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how old are you? not 24, not 23, how old are you
dude you just ruled out two of the most probable choices. cmon man.
#i dunno?#depends?#normally 23 though.#i think im like.. 24 here.#i think.#i dont bother counting much anymore.#pkmn irl#woes of a traveller
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i think reblogging oscar and lilys vacation photos feels so weird to me because of how normal they are. they could be my classmates…. feels like im putting that nice popular couple i know’s instagram photodump on my own story for no reason
#and like thank god. thank god somebody in this sport seems fucking decent and normal#even though their lifestyle is realistically so detached from the average 23 year old#they just seem sweet. glad you had a nice holiday guys#oscar piastri#also this is worded in such a way that it sounds like im judging people for reblogging those photos IM NOT i prommy
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i know its normal to like. tell your parents that you're moving and got a new job but why do i feel like i have to ask permission to fucking. apply for jobs outside of michigan
#shay speaks#sry i am. thinking about how i felt like i was asking permission to accept the job in colorado that i took#in my hashtag rebellious era by just taking seasonal work wherever#and doing my own thing. im hoping with some distance between my parents and me i'll actually be able to find something#of myself. just like. my own person.#i dont want to be an extension of my parents!!!! i dont want to do what they want for me!!!#but i feel like whenever i want to do something big i have to ask permission#which is why i havent told them about any of my adventures this summer#where i went to various lighthouses and such. fr some reason i just. feel like i have to ask them for permission to do anything#even though i am 23.#saying that as if they didnt force me to go to church while i was living at home with them last winter#but at the same time i do not want a '''''normal''''' job where i'm working at an office from 9-5#i dont think i'd like that very much. as much as i love the people from the museum i interned at#i realized i did not want to do office work or paperwork or anything like that#i like interacting with people and the fast paced kitchen environments#sighs. i probably need therapy but will not be getting it any time soon
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Pre- and post-match hugs
#you thought one set was enough? think again.#why are they like this?#'Two very competitive teams. Two very competitive managers.'#More like two very touchy managers.#'Everyone thinks we're closer than we are' YEAH I wonder why.#Still weird though when you think about it.#Used to be normal Bundesliga matchdays and now whenever they meet it's either Cup finals or PR stints at the other end of the world.#Jürgen Klopp#Thomas Tuchel#LFC#FC Bayern#23/24#football#Jurgen Klopp#Liverpool FC#Verhältnis wider Willen#meins
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Despite all odds, I have arrived home safely👍
Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.
But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.
I do need to eat. But... later...
#speculation nation#im the special kind of tired where im more tired than hungry#which is to say my every cell is yelling at me to get some fucking sleep.#and i dont think id be much more successful at eating rn than i was this morning.#i ate. half a can of chef boyardee. which was half bc i was so focused on typing and half bc i could barely stomach it.#so i at least ate Something. but not as much as normal.#i did have an ensure in the middle of the day. so theres some nutrients too at least.#i'll eat after i get a few hours of sleep. when the edge is no longer so desperate.#and hopefully i'll be able to stomach things better then.#honestly have all nighters always been this hard or am i just getting older? i havent actually pulled an all nighter since uhhh#well there was kind of one on dead dad day. but that day sucked just in general.#last time i think was april '23 when i read t.rimax volume 9-14 within a 24 hour period while also finishing a final presentation.#even then tho i got like 2 hours of sleep. it was still pretty rough though.#like ok i guess those times were pretty awful and also i did get at least some sleep. which is more than today.#so it makes sense for me to be in worse shape rn. i also didnt get as much sleep the night before last as i wanted to#i got... ...maybe 4 hours sleep??? ummm. which isnt a good thing actuslly. no wonder im so fucking exhausted.#i can barely type right now i will be honest. it was so hard to bike home. it took all my focus to not drive off a bridge#or get pushed into traffic by wind. oh boy the wind sure did try.#then i almost tripped down the stairs at my apartment after grabbing the mail bc i Briefly was focused on my mail 🙄#barely present. total mess. but at least im home. and i already did all the thinking i need to do today.#i was brave. i perservered. i was tempted to give up around 6 am ish but i was like No. this is getting done TODAY.#so i did it. i turned it in. and i so bravely did my in class work for my 2nd class. even though i was so mentally not present the whole way#i did my thinking... i am home... rest soon.#actually its kind of funny im lying on my couch rn and i think if most other ppl were in my current state theyd fall asleep right here.#but the power of my insomnia is so. powerful. i am not at risk of falling asleep without meaning to.#only time thats ever actually happened are like. a handful of times i was like. the most tired ive ever been in my life. etc etc.#in fact idk how well i'll be able to fall asleep for my nap. i certainly couldnt last night despite how hard i tried.#hopefully this time... i am truly tired enough....pls i need to rest i am so tired 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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ok i get why anthy has creature of delirium now
