#not even angry . just miserable
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Five Pebbles, at work-
#I wanted to draw Pebbles not being angry or miserable for once#just focused on his iterating work#probably from times when everything was still alright#as alright as it can be in his situation#i remember him starting to get frustrated with his citizens even when they were still there?#anyway little Pebbles#in my head his puppet is kinda smol for some reason#look at him go ♡#rain world#rw iterator#five pebbles#rw#rw five pebbles
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jay why do nya, kai, cole, zane, prentiss, cinder, and geo all call you babygirl
#he deserves a stubble#i want him to look disheveled and miserable#not even angry . just miserable#we’ve seen so much angry jay i just want him to be sad and exhausted with the ninja when he rejoins#once i figure out procreate anatomy is next. im coming for you art skills you will be mine#anyway. hi : )#jay ninjago#kai ninjago#nya ninjago#ninjago
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imo jax has no clue that hes miserable. like hes putting on a face for sure but i dont think he actually has the emotional awareness to know WHY hes doing that. he just wants to look cool and masculine and thats as far as he thinks on it. theres more to it but he doesnt know that. being sad isnt cool so he wouldnt even entertain the idea that hes secretly sad
#tadc#hes absolutely miserable but he doesnt. realize i dont think#i think he knows when hes Currently unhappy but i dont think he like#realizes that theres an underlying misery to his entire existence#hes trying to be cool and is forcing himself to have fun all the time#the man is desperate to be happy and laugh and has found a way to do it#its not viable and also its a bandaid on his problems but he doesnt realize#and also hes a piece of shit#i hope he one day recovers because its tragic and also bc for the others' sake he should stop being an asshole to them#hes more ok expressing negative emotions if theyre like. angry or frustrated. he just ignores sadness. its not cool of him#idk if im wrong or if i jsut interpret him differently but genuinely#to me he is a guy more obsessed w looking cool than almost everything else#a bold move when he doesnt respect anyone around him#then again he knows(?) thers an audience so . maybe its for them#or maybe he wants the illusion of superiority over the others#they all might be jumpy and mopey but hes above that and wants them all to know#its just one way to have control over literally anything in the circus#and i think thers struggles every chracter has in come way and like#i think i should look at how the charcters interact w the concept of their own autonomy#bc theres something there#esp given a lot of gangles actions in ep 4 revolve around her finally. finally having literally any control over how ppl treat her#even if its not actually 'real' control#and smth smth caine getting rid of zoobles option to not participate#pomni getting dragged places CONSTANTLY#ragatha trying to maintain the other characters emotional stability#which reads as a desperate desire to stop players from abstracting. to me. which is in itself#a desire for control in a bad situation#then theres kinger....#i cant think of much for him. in terms of control#he doesnt seem to have control of anything but he has a surprisingly large amnt of authority
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“Tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what I am, or what I’m not?
Tell me, mother, which should I regret: what I became, or what I didn’t?”
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#i realized i almost never do anything with itachi and his parents so this one post is dedicated to them#the regret of killing them would have killed him before his actual death#what kind of child he was to raise a sword against his own parents?#his parents weren't even angry that he'd betrayed them at last#all the nightmares that would have followed him in which they hated him for everything and he would have no defense#who held him when he cried thinking of his mom? who comforted him when he choked on his tears thinking of his father's last words?#who was there for him when memories of his family became too much to handle and he would just collapse unable to breathe#maybe just maybe when the first symptoms of his illness showed he thought#that it was just one of his regular coughing fits that came with the onslaught of the memories of his parents#did he ever want to crawl back to sasuke and tell him how miserable he was and how much he missed their parents#where did the strength to be entirely indifferent and inhuman composure come to him#how much practice did it take? how many days? months? years?#did people around him ever suspect how much he was suffering?#all from thinking about his dead parents whom he killed#whose blood never left his tiny fingers and soaked into his flesh and blended into his own#how much misery was encapsulated into those expressionless features that never gave away even the slightest hint of pain#itachi uchiha#uchiha itachi#itachi#mikoto#mikoto uchiha#fugaku uchiha#fugaku
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sorry but i think if you saw one of the tour shirts having a defect and you got immediately angry about it accusing dnp and their team of deliberately scamming people instead of going "hm could this possibly be an unforeseen production error" you should delete your account and never post about them or anything else ever again :P
#and it's not even the people who bought the shirt like#bitch your show is in three months the fuck do you care#everyone's getting a replacement??? why are you so fucking miserable#and why are there so many of u omgggg shut uppppppppppp#i just think. maybe. people took the concept of holding their faves accountable#and decided that means just being really angry at them for everything all the time#and Yeah i'm very much too far in the opposite direction dnp could kill someone and im like well im sure they had their reasons#but idk. i just hate how accusatory people always are#towards everyone not just dnp or other faves#but friends and strangers and ugh i hate it
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#sorry i just need to get all of this out into the void before i implode bc idek who i can talk to or if i even can without fully shattering#i want to scream forever i really hate how stuck i am with everything rn#i love my parents and i want to help them but i can’t handle any of this#my mom’s irrational outbursts are just getting worse#i put my entire life on hold for her bc i love both of them sm#and i feel so miserable all the time. like. what do i fucking do lol#i’m just so alone and sad and angry at everything i hate my life sm#the life and times
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A horse walks into a rehab.
