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LOYALTY (PART 6/?)
#madness combat#madcom#madness combat comic#hank j wimbleton#2bhank#cw blood#been reading yalls notes on the reblogs and i just wanna say#they inspire me so much they give me LIFE#genuinely one of the reasons i draw in the first place#going through them kicking my feet and giggling to myself like a schoolgirl#also to the person that asked...... yes this is technically canon divergent!#as canon divergent as madcom fan content can be. considering the lore of madcom quite literally accounts for AU shenanigans#the ocurrent and the nowhere and the other place and all that. the improbability drive. also the fact that the animation lore and the game#lore CANNOT be fitted with each other no matter how hard you try#not linearly anyway.#or not yet#but yeah here the fall of the nexus hasn't happened yet. OR it happened but phobos survived. not sure yet lol#anyway sorry for rambling akjshdkasj#i love the bizarre nature of madcom's plot
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ok. will scrap whatever i’ve written for “premonition of love” and start anew 🙂↕️
#it’s NAWT hitting#once again i go from fic to fic like a bunny hopping from carrot to carrot#BUT FOR REAL……… hmmmmm maybe i just need to pivot completely#i can’t think of a good intro for the LIFE of me#like . UGHFHFBHFHFHFJFJFJ#and i love these two characters Specfically so much so i wanna do my devoted losers in love justice 😭#hmmmmmm . will create a new giggle doc#*GOOGLE DOC THIS IS THE SECOND TIME TODAY IT AUTOCORRECTED TO GIGGLE DOCS 😭😭😭#ANYWAYS . am sleeping and i probably won’t be on tomorrow but hopefully in the evening i can start writing for this#i’m both not making headway and also making some headway on cult geto but i wanna pivot and write smthn more fluffy :3#woohoo :> hopefully i can think of something 😪#maybe i’ll just stream of conscious write even if it’s somewhere in the middle of the fic and see where it goes#not writing linearly is kinda dumb of me but fuck it . We Ball#also by scrap i don’t mean delete the stuff bc i have learned NOT to do that 😭#anyways i need to finish at least one fic omg gotta christen my blog w a google doc fic EVENTUALLY#personal
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Me, attending the latest in a ridiculous number of funerals this year in the place of a childhood friend who couldn't be there, watching the lifeless body of an old lady who used to make me snacks in the kitchen when I was a kid be carted away forever while my friend's mother cries and tells me she's grateful I could be there because it felt like having the support of her own daughter, hugging her and talking reassuringly and not processing a single one of these emotions: ... I am going to write soooo much fanfiction about this
#''this'' being collective grief. because tbvh it's the main reason I haven't written very much this year (but will slowly start to)#I write to remind myself I am lucky. I keep telling myself this but even now when I feel awful I am so lucky#I am lucky that none of these funerals have involved very close family members or friends of mine#and I am lucky to be living in conditions with the space to write and space to grieve#and space to come together to mourn with dignity while people not that far away from me are not receiving the same privilege rn#I am lucky my dad was with me today and I spent the evening chatting with him on the terrace I am lucky he is alive I am lucky I am lucky#(apologies if this sounds like a robot malfunctioning lmao writing is just how I process things)#(and apparently I just don't seem to feel like I have the right to feel bad about any of this anywhere except my st@r trek blog hehe)#anyway. To stay on theme I shall say something about Trills :D#I imagine loss and grief must register very differently to them. very Non Linearly in the literal sense but also a highly abstract one#even I feel this massive sense of time warp between all these funerals; and this chest-crushing distance between me and my friends#how do Trills even exist#how do they wake up every day remembering all those friends and children and parents who loved them and they loved and are gone now#and still function#how does Ezri feel walking around with memories of parents that aren't hers (but were soooo much better than hers) taking care of her#does she feel comforted by them? does it feel like the people in those memories were always comforting HER specifically?#does it even matter who it belonged to originally if a memory is HERS now?#does Ezri mourn for any parents of past hosts more than she knows she will mourn for her own mother one day?#does having all this lived experience bring her reassuring amounts of perspective for a 20-something or just overwhelm her all the more?#idk; but I hope she learns to take comfort in her past hosts' memories of family eventually...#(...again. I am going to write sooooo much fan fiction about this lmao)#cw death
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tfw you're going thru it and your emotional support stray kaiju (pet dog) calms you down.