#rgu ramblings abound:#i just assumed she had many-faced as in. socially. shifting to be whatever the current Engaged wants#but no yeah ep 23. she does do that.#what in the (end of the) world were those hands during ep 22 though#like yeah yeah time is fucked so the hourglass is blue for illusion#tokiko's lipstick on the teacup was orange so like... juri-color. hopeless relationships? i cant pin it down in words but yknow what i mean#but what was the black cats teacup butterfly guys holding hands etc about? might be missing cultural context. ill read some analyses later#god mikage is such a good character though. WILL miss him going ''fukaku motto fukaku''.#i know akio is the patriarchy but like. is he... a reverse bodhisattva or something????????????????????????????????????????????????????????#keeping people in the schoolgrounds-of-not-letting-go-of-the-past??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????#..himemiya under orders from himemiyas brother pretended to be mamiya trying to get people to kill himemiya so mamiya could become himemiya#not quite ''vergil teamed up with vergils brother and vergils son to kill vergil so vergil could become vergil'' but close enough#saionji is the only one sweating during the intro. wonder what that means#i saw an utena out-of-context compilation before watching the show and like#nanami lesbian moment which i have no context for had birds. juri shiori episode had a birds. is birds lesbians???????#the cmwge seed program is EXTREMELY utena student council huh.#...i watched a few more episodes before posting#i had written a whole thing about how i didnt get why anthy was on CoD because they pull the sword out of *her*#and had an epiphany about how she like. used the black rose duelists as vessels and extracted the student council's swords#but nope! she's straight up pulling the sword out of utena now#the subtitles called the elevator a ''gondola'' and... I Don't Think That's What That Is. Like. At All#also god is akio creepy. viscerally uncomfortable man. i wish to Punt him#is the new ed song about jesus??? a full analysis wouldnt fit here but yknow. dante's paradiso mentioned. also nge is full of jesus so#also! empty motion??? after the primum mobile thing??? that seems important!!! is it referring to the eternal thing? i guess?#from that ooc compilation- touga repeated akio's throbbing engine thing p much verbatim to saionji. something something cycles of abuse#(it WAS an EXTREMELY funny scene though)#huh. not a single man in this show is normal about women. is that a themes thing or#oh wait no. yamada tanaka and suzuki. love those guys. i def didnt have to look up their names what are you talking about#also mamiya i guess but he doesn't count he's dead#was really expecting utena to turn into a car during the saionji duel. like. the whole arena's cars. i know she does it but if not now when
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little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world
#just me hi#though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs#'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not!#and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can#(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only#the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought#'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand#and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol#//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !!#you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D#sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates#[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with']#like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in#like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ?#//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on)#I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we#were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m.#that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh#a deadly match truly#and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had#in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it#/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor -#get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you#have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter#the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping#in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge#up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not#check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o#noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh#'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so
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OH SHIT SHIN REKO AND NAO ARE MILLENNIALS
