#no idea what he wouldve texted her

[i-like-books-and-women]

Saturday truth or dare either video or live stream where the truths and dares are pre-written and on lil paper slips in two different bowls. The truths act as a qna and the dares were made up by the boys.

[redysetdare]

I think it would've been a lot cooler if the Samadhi fire had been actively trying to go back to Red son. Seeing as he forged it then they could've made it a thing of the fire literally being part of Red son. The fire is as much a part of him as anything else and it being taken away would've definitely weakened him significantly. What if Mei, acting as 4th ring, kept getting weird visions dealing with Red son and she can't quite figure out why. (this also would follow the idea that the visions dont start until the first ring or something as then the fire reacting to itself starts to cause them. which makes more sense narrative wise than it happening randomly at the dragon castle) The other rings react when Red son is around and when the fire is freed instead of going into Mei, Mei loses her part of the fire when it reunites and it shoots off to find Red son.

"Wait, where is it going?"

"Where it's been trying to go all along. Back to the source."

Then it's a race to see who'll get to Red son first.

[hannieehaee]

18+ / mdi

content: loser!seungcheol, afab reader, smut, continuation of my previous two loser!cheol fics, mentions of fwb relationship, confession, penetrative sex, etc.

part 1, part 2, part 3

wc: 2017

a/n: im creating the loser cinematic universe

masterlist

"so, are you guys dating now?", jeonghan asked one day as a few of the other frat members hung around the kitchen after a rowdy night partying.

"oh, uh, i'm not sure," was seungcheol's response.

it was the truth.

after only a few weeks of knowing each other, – and you jumping his bones every time you saw him – seungcheol still had no idea what label he was supposed to use when referring to you.

you were quite sweet to him any time the two of you got down to unseemly activities, but you were yet to mention anything about being exclusive, much less about officially being his girlfriend.

still, when jeonghan asked, seungcheol felt slightly embarrassed answering.

he wanted to proudly claim you as his; to have his fellow frat brothers look at him in envy when he brought you around, knowing you had picked him out of everyone else; that despite having the reputation of being a loser and a smartass, he had scored the prettiest and sweetest girl on campus.

sadly, he could only daydream about such a thing. he fid not have the balls to actually ask you out, something that jeonghan apparently caught sight of when seungcheol gave him his answer.

"dude, just ask her out," he practically scolded, "she clearly likes you. just make the first move and tell her you wanna be official."

"it's not that easy," he grumbled.

except it was.

what seungcheol didn't seem to realize was that you and jeonghan weren't just mere acquaintances. you were actually friends, which meant that he was pretty well informed on the current status of your relationship. while seungcheol remained unaware of what you sought out of the relationship, jeonghan had been made privy of that information by you directly.

your current hope was for seungcheol to ask you out himself. you knew he was shy and introverted, – and entirely inexperienced when it came to relationships – but you wanted him to want you so bad that his want for you bypassed all those barriers. being asked to be official by the pretty nerd from your friend's frat house was something you simply felt was a must. refusing to make the first move, you waited for him to grow frustrated enough to snap and beg you to be his.

meanwhile, seungcheol was disheartened at the thought of you being so nonchalant about it all, believing that if you were really interested, you wouldve already asked him to be yours.

"girls like to feel wanted. all you have to do is ask her out to a movie or something. easy," shrugged jeonghan.

"easy for you to say. i've never done it before," complained seungcheol, deflated.

"when's the next time you're seeing each other?"

"she asked to come over tonight, why?"

"great," smirked jeonghan, "i have a plan."

