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@spiinsparks : [ stumble ] – for the sender’s muse to catch and help the receiver’s muse keep balance. (Looks @ surge yknow the energy of when he protected her from metal yea that but she’s actually awake) / accepting.
SHE HATES SONIC SHE HATES SONIC SHE WANTS SONIC DEAD SHE’S TERRIFIED OF SONIC BUT —
But she hates Eggman more.
As she hated Starline more / he and Eggman are merging together in her battered fucking brain, and the distinction feels increasingly meaningless — if Starline fucked with her body trying to BUILD SOMETHING, Eggman feels more interested in TAKING IT APART.
She’s not processing / there’s been little processing since the monstrous doctor decided to REPOSSESS HIS PROTEGE’S TOOL; there’s just been panic and horror and empty threats and the shattered remains of her sanity splicing between rage and terror. There’s just been tests and fragments and Eggman doesn’t even bother to make her forget.
—— At first she’d tried to keep track of the days — there’s no windows in the lab — and then simply tests — but they blur together, the day he opened her up to check the machinery melting into the time he saw how many volts she could survive into the day he killed her just to see how quickly she’d come back. Now there’s nothing but the repetition pounding in her skull, AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN. THERE’S NO ESCAPE. IT NEVER STOPS. IT NEVER STOPS. IT NEVER STOPS. I WILL NEVER BE SAFE. THEY WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO HURT ME.
( when she came to after another round of tests, another round of opening her up and seeing what makes her tick, to sonic tearing the restraints off her wrists, she’d hallucinated starline in his place, come to take his weapon home — and screamed so loud that the badniks had come not far behind. )
She hates Sonic, and she’s afraid of Sonic, but she’s far more afraid of mad doctors who want to test and break and build — and she’s too weak to fight, and she knows that, even past her pride. So she’d gone with him, once her panic had settled enough to see him, once she’d stopped trying to disappear into the lab’s corner. He’s had to do most of the fighting as they escape and she HATES THAT, but she can barely keep standing — she stays near the wall, using it to keep her upright. Her body screams with every step — her mind breaks with every second. Her vision glitches into some new horror around every body — Eggman, or Starline, or both, or herself.
KEEP MOVING, DON’T BE WEAK. JUST KEEP MOVING.
“We’re almost outta here,” Sonic assures her, and she barely hears it, staring forward, eyes bleary, legs trembling — hands trembling — DON’T BE FUCKING WEAK, SURGE.
‘You can hardly help it,’ either Starline or Eggman says, the weapon - girl too exhausted to bother parsing which — the sound, so near her ears, hissing, feels like a GUN GOING OFF — she jerks forward with a low cry, stumbling forward — eyes squeeze shut, prepared to hit the ground; instead, someone catches her.
Her eyes snap open, huge, and she sees — Kit, then Starline — it isn’t until she’s nearly jerked out of his arms that she realizes it’s Sonic. She pushes up and away from him, stumbling this time into the wall, and manages to catch herself against it. His eyes are wide, but she can’t read his expression. Her teeth grit. DON’T BE WEAK.
“‘M fine,” the tenrec spits, voice raw from disuse and screaming. She stares down at her hospital gown, at the blood on the edges. Anything’s better than looking at HIM — or whatever far worse monster her mind will replace him with.
She hates Sonic. BUT HE’S NEVER KILLED HER JUST TO SAY HE COULD.
“I can walk. Let’s get the fuck out of here.”
#answered.#spiinsparks#surge : main verse.#queue.#ask to tag /#body horror ment /#abuse /#human experimentation /#not human but yknow#ANYWAY. i was like what scenario would allow this 2 happen. i know. eggman captures her and she needs 2 get rescued#anyway! rough life for the tenrec
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Happy one year anniversary ISAT! To celebrate I wanted to share the lil strips I made for my friends when they reached the end of the game! They're all meant to be snippets of life post game and a glimpse into the world I'm making for Loop.
