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#more snootiferous angle under the cut that shows off the shape of their face more but holy shit guys this was the worst one yet#this one took me multiple Days of learning too much about how the switch renders models to do#fucking! ridiculous. for this fish. does anyone even like this fish? if you like this fish please like this fish very hard because they wer#not easy to bring you#arrokuda
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hey. don’t cry. crush four cloves of garlic into a pot with a dollop of olive oil and stir until golden then add one can of crushed tomatoes a bit of balsamic vinegar half a tablespoon of brown sugar and stir for a few minutes adding a handful of fresh spinach until wilted and mix in half a cup of grated parmesan cheese and pasta of your choice ok?
#ITS MY FAVOURITE PASTA RECIPE#tastes so so good and delicious and hearty and warm#doesn’t require many ingredients or effort and is so yummy#I have sensory issues and digestive disorders and this recipe brings me so much joy#barely anything to remember!!! rich while still easy on the stomach!!!!#listen to my gibberish boy#you can add any amount of sugar and vinegar and cheese it works regardless#I UPPED THE GARLIC BECAUSE OF FEEDBACK BTW#AND PUT THE CHEESE AT THE END TO AVOID IT STICKING TO THE POT
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with that said there are characters that a fat maybe not canonically but they are spiritually. to me. they may not be drawn that way but i know whats true. ive seen it like a sort of prophet
#serizawa. send post#he did NOT live his life as a shut in for almost a whole decade to be drawn SKINNY! not by me at least#also like so many characters over the age of 30. no more fit moms and dads GIVE them that divorce body fat NOW!#*strikes you down with the force of god*#but honestly alternative for serizawa that ive always liked is that he gains weight when he starts working for reigen#because he can now go out and eat new foods :D he has actually gained an appetite because he's moving around more#and isnt just eating like instant ramen or whatever his mom brings him#see how easy it is you can just believe it with your heart. you just have to find the ways to make true waht u know#scratchpost#txt
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today i love the red metal crane in her long neck arching her body over the boston skyline, which means i am okay for a moment. when i am unwell, everything is a little ugly. i always tell myself look for the beauty but when it is bad, i will look at birds and sunsets and little ducklings and feel absolutely nothing.
when my brother got his puppy, i was in a deep depression. what kind of monster isn't affected by a puppy. i was gentle and kind to her - i just didn't have an emotional reaction. she's five now and i feel like i spend all of our interactions apologizing to her - i don't know why. i just didn't feel anything. how embarrassing. i feel like if i admit that, i'll seem cruel and jaded. it comes in waves. like, two months ago when i went out into the world - it was like that. life behind a pane of stormglass. a firework could go off over your head - nothing. like dead skin, no reaction. not to ice cream or rainbows or baby chickens. life foggy and uninteresting.
i love goslings again. i love their little webbed feet splayed over grass. i love good food and live music and long walks. i like puppies. i feel like some kind of my soul has been starved - i keep staring at everything with wide eyes, trying to burrow the sensation into my stomach. it's real. beauty is real. when it's bad again, remember this. i stop and smell the flowers, feeling cliche in the moment. i like the white-to-red ombre of my neighbor's roses. i like colorcoding and yoga and cold drinks. i try to pass my hands over every moment, feeling like i'm squeezing joy out of every instant. remember this. for the love of god, it's real - just remember this.
#and yet i NEVER DO REMEMBER IT#spilled ink#writeblr#i feel like due to tiktok ppl think >#deeply depressed & not having an emotional reaction to things MUST mean#you are cruel or uncaring#like girlie that is STILL a lack of mental illness awareness. it doesn't make us mean#it just means im like. ohhhh im not well. i don't really react to puppies. that's bad#Im still gonna be super nice to the puppy. like it just doesn't bring me joy.#bc the problem i have is CLINICAL. the dopamine ISNT being made.#but PLENTY of us are still kind#considerate.#GENTLE people. even if we're like '..........' all the time.#i actually think this is why i'm harsh on people who are so mean - you don't need to be emotionally attached to someone/thing#in order to be kind.... you just choose to be kind bc it's the right thing to do#not bc it's easy....... like it's extra effort sure. but it's worth it. bc ppl deserve kindness.#it's hard to describe this bc it's the ugly side of depression. the part that's like#not in netflix - the part where it's like ''i love this person. i just don't feel anything''
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rb this and tag your favourite soundtracks! they can be anything like games or movies or shows or whatever i wanna know what the best ones are 👀
#im gonna do a game movie AND show >:)#game atm im ngl its bistrover ive been listening to a lottt of songs from it lately#movie.... either challengers or paprika. im litcherally so easy just put slightly odd electronic music in your film and i will be there#show obviously the original uk version of utopia im SORRY for bringing it up again its just genuinely such an insane soundtrack#what was he thinking (positive)#anyway sorry for hashtag engagement baiting you all but PLEASE TELL ME i usually watch things based on soundtrack lmfao
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Brussels Sprouts That Fuck Like Hell
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Baking sheet
Parchment
Mixing bowl
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1 - 1.5 lbs. Brussels Sprouts
4 oz. bacon (about 4 or 5 strips)
1/4 cup extra virgin olive oil
3 tbsp. brown sugar
2 tbsp. balsamic vinegar
2 tsp. kosher salt
1/2 tsp. ground mustard
1/2 tsp. black pepper, or to taste
Procedure
Preheat oven to 425F and line baking sheet with parchment.