~

even as socially inept and inexperienced as seungcheol was, he knew this was the cheesiest thing he could've possibly done.

however, jeonghan had been right about setting him up with you in the first place, even having orchestrated the perfect plan to do so in such a seamless way that it landed seungcheol the prettiest fuck buddy, so he decided to blindly trust jeonghan's expertise yet again.

and now he stood in his room, staring down at the bed covered in red rose petals as what jeonghan described to be 'baby-making music' played. the lights were dimmed and the entire aura was nothing short of suggestive.

after having confirmed for you to come over, – all while jeonghan dictated the text seungcheol was meant to send you – he prepared his room for 'a night of romance,' as jeonghan had called it. the plan was to welcome you in, somehow work his way into a confession, and then 'make love' to you (jeonghan's words, not seungcheol's). as much as cheol wanted to actually make love to you and make you officially his, his anxiety was through the roof. he had never had a girlfriend before. you were his first everything, and he was terrified of scaring you away by being too forward. maybe all you wanted was something casual – which would break his heart, but he'd respect it.

it was, however, too late to back down, as you were supposed to arrive within minutes. in fact, he could already hear the door being opened, accompanied by muffled speech, coming from the entrance of the frat.

upon hearing a quiet knock on his door, he went to open it, offering you a sheepish smile as you walked in and took in the sight.

you giggled in disbelief, "cheol, what's all this?"

"uh, i, uhm, i wanted to make tonight a little extra special, that's all."

— 'tell her you coward!', he could hear jeonghan's voice playing in the back of his head.

"yeah? that's all?", you asked, nearing him with a purpose.

"well, no, i- i actually wanted to ask you something."

"mhm?," you smiled, placing your hands on his shoulders.

he was visibly sweating by now, gulping after every sentence and his eyes fleeting from your own down to his shoes.

"just, uh, i wanted to, f-fuck- it's kinda difficult when you- when you do that," he stammered when your hands made their way to the back of his neck, playing softly with the hair there, drawing goosebumps in the process.

"it's okay, cheollie, just tell me. i can get a lot more distracting," you practically warned, not halting your soft touches and now invading all his personal space.

without even thinking of it, his hands had wrapped around your waist, a place that was now natural for him to hold, albeit always in a shy manner.

"y-yeah, okay, uh, i just- just wanted to know if you ... if you'd like to- to, uh, maybe go out sometime," he gulped and cringed at how not-smoothly it had gone over. he hadn't even asked you out how he meant to, how he had rehearsed with han.

"go out? but, cheollie, we already hang out so much. what do you mean by 'go out'?", you tilted your head in fake confusion, clearly acting obtuse on purpose to further mess with an already nervous seungcheol.

nevertheless, cheol was not planning on backing down. not even when you leaned in and began pressing hot kisses to the skin of his neck. not even when your tongue came out to lick at the splotches you'd begun leaving behind. and specially not when your teeth went up to softly nibble at his earlobe.

"b-be my girlfriend, fuck, please? i ...", he whined all at once, hands tightening into your hips.

seungcheol could not be blamed for being such a weak man, falling to your seduction so easily. you were always in control whenever it came to the bedroom. this was something seungcheol absolutely adored. maybe it made him feel weak and a little bit pathetic at times, but it sure made his dick insanely hard, just like at this same moment.

"yes, cheollie," you sighed with a smile as your lips remained attached to his skin, "i'll be your girlfriend, angel."

"y-you will?", he managed to let out a gasp when your hands joined in on the fun, reaching under his shirt and feeling up his chest and abdomen.

"of course, baby. like you so much ... just wanted you to ask me out first," you revealed between kisses on his neck, reaching to his cheek and then finally landing on his lips.

"mmm," he hummed against your lips, hands tightening around your waist as he instinctively pulled you into himself, "god, wanted to ask you out since the day we met."

"i know, cheollie," you giggled, "you're just a little shy, huh?"

"you just make me so nervous," he groaned, letting himself fall limp to your touches, molding to your body and letting you guide him to bed with zero complaints.

"me? but i like you so much," you stress the words as you undress him, with him numbly following along to all your wordless commands.

"like you more ..." he breathed out once he was completely undressed and your hands reached down to toy with his cock through his boxers, "l-like you so much, you have no idea ..."

"can't believe such a pretty boy likes me so much," you went back to his lips, pulling his head back by his hair in order to force his mouth open for your tongue to make an entrance. you breathed in his gasps, making love to his tongue with your own.

"y-you're pretty. so pretty, you- fuck, can't believe you even looked my way," he kept mirroring your compliments, feeling an innate need to let you know how much more into you he was than you could ever understand.

