou bailed before the Seventh Division went down, huh?ā asked Teru. āDid you get fired, or did you just feel like they couldnāt help you reach your full potential as a sadistic asshole?ā
āI could see the writing on the wall,ā said Shiro-san.Ā
āPretty sure that was blood,ā said Teru, inspecting his chipped nail polish.Ā
āThe Seventh Divisionās leadership was too weak,ā said Shiro-san. āIshiguro couldn't even put a brat like you in timeout.ā
Teru didnāt think he could talk his way out of this one. He wasnāt Reigen. He just needed to keep Shiro-san talking long enough to come up with a plan. There was no way he had enough energy for another teleport. He was pretty sure if he tried to put up a barrier right now it would be about as strong as a Pringle.Ā
Teru had been in better shape when he was ten years old, and heād still lost that fight.Ā
Shiro-san had used Teruās own T-shirt and bath bucket to waterboard him. He hung Teru by his ankles with telekinesis, pulled the collar of his Sailor Moon T-shirt down (or up, from Teruās point of view) until it covered his nose, and doused his face with water.Ā
It went up his nose. Teru let out a reflexive gasp and let in even more water. It felt like heād inhaled hydrochloric acid instead. Everything between his nasal cavity and his lungs was searing with a pain unlike he had ever experienced.Ā
The third time Shiro-san pulled back the T-shirt for an interrogation break, Teru had bitten down as hard as he could. Shiro-san had been using his hands, because his powers were occupied with the restraints, and he wasnāt a skilled enough esper to multitask. Teru tasted blood before he had to unclench and hack it up, along with what felt like a liter of water.Ā
Shiro-san released him. Teru lashed out with an uncoordinated blast of energy and bugged the fuck out of there, booking it to his closest bolthole. He didnāt go back to his apartment for over a month.
āI seem to recall giving you some trouble too,ā said Teru.Ā Ā
Shiro-san flipped him off, and Teru saw the stump of an index finger that he had bitten in half four years ago.Ā
He hadnāt been able to eat raw carrots for years after that. Thank god for broccoli or Teru would probably have scurvy by now.Ā
Teru laughed airily. āFinal Dogās leadership doesnāt seem to be much of an improvement.ā
Shiro-san did not laugh. He clicked his tongue in a way that suggested he had been involved in Final Dogās leadership. āWell, you know what they say: Third timeās the charm.ā
āSo thatās when Iāll stop you for good?āĀ
Now he laughed. āWhat makes you think youāll live that long?ā
So much for keeping him talking.Ā
āI would have killed you already,ā said Shiro-san, ābut I think you deserve to suffer a little bit first.ā
āIs this like a kink of yours?ā
āI donāt want to waste time with your government watchdog sniffing around for me,ā said Shiro-san. āSo the question is: How to hurt you as much as possible in the least amount of time?āĀ
Teru could already feel his heart rate ramp up at the simple implication that there might be something worse than waterboarding. He tried to mitigate the panic by taking deep breaths. While he still could.Ā
āI think it would only be fair if you lost at least a finger,ā said Shiro-san. ābut I know from experience that adrenaline numbs the pain, and you wonāt be alive long enough for it to wear off.ā
āAre you still hung up on that?ā asked Teru. āSorry. I thought you were jealous of the Scars.ā
Shiro-san snapped his fingers, or what was left of them. āIāve got it! Iāll tell you a story.ā
āWhy donāt we ta- Huh?ā
Teru couldnāt believe it. Shiro-san was actually going to do a villain monologue. Probably about his tragic backstory.