more kn8 oc sketchies with rory, lyra, and new oc millie (rory's little sister).
some extra lore under the cut (cw: pet loss)
a few months before rory met lyra, his family lost their home, business, and pet dog to a bushfire. implied that a kaiju was an indirect cause.
rory found lyra in the bush. he was about to call the threat in, but saw that she was injured. he decided to nurse her back to health.
eventually he kept bringing her food (chicken is her fav) and they bonded. esp. because rory lost their family dog, jack, quite recently. lyra reminded him of jack.
haboring kaiju is a crime. still, rory decided to raise her as a "dog" and argue if anyone said otherwise.
his sister, millie, tailed rory one day. that's how she found out he's been sneaking lyra food and toys for months.
the two take care of lyra in secret.
they are aware that lyra is a taz, albeit smaller and with less scales. (smth smth old legend of a runaway taz who lived in the bush, mating with wild dogs)
(taz being the lab-grown kaiju that assist akcu forces in combat)
spoiler for akcuverse story: lyra being taken into custody by akcu is the reason rory joins as an officer ;u;
#idk if i should keep giving context on worldbuilding stuff#or just. create dedicated posts and link to those jfjfjd#i am posting lore non-linearly as i am developing it soz#anyway they are my bebs#kn8#kn8 oc#akcu#rory mackenzie#lyra#millie mackenzie#izfaish art#akcuverse
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i am once again debating changing estrel's name and title
#the nemesis speaks#estrel the alloyed#<- will that tag change ooooh who knows#your monthly scheduled ''should i change my oc's name''#i'm very tempted by loset but i will also freely admit it's mainly a silly pun on golden order terminology#(loset i.e. 'linearly ordered set' i.e. 'total order')#BUT it also starts with L which i think is fitting bc that's the letter albinauric names seem to generally start with#(loretta latenna... i think that's it. those are the only two. STILL.)#and while she isn't technically an albinauric herself she is sort of. kin to them. similar origin she's just... a somewhat newer model#oh AND lhutel! who is not an albinauric but IS associated with the prince of death and the mausoleums. and is her only spirit summon#and loset might be a more elden ring sounding name? idk. i think it's more on model than estrel is#you lose the star connection that estrel has but maybe that's better since her golden order self isn't necessarily so married to the night#i'm just talking to myself here. anyway#just testing out some options here. exorcist loset. root chaplain loset. beast scion loset.#root chaplain loset does hit really good.... hmmm....#i think D + some others also might shorten her name to just be ''lo'' informally on occasion#mostly D. occasionally nepheli. that's mostly the only people who are that close to her#root carver losett
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I did figure out the necessary inevitable narrative tone of distant station's conclusion and I'm sad about it. not because it's a sad ending but because it's sort of just flatly true on a meta-level. see you in two years when I write it tho
#peter posts#idk ethos arc will be abt being the same person when youre fragmented linearly from your future/past#on the other hand bdubs' is about. turning inward so much you cant notice and will never be able to recover yr memory#of slowly thru iterations becoming a wildly different person who is very much still you.#and the thing abt bdubs in the story & also metalevel a) why im writing it and b) why it is niche#is that its ok. to have done that in the long term.#eventually people wont remember all those unfamiliar people you once were & no longer have access to either#so its fine if this fic never gets ppl to watch that era. it would only be a reconstruction of recorded memory anyway#none of this is meaningfuk to me just like the insomnia + roomie probs of DIA were NOT RELEVANT to my life#ANYWAY BYE. LOVE YA TO DEATH I GOTTA RESEARCH LIGHT BULBS
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snippet saturday
still not a thing but this is my blog and i make the rules and i'm THINKING about birdie and fabin. i swear i'll get back to jack and arthur in a second just let me scream about birdie and fabin for a minute
Emilia tucks her wings against her back, settling in the grass next to Birdie. “When do you think we’ll have to return to Morbhard?”
Birdie stares out over the fields, her pulse quickening. Emilia senses that she’s asked a question that Birdie doesn’t want to answer. Birdie lets out a long breath. “I’m not sure.”
