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Sometimes I'm reminded just how much of a deity of violence I am.
#statchiscreams#I am so upset right now#not even angry I'm just upset#and I really think bashing a man's head in would alleviate my upset#hearing the crack of bone under my hands would fix me#I wish I wasn't serious#I wish this was a joke#I hate having these feelings dumped onto me because I'm truly not any better at dealing with them#it just morphs into the desire to hurt#aspd thoughts#actually aspd
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Whenever people who are entrenched in diet culture talk about how terrible chemicals are, I just want to whip out this:
#diet culture#diet culture tw#described images#image description in alt#'it's got CHEMICALS in it' and so do you! and me too! IT'S ALL CHEMICALS ALL THE WAY DOWN#instead of running from this world we must learn to embrace it#i'm not particularly angry at people who say this because it makes me think that they're incredibly invested in diet culture...#...i just don't want the whole 'food = bad' or 'bodies = bad' to go unchallenged...#...part of the reason why diet culture seems just as prevalent now (if not moreso) is partially because it isn't really...#...challenged or questioned without provocation. it's just assumed to be correct because it makes you 'feel in control'#when chemicals are bad you can control what chemicals you consume. it's individualistic and places the blame onto you for 'being good'#it places responsibility onto the person in such a way that it becomes impossible to fulfill#it isn't that i'm upset that people want to treat their bodies in a way they think is responsible...#...moreso that the *way* they go about it ensures that they're stuck in a cycle of self-blame and even self-hatred#because the METHOD is ineffective. not the desire to treat your body well#also the state of ohio looks stupid and i do Not respect it#it looks like a ball that is simultaneously deflated and over-inflated#also their state flag looks silly to me#it looks like the person who was making it fell asleep making it#i'm just clowning on ohio at this point. have never been to ohio but. are you guys okay
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I can't understand people who love this show or books but hate any of the "main characters" (mostly anyone from the shows main 4 characters, Louis, lestat, Armand and Daniel)
like yeah all of the have flaws, but they also have qualities for redemption
honestly I think watching the show or reading the books with that hatred for any of the characters or the ships must be miserable and sad
seeing the constant discourse (mainly on Twitter) of whose better or worse according to arguments without any kind of nuance make me mad
like why don't you focus on what you like instead of what you don't
I also hate the mischaracterization of some of the characters in this fandom, especially the one on complex characters like Armand or Lestat
And especially why do you talk shit about the actors who have done nothing but give their whole souls and energy to this project, who really don't deserve your negativity and hate
#sorry for the rant#I'm just so upset and angry#And Twitter is frustrating me even more#why don't they learn some respect and just basic social etiquette#interview with the vampire#iwtv#loustat#loumand#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#armand#amc interview with the vampire#iwtv amc
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Calling all Dair shippers!!!!!
I want to start reading fan fiction of them, but I have no idea where to begin.
My only requirements are that it's in English (why must you be the only language my stupid brain could leadn), is an AU and that (while I don't mind if he shows up) Chuck doesn't get any kind of a redemption arc like if he's in the story I want the narative to treat him like the villain he is (the same with Louie tbh but I'm guessing he dosn't get much focus).
I would also prefer it if it took place when they're adults (but I'm willing to give fics of them getting together sooner a try).
So, if you know of any fics that fit that description, please leave your recommendations in the comments.
#gossip girl#blair waldorf#dan humphrey#dair#gg#dan x blair#dair fanfiction#gossip girl fanfiction#blair x dan#dair ship#gossip girl ship#leighton meester#penn badgley#dan humphrey x blair waldorf#blair waldorf x dan humphrey#chuck bass hater yesterday#chuck bass hater today#chuck bass hater always#coz fuck that man#& yeah dan was gossip girl#which is super messed up#but i think we can all agree that the reveal was stupid & made no sense#like there was litrually so many times that gg messed with him & his loved ones#& times he was alone & still seemed shocked/upset/angry over the gg blasts#like are we supposed to believe that dan was just trying to not look guilty in front of......no one#& yes i know the plot twist happened years ago but I'm still gonna die mad about it coz i refuse to move on from anything#anti chuck bass#not even that relevant i just love that tag
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I saw this on Twitter and honestly felt a bit sick just thinking about it. The sheer determination some people have to keep anyone from getting any sort of help, any sort of benefits, to kick down someone who has such a big heart to help those around her?