"yeah? let me show you how much i like you, then?" you smiled against his lips, whining at how he seemed unable to disconnect your lips, chasing after your own with a huff.

nodding feverishly, he helped you out of your clothes, groaning any time your hand would go back down to make contact with his cock, eventually pulling it out of his boxers.

"m gonna fuck you now, okay, baby? gonna fuck you just how you like," you promised once undressed, sitting on his lap as his breath accelerated.

he felt a cold sweat rush through his body at the thought of you sitting on him. he'd gotten the privilege of fucking you many times in the pas, but he was always unprepared for the feeling of your cunt wrapped around him. the sight of your nude body in front of him was already enough to make him lose the ability to think coherently.

"f-fuck, oh, fuck, thank you," he groaned when you finally sat down on him, eyes rolling back and fingers digging into your hips.

"cheollie ... fuck, always feel so good for me," you breathed, arching your back and wrapping your arms around his shoulders for support, "such a good boy ..."

the praise made his hips cant upwards, beginning to fuck into you with a complete lack of rhythm, yet still making you let out those high-pitched moans that always made him lose his mind.

"it's so fucking tight ... fuck, love it so much. l-like you so fucking much. so perfect for me ..."

"can't believe you're mine ... please tell me you're mine. please ..."

"need you every day. can't live without your cunt. fuck, you ruined me ..."

uncharacteristically, his words were endless, wanting to let you know how much he liked you and how badly he needed to have you day after day. he needed to make you feel as wanted as you always did him. after every single one of his confessions, you'd respond with a reciprocation, making him even more desperate for you.

"'m gonna cum for you, cheollie," you eventually whined, "cum with me , angel. please? show me how m-much you like me?"

how could he deny you when you played that card? when all he wanted was to give you anything your heart desired? he had no ability to resist you, always following your every request without question.

there was no need for him to hold back his orgasm, as he could practically cum on command if you so much as looked at him a certain way. he just liked you so fucking much, having no control of himself any time you touched him.

his hips accelerated when your orgasm hit you, pistoning into you at punishing speed due to the way your cunt wrapped around him all of the sudden. despite already being used to your cunt, he could not resist its warm embrace any time your orgasm would rob you of your senses. predictably, his own orgasm followed yours almost immediately.

"t-thank you. fuck, thank you. like you so much, fuck. baby, l-like you so fucking much," there was a mantra of thank you's and confessions through the entirety of his orgasm, sounding entirely too pathetic but not caring for it as he expressed his truth for you.

"such a good boy, cheollie," you whispered into his ear once both your orgasms subsided. your hands played softly with his hair, pressing him against your skin in a comforting manner.

seungcheol could die happily in this moment. how could things be better than now? he had the prettiest girl holding him in her arms after the best orgasm of his life, having found out that his feelings were mutual. no more words were needed as the two of you softly loved on one another, eventually laying in bed and napping together, only to wake back up again and express the same sentiments over and over again.

[kumezyzo]

HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT. you know how george was on live reacting to dreamteam edits? IMAGINE SAPNAPS REACTING TO TIKTOK EDITS OF HIS PARTNER AND ITS LIKE TO AUDIOS LIKE "look dont touch it" or ITS VELOCITY EDITS OF HER WALKING AND THE ASS IS MOVING IN SLO MO LMAOO IDK YOU CAN FIX IT UP HOWEVER

hehe 🤭

anywayyyy, enjoy! or dont :) m.list

bf!sapnap was minding his business when someone suggested him reacting to edits like george did.

"watch edits?" he asked once he read the chat. he waited as more chats started flooding in, incouraging the idea. he reached for his water bottle and shrugged as he took a gulp. "which ones?"

bf!sapnap started by watching edits of his friends. mostly of dream and george. and ship edits of those two.

bf!sapnap who just ended up tweeting out "reply with edits you want me to react to" and scrolling through the submissions. he was too lazy to look for good ones.

bf!sapnap who finds one, thinking it's of him. it starts off as a clip from a past stream, you're standing next to him in short shorts and a hoodie. and he remembers the moment clearly.

your boyfriend was talking to his chat blandly as you lightly knocked on his door. you didn't wait for a response and opened it slightly. you peeked your head through, cautiously. he looked over at you silently. he nodded inquisitively as you stepped in slowly.

