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kermitsbutton · 5 months ago

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Nothing is more embarrassing than being perceived while you're tired. Yes I forgot how to open a garden door for sec, what about it?

#dont perceive me #especially not while my brain is lagging #let me atand in front of a door for 5 solid sec like some nps #sleep deprived af #i guess #not rly i just didnt sleep well #text post #is that how you tag #fuck doors #but gently and with passion

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newttxt · 8 months ago

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apartment shenanigans

from utilities included, ch. 9 (mind the tags and rating!)

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#one piece #sanji #zoro #zosan #utilities included #this week was… NOT a good week. i struggled to draw and i didnt feel well #and i was BUSY too. just a whole slew of things #so i didnt thumbnail/sketch this comic until tuesday. and then i like. did 2 pgs of lines?? but i hated them and deleted them???#but i hated those lines and deleted them!! so last night at 2am (as u do) i relined all four pages. slapped on the colors. threw on text.#so apologies if the quality is off. haha. i rly did this in like 7 hrs and now i need to sleep #im just incredibly stubborn and refused to miss the second to last chapter!!! ok time to sleep im rambling

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milkbreadtoast · 1 month ago

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quick SHJ phone doodle... from memory because i was too scared to pull out ref(???)😇

My first time drawing him...!!! gotta get the first one out of the way so i can draw better ones later🥹💦 Now that I've broken the ice I hope I can draw him a lot more...!!

#my s class hunters #내가 키운 s급들 #the s classes that i raised #s classes that i raised #sung hyunje #msch #sctir #tsctir #내스급 #my art #didnt use ref bc i just wanted to doodle it rly quick w no pressure (doodled this while eating breakfast and on 0 hrs of sleep)#but i still was able to draw him from memory even tho its the first time bc well #his beautiful face is burned into my memory by now bc of all the webtoon chs ive been reading recently kdjfjd #NEXT TIME ILL USE REF THO... maybe do some panel redraws to practice hmmm

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luck-of-the-drawings · 6 months ago

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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL #SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS #BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY #THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT #but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested #I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK #bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2 #but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will #bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world #OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through #his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning #when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom #remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary #when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude #even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is #just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG #but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.

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rosylix · 4 months ago

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#im so upset ok literally no one cares but #my bedroom at home was getting kinda redone this summer #we repainted and added shelves above my desk and styff #so i displayed my album collections on the shelves it was so slay ok it was fire #and #today as i was adjusting things #the shelf with my skz collection just fucking rips out of the wall bro #like BROO?? there are holes in my wall now but idec bro MY ALBUMS???? l #it was so high up too im. they fell from a catastrophic height.#literally every single one of my skz albums falling to the floor which is like at least 50 or smth idek #no that sounds too high but you know. A LOT #i have from mixtape to rockstar not every singlr one but yeah #MY LIMITED ALBUMS?? THESR ARE EXPENSIVE HOLY #im taking a deep breath rn #actually looking from through my tears they didnt look Too beat up (except noeasy fuck that packaging) and except my stay in playground pho #photobook case CRACKEDDDD og my god. its judt the outer plastic case but i. am. so. sad #that is like $50 bro #anyway god #now we have to somehow fix it. we used these shelves before in my sisters room and they've held up great but she pretty much puts stuffed an #animals and thats it lol #did not account for my shitload of albums creating a ton of weight but well.#theyre supposed to hold 170 lbs are my albums rly more than that holy shit #ANYWAY #this litrtally happenrd 15 minutes ago thats why im venting rambling idk #now i have to sleep in my moms room AGAINN until these are fixed #like i love her but i like sleeping alone god pls #(i also primarily write at night and. well its not the easiest to write smut and stuff when ur mother is right next to u.)#GOD UGH. idk its fine but im #silver lining is it wasnt my loona collection bc not only are those rare ash i swear they dent from a strong gust of wind bro #I REACHED TAG LIMIT LMAO I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING BYE

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momo-shut-the-fuck-up · 11 months ago

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Some comp entries i think i didnt show + one i showed but i wanted to make the post even pfft

