#not saying critic is bad but wow it gets tiring
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Feel like I should watch the wsd tv series again. Need Vervain and Hawkbit now more than ever to distract me.
#comfort characters baby#i miss writing and analyzing vervain#the good thing about these rabbits is that I donât visit the tags and barely talk to anyone expect one person to begin with#so I donât have too worry about things getting too tiring because someone decides to be overly critical#not saying critic is bad but wow it gets tiring#especially when you can tell folks want a thing with a different outcome#idk judging from the objective perspective has helped me to appreciate things more and view it less in black and white#not just characters but shows and books in general
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Dav spoilers (mostly around taash but also around the shadow dragons quest line ending)
Okay I'll probably be making more veilguard rambles bc this game is like right on the line of "good enough to get me invested but bad enough to drive me up the wall" so I have. A lot of thoughts.
I'm still not certain how I feel about taash's writing. I'm not particularly going to go into their culture thing besides to say why the fuck is choosing one of the other what their entire god damn arc revolves around. What. Do they know you can be more than one thing... I think this is VERY odd with them being nonbinary
But anyways. What I actually want to talk about is them and their gender. Because like. I still do not know how to feel about it lmao
Because on one hand, seeing a nonbinary character be just accepted like that genuinely made me tear up a bit. On the other. This is dragon age. You know.
The previous games have set up Thedas as somewhere where homophobia/transphobia exsists and is relatively common. Zevran is more cautious flirting with a male warden, Anders asks if it's okay that he's into men. Hell, Dorian's entire fucking companion quest is "my father tried to do blood magic conversion therapy on me"
And it's just. Very very odd. Because Taash's dialogues set up the Shadow Dragons as their go to for gender problems. Which you know, makes sense on paper because of course the organization that opposes the old system of Tevinter would also want to get rid of the built in bigotry that comes with "breeding" the perfect mage. However!!! They did *nothing* with it!!! I think the shadow dragons have the most trans named/important characters in it (tarquin, maevaris, possibly also rook and maybe others? I'm not sure) and not ONCE is the fact that Tevinter is a extremely bigoted society that values bloodlines over people mentioned. Your two choices between the next archon are a gay man and a trans woman which is GREAT but not once is anything about public backlash mentioned!!! Public opinion doesn't just change overnight, blight or not! There would still be a LOT of people blinded by ignorance who would push back. And it's not!!! Fucking!! Mentioned!!!
I do love a story without homophobia/transphobia, I really do. And I think the exsistance of that kind of bigotry exists in dragon age because of when it was made. However, seeing characters thrive in spite of that? Finding love despite living in a more bigoted society? That ALSO means a lot to me. And I think they really could have done it with taash and the shadow dragons but they just didn't and it makes me so sad
#dragon age#dav spoilers#dav critical#taash#this isnt even getting into the complete lack of mention of anything regarding slavery in minrathous#theres like. one line but its not even about minrathous!!! its about an elven lady who was sold by loghain during the blight!!!#i really did enjoy dav and the problem ISSS THAT I CAN SEE HOW GOOD IT COULD HAVE BEEN#good games leave me thinking âwow that was good!â#bad games i dont even finish#mediocre games brimming with untapped potential make me pace around the room rambling about insane theories#im not gonna lie and say that nothing about taash's story resonated with me. im nonbinary so seeing some of that reflected in them was grea#however. it also slighly felt like they werent willing go touch on the more uh. whats the word. darker?#parts of it? instead they just villainzed the qunari (again. third game in a row btw)#its insane how the best writing of the qunari is STILL sten from origins#not gonna say it was perfect by anymeans but at least origins tried to be slightly sympathetic to it ugh#im tired i needdddd to calm tf down about this game#dragon age makes me a Certain Way idk why#crow rambles
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My Boyfriend
Itadori Yuuji x GN! Reader
Cw - GN! reader, you/yours pronouns, headcanon, established relationship, pet names (My love, Angel), a little bit of angst, fluff, Maybe it's a bit ooc.
Synopsis - You and Yuji are different, you're cold and rude, while Yuji is the complete opposite.
Word count - 721
Everyone was surprised when they found out that you and Yuji were in a relationship, you are someone who is rude and cold while Yuji is the opposite. Some people cast worried glances at Itadori, fearing that he was being treated badly in the relationship.
- But little do they know that in private you're simply very gentle with Itadori, the target of harmless jokes from him.
"Angel, touch me, you know I love when you touch my hair." You say in a muffled voice, your head buried in Yuji's neck, with your arms around him in a tight hug.
"Ow, look at you, so needy you're almost begging." He says in a playful tone, taking a hand to your hair to play with it and stroke your scalp, receiving a snort in return. You quickly squeeze Itadori's side, tickling him. "Hey! Stop that-" Before he can finish speaking he is cut off by his own laughter, giggling wildly as he tries to get you to stop tickling him.
"Enough! Enough, please!" He begs after a while, you stop and give him a smug smile. "Sorry, I think it was you who was begging." With that he opens his mouth, a visible expression of shock, then cracks a smile. "Wow, who knew you had such a dirty trick up your sleeve."
"Be quiet and cuddle me for once." You bury your head in his neck and hug him tightly again, leaving him with no escape. He smiles and starts to play with your hair, so he also strokes your scalp, enjoying the moment.
- Well, apart from that, you're like a personal watchdog, always defending Itadori from negative comments or mean looks, trying to protect him from the malice of others.
Itadori is sometimes criticized mainly for being Sukuna's receptacle. Some Jujutsu sorcerers look at him differently, as if he were someone bad.
"Do you know who he is?" A girl asks her friend, pointing at Yuji. "Yes I do, be careful, he's Sukuna's vessel, better stay away from him." The boy says this, without noticing you approaching.
Your eyes narrow when you hear the boy's comment, and you stop in the middle of the path and walk towards him. When you get close to him, you touch him on the shoulder to get his attention, the boy turns around and is greeted by you. The look you give him is enough to let him and the girl know that they've said the wrong thing.
"Uh, hi." The girl says, catching your eye, only to be met with a cold stare. You both remain silent, while you clear your throat and look directly into the boy's eyes. "Look here boy, if I hear you saying anything more about my boyfriend you're screwed." With that, the boy swallows, knowing you're not joking, and the girl stands still in silence.
"Of course, I apologize for him, now we need to go." She says, pulling the boy by the arm and walking away, you look at them until they turn and disappear down the corridors.
Yuji finally notices you and calls out to you, smiling happily. "You took your time, I was getting worried." When you hear his words, a small smile appears on your face and you go to his side to sit down. "Sorry for the delay, I had to sort out some problems."
- And the main thing, when Itadori is feeling tired and exhausted from having so many responsibilities, you are there to help him. Always holding him and telling him how much you love him.
At this moment, Yuji is lying on top of you, his head buried in your neck, crying as he vents to you. "I'm so tired, it's so frustrating." He says through tears and sobs.
One of your hands caresses his back and the other plays with his hair. "Shhh, I know, my love, but you're doing your best." You kiss his hair and then let out a sigh. "You always do your best, I know that, I'm always very happy to have such a strong, beautiful and amazing boyfriend like you."
Hearing your words, Yuji cries even harder, hugging you tighter. "I love you so much, I don't know what I'd do without you." He lifts his head from your neck and begins to kiss your cheek.
Please don't translate my work and don't repost on other social networks, if there are any grammatical errors I ask you to excuse me!
#ftm reader#male reader insert#male reader#anime x male reader#jjk x male reader#itadori x reader#gn reader#yuji x reader#jjk x gn!reader#gn!reader#male!reader
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Come Get 'Im!
Pedro Pascal x Actress!Reader
Summary: "It's day 130, and this man with a mustache still can't get a fucking hint and keeps inviting himself to have lunch with me."
Word Count: 2k+
Warnings: Fem!reader, crude language, crack fic, low key social media au format, annoying rat!pedro, mentions/depictions of online hate, use of y/n T_T, fluff, typos, etc.
A/N: HOY @sloanexx ito na. I hope this makes you spiral HAHAHAHAH Also tagging: @pinksirensong @aralezinspace
Shaky cam and out of breath has entered the chat.
It's a tiktok video of you recording yourself while in the middle of a jog.
"I swear," you pant, as the audio captures wind, "to fucking Obama, Trump, and Biden, America-- AMERICA!" you bark, "if one of you thirsty ass idiots come crying to me again for even breathing, BREATHING--" you scream and huff as you catch your breath. You jog a few paces forward. You look over your shoulder, back to your camera, "--around that idiot you like so bad, I'm going to explode."
The camera pans to your nostrils and double chin, "if you want your pathetic, middle aged man so bad, come and fucking get him!"
You harshly pull your phone back and show the man on a hoverboard trailing behind you. His brown hair is blowing with the wind. He raises a hand and waves. He grins at the camera, beaming as he says, "HI TIKTOK!"
