#not doing so hot rn
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hahaaahh here's that monthly emptiness that precedes a natural process that my body goes through ever since I was 11. and I STILL want to kill myself about it !!!!!!!!!!!
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Taking a break from drawing tonight, just feel kind of yucky
#think I need to figure out a different solution for my thyroid meds#either a higher dose or a different type of medication or something#not doing so hot rn
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Me at my desk after two lengthy zoom meetings in which my team ripped apart all of my work with a violence never before seen on planet earth
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cried again realizing weak by ajr is gonna be 8 years old this year
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magma fiddlestan be upon ye
#gravity falls#fiddlestan#fiddleford mcgucket#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls fanart#fanart#disney#sorry but they're literally a disease to me rn. i'm chronically and fatally ill.#professionally diagnosed btw#anyway posting this by itself because i like the pose fuck you#also i think stan looks pretty hot here so#yk. had to do it to him#mods art#my art#mods draws
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substance abuse may not be the best coping mechanism but it's what's available to me atm
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Mc: *approaches Beel, looking dejected*
Mc: "Beel... Can I ask you for a favor?"
Beel: "Of course."
Lucifer: "Why is Beel holding Mc like that?"
Beel: *holding Mc super tight, with slight crazed eyes*
Belphie: "Mc asked Beel to hold them tight as if he just found them almost dead."
Lucifer: "I see.... Are they're alright?"
Belphie: "Yeah, especially now because of Beel."
Lucifer: "Very well then, as long as they're fine."
Mc: "thanks Beel."
Mc: *hugs Beel tighter and buries their head more into his chest*
Beel: *buries his face into Mc's hair*
Beel: "anytime Mc"
#Anyone else want to be hugged so tight like they were found on death's door#no?#I definitely don't want to be held and cuddled by someone like I'll never be let go ever again#definitely not#Alright I lie#I do wanna be held like that ;-;#I can't tell if I'm going through it or not#Oh well#obey me!#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#obey me mc#obey me lucifer#obey me belphie#obey me belphegor#obey me beelzebub#obey me x reader#Obey me demon brothers x reader#obey me x mc#obey me x gn!mc#obey me x gn!reader#obey me beel x reader#obey me beel x mc#I want Beel to hug me so bad#I want hot demon cuddles dammit#obey me#obey me imagines#i should go to bed#I should be sleeping rn#Not trying to discriminate if you don't have hair btw
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌��� but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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i was about to say "i'm gonna kill myself" but then remembered saying that isn't healthy but i didn't stop talking so instead i said "i'm gonna keef my sneef"
#😭😭😭#dw i don't actually want to but sometimes there's no other words for the gravity of my emotions#not doing so hot rn#how to be cringe 101
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You've been caught~ Pose idea thanks to @aylish91! This guy lives rent free in my head ya'll.
#my art#sans#sans au#caycantdoodle#undertale au#drider black#milo drider#milo swapfell sans#cay swapfell#swapfell sans#tw arachnophobia#Milo is my ride or die rn#interpret as you will#he's just so fucking hot#what do i see in this eight legged arrogant monster#everything your honor
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Sobbing like a fool laying in my bed because I had the sad thought of Ben and Cody on Tatooine in their old age (pre-ANH) and them going to sleep, holding hands.
Cody passes in his sleep. Obi-wan/Ben, feeling Cody's bright presence suddenly blink out in the force, shoots awake, palming for a heartbeat where he knows there is no longer one. They had talked about it, Cody had known his time was coming to a close, he was content with how the rest of his short life had panned out, by his beloved general's side, married and at peace (kind of). Ben saw it. He knew. When it would happen seemed indeterminate; if Ben knew when Cody was passing, perhaps he could have prepared to be ready for it. But real life doesn't often work like that.
Gently cradling Cody's cooling face in one of his palms, uttering quiet "why's" into the dark, and, "i wasn't ready to let you go".
A final keldabe kiss in farewell as he combs his fingers through Cody's curls for the last time.