āIām going to tell you a story about a little boy and a big organization.āĀ
Shiro san gestured when he talked, but it was always with his right hand, like he was trying to draw attention to the missing finger. It was a cheap intimidation tactic that probably worked better on someone who hadnāt bitten it off.Ā
āThe organization was looking for psychics. This was before they had to keep a low profile, so they could recruit publicly. They put up flyers and went door to door, inviting people to join their noble cause. They didnāt find many psychics that way, but even normies could prove useful with a littleā¦ help. One day, they knocked on the door of a very nice couple with a very naughty son.ā
The panic had gone, or at least it had gone somewhere far away. Everything seemed very far away, even Shiro-san, who was still talking.Ā
āThe couple didnāt care much about the organizationās agenda, but they were interested in its psychic training program. The couple ended up changing their minds, but by then the little boy had caught the organizationās attention.ā
Sometimes Teru wondered how Claw found out about him, but he had always assumed it was his fault. After all, Shigeo slipped under their radar by barely using his powers. It was Teruās dependence on his powers for everything from skipping rope to making friends that had attracted the attention of the terrorists who targeted him for most of his formative years. That was what he got for showing off.Ā Ā
It made sense.Ā
So did Shiro-sanās story.
Shiro-san clapped his hands. āOkay! Looks like that did the trick. Goodbye, Hanazawa-kun.ā
Teruās feet were pulled out from under him. He tried to catch himself, but his arms were pinned tightly to his side by psychic restraints that he was still too weak to break.Ā
He couldnāt go through this again. It was still the most painful thing he had ever experienced, his second-most recurring nightmare after choking out Shigeo. Teru still couldnāt shower for more than fifteen minutes without having to do some serious breathing exercises afterwards, which would have torpedoed his haircare routine if it werenāt for leave-in conditioner.
Teru had attempted to replicate Shiro-sanās torture technique when he helped Shigeo storm Clawās Seventh Division to save Outoto-kun.
An eye for an eye. That was what Teru told himself, but he hadnāt been able to go through with it. He ended up dunking Teradaās head in a bucket a couple of times, never for more than a few seconds, and never with a cloth over his face. Terada had been able to hold his breath. It was still torture, but it wasnāt waterboarding.
It was, however, a much faster way to kill someone if that was the desired result.Ā
It was also easier to keep your hands clear if they happened to be a biter.
Shiro-san lowered Teru face first into the dirty water of the rice paddy. Teru tried to turn his head, but no matter how much he craned his neck, the water still covered his mouth. This time there were no questions. There was no reprieve. The water was less than ten centimeters deep, and Teru was going to drown inĀ it.
#not sure how i feel about this chapter#but you can't have comfort without the hurt#cw waterboarding#btw my playlist for these last two chapters was#my way home is through you#by mcr#on repeat#mp100#terumob#terumob fanfic#mp100 fanfic
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Soup solves everything.
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#Senshi#izutsumi#chilchuck tims#laios touden#marcille donato#THE SOUP CHAPTER HAS BEEN ANIMATED#I have so many thoughts about senshi's backstory and how much that experience has shaped who he is.#This is such a powerful moment because it makes it clear how *stuck* senshi has been because of his trauma.#Up until now he has been a mystery! He's the chef guy! Don't worry about his apparent reclusiveness from society!#Don't worry about his intense need to make sure 'the young ones are fed'!#Senshi still has a lot of healing but this was the moment he could finally forgive himself.#This chapter is so important to me because sometimes you truly do need to face the most terrifying things to move past them.#This joke here is a bit too narrow to be funny for the masses...but mdzs fans know.#MDZS :handshake: Dungeon Meshi: Soup moment.#Laios and Jiang Yanli have a powerful magic call "Eat some soup and maybe you'll feel better'#That is also a spell you can cast upon yourself. Go eat some soup and you will feel better. Merry Soupmas everyone.#One more week of Thistle Thursdays....I'm not ready to say goodbye B*(
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Invisible String Theory (Anon!Slytherin Boy x Reader)
Chapter 4
warnings; NSFW, Stalking behavior, violence and self-inflicted injury(punching a wall), dumbification for like three sentences, some boys beef, reader has a panic attack, like kinda cliffhanger?
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To Whom It May Concern,
Please leave me alone.Ā
Regards.
The folded letter sits on the mantle of the Slytherin common room fireplace. It taunts me. The soft, orange flicker casts long shadows over the room. Like a kid expecting Saint Nick, I wait. Patiently. Even as my eyes drift shut, exhaustion claiming my body, I prevail. Just a glimpse. Just a moment of eye contact. To know, to see, to end. A yawn racks through my body, and I stretch my arms above my head, my back popping.
Pinned.