"COLLECT," you point the camera back to you, "THIS RAGGEDY BAG OF BONES RIGHT NOW!"
"But I love you!"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!"
Welcome to: A day in the life of someone who is contractually obligated to be close to Pedro Pascal. Featuring you! The actress, who Pedro has been smitten with the entire time since filming and promoting your movie, and has thus since elicited the wrath of (some of) the Pascal girlies! Yay!
So, tell us, what is it like to be with the one and only Pedro Pascal! It is everything, all the fangirls dream of? Well, let's take a look at some footage!
It's a behind the scenes video. There is no audio available.
You and Pedro are standing far off from the perspective of the camera on an elevated set, in front of a blue screen. Pedro jokingly leans in, pushing his hands to you but not making contact. He's been teasing that he'd push you. He repeats this multiple times before eventually, you get tired and tell him off. He laughs with an open mouth and his tongue out. You turn over you shoulder, motioning something vaguely to someone off cam.
When you turn back to Pedro, he pretends to push you again, but this time, it backfires. He yelps and slips, crashing into a foam of cushions beneath you. Instantly, you turn and point to him, laughing out loud exaggeratedly, pointing at him from above. You then jump down to his side and then tackle him, pretending as though you were on WWE. You end with coiling his arm behind him, sticking your tongue out to the camera.
Wow! How educational!
Here's you and him doing an interview!
"I really enjoy that the film is not scared to dive into that-" you start, gesturing your hands as you passionately pour your thoughts on the theme of the film.
Pedro, who had been listening to you intently, turns to you and randomly pokes your cheek.
You ignore this, used to his behavior, as you continue, "I think it's really important that we, as a society, openly talk about this dilemma and critically reassess it."
Pedro pokes your cheek again, only this time, you turn to him, and he faces front and acts as if he did not just do that.
You turn back to the interviewer. He makes another attempt at poking you face, only this time, you turn and bite at his finger. You very nearly manage to get him.
He pulls his finger back and gasps, clutching both his hands to his chest, "ay, dios mio."
You snarl at him before going back as you were. You break into a chuckle when you hear him slipping into laughter. He says "that was actually scary."
"You deserve it."
Here's you and Pedro talking to a child that is a fan of both your separate work! (His being The Mandalorian, yours being A Mermaid Tale)
You coo as the little girl runs up to you and hugs your legs. You lower yourself, so to embrace the child in your arms. You coo as the small child wraps her arms around you. Pedro, from behind you, grins as he takes a photo of your interaction.
When she pulls away from you, you gasp at her pigtails, complementing them.
She smiles, "it's like- like your hair in the movie!"
You grin, "such a smart girl! It totally is, but honestly, yours is so much better!"
The girl smiles at you and you smile back at her. She then looks up to the man that was standing behind you, pointing at him before turning back to you, "he's - ss friends with baby yoda!" she breaks her words the way small children do.
Pedro, adoring the attention and the recognition from the child, jumps from behind you to dramatically exclaim and clutch his chest, "I'M FRIENDS WITH YODA!"
The girl looks up at the man, stepping back, then turning to her mom for guidance. Her mom, by the way, was recording the whole interaction. She breaks into a laugh at her daughter's nervousness, "it's ok baby."
You and Pedro follow suit in laughter, though you turn and swat at him, "you scared the poor child."
"I'm so sorry, my love," Pedro says, placing a hand on his chest, "I was just so excited about baby yoda!" he explains, ending with a goofy face.
The girl turns back to him, finally breaking into a smile.
"YES! I'm cool again!" Pedro says just as you stand and he bends down to raise his knuckles to the child for a fist bump.
She apprehensively bumps knuckles with him. Pedro gasps and coos, "right on!" He then raises his hands, "what about a hug?"
The girl bends her knees, gaining momentum, then she jumps into Pedro's arms, sealing him into a tight hug.
Everyone AWWS.
Everyone, that is, except... the haters.
Pull up the receipts.(For various reasons, some text has been censored or removed.)
@w0nderw0madn: omF******g if i have to see that b**** ass [redacted] [y/n] f****** grope my pedro again im going to kill her and [redacted multiple texts...]
@ilovechesed: i have no idea who [y/n] thinks she is but it's so f****** pathetic of her to throw herself onto pedro pascal when he's clearly not even interested in him
[redacted]'s video: Hot take. You guys are only thirsting after [Y/N] because she's hot by association of Pedro Pascal
[Y/N] Receives Faces Wave Of Internet Trolls After Her New Film's Recent Debut
But internet trolls are promptly handled by people with actual brain cells.
@w0nderw0madn: omF******g if i have to see that b**** ass [redacted] [y/n] f****** grope my pedro again im going to kill her and [redacted multiple texts...]
@pedropascstiddies replied to w0nderw0man: LMAO I REPORTED YOU WITH MY 10 ACCOUNTS HOPE YOU ENJOY GETTING YOUR ACCOUNT DELETED
@ilovechesed: i have no idea who [y/n] thinks she is but it's so f****** pathetic of her to throw herself onto pedro pascal when he's clearly not even interested in him
@loverofdilfsd replied to ilovechesed: ? you mean this pedro pascal [image attached] [image description: A picture of Pedro Pascal looking at [Y/N] with a soft smile as while she answers a question during a red carpet premiere]
@ynbabymyluv replied to ilovechesed: you mean this pedro pascal? [image attached] [image description: A picture of Pedro Pascal grinning widely as he embraces [Y/N] mid pout]
@100ass replied to ynbabymyluv: nah here's the video of that and im salty too [video attached] [video description: Pedro Pascal asks for a bit of [Y/N]'s food but she releases it before he grabs on to the plate.]
[redacted]'s video: Hot take. You guys are only thirsting after [Y/N] because she's hot by association of Pedro Pascal
user842048525972 commented: ass take
i-think-imprettycool commented: đYALL MF DO ANYTHING FOR CLOUT
swiftandshore commented: Or you dont have taste
[Y/N] Receives Faces Wave Of Internet Trolls After Her New Film's Recent Debut
And fans are coming to her aid. đ
As they should.
Of course we can't end this without showing some of the love people have extended for their new internet fixation.
In coming receipts.
[y/n] and pedro being NSFW for 10 minutes straight
>>Most played [6:43]: [video description: [Y/N] and Pedro Pascal's make out scene]
"If you go out without me - " he growls, grabbing her by the wrist, ripping her back into his chest. He then grabs her by her hair, forcing her face him. "You'll what? Huh?!" she hisses, craning her neck up as she grabs his shirt, pulling him down to her. She grunts, "what? You'll leave me in the fucking desert like what you did last time!" "WHAT'S IT GOING TO TAKE FOR YOU TO BELIEVE THAT WASN'T MY CHOICE!" "SHOW ME YOUR STATUS REPORT FILE!" He scoffs, "you and your fucking reports." "Show me your status report file," she words sternly. "You want a status report?!" he fumes. "YES! SHOW ME-" Her words are cut off when her mouth is covered with his. He releases her hair to clutch her cheeks and pushes her against the wall. She releases his shirt to dig her fingers into his sides. He moans. She laughs, "wimp."
89igotaletter commented: I LOVE IT WHEN [Y/N] AND PEDRO.
Andre Potato commented: MOMMY SORRY DADDY SORRY MOMMY SORRY DADDY SORRY
broalhasd commented: everyday i wake up and thank God that for this holy collab.
@830marbel: if it ever gets tiring being so hot @yn_real_ig, pls allow me to cool you with my tears
@yn_real_ig replied to 830marbel: i appreciate it but i still have 2 trays of pedro's tears. i put them in my juice đ§đ§
@evrything284: i dont know if i want to be @yn_realig or pedro pascal in this [image attached] [image description: A picture of [Y/N] and Pedro Pascal together on the red carpet premiere for their film]
@yn_real_ig replied to evrything284: be true to you. be yourself. be our 3rd
@pedfroizaac: btw @yn_real_ig our boyfriend [image attached] [image description: Bugs Bunny communist meme]
@yn_real_ig replied to pedfroizaac: this is america [image attached] [image description: A bald eagle in front of the American flag]
Final thoughts from both players.
Here is fan favorite interview of you both.
You pull a piece of paper from a jar and read its contents, "what's your favorite thing about the other-- murder," you say, throwing the paper off to the side.
Pedro, who was sitting by your right makes a nervous sound, jaw dropping. He then promptly smirks and nods, "exactly."
You turn to the camera and nod, "murder."
"I'm into that."
"Murder."
"I am murder," Pedro agrees, raising his hands as he shrugs.
"Murder," you repeat one last time before turning to Pedro, "and his mustache."
"Oh," Pedro smiles, rubbing his 'stache as he leans back, "thank you. I grew it myself."
"I don't appreciate beard burn though," you wave your hands to your face.
"That's not what she said last night," Pedro takes his turn to look at the camera as he gives a stupid look.
You snap at him, "what did I say last night?"
