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gardenerofstars · 2 years ago

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literally why does leaving people that cause you literally so much harm hurt so much

#finally wrote back to [redacted] after a full month after he reached out and asked to reconnect and catch up #we havent talked in years #he says he is 52 months sober now #which is. impressive #thats like #over 4 years #but still like. aah #listening to his playlist on spotify rn #i said i wanted to reconnect but i literally shouldnt #he knows where i go to college and im scared he might come find me next year if we talk too much #he was always there for me. even if he wasnt ever what i needed or deserved to have to put up with #im so ashamed of him and the situation that i cant even talk about in therapy i dont know why im tyoing all of this in a tumblr post that m #friends can see #sometimes u gotta #idk let these things out. i guess #remember to delete this later #we talked a little bit today. he said hes impressed with me that i made it to college #he said hes proud of me #no one says they are proud of me #he sent me a picture of him before and after gettign sober. he looks like ten years younger #its kind of insane #he said hes studying the bible now. what the fuck #“Remember me when you're big n famous. Well. Remember the good parts of me”#<- actual quote from him #fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this #i dont even know if there are any good parts #man who i love so much and who was the only one there for me but who i am so scared of #actually looking back at messages we have talked a little bit in the last few years i have just blocked it out or something #last time i got a message from him that i remember i started shaking in the dining hall and had to make a friend come get me #🦷

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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to moving forward

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #jjk spoilers #satoru gojo #jjk manga spoilers #hina.comic #before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma #its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD #im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts #page 8 made me want to bash my head in #could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload #but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it #rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome #i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone #it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards #personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again #oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do

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nouverx · 10 months ago

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I feel the room swayin'

While the band's playin'

One of our old favourite songs from way back when 🎵

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin alastor #hazbin rosie #alastor #alastor x rosie #radiorose #my art #digital art #autodesk sketchbook #I've fallen into radiorose and I can't get up they captivate me #ALSO I AM SO SO PROUD OF THE SECOND DRAWING U DON'T EVEN KNOW #I like this one so so much probably one of my favourite drawing ever I'm not even kidding #this idea was from a tweet that popped on my tl saying Rosie should dip Alastor the same way he diped her in Ready For This #I got struck with inspiration and needed to draw it out

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chaoticstabby · 3 months ago

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Edwin & Crystal + touch

#dead boy detectives #edwin payne #crystal palace #gifs and stuff #i braved photopea for the first time for this one hope y'all are proud of me #turned out pretty good if i do say so myself

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art-is-kayos · 26 days ago

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Checking up on his commission

#hate this guy. spoilers under tag cutoff #i fear i may have cooked with the tags. slash jay.#I've always imagined him with Particulars but I keep forgetting to draw them til like now #he speaks in lowercase to me. for reasons #I wanna know more about this untrustworthy bisexual but I also kinda wanna attack him every time he shows up #cant wait for the inevitable boss fight #fun fact: according to the dictionary 'nebulae' can refer to a clouded spot on the cornea that can cause defective vision #a limbus is 'the junction of the cornea and sclera in the eye'#so I think I speak for us all when I say WHAT THE FUCK MAN #what the hell was he on abt with Dante falling from the sky. and by sheep does he mean June 985 or?#if anyone wants to theorise on my post I'm all for it #limbus company #dante lcb #demian lcb #⏰🐍#unfortunately proud of that caption btw he really is just wanting his comm #HM WAIT BACK AGAIN #is the way the San was on about with leading the fallen nebulae home what causes J985?#as in - it is not people dying but them returning to their rightful place outside the City #with Purgatorio being the war 📘[i think] mentioned #is the doomsday Dante's head leading to the war? it typically refers to humanity's self destruction #or any globlal catastrophe #oh ok with PM is being sneaky again the Wiki page says it was inaugurated in June and guess when the MDE is #but generally things like nuclear war - AI and climate change are the main factors contributing to it #and we've already faced AI in the prev games via Angie so presumably one of the others will be the main force behind Dante's midnight #i personally like the nuclear angle given how Dante's head is already a clock #*BOMB. THEIR HEAD IS A BOMB THAT CAN BLOW UP #please do not write tags at night this was a bad idea

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skullfacedlady · 24 days ago

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Happy birthday, @fanaticsnail 💙

Happy birthday, my dearest Snail. How glad I am to be able to call you my friend and do this for you. I am glad for all the times I managed to get to know you better through our messages. And I am glad for being able to wish you a happy birthday and gift you this Cora pic I drew just for you. I drew it quite a while ago always with the intention of gifting it to you, but when I found out when your birthday is, I decided to make it a little bit more special. I love you, Snail, and I'm happy to have you in my life. With all that said, once more, happy birthday, and I hope you have lots of fun. Enjoy your Rosi like this, peaceful.

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sualne · 1 year ago

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bonclay time

(timeline)

#one piece #monkey d luffy #nico robin #sir crocodile #bon clay #crocodad au #my art #my comic #described in alt text #i had one (1) comic planned with bonclay but this ask got me thinking about how hilarious the dynamic between out and proud genderqueer #bonclay vs closeted trans man croc is. even thought they never meet face to face. croc must get nervous sweats at first hearing luffy #saying 'okama' because of bonclay. with time he gets used to it/no longer feels like a slur to him.

