#not a rant at you anon promise

[f1-birb]

sorry but i'm just so gjskgks

can we let lando norris grow and have relationships and discover himself without trying to embarrass or cancel him for doing just that and doing quite literally nothing wrong

oh no you're fully right, because you know damn well part of the reason so much fuss gets made is because it's Lando

but me bringing it up/posting asks or anything about it gives the idiots buying into it or manufacturing it attention and I really don't want to do that

[dilfmobius]

Do you know what absolutely kills me?

Mobius doesn't often let himself get rattled. He usually lets things roll right off his back, no matter how chaotic things get. Two out of the three times we see his calm demeanor crack, however, are related to Loki: Once when he feels as if Loki betrayed him for Sylvie, and the other when he figures out that Loki will be sacrificing himself to save everyone. Even during the time that Brad goads him, and causes him to lose his temper, Loki is right there for him, to help him calm down again.

Loki really is the center of Mobius' universe, and the one thing that is able to break his composure, is the thought of losing him. 😢

goddd yes thanks for this because it kills me too!!!

but okayyyy let's talk about it because wtf is this??

he's so hurt!! betrayed!! look at his face!! owen wilson you owe me money!!!

and the jealousy fueled spectacle he puts on right after. "It's breaking my reality right now!" oh, baby, we know.

and this

this look on his face?? literally brings me to tears. he's scared and confused and loki's out there!!!

and my personal favorite

it's the clenched fists that really send me over the edge, because he's trying desperately not to break down, not to lose his cool. he just needs to hold it together until loki gets back. he'll make it back. right?

but godddd that look of pure anguish on his face. it's like his life is flashing before his eyes but it's all just loki.

(why yes i did make gifs specifically for this ask, i promise you i'm very normal about all of this)

another scene where mobius loses his cool (that i just really love) is when they get separated at roxxcart. mobius is energized by the fact that they're so close to finishing this, but also that he and loki were gonna do it together. loki was the one who figured it all out and mobius was so proud and just,,, "you're gonna take my job if i'm not careful." and why did he have to say it like that???

anyway, the last thing mobius wants is loki out of his sight and he has a conniption about it!

"of course he's a threat [...] that's why i want him with me." and yes of course mobius knows better, because no one else knows loki like he does. but i'm also very endeared and amused by it. mobius please take a breath.

i also love loki's soft, "mobius, it's fine." just end me please.

AND YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT MOBIUS BEING AFRAID OF LOSING LOKI WHAT ABOUT THE ENTIRE FIRST EPISODE OF SEASON 2

THE CLUTCHING??? THE MANHANDLING???

i will never be okay again and it's because of THIS EPISODE.

"loki's here? where?" "i need a loki who remains." the look of horror on mobius' face every time loki timeslipped "he'll make it back." "give him more time! he can still make it!"

season 2 really is where mobius just falls apart and the crisis of faith fully sets in. of course his worst nightmare is losing loki; he's the only real thing mobius has left. "everything you've been doing is wrong, and all your gods are dead." and poetically enough, not all of mobius' gods are dead. loki's there. loki made it back to him.

and they're whole conversation in the automat after brad chipped away at whatever was left of mobius' defenses. of course mobius doesn't want to know about his past life. his past life didn't have loki. he likes his life at the tva because loki is there with him.

it's why he leaves once loki is gone

ANYWAY, this kinda got away from me oops i'm done fhdgfjsdg

[hedwig221b]

I must must must tell you, Eros mania is one of my all time favorite sterek fics! And trust me when I say I’ve been ballsdeep sterek since like ages lmao! I especially got intrigued by the “cat and mouse” game “stiles” was playing pushing the limit of what is/is not cheating despite him being taken over by an evil spirit. The part where real Stiles gets horrified by what’s happening and begs for mercy from Derek sobbing on his feet, it realllly made me yearn for a plot like that in the future lmao. One where their love is put to test with adultery~ in loose terms because it depends for people what is seen as cheating and what not. But 🤔 yeah really loved this aspect in the story, wouldn’t mind to see it explored some more in your future works hehe. Thank you for bestowing this masterpiece upon us mere peasants

Thank you soooooo much, darling! 💗💜💗💜💗

Eros Mania Amor is one of my faves as well, so thank you for sharing the love! Stiles playing and being all flirty with anyone other than Derek was sooo weird to write, I was like "Derek! Come get your man" all the time lol, and he definitely did!

