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Do you guys remember when the name "Hoid" felt like just a fun Easter egg, a silly little mystery, a small and interesting detail?
I remember those days.
#not necessarily saying i want them BACK#but there is a lot to remember now#hoid#hoid cosmere#cosmere#cephandrius#brandon sanderson#wit#worldhopper#stormlight archive
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what if i Entirely made up another relationship but with the express intent that they Don’t get together actually. this started out as a lol an lmao even but honestly i think i needed this. cathartically
based on the tags of my post here
👍if you ship scc go away
#like even from a non-aro perspective i think we should have more ‘friends who don’t feel the same way abt eachother’ that doesn’t nece cen#necessarily centers the one w the romantic feelings#like yeah i bet it sucks to have feelings for someone who doesn’t and won’t ever feel the same#but speaking from personal experience it is fucking Harrowing to know someoen wants ‘more’ from their relationship with you#and you don’t feel that way. and now that you know now that you’ve been told. your relationship will never go back to how it was#and for me i had a lot of doubts afterwards! i was scared!#sure he was scared to tell me he wanted to date me but i was scared to tell The Kid He Sent To Ask that I didn’t want to date him !#deltarune#the art gallery#honestly deltarune probably isn’t the story to Have this narrative considering Evrry Thing Else. especially not with these characters HDHSJ#but what can I say. I like the them#scc#vomit mention
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There are wayyy too many “Roy would NEVER say that, how ooc!!!” and inversely, “Roy Kent is now #canceled and I never want him to so much as look at Keeley ever again” takes and not nearly enough:
“Roy is a flawed human person whose insecurities have always plagued him and tonight they got the better of him once again. He has a lot of apologies to make but hey, tomorrow is another chance at greatness. Also, he should really really go to therapy :)” takes!
#Roy Kent#ted lasso#ted lasso spoilers#I saw sooo many tweets about how they will never support Roy with Keeley ever again like ?? from people who apparently shipped them before?#I think that’s taking it a bit far….#(and I don’t even want them back as a couple necessarily)#in addition to the ‘I’m going to say this extremely in character line was ooc because I love Roy’ crowd#like have y’all never heard of messing up before?#mistakes don’t make a man but how you move forward after making them does#isn’t that the whole thesis of the show?
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Listen. Listen. RTD. My dude. You are back. You have the power. You are running the show. *pulls him in close and whispers through gritted teeth* Who needs UNIT when you can have the world's messiest bisexual polycule back from the dead?
#listen torchwood three always vibed better with doctor who than unit did#that sort of put together from spare parts vibe#I'm not saying he necessarily should bring them all back from the dead#but if we're unnecessarily undoing tragic plot points here for fix-it vibes (doctordonna)#then why not bring back torchwood? just recast jack you bring back gwen if you want give me more disasters to carry about#torchwood was raw and messy and REAL#i want disasters on my screen that could never make it past Disney's respectability/only-queer-if-you're-polite-about-it banner#torchwood#jack harkness#ianto jones#gwen cooper#toshiko sato#owen harper#tosh sato#rtd#rtd2#doctor who
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the thing about curly is that i am fully ready to criticize his actions but i am also unquestionably sympathetic towards him because i am at my core forever and always a chara dreemurr enthusiast so when i see a character being unfairly villainized i start biting and killing
#mouthwashing#undertale#he endeared himself to me by being fun to draw before i knew the game very well#NOT excusing his failures though like curly step the fuck up my guy#also i make big sad eyes at characters that COULD have done the right thing and WOULD have done the right thing with the right push#captain curly#this was (and is whenever i get back into it) also how six sunk her claws into me#like kid GET BEHIND ME i'd kill for her#little nightmares#curly doesn't get the same excuse as six though obviously (she's literally 9)#just that my instinct to combat the mischaracterization of them comes from the same place#and that place is chara dreemurr baby#but yeah you're a whole ass adult curly take some damn responsibility#love him though. he's clearly going through it#like 'just off center' on your psych eval without even opening up#go to therapy buddy#anyway like i'm not saying i'm DEFENDING him necessarily just that i don't want him to be mischaracterized you know??????#god i hope i'm articulating this correctly
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i will miss the block party outfits for everyone tbh lol
