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honestly i went to therapy and it sucked. dunno why ppl keep recommending it to you
People do enjoy making recommendations to me. Given my history of trauma and my pattern of behaviours that many have decided are maladaptive, they believe they are helping me.
Therapy requires vulnerability. Vulnerability is painful. I ignore my emotions, my burdens, and most especially my trauma for a reason.
Therapy is also supposed to beget emotional maturity and healthy coping mechanisms, but I believe I am beyond these things. Nearly 100 years of the same pattern is hard to break, and truthfully, this curated blend of relentlessness, perfectionism and coldness has driven me to the top. Some might find the sleepless nights, mutilation of one's physical form, and the inability to feel any emotion besides anger to be a drawback, but it works for me. I have no regrets.
#voldemort#lord voldemort#vulnerability#therapy#emotions#Yeah it can be rough#not exactly a party#but if you have a good rapport with them and are able to bring things up#it can be worth it#ive had some shitty fucking therapists#but some really good ones too#good luck
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earth kingdom gf i pulled by having southern water tribe rizz!! ⛰️🌊
#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla fanart#sokka#suki#katara#toph beifong#sukka#katoph#gotta agree with you people kyoshi warrior outfit is so slayy#and this is exactly how girlies had a makeover before sneaking into the party in ba sing se <33#tfw red/blue eye shadows#my art
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c. can i ask what's happening with idia during the whole tsum thing
Idia gets into a fistfight with his tsum and loses
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tsumsted wonderland#i feel like i need some kind of signal to indicate when something is 100% actual canon with no exaggeration#because this really is just exactly what happens#idia gets physically bested by a beanbag and ends up on the floor wailing for ortho to save him#god i love tsumsted events#i was SO sad when there was no question mark after 'the end' this time :(#twst no we need staff tsums now#i need to see crowley versus a second smaller crowley#sigh. just one more week til we find out what happens at malleus' tsum party...
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— Yeah, also, [Tommy's] not officially my date until the wedding tomorrow.
#the little look tommy gives buck before they go in for the hug yeah. yeah exactly. its all about that baby!!!!#also bachelor party scenes u are my worstie i hate colouring u it was impossible#911#911edit#911 abc#911 spoilers#911verse#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#buck x tommy#lgbtedit#userrlaura#tuseraixa#useraurore#alielook#userthai#usercleo#userspicy#**
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i had an epiphany
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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Like I get why everyone portrays Bill as a theatrical conman and pathetic but like. He's also canonically incredibly intelligent at least in mathematics and physics (also like, history and all the knowledge he knows???). He helps Ford with the portal schematics and is shown to correct Ford's equations when he's working with Ford. He's legitimately extremely intelligent, and like sure he's a liar and a cheat and a partier so he doesn't fall into the classic 'stereotype' of studious nerdy and intelligent characters like Ford, which is why I think it's not explored in fanon... But that doesn't erase the fact that he's incredibly intelligent!!! Anyways this is my plug to beg people to explore that part of Bill in fan creations since I think that would be cool...
#like bill is literally a pinata of wealth of information#bill cipher#billford#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#gravity falls#if your like is he emotionally intelligent- both yes and no. it all gets cancelled out by his denial.#also makes me laugh cause i know a bunch of grad students that are exactly like that too. big partiers but also work hard#extremely nerdy but down to fucking PARTY#also like bill dumping lore stuff so ford pays attention to him anyone?
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I feel like most of the Wyll x Gale/Bladeweave content I see focuses on "Look at these two charming gentlemen! Lovely fancy lads <3" and like yes, totally, but also. Also.
These two would be such a sassy, bitchy, passive-aggressive couple
Gale "I won't take this lying down. That seems more your style" Dekarios and Wyll "I was wrong about you. You aren't actually insufferably randy. You're just insufferable" Ravenguard?
Gale "I'd wish you a bright future, but as you cannot escape your own company that would be a futile gesture" Dekarios and Wyll "I used to think first love was unsurpassable but you're much more tolerable now that you've found your second" Ravenguard?
