#not rlly my dividers

[ello-i-am-oof]

i do NOT want to do this assignment for health.

[waterghostype]

big regret of mine is watching crystalized and mid way through looking up angry rants so i wouldnt be that one person who liked it and had to live with everyone and their mama hating it. i probably wouldnt really have liked the 2nd half much either way but i really wonder what i wouldve thought if i wasnt a coward

[vaniliens]

Got a character hub made 4 oc pages in it not sure if ill continue hmmm

[gu6chan]

one of drakengard 3's most significant blasphemies aside from getting rid of literally one of the core worldbuilding tools that makes drakengard stand out from most other "medieval fantasy/dark fantasy" media (pact system, which largely served to boost up it's OTHER notable feature being it's dark characters) is completely throwing weapon magic out the window in exchange for what's literally just a glorified version of Drakengard 2's sonic burst

[httpiastri]

started a new job on monday so i've been extremely stressed out and barely in here at all. thankfully i have tomorrow and friday off (!!! racing again!!!!!) so i'll be in and answering asks & writing. and probs kinda live commentating the f2 & f3 events <3 have this osc cutie scrunch & his pretty nose as an apology for not answering asks 🤲

[seventh-district]

laying here in bed at 5pm on the 4th of July listening to the storm outside and seriously debating bulk-buying 90 coffee cakes. as one does

[reverberation-ensemble]

[luminessdoodles]

tfw your mothboy bf finds out about your lepidopterology phase

[latinokaeya-moving]

semi related kinda actually. one of those super common fat stereotypes that didn’t really stick/make sense to me until i grew older was the idea of fat equaling weak or pathetic like. that’s a really common association right in both media and the average consciousness of ppl. but it was never something i learned to internalise as a kid bc a Lot of ppl in my family including myself had always been built big and broad and everyone was always just so physically strong??? like looking back not in an unnaturally impressive way or anything but just so many of them had been manual labourers in some way in colombia and then they came here to do cleaning and even though it might not seem it that’s Such a physically taxing job especially if you’re doing it for 12+ hours every day and like. the strength that built Showed in the roughhousing at home so clearly ?

like as little kids me and my brother would gang up on my grandma to play wrestle and she would sooo soundedly defeat us each time like she had such solid grip and weight behind her arms even as an old lady she was short but broad and Sturdy and physically strong!!! and my brother is huge and tall and Fat he was the biggest kid in secondary school i’m so sure and he could pick up and manhandle and throw other kids even older than him with ease. he played rugby with these fit lanky guys i knew in my year who would tell me that they would stay the Fuck away from him when they played bc they knew he was unmovable and Would slam them to the ground without breaking a sweat. hell he could right now pick me up and physically slam me on the ground if he really wanted to and im big! i’m heavy as hell! i weigh almost as much as he does!

so growing up surrounded by my family i just. kinda got used to associating fatness with physical strength as this obvious innate thing so when i sorta expanded my horizons n saw the way it was used in popular media as visual shorthand for like. laziness And Therefore weakness it was just very. unintelligible. it didn’t make sense to me at all. i didn’t get it lol

[godtier-gavin]

Ahem. Anyway.

*gets real up-close to the mic*

RTstuck / AHstuck was the predecessor to the Minecraft SMP boom of the early 2020s

[angelfully]

i am kinda obsessed with katseye but the drama makes it so hard to be a fan now 😞

[dullahandyke]

Shit is fucked and I thnk its bcos I missed my adhd meds yesterday:( went to sleep at like 3am + didnt get out of bed until 1pm + the fuckin nauseaaaa

[genderkoolaid]

this is my issue w serano-esque criticisms of transunity. "transphobes dont hate trans women because theyre men they see them an underclass of women to abuse" are you telling me transphobes dont see trans women as men? all that misgendering is just posturing? that transphobes who hate trans women dont call them faggots and sissies because they (like gay men) are seen as failed men? in the same way trans men get called dyke because, like lesbians, we are seen as failed women? & transphobes using the same gendered fearmongering that gets used against marginalized men ("hyper-aggressive, hyper-sexual predator of innocent (white/cis) women & girls") to attack trans women? its just a coincidence that when someone wants to demonize a marginalized group (or member of one) thats seen as masculine, they use the same rhetoric thats clearly based on stereotypes of how men act (aggressive & sexual)?

and like. none of this means trans women are men. you can be subjected to misogyny no matter what your gender is, same with antimasculism/misandry. cis butch lesbians also deal with those same antimasculist/misandrist tropes used against marginalized men. saying "transphobes see trans women as failed men"

does not mean trans women are never seen as women

does not mean trans women, when they are seen as women and when they arent, are not subject to misogyny

does not mean trans women are men (unless they identify that way)

& also this idea is directly connected to the idea that trans men are seen as men by society and therefore inherently have male privilege. its no surprise that trans men are heavily involved in the pushback against this idea, both because the idea we dont experience misogyny Will Kill Us and because we recognize how our manhood/masculinity also gets used against us when its convenient. but also ive seen trans men (often those who harass other transmascs in the name of "transfem allyship") insist that trans men cant be subject to misogyny because we're men and to say otherwise is misgendering. and like im sorry but we cannot do meaningful anti-transphobic activism if we are shaping our view of transphobia on "never ever ever implying that anyone sees trans people as anything but the gender they say they are & that that might shape the kind of transphobia they face" like thats just. not realistic.

how can we discuss how transphobia views trans people, and how misgendering is a fundamental part of the violence done to us, without ever bringing up how the unique violences we all face that come from being viewed as our agab

[1nh3rt0mbbyth3s0und1ngs34]

intro below the cut

3thanmustdi3-> 1nh3rt0mbbyth3s0und1ngs34

im ethan, my pronouns are he/it

basic dni (racists, proshippers, transphobes, etc.)

my fav music artists r mcr, ptv, icp, nirvana, green day, the used, system, korn, and a lot more

im in a lot of fandoms depending on how u count them but mainly lis, tlou, and the outsiders

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addition: i made a side acc for emo shit but now this blog is kinda emo too?? idk i mostly post abt music on there if ur interested in that @d1s4pp34r1ng-b0y

[rafecameronssl4t]

Deal or deal? || Rafe Cameron x fem!reader

gif by @rafeyscurtainbangs

Summary: inspired by this scene in ep 4 but with my own twist and it’s dad!rafe x reader w/ Mabel 😍

Warnings: nothing rlly!