Here's the Tiktok where the woman, Carly Burd, talks about it. She shows the salted state of the land. This video was posted 21 hours ago at the time of posting this.
Another video where she discusses it, this one was posted 4 hours ago. Over 5 kilograms of salt, she estimates, was put into the soil of her allotment. She'd already planted onions and potatoes with her kids, which are now ruined. She's working to find a solution, which I genuinely hopes she does.
From what I can tell, this is a GoFundMe that she runs--not just for this tragic occurrence, but to generally support the work she does. It has a goal of £4,000 pounds and at the time of writing this, it's raised over £54,000 pounds, but by all means if you want to donate and help her out I'm sure she wouldn't turn any help away.
I genuinely hope all the help she's getting with this lets her grow a lot more food and help a lot more people.
[Photo ID: a scrrenshot of two tweets of a Twitter thread by Elsbeth Tashioni @THISisLULE, with 6,102 retweets, 2,345 Quote retweets, 28.1K likes, and 1,597 Bookmarks. The leading tweet was made at 4:24 AM EST on 4/12/23 (April 12th 2023). "Some UK woman on tiktok has been making videos about how she’s been feeding people (partly through an allotment) in her community who are struggling due to the cost of living crisis and then yesterday she posts that someone went and salted her land so she can’t grow food anymore" The second tweet has 25 replies, 1,391 retweets, and 14.5k likes. "Do you know how evil you have to be to sneak out at night, not to even steal to benefit yourself, but to destroy the possibility of people in need getting help?" End ID]
#uk news#Carly Burd#tiktok#community outreach#cost of living crisis#gofundme#go fund her#solarpunk#out of queue#community building#community organizing#ani rambles#i guess since i'm making this post about it#genuinely between me finding the links and typing up this post its been an hour and I'm still upset and angry for this woman#and i didn't even follow her on tiktok before now! just the idea of someone taking something that's helping the community and maliciously..#EURGH its frustrating to think about
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you ever train for years to be good at something and then as soon as you're qualified it's like nvm we have robots to do that now. have you considered becoming a toilet cleaner instead
#what the fuck did i even do my degree for lmao. pointless#absolutely pointless waste of money#sorry i'm just so angry and upset
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Dear transmascs,
I love y'all, I appreciate your posts and find solidarity in your struggles. But please, PLEASE could you acknowledge that some (many) trans people who don't identify as transmasc share in the same struggles? Please could you acknowledge non-transmasc (afab) non-binary/genderqueer people in your posts that also affect them once in a while? Could you please NOT co-opt the death of a NON-BINARY trans person to talk about how transmascs are oppressed for being transmasculine? Like, yes, there are overlaps between transandrophobia and enbyphobia (and transmisogyny) and these are important to talk about but please realise that you can do this WITHOUT erasing non-binary people who do not identify as transmasc.
Idk maybe this seems like a non-issue to a lot of people but it's honestly deeply fucking upsetting to me, as an (afab) genderqueer person. I'm not saying you have to make all posts about transmasc people about non-binary people as well but please just. When something is ABOUT a non-binary person and that person doesn't explicitly identify as transmasc, please, please don't erase their identity and make it ONLY about the experience of being transmasc??
I'm so fucking tired.
Signed,
A genderqueer person
(btw if you come on this post being shitty about transmascs or talking about how transandrophobia isn't real or whatever, you're getting an instant block. This ain't about that, transandrophobia is real but so is enbyphobia/exorsexism.)
