#noises with head pain!!!

[dailyloopdeloop]

miraloop qpr 🥺? qpr miraloop 🥺? mirabelle and loop qpr 🥺?

DAY 28: hug that star

[watermelinoe]

so for the second time in my life i was half asleep when it felt like someone smashed a plate over the back of my head 😐 the last time it happened was like two years ago. can anyone explain to me What the Fuck

[lusalemaart]

[codecicle]

heres the torture scene I've been looping. it's so viv n vex experimenting on emizel and i was encouraged not only to say that but phrase it that way by several people. take my hand and join my Perfect World

[waugh-bao]

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[milo-is-rambling]

I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

[puppetgearing]

ALY

I WILL KILL (/POS) YOU

[crowtatoes]

experiencing period pain like a minecraft character experiencing poison damage.

tik OOGh. tik OOF. tik oOOG. tik OOF.

[jessielefey]

Surprisingly deep fried take:

Sometimes, you got to accept that "I'm sorry that hurt you" is the best most honest apology you're gonna get.

Now, "I'm sorry *if* that hurt you" is gaslight dismissive nonsense and you should absolutely get upset about. That's different.

"I am sorry that the thing I did had your pain as a byproduct" though? Let's take it from its simplest least dramatic form: bumping into someone. The apology isn't for walking in a public space or anything necessarily about fault at all even. It's a regretful acknowledgement of the other's pain.

Sometimes people aren't *nor should they* feel like they made any decision they'd take back. Sometimes, they made the best decision they could, but your pain was collateral damage and they care enough about your pain to feel empathy for it. Sometimes nobody does anything wrong, but people get hurt anyway.

I don't understand people, do you want your loved ones to lie to you? If "I'm not sorry I did it, I am sorry you got hurt" isn't enough for you when it's true, you don't want accountability, you want them to grovel.

Sometimes you get hurt and the people who hurt you would do it again in s heartbeat, not because they're sadists but because any other choice would be worse. You can either except their acknowledgment and sympathy for your pain or you can not want them to make your pain about them which is also absolutely fair because when you're in pain there's small comfort in knowing how morally secure they are about the thing that hurt you, but this whole pissiness about not using the exact correct words for what you think they should be feeling or else they're being hateful or something? That's disingenuous at best. Just because I'm sorry your mother died, doesn't mean I killed her but likewise I shouldn't have to confess to murder before I'm allowed to feel remorseful she's dead. It's not that simple.

[olli-online]

ihate how loud and clear the voices in my head are theywont stop shouting and yelling and being angry at eachother

[arolesbianism]

I’ve been thinking abt one of my older oni colonies and decided to doodle my first three dupes in that save

[candyredterezii]

[x-heesy]

Hᴇʟʟ ɪs ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ɪᴛ’s ᴀ sᴛᴀᴛᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪɴᴅ:

I ʙᴇᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍᴀᴄʜɪɴᴇ

Iᴛ’s ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

Iᴛ’s ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

I’ᴍ sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ

Iᴛ’s ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ

I ᴀᴍ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ

Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴅ sᴏᴍᴇ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs

Hᴇ’s ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴄᴀʙs

Hᴇ ɪs ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏʀᴇ

Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ

Hᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ’ᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴍᴜᴄʜ

Tʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

Isɴ’ᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ

Aʟʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀs

Iᴛ’s ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴏғ

Oғ ᴍʏ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜɪᴛʀʏ

Dʀᴏᴡɴs ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀʟʟ I ʜᴇᴀʀ

Nᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜɪs

Mʏ ɴᴇᴡ ᴄᴏɴsᴄɪᴏᴜsɴᴇss

Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ

Hᴇ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs

Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ ʜᴀs sᴛᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴘᴜᴍᴘɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇ ɪs ʟᴇғᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴄᴀʏ

Tʜᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪs ɴᴏᴡ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴏғ ᴡɪʀᴇs

Aɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ’ᴍ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ɪ’ᴍ sᴏ ғᴀʀ ᴀᴡᴀʏ

I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀᴡᴀʏ

Bᴜᴛ I’ᴠᴇ sᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ɪɴ

I ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ sᴄʀᴀ���ᴄʜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ

Tʜᴇ sᴏᴜɴᴅ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴇᴀʀs

I ᴄᴀɴ sᴇᴇ ɪᴛ ᴋɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴡᴀʏ

Aʟʟ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴅ ᴘᴀʀᴛs

I ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴ

Bᴜᴛ ɪᴛ’s ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ

Hɪᴅɪɴɢ

Bᴀᴄᴋᴡᴀʀᴅs ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ

I ғᴇᴇʟ... sᴏ ᴜɴᴀғʀᴀɪᴅ

Aɴɴɪᴇ, ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ

I ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ sʟɪᴘ ᴀᴡᴀʏ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Iᴛ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴍᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ

Gᴏᴅᴅᴀᴍɴ ᴛʜɪs ɴᴏɪsᴇ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ

Tʜᴇ Bᴇᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ʙʏ Nɪɴᴇ Iɴᴄʜ Nᴀɪʟs

@len0r @bethanythestrange @frenchpsychiatrymuderedmycnut

[reireichu]

I try to find the vulnerability in the object.

As someone who struggles with mental health and someone whose own head is constantly noisy and rattling and never-ending chaos, unstopping and clashing and broken, I would want to fall into the sweet hereafter of rest, you can rest now.

I want to be held, because that means I won't have to face my tomorrow, the struggles, my fears of being nothing, nobody's lover and no one, perhaps then if I am held, now you rest, just rest, it'll be like honey on the tongue, I will close my eyes and god, I can just rest.

I am the quiet you have been longing for, do you promise it. It's like taking a bath, so drown me.

No pain, I don't want the pain anymore.

Rest.

[pumpkaaboo]

(about the bloodborne research hall patients) omg they are literally me

[pastafossa]

Hey, may I know what headphones you use? I've been trying to find a good pair for a while now, but the ones I've read about are always slightly out of my price range. It's hell out here!

Oh god, it really is hell. Headphones can get so, so pricey, especially if you're looking for something good and not just 'uh yeah it... works???' That's why I loved mine so much!

My beloved headphone set, may it rest in peace, was a wired Hyperx Cloudx! There was a wireless version iirc but since I mostly write or game at my PC or on my laptop, I didn't need to worry about not being able to plug in.

I've tried headphone set after headphone set over the years, and all of them were either too painful for me to wear for long periods (whether it was gaming or writing), or prohibitively expensive looking at you bose.

These are literally the most comfortable headphones I've ever worn. I cannot understate that. It's the first set I ever found that didn't bother my skin (chronic pain + nerve condition means rough fabric or plastic = ouch), didn't give me a headache from too much pressure, blocked out the majority of sound despite not technically being 'noise canceling', and they were affordable (got them on sale for 40$). They lasted me six years of almost daily use, carried me through 4 or 5 hour writing or gaming or show binging sessions, and only just started failing a few months ago. The insides are buttery soft with thick padding around the ears and band, my mic never had a problem picking up my voice when I was gaming with friends, and music quality is decent. Obviously they're a bit clunky if you want to wear them to the store, but for home or a cafe? They're amazing, and the mic is detachable so if you hate it, just pull it off.

If you're looking for a newer version, I ordered the Hyperx Cloud II, which is basically the same model, but with slightly more modern hardware for full surround sound. Much like when I bought the first set of headphones, these are currently on sale at Walmart for only $50 bucks, and it has all the same features and qualities (and comfort) that I loved in the first pair!

Basically if I'm looking for headphones at home, I'll always go Hyperx. The comfort is absolutely unmatched, especially at a relatively low price (sales happen fairly often), with decent sound.