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some idw redraws
#i spent way too long trying to figure out sonic's quills#monotoneart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#silver the hedgehog#sonic idw#ive read the first 2 volumes of idw so far. theyre such a delight :]#i do kinda rant below about my 2 sticking points so far (specifically about team dark in the metal virus arc) so uh. sorry#omega not caring about shadow when he gets zombotted kinda bugs me ngl#like bro that's ur teammate yall did so much together do u not care abt any of that.#sega give omega more personality than just ''kill eggman robots''#and the way the others talk about shadow and say ''oh he doesnt care im surprised he cares''#...well sonic says that and i... guess shadow could come off that way to him. ehhhhh.#i would think sonic would understand his deal though.#''oh more people saved means less zombots to deal with'' what!! it's more than that!!!#guy made a promise to protect the planet!!! that would include the people!!!#more people saved means just that: more people saved!!!#he's a ''the means justify the ends'' kinda character but that don't mean he's heartless#rouge girl u should know better!! you're like one of the only people he talks to relatively regularly!!#takes a deep breath. ok im good now. everything else about idw so far is cool. i love whisper n tangle.#cant wait to finally get to surge and kit#OH YEAH ALSO i watched wild robot and it was so extremely good. i cried <3
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Alright, KFP fandom, we gotta talk about "Discrimination" 🎉
Cause, not even to be mean, y'all kinda dumb. Y'all sound like the type of person to tell me "No racism exists in the North" and lemme tell ya as someone from the North, there is but it's DIFFERENT. And before you ask, Yes this is about The Chameleon (who will be called Cammy cause I am lazy and deserve to be paid for this shit.) and the fandoms massive misunderstanding of her single line about being denied access to Kung Fu because she's "little". And I see your lil fingers tapping away to howl about "MASTER MANTIS" and some LOA rejects. And remember that earlier example I brought up about discrimination existing in the north but its just different from the South? Yeah, its the same thing. Some people can get past that challenge but some of us aren't that lucky and you all forget about my MAIN MAN, THE GOAT, Crane!!!
Yeah, the brother whose almost as tall as Tigress, yeah he was discriminated against for his skinny frame and detered from trying out and I think it's funny y'all leave my boy out but that doesn't fit your little gotcha, now does it?
but that's okay, that's why you have me, to be your funny and slightly cute know it all~💕 Back to the topic at hand, this conversation also leaves out how Po wanted Shifu to change him, after all the verbal abuse that lil man hurled at him. This is where that line "We're not so different, you and I." comes to shine. Cammy didn't have an event such as Oogway's death to shake those Master's to their core to train her. No, they were probably just proud teachers who denied all those beneath them, which is not uncommon, you can see this in a lot of Kung fu flicks, keeping certain arts from certain territories close and always wanting to prove whose kung fu is superior. Again, NORMIES GO WATCH IP MAN! Go watch peak cinema!!!! It's on YOUTUBE FOR FREE: https://youtu.be/zGD9OFmxYXM?si=XL-aetJOnCSftIP_
Anyways, I hope this enlightened you all a bit so we can stop this very shallow puddle of an argument against her words cause you sound ignorant doing that considering all the discrimination present in the series as it is, especially Tigress. Whoo, that needs its own post! That's next level of discrimination upon a child. 💀 Anyways, stop forgetting about Crane!!!!