A shrill shriek escapes me when a strong grip pins my wrists together above my head, and as soon as the scream leaves my lips, Iām released. Panic surges through my body, goosebumps plaguing my skin with a cold shiver, I stand suddenly and whip around to findā
Theodore.
Itās just Theo.
He has a sheepish look on his face, and he moves around the couch to gently lead me back to sitting, settling in beside me. He watches me lean back against the overstuffed cushions, releasing a deep sigh of relief.
āIām sorry, I thought it was going to be funny.ā
āNo, no, it was. Iām just on edge,ā I assured him, and shut my eyes, just for a moment.
Nott rests a hand on my knee, a friendly gesture, as he starts to rub small, comforting circles on the skin. āIt isnāt helpful to stay up and wait forā¦ It. Letās get you in bed,ā He whispers, and I shake my head.
āJust a bit longer, itās the principle of the matter,ā I explain, sighing and opening my eyes again. My eyes lazily scan the common room, abnormally empty, which makes me wonder about the time. Theodore sighs beside me and clicks his tongue. He shakes his head at me and suddenly, his arms wrap underneath my knees and around my back, and I yelp as Iām lifted off the couch. I wrap my arms around Theodore for the safety of my life, kicking my legs in protest.
āLetās get you to bedāā
āAm I interupting?ā
Nott and Iās head both snap towards the sound of a new voice, and a tall body stands in the shadows. Theoās grip tightens on me, and I canāt help but squeak as his fingers dig into the soft skin of my thighs. The figure steps forward, his hands in his pockets, built like an athlete with wide, strong shoulders. Silver light passes through the Black Lake into our windows, casting an otherworldly glow across his face, and onyx eyes meet mine.Ā
āRiddle, you scared me,ā I let out a shaky breath, slowly dropping my leg to the floor despite Theodoreās best effort to hold onto me. Speaking of which, he looks particularly upset. Maybe he doesnāt like being scared as much as he likes to scare people. āAnyone else planning on jumping out tonight? So far, I have two-for-two,ā I try to laugh, but it falls silent as I notice the electric glare between the two. Another spat, I assumed, nothing surprising despite their tight-knit friendship.Ā
āYou arenāt writing back to him, right?ā Mattheo asks me, glancing at the envelope on the mantelpiece. Sheepishly, I look away and rub my goosebump covered arm. āIt isnāt really writing back to him if Iām asking him to leave me aloneāā āAsking?ā āTelling. Telling him to leave me alone.ā
Theodore scoffs and his hand finds the small of my back. āLetās go, itās too late for this,ā He suggests, but with the way he gently leads me away from Riddle leaves no room for argument. I cast a glance over my shoulder and mouth a good night, not wanting to further upset whatever Theodore is brooding over.Ā
āYou shouldnāt talk to him anymore,ā Theodore mutters, leading me to my dorm room.
āWhat?ā I ask, brows furrowing at his comment, āLook, whatever petty little fight you two are having will blow over,āĀ
āNot this time,ā
āYou say that every time, Theo!ā I groan in exasperation, āYou canāt just tell me who to hang out with just because youāre mad at them!ā
Nott grunts in frustration and drops his arm from my back, stopping in his tracks. āFine. Since, you want to be stupid-ā
āStupid?ā
āDid I stutter?ā He snaps, and my stomach churns suddenly at his tone, āSince you want to be so stupid, you can figure this all out on your own. No, actually. Go to Riddle. See how far that gets you.ā He practically snarls at me, his once welcoming eyes now an angry rapid waiting to drown me beneath its waters. His gaze is suffocating. Angry.
āFine,ā I snap right back at him, but my voice is more confident than I feel, āHeāll be more helpful than you!āĀ
A sickening crack. Thatās all I heard as Nott slams his fist against the stone wall, and a gasp leaves my lips in pure shock. Loose rock crumbles to the floor, skidding across the dungeon floor.
Theodore grips his first, his chest heaving with labored breaths, and blood drips from his balled fist to the floor. Before I can say anything, he turns on his heel and stalks away, leaving me alone outside my door.