#two years is coming up on me fast.#I’ve been missing rehab in a weird kind of way again.#like. I didn’t wanna be there. I was desperate to get out of there. I was just like bojack at the beginning.#they couldnt even get me out of my bed to participate in anything at first. I just refused.#I was miserable and angry and didn’t talk and also threw up in the lobby lmfao….#but then you actually find yourself feeling better. safe. accepted. surrounded by love and support and stability.#……then they let you out.#which I thought I wanted more than anything.#and now I still lie awake some nights wishing to be back in my hospital room#knowing if I got up to get a drink there would be a nurse right down the hall if I needed one.#the sterile greys and whites of the clinic. the hum of the ac unit that kept me company in detox#……hm. yeah.
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"content creator" "ive been working on my content" BITCH WE ARE POSTING ONLINE. WE ARE MAKING POSTS. WE ARE INTERNET USERS. STOP ENGAGING WITH CORPORATE JARGON, its not content its ART, its WRITING, its not "filming" YOURE RECORDING ON YOUR PHONEEEEEEEAAAARRURUUGHHH EAT MY NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#beep#I get unbearably mad when i see regular people calling themselves “creators” and the stuff they post “content”#it started with youtubers and now its infected everything#the consequences of capitalism and the commodification of hobbies#yes i get it there are no jobs for artists and writers#everything is oversaturated because space isnt being made for anything and we're all just crawling over each other#im fucking miserable about it too. the world i was promised does not exist#but this obsession with content creation makes everything feel even worse#its just art man. youll find your audience#dont degrade yourself#/ angry post
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People only ever say shit on this site if it's to complain and NEVER even fucking bother to mention ANYTHING positive whatsoever lest they explode I guess. So I will say; I like the update to the reply system and I think it's a good change that makes reading replies on popular posts a shit ton easier 👍
#text post#heaven forbid we acknowledge anything positive tumblr changes#It might ruin our cool kid cred for shitting on everything bad tumblr does#even the bad stuff we made up that tumblr supposedly does#Sorry but the consistent lack of coverage when ANYTHING good happens makes me so fucking angry#Remember the year a virus broke out among the kakapo population and EVERYONE was sharing it???#AND NOBODY followed up on how they bounced back and had their BEST BREEDING SEASON EVER THAT YEAR?????#Because fuck positivity I guess#people just love being fucking miserable#And even better they love being fucking victims
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played mouthwashing... good game
#i have many thoughts. maybe i will write them out eventually but im too eepy rn#ive been meaning to play how fish is made for so long. i think i'll finally do that now lmao#reminded me of indika not storywise but just the effective use of the Game Medium#also probably hit even more bc ive been having a lot of thoughts lately about the way some people approach art#solely as this thing that is supposed to revolve around them and make them Happy#who then get angry when it makes them feel Big Emotions and/or doesn't perfectly 'represent' their experiences#part of enjoying art is looking at it critically. it's experiencing new perspectives. it's feeling big emotions both positive and negative#and sitting with those emotions and then asking ourselves Why the artist has done this#sometimes the point is to make you miserable and that doesn't automatically make it bad#anyways. good game
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anyways 🫶🏾 I will talk about my own OC because god granted me the power to do so
Had a Big realization about Xanthos which is like... I already knew he struggles with guilt Big Time, but I didn't realize just to what extent that guilt informs his each and every action 💔 after an event in which AZ gets badly hurt, Xan starts taking on the "leader" role in their dynamic due to guilt and fear of getting AZ hurt again. When AZ is king, that same guilt affects their dynamic, but now that they're both adults Xan's overprotective nature feels belittling, and it is in a lot of ways. Xan starts doing a lot of the duties of king because he feels that AZ isn't handling them the way he should (which isn't Entirely untrue, it's a big job for someone with little experience in diplomacy to take on), but also because this dynamic has morphed in a way where Xanthos thinks his older brother is Incapable. At its core, the war was a very extreme way of Xan going "I don't think you should do this on your own. Why would you allow ME to handle it instead?!"