#kung fu panda#master crane#the chameleon#taylor talks#im sorry but yall do sound ignorant going oh but what about#bruh thats like saying why MJ reach the top and I haven't#well I cant dance for one but ssshhh#you get my point#different people different experiences#thinking is good guys I promise
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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having another one of my job-related crises
#where are the jobs for blokes that do fuck all. where are they!!!!!!!#i am quite literally looking for jobs where you do nothing. you do not understand how much i dont want to do anything#granted my current job has a certain amount of doing nothing in that i have the time to look for jobs where i do nothing#but i want to do even more nothing. do you understand#if i lived on my own i probably would consider some weird night shift job#but its probably better i have the routine i have living during the day like a normal person#despite the drawbacks of my cursed routine#where are those jobs i see people making tiktoks about where you do fuck all in the office and send like one email a day. id kill for that#my dream is to be paid for like. mostly sitting somewhere where i can work on my needlepoint#id even do mindless data entry. PLEASE pay me for mindless data entry i love repetitive tasks. if you let me listen to music im unstoppable#ive come across a couple data entry jobs but i think they always require a college degree#and its like oops sorry i never had the time or money for that! still dont! however i can promise you my autism is qualification enough#my dad talks about the market research jobs he used to have and how for like the entry level jobs there#there was clearly so much goof off time they were playing early computer games and shit#but there were like so much more data entry jobs that i guess are obsolete now bc of technology#and its like yes technology good but theyve destroyed an important job category: jobs where you do fuck all#whenever i have one of these crises i also check out gigs n jobs on craigslist and unfortunately everything there seems so sketchy#like every 'personal assistant' job sounds either super pervy or like im going to get serial killed#i should get paid a million dollars a year for doing nothing at all i think#anyway once again my only option is my successful director dreams. would be great if theyd actually happen#<- guy that doesnt spend enough time actually working on creative works in progress#well anyway. such is my mental state today thank you for your time
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to be honest i like to say alfonse is closer to 5'10 without those heels... theres no way that guy is reaching 6 ft tall in my mind
#no WAY will i include heels into the height NUH UH#i want to have a talk with whoever manned the numbers for those bc WHEREEEE is alfonse getting the jump from 5'11-6'5 AS LIF.#FYM YOU COULDN'T STOP AT 6'1 OR 6'2??#height dysmorphia as a society is a cancer.#im gonna hold your hand when i say this intsys... men can be attractive and still never reach the high end of 5 ft i promise you#yes when i say this i am talking about otr HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SHORTER!!! I KNOW IT IN MY HEART OF HEARTS#fafnir too!! fym 5'11 wasnt good enough for you you had to make him a TREE??#sorry but ur men do NOT need to double as umbrella shades#religious tall people hater.#alfonse#feh#rambling
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i know i joke about it a lot. but i want to make sure its known i dont hate people who want to say rhine is still a good person in some capacity. i feel like im notvery clear on it but it is okay to interpret her howver you want (as long as its like. something you can rationalize. even then go crazy!!!!) >> (also. as long as it isn't *completely* erasing her character. )
#sorry#i feel like i havent ever clarified this#all interpretations of rhine are okay because shes clearly structured to be that way (as of now)!!!!!!!#the contrast between her being a completely heartless sinner vs mother is meant. to be interpreted and thought about!!!!#and i love hearing everybody talk about how they see her!!!!!!#obv im not a huge fan of people completely erasing her evil#but none of my mutuals have done that so thts not an issue#i think its very lovely to see her humanized. and not completely taken at the face value that she's presented as by teyvat#because not to be that guy. but that is PROPAGANDA!!!!!!!#no human is entirely evil#because to be human is to be MORE than that#its okay for rhine to be cruel and evil while still having some good intent and fostering love#god this pist is so random but ive felt so bad over this#guys i promise i love evrybodys interpreations and it is OKAY to like her a certain way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#rhine hcs#crepe/monards psa’s#crepe psa
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Will you draw Violet & Jasmine or Philomela?? If so, I'm really looking forward to it
For now my plan is
Chise x Chise
Chise x Elias
Chise x Elias (female form)
Chise x Joseph
Chise x Philomela
If I included everyone I want to draw in the list it'd probably have 50 entries, including but not limited to Violet x Rian and Philomela x Veronica, so I had to stop myself at 5 for now. But I do understand that these won't be the most popular designs and I should also make some single character pins/charms
#keep your questions coming anons... thank you v much this is super fun#i just saw i have some asks i started answering 1 year ago. but then saved my answers in drafts and forgot about them#im good at talking to people i promise (im sorry)#chaika jpeg rant
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yeah yeah nine in the last few eps is fascinating and the question of how much he actually believes what he’s saying to the eggman vs is just saying that to convince them is a good question but sorry im still stuck on his reaction in ep3… you meet the first person in your life who is absolutely thrilled to meet you, who cares about you and is SO happy to find you and treats you like an equal and like a brother friend and wants to help you - and sure, you don’t quite get what he’s going on about but he’s weird anyway, everything’s going too fast to worry about big picture stuff yet, and he listens to you. he listens to you.
you find the crystal and he’s heartbroken. he doesn’t want to know you, he thinks you’re just a part of someone else. just a version of someone he cares about. something he needs to fix.