Trim the stems of the sprouts and cut them in half lengthwise. Keep any leaves that fall off.
In the mixing bowl, toss sprouts and loose leaves with olive oil, vinegar, salt, pepper, sugar, and mustard powder until sprouts are evenly coated.
Dice bacon into ~1/2 inch bits.
Spread sprouts in a single layer on the parchment lined baking sheet, cut-side-down. Drizzle with any remaining dressing.
Sprinkle diced bacon over the top so it's evenly distributed across the sprouts.
Bake uncovered for 20-25 minutes, or until bacon is crispy.
Optional:
Toss some chopped walnuts or pecans in with the sprouts
Crumble some goat cheese over the sprouts when they come out of the oven
Add a drizzle of fresh lemon juice for a little brightness
Use maple syrup in lieu of brown sugar
Okay stop boiling your tiny cabbages they're nicer roasted okay I love you all mwah mwah
#recipe blogging with Pi#these are very very easy. the effort:payoff ratio of these is very good#if you need to bring a side dish to a family gathering these are good to show off with and reheat pretty okay#inspired by my brother in law who did a sautéed sprouts situation with candied bacon and chicken stock thanks vic
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something people just don’t think about is how often chronically ill and disabled people just don’t have access to good food. not healthy food, good food; well made, tasty meals that don’t come from a jar or a freezer. how many of us are housebound or can’t drive? delivery services only offer within certain distances, if you live outside a city they aren’t an option. many people don’t have the energy or ability to cook for themselves if they have the skill to begin with. many certainly don’t have the ability to learn how. it’s something that goes completely unnoticed, just the opportunity to have a good meal and how much that wears you down
#all i want is chinese food#the closest one to me is 40 minutes away and its a /bad/ chinese place#its my worst option and its not even an option#‘fried rice is easy to make heres a recipe!’#i cant use a stove bc the heat will give me a seizure#even if i keep myself cool something that should take 15 minutes will take upwards of an hour bc i need to take breaks#even then ill probably be too nauseous to eat it after being active for so long#all of that for a bad cooks version of fried rice#more expensive and worse than a takeaway place#but i cant get it from a takeaway place#repeat ad nauseum for the rest of my life and is it any wonder im so sick of the same food ive eaten for 10 years#the only time i get takeaway is when my parents decide to go out and bring something home#can you imagine living like that for the rest of your life?#i dont have to#and its so dumb to want to cry over rice#but its not really about the rice is it#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#spoonie#chronic illness#disability#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#ehlers danlos syndrome#fibromyalgia#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#mental illness#mental health#save post
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sos month 2024 day 2: once upon a time
two people who are sick of their current circumstances and crave the other's world but it's kind of hard when you need that other to make it happen!!
one can only hope they figure it out
#my art#sasosaku#sakura haruno#sasori#sasosakumonth2024#sos month#sasosaku month#they wanna be part of each other's world so bad#fairy tail with a spin#this is her 4th time bringing him back to the shore he has no chance#sakura made it her turf#the clue being that in order to become a sea creature you need to ritually sacrifice yourself to another sea creature#meanwhile you need a bunch of complicated magic to masquerade as a human#ITS NOT THAT EASY OK
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watched conclave last night and then read the wikipedia entry for the book and now I'm wondering about the category ten shitstorm that a publicly intersex pope would cause
#bolo liveblogs#conclave spoilers#bc the movie kind of dodged the issue but the book apparently treats the discovery of benitez's intersex status#as inevitable it's just a question of whether it'll be pre- or post-mortem#and how it'd affect his papacy bc.#while I resent tumblr's overwhelming tendency to bring characters we like in line with our political views#(it feels like the easy way out/unsatisfying to me)#(like yes benitez is a liberal catholic but he is still *a catholic clergyman* let's be real)#benitez can't espouse that having a uterus disqualifies anyone from being a man etc. like categorically he can't do that#I don't think he has a ''you can be whatever you want to be'' view on gender or anything#but I think he's reckoned with sex and gender as social constructs in a more critical way than his peers have#and in a way he's certainly got higher personal stakes for.#but at the same time you knowwwwwww tradcaths would be heinous about it#''CLEARLY you only think women should have a bigger role in the church because---''#idk I have a disease that makes me imagine the squabbling cultural fallout of all hypothetical political situations in fiction
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hermann thoughts: if i discredit newton and his approach enough, the martial won't give him the equipment for his kaiju drift, and i can protect him from himself. if he despises me for it, so be it. there is little i wouldn't sacrifice to see him safe.