Pedro ignores you and crosses his arms, "my favorite thing about you would be-"
"No wait, what did I say last night?"
Pedro looks at you.
"Tell them what I said last night."
Pedro purses his lips into a tight smile, "what?"
You challenge, "tell them what I told you last night."
His ears begin to burn. He shifts on his chair as his jaw slacks, "ha?"
"You want me to say what I told you last night?"
He begins to break a sweat, "I-I-" he laughs, "I have no idea what you're talking about."
You raise your brows at him.
Pedro clears his throat and rubs his lap, "I love how compassionate and kind she is."
You snort, leaning back in your chair, "okay."
To this day, people who stumble on that interview still comment: WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE TELL HIM LAST NIGHT?????
#pedro pascal#pedro pascal fanfic#pedro pascal x reader#pedro pascal crackfic#pedro pascal social media au#pedro pascal fluff#pedro pascal x actress!reader#pedro pascal fanfiction#help me im so tired#pedro pascal x you
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you're saying that Daniel didn't deserve this, but you're still hating on him for that shit he said back in february
make up your mind for fuck's sake
wow okay appreciate you being so civil and nice lmao
just so weâre clear, iâm upset about the principle of this situation cause i hate teams dropping drivers mid-season without warning and treating them like garbage, because theyâre all human beings at the end of the day. ultimately theyâre all risking their lives weekend after weekend and the teams not having the decency to at least give them a proper goodbye is mad disrespectful.
now that we got this out of the way, the truth is i couldnât care less about Daniel leaving. it is what it is. iâm not a fan, i never have been and never will be. "that shit" he said back in february was him defending a sexual abuser and i don't know about you, but that's just not something i can easily forget. but what was i expecting from the same man who said that it's "not in his nature" to understand human rights issues and he doesn't watch the news because it's too much drama and negativity and it makes him feel shitty? his next adventure should be teaching weaponized incompetence to beginners.
i can feel bad for him, cause i (unlike him) possess empathy and compassion, along with critical thinking skills. i really tried to refrain from haterism, but i'm honestly so tired of trying to be the bigger person. fans like you (from this visceral reaction, i assume you're a fan) are part of the reason why DR is insufferable and trying to have a nuanced conversation is a lost cause. there is a middle ground between hatred and unquestionable support, i hope you know that.
i don't think he deserved that seat to begin with and i think deep down all of you know that, cause the only thing y'all could come up with to defend him was that he smiled a lot and had a great personality (which is honestly baffling to me, cause his personality is that of a high school bully's, but to each their own, i guess). but y'all are the same people who then turn around and call Checo racial slurs, say that he's washed and call him a pay driver. talk about your driver's skills, let's hear it.
and to make it clear i am over the moon happy for Liam Lawson, cause i think he actually deserves to be in the sport and i am happy that he was the one who replaced him. hating on him also says more about y'all, than him, cause that won't actually bring back your mediocre driver. log off, go out and touch some grass, cause it is never that serious. harassing a young driver who's just trying to do his job and achieve his life long dream over a poorly managed situation he had absolutely no control over is honestly crazy behaviour.
i hope all this is enough for you to know where i stand on this whole thing. if you would've been nice, you would've gotten a nice answer, but since you chose to be an asshole on my own blog, anonymously at that, you get what you came for.
have the day you deserve.
#scuderia-talks#answered asks#anti daniel ricciardo#anti ricciardo#anti dr3#seeing some of the reactions since the announcement made me so angry and then i get an ask like this#the hater in me is alive and well
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happy bakudeku day!!
bkdk post-canon fluff !! manga spoilers
[READ ON AO3]
It happens while on break out on patrol. Izuku watches the sunset from their usual spot on the rooftop, the wind teasing at his curls and a stern, serious set to his mouth. Uh oh. Well, itâs a good thing Katsuki has dinner and a surprise.
âOi,â Katsuki gruffs. He tosses the bag of chips at him. âThink fast.âÂ
Izuku pivots, lightning quick, and snatches the bag out of the air just before it can smack him in the face. Nice reflexes. Fuck, Katsuki really is down bad if even something as small as that gets him going. His boyfriend is just so fucking sexy it drives him nuts. Izuku inspects the chip bag and ah, thereâs the smile Katsuki loves so much.Â
âWow,â Izuku says. He turns it over and reads the back. âBeen a minute since Iâve seen one of these.âÂ
âDidnât know they still made âem till I spotted âem,â Katsuki admits.Â
A brilliant stroke of luck, really. Itâs the same brand they used to get all the time together as children. Katsuki had spotted them in the check out line as he was grabbing them onigiri to tide them over until they got home. Izuku tears the bag open and wrinkles his nose.Â
âOh god,â he says, laughing a little. He procures one neon-orange chip out and examines it critically. âWere they always this color?âÂ
âFuck if I know,â Katsuki says, following suit and wow, okay that is pungent. He blinks several times as cheese dust assaults his face and Izuku giggles. Oh well, they never really bought these for the actual chips anyway. Katsuki shuffles through them to get the little silver packet with their prize. Izuku pops the chip into his mouth before retrieving his own and sending Katsuki a significant glance.Â
âTogether?â he asks.Â
Katsukiâs heart softens. Fuck, heâll never get tired of hearing that word, not after he spent so long ensuring it. Izuku grins.Â
âOn three,â he says. âOne, twoââÂ
He tears his packet open before he actually says three, even though heâs the fucking one who wanted it to be on three in the first place. Katsuki hurriedly follows after with a huff of irritation. Katsuki cracks into a grin at the first hint of green.
No way. No fucking way. Howâ? It must be a brand new batch. Izuku had only been officially added to the roster about a year ago. The Deku on the holographic card beams up at him cheerily and fuck, Katsukiâs heart is a tender, aching thing in his chest as he admires it. Izuku, in a bag of Heroes chips, exactly where he should be. He looks up at Izuku, smiling, smiling, smiling.Â
âI got a huge nerd,â he announces proudly, turning the card to show him.Â
Izuku blinks up at him, glances at Katsukiâs card, and then his face crumples. He turns away, hiding his face in the palm of his hand. Katsuki takes a step toward him, already shushing and ready to soothe him-- Izuku waves a hand.Â
âNo, no, Iâmââ Izuku cuts himself off, laughing. He holds the card heâd received to his face. âOh my god.âÂ
âWhat?â Katsuki asks, stopping short and frowning. âYou know I love huge nerds.âÂ
âThatâs notââ Izuku shakes his head. Is⌠is he tearing up? He dabs at his eyes with his big, chunky gloves. He looks at his feet and his lashes cast long shadows down the curves of his freckled cheeks. âItâs just funny.âÂ
Katsuki frowns, feeling a little pinch of concern. âWhat?âÂ
Izuku gives him a shy little smile. He turns his card toward him, and Katsukiâs own face smirks back at him.Â
âI got the love of my life,â Izuku says, sniffing.Â
Oh. It punches Katsuki right in the gut. Wait, really? Thereâs no way. Katsuki double checks his own card just to be safe, but no, itâs real. Izukuâs laugh is somewhat choked.Â
âDid you plan this?â Izuku asks, weakly.Â
âNo, no Iââ God, Katsuki wishes he did. That would have been the romantic gesture of the century. (Well, besides funding Izukuâs suit maybe. Katsuki will admit itâs been very hard thinking of a way to top that .) It wouldâve been the perfect set up to propose, dammit. Katsuki supposes he still could, but of course he didnât bring the ring with him out on fucking patrol. He snatches the card out of Izukuâs hand and holds them side-by-side. Deku and Dynamight, both halves of the Wonder Duo.Â
âThen itâs destiny,â Izuku concludes, misty-eyed and smiling.Â
âGuess so,â Katsuki gruffs. He laughs too then, a soft snort of disbelief. âWhat are the oddsââÂ
âOf this happening twice?â Izuku finishes for him, all fond amusement. He shakes his head. âI dunno.âÂ
âThatâs fucking crazy,â Katsuki says, handing Izukuâs card back over to him.Â
âMmm,â Izuku says and thereâs a faraway look in his eyes. He touches the face of card-Katsuki with one tender finger and hey, what the fuck? Why is he touching the card tenderly when heâs got the real thing right here? Katsuki looms into his space, pressing a hand to the small of Izukuâs back, drawing him close, and pressing kisses to his temples and his cheeks. Not because heâs jealous of a piece of shit plastic-card, that would be fucking stupid. Still, itâs a relief when Izuku turns to meet Katsukiâs kisses with his mouth.Â
âI love you,â Izuku murmurs. He wraps his arms around Katsukiâs neck and kisses him deeper. âI really, really love you.âÂ
He tastes like artificial cheese and damn itâs a good fucking thing they already collected all the cards worth having, because thereâs no way Katsuki could have justified buying anymore chips when they taste this bad. Katsuki pulls back and wrinkles his nose.Â
âYeah, they tasted better as kids,â Izuku agrees. He boops Katsukiâs nose gently and Katsuki nips at his finger, just missing with a click of his teeth. âKacchan?âÂ
Somehow. With that word alone, Katsuki immediately knows. A gong of dread thrums through him, his eyes widen. No. No fucking way. Izuku pets his arms up and down.Â