#text✨#tails nine#sonic prime#obvious. painfully obvious. and YET i’m still stuck on it.#this is very specially nine’s perspective. obviously sonic would never actually treat someone like that if he realized#but it’s a high speed high stress situation and… well…#i see people talking about the stuff later in the season but it STARTS THERE!!!! HE ALREADY HAS THIS LOOK ON HIS FACE#‘but *im* telling you this’ whuff. ow. this is basically incoherent sry im still !!!-)/)3&2@28!374@3@#SORRY I LOVE EP3 SO MUCH ITS RIDICKLUSLH GOOD. the entire first arc is stunning i have mixed feelings about the others but the first three#episodes are such a good self contained narrative and so well structured i want to stick it under a microscope#more coherent posts later i promise (probable lie)
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I see it now! I was literally reading and listening about their relationship in your podcast! i really thought that Statice and Nick DESPISE eachother. This AU is interesting, I love it vry vry much. Im not fond of it at first because I can't really Imagine Basil. Basil doing all of that stuff. because he's my favorite character(and I can't really see him being like that). But I eventually learnt to separate them and sees Nick as his own character. Like an actual oc(Still sees him a little bit as Basil if you understand what I mean)( can't wait when Sunny's other friend gets revealed or maybe the parents. *Maybe* they're not that important to the story but the CURIOSITY IS TOO STRONG AND SORRY FOR YAPPING HSJSKAK IT MUST BE TIRING TO ANSWER ANY OF MY QUESTIONS I WON'T DO THAT AGAIN)(Also excuse my grammar also, english is not my first language 😣)
-Anon from the previous previous post.
(the aura I felt after asking that is unimaginable. I used to be so shy to ask anything on people's blog so Im a *bit* proud of my confidence!)
Oh I see !!
Yeah Nick is... more or less an OC, he's got very little to do with Basil now. I refuse to cut of all ties to OMORI/Basil because it's very important to his origins and taking that from him would be taking out a lot of how I personally see him, but, well... He wasn't exactly based off of normal in-game Basil, either, so it makes sense that he's very different. He looks different, acts different, has a different family, age, personality, story, nationality even, different interests... He's like, 70% OC and 30% OMORI AU. Basil is also my favorite character, and that's not how I see him at all either.
I understand why you thought Statice and Nick hated each other — to be fair, there aren't a lot of people who don't hate Nick, lol. Being around him and knowing why he is the way he is makes it easier to love him, though.
#also no parents are important to the story — in nick and statice's case their abscence is what counts even#so i dont think they'll ever even get introduced#i'll do something about the third friend eventually when i'm motivated enough but tbh--#--that plotline is one of the earliest things i worked out about the AU back when it was really just an outlet for venting#so it's not very detailed. i have a very good idea of the events but. yeah since it was for vent purposes and im better now--#--i guess i dont. really want to think about it anymore. lots of things have changed in my brain since november...#i like playing with arsenic and sunny like dolls. it's less about having a concrete storyline and more about playing around with dynamics.#i've always been a slice-of-life person and this is no exception... i'd rather just take snippets of their lives to think about#i like the more mundane aspects. i like putting them in different circumstances and seeing how they'd act#but i'm not super interested in making this a very structured thing with a beginning then story then ending#this au is very personal to me so i guess i like thinking about it and explaining things about it more than i like. making Content for it#there's a difference between Content im giving people and what i do with that AU. so it doesnt end up looking very logical or structured#and it's hard to understand some things if you're from the outside looking in (like statice and nick's relationship for instance)#most of the characterization and info is hidden away in discord chats. sorry everyone#btw ! PLEASE dont be afraid to send more asks i LOVE getting asks like you wouldnt believe#you're not annoying for asking about things i promise !!!!#i love talking about them ! so much !!!#if someone gives me an occasion to talk about them i will NEVER SHUT UP (as im sure you've come to realize by now)#i love asks !!!!!#arsenic#rant#ask#anon
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ive always wondered how helios felt about that thing that spectra does where he just keeps throwing and catching helios while he's in ball form. like. he doesn't seem to hate it. he's just vibing i guess. maybe its fun idk.