newt thoughts: this is a Best Science competition and i have to Win
#unscientific aside#newmann#pacific rim#thinking about them again today#it's very easy to read hermann's animosity during the movie as him being pissed off at newt for his 'completely crazy'#theories getting attention + being a massive nuisance in general#that's exactly what it looks like if you just listen to WHAT he's saying#however if you pay attention to WHEN he says it & pay attention to his face when no one is looking it's very clear there's more going on im#like the kaiju entrails comment. newt has all these tables with guts set up right next to the line & has clearly been working there for age#theres a big pile of intestinal-looking tubes over on hermann's side of the floor already! not a peep from hermann!#but then when newt tries to join the conversation he happens to throw another little squidgy bit & suddenly hermann jumps on him about it#brings up in front of the marshall how CONSTANT this unprofessional conduct is while also cutting newt off#he physically puts himself between newt & pentecost#interrupts newt every time he tries to talk#starts making snarky little personal comments AT newt to discourage him - 'don't embarrass yourself' 'yes [just get to the point]'#'this is the point where he goes completely crazy' [significant look at newt]#keeps hovering in the background looking between newt & pentecost#like. ok he is SO MAD that newt is getting pentecost's attention here. obviously#the thing that does it for me though is how sad and resigned he looks when newt finally does get to the point#this is not the face of an angry rival#this is the face of a man with ulterior motives for his animosity#i dont think newt has any ulterior motives hes aware of lol he thinks hes in a movie about 2 geniuses vying for scientific superiority#happens to be in love with hermann but hasnt realized because hes so mad at him all the time#he only realizes how much hermann cares when he offers to drift with him
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also. something about palpatine being so adept at seeing into the future that all of his successes feel completely joyless by the time he achieves them because he’s just going through the motions… how fucked up and nihilistic and brutal that would make you…
#teddy talks#anakin is like the opposite of this bc he’s tortured by his future failures#so he lives in constant terror and denial#whereas palpatine is lowkey tortured in a different way though he’d never ever label it as such#but the boredom of it all. the inescapability…#in a sense of course you would long for ultimate power over the force. because you would feel so much just like a meaningless vehicle#of its will otherwise#and anakin would be a PERFECT toy for someone like that. because he is so bewildered. he’s easy to tangle up in knots#i’m just doing some character Thinking#but yeah. of course one in palpatines position might hate the force and feel a need to lash out and dominate it#and he manages his own repressed bewilderment by manufacturing it in anakin to an extreme degree#but. importantly. while also having complete control over the machinations of anakin’s experience#and by crushing the force and all knowledge of it#CHRIST i’m back sorry but all the stuff he does to extend his life. he obviously is terrified of death#and rather than face it he just creates My Apprentice: The Guy Super Fucked Up About People Dying#to punish somebody else for his own horror…. it’s giving projective identification. not to bring freud into this
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#As you can see Makoto has successfully located and secured an ultimate despair#Now he just needs to bring him to the containment facility#Should be easy enough#My art#Komaegi#Danganronpa#Nagito Komaeda#Makoto Naegi#.TrashArt#.TrashDr
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FRANK IT UP!!!!!!!
my commissions are open if you want to see your fav mcr pic drawn in my style!! ^^
[ID: A digital painting of Frank Iero in 2007, during projekt revolution. He's sitting on the floor and playing guitar. The instrument covers half his face, and only one eye is visible. He's looking up, frowning, in a way that resembles The Fallen Angel by Cabanel. End ID.]