#shining nikki #i have others i didnt show im just not as proud of them #so u get a duplicate #<3 #in order. sleeping manor. looking glass illusion. night wishes. and black magic apprentice #black magic apprentice didnt do as well as the rest (16%) but i was rly proud of it the effect on the magic is cool too in motion

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faaun · 7 months ago

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this person took an early flight back from barcelona and also is basically going to get v few hours of sleep just to not miss our date which is so so sweet but there is unfortunately smth wrong w me in the head

#like the ex situationship would not only NOT do that theyd probably cancel on the day after leaving me on read for 3 days #however #AUGH STILL TOO DOWN BAD 4 THEM TO LIKE THIS PERSON ok ok ig we will see how it goes tmrw #also ive had rly bad luck w ppl cancelling on me either due to unforseen circumstances or just for no discernable reason #thinking abt this girl who was so so excited to meet me and was like ur voice is so sweet etc and then just . never talked to me again ??#like didnt respond to my message confirming wr were meeting etc . anyway on an unlucky streak #i hope this one works out well #they just landed in standsted #i should sleep augh #ok #goodnight

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nomairuins · 2 months ago

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how it feels to randomly get rly overwhelmed and frustrated and bitchy and feel like youre going insane

#like its so dumb i shouldnt be this upset its not just rhe stupid drawing everything is literally wrong . i need everythinf 2 stop 4ever #i want to eat something savory but i cant bc rly what i want is a spambowl but i cant fucking make spambowl bc everybody in the house will #lose their shit that i didnt offer to make any for them <- uncharitable. at most lamp would make a joke abt it. but i also just dont want to #cook. but nobody else can make spam bowls #well lamp can but they prefer when i make them. but we have 4 pieces of leftover spam i need to use up bc theyre jusr in a ziploc #and thats enough for A spambowl. but iii dont feel like it #it wouldnt even be that like. actually no incouldnt thered be too much rice #we only have boil in a bag rn. and 1 bag is for 2 #so if i want spambowl id Have to share w lamp which i dont mind its easy 2 like. yk. 2 spambowl is what i usually make so i can do it pretty #easy. but im like om the verge of tears for no reason so i cant be in the kitchen #'for no reason' well my periods coming up inliterally got rhe notif for it. thats the reason #i need to get back on t i need to get a job i need to graduate. slamming my head into the wall #i feel like now its been too long since i worked and nobody will hire me . man #but i also like. idk i. id probably be better if i had a job bc id have to be but i feel like i cant keeo anything stable #i cant even keep my fucking sleep schedule steady i get it fixed for a week and then i fuck it up #im so tired i wish things were easy. whateber man . i think maybe i just need to sleep

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meowsticmarvels · 2 months ago

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who else up thinking about the 3-4 month gap between ZTD's D-END 1/C-END and the reactors going off. it isn't rly elaborated on much but i think whatever happens there is very obviously extremely horrific and tragic the whole time. it makes me crazy to think about. there's probably timelines where sigma and phi and anyone else vital to the project didn't make it to april. more in tags. it is crazy and i need to know peoples thoughts

#obviously im biased towards phi so i think a lot qbout what she goes through. as patient zero of radical-6 #she knows what the virus is and cant stop it. has the guilt of accidentally killing q-team on her hands. diana didnt let her die to save #the world. that cannot mix well with the virus itself considering it drives its host to suicide a lot of the time #insanely painful situation to live through #if you get more specific about happenings sigma phi and diana TECUNICALLY did inhale hydrofluoric acid too. to make it worse #what would phi even like. do after she recovers other than the cold sleep thing and whatever made her realize the whole im like an x-factor #thing. i cannot imagine how it would feel. diana and sigma too considering sigma knows his fate and he's SEVERELY injured from the incident #diana's whole i will kill 6 billion people thing. aughh. so much guilt. akane preparing for her plan and infiltrating fts....ough #the only people idrk abt is carlos and junpei. im not a fan of what happens with junpei in c end but its. oh man. carlos also. maybe he #survived the radical-6 epidemic. maybe he didnt. i want to hope that he did.#it's genuinely just such an interesting time period that isnt rly elaborated on i would kill to read a fic that takes place during it #zero escape #ztd spoilers #ztd #zero time dilemma