âKacchan, my love,â Izuku begins. âIâve been thinking.âÂ
Katsuki has to stop this, he has to stop this immediately. But the shock of it steals the breath from Katsukiâs lungs and stops his heart in his chest. Izuku is smiling at him so sweetly it feels criminal to break it. Katsuki can only gape and let his gaze flicker over Izukuâs face over and over again. Izuku takes his hands in his own, bringing them to his lips.Â
âI know itâs kind of sudden,â Izuku whispers, already tearing up. âBut Iâve been thinking about it for a while. And thisâ it just feels like itâs a sign you know? Evenâ even the universe thinks we belong together.âÂ
Oh god, itâs fucking happening. Katsukiâs knees are jelly, his breathing harsh and short.Â
âAnd Iââ Izuku continues, so sweet and almost shy. âI really do want you more than anything, Kacchan. Youâre the best thing in my life, the greatest partner I could ever ask for, youâreâ you really are the love of my life, Kacchan. You always were. Iâve been chasing you my whole life andâ and having you, you being mine isâ itâs more than I ever imagined I could have. And then you gave me my dreams back.âÂ
Fuck. Goddamn him. Heâs really doing this. Right here, during patrol, on some random rooftop. Itâs so not fucking romantic. Itâs also the most romantic thing thatâs ever happened to Katsuki. Fuck!Â
âYouâre everything to me,â Izuku says, soft and dreamy and fucking perfect. His eyes are so big and green and full of love that Katsuki feels like heâs fucking drowning in them. âYouâre everything I want. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. KacchanâŚ. Kacchan, will you marry me?âÂ
God. Even knowing it was coming hadnât prepared Katsuki in the slightest. Izukuâs sweet voice, his sweeter words, his kind eyes so full of love. How the fuck did someone like Katsuki end up with an actual angel? This soft, loving, perfect creature who has just gifted himself to Katsuki. Itâs like Katsukiâs heart is breaking sweetly and all his love inside is bursting out of him.Â
âFuck,â Katsuki wheezes. Heâs definitely crying. This is so fucking embarrassing. Of course Izuku has to do this. He just has to beat him at everything, doesnât he? He canât even let him fucking propose, heâs just gotta beat him to the punch. Fucking asshole. Heâs such a dickbag for this.Â
âI know, baby,â Izuku says, rubbing his shoulders soothingly.Â
âI have a ring!â Katsuki shouts, groaning and tucking his head into the crook of his elbow. âGoddamn, impatient littleââÂ
Izukuâs giggling is downright giddy.Â
âKacchan!â he cries. âYou do?âÂ
âOf course Iââ Katsuki seizes Izuku by the shoulders, then shakes him a little. âOf course I have a ring, you goddamn menace. I was gonnaâ I dunno, take you to dinner or something! Do something nice!âÂ
Well, hopefully he would have thought of something better than just dinner, but now Katsuki supposes he doesnât have to. Izuku is grinning too brightly; his eyes are full of a thousand stars. He takes Katsukiâs face in his hands.Â
âPut it on me then,â Izuku demands. âPut it on me and make me yours.âÂ
Katsuki sweeps him up into his arms and kisses him harshly, desperately. The metal of Izukuâs suit digs into Katsukiâs ribs as he crushes their bodies together, their faces are slick with tears, and Izuku still tastes like those god-awful Heroes Chips, but itâs perfect. Together , Katsuki thinks with a greedily little relish. Theyâre going to be together for the rest of their lives.
#bakudeku#bkdk#ktdk#katsudeku#katsuki x izuku#bakudeku fanfic#hahah happy bakudeku day have something insufferably sweet#based on my own text post bc i can't help myself#gwrites
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Hello! Iâve read a bit of your stuff and really like it. Could you do a cute secret relationship story with Billy Hargrove x fem reader pls.
Thank you!
⢠Hmm...why not? It would be interesting. Worth a try! (I'm not a big fan of Billy but I'm happy to be able to satisfy your requests).
Together Forever
Billy Hargrove x Female!Reader
đđđđđđđ: You and Billy have been engaged for more than two years in secret, without the knowledge of the citizens of Hawkins but also without the knowledge of the boy's father. You both want only one thing, to live together. And staying in Hawkins is not part of your plans.
đđđđđđđđ: Fluff, fem!reader, bad language, use of Y/N, you're surname is Williams, daddy issues, abuse, sigarettes, secret relationship.
đ/đ: Here it is! This is the first request, I really hope I exceeded @unamused-boss expectations Sorry for my English, this is not my native language. Please support new writers and reblog. Hope you enjoy! (DIVIDER NOT MINE)
In Hawkins the air was cold and this week the forecast said it would bring down the flood. You savored the air which made you smile. You never hated rain or gloomy weather, in fact you found them relaxing and perfect for drinking a nice cup of milk or hot chocolate, as if you were back in winter close to the Christmas period.
You moved some leaves as you crept further towards the house, a classic house and welcoming and tidy on the outside. You were in the garden, but hey, let's calm down, you're not going to rob! But you are looking for the window to the room of Billy Hargrove, your boyfriend. Yes exactly. You Y/N Williams, an ordinary student at Hawkins High, engaged to the big and strong Billy Hargrove! You didn't believe it either, to tell the truth. You were not popular, much less well-regarded by most of your classmates, you were silent and perhaps even mysterious, you were good at school, sure, but you had a temper that perhaps half the students at school envied, and that is precisely what triggered a connection in you and Billy the day you met.
In his eyes you were normal, nothing that Billy cared about, you were just like all the other girls, but he changed his mind as soon as you won a verbal battle with him, leaving him breathless. No one dared to challenge him and especially with such confidence, but you, you were the first girl to do so, and it left the students shocked for at least two weeks. You seemed like sworn enemies, after that spat neither of you tried to annoy the other so as not to start a war, but in reality you realized that in the end you weren't that far apart, in fact you could even say they were quite similar.
You remembered when you and Billy attended Mrs. Davis's classes, which were really boring. The boy wouldn't stop giving you glances and giggling every now and then, only to both get scolded and sent to the principal. The students were tired of this, you were seriously cat and dog! Unbearable! But what people didn't know was that both of you weren't teasing each other to cause anger or annoyance to the other, but it was totally the opposite, they were pure and true digs. At first you didn't notice, you thought it was normal, something for friends. But apparently this was not the case. From secret friends you have become secret lovers.
Wow...
You seriously didn't expect this...you had to be honest about this. After you both got together you saw a side of Billy you never thought you'd seen. From the obnoxious, arrogant, vulgar and popular boy he was, he had finally revealed himself: kind, loving, difficult and sweet.
In short, never judge a book by its cover, right? The same thing apparently goes for people.
But now you're wondering... why in secret? Why were you two secret friends and now secretly engaged?
This was because Billy had a great reputation at school and was afraid of being criticized by others. You felt very sorry for him and you understood it. In Hawkins High, gossip is the fruit of its existence and if there wasn't anyone to criticize or make fun of, what would the students of this fucking school do? Exact. Just nothing. This is why you understood that your school was perhaps the shittiest of all. They would torment not only Billy but you too. You showed such confidence and superiority towards Billy that day and now you are friends? In short, something that cannot be heard!
You have therefore decided to keep the matter in secret so as to be left alone.
As for the relationship, well, both of you were actually ready to no longer hide and face those dick faces, but you immediately backed out when you found out that Billy's father strictly forbade going out with you and doing anything. something more productive in his life. The boy had never told you about his family until that point and when he told you about his father you were horrified by it. His father was a violent and aggressive man, he hurt him while demanding respect from his son who he threatened or even beat if he disobeyed, a father that no one would like to have...
The night you and Billy got ready to go out on a date, he called you and canceled without telling you why. Then when you met and talked about it you became calm again and consoled him. Billy vented and it hurt, you couldn't know what it meant to live in that hell. For your boyfriend, however, it was fine, especially when he met you, for him you were an angel, one of the most beautiful and sweetest girls he had ever seen, for him, you were a divine salvation from his torment, and if he had to suffer all this to stay with you then he would have tolerated it.
Seriously, this guy turned out to be more amazing than you thought.
For his father you were just an adventure, a simple whore with whom Billy would be satisfied and therefore he ordered him to leave you alone and look for something to earn, since Billy recently left school.
In short...a beautiful but complicated relationship.
You arrived in front of his closed window and as soon as you saw his figure from behind while he was lifting some weights through the glass, you knocked and he turned around. He smiled at you showing his docile face and opened the door for you. Most of the time it was you who barged into his room to visit him, unlike him, other than part-time work, you had nothing to do.