I know it's weird to say this, especially considering what happens in the fic (nothing happens!!!) but cheating in fics is sooooooooo not my thing. Sorry! Like, EMA situation is the only way for me to explore the "cheating" aspect, or that one scene I did in Predators. Or the whole situation of Angel, Ignited.

It's when one of them has to, or forced to. Never because they would actually cheat. And they suffer the entire time because it's so unbearable and unnatural to be with another. Like, that scene you mentioned with Stiles falling to his knees and begging for Derek's forgiveness despite him not really cheating (I'll stand on that)... I fucking love that scene.

I mean I can't read them basically with anyone other than each other, I'm so not a multishipper it's bad... Can't even handle exes, I swear, I start yelling and crawling up the walls at the bare mention of st*dia or st*lia or st*o, or Derek with that bitch... and another bitch... or even the badass one god bless her I know she is loved by the fandom but that man is off limits 🚫

So yeah... I mean, I can always twist things like in EMA, but never truly cheating. They are obsessed with each other forever and always 💗

[green-loser-lover]

need to write fanfic req but then my brain says "no" even though I have a solid short and cute non angsty plot that would be so nice but my brain is saying "no" RAH and I'm mad bcz my bfs ex is talking to him again and I'm scared my bf is about to get stolen from me AGAIN HELP ME

[markantonys]

Hi! Do you think there's any possibility that we might get canon Elayne/Aviendha before either of them starts a romantic relationship with Rand?

no, absolutely no chance of that imo because s3 will most definitely be The Season Of Avirand during the waste arc, and elayne and aviendha won't have a chance to spend time together until after that. and even then, i still think rand/elayne will be the next to happen once rand is back in the wetlands, followed by elayne/aviendha & rand/min developing concurrently since those two duos are sharing storylines during book 7-8ish (though there is also the chance of rand/elayne and elayne/aviendha developing concurrently in season 4, followed by min/rand being the last to develop in season 5)

boy i sure hope you're only asking as an Interesting Hypothetical and not because you want to be able to get an era of elayne and aviendha being ~real lesbians~ before they go off to become ~lesser wlw rep~ by being bi :)))) not that i have any reason to suspect you of this so i don't mean to bite your head off, it's just that the absolutely RAMPANT biphobia among WLW WOT Fandom makes me A Bit Touchy on this subject! i adore avilayne but i do not EVER engage in the shipping community for it because as a bi woman i feel so fucking unwelcome there.

[fritzes]

Just to say that I adore your spy tennis AU. It's the best sincaraz out there imo!

oh wow that is HIGH praise, thank you!

[chaikajpeg]

Will you draw Violet & Jasmine or Philomela?? If so, I'm really looking forward to it

For now my plan is

Chise x Chise

Chise x Elias

Chise x Elias (female form)

Chise x Joseph

Chise x Philomela

If I included everyone I want to draw in the list it'd probably have 50 entries, including but not limited to Violet x Rian and Philomela x Veronica, so I had to stop myself at 5 for now. But I do understand that these won't be the most popular designs and I should also make some single character pins/charms

[thee-radio-host-is-a-kookaburra]

You guys are aware you're allowed to dislike people for no reason right. Like you're allowed to dislike me for no reason, you don't have to throw a bunch of buzzwords in my inbox

[theokusgallery]

I see it now! I was literally reading and listening about their relationship in your podcast! i really thought that Statice and Nick DESPISE eachother. This AU is interesting, I love it vry vry much. Im not fond of it at first because I can't really Imagine Basil. Basil doing all of that stuff. because he's my favorite character(and I can't really see him being like that). But I eventually learnt to separate them and sees Nick as his own character. Like an actual oc(Still sees him a little bit as Basil if you understand what I mean)( can't wait when Sunny's other friend gets revealed or maybe the parents. *Maybe* they're not that important to the story but the CURIOSITY IS TOO STRONG AND SORRY FOR YAPPING HSJSKAK IT MUST BE TIRING TO ANSWER ANY OF MY QUESTIONS I WON'T DO THAT AGAIN)(Also excuse my grammar also, english is not my first language 😣)

-Anon from the previous previous post.