These two would go to a ball, take a few turns around the dancefloor, have a lovely evening, and then spend the entire trip home living their best Statler and Waldorf lives just roasting everyone who annoyed them
And gods help you if you manage to genuinely piss off both of them. Forget swords and spells, they'd eviscerate you with their words alone
They may not be as openly catty as Astarion, but their gentlemanly demeanor just means when they roast someone they do it ~eloquently~, and I for one love that for them
#gale dekarios#wyll ravengard#bladeweave#gale x wyll#to be clear i say this with all the love in my heart#but yeah these two are exactly the kind of little shits to say 'i'd challenge you to a battle of wits but i see you're unarmed' unironically#tbh everyone in this party is Real Sassy when they want to be#but yeah despite their surface politeness these two know how to Roast
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and what if i go insane
#critical role#sketch#fanart#wip#bells hells#i am not tagging all those people for the fucking sketch#worst watch party ever#i hope they got potty breaks at least#i dont know how exactly slot braius into this whole dynamic yet so maybe i will change him later#after he will get more like...time with bh so i could figure out what kind of vibe i should put here#anyway this shit is incredibly ambitious of me so watch me dying throwing up and going insane in near future 👍
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it is quite funny to me as someone who studies philosophy and has had to have the conversations that bh and ludinus have been having many times over and often with people who like ludinus do not have any reading comprehension and truly like. the notion of “this shouldn’t exist” is almost always one that comes up regardless of whether it’s a discussion on the metaphysics of a potential God(s) or divinity, high political powers, or vehicles of systemic oppression. and what anyone who cares about people more than their ideals (even, sometimes, ideals that started out being about people but quickly come to be about the ideals themselves) realizes very quickly in a philosophical discussion about what should and shouldn’t exist is that it does not matter if what you’ve decided ‘shouldn’t’ exist does in fact already exist. like that tends to be the difference between sociopolitical philosophy that actually has teeth and substance in the world — a willingness to engage with the world as it is, not as it should be. because you can have the perfect image of a just and wonderful future world, but if you do not at every step reckon with the unjust world from which you are aiming at that future, you’re doing nothing. ideals are helpful because they aim us toward goals and hopes, but they’re nothing without a reality that grounds them.
and so people like ludinus, who in the real world would play the role of a graduate student with critical thinking skills that make every professor he comes across question how he arrived at his level of study, they don’t have Wrong ideals, there’s obviously plenty of reasons why an exandria without gods might in fact be a better place for mortals (there are also many Many reasons why it would not). but ludinus has also chosen his ideals to weigh heavier than the mortals he claims to uphold them with. i think ashton is also interesting, because i think a lot of their positions have a fun fluctuation between being ideal focused and person focused, where sometimes they’re focused on how unfair life is in a very nihilistic position, and at other times they seem quite clear about how much ideals help no one if they’re not second to the desire to help others. and i think that made their role in the convo with ludinus in 102 especially interesting and irritating (but in a narratively fulfilling way). anyway, truly so fun watching ludinus argue with the amount of fallacies and undeserved confidence of like right wing first year students in an ethics class explaining how actually the ends justify the means and thanos had the right idea actually if it means no more starvation. get a grip old man.
#ludinus da'leth#cr3#critical role#cr spoilers#ashton greymoore#i don’t think ludinus is neat at all i think he’s fucking dumb as bricks and not even in an fun way#i do think he prompts interesting dynamics in the party though so he’s extremely valuable in the narrative#but like . ludinus is truly emblematic of exactly what brennan was talkin about when he was referencing#ursula k le guin and talking about how evil is often simple and good is endlessly complex#it is Easy. (which is not to say unwarranted) to look at your own pain and say Burn Down Everything That Caused It And Threatens to Do So#And Burn Everything If It Allows Me To Protect Myself From Being Harmed Ever Again#which is. both ludinus and most of the betrayers#it is much much harder to feel the desire to burn everything and still find something worth fighting for anyway . even if it’s just the#hope that you won’t have to burn everything .
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They really ain’t fooling anyone
#this is exactly how me and my friends acted at our summerball right down to the drunkness and plastic sunglasses 😭#mind you this was at aleix’s 10 year ANNIVERSARY party#i know what they are#motogp#jorge martin#aleix espargaro
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I was wondering, does Fiddleford still have a wife in your Halloween au? And if yes, does she know about him being a vampire?
I've been sitting on this ask for a bit, but I think I should finally answer.
In my AU, Fidds is actually pretty old-- not like ancient or anything, but surely a few centuries?