It becomes an ironic thing 💔 Xanthos' fear about hurting his brother again leads to him hurting AZ in the worst possible ways. And that sense of guilt only grows stronger 😔 Xan is incapable of asking for help, or being honest about himself and his needs. He's incapable of admitting when he is wrong and incapable of relinquishing control, and all of it comes from now incredibly Guilty he feels all the time and a need to constantly be making up for this guilt as well as his perceived failures as a person. Basically he's sooooooooo so so so sick 💔💔💔
#hope talks#Xanthos#Trainer AZ#When I posted that drawing of little AZ and Xan and their mom yesterday#Something I wanted to talk about but got too shy too was well 💔💔💔#Xanthos blames himself for their mother's death and even Floette's death which is irrational and unfair to himself#But also in the past when AZ was still very angry he took blamed Xanthos for those things. It was a cruel and unfair thing to think but it#'Helped' him cope earlier on. (It didn't help really and at some point AZ realizes it makes him feel miserable#To think such a way about someone he Does care about quite a lot)#But for Xan... Well he still blames himself!!! He struggles to move on from it#Bc he hates thinking about it and he hates how it makes him feel!! It's part of why he struggles to interact#With Floette. It's his guilt 💔#Anyways. Xan and AZ are funny cuz Xan takes care of himself in ways AZ doesn't and so physically#He's a lot more healthy and happier. He's just mentally sick in the head
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some of you are so goddamn annoying god bless
#if you are genuinely this angry/hurt/‘betrayed’ etc by a NETWORK SOAP OPERA#and you are getting into arguments with people online? and posting manifestos about how cruel this show is#YOU ARE THE PROBLEM#NOT TIM MINEAR OR WHOEVER THE FUCK#YOU#like you have the power to turn off the television. you could post about anything in the world.#and you CHOOSE TO BE MISERABLE. YOU PEOPLE ARE CHOOSING TO BE MISERABLE#a lot of you take this shit way more seriously than you should#and you’re acting like tim minear came into your house and shot your real father and is laughing in your face about it#GROW UP#you are allowing this show to run your life in a way that is not healthy or normal or cool#do you even realize how inconsequential this show is. i mean in general but also as a peace of art.#when 911 is remembered in 30 years it will be among the like of baywatch and er and all those other shows you’ve only heard of#if you are not at least enjoying yourself watching this show and being in the fandom YOU ARE WASTING YOUR LIFE#you’ve chosen to let one of the corniest shows turn you bitter and nasty and you are not serious people!!#911 should be your guilty pleasure not your shitty office job#if you don’t like it turn off the tv and post about something else. and if you are too invested to do that then you’re WEIRD.#and you are making this fandom an uninhabitable zone for people who actually just like watching the show every week.#what the fuck#911 discourse
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being in places and situations that do not restrict your vibe is both awesome but also makes going back home so much worse because you know it could be better
#does give me hope for the future though#but holy fuckkkkkk#ie . i missed school a while ago so even though im usually a decent student bc of the classes#im in im PACKED for work and#it’s just been a miserable semester .#had a break for a week and holy fuck dude i was just blooming as a person ….#back on the horrible grind now .#also went a place w people for a while and had such an awesome time#so like . it’s not that im crazy shy or like . TOO inherently weird . its#just im forced to restrain myself here#or like i don’t know how to live any other way while im here#and thats sad#i still think theres a lot of things wrong with me but#it makes me angry to see just how easy it is for me to be better#shep speaks
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hey oh my god i just found some of ur old batfam art and it's like so cool like seriously so cool, i figured ur probs not super in the fandom anymore but i still wanted to say you kinda altered my brain chemicals a little so thanks i love you
aaa tysm!!! you're right that i'm not really in the fandom anymore, but i'm glad you like my stuff from my time there, i actually learned so much from that little era (notably: improved my understanding of anatomy since so many of them wear spandex, got better at differentiating faces bc SO MANY dc characters have dark hair and blue eyes)
also i'm still pretty proud of a lot of the batfam stuff i made, especially jason getting interviewed, badcore, the infamous leverage reference people are always reposting from pinterest, vampire jason, "guy outside titan's tower says he's gonna goon your ass", and duke steps in
#splashasks#anonymous#what i have learned from compiling that list of 'past art of mine i still like' is i'm consistently happiest with comics. noted.#anyway yea batfam was fun#probably would have stayed longer if the fandom as a whole wasn't so like. angry#they weren't even angry at *me* i would have liked that better the baseline attitude was just generally kinda miserable#man i remember literally like a WEEK into my batfam fixation i had this moment of profound realization where i was like oh my god#the relationship between the nose and brow ridge is the key to differentiating faces#it makes SO MUCH SENSE if you think about it#bc it's a central structural feature that stays relatively stable no matter what expression someone is making!!#so your brain uses it as a reference point!!#and BECAUSE your brain uses it as a reference point people tend to not consciously notice it
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