"sorry..." you said, stepping forward to peak at his monitors. he checked you out as you got closer, leaning back in his chair and arms behind his head. "you didn't respond to my text, about dinner" you whispered, trying to stay out of frame.

"oh, shit, sorry. my phones over there," he said, nodding towards the farthest end of his desk. "can you hand it to me?"

you reached for his phone and brought it over to him. you looked at his screens again, and he wrapped his arm around your hip as he opened his messages.

you stood there awkwardly, looking at his chat. you waved when you realized they were spamming your name. you paused when you felt your boyfriend start lightly squeezing your hip.

you felt your phone buzz in the front pocket of your hoodie as he set his phone down on this desk. "okay, there you go, mamas," he said, reaching his hand down to lightly tap your ass.

you looked at him with wide eyes as you shoved him playfully. "thats enough, sir," you said, trying to hide your embarrasment with a laugh.

bf!sapnap who cant help but watch in admiration when the edit switches its focus on your smiling face. as the clips switch from you at different moment on his past streams, he watches intently.

bf!sapnap who asks his stream to send him more edits. his stream proceeds to send in couples edits of you two and spicy™️ ones of you.

bf!sapnap who, after he ends his stream, comes up behind you and trails his hands under your hoodie.

he shoved his nose into your neck as he reached down into your shorts. rubbed the inside of your thigh, right next to your heat.

you squired softly, "what are you doing?"

"you're kinda hot, you know that?" he said cheekily, his breath tickling your neck.

i wouldve made it longer if i didnt realise that i dont know how to describe an edit 😭😭 mb... have a good day -nony

[veevei]

DAWN IN THE ADAN

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ch 25: minecraft

yn rushes back to her dorm after she just got a text that the stream would be starting soon.

opening the door from her 15 minute sprint from the coffee shop to her dorm —why did she even go get coffee and an egg and cheese sandwich at 8pm?— doesnt matter anyways as she turns on her laptop

“i should get a better laptop.. maybe a pc when i graduate..” mumbling to herself while texting maki, not even bothering to tweet a stream announcement. toge and yuji probably did it already anyways.

yn joins minecraft and the proximity chat with nearly everyone in it. they were still waiting on one more person, megumi. whatever

she continues eating her english muffin which is nearly finished by now. once shes done megumi finally joins the call. yn puts down her phone which she was scrolling on pinterest on for minecraft house ideas and starts getting blocks.

this wasnt a speedrun anyways, theyll probably play again soon. while yuji and toge are doing their own thing— killing mobs, mining, actually progressing — yn was barely done either getting the wood for her house.

she was pretty quiet for the stream because of how tired she was. not because shes sleepy but because of classes. whenever shes not in class shes either studying or streaming, sometimes alone sometimes with her friends. she only got rest on sundays and fridays, this week looks like its going to just be friday.

even though she was with her friends she still felt alone. toge and yuji were trying to speedrun the game, and maki was pretty much doing the same thing yn was doing but with nobara following along, yuta was mining, he was still talking on stream and had some energy left. megumi was.. what is he doing?

maybe maki and nobara will become better friends. thats fine, nobaras nice enough.

hours later they go into the end and kill the ender dragon. this is boring. shes nearly done with her house and hasn’t spoken to basically anyone after the end. right now everyone is trying to kill eachother—more like yuji and toge trying to kill everyone— and yn still hasnt gotten above iron armor

she heads into a random strip mine that yuta probably dug in the beginning on the game, after 20 minutes she starts to hear a voice. she turns around to see nothing. the voice is probably coming from above her anyways. before long she starts getting hit by what she thought was a zombie. she turned around and started immediately hitting megumi.