#yttd#i feel like i just took ibuprofen but i just got a little (a lottle) triggered and read the wikis#OK SO MY MATH HERE IS#yttd came out in 2017 and sara’s 17 but she hasn’t aged this whole time#now her birth year probably doesn’t change every year so we can assume she was born in 2000 or 1999#which would make keiji wayyy older than her . like 89#that’s not that crazy because keijis basically saras dad#BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE#shin tsukimi here is only 23 so you’d think he’d be gen z (he also just has The Vibes)#BUT NO#he’s 6 years older than sara so he was born in …#drumroll please#1993 !!#(at the LATEST !!)#gen z starts in 98 and ends in 2012-13 so SHIN IS A MILLENIAL#BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE !#if sara was born in 1999 … nao is 2 years older … SHE WAS BORN IN 97#SHE’S A MILLENNIAL !!#she has a side part i’m sure of it#KIDDING . she’s a zillenial i guess so she’s half normal#deffo complains about adulting though#REKO IS A MILLENNIAL TOO NO MATTER SARAS BIRTH YEAR 😞#she’s 23 AND THETEFORE A MILLENIAL#NOOOOOOOO
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i finished troilus and cressida today and no wonder they call it a problem play. honestly what was that
#tales from diana#text post#shakespeare#troilus and cressida#i wont say i didnt like it or i was disappointed#but that was really quite strange and i dont know what to make of a lot of it#and ive read several of the problem plays before in fact a lot of them are my favorites. the winter's tale/all's well/etc.#t&c was very strange. it was like it wasn't even written by shakespeare. it doesnt bear a resemblance in character and plot style#the writing is certainly shakespeare and in that it is beautiful. beautiful.#the characters are very very opaque though. that's a word i found someone use when explaining why it's one of the more difficult plays#yeah they do not have a lot of internality. theyre honestly kind of flat? at least to read.#im sure it's different in performance. i watched the trailer for the 2019 rsc production and THAT looked great#shakespeare is normally so good at lending depth to even the most minor of characters#whereas the motivations for a lot of the t&c cast are either very simple or somewhat unclear. or both.#it's a play i'd not recommend for the plot#but as i do have this broader goal of finishing shakespeare's complete extant plays in my 20s. yeah that's one more down#that was number 23 of 38. i have 15 more to go.#at this point there aren't a lot of well-known or famous ones i still haven't read#by far the most famous one i still haven't read is othello. which might be scandalous to admit#and twelfth night and much ado about nothing. and titus andronicus.#im planning on knocking down some of those next but the thing is i already kinda do KNOW those plays#i just havent READ them. in full on my own.#but also i ordered this morning. a book ive been trying to get forever#three tragedies by renaissance women#including elizabeth cary's mariam#jane lumley's translation of iphigenia#and mary sidney's antonie! so i have that to look forward to#as well as. always. a neverending pile of plays i already own. to be read. very exciting#ive read 6 shakespeare plays this year (2023). that's the most i've read since 2018 the year i got the riverside shakespeare.#wonder if i wanna break that record? it's october. i have time to decide.
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just realized 2024 is the year of sports teams i like winning
#normally my favorite teams do not win so its a nice change#though my two favorite soccer teams are no longer doing as well this season as the 23/24 season#ethanstudies thoughts
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i am so over this hyperfixation girl
#egg boils#GODDDD SORRY FOR THE ONSLAUGHT OF NEGATIVITY BUT I’ve never felt this sewrcidal in my life LMFKAJSLFNEWLXJRL#suicide mention#oh my god me when i’m a useless graduate and nobody wants me and i can’t get a fucking job bc i never wanted to waste money on getting a#drivers license i jinjja feel Great! 👍#the hyper fixation is secondary but i think it’s going to be the thing that triggers anything from me so i need to distance myself from kn8#(fandom at the very least) Very Fucking Badly even though i already do a good job at that <- doesn’t check tags#ughhhhhhh fuck#i need to stop being curious and clicking on PROFILES though because that’s what’s been causing me to see thing i’ve been purposely avoiding#me when i want to end my life over A NOTP LIEK FUCKKKKKK UR 23 UR GROWN. fuck off#i’m gonna take lexapro everyday now and see how it goes#i can’t believe the moment my period ended my mood dropped so quick holy fuck#please don’t tell me the only time i’ll be normal is during my period like that’s fucking crazy
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#horse.txt#vent //#laid down too long and started hating myself. in my COMFY ass bed. thorns of a rose...#i wish i had the energy to be human. i feel like such a disappointment. normal 23 year old thing to say i know but jesus christ#words dont cut it#it feels like the only thing i can do right now is just keep waiting but im feeling awful rn and i can see my relationships are wilting#and i feel so stupid because its relationships its People i just need to Talk to them but i feel like i have no idea how.#all these problems im having are such first world bullshit theres so many people who have it so much worse but im over here suffocating bc#im trying not to settle for a job that will make me a Different Kind of miserable even though thats what we're 'supposed' to do#i feel like a husk#like i need to do a hundred more things before ill be someone worth knowing#instead of just a mooch and a drag whos constantly on the verge of an anxiety attack
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i know theyre my own ocs and i wrote them but damn i sure would love to know about their lives.