#isat#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#so to explain the last two strips#loop makes a third wish in their head about how they want to know what the future holds for them#and that flashes them to the change god who also did not see that coming#the change god and loop chat a bit and the last strip is the tail end of the conversation: a fun tip that loop can look human again#the starry curtain and faint hand is meant to be the Universe but not as an actual deity just as a stand in image for an unstoppable force#like yknow the hand that crafts the wishes#and reminder for loop that the universe is always there watching and its time to get back to the world stage#what do they do next???? maybe ill share my thoughts later#the draws
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FELT IS THE WARMEST PLACE TO HIDE
#the thing#john carpenter's the thing#the muppets#muppets#jim henson's the thing#horror#body horror#my art#A mate sent me the 2nd pic and I lost my shit that Childs is the token Human amongst Muppets and well yknow here we are#this took me............ 2hrs to make#what the F U C K
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need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#blood tw#ruporas art#love u when i get to cuddle u and love u when i get to feel ur blood soak into my hands#being this close to one another means the eternal suffering of trying to separate love and mission. love for one and love for humanity#i like to think of pre-vol8 vash as someone who struggles with his feelings for ww bc as equal and as trusted he is -#vash knows his responsibilities and he knows/expects ww wouldn't let him stray from it either. for that he can't take to any romantic incli#and i think itd make him view ww in a stricter non-personal way... If that makes ANY sense.#for ww - take someone who youv gotten close to and ended up liking more than you expected#someone who has a belief and follows it stubbornly - someone who'll get into more fights and trouble more than youv had your entire life#ww thinks of him as a monster but he knows theres a limit he himself can take - i feel like hes considered what might be the limit for vash#for Safety measures. just in case. yknow. whenever he himself might have to load the bullet < him hyping himself up as if he could do it#my point being that the thought of vash being dead crosses his mind more than he'd like. i think its a simultaneous dread drop in his stoma#for failure of the mission - but also an Ok? They can be killed? and also a disastrous gunning of his own heart. considering how much they#both live in their own heads some days are Just the worst ever for them in each others company. but also they lov each other :[ sooo much
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P-bubs, the woman in STEM ever
#i like her in her silly little princess get up but the lab coat just hits diff yknow#adventure time#princess bubblegum#finn mertens#finn the human#fanart#digital art#my art
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Some people just slip your mind, some people are everywhere you look. A grey countertop in the lounge looks just like the countertop in your friends apartment. Now suddenly you’re recalling him leaning on it and attempting to touch noses with his cat, just like when you smelled cigarette smoke while leaving a store or seeing his favorite restaurant outside of town
#his ass is NOT working#sorry for the long text#I feel very deeply about recognizing people in things they love#or are#yknow#detroit become human#dbh#fanart#dbh fanart#silnaarttag#reed900#rk900 bottoms#nines rk900#dbh rk900#dbh gavin reed#900gavin
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[dbhc flavored] Hermit a Day May: Day 14 — Doc!
Featuring both a current-day s10 doc and a verrry early s8 post-deviant doc! :]
#TELL ME WHY THE POSE CAME OUT SO FRUITY 😭 it wasn’t intentional but yknow what. he’s kinda. so it’s fine#the horns are removable! :]#dbhc#dbhc doc#docm77#hermitaday#hermitadaymay#hermitcraft#hermitcraft au#dbhc ren#rendog#dbhc art#art escapades#I’m kind of obsessed with him and it shows sorry#drawing early ren and doc makes me think… ren had so many cybernetics in s8#maybe doc helps build him some android-tech prosthetics :3#dunno dunno… idk I love them so much#ren is the reason doc has any human mannerisms at all tbh#otherwise mans would be so annoyingly robotic about everything#being an android based entirely around searching for loopholes and out of the box solutions in code will do that to you. logic brained doof#/aff#ANYWAY I RUN#I gotta post other dbhc stuff tonight that’s important so I gotta go finish it
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to be seen for your humanity
#Oh yeah we are getting all the way artsy and pretentious up in here and its only going to get more artsy and pretentious#artistic nudity#dirkjake#jakedirk#homestuck#jake english#dirk strider#my art#zan0tix#In other words guess who rewatched belladonna of sadness LOL#Main idea here is yknow. theyre the only two who see eachother on that deep human level how no other could. Eachothers anchors of the self.#You guys dont want to admit dirk needs jake as much as jake needs dirk.. dirk cant be himself without him.#I LOVE CODEPENDENT ACCEPTANCE OF THE SELF YAOI YAAY guys. dirkjake can Fix eachother actually ill show you how.