âMy bad girl barges into my room again, I should start worryingâ He said teasingly as he helped you up. You smiled "Nah, you don't need it, I'm used to it by now" you both gave each other a kiss on the lips as a greeting. That afternoon, all members of Billy's family were out: Max was with his friends, Susan was shopping and his father was at work.
"How are you?" You asked as you eyed his weights. It was now a legitimate question to ask every time you saw him training. An outside observer might think he did it to maintain his beautiful physique, true. But he also does it to let off steam...Billy does nothing but lift weights to vent an enormous anger that he is holding back. He smiled sweetly at you "Good darling, don't worry. Training doesn't hurt me" with this the boy winked at you and moved a lock of hair from his face and then placed his palm on your cheek "And what about you? How is my girl?" He smiled one of his own and you couldn't help but giggle, he loved teasing you with these silly nicknames and you couldn't help but blush and flatter yourself.
"Very good, today I received my pay at work and I got an excellent grade in biology!" You said as you ran a hand down his chest. "But didn't you hate biology?" He said as he invited you to sit on his bed. His room was tidier than you remembered it from two years ago. Billy was messy, and let's say he put his things in plain sight, thank goodness that since he got engaged to you he started hiding inappropriate things to make you feel at ease.
You sat on his bed with your back against the beige wall of his room, he stood next to you.
"Yes, it's true, but I wanted to improve myself, I have to be good in all subjects to improve my future" You said taking his hand "Aren't you tired of all that studying?" Billy said taking a cigarette and placing it between his thin lips "To be honest yes, I really fucking can't stand the thought of opening another literature book or something" You laughed at the idea. Despite being a studious girl, you have never loved studying. So many things, so many poems, so many equations and bullshit like that, in short, enough! Too much! "But, you know, I'm doing it to do better in the future, so I'll have more job opportunities" Billy let out smoke from his mouth and you smelled the smell of tobacco in your nostrils "What would you like to do in the future? In short, it seems that you already know what you want to do with your life, sweet girl" he said looking at a fixed point "Actually, no, I don't know, there are many things and I couldn't decide" He seemed surprised by your answer but then it took him a while to answer you.
"Well there aren't many things you can find here in this shitty town, God, I wish I could get out of here" He finally said almost whispering as more smoke spread into the room. This statement of his made you think...
You never really thought about staying in Hawkins, the city, as welcoming as it was, was also a bad place that you really wanted to escape from, you don't like the people, much less the mayor who runs it. Thinking of wanting to move to have other opportunities and change your life seemed like an impossible dream. You looked at Billy and you looked at him "I share your thoughts, if it were up to me I would leave here too, maybe to New York, or I don't know, to Boston, there are many places outside of here where I would like to spend my life. Instead you Billy, where would you go?" He looked back at his fixed point in front of him. He remained silent for a while and then answered you with a smile "California...I would like to go back there" he said it with a note of sadness and your heart melted. You knew how much he wanted to return to California, after all it was one of the most beautiful places for him, because of his precious memories with his mother.
âMaybe then we would go togetherâŚâ You said resting your head on his shoulder feeling his sweaty skin âTogether?â He seemed paralyzed by your proposal and you nodded âThat's impossible darlingâŚâ he gave a light chuckle but his tone didn't seem joking, it was as if he wished that proposal had come true. "Why do you think it's impossible?" He shook your hand as he placed his cigarette in the nearby ashtray "Because that's how it is. Look at us, I work as a lifeguard and earn little anyway, you on the other hand are still studying, moreover my father wouldn't allow me to go back to California, he says that he hates it and that neither Max nor I should go back, and also because he wouldn't approve of me going with you" True. He wasn't wrong and this made you stay silent for several minutes thinking about how to find a solution.
You knew it was absurd, in short, Billy was now an adult, if he wanted to leave and move somewhere else it wasn't his father's business, but by now the man seemed to have taken control of his life too and this had taken you by surprise. . The father wanted Billy, like Max, to stay close to them so as not to worry Susan, who unlike the man was worried about the two and certainly knowing that one of the two was too far away worried her, so much so that she asked her husband to order both him and Max to stay in Hawkins in the future. But that didn't mean you would have given up.
"You know, in California there are many chances of finding a job and someone like yours earns well there. Then if I managed to graduate here I could very well walk away with the money I earn from part-time work" He smiled "You planned the your life plan?" You looked at him with a grin "our life plan, you are part of my life, Billy" she immediately smiled so much that he blushed but shook his head "No. With me your future will only be turbulent and then as I said before, it's impossible"
"Nothing is impossible Billy. Together if we want we can do it, obviously if you want to do it" you raised your head and he took a deep breath and kissed you. You laughed in the sweet kiss "Of course I want" You smiled again "Only, my father worries me"
âDon't worry about him, I actually already have an idea for thisâ you smirked evilly as you stroked his golden locks. Billy looked at you for a while to then understand what was going on in your little head "My smart girl" He said as he approached hungry for another kiss, you laughed "Have I always been or am I wrong?" You both gave each other more kisses.
Exactly two more years passed. It was a rainy night. Midnight. The streets of Hawkins were deserted as the rain got heavier and heavier. A wonderful night, especially for the two of you. You had recently graduated and had saved money, and Billy had done the same thing with the little he earned.
You headed towards the boy's window only to see him land on the ground and take out his bags trying to make as little noise as possible. You on the other hand, had brought yours too and helped Billy by trying not to get him and his bags wet thanks to your umbrella. You gave each other a kiss while the adrenaline was rising. It was the big day and you were as anxious as you were excited. You both headed to the boy's car putting down your bags and stuff and got into the car.
âAre you sure Y/N?â He said holding the steering wheel tightly, you nodded "Yes, remember that together we can do it" you reassured him and he nodded happily. He seemed reborn, new and fresh, a different person. He was about to leave that old life full of suffering to start a new one with the love of his life, you and for you he would also trigger his father's wrath. In the meantime you took a cigarette and started lighting it with the lighter "Ok, together forever, darling" he told you and then put on his sunglasses, you laughed since the sun wasn't out, but he was ready to leave and to adjust to the place âCalifornia, we are comingâ You said in a confident tone as smoke spread through the car.
#billy hargrove x female reader#billy hargrove x reader#billy hargrove#stranger things billy#stranger things#fluff#secret relationship#stranger things max#billy hargrove fluff#request
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This is why I refuse to watch/read delicious in dungeon. The entire thing gives me fatphobic vibes.
see the premise as a whole is actually very body positive (i myself had similar worries that a story about eating "healthy" would rely on fatphobic ideas of "healthy", but was pleasantly surprised). like, its approach to "healthy" is "make sure you're eating enough of everything so that your body has enough fuel. make sure you're resting enough and not overworking." rather than "you must not eat The Bad Junk Food." (like, there's one part early on where they're like "oh, we've eaten too much vegetables and lean meat, we need to eat more fat" so they search for fatty meat and eggs. and then later they eat deep fried food and no one is ever like "oh no, this is too fattening" they're just like "wow this is great it's so crispy and tasty")
and the core message of it all is just like "your body is a part of you, and is the part of you that allows you to do things and reach your goals. don't treat it like a burden or an afterthought." and the series has had a positive impact on the way i view and treat my body
and overall, it's better than a lot of other popular anime series in terms of representing realistic and diverse body types. our two human (or "tallman" as they're called in-universe) main characters, laios and falin, are not super skinny, with no wasp waist or shrink-wrapped abs. i would not consider either of them fat in canon, but they're still fatter than your average popular anime character. certain races like dwarves and orcs are just naturally stout, and are never treated as being unhealthy or unattractive because of their weight. fatness is said to be a respected trait among adventurers, as a sign that you're good at survival and can safely recover from injuries.
however. the show has a few small things that make me raise my eyebrows. one or two iffy offhand comments (glaring at you, That One Conversation about laios's hunger near the end) that in most media i'd just be like "sighhh, normalized societal fatphobia strikes again, as expected." but for this series it's like "god damn it, i expected better from you."
and some things about how body types between fantasy races are handled leaves something to be desired for me. like yeah dwarves are all stocky, but also elves are all slender. it makes sense for the different fantasy races to have different *average* body types, but i wish we got to see more variation from those averages between individuals.