Anxiety and anger seep into my stomach, and my brows knit with frustration. I push open my door, scanning my room, and my stomach drops when I find a bouquet of fresh red roses laying atop a heart shaped box of what could only be chocolates. I turn on my heel, but Theoās name gets caught on my lips as I try to call for him, and suddenly, I feel very, very unwell.
Shit.
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I sat next to Mattheo at breakfast out of spite. Maybe itās petty, but as Mattheo rests his elbow comically against my shoulder, Theodore glares at us from across the table. Draco continues talking at Theodore, unaware of his complete lack of focus on the subject at hand. I make eye contact with him for a moment, just a moment, and it sends a cold chill down my spine.
My eye drifts down to Theo's wrapped fist and wrist, his fingers tapping rapidly on the wood of the table. His stormy eyes never leave me even as I turn my gaze away, Parkinson catching my attention with a call of my name.Ā
āYou got mail,ā Pansy hummed, passing out each morning parcel. My anxiety creeps back up my neck, and I swear I feel Theodore still staring at me as I carefully tear open a crisp envelope. My hands shake as I slowly pull the nauseatingly familiar paper out, now stained with a deep crimson, and I hold my breath as I open it.
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To Whom It May Concern, My Darling Future Husband,
Please leave me alone. Iām so sorry for being an insufferable brat recently. I really miss you, and I love you.
Regards. Yours, even if I need my attitude fixed.
I want that written word for word in your next response, or I promise you wonāt like what I do to you. This is your last warning.
Yours.
P.s. You arenāt thinking about taking this to the headmaster, are you? It wouldnāt work out for you, love. Donāt be stupid. I hate when you donāt use that clever little brain of yours. Although, I wonder what you would look like fucked dumb.
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A sob catches in my throat and fear courses through my body. The letter itself reeks, metalic, copper. I curl over in place, feeling my heartbeat quicken exponentially as I wrap my arms around my own stomach. A wave of nausea washes over me like a tsunami, and tears fall from my eyes as they squeeze shut.Ā
The outside world drowns away, any commotion muffled into a distant buzz as my ears start to ring. Iām hyper aware of the hand placed on my back, and beyond the buzz I can almost make out the voices of the friends surrounding me.Ā
Hey.
My brain feels fuzzy, and it flickers from one worst case scenario to the other. Pins prick at my skin painfully, making tears fall harder from my eyes.
Hey.Ā
I try to steady my breathing, but I canāt help but gasp for air.
Hey.
Hey, Hey, Hey, Look at me, Look at me.
I donāt look though, I canāt look. My body feels too light as my thoughts drift away, and the last thing I feel is strong arms catching me as I fall over.Ā
#rot says so#invisible string theory series#anon!slytherin boy x reader#how did we feel about that transition into actual chapters and not just letters hmmmmm#not sure how i feel about this hmmmm#but mama needs content posted#slytherin boys#lorenzo berkshire x reader#lorenzo berkshire#enzo berkshire x reader#enzo berkshire#theodore nott x reader#theo nott x reader#mattheo riddle x reader#draco malfoy x reader#blaise zabini x reader
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Tough And Sweet (Like You And Me)
Ch. 9/? ā 'I Don't Want You To Go Away'
[WC: 122K | Gale Cleven/John Egan, College AU, The Bikeriders AU, Age Gap, Emotional Slowburn, Hurt/Comfort, Porn With Plot, Set in 2005]
College student John Egan ends up in an old pub on the other side of his small town, where he has a chance encounter with biker and mechanic Gale Cleven. Unconventional circumstances be damned, John is a lovesick fool.