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Although Fairies appear humanoid in nature, they actually have a more pure form unseen by the naked eye. This is because Humans lack the ability to perceive anything beyond the fourth dimension. Given enough magic, a Fairy can manifest their true form onto all planes of existence.
This is usually not recommended, as seeing a Fairy's purest form can cause madness. A Fairy should only use their pure form when necessary, such as containing uncontrollable wishes, or high quantities of magic. Especially since there's heavy drawbacks and sacrifices to manifesting one's pure form.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
Instability: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop timmy turner#fop timmy#timmy turner#fop cosmo#cosmo#fop wanda#wanda#fop peri#peri#itty bitties fop au#(think of pure forms not as like. A conduit for additional power)#(the more pure the fairy is the stronger they are at magic !)#(thats why a fairy in human form (the least purest form) cant use magic but a fairy in its most purest form has LOTS of magic)#haha get bubbled idiot.#if ur wondering whats going thru peris mind during this#its jsut nothing but rage and rage and timmy and rage and rage#he's very. VERY determined to get to someone.#and also very much wants to lash out and explode and explode a thousand times over haha#theres a bit of abstraction with cosmo's pure form but thats bcs he's not actually fully one or the other. a bit of an inbetween yknow?#okok gobai now i gotta color the last 2 parts
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we got a lot in common...
#everyone knows that cloud is a horse girl. but have you considered:#cloud who's had a really hard time making friends and relating to people his whole life#and then he realizes that chocobos are the only thing that comes naturally to him.#chocobo warks and flaps its wings and cloud warks back and flaps his arms. yknow.#how hard it is for him to have to leave the birds behind and go back to being around people and doing responsible human things#when really all he wants is to feel like he belongs.#chocobos don't demand favors and emotional labor. they don't care if cloud doesn't smile much or have anything to say. they love him anyway.#(it's the autism. if that wasn't obvious)#(it's cloud autism strife.)#(it's also possibly me projecting HARD. whoopsie daisy)#ahem. anyway#ffvii#cloud strife#chocobo#my art <3
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even after settling down, theyre pretty cautious.....
.......it doesnt last long
#princess tutu#princess tutu spoilers#ahiru#fakir#fakiru#art tag#my anime straight couple ever. nobody is doing it like them#anyway i know theres not a lot of reasons to think the 'confessing love = disappearing' rule still applies post-canon#but ahiru being human again necessitates that there are still reality-warping powers at work#and it's because of drosselmeyer that she was ever human in the first place so i can see them being nervous about it#also this is an aside but i picture after fakir writes ahiru back into a girl they kinda have to flee gold crown town#to avoid fakir getting his hands chopped up by cultists and everything yknow#they settle down somewhere else in the german countryside with a little village nearby and have a simple life#ahiru keeps practicing ballet and fakir keeps writing and theyre happy :)
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Puts this down on the ground and walks away in shame
#sike I have more of them kissing. Because I like when characters kiss it makes me kick my feet and I have to make my own food in this house#Like to imagine that JoeI would get competitive about it because gay panic but he'd also be really cringefail because gay panic#smallidarity#tubby art#trafficshipping#yeah I. whegh. See maybe Im not so bad at drawing kisses LOL but I am really bad at drawing like. the general shape of a human head yknow#whatever. have to make my own food. If I dont who will...#Do I need to tw kissing or something. I dont. know#Me: I fucking love drawing gore and body horror; Me when I have to draw a kiss: ooogghhghoooo scary I think I will die
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face blind siffrin<3
this is based on a post i saw that have since lost, if you find the one PLEASE send it i’d love to credit the idea
#in stars and time#in stars and time🎬#isat#incs art corner#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time siffrin#two hats spoilers#in stars and time loop#isat loop#loop isat#isat siffrin#siffrin isat#human loop#a more set loop design that i somewhat have would have more sylish clothes#but they’re a little bit undercover here. yknow#oh siffrin youre my favorite goofy
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Comfortable in New Skin
#wanted to give loop some like... vague clothes. since while they dont Need to be covered... accessorising is a human right#and boy do they need some of those. one can assume the only place theyd be getting clothes is isa though. so. ponder it#in stars and time#isat fanart#isat spoilers#isat loop#loop isat#isat#lucabyteart#SPOILERS TAG BECAUSE UM. CAPTION IS UNNEGOTIABLE. SOZ#anyway i do have Even More doodles on the way. primarily about loop. predictable. a lot of thoughts on the body horror of it all.#if you were to ask me. i think loops quote unquote skin is uncannily loose when pushed or pulled in any way#almost as if it were clothes covering the skin rather than skin itself. probably feels fuzzy and vague too. as for their head?#non-solid but in the way where theres a force pushing outwards. radiating you could say. yknow. vague. undefined. not quite real#but thats just my headcanon. tee hee
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Y'ALL. Y'ALL so for a long time I've believed that "the sun" in Meursault's story is Carmen, and I went to check Hell's Chicken's dialogue to see exactly how he said that he'd dealt with distortions before, and... you know what else he said?