#spectra probably doesn't even think about it#they're just stimming#there's definitely worse stims out there#love how spectra stimming is how mira starts catching on to who he is#helios is one of the most powerful bakugan and also an excellent stim toy#...i mean bakugan irl are good for stimming too tbh spectra has the right idea for once#alSO ILL BE PRODUCIVE EVENTUALLY I PROMISE#im so sorry if u followed me for art but got my nonsense ramblings instead#i have no one to talk about bakugan to and im too scared to actually talk to people so this is how i get my thoughts out
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Well i have put now in drafts all my art fight attacks ive done this year - so yall will see em soon!!
#damien talks#while not as many as last year. im still p happy with my art!#i did have to take a break bc i was out n also my poor hand started to not be happy with me#i did draw a lot of moths.. so i feel good o7. HDHDHD#also DHDH THANK U the people who drew me art iluu so much. thank u for drawing my silly guys#auuh if I didn't get u back im so sorry but i promise i adored every art awiwiwi
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I swear to God my brain tries to pull me in a thousand directions at once and it always looks like I'm just standing there ignoring people.
#meow.#'When you see a customer you Have to ask if they need something!'#Correct!! i know that!!!#But I was going to clock out when you asked me to do one more thing for you!#i was trying to leave after doing that thing so you dont get chastised for me not taking a lunch break after 6 hours!!!#But then my coworker had to take a cake to a customer and i wanted to stay out of her way! so she wouldnt drop it!#I was trying to stay out of the way!#i helped people today I did I helped 2 customers today i just didnt want to get in the way and ruin a cake or get you in trouble!!!#Hell i was just about to go get you to help a deli customer when you came down to tell us someone had a cake to p#*to pick up#But then i saw you heading to the bakery and heard you mention a cake and!!!! i wanted to stay out the way!!!#its stupid how upset i am at being told to do my job but fucking hell I felt good about today#and then i get talked to like im not doing my job when im just trying to make sure Im not affecting other people's job and its FRUSTRATING#I know it looks like im doing nothing and i hate it i hate it I do things so slowly#'oh im sorry i promise im doing my best. i just havent learned how to be human as you are yet' as they say
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i love how i started taking the pill bc my periods were so bad physically and the pill just went 'no more cramps! mentally we're putting you in a blender tho'
#idk why but for my past three periods and maybe even longer and i just wasn't noting it bc 1) i dont actually get periods anymore#so i can only realise it's my time of the month bc people around me have synced and/or emotionally im such a shitshow that is has to be#and 2) it's only now im seeing a pattern and earlier cases might have just seemed like one offs#but for at LEAST the past three ive been like. fucking manic every time and im not using that word lightly i know it gets chucked about#way too easily but truly i dont know any other word that would describe the way i get and how extreme it is#like i literally dissociate from myself and im detached from my emotions on a good day as we know bc of that long as fuck post just now#so it's EXTRA detrimental when it's increased like this and i just. i dont know how to even explain it#i just lose my SHIT and not in the mainstream mentally ill way that's become palatable and desired#i mean in actual weird and concerning ways and im just like. unqualified and scared and dealing with it by myself#bc people dont talk about this shit anyway and i dont talk about ANYTHING i dont know HOW to even if i wanted to#im truly very sorry for all this i promise it's just my period el oh el#hysterical woman moment! nurse lock her in the room with the yellow wallpaper NOW#hella goes home
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Always important to remember that Alfred Pennyworth is NOT the Designated Sane One of the Batfam.
(And poor Tim has to apologize to him lol.)