Anyway, so way back, when he was human, he did have a wife and a kid!! But when he got bit and became a vampire, he actually outlived them :(
He tries to think about them often, but it's definitely one of the things he chooses to erase when he creates the memory gun
#if you were a bored immortal what's the first thing you're doing?#exactly-- wait around until the 1970s to go to a college that happens to be no one's first choice where you get a roomate that you befriend#and after graduating with an engineering degree and waiting a few years you get a call from him while workin in your garage#and he ropes you into coming to live with him to help him with this big project#and then you really DO get roped into his project literally and you're traumatized by the experience so you quit and leave#but y'know it just so happens that you received an invite to a vampire “meeting” that really is just a party#and you don't have a good time but on the way back to your motel you run into this guy that looks a little like your buddy but he's greasie#chubbier just grosser in general-- oh yeah and a werewolf#and then it turns out that your buddy actually managed to fall into the nightmare portal and his brother the werewolf#wants to get him out and he finds out that you helped build it originally#so you get tied in to domestic hijinks with the brother of your friend while you both try to work together to build the portal#and you accidentally fall in love with your friend's twin brother- the werewolf#or well that's what i would do if i was a cursed immortal y'know#cole's answering#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#stan is really only mentioned in the tags they kinda got away from me sorry guys this always happens#werewolf stan pines#vampire fiddleford#gravity falls au#gravity falls halloween au
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As you descend the ancient staircase, you see something inside the frozen mountain... A gargantuan, 300 feet tall silhouette of something... Looming over you, like the tattered corpse of a titan.
#dnd#devil#not exactly how i described it cuz i dont remember but whatever!!#exciting things are happening in my dnd campaign#a little venture to Cania before the party hauls their ass to Avernus.. hopefully#rubs my hands#fantasy art#descent into avernus#Coin
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expanding on my previous post actually every single oiar employee (including lena) is autistic they all just have different and clashing presentations. that "weird interview" celia and sam were discussing in episode 6? yeah that was just lena attempting to give a poorly-disguised diagnostic test.
#the magnus protocol#only gwen alice and colin have been officially diagnosed#lena's old enough to be from the generation where they thought autism was “just a boy thing”#sam's parents thought he couldn't have it since he “does so well in school!” (famous last words)#and if celia was diagnosed Before. well. she doesn't exactly remember it#gwen's fucked up family treated it like an embarrassment tho#so she never tells anyone for fear of being taken less seriously#alice is extremely open about it I think#which is another thing that drives gwen nuts about her bc she's always like “oh Fuck. does she Know. can she Tell”#(alice has her suspicions. but she's not saying anything because even she has red lines)#colin has a “please be patient I have autism” comic sans hat that alice bought him#as a divorce party gag gift one year#tmagp#pigeon.txt#actually autistic#<- Credentials#magpod#alice dyer#gwen bouchard#gwendolyn bouchard#samama khalid#celia ripley#lena kelley#colin becher#the oiar
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25 Ji, Akasaka de/ At 25:00 in Akasaka (2024) I 1.06
"I'll get your bag."
#25 ji akasaka de#at 25:00 in akasaka#userrlaura#userfaiza#userharu#moonlightsdream#userlera#jdrama#jdramasource#bl series#japanese bl#nagumo shoma#yamase kazuma#kazuma yamase#was this gifset just an excuse to gif nagumo shoma.....MAYBE!!!!#i mean just look at him - gorgeous beautiful etc etc etc#also i think it finally hit me: kazuma is supposed to be yuki's foil bc he's confident speaks assuredly and knows exactly who he is#and i looooove that#plus even when he's not stirring the pot he's still stirring the pot#talking loudly and prodding about that rumoured relationship#letting yuki leave quietly from the party and making sure asami doesn't notice it until the very last minute - I SEE YOU SIR!#mywork
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Yeah so to me Wilson has big puppy dog energy and House has mad grumpy cat energy so how about a Hilson Halloween party thing where Wilson is dressed in a cute dog costume and you can tell he's put lots of thought into it and House has done absolutely nothing besides putting on some cheap looking cat ears and other than that it's just his moody self but somehow it still radiates pure cat. So sorry, this is literally the first thing that popped into my head and now I need it T-T is this anything??
They both wanted it
#hilson#house md#malpractice md#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md#house fanart#gregory house#james wilson#didnt go exactly by what ya wanted but i just think wilson convinced house to go to a halloween party#house decided they should be kitty and puppy#and wilson picked the outfits i guess
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