#would love to know about jamal and aeda's lives ages 18-22.#killed two guys. got married. inherited a fortune. alienated all friends. went on a bender. had a baby. pissed off their parents. cheated.#all presumably before like 23(?)#not writing it in canon because i intentionally want it to be ambiguous but i wish i knew what happened. it would be so messy to read.#they are both largely more interesting than margo's stupid bullshit. to me. even though its very funny that margo is the reason for it all.#wheres that post thats like 'working a job got you 17 with a 35 year old best friend like wheres jackie'#margo as a 28 year old doing fantasy coke in the bathroom with her 22 year old best friend who has a toddler he's neglecting#aeda and jamal are the only well adjusted and normal couple in this story btw dont get it twisted they are very normal. comparatively.#a day in the life of steeve#margo#jamal
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im not particularly worried about how in character the characters are. the localization killed any interest that ever lingered in the game it really shot any interest i had in it dead because that became the "official" version and it was inarguably worse than any of the fantranslations. im just mostly using them as a way to put my thoughts into characters i can kind of squint and imagine them saying
#i dont know. it feels true though you know what i mean its not randomized im just not worried about making ouma say nishishi or whtever#im mr party pooper boooo wompwomp. but also hes like 23 in my au so. i think he just... laughs like a normal person
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Hi everyone. Mohammed Khalil (@ahmed0khalil) has asked me to share his story, and I’m writing on his behalf. Mohammed created the donation campaign for his little brother 6-year-old Ahmed, and he aims to raise funds to evacuate his family of 8. You can see in his blog how much he loves and worries for 6-year-old Ahmed. Mohammed is only 19 years old. This is not normal. He should have been in school, not begging for our attention to try and raise enough funds so that they can buy food, water, medicine, and a chance to evacuate to safety.
In Gaza, where the sounds of bombing blend with the cries of children, Mohammed and Ahmed's family experienced days they never imagined they would endure. Mohammed (19) and Ahmed (6) have four other siblings: Fathi, Aya, Anas and Abdullah. Aya (21) is a uni nursing student and Anas (15) is also a school student. Neither of them can study anymore with the current genocide. This war is especially hard on Fathi (23), who is blind and suffering from coronary artery disease, Abdullah (11) who is autistic and does not understand what is happening, and Ahmed (6), a small child who had barely started kindergarten before his education came to a halt.
The destruction that struck the area left them with no place to live. The sounds of explosions fill the horizon, and the homes that once sheltered them have become piles of rubble. They suddenly found themselves outside their home, homeless.
The bombing not only destroyed their home, but also severely injured Mohammed. Mohammed was sitting at the entrance of the school his family was sheltering in when three bombs were dropped in front of him. The bombs destroyed a residential tower in front of Mohammed. Dust filled the air and the resulting rubble and shrapnel fell on Mohammed, injuring him in the leg. Mohammed was so severely wounded that he could not walk, and he had to lie there, hurt and bleeding, for 2 hours before the Palestinian Red Crescent came and carried him to the hospital.
The bombing shattered the glass in the school Mohammed and his family was staying at, but thankfully the children sustained no serious injuries. Soon after, they were asked to evacuate the school immediately as there were news that the IOF were going to bomb the Abbas prison near it. And so even though Mohammed was wounded, he could not rest and wait for his leg to heal, but had to leave again with his family.
Now they are living in a small tent in a refugee camp. Mohammed told me that they had to bathe in polluted water and the place smelled of sewage and corpses. Camp life was difficult not only because of the scarcity of food, the infectious disease, and the polluted water, but also because of the psychological torture they endure. Looking at all the devastation, and how the world seems indifferent to their suffering, Mohammed told me that they, including young innocent 6-year-old Ahmed, had begun to lose hope for a better future.
Internet is unstable and often lacking in the refugee camp. Mohammed is using the precious time when Internet is available to tell me his story. I hope you will not turn away their calls for help. They urgently need donations to provide for shelter, food, and medicine, as well as to evacuate out of Gaza. Donations are coming in really slowly for Mohammed’s campaign, and I beg all of you, please, don't turn a blind eye to his story.
Mohammed’s campaign has been shared by 90-ghost and I’ve also been talking extensively with him. He is a very nice person and he just really wants to help his family survive. Please, please, help Mohammed evacuate himself, his 5 siblings and his parents! Little 6-year-old Ahmed does not deserve to live in fear of falling bombs every day, and neither does Mohammed and the rest of his family.
Really low funds! Only €1,185 raised of €50,000 target!!
Please share/reblog and donate to help a family of 8! These are children we are talking about, and my heart breaks for what they have to endure.
Please follow Mohammed and Ahmed on @ahmed0khalil to get updates on their situation!
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day 2898
no :(
#1/1/16 - 12/7/23#hashtag girl explosion#maybe if i ignore the fact we're nearly at day 2900 i can be. normal again. only maybe though.
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