(the aura I felt after asking that is unimaginable. I used to be so shy to ask anything on people's blog so Im a *bit* proud of my confidence!)

Oh I see !!

Yeah Nick is... more or less an OC, he's got very little to do with Basil now. I refuse to cut of all ties to OMORI/Basil because it's very important to his origins and taking that from him would be taking out a lot of how I personally see him, but, well... He wasn't exactly based off of normal in-game Basil, either, so it makes sense that he's very different. He looks different, acts different, has a different family, age, personality, story, nationality even, different interests... He's like, 70% OC and 30% OMORI AU. Basil is also my favorite character, and that's not how I see him at all either.

I understand why you thought Statice and Nick hated each other — to be fair, there aren't a lot of people who don't hate Nick, lol. Being around him and knowing why he is the way he is makes it easier to love him, though.

[wolveria]

What's wrong suddenly with people? I swear it's like they are searching for non-existent problems

Twice now people in the SCP tag have been causing me grief. This isn't a family-friendly fandom, and I'm not a family-friendly blog. I won't say the SCP content isn't "kid-friendly," because I was into dark, fucked up literature as a kid. Maybe because I was a 80s/90s kid, I donno, but we were all reading adult-themed stuff and it was fine. As long as kids understand this kind of content isn't catered for their comfort, I don't really care if they participate in this fandom.

But most of the people I get shit from aren't actually kids, they're in the 18-19 age range. It's the weirdest thing. I'm old enough to be their mom and they're telling me "uwu dats bad" about something I post lmao Get the hell out of here

[uncanny-tranny]

The one I call inevitable is like, chest dysphoria and voice dysphoria (which HRT and surgery have helped alleviate!) while the societal one is the idea that I must be lean and muscular to be masculine, that my soft, round tummy makes me less of a man. Gender affirming care can 100% help with the first one! The second one is maybe the one I need to work on myself. But yeah, the guilt is definitely there. I feel like I should be happy, and I feel ungrateful.

I totally get where you're coming from... like, it sucks living in a world that values solely your ability to conform properly, and I don't think you're ungrateful at all for feeling that pressure. It absolutely can help to work through those feelings, but I think part of it is a broader function of society, one that simultaneously forces you to conform effortlessly, and yet shames those who strive to achieve the standard or who cannot reach that standard easily. I think trans people are especially sensitive to that because of the added layer of our gender and livelihood being up for debate. I don't think it helps us to ignore that, and it's so important that you've recognized your feelings and how it is impacted by those factors. I know this is hard to internalize, but you are not ungrateful - you're a person. You are doing your best even if it doesn't "feel like it." And you are certainly not alone in your insecurities, or dysphoria, or whatever you are feeling

[tododeku-or-bust]

I don't remember if you wrote lore on the scar, but I have always thought of it as a symbol that speaks to the silencing (and self-silencing) of Black Women. Phi survived the incident, and in addition to her resiliency is her continued resistance and perseverance. And I think that is really powerful and awesome.

WELL GONE HEAD THEN!!! 😤

I'm very honored to hear that you took something so powerful from her design. I did write lore on it! Here and here for Flashpoint and Hades. Your idea is closer to what I had in mind for the Hades AU and the eventual B&R AU (when I get my lazy ass to type it out).

I will say this- and I'm not saying you're wrong!- but while her scar does show Philia's resilience and perseverance, that's not quite what my intention was "overall". She is quite strong! But, tbh, every Black woman I know is strong and resilient (to the point where it sucks fr). What you're talking about, the silencing and the resilience of Black girls and women, actually is very on to what I was discussing when I wrote Priorities and Perseverance! Because she very well could have fallen into the trap of being silenced by such events.

What my intention was, in her scar and in all of her stories, is to show that not only is Phi strong, but that she doesn't have to be!!! That she was safe enough to heal properly, regardless of circumstances! That when she was vulnerable, scared, confused, and in excruciating pain, she didn't have to "shake it off and keep moving". She was allowed to be weak, allowed to lean on the love, care, and devotion of her fathers and her friends. There were people around her to make sure she received care, that she would feel supported when seeing her scar upset her, to make sure that she would heal and smile just as brightly as she did before, that she survived and they're glad she's still here.