#ugh please don't fucking discourse on this post#but like#i see this shit all the time and mostly it's whatever#but I just saw a post doing this for that non-binary teenager who got killed#the poster acknowledged that they don't even know if they identified as transmasc or not#but still continued to use transmasc 'as an umbrella term'#please can you fucking not god#like you can talk about the overlap and how non-binary people are also affected by transandrophobia#without assuming all of them are transmasc/erasing the ones that aren't#sometimes! it's ok to say afab trans people!!#i know it gets used in a misgendering way sometimes but guess what? calling nb people transmasc when they're NOT#is ALSO MISGENDERING#im trying not to be bc i don't want to upset ppl but im so angry I'm sorry#trans stuff
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2024 Singapore GP | x
#hi everyone I'm sorry I vanished for a few days#this weekend has been hard here with irl family things and in my heart in the world of F1#I feel so so so so much for Daniel and I keep riding a roller coaster of anger that RBR let this happen and sorrow if this is it#then I swing back to hope#not just in 2025 (which I still believe in!!)#but that he can find joy and fufillment and love somewhere better#he deserves so much better than the callously cruel weekend from a sport he's given so much of his life to#I'll be a Daniel fan no matter where he goes next#but my trust in RBR is irrevocably shattered as it is for many (not that I had much to begin with!)#but he was thrown to the wolves and I'm just so angry and heartbroken this happened#but then the possible last lap of his potential last race given to Max#thank you Daniel#and I'm hopeful til the end#I hope he gets what he wants but he deserves so much love#and seeing the love from fans and the people in his life who DO care#I'm a newer fan but I have become so fond for Daniel so much and the anticipation is killing me#let him and fans have peace (even if the goal is Checo retiring after the Mexico GP then at least give some closure for the month between)#just a hard weekend#and the FIA absurdity with Max too ugh#and Carlos' crash in quali ahhh just an awful weekend#with that and an overwhelming family weekend I just couldn't bring myself to post anything#but thank you everyone for this space#I need to catch up but I have seen so many folks echo how I feel#it is upsetting and needless and uncerimonious and cruel#I'll be hopeful forever there is a chance#but Daniel deserves to be happy and RBR proved how heartless of a place they can be#I'll savor the silver linings of Max and Daniel's bond and those on the team who lifted him up#I'll be away again for a work event today but I looked around insta a bit last night#I'll post and tag for the GP if anyone wants to not see it!! still hurts but it'll all be okay in time I know it ❤️#autumn posts
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haaaahh i took a trip to the ER the other day for chest pain which i finally decided to wake up my friend and have them call an ambulance because it had been happening for hours, the nurse hotline suggested it, and i couldn't think of any reason for it to be anxiety. Turns out it was anxiety. And after a couple days of reflection I think I know what triggered it and boy howdy is it Embarrassing so i will now crawl in a hole with my shiny new medical bills and die.
#u#so much expense and drama for not even a good reason! I'm angry! Bodies are so fucking stupid!!!!#The only fucking symptom was tightness in my chest that was slowly getting worse and hurt more with deep breaths.#The only anxiety/panic attacks i've had before (maybe 2? 3? over the years?) were nothing like that#long story short i made myself upset and when my body reacted to that i just got worried abt my body which made everything worse over time#as it continued to not improve ✌#Like!! It took me a couple days to even think of a reason i might have been upset???#why such a reaction when i barely remembered the fuckin trigger!!!!#w/e. im fine. that's the important bit i suppose
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#vibes are atrocious#maybe he's actually sick#maybe they're just trying to help him out so he doesn't get fined for missing the game#either way i'm so upset/angry/frustrated/depressed it's gotten to this point#our FO is pathetic and players see this#within the locker room and on other teams#anyway! i feel like all the air has been sucked out of this season and it hasn't even started!