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starryarts · 5 months ago

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they'll find each other again, eventually

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scribbyizhere · 8 months ago

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does anybody feel Zesty abt ldr Sun?? oh hey yeah not me pffft nah. spirals

love death and rollerskates by @spadillelicious

#fnaf #dca fandom #scribbits art #art #lovely magma w sneeb and slime last night :DDDD #i didnt include bikini sun because i wasnt proud of that one but #yk #sneeb sleeps on sun ever so happily #wish that were me fr fr #also my dad walked in while i was writing the dialogue for the last image #he only saw “c-can you kill me” and he was upset and told me not to write that sorta stuff but #i think he would have many more words to say if i zoomed out a little #love death and rollerskates #sun fnaf #fnaf sun #tw suggestive #suggestive #cw suggestive

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ninjasmudge · 6 months ago

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pinned like a butterfly

hes fine lamb just wanted to take a closer look at him

(its much better with brightness up)

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henryofwales · 1 year ago

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His mind flashes to Henry.

1 | 2

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calciferstims · 7 months ago

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senshi stimboard

if you’re seeing this, then senshi wants you to take care of yourself and go eat some food <3

sources: 🧡🧡🤎 | 🥘🍲🥘 | 🤎🧡🧡

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theaonlax · 1 month ago

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what's better than Hawks AND baby Hawks?

#my hero academia #bnha #fanart #hawks #keigo takami #this is super healing for me to draw #idk why #like #i smiled the whole time drawing it omg #just wanna ruffle his hair and call him a good boi ;-;#i drew this bc i came across a post like “what would your 8 yo self would say to you now”#ye baby Hawks would be proud of him #anyway guys i like both versions of his hair #couldn't choose one to draw

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a-book-of-creatures · 4 months ago

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#warhammer #age of sigmar #skaven #meme #this came to me in a dream #has this joke been made? yes #but I just wanted to say one provincial boi #am irrationally proud of it

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dismas-n-dismay · 7 months ago

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Marcille could survive Chimera Falin, Falin could not survive Scylla Marcille- let’s get that straight. The difference is that Marcille doesn’t get honed in to her monsterfucker tendencies until she sees Chimera Falin whereas Falin would have imagined Scylla Marcille hundreds of times and would have snapped upon seeing it in real life and went to go kiss her gf while telling everyone not to worry about Marcille killing like 5 people because she’s the wife

And you KNOW Scylla Marcille would be whipped for Falin, don’t play with me Ryoko Kui told me herself

#Scylla marcille would follow Falin’s every beck and call LOOK.#Marcille rips off her shirt and the last of Falin’s sanity snaps. she just looks at laios grabs him by the shirt points to marcille +#+ and says “I’m going in’’ and he gets it cause he’s a real one and is proud of his sister for chasing her dreams #monsterfucker touden siblings is gospel to me I’m sorry y’all have to see this #also debate in the comments/tags if you think Scylla marcille has a dick or not I wanna see blood people.#monsterfucker farcille is the truest form of farcille goodnight #farcille #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #marcille dungeon meshi #falin touden #marcille dunmeshi #falin dungeon meshi #marcille donato #dunmeshi falin #laios delicious in dungeon #laios dungeon meshi #laios dunmeshi #laios touden #laios touden delicious in dungeon #yuri #sapphics #lesbians #gay #queer

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the-cooler-kizy-art · 2 months ago

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ARLIGHT PEOPLE, AFTER A TON OF HARD WORK AND HAIR PULLING, i present to thee....

My designs for Calypso and Circe!!

#artists on tumblr #art #digital art #artwork #fanart #Character Design #Epic the Musical #epic the circe saga #circe saga #circe epic the musical #circe #Circe design #calypso #Calypso wisdom Saga #I am so so happy with the final designs of the two HEHEHEHEHE #I THINK THEY BOTH LOOK VERY LOVELY!! AND I AM PROUD #ESPECIALLY CIRCE'S #I popped off with her #AND I DID SAY SHE WAS GONNA HAVE ONE TIT OUT #Just covered with her hair for that family-friendliness for the blog lol #I would ramble about my thoughts behind tge designs but. it's night. I am not putting myself through that LOL #And you mightnbe thinking...#Where js my design for Odysseus??#i SWEAR I HAVE A DESIGN FOR HUM. IT'S ALMOST DONE. I JUST NEED TO FINALLY SOME SMALL TPUCHES BEFORE I SHOW HIM #AND AND #WOMEN ARE MUCH EASIER TO DESIGN FOR ME- SO THAT'S WHY I FINISHED DESIGNING HIM AND NOT ODYSSEUS...#he's coming i swear #← What Pénelope tells herself while waiting for Odysseus LOL #I also want give a shoutout to Gigi because MAAAAN #THEIR DESIGNS ARE SO SO GOOD THEY INSPIRE ME A LOT WITJ MY CHARACTER DESIGNING

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