(also, i can fully understand praising laios and falin's canon body types! even medium body types are underrepresented in most media and it's good to see more of them! but calling them *fat* representation just feels inaccurate to me)
it's just like. dungeon meshi is GOOD in terms of body positivity and representation, but it's not PERFECT.
like, i love this show/manga (if you couldn't tell from the content of my blog)
mostly i voice my complaints bc like. i'm tired of tumblr getting it's hands on a piece of media that is good and generally progressive and acting like the media is *perfect*. and then proceeding to treat anyone who points out things the media could have done better as if they personally slayed your firstborn. (and then, months later, after the hype dies down, realize that some of that criticism was actually very valid, and then violently knock the piece of media down from its pedestal. and act like everyone involved in the media's creation are irredeemable scum and that anyone who still likes it should be ashamed)
so yeah, funny dungeon show good, and i strongly recommend it if you like fantasy stories and food and worldbuilding, just don't expect it to be a flawless paragon of representation and fat positivity
(also take everything i say here with a grain of salt bc i myself am thin, i just care a lot about representation in media and body acceptance and dismantling fatphobia)
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I guess it's homophobic to be a critic/have different opinions according to helluva-tired..... I just love it when this fandom takes my tags out of context to paint a narrative far from what I've actually said. When the 'oops'episode originally released over 'vivs stalker'being portrayed as someone who's actually been stalked -- I tried to engage in a post over saying 'hey man if you've ever been stalked the person probably needs mental help or something, because stalkers are usually unwell people, ' I got flocked over attempting to 'defend the fact that viv stalkers are real' or the fact that I tried to call out when people were straight ganging up on some autistic weirdo at the time who kept failing to get into spindlehorse and stole art or something I guess I'm the abelist asshole for attempting to see through the fandoms bullshit. There's so much which hunting and illiteracy and hostility now in the critical space I don't think fans should even be in if they can't even accept criticism..... it's just weird to me you can't have your cake and have it both ways over 'wow this show Is perfect you just don't get it!' To 'There's some writing flaws but you have to look past them to actually understand the plot' drastically to 'IF YOU EVER EVEN CRITICISE VIV YOURE A STALKER AND YOURE JUST AS BAD AS THE CRITIC IMP SO DIE'
?????????????? Sorry if this doesn't make any sense I'm tired of having my words be taken out of context đ´
Viv knew exactly what she was doing when she made that damn stalker caricature. Salem said it best.
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I feel like people who insist and celebrate too much that "their fanfics and AUs" are now "canonically accurate" because they played Sun as passive aggressive from the beginning, are starting to drive a wedge in the community with their comments, especially when These are important figures in the fandom.
I've already seen someone "famous" mention that "I used to consider Sun basic and boring for just being the eager good guy" and wow, that disappointed me a little. If anything, Moon falls into the same "basic" category by being just "the bad guy," canonically speaking. But they are not pleasant things to read, are they?
I personally think that if Sun hadn't seemed so anxious, vulnerable and partially open/friendly in the beginning, he wouldn't be so many people's comfort character today. Because I highly doubt that his attitude in HW2 would have made so many people feel comfortable, not to mention that it would have surely stung them in one or another possible trauma.
I've been trying so hard not to insult anyone because I believe that good communication comes from respect and good manners but some people are pissing me off. (Not you anon)
Listen, those people can go fuck themselves with their stupid comments and their entitled opinions.
I'm also a follower of canon acurated and I see no reason in mocking people who don't follow canon. It makes me so mad reading comments laughing at people whose interpretation has been contradicted by canon.
If they are taking pleasure from seeing how some in the community are reacting to HW2 with sadness (which is a VERY understandable reaction and should NOT be made fun of) they are not worth your attention, they aren't worth ANYONES attention. If it makes you feel better block them and move on because you will be happier this way.
And those who say "I tHOuGhT sUn WaS bAsIc AnD bOrInG" clearly they didn't see through the characters. You could say exactly the same about any of the other characters. You could say exactly the same about ANY CHARACTER EVER MADE.
People are so fast at taking one single trait of a character and make it their whole personality like it's the only and true thing about them and if you thing otherwise you're wrong. "Oh but we have this other behavior of him shown before, this may just be another aspect of their personality-" "nope, I don't see that, that doesn't exist, this is the truth about your comfort character, suck it" fucking bullshit.
Kellen makes a great job at interpreting Sun's character, if you stop to hear all the voice lines you can see a lot of aspects of him, just paying attention to his voice. Everyone jumped so fast to the "Sun is a sassy mean bitch" train forgetting that: he was originally in theater, he takes care of kids, he tries to be nice to kids, he probably gets criticized daily by parents and employees so there's no reason for him to be constantly nice to everyone, he is tired, like seriously, if you listen to his voice lines half of them sounds tired and trying to smile trough it but at the verge of exploding.
We don't even know how Sun and Moon are when they are alone.
I personally don't think the interactions in HW2 are canon events in the lore, it wouldn't make sense.
I'm so sorry that y'all are going through this. Don't let people's shitty comments get to you, ok? Go read your comfort fic or reblog that old piece of fanart that made you giggle and kick your feet the first time you saw it.
(EDIT: read the reblogs)
#ask#i'm so upset#I hate people#okok. they are probably excited and full of serotonin for finding out they interpretation was right#but dear God that's no reason to shit on people who thought differently#dca fandom#fnaf dca#fanf daycare attendant
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Campfire
IMAGINE: CAMPFIRE~ ACE X READER GENRE: FLUFF WARNING: NONE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Traveling with Ace can end up in two ways. It could be successful or both of you end up getting lost. The latter happens most of the time. Like right now.
âUgh! I canât believe I listened to you again! I knew I should have led the way this time.â You said with your hands on top of your head as you paced back and forth. You tried to ignore the growing situation, but as the sun continued to set it was harder to ignore the dire situation.
Ace rolls his eyes at your words, âOh come on (y/n). Youâre acting like weâre in a dangerous situation.â âYou know Ace, Iâm just a critical thinker. Like look around, itâs getting colder. Some of us donât have a devil fruit power to keep us warm.â
âI know.â Ace says and you turn to him with a slight glare. Ace was gathering firewood, putting it in the center of the area. âJust think of this as camping. Look, thereâs even a campfire now!â He says while lighting the wood on fire.
You looked at him unamused, while he stared at you with a huge grin. âWell, what about bugs, animals? It could be dangerous out here.â
Aceâs grin doesnât falter as we walk towards you. âOh, come on. You worry too much (y/n). Nothing bad is going to happen. At least not while Iâm here. Iâll protect you.â âWow, thatâs reassuring.â You sarcastically say.
A small pout formed on his lips, and he put his hands on his hips. âNow thatâs just mean.â
You sigh, pinching the bridge the bridge of your nose. âIâm⌠Iâm sorry Ace. Itâs just that Iâm cold, hungry and tired.â The pout goes away, and he grabs onto your hands. His warmth already spreading to your own hands. âIâm sorry babe. But you really donât have to worry. I have a snack, and after that we can fall asleep next to the fire. Problem solved.â
âHow long have you had that snack?â âThe whole time.â âAnd you didnât bother to tell me?â âWell Iâm telling you now. Plus I knew that you would get like this, so I saved it.â
You raised an eyebrow at him, âlike what??â
His eyes widened and he pulled away. He headed to his bag to pull out said snack. âNothing! Hereâs your snack.â He says shoving the food into your mouth.
Now that you were content, you made your way to the fire and sat down. The fire immediately started to warm you up, but not as much as you wouldâve liked. Ace let out a sigh of relief, seeing that you were now calm.
Once you finished the snack, you turned around to see that Ace had laid down a blanket. You were surprised that he had that. âDid⌠did you plan this Ace?â
His head snapped up at you, eyes wide. âNo,â you could tell that he was lying âI just always keep this around⌠because⌠you know⌠I got lost so much. I thought it would be a good idea to keep one with me.â You just hum and nod your head. âRight.â
âHere, come lay down with me.â He says patting the spot next to him. He didnât have to tell you twice. You quickly went over to him and lay down on the makeshift bed. Ace didnât waste a single second to pull you into him.
His hands went around your waist as he pulled you closer. Goosebumps swarming every part of your body that he touched. Those goosebumps soon went away, and it was replaced with his warmth. You absolutely loved that he was your personal little campfire. The coldness that overtook your body was soon replaced with heat, but it was a comfortable heat.
Your face was coddled into his neck, and his chin rested comfortably on top of your head.
You sigh, maybe this wasnâtâ so bad.
Ace moves his head a little to place a kiss on your forehead. âI love you (y/n).â He whispers and you return the favor. Placing a kiss on the juncture of his neck and shoulder.
âI love you more.â
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âWE ARE MăťTăťTăťBâ - Chapter 5
đ HAMA House - 2F Hallway
Ten - Chihiro: âŚâŚă
đ HAMA House - Practice Room
Muneuji: Huff, huffâŚâŚ. How was thatâŚ..?
Toi: Huff, huffâŚ.. Yeah! I think thatâs a lot better! I really need to improve my stamina thoughâŚâŚ.
Kiroku: MeâŚâŚ tooâŚ..
Toi: Kiro-chan, youâre making more eye contact with the audience this time too!
Muneuji: It was very encouraging to receive feedback from Toi-san. Is it alright if we run through the routine one more time?
Toi: Of course! You good with that, Kiro-chan?
Kiroku: Y-YeahâŚ..
Ten: Wow, those 3 are still at it this late?
