#noises with head pain!!!
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dailyloopdeloop · 7 months ago
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miraloop qpr 🥺? qpr miraloop 🥺? mirabelle and loop qpr 🥺?
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DAY 28: hug that star
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watermelinoe · 3 months ago
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so for the second time in my life i was half asleep when it felt like someone smashed a plate over the back of my head 😐 the last time it happened was like two years ago. can anyone explain to me What the Fuck
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lusalemaart · 4 months ago
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#and i SADDLE UP MY PONYTA AND I RIDE INTO THE SIT-TAY#I MAKE A LODDA NOISE CUZ THE GURLS THEY R SO PRETAY#RIDIN' UP N DOWN BROADWAY ON MY OLD STUD LEROY AND THE GIRLS SAY:#SAVE A RAPIDASH RIDE A MEOWBOY!!!#JOHN WAYNE AINT GOT NUTHIN ON MY FRINGE GAME HELL NO!!!!#well stranger don't ya know i'd like to be yer friend... IF I HAD THE TIME TO STAAAAAAY.#BUT I'M A BRAMBLIN A BLOWIN IN THE WIND. I'VE GOT TO CATCH ANOTHER STAAAAAAAAGE.#I STRAP ON MY GUITAR JUST LIKE A FORTY FIVE. I PRAY EACH NIGHT MY AIM IS TRUUUUEEEE#and ACQUAINTANCES TURN TO FRIENDS I HOPE THOSE FRIENDS THEY REMEMBER ME#HOLD THE NIGHT FOR RANSOM AS WE KIDNAP THE MEMORIES#NOT SURE THERES A WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT U MEANT TO ME#SOMETIMES I GET TO THINKIN BOUT SETTLIN' DOWN. FADE OFF INTO A MEMORY.#BUT EVERY NIGHT THAT I STEP OUT TO FACE THE CROWD?#I KNOW THIS IS THE LIFE FOR MEEEEEEE#pokemon#meowth#ok context. to whomever it may concern. which is no one but idc i have a lot to say and no one to say it to#first off heres my like bi-annual post bc i 1. only draw f*rdekyl* and fucking detest f*re *emblem fans with a burning passion#so i hate sharing my 'art' . so heres a rare non-fk thing. bc i also hate social media as a whole it makes me sue of side all#but like 2. i have deliberately avoided scar/vio bc its a BAD GAME. and its not made well. also i know 'open world' formats#trigger my ocd. which it did exactly. but thats mostly irrelevant. but in anycase. i bit the bullet bc i was in a pkmn mood#esp after my long beloved n*te and dook*ie gave me a hankering for a pkmn game again#and my lil bro accidentally bought 2 copies years ago so i was like fck it ill give it a shot its Free#and yes the game is dogshit. however. everytime i see a meowth in the wild i lose my mind.#his jaunty little yee-haw walk kills me every time. i adore him. thus this was inspired.#alright imma head out i fucking hate this website as well as every other social media . maybe ill draw something non-fk in like a year#see ya in like a year maybe if i live that long. which i wouldnt count on bc tbh this year has been BAD in terms of my pain. im on the#EXTREME decline and can BARELY draw anymore. i want to die. i got nothin left. it just keeps getting worse so adios!#:(
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codecicle · 7 months ago
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heres the torture scene I've been looping. it's so viv n vex experimenting on emizel and i was encouraged not only to say that but phrase it that way by several people. take my hand and join my Perfect World (severe content warning ahead for graphic descriptions + realistic screaming + Literal Torture lmao proceed with caution)
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waugh-bao · 27 days ago
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milo-is-rambling · 7 months ago
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I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?
#I mean if I woke up tomorrow with a normal amount of anxiety it would be a shocking difference to my daily life. and I am medicated!!! like.#what? am I missing something here?#my mom tells me that meds can only do so much and that they’re really just meant to make it so you can get out of bed every day#but now I’m wondering like is that true or is that my mom is on the wrong dose herself and something could be done to help us both#gahhhhh idk I just feel helpless bc I’m scared of making big changes and the big changes have to make are scary and large and I need a#bulleted list made of things I can do (and break down into very small steps) to actually progress in a positive way in my life instead of#being SO afraid and SO stagnant. it’s been six months since (ptsd diagnosis causing thing) and I don’t feel like I’ve made any progress even#with a therapist. I’m working towards a more intensive program but I feel like it’s almost making me feel more alienated bc I’d have to like#go be surrounded by other mentally ill people and medical people which brings dad dying trauma and like I know I’m running from it bc I’m#afraid to face the changes I need to make and the feelings that are going to come up but fuck man can’t I get some fucking meds that make#this easier to deal with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grief and ptsd and long term isolation and anxiety and chronic pain like fuck it’s#so exhausting!!!! I feel like I’m fucking fighting thru life and then from the outside it’s like I’m doing nothing cause I stay in my room#and get stoned and play animal crossing and watch tv and cry and over eat and sometimes I drive around in circles so I can scream sing until#my throat burns and I get a headache and everything finally quiets down in my head for a second. I know I look like I’m doing nothing and#that’s because I am doing nothing but waiting for the next time a mental health professional will talk to me for an hour like it’s so sad#anyways. you ever take a big dab and then start crying and type all of this like it’s an epiphany even tho it’s things you already know.#honestly crying in front of the air conditioner is so slay slight breeze over my face cooling the tears the white noise calming me down
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crowtatoes · 2 months ago
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experiencing period pain like a minecraft character experiencing poison damage.