Just like with Qui Gon, Satine, Anakin, Padmé (we'll be here all night if I list them all), the emotional gut punch of watching the light die (metaphorical in Anakin's case) in the eyes of people Obi-Wan deeply cared about. It caps off at Cody. This is why to me, he was so ready to face off against Vader (including normal plot relevant reasons), because not only was he getting Too Old For This Shit Anymore, but one of the strongest lights (love) in his life had died a few years prior. So instead of offing himself like a coward or giving into his grief all those years ago, and when Cody passed, he became a “self-sacrificial jedi” one last time. Whereupon he would pass into the Force, where hopefully, Cody would be waiting.
#codywan#pre a new hope#Tatooine husbands#old codywan#wars in the stars#star wars#not art#who knew tears could be so hot over crying over little blorbo guys#got so sad i became congested and puffy eyed so thats nice (sarcastic; i can't breathe out my nose fully rn)#its 1am#do not discourse me this is my house and i make my own rules for how the movies look to me :)#<and the shows#commander cody#obi wan kenobi#mention of death
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whats wrong with them 🤨
unintentionally copying each other
#uhhh something something soulmates copying each other#star-crossed lovers type shit 🤨#there might be more but this is all i have found so far#boy do i wanna faceplant in the snow rn#ITS HOT AF#no clue where any of these panels come from#not even sure if thats charles in the first picture 😥#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#wish does not shut up
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I've been seeing those fics where y/n is the other woman to the LnDS mens and MC (which like I GET but like guys you're what makes MC awesome-)
And I just thought of a reversal situation:
What if Y/N is like Sylus' fling (And we're using Sylus since for some reason it's the Sylus Girlies feeling this way about it) BUT they get to meet MC and MC is like "Damn that's your friend? They're hot."
Then instead of Y/N feeling jealous they realize MC has all these men pining for her but she wants YOU.
Literally pushes Sylus by his face out of the way to rizz you up- Like!!
It's right there fanfic writers! At this blog we don't compete with each other we love
( Watch MC be gay just for you 💖 )
#love and deepspace#lnds#love and deepspace sylus#lnds sylus#love and deepspace mc#lnds mc#sylus girlies#literally i see these fics all the time and they perplex me#like are you unsure about his devotion to you you have to set up these scenarios??#i mean i get it since i did it with whb and obey me but THOSE games were comparing you to your ancestor#this game is a touch different#but like imagine it!!#MC discovers shes gay by pining for Y/N calling it rn!#tag me if yalls ever do it#my mc moira would be like “Damn Sylus who's your hot dumb friend?” and try SO hard to rizz yalls up#haha throuples there we go solved the problem!#sylus x reader#sylus imagine#sylus x y/n
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Listen there's a half chance the hands and stuff do not work this way, but simply?? pretend they do ig ??? Had to get some Vlad out of my system, so behold my fav ghostie on the planet! Wine drinker, petty plotter, my love, haha!
#art style be evolving without my consent ig. what can you do#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#procreate art#fanart#digital art#vlad plasmius#dp fanart#dp vlad#dp vlad plasmius#i havent done dp fanart in a HOT min yeah#slowly waking up the DP brainrot beast up cause i need to be obsessed with something rn#chipped away at this ages ago i need a full composition piece or ill explodee#danny phantom fanart#i hope thats the show tag? not the character tag?#need to draw vlad & danny dynamics because they're hilarious. what if your uncle actively plotting your dad's death. what if you bit him?#do NOT look at the anatomy or anything too closely. i do NOT want critique please bruh im trying to draw again#look me in my eyes he always had a fluffy pony tail. he always had one. trust me i was there. also his beard whatever connects cause yeah..#i dunno why i just think hes SO neat#pathetic man. petty man. would kill a guy. actively trying to. became a billionaire but cant kill one guy that ADORES him. incredible.#artists on tumblr#digital artist#digital fanart#yapping in tags hours yeah
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