[AO3 LINK]
#tough and sweet fic#17k words at ur service <3#clegan#johnslittlespoon fics#clegan fic#thanks for all the sweet anons after i posted the 'update' yesterday i cry fr. my heart#not sure how i feel about this chapter but! such is life. onwards or whateva#24 hrs from hell hence the delay but the TASing must persist. thanks for the patience <3
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āSocial media has made this generation so narcissistic and self centered everyoneās always posting selfies and posting about everything they do during the dayā shut up. The human desire to show you exist and you were here is innate and weāve been doing it since the days we were leaving hand prints on cave walls
#Iām in a romantic mood rn donāt mind my bullshit lol#I have a lot of feelings abt the idea of how we want to show we exist and be seen#itās really a shame I donāt see this idea explored much in media#there is stuff about leaving behind a legacy in media sure but thatās not quite the same#bojack did do this which I rly liked#in the episode where heās giving a speech at his moms funeral#talking about how she said āI see youā before she died#the desire to just be seen#also this book I like called moral lessons had a chapter on this#it was a chapter about smoking and how part of the appeal of smoking is#you sort of prove youāre existence. the smoke and the smell of it goes beyond you and your presence is undeniable#and the same is for wearing perfume#āāāāI am hereā she sniffs happily āI am really hereāāā#I rly like this book lol#edit: itās mortal lessons not moral lessons#my bad lol#also the author is Richard Selzer#if anyoneās interested in reading it
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IT'S KAWOSHIN DAY!!! As well as the last day of Kawoshin Week :') It's been such a blast, gonna miss it when it's over
Kawoshin Week Day 7: Cuddling/domestic fluff! + Sleepover and Spinoffs (again)! Based on the Campus Apocalypse sleepover chapter āŗļø
#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#campus apocalypse#nge#nge ca#toma draws#kawoshinweek2024#CAwoshin again! wanted to ensure my favorite niche kawoshin got some representation in the week in case no one else did stuff with them...#which wasn't the case since literally every fill for the spinoffs prompt has been campus apocalypse!!! which i'm overjoyed about š„ŗ#my second option for today was finishing a sonicverse kawoshin wip for the free day prompt. but i already included sonic in the week with-#the song lyrics i used for my day 5 piece so i went with this instead#also went with this because. um. my original plan for today was actually. a CA fic for these same prompts set after said sleepover chapter#but i'm neither fast nor confident at writing so i. haven't finished it (i DID get it to almost 1500 words so far though! progress)#so i thought i'd color something i drew while thinking about it :')#i did it while taking a break from my day 5 piece and was pretty loose about it so it's not super polished and i'm not sure how i feel abt-#the colors but! it hits the soft cozy vibe i was going for and that's good enough for me#if i manage to finish the fic within the year i might still include it as a very late week entry... no promises though. we'll see
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Happy birthday, @a-very-fond-farewell! I figured you would enjoy seeing Mr. Abyss in a silly apron ;)
And Ga On be like: "DON'T MIND IF I DO"
... possibly connected to Who Holds the Devil, I guess, since Yo Han is cooking? The future we're all longing for, or something. Especially Ga On since he finally gets to bury his nose against Yo Han's neck like he's always wanted. That boy.
#Kang Yo Han#Kim Ga On#Gahan#The Devil Judge#Art#Fan Art#KDrama#LOOK#Maybe I feel a little bit guilty about chapter 38#So here#Have some domestic fluff#Also#I'm still trying to figure out how to shade in a simpler way#Not sure if I can call this simple tho x'D#But it IS pretty! :D#I am also on a quest to put Yo Han in the fluffiest sweaters ever#And yes#The Mole is present#I'm pretty sure people would murder me if I forgot about it xD
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clarazz are so strong if i was (vaguely in love with and) slightly possessive of my best friend and the whole world was obsessed with him (like i was) id crash out š
#m!ik#ameri chima vine shiida mephisto? whos next henri?#not to mention eiko purson and lied š (who really i mention specifically bc they apparently kin him which is soo funny. also they make up#boku trio together! though if we were making a list list im not sure id add em a tier above any other misfitā¦)#not all romantic obsession to be perfectly clear^^ but they all wanna stand by irumas side the same š³#ameri and chima who want to stand by iruma romantically and academically/socially/powerwiseā¦#vine and eiko too but theyre like. gag characters ik weāre a comedy series but everything surronding these two is a bit so im#putting them in the same adjecent group of side characters who are crushing#shiida who wants to be his family#mephisto who wants to be his righthand man/royal advisor/wants to make him king#(again misfits in general but lied and purson i single out bc. boku trio / young king duo / music duo u get it#id group bachiko opera balam and maybe even kalego with these other guys butā¦ mmm#mmm bachiko certainly loves her student and opera/balam/kalego are all protective over iruma in their own ways id argue that when u compare#operas his family. bachiko is his master#kalego and balam are his teachers and his familiar/the first person he told his secret to#theyre all (seemingly) satisfied with their closeness with iruma/comfortable with their relationship as it is. theyre secure#the list above are all sorta Longing for something more#they want to be important to iruma#theyre not satisfied! they want more! and the story specifically centers around this idea for an arc or two or many#which btw i love i think iruma deserves having so many people who want to be close to him and who admire him#omg i forgot kirio HELLOā¦. hesā¦a little differently obsessed.