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soaps-mohawk · 4 months ago

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Ronald Mcdonald says thank you for written porn💋

Tell Ronald McDonald I say you're welcome 🤡

#answered #tw clown #clown #clowns #tw:clown #i'm trying to think of all the ways to tag this #i dont hate clowns #nor am i scared of them #but i know some people are

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evelynpr · 3 months ago

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Congratulations My Hero Academia for providing, possibly, the biggest and longest legit straightbaiting yet in shonen history.

Bonus points that their final chapter was released on yaoi day.

#first of all absolutely no hate to izuocha #i actually really like them together romantically or not. i love their dynamic so much #but you must know just how hilarious and absurd it is #that this series started with them crushing on each other #and then ochako's attraction to deku became an important part of her character #BUT they completely turn it around and made it about #deku's meaning as a hero and being saved #and ochakos expression of love and understanding others #like. that is legit very compelling and a beautiful relationship #but they did not become A Couple. at least- nothing confirms nor denies it #just like how a queerbait relationship would be #absolutely hilarious. i honestly love how it ended like this #doesnt mean i love the ending tho. oh boy its weird and legit bad in many areas #But this? My god I am so fucking sold.#God bless izuocha bakudeku and togachako i love you all #evelynpr bnha #bnha #mha #my hero academia #mha 430 #mha spoilers #bnha spoilers #bakudeku #bkdk #tgck #togachako #i dont think I'll tag izuocha cus...im scared #i really dont hate it guys I promise I dont #izuku midoriya #ochako uraraka

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gazumirei · 3 months ago

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the pressure fandom right now

#pressure #roblox pressure #pressure roblox #pressure game #pressure sebastian #sebastian pressure #sebastian solace #sebastian roblox #Like bro I have never felt this much “pressure”🤪 with fandom drama before like #like holy hell #I just feel mixed feelings about this entire situation #Like one second I see someone talking shit about the dev team and the fandom while trying to Spread a false Narrative #About zerum and then I see someone defending the dev team and the fandom #Or seeing people deconstruct this entire Situation and just boil it done to people being childish about someone else's character and #Boundaries or I'm seeing horror stories about zerum and zeal and other dev members getting doxxed and harassed #And then I'm seeing people getting pissy about the whole thing because of shipping drama or I'm seeing people calling zeal out for #ableism or something else entirely #Like I get where people are coming from with this #This isn't the only time people got mad at a character for put boundaries on their character #And I know it would be the last time unfortunately #I'm not trying to defend zeal or zerum nor am I trying to get people to hurt them #I just feel awful about this whole thing and it's just a reminder to stick to smaller fandoms where people are less vocal ig #ok i'm done yapping #Selfshippers live your best life #And I hope the rest of the dev team recovers from this and try to learn how to be more Professional #Once again #I'm not trying to defend anyone I'm just confused and scared of this whole thing #I just wanted to make silly crossover art with sebastian and not have the fear of someone coming into my inbox or dms with my full name #For once :(#thank you for coming to my semi vent ted talk about the current pressure fandom issue

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itslilacokay · 4 months ago

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gonna admit uhh vicagent is the only ava ship so far that i feel ""safe"" posting on this blog.............. do any of you looking at this want me to post other ava ship stuff orwhat please PLEASE LET ME KNOW PLEAAAAAAAASE

#alan becker #animator vs animation #ava #ava victim #ava agent #ava vicagent #vicagent #sorry i jsut really like victims dress.um #nothing like good ol yuri before bed!#or yaoi #whatever #“anyway lilac wdym by the caption??? are you scared topost specific ava shipstuff or what??”#yeaah sorry its jst. sometimes people hc different thingsregarding the hollows and cg and i want to appeal to them but i also like....ships #like some hcs have cg as related #samething with the hollows #to clarify. i headcanon cg as close buuut not in a sibling way nor romantic way thougb i will do shipart for the funny #same headcanon thing with the hollows.kindof. MAIN point they arent exactly related besides tco and tsc (this is also in the hc sure)#uuuuguhghgh what do i doooo #ISANYONE EVEN READING THESE TAGS siiigh #why am i ranting in tags anywayIN A POST ABOUT GAY STICKS #ijust hope someone is seeing this and willsay anything about this somehow. please reassure me please #what was i doingOH YEAH #woah ships!!#lilacsart