A lie, but Emilia doesn’t question it.
Birdie glances at the sky. “The sun will go down soon. I should make preparations. It’s the full silver moon tonight.”
Emilia shrinks into her human form and sets her hand on Birdie’s shoulder. “I can make the tea if you’d like.”
Birdie smiles. “Thank you. That would be nice.”
Emilia returns to the cottage and puts the kettle on the fire, digging her toe into the floor as she mixes the herbs. As much as she trusts them, as much as they’ve all grown closer over the weeks and months at the cottage, Birdie is still hiding things.
The kettle finally starts to whistle and Emilia pours a cup of tea. She heads back out to the garden. Birdie is standing next to Fabin, clearly just arrived from the forest, smiling up at him as he complains that the deer are getting better at hiding. Her laughter dies abruptly as the silver moon’s light hits her, her preparations forgotten in the grass a few steps away.
Fabin backs away as Birdie’s silver light explodes outward, a pulse of magic flattening the grass in a circle around her. Her tripled voice shrieks, her hair lifting off her shoulders. The entire whites of her eyes burn silver.
Blood starts to run from her nose. Fabin shrinks and tries to step closer, shouting her name. Emilia grabs a washcloth and grips it tightly behind her back, the fabric straining as she twists it nervously.
Birdie’s eyes begin to bleed as well, silver light pulsing from her. Fabin grits his teeth and takes three more shaking steps through the waves to reach Birdie. He grabs her shoulders and Emilia hears him shout her name.
Blood is streaming from her eyes and ears now, the third recitation barely begun. Fabin winces as silver magic lashes out at him, cuts opening on his cheeks. He keeps hold of Birdie, shaking her shoulders, trying to wake her up.
The silver light fades and Birdie’s eyes roll back. She collapses and Fabin catches her, lowering her slowly to the grass.
“Shit.” Jack and Arthur freeze in the doorway of the cottage. “Is she okay?”
“Does she fucking look okay?” Fabin growls, glaring at them. He snatches Birdie’s handkerchief from where she’d left it in the grass and starts to gently wipe the blood from her face. Emilia picks up the cup of tea again and moves cautiously. Birdie’s eyelids are fluttering, though she is limp in Fabin’s arms.
“The tea for her throat,” Emilia says quietly, when Fabin looks up at her with another growl. “I’ll look at those cuts.”
“I’m fine.” He holds the teacup to Birdie’s lips and Emilia flinches at the audibly painful gulps. “Birdie, can you hear me?”
Her silver eyes flick up to his face before fluttering closed again. She tucks her face into his chest.
Fabin leans down to murmur something to her that Emilia doesn’t hear. He presses his cheek to the side of Birdie’s head and Emilia stifles a gasp, averting her eyes.
Fabin stands with Birdie in his arms. “She needs to rest,” he says, not looking at any of them. He winces as he adjust his hold on her and Emilia wonders what other damage Birdie’s backlash did.
He says nothing else as he carries her into the house. Emilia bites her lip as Jack and Arthur turn to her with wide eyes. “I’ll make some more tea.”
#idk who to tag in this i just wanted y'all to know about Them#yeah last time most of you saw birdie she was like seven. now she's 19 and she's a monsterfucker. fabin is the monster obv.#and her godlike power is killing her btw. every time she puts off figuring out the prophecy her trances get worse. if u cared#writeblr#writeblr community#dark fantasy#fantasy novel#original fiction#i'm gonna finally post that wip intro for the raedoran cycle and then i'm just going to start posting out of context snippets#i don't work on this monster linearly. y'all got spoiled w lacuna#the rest of the RC? a hot mess. still deciding on the ending. lacuna went so smoothly bc i already knew what was going to happen#bc it was supposed to be a prequel short story!! curse u muse!!#anyway i'm SO normal about birdie and fabin. this is the least unhinged you will ever see me about them. just wait until he meets maura :))#fabin the most unfriendly motherfucker in the world is soft for one (1) person. will rip your throat out if you even look at her wrong#not like keelan tho. keelan has attack dog vibes but he can be controlled. nobody controls fabin#what are his goals? :)))))))#rb original#the witch#the raedoran cycle#birdie#fabin#emilia#jack#arthur
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i can't even come up with a cohesive list of what i liked about those episodes they were so perfect. and for a second i thought hm giving scanlan a fakeout death is going to make the raishan fight hit a little less hard. but now that i think about it him purposefully acting dead? for the punchline? and when they inevitably go to find him again and they go ohh scanlan you can stop playing around and he doesn't get up?