Source is Detective Comics #664
#alfred pennyworth#is not normal.#Bruce learned it from somewhere right.#reminds me of that one post about alfred being a mean bitch wrt Bruce’s terrible coping mechanisms and being like…#WHOMST are you to talk sir????#‘I’m so sorry I said we should take Bruce to a hospital when he was beaten into unconsciousness and…#…had his back broken and was thrown off a building. i promise I’ll never do it again.’#actually—I very much would like meta about alfred being a terrible father but a good grandfather. which is weirdly a thing? ime?#and as they get older they kinda recontextualize Bruce and Alfred’s relationship and they’re like—#‘holy unhealthy dynamics Batman!!!’#idk maybe it’s just me.#i think also people want there to be a sane one in the batfam?#no they are all unhinged. don’t go looking for ‘the normal one’ you will not find them.#(albeit each one of them thinks they’re the sane one. except Bruce. he’s like ‘DONT PUT THAT EVIL ON ME!’)#comic pages#from knightfall btw#probably got that through context if you made it through the tags but just to put it out there.#meanwhile btw Bruce is in and out of consciousness being like ‘my life is a godawful wasteland of pain and suffering.’#which makes Alfred’s insistence that this would destroy Bruce REAL life even more#hilaribad.
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I talk a lot about how different fanon!Helia is from canon!Helia but not enough but how bad it is for all the characters.
Like you have Riven going from this insecure teenage boy who lashes out at anyone who challenges him to this suave bad boy who could kill the winx. People seeing Stella as a stuck up brat, thinking that she loves Bloom more than the other winx, or that she would ever choose to be selfish in ways that hurt the other characters. Or Flora going from this fairly confident young girl who loves to meet new people and hangout with others to an introverted shy mess who never speaks up and would never say something sarcastic. Not to sound like a bitch but I really do think it's time the fandom stops pretending we're better than other fandoms and don't have Fanon Versions because we do and it's messing with y'alls perception of canon so fucking bad
#theres a time and place for fanon and its not pretending that fanon IS canon#and like listen#there's a big difference between having headcanons and fanonizing a character so badly that theyre basically a different character#im not saying its Bad to have headcanons or to disagree with canon#everyone does that its normal and healthy for fandoms#that sounded SO online good god#but also recognizing that your headcanons are Just headcanons is also necessary?#and recognizing that sometimes headcanons have been disproven by canon or aren't backed up at all#and not acting like your fanon version Is canon or is better than canon?#like genuinely think some of you dont even like canon winx and you just like the fanon versions of them in your head#like no sorry but flora isnt the fumbling shy mess who can't even speak to the others#stella isnt the dumb selfish princess who can't fight and wouldn't protect her friends#aisha isn't the Super Independent Woman who hates all men (also a very racist trope)#musa isnt that I Hate Everyone bitch who would dropkick the winx and physically abuse riven#i could go on and on like im sorry but the fanon versions of them are So Bad rn its so weird to me#like... fanon has always existed but i dont think its ever been this bad? usually Extreme Fanon only happened when someone hated a characte#like people usually only mischaracterize them when they Hate them but now im seeing people who Love them do it#i dont understand what happened why has fanon gotten so bad recently??#also Im Sorry if any of this sounds targeted or extra bitchy i promise im not talking about anyone specific and im not Trying to be mean#i just really hate going into a character tag and seeing post after post of people going 'riven would kill sky if he got the chance'#and i dont mean the clearly joke posts i mean the Very Genuine Headcanon posts like what the FUCK are you people talking about#i genuinely think some of you got your degrees from the fanon university instead of the canon uni#please rewatch the entire first three seasons at your earliest convenience or your degree will be revoked#ajhdglagd#like not to sound mean but i think there was an influx of people who only vaguely remembered the show and got the rest of their info#from random tumblr posts instead of yknow. the actual show#oh i am very complainy today time to do something more productive and less chronically online
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Honestly the gomens finale was for me. I did write stubborn selfish and easily jealous didnt i
#awesomepie3221#people who only like fluffy feel good shit scare me 😭😭😭#especially in their real media. fanfiction i understand even tho i dont actively only root out fluffy fics. actually dont root then out.#like at all#but REAL media????#there are plenty of ya romance novels out there i promise#im sorry i still cant get over the person who literally told niel gaiman that tv shows arent supposed to be hurt no comfort#well first of all speak for YOURSELF and second of all dont use fanfiction terms for real media its insufferable third of all#...if that person heard what my best friend and i were talking about loving on saturday night they wouldve passed out#then wrote a call out post abt us probably#fuck me i love angst so much. prim shouldve died harder in mockingjay#good omens spoilers
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