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potatobugz · 3 months ago

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is anybody else, like, disappointed about cassandra's introduction in season 3? forgive me if im missing something but in s2 cassandra went by they/them and was written and implied to be nonbinary, only for them to retcon that in the next season.

like dont get me wrong its their character and they can write them however they choose but still... it kinda sucks :(

#d20 #dimension 20 #d20 fhjy #fantasy high #cassandra fantasy high #cassandra fhjy #rambles #i cant be the only one right ?????????#like. u cant have a character go “im neither the old goddess nor the nightmare king anymore. im something in between. like neither of them”#and then go “oh theyre cis actually”#like. they can do that. but i dont like that they did that #i feel like im missing something but the more likely scenario to me is just that #it had been years since they finished s2 and probably just forgot #so from my perspective i remembered that fact bc ive been binging the series lately & didnt have to wait years #im not crazy right. does anybody else remember that #ive had this drafted for a little bit and im scared to post it bc i dont want people to be mad at me but like #im still thinking about this. euughhh #no spoilers for junior year pls i am not finished with it yet #i find it more confusing than anything. why'd they do that

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noridal · 7 months ago

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I know it must be an unpopular opinion but part of me wishes they won't canonize Grimmons because it would go against the RvB spirit to do so right at the end. We either get Simmons or Grif going to superhell or something but I won't stand for RT just casually saying "yeah they're a thing now".

You know what would be cool though? If it was something really soft like the whole mayhem goes down and Simmons is like "what do we do now that it's over?" And Grif just replied "yknow. We could still hangout" and keep it as that. Which isn't like they're canon-canon but they also didn't really leave each other right? So it's basically canon too.

#red vs blue #rvb #dexter grif #dick simmons #grimmons #I swear I am scared of this last season #and maybe this mindset is due to not seeing enough queer ships getting canonized #but I also feel like at this point is a running gag not to let them get together #give me some romantic ass shit about the two of them being the first and last scene of RvB #make them hold hands even #but never let them say out loud how much they need each other #nor I love you or shit like that #I don't feel like RvB is the show that should do that

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littelestvic · 3 months ago

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Good evening my 3 Tumblr followers, currently thinking about how a couple weeks ago I met 5Miinust in Helsinki and when I gave them some of my art, Kohver was like "oh you're the one that has been drawing us" and I almost killed myself in front of him (everyone else seemed very stoked about the gifts!!)

#5miinust #nobody uses this tag it kinda feels like my little special corner of the internet #at the moment i was SO scared i was bothering them (probably was tbh) because there was NOBODY there besides me and my friend #but recently they talked about their Tavastia gig on tv and they were like “yeah haha there were international fans there”#“like someone from spain etc” wow never beating the Spanish 5M fan allegations #i am such an oddity #also no i didnt ask korea nor lancelot to pose with the art they just did That

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orcelito · 9 months ago

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My druid has "fuckboy" written all over her

#speculation nation #shes a druid but she does Not look it. nor does she act like it really.#druid stuff exists to beef myself up as a front liner (spores druid ftw)#and to act as an excuse like 'whaaaat why r u so suspicious of me im a druid 🥺🥺🥺 i just want what's best for nature 🥺🥺🥺'#meanwhile here i am hogging ALL the worms we manage to find (or. well. most of them.)#bc im going full ham into my powers lol theyre so useful #this is a game of pressing Every button and seeing what happens. yet still going along the lines of good? approximately?#it very much does feel like the kind of thing a druid drow would do. willing to consort with the darkness #but still ultimately striving for peace and order.#i am just perhaps a little bug-brained to accomplish this :3 #ive been playing a Lot of bg3. progressing well through act 2. everything is so very scary and i am just 1 druid 🥺#(i say as if i havent killed literally every single enemy ive come across. im so fucking good at this game.)#the house of healing was by far my least favorite part (so far). that boss battle was TERRIBLE but i managed to get through it.#according to my friends they just talked their way out of it. not me tho. i saw that guy strapped to the table and i was just like #'GET FUCKED BRO' *casts moonbeam* *proceeds to get the shit stabbed outta me*#holy shit he did so much damage. and he was focused ONLY ON ME.......#took me and shadowheart both healing to keep up with the damage he was doing (while astarion and karlach did most of the attacking)#but i did it! hes gone! but holy shit poking around his stuff has been so. eugh.#im in the towers now. so scary. just barely started them tho. gonna look for the prisoners and then proceed from there.#that ketheric dude is fucking terrifying. so big scared about him. but All Men Die The Same 😈#.....well maybe not exactly the same given his 'immortality' thing 😂 but i'll figure it out.#anyways yea check out taltana im going for a mixed feminine and masculine kinda vibes with her. and enjoying it very much.#bg3 spoilers/