Chihiro: âŚâŚă
Chihiro: (They all have school and work tomorrowâŚâŚ Yet theyâre still pushing themselves to keep practicing.)
Chihiro: (Theyâre all drenched in sweat, it doesn't take a genius to figure out how tired they must beâŚ..)
Chihiro: There's no way I can just sit here and watch like thisâŚ..!
Chihiro: HEY, YOU LOT~~~~!!! Why didnât any of you say anything~~~~!!!
Kiroku: âŚ..! NatsuyakiâŚâŚsanâŚ..!
Muneuji: This is surprising. I didnât expect Murakumo-san to be here as well.
Ten: Yeah, just so happens~.
Chihiro: Youâre all big dummies, idiots, stuuupidd~!!! If youâd told Chii, Chii wouldâve gladly helped you guys for hours on end! Whyâd you all keep it a secret~~!?!?
Toi: W-We have a reason for doing thisâŚ..!
Ten: A reason?
Kiroku: WeâŚ. werenât improvingâŚ.. muchâŚ. So we thoughtâŚ.. we needed to figure outâŚ. the answerâŚ... ourselves.
Chihiro: HuhâŚ.?
Muneuji: Murakumo-san shed some light for us. If weâre unsure about our performance, itâs because deep down, we already know what the issue is.
Ten: (I just made up a random reason to get you off my back though.)
Toi: When we heard about it from Muneuji-kun, Kiro-chan and I realized we still have things we need to work on, so we really reflected on itâŚâŚ
Kiroku: Y-YeahâŚâŚ
Muneuji: We decided that we couldnât just rely solely on you and Murakumo-san, and that we needed to practice until we can be satisfied with our own progress.
Chihiro: âŚâŚă
Chihiro: (Maybe Chii was wrong all alongâŚ..)
Chihiro: (Munecchi, Kirokkuma, and Tonya have been working so hard. Theyâre very motivated and are putting in all their efforts.)
Chihiro: (And yet, Chii was just here thinking weâd be fine as long as we made good memoriesâŚ..)
Chihiro: Sorry. Chii really didnât understand how you all felt at all.
Ten: âŚâŚă
Chihiro: You see, Chii didnât really think about winning at all when we formed this team. Chii only wanted us to enjoy dancing togetherâŚ.. Thatâs all.
Chihiro: So, Chii avoided nitpicking. Criticisms can sometimes end up making people feel bad.
Chihiro: Chii didnât want to suck the fun out of dancing for everyoneâŚ..
Kiroku: SoâŚ. thatâs howâŚ. you feltâŚ..
Muneuji: âŚâŚWe really appreciate your consideration, Natsuyaki-san. We want to enjoy ourselves too.
Muneuji: However, we also want to contribute to the team that you have chosen us to be a part of. We would be really happy if we could do that for you.
Muneuji: And, you and Murakumo-san were invited to the competition because of your dancing skills.
Muneuji: That is why we want to avoid having our lower skill levels hold the both of you back as much as possible.
Chihiro: âŚâŚ.Chiiâs really sorry for making you feel that way. It just never occurred to ChiiâŚ.
Toi: But! Thatâs not all!
Toi: In Chii-sama���s dance video, you and Ten-kun looked like you two were having so much fun.
Toi: We want to see the world that Chii-sama and Ten-kun saw back then when you danced!
Toi: Isnât that right, Muneuji-kun, Kiro-chan!?
Muneuji: Yes, thatâs right.
Kiroku: TâŚ..Toi-kun showed usâŚ..the videoâŚ.. You two wereâŚ.. so cool. It makes meâŚ. want toâŚ. work harderâŚ..
Kiroku: (Iâm not good at dancing or being the center of attentionâŚ.. but if itâs with everyoneâŚ.)
Chihiro: You guysâŚ..
Muneuji: So please, point out our mistakes. Weâd really appreciate it.
Toi: Weâll work even harder, thatâs a promise.
Chihiro: (Everyoneâs taking this so seriously)
Chihiro: (I donât want to trample on their feelingsâŚ..)
Ten: âŚâŚă
Ten: (Uh oh. I feel like Chihiroâs expression changed. I donât like where this is going.)
Ten: âŚâŚAh, but yâknow, putting in more effort doesnât always mean youâll do well.
Ten: Chihiroâs idea of participating to make memories is valid, so we can just take it easy and have fun with it insteadâŚ.
Chihiro: âŚâŚChii thought so too. Up until just a lil while ago. But seeing how hard the 3 of you are working, Chii realized he mightâve been wrong.
Ten: âŚâŚ, You think so~?
Chihiro: And Tonya, didnât you say that you wanted to see the world that we see when weâre dancing?
Toi: Y-YeahâŚâŚ!
Chihiro: I want to show you guys that world too.
Chihiro: The thrill of being on stage, how deep dancing can take youâŚ. Chii wants you guys to experience that twinkling, dazzling world. Soââ
Ten: âŚâŚSoâŚâŚ?
Chihiro: Leave everything to Chii from here!!
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I have a little mental battle going on right now, what with Only Friends meta brain rot and a very intense rewatching of Bad Buddy happening on my end for my Old GMMTV Challenge project. (LORDDDDD, to be thinking about OF and BBS at the same time, HAAAAAA.)
But anyway, yeah, going there, because I have Asian parents on the mind (honestly, when do I NOT have Asian parents on the mind). My late nights have been filled with utter disdain for Ming and Dissaya, but I'm also thinking about Mew's moms, who showed up in episode 9 of OF this past weekend.
@neuroticbookworm and @lurkingshan and I talked a bit about the nature of that visit by Mew's moms. When they were in Mew's apartment, Mew's moms had called and called, and Mew didn't pick up. He was crashed on his couch, hungover, cigs on the table. He looked like a kid who didn't have it together -- red flags for any parent. He was rubbing the sleep from his eyes.
As they stand outside looking for a car to take them shopping, Top appears out of thin air -- put-together, handsome, clearly rich, confident, and ready to help. Mew is rolling his eyes and grimacing.... and Mew's moms are eating it up.
During the visit, Mew's moms express concern for him -- he's getting skinnier, he needs to eat more. They are doting moms, worried about Mew's health. Top is THERE, clearly ready to be assigned a caretaker role. And Mew's moms AND Top are all under the impression that Mew HAS to be taken care of by a third-party, because of the way he's presenting during this moment with his moms (tired, hungover, etc.). Mew's moms eat Top up for lunch.
I think it's really important to note what was going on in this parental dynamic between Mew and his moms. We might THINK -- we may ASSUME, watch ourselves -- that Mew's moms may be more attuned to Mew's non-verbal signals about his feelings about Top because his moms are women and lesbians. We might ASSUME that they can READ feelings better than, say, a heterosexual father.
What I thought was BEYOND BRILLIANT about this scene, something I shared with @lurkingshan and @neuroticbookworm, is that Jojo Tichakorn and the OF team turned these assumptions on their head.... and, holy shit, rendered Mew's moms into TYPICAL ASIAN PARENTS. GOD, BRILLIANCE.
Mew's moms were wowed by Top's wealth -- of course they wanted to ride in Mew's car! They invited him for lunch at their cafe. They implicitly trusted Top to take care of Mew, because clearly, to them, Mew can't take care of himself, and Top presents as totally together.
@neuroticbookworm pointed out in conversation that Asian parents so very often would rather trust anyone else than their own children on just about any topic -- the health of their children, the career success of their children. It's just BAKED into our Asian cultures that our parents are, and will be, the most critical people in the lives of us Asian children for the rest of our existences. NBW also brought up that Asian parents are so much more likely to be concerned about a child's future rather than their present. Which is why Mew's moms would be more clicked into setting up Top as a caretaker -- rather than checking in on Mew's feelings. Checking in on a child's feelings at any given point of time is MUCH MORE of a Western paradigm of parenting than in Asia.
As an Asian watching this episode, I felt very much at home watching Mew's moms essentially ignore his emotional state because, well, it reflected every facet of my childhood. I thought it was a sick and genius move of Jojo et al to turn the paradigm of any assumptions we may have about a set of lesbian moms being more emotionally clicked in -- and turning them into the typical Asian parents that we see in shows like BBS.
It was an utterly genius move, and it goes to show just how layered and intricate these commentaries are about the functionality of all aspects of society that Only Friends is skewering.
#only friends the series#bad buddy#only friends meta#asian parenting#asian family dynamics#asian family systems#top x mew#mew x top#jojo tichakorn#ninew pinya
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Star Trek Lower Decks, s05e04, notes on the watch
Qo'nos! MA'AH! I missed you, bud- I mean, captain!
And Ma'ah can't compete with the proper farm boys, hahaha!