#lets group him by himself but near the ameri/chima and eiko/vine section if u know what i mean#(note: its been a while since ive read chapters with shiida in em but from memory i do think she sees iruma as a little brother-#which is such a specific bond to long for; i think she wants to be someone he trusts first#followed by someone who can protect him followed by someone who he can learn from)#demons are selfish; i think its really sweet that theyre all pretty respectful of how iruma chooses to spend his time esp for being demons#cuz guess what! irumas selfish too. a true demon. he wants more and more and thats kinda what its all about#tldr everyone wants to stand next to iruma; clarazz (who stand next to him as his soulmates) have feelings about it lol#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun
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the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!ā
(ā¦it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valleyā¦š„²)
poseref
#in the remake hugh and the playerās kid are the same number of years apart#so i can see them having very similar conversations n friendship#surely these two kids will grow up well adjusted and they will have no lasting effects from this kind of isolation. they will be fine#i have been thinking a lot about what their childhoods were like. i want to protect both of them#everyone who has anything to say about them as kids says that both of them were not well behaved children at all#tei says rock was rambunctious and energetic and hard to handle. sebastian says lumina was less than amenable#rock says he was bored to death when he first came here and lumina asks you not to tell romana that sheās lonely#lumina also hated wearing dresses so. she is very mad and ready to bite people maybe#sos awl#bokumono#my art#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon#story of seasons#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokujou monogatari#i like to imagine a au where pony and cecilia come to visit their familyās respective farms#so these two can have more friends ;w;#i am always thinking about how they were both severed from their families and taken in by someone else at a young age to live in nowhere#and they are both not exactly enthused about following the path laid out for them#headcanon ā ļø i wonder if rockās moving out on his own happened when he was a teenager. he was extremely confident everything would work out#anyway he got fired from every job ever and after many years came crawling back. and he came crawling back blond#at the time of chapter 1 lumina is baffled by the state of the guy she grew up with. why is he using dated slang and wearing disco costume#she is also kind of mad at him for having been gone for so long#hc ārock probably had more freedom as a kid than lumina did which probably annoyed her#once again takakura retrieves a small rock from the goddess pond and heās covered in poison ivy bee stings etc. no remorse#lumina from her window on the hill feels somehow jealous of these misadventures#lumina mentions in her heart event that she doesnāt often visit the beach because her skin burns easily#meanwhile rock was probably playing outside always. if his kid is any indication#idk i like thinking about the history of this extremely small village
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Reunion :3 š Read my Guitarspear fic "Bigger Than The Whole Sky" on AO3!
@shinynewboots so tumblr shows you š
#still not sure how i'm feeling about this buuttt eh#guitarspear#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel adam#hazbin hotel lute#my art#bigger than the whole sky#chapter 7 of bttws#tabithaposts#shoot i totally forgot to add a link to the fic and then someone reblogged it before i added it ;-;#BTTWS Artwork
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being attached to that moment qifrey held a baby one time and my ideas for the future :)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#brief small post before i return to Real and Emotional things again...but tbh...this makes me feel real emotions too#i think the manga will end up with a epilogue chapter showcasing little things in the girls' future and orufrey holding hands or kissing...#to like Indicate things. if it doesn't happen beforehand.#But. Who. Knows. also then i suddenly started thinking about them raising a baby for ages today because of how narratively poignant it'd be#for things to end that way after having raised almost-daughters all those years. and how healing it could be for qifrey and etc.#thing i said on twt: girls visit so often that the kid's first words are Professor Olly#ādeja vu.. i'm not your professor kid - i'm your father!ā#sorry but they are literally a gay couple where one truly is like The Mom and one truly is The Dad. to me#i think a housewifey homemaker type lifestyle would make qifrey happy. be harder now that he's disabled - well that's why he has his man.#i dont normally care about stuff like fankids or whatever..characters becoming parents for real..but like..Come on#This is the couple to think about this with.....they already ARE parents..i want them to be happy for eternity#once all the horrors are over we have to make it there.....children are so precious families are so precious....#i have bad relationship with parents personally and haven't interacted with children in years. And yet i still know that.#the fact that orufrey fight for children to be safe and educated and happy...qif wants to help coustas too..#aaaanyway today was a pretty weird and difficult day so i deserved to think about happy futures for a bit. i hear it's possible#btw i'm most sure about tetia becoming the princess of zozah. i think that will happen. and riche should have the ribbon tassel.