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vanweezer · 1 month ago

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being extroverted must be awesome imagine feeling nothing after telling someone "wow youre REALLY quiet". im going to talk less around you now 🫶

#i know i got anxiety like a motherfucker and as much as i love my cave where my objects of comfort are i also like going places sometimes #there was a time where id go to a store and then do what i needed and then exit the store #nowadays i find myself yapping at The Store especially if i need help getting something done. etc #also sometimes people at Places are such dicks the best way to get them to fuck off is to mind your own business #assholes need an audience and people who arent assholes wont demand your attention you feel me?#i am less scared of people these days 👍 the interactions however #scripting is at times my friend and also my flop. i know what to say on what days with select people in my kingsley-safe zones #but if anything goes off script ... flop. meltdown. fear. anguish. death. dying. death.#i feel like these kinda conversations get TOO heavy handed on treating introverted people as these self righteous misanthropes #who are too full of their own selves and their own time to want to reach out and build connections #and i feel like its just unfair and it pushes introverts further into their caves #i aint a fucking doctor nor am i a people expert. im not a people person. i dont trust easily and i dont speak unless spoken to #or unless im on tumblr lol #but i do know that it cannot seriously be helpful to NOT help socially awkward people. where do yall get off on calling anyone immature #for not being 100% type a?#that doesnt make anything better. that doesnt encourage conversations and that for fucking sure doesnt encourage people #to step out of their bubble #ok im mostly rambling because there are times where tough love advice is warranted but there are times where its bullying disguised as TL #i know this is the 'ummm why dont you have friends party and socialize more???' website but idk. it could not be!#anyway proud of myself for not freaking the fuck out during a conversation at the collectors store today #proud of myself for being able to goof off in public and proud of myself for staying the fuck home when i wann stay the fuck home

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hiddenintheveil · 4 months ago

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#neither here nor there #accidentally gave my sibling a panic attack #(they're ok now. i managed to catch that i was freaking them out and Stop Doing That.)#and i feel like im about to die. i messed up #i messed up i messed up i messed up #and i'm already in a bit of a funk from failing at Another task today. and saying something wrong to the Guy In Charge.#researching rejection sensitive dysphoria. lol.#idk. i need to talk to a friend about This Sort Of Thing Happening but alas #i am so so scared always always always #repetition #huh. i get very repetitive when i'm upset. idk why. i've deleted like three tags that were just repeating words over and over again here #i don't knowwwwwwwww augh

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bunnihearted · 4 months ago

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#i cant do a thing abt it but oh it hurts #and i feel bad bc i feel like he'd think im selfish?#i want him to be happy but cant i be hurt? cant i be sad too?#and i wont chase him. i'd never do anything like that. 9/10 if i dont *feel* wanted regardless of truth #im out of there bc i have avpd </3 #but i cling to him?? i mean in an emotional way. like i never put up walls in my mind to numb my feelings for him the way i do w avpd #why is he so different from everyone else for my brqin and heart? i mean i obvi i think hes amazing #but i dont get why my brain doesnt protect me emotion and feeling wise the way it does w everything else #how could he cross all of those boundaries and walls my brain has put in place?#this is why i thought i had found my person. but it gets tricky when i am not his person #nor do i think i can be whrn he's chosen someone else. (i get that i really really do and thats why it hurts sm)#but yeah i'd never chase.. bc like why would i? when i know he didnt choose me to give a chance to. i'd never be as arrogant to try to #think i could be worth a chance or that i could do anything abt it.#so even if it's selfish i hurt sm. even tho at the same time i want him to have what he wants even if it isnt me and never was #bc i do also think.. even if it makes me sound naive.. or actually maybe this is just how *i* feel #if u love someone sm and truly want to be w them u find a way to get there. which i wanted to do bc yeah.. i felt like he was my person #but it's just me. it's me alone in this room and i cant.. stay in here forever bc how is that a life? :(#so idk ig i'll hurt and ache and be in pain for a while. and hopefully one day be able to move on #but facing the world & future without him and not knowing if we'll even talk again is so scary and so hard :(#and like will *i* ever find someone who lights my heart on fire and makes me deeply feel and not being so scared i turn away from it?#the way he does... idk :(#i cant even imagine wanting anyone else but.. im alone in that feeling too so.. it is what it is it is what it is it is what it is