#vee queued to fill the void#am i surprised they’re gone???? no not at all lmao#didn’t even necessarily want them to stay lol just they will be missed lol#with retrospect now you get to analyse what the outfits meant for the character in that specific block party instance lol#like kuukou's darker colours for the block party lends itself to kuukou primarily making things happen behind the scenes#and maybe could also be indicative of a scene that brought kuukou closer to or flat or embodied who he wants to become#or in the shadows so to say lol#since the outfit is his most inline monk fit yet lol#and maybe with ichiro since he’s back in black and red similar to his pre bb days#he isn’t so aimless as he was back then but he’s still in the dark about family stuff like he was back then#and with that lack of knowledge he confronts rei who lured him his way just similarly to what happened in the manga#still turns rei down lol but has proven something to rei this time but i’m kinda digressing lol but that kinda retrospect analysis lol
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silly thing i made last night XP
vargas by @zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#vargas zarla#edgar vargas#scriabin vargas#zarla s#haiii i'm back :3#i've been through a bunch of stuff recently#but i think i feel better now :)#my mind has been acting real silly lately#my brain just keeps saying KILL YOURSELF. KILL YOURSEEELF#but nothing new#i just saw this audio on tiktok and i though it fit with them soooo#also i'm now school-free for the next two months#i hope i feel motivated enough to draw something#it's just that my motivation only comes after 10pm#ohhhhh edgar looks so miserable here i want to put him in an air fryer#he just wants to be comforted D:#my heart ached while drawing this#i always make scriabin look unnecessarily pretty#and i HATE IT#BECAUSE HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT#one day i drew them with freckles and now i can't stop .......#my brain !! finally managed !! to think of something not chapter 20/21 or diaryfic related !!! 🥳🥳#edit : fun fact i was just about to make this abt diaryfic#this doesn't necessarily have a context??#i was thinking of something like chapter 18#i struggled so much uploading this for no reason ....#my art style is so inconsistent#but i think it looks okay
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Belisarius Cawl, hiding for his life, his ass kicked, ship crashing, friends in mortal peril: I am such a smart boy, he-he-he =)
#I love him so much your honor#warhammer 40000#adeptus mechanicus#belisarius cawl#genefather#guy haley#cawlposting#(kinda going to finish my thoughts on the book here since I ran out of space on the last post)#but a huge HUGE part of what I loved about this book were all the fun relationships and dynamics that it had set up#I literally want to see all of those characters again#Cawl and AsanethAyu? Absolutely. Not necessarily in a shipp-y way (Unless?) But god do I love seeing necrons bicker apparently#Cawl and Bile? Do my eyes deceive me or did Haley actually pull off 'we are not so different you and I' thing in a genuinely interesting wa#Cawl and Primus? What can I fucking say?!#Guy Haley should be awarded a prize for bringing back emotion and weight into what is surely one of the top 5 most overused words in 40k#Cawl and Qvo? Never before have I so thoroughly understood shippers of something that I don't personally ship.#I (barely) write a different type of fanfiction but somewhere in here there is a potential for the most wonderfully fucked up family#Primus and Porter? They did not talk but parallels between them were set up SO hard. This one is definitely not shippy for me#just so fucking charged with storytelling potential#All the minor guys? X99 whom I now love dearly? Oswen who was set up to be the traitor so hard and then just sort of wasn't? (Unless?!)#Skitarii Marshal named Iota?! Maybe later on that one#and that is to say absolutely nothing about the MASSIVE (eh? get it?) set up for the next big Cawl thing?#god so many threads to follow up on#Guy Haley you owe me like at least three follow-up books
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My favorite works in no particular order:
Tipsy Tales (Anemo Boys)
Symbiosis (Ayato)
What Destiny Has Brought (Fischl)
Hello How Are You (Gorou)
Follow the Wind II (Kazuha)
Of the Same Coin (Mika)
Songs of the Wind (Venti)
Nothing Lasts Forever (Yae Miko)
Sharing a Drink They Call Loneliness (Zhongli)
Of Hopes and Prayers (Zhongli)
#about me#it actually is a coincidence that majority are from different characters and not the same#so in like manner as another list i gave a while back i shall give fun facts about each#tipsy tales - one day i will update the post to include wanderer and will not tell anyone or reblog it#symbiosis - one of my favorite readers. i just like the way they speak. i dont have a full story planned for them as of yet#what destiny has brought - in truth i cannot stand fischl. she annoys me. i only wrote this bc i wanted her to stop being so delusional#hello how are you - tbh i only like this bc i think i absolutely nailed the voice and characterization. one day i will write a sequel#follow the wind ii - probably my all time favorite work. features one of the few kisses i have ever written.#(cont) but it cant be understood without reading the first chapter and my thoughts on kazuha as a character#of the same coin - i'll be honest i just think this is cute. i think this fic has one of my highest reblog to notes ratios#songs of the wind - the vibes are good with this one. like the first chapter has good vibes but this chapter is even better. very warm#nothing lasts forever - i wanted to write yae in a moment of weakness. i think i did a good job#sharing a drink they call loneliness - the amateurness of the writing now makes me wince but.... the catharsis and ending is still top notch#(cont) i had a point i wanted to make with this fic and smashed it out of the ballpark#of hopes and dreams - probably the most romantic fic in the series and its a deleted scene lmao. still like how i wrote it though#i forgot to say that these arent necessarily my best written fics#they're just the fics i personally like the best#honorable mentions are:#telling them off (ayato)#completely covered in red (ayato)#simple (alhaitham)#follow the wind i (another one i completely nailed the voice and characterization for in my humble opinion)#secret identities and whatnot (venti/xiao)#indulgence (wriothesley)#slitherer-outer (zhongli)#i know i'm kinda feeling myself in this post but nobody is gonna read it anyway except for u slo so i'm fine with that <3