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Designs of Happiness - Track A21
L4mps Main Story Translation
Title: As a Human Representative
Characters: Daniel, Nagi, Netaro
Summary: Daniel finds Nagi collapsed in the lounge area. Although Nagi did not reveal the reason for it, he had discovered Netaroās true identityā¦Ā
Thank you aca @463ce6, myun @/myuntachis Niri @/Niri_riri and jes @/arcanecrayonn for helping me with proofing!
Location: Hakodate - Hotel Lounge
Daniel: Phewā¦ This is pure bliss~ Saunas really are the bestā¦Ā
Daniel: Huh?
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Daniel: Nagi, whatāre you all sprawled out on the ground for?Ā
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Daniel: I get that it was too hot for you, but you're just gonna end up catching a cold if you do that right after a bath.
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Daniel: You could at leastā Wait, is he knocked out!?Ā
Daniel: Nagi, you okay!? Get a hold of yourself!Ā
Nagi: Ughā¦ Buchi-sanā¦Ā
Daniel: Good, at least youāre conscious. Did you get dizzy?Ā
*Netaro pops out from behind Nagi*
Netaro: I believe this is a minor case of anemia.Ā
Daniel: Woahā Damn, you scared me. Didnāt know you were here too.Ā
Netaro: Mhm.
Daniel: At least help him out instead of just sitting on your ass with popsicles in both hands!
Netaro: Nyam nyam.Ā
Daniel: Nagi, think you can stand?
Netaro: Can you~?
Nagi: ā¦Oh, yeah.Ā
Daniel: Whatās wrong? Was it really just anemia?Ā
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
~~~(flashback)
Netaro: Hmā¦ So be it. I was inclined to hold back for a while longer, but now that itās come to thisā
Netaro: Youāll have to suffice.
Nagi: *fearful breathing*
Nagi: (I feel like Iāve been struck with sleep paralysisā )
Netaro: Youāre unable to move, arenāt you~ It seems the heat from the sauna has caused me to glitch, you see.Ā
Netaro: I cannot even mimic the human form at this momentā¦Ā
Nagi: (M-Mimicā¦?)
Netaro: Would you like to see my true form? Iām right beside you.Ā
Nagi: !?
Netaro: Those retinae of yours cannot retain my image, so Iām Invisible Netaro now.
Netaro: In accordance with Article 1156 of the Interstellar Constitution established by my planet, any local lifeform that learns of my true form is applicable to receive necessary information and given the opportunity to make a choice.
Netaro: At the same time, exceptional measures are to be taken in the event of the endangerment of an official investigator, such as myself.
Nagi: (????)
Netaro: I, Netaro Yowa, am an extraterrestrial lifeform from the planet āProxima Centauri b,ā designated as such by you earthlings. I have arrived here for the sake of a certain mission.
Netaro: As this mission is top secret, you will not be made aware of the details, even if you choose to follow Article 1156.
Netaro: My main goal is to conduct an investigation on the primary lifeform on this planet, the human race, at a military-level secret operation. However, in the event of an emergency, my life is to be prioritized over that of the local lifeform.Ā
Nagi: (W-Which meansā¦?)
Netaro: In order to maintain my continued activities on this planet, as well as my mimicry of the human form, I need to intake a specific amount of adaptive factors within a fixed timeframe.