#okay. if kaylie is going to marquet that makes things interesting. because (linearly) cabal's ruin and ank'harel are next.#i'm a little hm. about him needing to quit being a coward because im c1 that character development had happened by the time tiberius left#by the time he finds kaylie in westruun she's like don't fucking die.#and that promise specifically is. the real domino. you know what i mean? so i hope that they find her again in marquet.#and i hope she forces him to make that promise. i need it. ok?#anyway. overall really really good season. sorry for talking so much abt scanlan rn blame it on the show for delaying it this long#vm spoilers#tlovm spoilers
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Last line challenge!! Tagged by @mysticmikalla
“Yeah, it was just an issue with the cable jack again.” Maru sets the amp beside his guitar stand, and he leans down to inspect it. “I also switched out the electron tubes, which I think should solve the crackling problem, but let me know if it doesn’t.”
I know I'm gonna miss some people here but: @floopthecooper @coolcoolglasses @iamthepulta @memento-mariii @bodhimcbodeface @jedi-valjean @kingedmundsroyalmurder @blackcoffeewrites63 (no pressure y'all)
And you! Yes, you! If you see this and would like to join in the fun, consider yourself tagged :)
#you got: a hallmark au excerpt!!#tbh i cheated a little and added the middle line after being tagged lol but the paragraph was incomplete without it#the space for the action tag was there already! I knew what belonged there! i just write very non-linearly#anyway thank you for tagging me this was fun!#sorry in advance to any beloved mutuals left off this list please consider yourselves tagged also
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lover boy at 5k words oh that's sexy
#it feels like it took me ages to get to 5k but tbh i have not had a consistent drafting schedule with this one yet#lots of times i'd post like GOING TO WRITE LOVER BOY!!! and then my brain would melt#anyway opening paragraph was around march/april?? then i started writing it more in august??#i would definitely like to double that this month but we'll see#i wish i was further in bc i dont think i can write the halloween part during halloween its too far ahead#but i dont really want to write it non linearly
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forget the sexuality discourse i've entered the fandom and apparently the age discourse is Horrible
no joke i really love discovering a fandom for some weird show or internet thing ive never heard of in my life and then promptly discovering that said random is batshit and full of the most vicious hateful infighting possible
#someone who runs several businesses makes a joke about being six years old ONCE and now you cant ship him with anyone NO FUCK OFF#this man runs a fucking steak house combo sunglasses store#and also massacred all his employees in cold blood. if i remember correctly#idk there's like 150 videos and i've watched it all in a week#anyway yeah he killed a lot of people#my explanation for the six years old line. is that he's fucking joking. or that objects age like cats/non-linearly#aging non-linearly is technically canon since we have Grassy and Rocky#with Rocky having existed since season 1 yet still being depicted as child like.#objects are clearly created with a specific age mentally.#anyway how was your guys weekend ^.^#firey is a transfem he/him lesbian btw and no one can take that away from me#twitter does not appreciate me or my friend's headcanon of that .#but my friend's twitter is a lot bigger so they got more shit than me . amen
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getting an iced pumpkin chai in the morning and then my personal goal is to spend the whole day writing and i hope i can come back to this post tomorrow and rb w how much progress i’ve made!!!