tik OOGh. tik OOF. tik oOOG. tik OOF.
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jessielefey · 9 days ago
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Surprisingly deep fried take:
Sometimes, you got to accept that "I'm sorry that hurt you" is the best most honest apology you're gonna get.
Now, "I'm sorry *if* that hurt you" is gaslight dismissive nonsense and you should absolutely get upset about. That's different.
"I am sorry that the thing I did had your pain as a byproduct" though? Let's take it from its simplest least dramatic form: bumping into someone. The apology isn't for walking in a public space or anything necessarily about fault at all even. It's a regretful acknowledgement of the other's pain.
Sometimes people aren't *nor should they* feel like they made any decision they'd take back. Sometimes, they made the best decision they could, but your pain was collateral damage and they care enough about your pain to feel empathy for it. Sometimes nobody does anything wrong, but people get hurt anyway.
I don't understand people, do you want your loved ones to lie to you? If "I'm not sorry I did it, I am sorry you got hurt" isn't enough for you when it's true, you don't want accountability, you want them to grovel.
Sometimes you get hurt and the people who hurt you would do it again in s heartbeat, not because they're sadists but because any other choice would be worse. You can either except their acknowledgment and sympathy for your pain or you can not want them to make your pain about them which is also absolutely fair because when you're in pain there's small comfort in knowing how morally secure they are about the thing that hurt you, but this whole pissiness about not using the exact correct words for what you think they should be feeling or else they're being hateful or something? That's disingenuous at best. Just because I'm sorry your mother died, doesn't mean I killed her but likewise I shouldn't have to confess to murder before I'm allowed to feel remorseful she's dead. It's not that simple.
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olli-online · 11 months ago
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ihate how loud and clear the voices in my head are theywont stop shouting and yelling and being angry at eachother
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arolesbianism · 8 months ago
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I’ve been thinking abt one of my older oni colonies and decided to doodle my first three dupes in that save
#keese draws#oxygen not included#but yeah these guys were my main scientist digger and rancher respectively#this was one of my actual spaced out style saves so ofc I chose the cold asteroid still#it was painful opening this save again to look at their traits as it was basically my first longer attempt#let’s just say I had no idea what I was doing and ran out of power literally everywhere#might do a rescue attempt on this save tbh sounds like a fun challenge#but yeah I actually have characterizations for most of the dupes in this save in my head they’re like semi ocs to me#they’re the ones I like to imagine fumbling about post olivia entering sleep mode#cause there’d be such a harsh contrast in how they’d all react and move forwards#burt in particular would take it rly hard mostly because he’s the only scientist#so everyone ends up looking to him for answers and help and he just doesn’t know how to provide any of it#he had already spent so long feeling overworked and under appreciated so this wouldn’t help at all#quinn on the other hand is generally more optimistic as they have gone through a lot of rough shit and made it out on the other side#so they see this as an obstacle they’ll all overcome and grow stronger from#they’re also just very used to being suddenly forced to say goodbye to people for potentially forever#harold was almost relieved by the whole event because it lead to a lot less activity in the neural chip network#which is in fact a big source of panic for most of the dupes but harold pretty much exclusively goes to like 3 rooms so he’s not as effected#he also just doesn’t like the noise of the hundreds of commands that he can’t even follow#he just manages the plants and the pips and sometimes helps with the cooking#he honestly really likes the freedom of figuring out what to do without instruction#as the pip farm he manages is very. well let’s just say pips tend to starve in there a lot#yknow thankfully I did give these guys a bunch of phones so at least they’d be able to still know what’s up with eachother still#still an uncomfortable feeling loosing that connection that you’ve been relying on for years
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candyredterezii · 3 months ago
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x-heesy · 7 months ago
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Hᴇʟʟ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ɪᴛ’s ᴀ sᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴅ:
I ʙᴇᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍᴀᴄʜɪɴᴇ
Iᴛ’s ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
Iᴛ’s ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
I’ᴍ sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ
Iᴛ’s ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ
I ᴀᴍ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs
Hᴇ’s ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴄᴀʙs
Hᴇ ɪs ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏʀᴇ
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
Hᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ’ᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴜᴄʜ
Tʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
Isɴ’ᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ
Aʟʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀs
Iᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴏғ
Oғ ᴍʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜɪᴛʀʏ
Dʀᴏᴡɴs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ I ʜᴇᴀʀ
Nᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜɪs
Mʏ ɴ��ᴡ ᴄᴏɴsᴄɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ
Hᴇ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs
Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʜᴀs sᴛᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴘᴜᴍᴘɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇ ɪs ʟᴇғᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴄᴀʏ
Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪs ɴᴏᴡ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴏғ ᴡɪʀᴇs
Aɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ’ᴍ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ɪ’ᴍ sᴏ ғᴀʀ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Bᴜᴛ I’ᴠᴇ sᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ɪɴ
I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ sᴄʀᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Tʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴇᴀʀs
I ᴄᴀɴ sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ᴋɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Aʟʟ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴘᴀʀᴛs
I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ
Bᴜᴛ ɪᴛ’s ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ
Hɪᴅɪɴɢ
Bᴀᴄᴋᴡᴀʀᴅs ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ
I ғᴇᴇʟ... sᴏ ᴜɴᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ
Aɴɴɪᴇ, ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ
I ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ sʟɪᴘ ᴀᴡᴀʏ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ
Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ
Tʜᴇ Bᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ʙʏ Nɪɴᴇ Iɴᴄʜ Nᴀɪʟs
@len0r @bethanythestrange @frenchpsychiatrymuderedmycnut
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reireichu · 5 months ago
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I try to find the vulnerability in the object.
As someone who struggles with mental health and someone whose own head is constantly noisy and rattling and never-ending chaos, unstopping and clashing and broken, I would want to fall into the sweet hereafter of rest, you can rest now.
I want to be held, because that means I won't have to face my tomorrow, the struggles, my fears of being nothing, nobody's lover and no one, perhaps then if I am held, now you rest, just rest, it'll be like honey on the tongue, I will close my eyes and god, I can just rest.
I am the quiet you have been longing for, do you promise it. It's like taking a bath, so drown me.
No pain, I don't want the pain anymore.
Rest.
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pumpkaaboo · 1 year ago
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(about the bloodborne research hall patients) omg they are literally me
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pastafossa · 2 years ago
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Hey, may I know what headphones you use? I've been trying to find a good pair for a while now, but the ones I've read about are always slightly out of my price range. It's hell out here!
Oh god, it really is hell. Headphones can get so, so pricey, especially if you're looking for something good and not just 'uh yeah it... works???' That's why I loved mine so much!
My beloved headphone set, may it rest in peace, was a wired Hyperx Cloudx! There was a wireless version iirc but since I mostly write or game at my PC or on my laptop, I didn't need to worry about not being able to plug in.
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I've tried headphone set after headphone set over the years, and all of them were either too painful for me to wear for long periods (whether it was gaming or writing), or prohibitively expensive looking at you bose.
These are literally the most comfortable headphones I've ever worn. I cannot understate that. It's the first set I ever found that didn't bother my skin (chronic pain + nerve condition means rough fabric or plastic = ouch), didn't give me a headache from too much pressure, blocked out the majority of sound despite not technically being 'noise canceling', and they were affordable (got them on sale for 40$). They lasted me six years of almost daily use, carried me through 4 or 5 hour writing or gaming or show binging sessions, and only just started failing a few months ago. The insides are buttery soft with thick padding around the ears and band, my mic never had a problem picking up my voice when I was gaming with friends, and music quality is decent. Obviously they're a bit clunky if you want to wear them to the store, but for home or a cafe? They're amazing, and the mic is detachable so if you hate it, just pull it off.
If you're looking for a newer version, I ordered the Hyperx Cloud II, which is basically the same model, but with slightly more modern hardware for full surround sound. Much like when I bought the first set of headphones, these are currently on sale at Walmart for only $50 bucks, and it has all the same features and qualities (and comfort) that I loved in the first pair!
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Basically if I'm looking for headphones at home, I'll always go Hyperx. The comfort is absolutely unmatched, especially at a relatively low price (sales happen fairly often), with decent sound.
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thesuntookgoodcareofme · 10 months ago
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Sorry guys it just kinda pisses me off when everyone prefers to conform to bigotry instead of trying to rebel against it because itd mean that the bigots will have to laugh at other things that aren't my and others ppl suffering
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