Netaro: I would like you to act as my prospective donor.Ā
Nagi: (I donāt get what heās sayingā¦)
Netaro: This is all you need to understandā
*Netaro reveals a contract*
Netaroās Proposed Contract
The following agreement is made and entered into by and between Netaro Yowa (hereafter referred to as āRecipientā) and Nagi Hachinoya (hereafter referred to as āDonorā):
The Donor is to provide the Recipient with a specified amount of his body whenever it is requested of him. a) The frequency and volume may vary, as long as it does not lead to the Donorās loss of life.
The Donor must not reveal any confidential information about the Recipient to any other lifeform (including AI).
The Donor must cooperate with the Recipient to ensure that no confidential information is revealed to any other lifeform (including AI).
In the event that the Donor breaches any terms of this Agreement, the Interstellar Court will act as the court of instance with exclusive jurisdiction over the matter. The Recipient has the right to restrain the Donor until a resolution is reached.
Netaro: Iām certain those back on my planet will have no complaints in this case.Ā
Nagi: (This is getting more and more confusingā¦ What does he even mean by āa specified amount of his bodyā...)
Netaro: As long as it is something produced by your body, anything is fine. I quite prefer blood, myself.
Nagi: !!
Netaro: To put it simply, if you refuse to act as my donor and protect my secret, you will die.Ā
Nagi: !?
Netaro: Local lifeform Nagi: You have two choices.
Netaro: To agree to this contract, or to be eaten whole by me; which do you prefer?
Nagi: ā¦!
Netaro: Will you cry? Are you tearing up~? I enjoy tears almost as much as I do blood~
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Nagi: Will it hurtā¦?
Netaro: I could indeed compound a drug that could numb your sense of pain, but that will have to be for next time!
Nagi: I wonātā¦ die, rightā¦?
Netaro: You just read the Agreement, did you not!? I wouldnāt want to destroy a precious dispenser of adaptive factor!
Netaro: Though, Iām not entirely confident, as Iām far too hungry at the moment.Ā
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Nagi: Okay. Iāll do it.Ā
Netaro: Yaaayyyy~!
Nagi: Even if I did die, itās not like it would affect anybody.Ā
Nagi: You might be an alien, but I donāt think itās very nice to leave someone alone when theyāre sufferingā¦Ā
Nagi: I donāt want you to have a bad impression of earthlingsā¦Ā
Netaro: Good. You are prepared, yes?Ā
Nagi: Huh, waitā Right now? Here!? Hold onā
Nagi: A-Ahhhhhhhhhhhā¦ā¦ā¦
~~~(end flashback)
Location: Hakodate - Hotel Lounge
Daniel: ā¦Nagi, you listening?Ā
Nagi: *gasp* Oh, sorryā¦Ā
Daniel: You sure itās just anemia?Ā
Nagi: Yeah. Iām okay now.Ā
Daniel: Alright, then sit down over there. You want a popsicle?Ā
Nagi: Oh, but I already had one soā¦Ā
Daniel: Then Iāll give you my share. What flavor do you want?Ā
Nagi: Thank youā¦ Then, Iād like pineapple.Ā
Daniel: Got it. Netaro over there is just stuffing himself on these though, geez.Ā
Netaro: Nyam nyam.
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Daniel: Here.Ā
Nagi: Thank you.
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Nagi: (This is orangeā¦)
Netaro: Delicious, is it not? Gii.
Nagi: Urkā¦ Yeah, it isā¦Ā
Netaro: Shall I share some of my grape-flavored one with you?Ā
Nagi: ā¦!
*Nagi bumps into Daniel*
Daniel: Woah there, whatās wrong? You just sprang out of your seat like some grasshopper.Ā
Nagi: Itāsā¦ nothing. Sorry.Ā
Netaro: Even though itās so deliciousā¦Ā
Nagi: ā¦ā¦Ā
Notes:
Proxima Centauri b is an exoplanet orbiting within the habitable zone of the red dwarf star Proxima Centauri, which is the closest star to the Sun and part of the larger triple star system Alpha Centauri.
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