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phagodyke · 9 months ago

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WILL MY FLATMATE FUCKING STOP PUTTING WASHING ON BEFORE 7AM ON A SATURDAY

#im at my fucking limit. good for u girl being up and at it at 6 on a weekend but I wanted to fucking SLEEP IN.#i tried to fall back asleep but its kept waking me back up. and now my sleep has been disturbed im gonna be cranky all day #im not like her i cant sleep whenever nap whenever this is the only time of day i can get some rest. come on man #she woke me up yesterday morning too which rly pissed me off bc i get up at 6:30 for work on weekdays #so waking me up BEFORE THEN when she doesnt even have to go to work for like. another HOUR LATER THAN I DO!!!! pisstake #the fact i didnt sleep well was WHY i had a migraine at work and WHY i had to cancel on her fucking movie night #man i just wanted to sleep thru until 8am. its not even that much to ask please #at least she wont do this the next couple days bc she would never disturb the beauty sleep of our other friend lmao #ill text her and ask her not to do this again. just so annoying bc it sets the tone for the whole day #whatever #.diaries

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ilonacho · 1 year ago

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it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat

#5 outta 7 days im at work. 2 days of freedom #2 days to do chores n run errands n relax n sleep n draw n catch up w/ friends n go places #and if u gotta reschedule itll be weeks before ur available again #like for months now ive tried to get together w/ friends but our days off dont match n shit keeps coming up #not to mention im fucking tired! im exhausted! i want to sleep in and then draw the rest of the day!#i think the worst part is that back in school.. at least it didnt matter as much? because it all led to an end aka graduation?#like i didnt mind the wait for next weekend as much cuz it was temporary #like eventually ill graduate and then ill have freedom! (i thought? for some reason??)#but now its like.. the weeks are going by so fast this year is already almost over i turn 26 in 2 weeks #and this is.. the rest of my life? like youre kidding right? this cant be it?#i get off work n then i have to take care of the cats n chores n then eat dinner n then shower n then its late and i gotta sleep #before work the next day. i dont have time nor energy to rly do anything #and ill get that feeling of like. oh well at least it brings me closer to the next ‘weekend’#but i dont wanna live weekend to weekend #i mean im thankful to have a job n coworkers i love like i truly hate it there sometimes but i also am happy and thankful for it #but yknow.. it shouldnt have to be like this #i worded this so much better in the shower but im tired of feeling like school part 2 like what the fuck man #ive had work every single day since we came back from our trip n i just dont have time/energy for anything #i need to open commissions back up but i havent even gotten around to starting one a friend asked for #not to mention this years christmas card ive barely got the sketch done for #and again. my favourite holiday. halloween is on tuesday and while we did plan halloweeny stuff it just has not felt like halloween #i havent had any ideas/energy/time for any halloweeny art #+chores n errands etc lmao we havent even been to the grocery store yet (calling us out here)#it just. suuuuucks aaaaaass man the world is so beautiful life is a gift i dont wanna spend it like this

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matoitech · 8 months ago

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got discharged from the er home and showered i was there umm like nine hours. my final message: fibroid warriors assemble! not for long tho (hysterectomy this yr, maybe i can get it pushed up now lmao)

#i got a lot of scans and labs everything looked good except i said hey do i have endometriosis or something and the docs said maybe lets #look. came back after a couple ultrasounds and were like well we cant diagnose u bcuz it needs a camera but looks like u hve fibroids #well i was KIND of right okay!#anyway i dont rly have specific and exact answers they just told me a lot of things it ISNT and said i wasnt in like #a life threatening dangerous situation rn everything seems like ok im just in pain. so gonna go to my doc app on thursday #they might order a ct scan. the hospital was backed up it was so fucking busy they fucked up and discharged me early and didnt tell me and #had to resign me back in hours later after id been waiting there i had to get in the queue again t was a whole thing.#anyway my point w that was the ct scan thingy was a 6 hour wait they said #and i was like. nah. ill wait. the doc on thurs can order one and get me in like a walk-in why would i not sleep tonight #and spend more time in the er aka the scariest place in the world

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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