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#it's weird to see people who don't want me gone#who genuinely get upset when i tell them my plans for the future#i know people love me#but it's always been kind of something i accepted without really being able to conceptualize#and i always sort of had this idea that everyone had this “it's fun while it lasts but i don't really care that much” attitude towards me#not on purpose#i don't think i'm inherently unlovable#it's just weird to me that people somehow found something in me that they like enough to actually want me around#and since i've decided to go to japan the amount of people who are downright sad or even angry about it just floors me#i'm used to being the one who can't let go of people#i don't even know what to do with this X'D
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kinda surreal to see people on tumblr like, "the people on that submersible should have known the risks and were just too rich and stupid to think they could die" and then reading the account by the 19-year-old's aunt saying he was "terrified" to get in the sub and only did so to please his dad on father's day weekend...
makes me think about how we comfort ourselves through horror movies by latching onto some little mistake a character makes and going, "oh, that's so stupid! i would never do that!" and thus insulating ourselves from the horror that terrible things can happen to us, too.
and, i know, i know, the true thing protecting all of us from this exact fate is that none of us have $250,000 in recreational savings to burn on submersible trips down to the titanic anyway, but. there are plenty of other situations where we might overlook our own instincts that say to get the hell out of dodge just to please a friend or loved one, or because it's their "special day" and we don't want to rain on their parade, and where we might indeed end up paying for it with life or limb. i can think of several such incidents from my own life that could've ended with me just as dead, and that's just off the top of my head!
so yeah. it's a sad thing to hear about and i wonder how much of our collective scorn for the dead is in fact a self-soothing behavior to ward off our own fears of mortality...
#oceangate#titan submersible#yes yes the submersible was ludicrously unsafe and they should've known it was a bad idea etc etc#but haven't you ever done something that was a bad idea to please someone you love?#i'm thinking of a time i visited a beach with my best friend and there were signs everywhere saying not to swim in the ocean there#and who knows maybe there was a riptide or some other danger that necessitated these warnings#but my friend was determined that we were going swimming and got angry when i suggested otherwise#and looking back it was a stupid thing to do and i should've at least stuck on land myself even if it upset her#but! my conflict-avoidant ass got in the water and swam around anyway!#idk reading about this young man's story really hit a nerve with me bc i can easily see myself doing the same thing#doing something i know in my bones to be unsafe just to avoid hurting someone else's feelings...
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SVT coming to Europe for the first time ever in 9 years (not counting Gastonbury, cause that was sold out a year before they were announced, so carats didn't get a chance to go) and it's not even going to be ot13 should be a crime.. AND IT'S BECAUSE OF A SCHEDULE?!
#maja talks#i'm so upset for real#like i'm happy for jun and all but really?#you announced lollapalooza long ago and now suddenly he's got something else?#i'm not even going but got fuck you hybe i hate you so so so much#i will never not be angry about hybe ruining my chances to see svt live#like fuck you so much#(but maja covid was the reason for the 2020 cancelations yeah but hybe is the reason they never got rescheduled!!!)#i saw one of my mutuals from like 2015 make a post a couple of years ago about how she got to see svt as 13 four times in one year#and here i am as a european being shit on for 9 years straight#i hate it here so much and i'm so upset and i probably shouldn't be this upset but i am#fuck hybe and fuck bang shihyuk and fuck everyone that made that fuckass company so powerful#i hate it so much#i knew they were never going to take coming to europe seriously after joining that fuckass company#and yet i can't help but be so damn disappointed#it's been 9 years...#i remember where i was when the 2020 europe dates were announced#i was sitting in a train and i was so happy i was shaking so hard#i got a ticket with a great seat for the Berlin concert and i was so happy#i've never been so excited and happy#and then covid happened and everything got cancelled and they never even addressed it#they only ever said “we were sad the tour ended earlier than expected” in their yt documentary and that was the only mention of it#then the japan dome tour had to be pushed forward (not even really cancelled if i remember correctly) and they made wholeass apology videos#saying how sad they were and blah blah blah still no mention of europe at all#then like the day after europe got cancelled they uploaded a video of hoshi dancing with fans at one of the us stops#and it really just felt like they stepped on my heart and threw it in a trashcan lol#then they joined hybe and hybe got obsessed with dynamic pricing and ruined everything#ruined all chance of us seeing them as ot13#(maybe they'll finally acknowledge us for real when they get back from enlistment in maybe 6 years but who knows)#i for real shouldn't be this affected
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was really disappointed in bentancur today :/
didn’t answer this yesterday because i didn’t have the words but bentancur was so deeply out of pocket with his comment and it’s quite upsetting to see people still be so blatantly racist, especially at the top level that he’s at.