To my knowledge, it is a phenomenon where an individual morphs into a form often unfit to be considered “human”. It has no known causes, and the appearances were all different.
Unfit to be considered human.
Meursault, who, in his book, was judged by the court to be soulless.
Meursault, who has EGO for Cyborgs who have been so mutilated they barely act like people anymore; a murderer who was experimented on until ceasing to be human; a sheep named after Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, a novel about the humanity of androids and the inhumanity of humans; and now a rose that can't help its bloodsucking nature, based on Carmilla, a vampire whose story emphasized the duality between her vampiric traits and her human ones.
Meursault, who answered Heathcliff's ironic question of if he had metal for brains like this:
I'm placing my bets now, that line from Hell's Chicken is foreshadowing for Meursault's canto even more than "I have witnessed a number of [distortion] cases in the past" was
#limbus company#project moon#meursault#sorry of my info on carmilla is off i still havent read the book#me post#CLARIFYING IN THE TAGS: MEURSAULT IS HUMAN#it would be a disservice to his character and honestly pretty gross if he ended up not being human#the entire point is that he IS human and that other people perceive him as otherwise because of how he behaves#so I guess theoretically if he did distort it would exacerbate the issue?#extremely speculative but there are distortions who can behave pretty normally while distorted#like the marksman of the mist (and also some of the reverb ensemble but those people are all full of issues WAYYY bigger than marksman was)#if meursault was one of those...#someone calling him unfit to be human. it's fine it definitely won't leave a scar on his psyche#i think in his canto there might end up being something about how even though people don't see distortions as humans#distorting is a very human thing to do#anyway i think overall there's juxtaposition with him and don quixote#don isnt human and wishes she could be#meursault is human but people don't think he is#yknow despite my theories it would probably be more poignant if he DIDNT distort#them looking at him and assuming he only couldve done something like that if he distorted but he didnt#oh wait but the timeline... they probably wouldn't have known about how distorting works yet#nevermind back to the first idea#they ask why. he talks about a beautiful voice. no one knows about this yet and they all think there's something deeply wrong with him#'a beautiful voice convinced me' holds up in court about as well as 'the sun was too bright'
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#windscream#starblade#humanformers#maccadam#i designed them the way i would want to get with both so dont @ me#dude i cant find my old transformers sketchbook#im so mad because i already had human windscream designs#let me be lazy pleaaaaaaaaaaase#whatever its ok its ok i have 3 designs for human starscream and 1 for human windblade.#hes high maintenance#starscream#windblade#wait so now that ive drawn this can i get another fellow shipper to hold my hand when i reread TAAO for this year? its time for annual read#i cry about it for days. i need emotional support. or at least someone else to cry with me#i like to specifically read until TAAO and then stop#and then i rot in bed daydreaming about post-canon fix-its. where i dont fix shit. theyre both in extreme pain#but right now yknow what i want? i want ss locked up in wbs house. bro has good mental health. gains a little happy weight#and i want wb re-elected again and again and cybertron in the golden again. arts and culture thriving. many institutes for higher education#the titans are chilling and not ruining wbs life. much luck and prosperity to them both#hitting my head against a wall. why cant i have this#ok brb time to read hurt/comfort fanfic of wbss
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