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pepprs · 1 year ago

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my anxiety is unbelievably fucking bad rn. i am so scared

#purrs #delete later #ask to tag #(putting slashes thru things so that they don’t show up in search btw)#i have no right to be scared bc im not there. but im so scared for the people of ga/za. and i am so scared that… idk. it’s completely my #fault bc i go looking for these kinds of things on purpose to hurt myself. but i doomscrolled last night about ww/3 and the possibility of #nu/clear war being fueled by is/rael’s ‘war’ on pale/stine and not only am i sick with fear about the people living directly in that region #but i am so fucking scared of the possibility of nu/clear war. or like. any war breaking out in the us. which i know is a ridiculous self #centered thought to have but my anxiety is out of fucking control rn and it has been getting worse throughout the week. i just don’t know #how to wrap my head around the violence of this week. and so few je/wish ppl i know irl are antizi/onist and ppl just expect me to be #supportive of is/rael jsut bc im je/wish and it makes me fucking FURIOUS not only because i resent these horrors being committed to innocent #people in the name of my own people but it is so extremely dangerous to conflate j/udaism with zi/onism. the consequences diasporic je/ws #are goi ng to face are of course nowhere near as central or all-consumingly violent as the people in gaz/a and i feel personally safe enough #as someone who (and i know this is kind of a terrible thing to say) passes very easily as a go/y (esp w a mask on) and has a g/oy last name #but i am so fucking terrified of the antise/mitism getting worse here and have been exposing myself to evidence of it even though it is #extremely destructive to my mental health. but also i deeply resent the rhetoric around ‘reach out to your j/ewish friends they’re suffering #rn’ because…. we are not a monolith nor are we the direct victims in this situation and it just feels so uncomfortable and centering to make #it an issue of silence etc etc when… there are innocent ppl in g/aza who are experiencing terror no human being should ever have to endure #and most of them are children and they are the people who will ‘pay’ most directly and immediately and severely for what happened a week ago #i just feel so fucking on edge from this entire situation and unable to do anything to help when the destruction is imminent and this #nightmare of a country is at the core of so much suffering in this world and it will take centuries to undo it all and in the meantime so #many innocent people are going to die and maybe the entire world will be destroyed by nu/clear war which we are basically begging for at #this point. it’s so hard to function in my personal life when i am keenly aware of what could be happening at any moment #i don’t know how to end this post. im just fucking scared and there’s nothing i can do

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battlelaine · 5 months ago

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Which DND class suits your personality?

Cleric of the Twilight Domain

You’re dedicated, caring, and probably a sucker for happy endings. You spend so much time helping other people that you might forget to take care of yourself. You’re very idealistic and have a strong sense of faith in your beliefs, which may be actual religious beliefs or just your personal moral code. You like to be prepared for a variety of situations and you may have a bit of a protective side. The twilit transition from light into darkness often brings calm and even joy, as the day's labors end and the hours of rest begin. The darkness can also bring terrors, but the gods of twilight guard against the horrors of the night. Clerics who serve these deities bring comfort to those who seek rest and protect them by venturing into the encroaching darkness to ensure that the dark is a comfort, not a terror. You’re not the type of person to fear the dark or the night. You’re comfortable with a little uncertainty you might find yourself drawn to the mysterious or the unknown. You have a quiet bravery that you may use to help inspire others to overcome their fears. You’re a protective person but you protect not by force or physical strength, but through inspiration and keeping a watchful eye out for potential danger.

#❦ evelyn hc ❦#❦ games ❦#❦ queue ❦#((I'll probably fill this out for the other sisters later #But it's interesting how this fits really well for Evelyn yet not?#Like Evelyn is not a very idealistic person nor does she have strong faith #Girl is depressed & pessimistic as hell #If things can go wrong they will go wrong & that's not due to any divine intervention it's just how things are #She has a hard time believing in good things or ideals or having faith in anything especially not in herself #Yet I did imagine her as a magic user in an RPG setting & the themes of twilight & comfort in the night/dark is just PEAK Evelyn core!!#The mention of Evelyn being comfortable with uncertainty IS fitting cause like while she is a constant ball of anxiety #She's comfortable in knowing & admitting that there are things she DOESN'T know & likely will never know #She WANTS to know about them & is drawn to the study of them but she also doesn't find any anxiety in the worldly unknown #It's the daily unknowns that scare her things like 'Am I being presentable?' 'Did I upset this person?' 'What does this person think of me?#I could probably go on about this & I just might at some point but for now the tags are long enough))

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arisveah · 1 year ago

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ok i need sometjing chewy but the only sensory foods i can find are crunchy and thats loud. also cereal and chips hurt my hard pallet lots, related but tangential. all the chewy food options are like, granola bars and cookies- which have too many pieces and fall apart easy.

is there a good, not dusty or seperated chewy food anyone knows of /genq?

#autism #i was one of those kids who had holes in their shirts from biting them and i think it shows #sensory food #sensory issues #im really scared of the sensory play tag bc idk what that means #there has been way too many times ive confidently said euphemisms in casual conversation without knowing and i am not willing to repeat that #nor do i want to know if it is a euphemism #so lmk if its not but if it is let me be ignorant please #i am going to explode

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lambentplume · 7 months ago

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yapping aimlessly tonight

#jaerambles #i just have a lot in my brain!!#anyway i keep getting asked what i would want to do in an ideal situation. if money and time and stuff were no object #i really do think it would be just aimless learning.#like learning new crafts. reading without having to respond to it. sponging up knowledge without the expectation to Say Things #it feels a bit. selfish.#but i don’t really have an endpoint to reach nor do i have something to say. like i just want to acquire experiences and learn things #i get really nervous when people ask me what makes me happy because i don’t know. i know what makes me uncomfortable and scared though #i would also like the ability to just change my situation a lot as much as i want. moving to new places and leaving when i don’t like them #trying new professions without having to stick to them or work up a ladder #drop everything for a weekend to go see friends. things like that.#i say all these things as though i haven’t been too afraid to leave my house for the past 6 months djfjdjfjdjfjjd #i’m trying to be less avoidant lately though. like ideal situations are not my reality!#real life is me being too scared to think of possibilities so in reality i just have to take the tiniest steps back to normalcy #ppl with the jae lore remember when my commute to school was literally 5000 miles #or when i worked two jobs and was so about the grind because i had a reason to want the money #like i used to have So much going on. and now i don’t. and i don’t know what i am in the absence of being Busy #there’s still so much i don’t understand abt bpd1 i’m so scared of making changes too suddenly because i HATE who i was in august #or not who i was. what i was doing.#but now i’ve swung the other direction and i do nothing 😭 i don’t feel like i’m Living rn #i feel like i’ve started all over again. i almost had it i was gonna do two internships and keep doing my cute little barista job #and have a senior year that was gonna be about growing and finishing strong #and then of course my maladjusted ass sees [irreversible change event] and like. yknow #this keeps. happening to me. i want to be so much better than this 😭😭😭

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girlscience · 1 year ago

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do it scared. do it weird. do it alone. etc. I ended up finding a compromise to my dilemma. I didn't do everything I wanted, but I did more than nothing. And now I know I could do it again and do maybe even more.

#couldn't go to the event but i did go to the store and to take some stuff to the people who could go #i did go and take it... couldn't find the actual event but i found some people going to it #and asked them if they knew where it was (they didn't either)#but they said they would take the stuff for me #so they took it. but i am weird and was too scared to give it all to them??? don't ask why i don't know #my brain is weird #soooo i was brave but also a coward #managed to do something but not everything #i can live with that shake down #i do feel a bit bad and wished i did more. but i think i'd feel that way no matter what i did #and also realized i have neither ate nor drank anything today so. that could also be making me feel shit

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