the racism i experience and the racism sonny experiences is different on magnitude and race but every racist comment ive ever heard has stuck with me from a young age, i can’t imagine being one of the biggest football players while also being the only south korean player at that level, it must be isolating enough as it is without your friend and teammate stereotyping your entire race and insulting millions of people. i don’t think bentancur’s a bad person per say but what he said was so fucking ignorant and stupid, i hope he thinks about it as often as people who are subjected to racist remarks think about the insults they’ve heard. i hope that he learns to never ever say things like that, especially in front of his young daughter. most importantly i hope sonny doesn’t let his words affect him and feels okay. i’m sick of it
#don't have all my words organized yet but like fucking hell i'm so sick of it#not even that angry i'm just annoyed and upset like don't be a fucking idiot#yeah i'm a bit angry actually#anon#asks
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how i feel about TBYS causing a shockwave effect of everyone dogpiling on and harassing Illymation and spreading extremely easily disprovable and malicious misinformation about her and putting her in a lot of danger for literally no legitimate reason
#big rant in the tags incoming hold on to your hats:#i swear drama commentary youtubers are actually some of the most dense people on the fucking planet#like holy SHIT i have never seen a bigger display of collective stupidity than every drama commentary grifter harping on illy based on shit#-she didn't even say that they heard from a guy who sounds like budget ben shapiro. how are you that dense. like how. actually how.#it's just a big stupid game of idiot telephone with how much basic shit people are getting wrong because they heard it whispered from-#-another person. istg if i have to see ONE more person say that ''oh but she's encouraging obesity'' ''oh but she said [thing she literally#-didn't say]!!!'' im going to SCREAM. i am going to throw my phone against the wall if i see one more malicious misinterpretation of a-#-basic statement that even a fucking doorknob could understand with more grace and nuance than these idiots#i swear to god this is all so STUPID#drama commentary youtube is where basic reading comprehension and common sense go to die. it is the 10th circle of internet hell-#-just below 4chan.#anyway rant over glad i got that out of my system.#i hope illy is doing well and that she and her partner and her cats are safe <3#sorry for being so angry. this whole situation literally makes my blood boil and i'm so upset that an innocent person got put in danger-#-because of some nerd emoji sounding wackass blatantly lying about her and being a dickhead#this is the first and last post i'll ever make about internet drama (unless something really REALLY funny happens) i just needed an outlet-#-to scream into for a few minutes#drama commentary youtubers delete their entire channels and leave the internet right now challenge#shitpost#youtube drama
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#tag talk#social anxiety is so much worse to deal with when only half of you is anxious because you never know when it'll happen#like. R is not anxious at all. she loves being around people and since we came out she's not scared anymore#but me on the other hand? being around people is a nightmare. agoraphobic for sure.#I wanted to go running again cause we woke up at six again. but the thought of going outside and being perceived? terrifying.#maybe I need to practice getting R to front. we're used to thinking of L as the defensive front but if R's sociability is the best strategy#then she would be the strongest front to present.#the problem is I've tried that and it just results in me feeling even more sullen and anxious because I feel dragged into things then.#because going out on public even with friends still makes me feel anxious and angry and generally annoyed.#ugh I'm so tired of being unpredictably two different people.#if I were just L all the time I could embrace that and find workarounds to these issues. but they hit me so unpredictably#so I don't have the reliability to trust. so my strategy is usually just 'wait until you change into someone without those problems'#because whatever issue I have can usually be fixed by the other half of me.#scared of upsetting people? turn into L. scared of socializing? turn into R. scared of doing tasks? turn into L.#it's also wild because when we're L we shift into a morning person. and R is definitely a night owl#so waking up at five am to go out and read a book on the couch is so great as L but staying up all night reading is R's sweet spot.#idk. I'm so tired of bouncing so much between these two people#and I'm beginning to suspect that we have different food preferences as well. which is.. frustrating#I wish it were as easy as going 'oh duh I'm making this up in my own head' and just stopping#like. yeah it's all in my head unfortunately that's where my sense of identity is too.
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