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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.
#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea#like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit#and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble#and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal#and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die#and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide#like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif#like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat#is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself#is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills#feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing#actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub#i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local#and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id#if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like#such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just#is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state#by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about#living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the#urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends#and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so#fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i#hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever#bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc#everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m#father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop#i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak
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i just remembered that. in "mac kills his dad" dee and dennis try to come up with a reason that life is worth living and neither of them can do it. dee's futile sounding "what makes me happy in life........." as she tries to come to terms with the fact that nothing does. or at least nothing that can be described as either normal or healthy. you can know you're miserable but never really lay it out in front of you
#it's always sunny in philadelphia#dennis reynolds#dee reynolds#mac kills his dad#iasip#i would have included frank in this post but the whole joke is that#he was entirely sincere w bill LOL#in a horrible guy way#like if you asked anyone in the gang what makes them happy#they'd probably say something like getting blackout drunk#but considering bills situation that obviously would not.... fix the problem#dennis and dee don't have anything else to fall back on#their insincerity is proof of their unhappiness#not that they'd necessarily be sincere if they were happy#but they would certainly be different people#frank on the other hand is far from a happy guy but i think he's much closer to bill's place in life#comparatively to the others#they all see the use in drinking themselves to death but frank understands what bill wants out of that#idk there was supposed to be some concluding thought there#and there was not#but that's okay#cw suicide#(in tags)
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I'm glad on the day i have so little energy i do not have a single meeting going on today ..... leave me alone Please
@ppl from work, not the beautiful angels who live in my phone
#i keep wanting to draw at night but then get to cozy after eating and fall asleep ૮ – ﻌ–ა#that's not necessarily why i have so little energy lol but it is somewhat related since last night my sleep was extra inconsistent#“I'll take a ten minute nap” she says over and over again starting at 10pm until she forgets to set a timer on one of them#🤌🏾 and then she wakes up at 2 and again at 4 and takes an hour at last to fall back asleep
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ppl talking about halamshiral clothes makes me thinking about how ameridan likes the inquisition uniforms for being gender neutral because da, like bg3 and pretty much any fantasy setting with "no gender norms", do the thing were explicitly feminine things are still gendered while masculine things are not. like women wearing pants and doing activities historically reserved for men are normal and not seen as them moving outside of the expectations for their gender (aside from the few instances where they are, but they always seem out of place to me because they're so rare) but men wearing dresses/skirts are rarely seen and would be a statement if they were. it's not actual neutrality male is just the default ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#ooc ( bird noises )#ofc we have done the same thing irl for a looong time but#also how soldiers keep being referred to as 'men' at least in da#and i know that word at one point meant people of any gender#but it's never used to refer to say the people of say a city#it's pretty much always soldiers#which to me reinforces them being seen as primarily male#anyway im not saying ameridan would wear a dress necessarily but i am saying he misses the long gowns/tunics of the divine age#that were more or less the same for everyone#he doesn't want to make a dramatic exit from the gender binary he would just like to walk calmly out the back door