That's what I intend to say with her scar, and with Philia as a Black girl character as a whole. So often we're not allowed or "supposed" to be weak, we're always supposed to be tough. The "Strong Black Woman" who can brave anything and carry any weight. I didn't want that for her, bc I don't want that for any of us tbh. I want to be allowed to ask for help, to be vulnerable and still be safe, to know that when my back breaks I will have a support system. It's a lonely experience, and Philia is not alone!

[itlivesproject]

just wanna say how much i love y’all in spite of recent events and that i’m sorry ppl are getting WEIRD and way too aggressive over an incredible, free project. i will bite them for you

Thank you, that's so sweet of you. I will say our inbox has been overwhelmingly healthy interactions, but I just needed to be a little rude in a place that was not here (something about professionalism, idk)

[rebelpeas]

honestly i get where the "bully is actually abused" trope comes from but. maybe it wouldn't be so annoying if they had more characters who were abused and didn't turn into assholes! or had a redemption arc for the bully that consisted more than "well actually people were mean to them first. so it was justified" 🙃 idk maybe i have no idea what i'm talking about.

my problem w the trope is that it is 90% of the time used for an emotional twist with little to no build up OR further exploration after the twist. it’s usually intended to make the audience feel bad for the character they previously hated, so that for some narrative reason, you don’t hate that character anymore (whether to shift hatred to a different villain, or pull in the bully as an ally instead, or any other story reason). and like. yeah. sure. it works. whatever. but when that’s literally all the effort that’s put into it, it’s just… insulting.

i think there are ways it COULD be presented well, like exploring generations of trauma and the perpetuation of abuse, but generally, those methods don’t work super well when the abuse victim in question is a side character.

i dunno. stranger things does technically have other abuse victim characters besides billy and they are generally not racist assholes but actually one of the other ones is a psychopathic murderer child trope and that’s worse so like. im not willing to give them any brownie points there

[russilton]

https://www.skysports.com/f1/news/12433/12838134/nico-rosberg-george-russell-is-lewis-hamiltons-ultimate-test-at-mercedes

I cannot stress enough how much I despise Nico R, ffs. What a toxic little man.

And yet you’re subjecting me to it when I could go on living without knowing this.

Nico thinks he’s got enough covid antibodies he doesn’t need a vaccine. He thinks you can’t have friends in racing because he destroyed all of his. He thinks that beating Lewis once after 10 months of mind games and mental abuse makes him one of the greatest. Frankly he’s a fuckin moron.

And he makes his money on being divisive as hell. He says stuff to outrage people. Even MAX hates the guy, at that point, you just have to tune him out entirely.

[unsurebazookacore]

you dont have to answer this but i need to let this out of me. i am being pushed to the side by someone i thought i could never ever lose and its hurting like hell. weve been best friends since birth. recently, shes started hanging out with my sister more and tonight we all got home and are having a sleepover. when the three of us have sleepovers, me and her share the bed and we make my sister take the cot. im on the cot right now. i thought we could never be separated unless one of us died but i guess i was wrong. i guess we just dont have enough in common anymore and she has more in common with my sister. ive held in tears at least three times tonight. this really sucks. sorry for the rant i really needed to get this off my chest

okay for starters, please never NEVER apologize for getting shit off ur chest okay like that’s the healthy thing to do and I really am genuinely happy u did

and secondly… holy shit does growing apart from your childhood best friend hurt. I mean it really just... it just hurts, a lot, more than you feel like it should sometimes. And it sucks even more when you’re not the first one to initiate it because they’re moving on and have already internally accepted it meanwhile ur just sitting there like “hey… what… what happened??”

I will say though, life does this really good thing where when you meet people who impact you in bad ways, they tend to just fade away into the background after a couple years. So as much as it sucks right now and holy hell does it sucks okay trust me I know, but one day ur gonna remember crying over all this and no matter what ur reaction is ur not gonna feel like crying over it anymore. And thats a good thing yk? It's something to look forward too

all that aside I literally love you so much more than u could ever know, and I hope you feel better whenever you’re ready to start feeling better <33