#not living

[factsilike]

God, I just realized.

WWX had really been in survival mode his entire first life. Since like, the day he lost his parents as a child, hasn't he?

[transboybat]

Maybe it’s just me but… how do I word this. (Tw for murder mention and referring to transitioning in a cruel way)

I’m pre everything. I have no money to transition and I live with an unsupportive family.

They all — no, sorry, literally everyone I meet sees and treats me like a woman. It doesn’t matter what I say or do, to my loved ones I will never be anything but a delusional woman. Even though it kills me.

It makes me feel like nothing I can ever do will make the people around me see me for me. It makes me feel not necessarily like I want to die, but I want to kill this version of me that they love instead of me. I want to kill her so violently and brutally they never see her in my place again.

Instead, I feel suffocated, like I’m drifting as a ghost. Like the woman they’ve grown in my stead has already choked me out. It seems like it would be easy, to stay dead, stay this ghost. Just do as they want, stay looking like a woman, live like one. After all, who would love the man who mutilated himself into one?

I don’t know. I feel adrift. I want to live as the man I am, but I’m buried alive, and my eyes are drifting closed. I just want to sleep and wake up when it’s all over.

[covered-in-bones]

I’m alive but I am not living

[lunasberry]

I envy people who have true talents and interests.

I've got nothing of that.

I'm nobody.

I can't stand to just "exist".

[afza147]

Ep10 the atypical family(5)

Bok gwi ju👍

[bones-of-old]

poetry dump x15

I breathe

Too weak to live

Too strong to die

I breathe because

What else can I do?

[distantdiamondskyy]

Omg I just witnessed getaway car/august/the other side of the door mashup in person

[nevermindset]

Are you alive or just existing?

- Unknown.

[watermelonlovershigh]

HE SANG STOCKHOLM SYNDROME 😃😲😵

[mahgck]

you have to outlive donald trump

[paintedcrows]

Did anyone tell Ford (bonus doodles: Family Movie Night, 70s Classics)

[maudiemoods]

If life is a never ending loop of dirty dishes and laundry then that means life is a never ending loop of home cooked meals and comfy clean clothes

[itsscaredycat]

so ok yeah fine i watched gravity falls again and read the book of bill

[parttimepunner]

Pour one out for a real one.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour