so for the second time in my life i was half asleep when it felt like someone smashed a plate over the back of my head 😐 the last time it happened was like two years ago. can anyone explain to me What the Fuck
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Hᴇʟʟ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ɪᴛ’s ᴀ sᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴅ:
I ʙᴇᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍᴀᴄʜɪɴᴇ
Iᴛ’s ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
Iᴛ’s ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
I’ᴍ sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ
Iᴛ’s ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ
I ᴀᴍ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs
Hᴇ’s ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴄᴀʙs
Hᴇ ɪs ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏʀᴇ
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
Hᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ’ᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴜᴄʜ
Tʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
Isɴ’ᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ
Aʟʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀs
Iᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴏғ
Oғ ᴍʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜɪᴛʀʏ
Dʀᴏᴡɴs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ I ʜᴇᴀʀ
Nᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜɪs
Mʏ ɴᴇᴡ ᴄᴏɴsᴄɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
Hᴇ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs
Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴏ��ᴅ ʜᴀs sᴛᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴘᴜᴍᴘɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇ ɪs ʟᴇғᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴄᴀʏ
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪs ɴᴏᴡ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴏғ ᴡɪʀᴇs
Aɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ’ᴍ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ɪ’ᴍ sᴏ ғᴀʀ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Bᴜᴛ I’ᴠᴇ sᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ɪɴ
I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ sᴄʀᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Tʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴇᴀʀs
I ᴄᴀɴ sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ᴋɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Aʟʟ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴘᴀʀᴛs
I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ
Bᴜᴛ ɪᴛ’s ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ
Hɪᴅɪɴɢ
Bᴀᴄᴋᴡᴀʀᴅs ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
I ғᴇᴇʟ... sᴏ ᴜɴᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ
Aɴɴɪᴇ, ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ
I ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ sʟɪᴘ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Tʜᴇ Bᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ʙʏ Nɪɴᴇ Iɴᴄʜ Nᴀɪʟs
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I try to find the vulnerability in the object.
As someone who struggles with mental health and someone whose own head is constantly noisy and rattling and never-ending chaos, unstopping and clashing and broken, I would want to fall into the sweet hereafter of rest, you can rest now.
I want to be held, because that means I won't have to face my tomorrow, the struggles, my fears of being nothing, nobody's lover and no one, perhaps then if I am held, now you rest, just rest, it'll be like honey on the tongue, I will close my eyes and god, I can just rest.
I am the quiet you have been longing for, do you promise it. It's like taking a bath, so drown me.
No pain, I don't want the pain anymore.
Rest.
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Hey, may I know what headphones you use? I've been trying to find a good pair for a while now, but the ones I've read about are always slightly out of my price range. It's hell out here!
Oh god, it really is hell. Headphones can get so, so pricey, especially if you're looking for something good and not just 'uh yeah it... works???' That's why I loved mine so much!
My beloved headphone set, may it rest in peace, was a wired Hyperx Cloudx! There was a wireless version iirc but since I mostly write or game at my PC or on my laptop, I didn't need to worry about not being able to plug in.
I've tried headphone set after headphone set over the years, and all of them were either too painful for me to wear for long periods (whether it was gaming or writing), or prohibitively expensive looking at you bose.
These are literally the most comfortable headphones I've ever worn. I cannot understate that. It's the first set I ever found that didn't bother my skin (chronic pain + nerve condition means rough fabric or plastic = ouch), didn't give me a headache from too much pressure, blocked out the majority of sound despite not technically being 'noise canceling', and they were affordable (got them on sale for 40$). They lasted me six years of almost daily use, carried me through 4 or 5 hour writing or gaming or show binging sessions, and only just started failing a few months ago. The insides are buttery soft with thick padding around the ears and band, my mic never had a problem picking up my voice when I was gaming with friends, and music quality is decent. Obviously they're a bit clunky if you want to wear them to the store, but for home or a cafe? They're amazing, and the mic is detachable so if you hate it, just pull it off.
If you're looking for a newer version, I ordered the Hyperx Cloud II, which is basically the same model, but with slightly more modern hardware for full surround sound. Much like when I bought the first set of headphones, these are currently on sale at Walmart for only $50 bucks, and it has all the same features and qualities (and comfort) that I loved in the first pair!
Basically if I'm looking for headphones at home, I'll always go Hyperx. The comfort is absolutely unmatched, especially at a relatively low price (sales happen fairly often), with decent sound.
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One of my biggest pet peeves is people calling headaches migraines. Like I understand that headaches are really annoying and can be very painful, I get it, I have normal headaches too, but they are NOTHING. NOTHING. next to a migraine. My worst of the worst headache is a walk in the park compared to my migraines.
And I'm not gatekeeping anybody here. If someone tells me they have a migraine, yes, I believe you, I will respect that information and act accordingly.
But, as a migraine sufferer, when some people are talking about "migraines" in general, you can just tell. They're talking about headaches. THAT'S A HEADACHE.
And I really don't want to sound like I'm minimizing people who suffer from headaches because that sucks and I feel for them, it's just about using the correct words. You wouldn't say you broke your arm if you burned it while cooking. They're different things. They require different treatment.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
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