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no but what was that finale… i miss longer shows so much… give us 22 episodes per season again!!! give us more time for character growth and relationship development and bring back fun filler episodes!!!! because what was this finale 😭
#the sex lives of college girls#joely watches things#.txt#since this is getting some notes (this is a lot of engagement on a post for me as i’m newly returned to tumblr and have 20 followers lmao)#i don’t dislike any of the storylines necessarily but GOD they rushed through them#i swear tatum and leighton were together for 1.5 episodes max before they broke up#and the alicia plot line felt so rushed too - with leighton saying ‘these are my friends’ after not seeing them for MONTHS?#kimberly and jackson barely got time to get past their one argument and then she’s suddenly crushing on canaan#who also wants her??? which came out of nowhere for me#and whitney and the white boy (forgot his name sry) were cute but that also went so fast lol#i wanted her and canaan back together tbqh but like it’s fine that they didn’t#but why did they have to make it a love triangle?! so unnecessary#AND BELA?!?! has been selfish and awful all season#i loved her with eric - i was rooting for them sm#then she suddenly realises how awful she’s been and immediately decides she has to fix it - instant growth ?!#anyway she needs therapy - not to change schools#just… a mess#please give us longer shows again @ tv networks#slocg spoilers
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anyone who wants to should be allowed to trans their gender any way they want, any time they want. i will never understand why some people care so much about making sure 1) everyone has exactly one gender, and 2) that gender never, ever changes... detransitioning should be just another option, not a "gotcha," you fucking goobers.
#also i admittedly don't have personal experience with it#but i feel like insisting that people transitioning back to their agab is necessarily them 'detransitioning'#is probably a great way to invalidate a whole lot of people's actual relationship with their gender#like i'm SURE there are people out there who came to the conclusion#'actually it turns out i AM a boy/girl/man/woman. just not in the way we thought'#and i KNOW there are people who are like 'i was a girl. then i was a guy. now i'm a woman. ten years from now? we'll see!'#and i think it's just plain inaccurate to say that people have detransitioned in those cases#(though if folks want to claim that label for themselves that is of course their prerogative)
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i missed that class what dont you like about starlins rendition of their relationship?
(and also like, DID you think he did something in particular well or was it all…meh
the crux of my issues in this regard stems from batman #416. in the post-crisis era you began to see this way more lopsided depiction of bruce and dick's relationship wherein the former was portrayed to be almost.. bitter that dick had moved on to establish his own life. and it stood in great, great contrast to the bruce of the pre-crisis era, who was certainly devastated at the realization that dick was growing up, but also very intent for him to find his own happiness and way in life. they would have their disagreements on occasion (e.g., bruce initially disapproving of dick dropping out of college, bruce immediately taking leadership of a situation where the titans were involved when dick was better equipped to handle it, etc.) but the outcome of those situations was never outright bad yknow. bruce was very much capable of recognizing where he might have overstepped and subsequently stepped back to let dick have his own space. and i think initially max allan collins expanded on that dynamic in the post-crisis era in interesting ways by juxtaposing bruce's desire to see dick flourish against his own constant fear for dick's life. so instead of mike w. barr's comedic and lighthearted backup stories in early 80s tec where bruce disguised himself to keep an eye on dick's shenanigans and assure himself everything was going alright, you got this more serious confrontation within bruce with regards to his position as a parent. i don't think a lot of people read it that deeply but i've always viewed batman #408 as one of the most sensible depictions of that dilemma. the general complaints tend to be that this issue robbed dick of his pre-crisis decision to retire robin on his own, and i'll concede that as a worthwhile concern. but i don't think it's esp damning what with the implication that bruce no longer wants to be the person indirectly making the decision for dick to continue to be in this line of work. their moment at dick's bedside is less about bruce robbing him of the decision and more about him saying, if i let you still be robin, that's a direct reflection on me, bc i'm the one who got you to do all of this originally. i'm the one who put you directly in harm's way. if you're going to do this from now on, you need to do it on your own terms. you need to decide for yourself that this is who you want to be, without your relationship with me even being a factor.