WAIT THE CREDITS ARE WE REALLY GETTING AN ENTIRE ALIEN EPISODE PLEASE PLEASE
who are you ignoring Ma'ah tell us
ofc it's her who else could it be XD she is going to drag your sorry ass out of depression i'm betting
i love how the music is the metal version of the Klingon battle theme from earlier episodes
Ma'ah if a girl says that she find captains hot and then uses every excuse to get to you even when she finds out you were stripped out yours is either in love with you anyway and is just practicing her poetry or is a Romulan spy
Boimler continues his efforts at growing the beard!
okay, lol, K'Elarra draws the line at Starfleet!
Ma'ah's no good terrible very bad farm day, Malor just roasting him all day long
Klowhakans is a terrible pun, writers, OUCH. but at least we finally know who you are!
but also i can't wait to see all the hot takes on the birds for whom food criticism is the highest form of scholarship and is an art and a science
"It is a chain" ahahahaha
Mariner, you really got tired of model officering and now want shenanigans? Klingon shenanigans, preferrably?
"It is better you train to fight the bear" - so do the science officers get snakes huh huh
AHAHA Ma'ah's brother just... punctures the bullshit in classic sibling way
OH NO IT'S A GORDON RAMSEY EPISODE (but also alien-focused so I'm good)
calling it now those birds are a stage persona
they also need to meet some Tellarites! Where is Dr. Noum when you need him?!
oh DAMN the Klowahkans look like they're pretty isolationist oh man this is good fanfic fodder
AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
New reaction shot go!
(oh my godd Lower Decks should be given 7 more seasons just to do aliens - because yes, of course it's a parody, but it's a parody through which you can very easily see what the serious stories stemming from their additions look like, well done!)
YES DRAG THE FARM BOY INTO SHENANIGANS
When *Mariner* gives you the side-eye for Klingon enthusiasm, Boimler, you know it's gonna be fun!
THE KLOWAHKIAN DINING UTENSILS I CAN'T EVEN
Gabers Migleemo, we have a name!
The cut from "to my quarters" to the ritual with the corresponding music change is excellent
"clutch me you coward!"
Boimler genuinely saving the day the entire episode, huh?
K'Orin is just eating gagh like popcorn in his mind
Aw, Tendi and her dicing :)
farm boy background comes in handy, Malor!
"hire a targ groomer, dude!"
Oh man, the duel scene. Brutal and excellently Klingon.
THERE'S OUR WORMHOLE THROUGHLINE (wormhole wormhole hahaaha)
ok, wow, we get to see Migleemo being extremely professional and cool, amazing XD
I can really see the family resemblance with Mariner right now, captain Freeman!
that truck is going to have the best targs in the fleet huh
#lower decks#star trek lower decks#notes on the watch#10/10 episode#no notes#best episode of the new season so far!
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i rly wanted to vent about this because its getting on my nerves -_- tumblr is where i vent bc thereâs no character limit. Ok so i just find it rly annoying how nothing is ever good enough for anyone online. thats a generality ofc and itâs been like this forever but i cant take it anymore! someone posts a poem that they made from the heart and everyone jumps on them saying i hate it Booooo!!! this is a bad poem and you wrote it too simply so its obvious youâre just trying to go viral!!
or someone else makes a tweet that sounds kind of flowery and âCringeyâ and everyoneâs like âwow youâre so pretentiousâ and âYou rly thought you said somethingâ and then you read the personâs replies and they admit it was actually just a real thought they had and posted offhandedly⌠not a big deal.
a youtuber whoâs been documenting her journey from homelessness to having an apartment while maintaining sobriety introduces their bf who they admit their sponsor knows about, and says theyâve taken it rly slow, and then all of the comments are freaking tf out, mothering her, telling her either what she âneeds to doâ instead or accusing her of âlyingâ and denouncing her completelyâŚ
an old guy makes a video about something where he has to read from the script he wrote and top comment is ânext time put the teleprompter 6 inches up so it at least looks like youâre speaking to us!â
those are just some examples but its sooooo fucking tiring seeing ppls cynicism, criticism, bad faith takes, entitlement, dogpiling, etc.
of course this is something i could avoid by simply putting my phone down forever. but im not going to do that LOL im just noticing it almost seems like its getting worse. i just dont like it and i wish ppl would give other ppl more graceâŚ. weâre lucky when ppl share with us. we are lucky that ppl take the time to make art and âcontentâ thats meant to connect to us and it bothers me a lot how unwilling people are to ignore something we dont like personally. not every poem can appeal to you. not every post can appeal to you. sometimes an old man isnt thinking about looking a camera in the eye to make you feel like heâs talking directly to you? so yeah i guess thats what i wanted to say :-/ if this seems like im freaking out about nothing then thats fine idc
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Wait, that's so interesting Brotherhood gets a bad rep? I thought the writer was one of the few writers who understood Anakin and was excited for his coming novel!
To be fair, I think the reputation of the Star Wars: Brotherhood novel specifically depends on what fan circles you travel in. The Star Wars lore dudes on YouTube love this book, and so do most of the Star Wars EU podcasts. Also, if youâre a fan of Anakin & Obi-Wan as a team, youâll adore this book, as its very foundation is their relationship. The author of Brotherhood is Mike Chen, who is a proud fan of the Revenge of the Sith novelization by Matthew Stover, and it is very evident that Chen takes his character inspiration from Stoverâs own uniquely intense âcloser than friends, closer than brothersâ take on the Anakin & Obi-Wan relationship.
From what Iâve seen, the criticism of this book comes mainly from pro-Jedi circles on Tumblr, particularly fans who dislike Anakin. Iâm guessing itâs due to three main reasons: 1) this book is very pro-Anakin and runs on the belief that Anakin was always an unwanted misfit in the Jedi Order and always was very aware of that, 2) the book takes a more critical view on the Jediâs involvement in the war and frames them in a more questionable light, and 3) this book is very, very anti-Mace Windu.
Personally, my biggest issue is with the anti-Mace stance of this book, as well as the argument Brotherhood makes that Mace Windu was one of the Jedi to always dislike Anakin. It makes zero sense to me, because Iâve listened to every interview with Mike Chen that I can get ahold of (I can rec some if anyone is interested, just ask me), and he doesnât seem to dislike Mace Windu? He just noticed that Anakin is very formal and respectful in front of the Council in AOTC, and he takes this as evidence that Anakin never felt comfortable with the Council or Mace Windu.
Itâs odd to me, because in AOTC, Mace is very supportive of Anakin? From giving him the solo assignment of protecting Padme to defending him to Obi-Wan to not even asking âWTF are you doing on Tatooine?â when Anakin FaceTimes him from there. Ignoring all of those moments in favor of concentrating on Anakinâs body language in the Council scene is missing the forest for its trees, IMHO.
But something the Jedi-Positive segment of fandom does that bothers me is insistently push this theory that Maceâs characterization is due to Anakin being an unreliable narrator, and this idea is proven false several times. First, early in the book, even Obi-Wan thinks to himself that Mace doesnât like Anakin. Then we get a scene of Palps during a private meeting with Anakin basically saying, âWow, Master Windu sure sucks, doesnât he?â, and Anakin not disagreeing. Thereâs also a memory Anakin has of Mace getting pissed off at 12yo Anakin for another Padawan referring to Anakin as the Chosen One, and another scene of Mace Windu trying to spy on Anakin to see if heâs doing a good enough job of training the younglings, and another scene of Anakin making a fool out of Mace by pretending their communication line is breaking up, and itâs very clear the reader is supposed to be on Anakinâs side.
Crucially, what weâre missing is a scene proving Anakin is an unreliable narrator and showing us that Mace is a good Jedi that just doesnât like Anakin, or that itâs not even that he dislikes Anakin, but is just fucking tired and stressed out because of the war. But we never get that. We just get perpetually angry and irritated Mace Windu who immediately supports Palpatineâs decision to send Padawans out to the front linesâwhich Obi-Wan objects to, and Mace overrules him. This is an extremely unflattering portrayal of Mace that is deliberately written to be so, and I donât see the point of pretending otherwise. Thereâs no unreliable narrator hereâMike Chen believes the Jedi werenât ever fully onboard with training Anakin and never truly wanted him around and uses Maceâs character to convey that point. I donât like it, but it is what it is.
All that being said, if you like Anakin and you want to see more of his bond with Obi-Wan, or cute moments with him mentoring the Jedi younglings, or cute moments with him and Padme going on undercover dates, this is the book for you. Mike Chen very clearly loves Anakin, Padme, Obi-Wan, and the Anidala ship, and tries to write each of them at their best but still with room to grow. Itâs evidently he loves these three but still has awareness of their flaws and wants to examine what makes them tick.
My review would be that Brotherhood is a 4/5 book, with the point being deducted because of Maceâs treatment, but other readers who donât enjoy him that much probably wonât have that issue.
Also, paging @fleetstreetfatality, our resident expert on Brotherhood, see if they want to make any contributions or confirm or refute any of my points. Fire away!
#anakin skywalker#star wars prequels#obi wan kenobi#mace windu#my meta#my asks#star wars brotherhood#mike chen#padme amidala#anidala#star wars expanded universe
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