Word count: 1,075

A/n: hey so um I caved in couldn't resist writing at least one fic w the new season during my break...

MASTERLIST (dad!Rafe au masterlist)

divider by @h-aewo

You walk into the ensuite bathroom as you adjust Mabel on your hip. Her little hands curl around your shoulder, her head nestling against your neck. The soft scent of baby powder clings to her skin, and despite the busyness of the morning, there’s always something calming about her presence. Rafe stands by the counter, packing the beach bag with towels, sunscreen, and toys, his movements relaxed yet purposeful.

He looks up as you approach, his sharp blue eyes softening. “You’re just in time,” he says, zipping the bag with a quick motion and setting it aside. You smile back, setting Mabel in her bouncer next to him. "Thought I’d let you handle the sunscreen part," you tease, brushing your fingers gently over Mabel's soft curls. Rafe chuckles and kneels beside her, his large hands dwarfing the bottle of sunscreen as he carefully squirts a bit onto his fingers.

"Alright, princess, we don’t want you burning up, do we?” he murmurs, gently applying the cream to her chubby cheeks. His touch is so soft, filled with care, as Mabel giggles, her tiny hands reaching for his face. You smile, pressing a kiss to the top of Mabel’s head. She gurgles happily, her tiny feet kicking as she looks around, wide-eyed and curious. You turn away, heading toward the closet where your bikini is draped over a chair. The fabric feels cool in your hands as you slip it on, the rich colour contrasting with your skin.

“So,” you begin, your voice casual but carrying a note of seriousness, “I was thinking… about that business opportunity that came up last week.” You glance over your shoulder as Rafe’s eyes flick up from Mabel, curiosity piqued. “The investment thing?” “Yeah,” you say, fumbling a little as you try to tie the back of your bikini. “I really think you should go for it." He stands, moving closer, his eyes shifting between your face and your chest as you adjust it.

"Turn around," he mutters, his hands brushing against your back as he pulls the strings into a neat knot. His fingers linger for a moment longer than necessary, and when you glance at the mirror, you catch the way his eyes roam over you—an intensity in his gaze that sends a slight shiver through you. "You really think it’s that good of a deal?" he asks, his voice low, his hands hovering at your waist. You meet his gaze through the mirror, feeling the heat of his hands lingering at the small of your back.

"Yeah, don't you?" You adjust the bikini strap on your shoulder. His hands drop to rest lightly on your hips, and for a second, he doesn't' respond. Lightly biting your lip as you wait for a response, he meets your gaze in the mirror, a slight smirk playing on his lips. His eyes stay locked on you, a mix of thoughtfulness and something more. "I think you should go for it." Rafe’s eyes darken with thought, but his smirk doesn’t fade. He pulls you a little closer, his grip firm but gentle, his chest pressing against your back.

“God, this is just landing right in my lap, isn’t it?” His tone is a mixture of amusement and consideration. You give him a playful look over your shoulder. “That’s what I’ve been saying. You’d be stupid not to take it.” He chuckles, his breath warm against the side of your neck as his lips brush against your skin, slowly at first. “You always know how to push me in the right direction,” he murmurs, the teasing lilt in his voice sending a warmth down your spine.

His hands glide up from your hips to your waist, pulling you just a little closer. You let out a soft breath, your heart quickening as his kisses trail lower. "You could make so much freakin’ money, Rafe,” you say, your voice a little breathless. Rafe grins against your skin, “Could I, now?” His voice is a teasing drawl as his lips move along your skin, causing a ripple of warmth to spread through you. You laugh softly, leaning back against him. “I’m serious!"

“So am I,” he whispers, his kisses slow and deliberate. His hands tighten slightly on your waist, his touch firm but tender. But just as you start to sink into the moment, Mabel lets out a whine, breaking through the intimate bubble. You both pause, exchanging a look before bursting into quiet laughter. Rafe pulls away first, shaking his head as he glances at Mabel. “Perfect timing, huh?” he says, his smirk playful but affectionate.

You walk over to Mabel, scooping her into your arms as she quiets down instantly, snuggling into your chest. “Guess we’re not the only ones who need attention,” you joke, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. Rafe grins, his eyes following you. “She’s just jealous,” he says, tossing a towel into the beach bag. Rafe smirks, watching the two of you, his earlier intensity replaced with something softer. You laugh, bouncing Mabel lightly in your arms as she grabs onto your bikini strap with her tiny hand.

“Can you blame her? You spoil me,” you tease, glancing up at him. Rafe leans against the counter, his eyes never leaving you. “I’ll think about that deal,” he says, his voice a little more serious now. “Sounds like it could be good… for all of us.” You nod, bouncing Mabel lightly in your arms. “You’ll figure it out. You always do.” You say, brushing Mabel's hair. Rafe steps closer, wrapping one arm around your waist, pulling both you and Mabel into his chest as he presses a soft kiss to your head.

“Yeah,” he says quietly, his eyes meeting yours with a knowing look. “We’ll see.” You can tell, though, from the determined glint in his eyes that he already knows what he’s going to do.