it's a moment contributive to that delicious dynamic between them wherein every decision bruce takes to service dick's agency is inevitably read the wrong way by the latter to imply that he's not valued or not worthy of being seen as bruce's equal (and before the hounds pounce on me this obv does not include the increasingly abusive depiction of their relationship as the 90s progressed). that is an unavoidable dilemma when you're simultaneously someone's ward/adopted son and also their partner-in-crime! dick wants to be bruce's son and to be entitled to all of the love and care and protection that that entails but he also wants to be bruce's brother, his equal, his confidante, the one person he trusts more than anyone else in the world, etc. it's a tough place to be! it is paradoxical! and i'm so, so open to seeing that explored and think the way collins attempted to approach it in #408 was marvelous. but the way starlin (and other writers as well) totally swerved right in #416 to create this sudden resentment in bruce that dick had grown out of needing him was.. so utterly bizarre. like completely out of left field in a way i don't understand why people don't question it anymore bc in light of everything in the immediate fifteen years prior to the crisis it makes so little sense. their relationship with each other was so valued, bruce was so anxious to see dick establish himself while nonetheless maintaining a protectiveness over him, but it was all very much in good will even if he could overstep on occasion. it had all of the potential to allow for a very nuanced, empathetic exploration into the dilemmas of parenthood and esp when you are someone like bruce who has to forever live and contend with the crime of taking kids with him out onto the streets. bc he has to feel guilty! there is no escaping it. this is history, done and dusted forever, can't go back in time, so on and so forth. whatever harm comes any robin's way he has to live with as in some part being traceable back to his own actions. and i frankly believe that would be far more likely to evoke grief and anxiousness and concern than it would be bitterness that his son is charting out his own life
#as to do i think starlin did anything well. hmm#i like that he was able to acknowledge that jason's parents were loving people despite their circumstances#it didn't matter that willis was a criminal. what mattered was that he loved his family and would've done anything for them#which was a rare concession from starlin bc his writing could be pretty classist elsewhere#but at the same time idk sometimes i read it back and it's like. i don't think he was actually as classist as winick was ultimately#like it's been a While since i reread the starlin issues#but you could tell he believed jason's demise was less about his social class and more about being unable to fully recover from#or process his trauma as a result of the life he'd lived and the things he'd experience. hence the garzonas saga#and even in a death in the family the question is never about whether jason is acting out bc he's criminally inclined#bruce explicitly says he doesn't think he's given jason enough time to mentally and emotionally recover and that's why#he suspends him. so even starlin knew it was about the trauma first and foremost#and i mean that somewhat goes in line with his reasons for wanting to kill robin to begin with#he thought robin was symbolically representative of child abuse#in that it wasn't the conduit through which a young boy should necessarily grow#and ideally? the way to explore that in a medium that Requires the existence of child vigilantes#would have been to make the distinction that while there is always going to be some danger to every robin at the end of the day#what made the danger to jason distinct was that robin didn't work to resolve His trauma specifically#what robin did for dick is never something it could have done for jason let alone tim. there were too many other factors at play#so if this dilemma had been approached that way rather than starlin pursuing a blanket robin is child abuse ideology#that was subsequently picked up by other writers. then i think we might have gotten somewhere quite interesting#but anyway yeah so he's not my most hated by any means. there are parts i love there are parts i hate#ultimately at the end of the day winick will always be a gazillion times worse#outbox
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