#i have a love/hate relationship w this fic and i’m gonna rant to myself bc hehe it’s almost midnight so why not :>#okay SO. i for some reason just didn’t create any proper outline for this story and i think that’s why it’s taken me so long to write it#because i don’t necessarily have a why/a REASON for this story or plot… like even thinking abt doing the dialogue and trying to find flow +#cohesion is making me so 😐 and also honestly… i’m terrible at doing drafts in the first place#i don’t write linearly i jump all over the place while writing and SOMETIMES i can connect things but this time i could NOT#and i would focus on one tiny part for SO long and make no progress anywhere else like GIRL……… ENOUGH#but hmmmm yeah i also for some reason feel like esp w my writing it’s super robotic and doesn’t have emotion#like i’m not writing w suguru’s voice and instead i’m writing as the author and it’s kinda irking me#if that makes sense… hmmmm……….. also i might be doing dual pov so hopefully it doesn’t look too wonky#but yeah 😭 i need to work on scene setting & describing things effectively + doing show not tell#like i just made a mini outline rn and wow . it’s Not it at all 😭😭😭 there’s no WHY to the story and it’s making it hard to write#okay not necessarily a ‘why’ but like . What’s The Point of the story#sigh. i need to figure that out#also there’s so much stuff i want to add but i feel like it’ll be clunky + it’ll move fast or be weird#but my goal for tomorrow is truly and honestly write the meat and bones of it and then i can edit ruthlessly later on#i was thinking of getting it out this week but i forgot election week/don’t have anything really written either 😭#but hopefully next week if i try hard enough! the goal is before december bc i want this to be a november fic#but yeah that’s my mini vent @ me i’m glad to just talk abt in the tags#feels like for this story specifically it’s been a lot of looking at my docs instead of writing which is WHACK 🤨#also i don’t like my writing style + i want to write better in GENERAL#that’ll come w practice & doing it often though 😭#ALSO . SIDENOTE but why does tumblr not let me link things anymore like NDNDNDND SO STUPID#OOOOH AND . i need to start/finish selfship moodboards & also create wip lists for geto/gojo/toji but for REAL#as in wipe i’ll actually plan to write next not just ones i like the sound of 😭#ANYWAYS I’M SO SLEEBY……… honk shoo mimimi cult leader geto please pat my head to sleep and be kind to me#GIRL THIS IS LONG AS HELL OMFG . silence @ me 🤫 what a YAPPER#personal
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the project x 3
the mouthpiece is shit bc the grain is facing the wrong way i fear
#weed pipe#!#woodcarving#woodworking#i feel like i’m writing a resume rn#yeah these are skills i’m profiecient in sure#though i have now made three more spoons than i had three weeks ago#which was none#so that’s something#?#the knife safety on project3 was godawful so psa:#Do Not take a box cutter the outside of pipe in between puffs#only idiots do that#whittling#traditional art#anyway her names tiffany she’s a cutie pie#jokes aside 2nd best woodworking project i’ve done so i seem to be improving linearly more or less#idiots
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Are you reading house of leaves rn
Eh… notionally? I’m about 1/3 of the way through, but it’s pretty intense and I’ve just been picking it up occasionally and making some more progress. I’ve been pretty busy lately though, so I haven’t actually been reading it for a while. I do still plan to finish it though, and I don’t think I’ll ever stop being fascinated by it.
#it’s…complicated#I will finish the book eventually but that might be in a year or so#but I love the idea of a house as an entity#it needs us#a house needs to be lived in or it grows… strange. unwelcoming.#and I love unconventional books#BOOK by they might be giants is another good one#I actually did my capstone project on unconventional books#the horlogicon is another fun book#it asks you to read it according to what time it is#rather than linearly from front to back#anyways#fun with answers
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Oke sooo screw chronological order actually. I will throw out bits when I feel like it that will not go in order at all and figure it out from there. I want to draw Leon being a little shit dammit /lh
#Nightshift Update#or smth idk#anyway yeah forcing myself to draw it linearly is only diminishing my joy for it as a project so FUCK THAT#WE DO WHAT WE WANT HERE#AND I WANNA DRAW LEON BEING A LITTLE SHIT SO WE SKIP AHEAD#WEEEE
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wow holy shit, didn't even have dr who on my list of fandoms. I used to be primarily a dr who blog!!
#rain chats#anyways let's see if i actually get back into dr who from this#i have to watch series 10-13#still only on 1 for my actual classic who watch (watched a handful of eps across all seasons but didn't actually watch it linearly)#also i want to see what eu stuff i can get from my library apps#honestly part of the reason i haven't gotten back into it is that it can very easily take over my life again for at least a year#i used to be a fucking dr who encyclopedia!!!!
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