#IVE BEEN WORKING ON THIS ONE FOR AGES#doing gradients in ms paint only using the pencil tool is NOT EASY#tbh im not sure if i like this “realistic” look in paint drawing#buuuut this was fun to do ^^ <3(they said masochistically)#also its my birthday so this is like when kids bring gifts for their classmates on the day of their birthday i hope you like my gift<33#TAG BEAM#my chemical romance fanart#my chemical romance art#my chemical romance#mcr#mcr art#mcr fanart#frank iero#frank iero fanart#the black parade#projekt revolution#prorev#prorev frank#ms paint#my art#:p#(any correction on the ID is veeery welcome <3)#bondilluns.art
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do you ever think about how lucanis keeps losing and losing and losing — his entire life? losing his parents, losing his childhood because of the crow training, losing his freedom, his sleep, and one year of his life due to imprisonment. then the maker smiles upon him, and he's discovering something good (rook, the veilguard team, purpose), acquiring something back (his family, his life, his freedom, his job, his city), finding some peace in mundane things (coffee, cooking, taking care of others). it feels like the scales are finally moving, balancing — only for him to lose again. he loses caterina, he can lose his city to blight, he loses at weisshaupt, he loses grip on himself (thanks to spite), he loses control — he loses himself, piece by piece. rook can help lighten the load on his chest (thanks to spite), he gets caterina back, and breathing feels a little bit easier. but loss is not done with him. he loses illario, and it feels like losing a limb, a large piece of himself violently torn away. he's visibly shaken, but no one truly knows what it takes to string the assorted pieces of himself together and keep functioning. and then loss deals what seems like the final blow: some of his friends are dead or lost, and rook is gone, too. he failed; he only knows death, doesn't he? life only takes, and takes, and takes, giving only to tease and take it back. at that moment, he's falling apart completely — until they find rook, and there's a sliver of hope once again. the scales are moving, the team wins, they eventually go back to their lives — and that's when he realizes that the final blow is the life as the first talon.
#it's written with romanced lucanis in mind but i felt like it's important to mention that he can lose treviso too#also it's easy to water it down to some sort of karmic explanation: he dealt death and that's what he gets in return#but i think it's a completely wrong and even harmful take#his story could have illustrated perfectly the cruel and abusive system that crows are;#how it breaks people; abuses them for profit and (usually) brings out the worst in them (illario)#and they lose eventually — themselves; if not power#and even if you manage to stay human and sympathetic you keep losing as well because you're trapped in this never-ending cycle of violence-#--and power play; and that would tie perfectly with zevran's story they tried to play out offscreen in the previous games#it would have been so much more meaningful and impactful than uhhh whatever they did in the game 🙃#that would give illario so much more depth as well#also i don't believe lucanis wasn't shaken after the whole illario ordeal (i think it wasn't shown in the game at all????)#like. illario is/was the closest person to him. he spent so much time with him. and yet nothing???#idc about that stupid hero of veilguard badge gimme the brothers' agony!!!!#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#rook#dragon age the veilguard#dav#dav spoilers#**meta#**writing#UH i love them both so much 😭#someone needs to do the crows rewrites.........#not me obv im not capable but i'd love to read someone's version#anyway.... what do you think.... tell me...... talk to me about the miserable brothers......
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A count of all the times Christmas happened:
1. Chapter 33
2. Chapter 80
3. Chapter 129
3.5. Chapters 178 and 225/226 show the New Years' but Christmases were skipped
4. Mission 22 from the 3ds game
5. Event 11 of psi battle
#saiki kusuo#nendou riki#saiki kuusuke#saiki kusuke#saiko metori#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k#i don't think i've missed any?#the fact of how obvious the time loop is post reveal yet it's really not something most people notice beforehand is such great writing#the reveal happens in chapter 190 - before which multiple things have repeated#and even if someone does realize multiple christmases has happened it's easy to brush that off as 'comedy anime quirk' or something alike#(i may be pointing out the obvious but i just really like the way it's done)#admittedly i am double biased but i like psi battle's christmas. i think it'd work pretty well if it were in the manga#the best thing from the 3ds game's christmas is it being makino's only christmas appearance;#here's what she says: “Saiki-senpai...are you getting carried away just because it's Christmas?”#in her thoughts: “I just can't bring myself to celebrate something like god's birthday.”#kusuo's response: “Are you a chuunibyou too?”
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moon 0, page 7
>air thick with dread.
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#boughmoon#boughlore#clangen#clan generator#warrior cats#warriors#warrior cats art#clangen comic#art#ill be honest. this page was a pain in the ass and i htink its easy to see how rushed it is haha#i learned a lot about perspective against my will =v=#next time i will use a grid.#and i was really. hyegh#i did a dumb thing where i warmed up by designing one of the other clan leaders and it turned into a design i didnt like at all so i was#feeling discouraged when i started working on this page#but this is all for learning so it did what it needed to do#including learning how to push through the feeling of really hating the particular page youre working on hahaha#and accepting that some of the things you do wont be your favorite#i do like the perspective! i just wish i'd filled the background a little bit more#but i can't bring myself to do it at this moment#still kinda struggling from the holidays as well so i'm sure thats contributing#anyway sorry for hte ramble. honestly i hope no one reads the tags hahahah
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