“oops sorry. i thought you were a mob” yn says while giggling. “thats my fault anyways. do you have any iron?” megumi asks yn. “why?” yn says while checking her inventory, not that she needed to. she knew she had atleast a stack of iron by now.

yn throws him the iron. “i didnt say my reason first, i could be trying to kill you, you know” megumi says. “are you trying to kill me?” yn retorts. “nah, kay bye. thanks for the iron”

“no problem”

by the time she gets to the surface most everything is either on fire or covered in random cobblestone. no one had died yet but yuji was chasing after nobara screaming about how she killed his dog.

yn laughs to herself as she starts to travel back to her house from spawn. she made sure it was far away just because she did not want her house to be burned down by toge.

when she checks her chest she finds that all of her diamonds that she got from the end city were gone. probably yutas or makis doing, toge wouldve destroyed the house down the moment he saw it.

yn crafts herself a suit of diamond armor and a diamond axe from the diamonds she just minded and she heads back to spawn. 5 minutes later she starts to here yelling, she sprints to yuta asking where her diamonds went. “yuta! did you take my diamonds? i had like 7 but now theyre all gone” “oh yeah.. i thought that was makis house.”

yn gives the deadest stare to anyone who was still watching her stream, they all probably moved to yuji or toges because they still somehow were talkative.

“whatever”

by the time yn makes it back, she sees yuji and toge scavenging in her house. how did they even find it? it was like 700 blocks away from spawn, she thought that was far enough. atleast they didnt burn it down yet.

STUPID BABY WAS SLAIN BY YUJI

“MY CAT WHAT THE FUCK YUJI” yn yells. yuji gasps and says “THAT WAS YOURS?” yn gets her axe and immediately starts hitting yuji “THIS IS MY HOUSE WHAT DID YOU THINK??”

“i thought it was makis!! STOP HELP, HELP ME TOGE”

toge had already left the moment yuji started killing her cat.

4 hours later yuji and toge are being killed for their crimes. right after that the stream ends.

“that was fun.. i think atleast.” yn mumbles to herself as she shuts her laptops, clearing the food and drink off her desk. she glaces at the clock.

1:47 AM

damn it.

whats up guys

this ISNT proof read.. at all

egg and cheese english muffin are so fucking good

1 breakfast food DONT PLAY WITH ME.

yn and megs first interaction???!!!

25 ch deep 😭🙏

i hate this

i haven’t started ch 27 yet… 😕

spiderman across the spider man reference

“givemeamin” how cute he put it in one word yk kids these days

idk what he said but it was smth like that

everyone thinks yns stuff is makis

bye

yns english muffin 🤤 yns inspo from pinterest

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[miowritings]

꧁“𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭”꧂

Kaito x gn!reader

✮A/N: HBD KAITOO!!! Did this last minue

✮sypnosis: you have a throw a surprise party for kaito!!

✮contains: friends to lovers, suggestive at the end??, the virtual singers are a band in this au, slight ooc😭, not proofread

Today was kaito's birthday, and since it was his birthday, you did everything in your will to make it special, ofcourse making a special birthday party would make it hard, not to mention expensive but you had to try!! It was his birthday after all and it didnt hurt to try right?

You first started the day by buying him ice cream, you hid it in the fridge so that when he gets in your shared apartment, you'll surprise him with that! Next you brought some small cake, the big one was too expensive, surely the small one will do..

You then decorated the apartment, just some small balloons here and there, since it was his birthday, ofcourse you were going to invite his friends, they too had to come! So you went online and started searching on what to cook, foods that would suit everybody, after an hour or so you started cooking, there were going to be 7 of them, plus you so that would mean you had to make food suited for 8 people! You didnt try anything like this since you came from a small family, but itd be worth a shot!

Ofcourse, you did some things that arent related to his birthday such as, taking care of plants, going to the mall, and going to your job, ofcourse when you got home you were a tad bit late, so you put on your apron and started cooking, you placed your phone onto a phone stand and watched their live, since it was his birthday, ofcourse theyre gonna put on a show, why wouldnt they?

After finishing preparing everything you texted kaito to be home as quick as he can, he still didnt see the message but he will, he never leaves you on sent, after a minute he sees your message, and goes offline, thats it? Does that mean theyre coming home? 8pm still not home, 8:45pm still not home, 9pm still not home, you started doubting, the food had gone cold, you placed the ice cream back into the fridge to avoid it melting, maybe he and his bandmates went out and ate out? But he wouldve texted you if they did.. maybe he forgot? It was almost 10 and you started placing the cake back to the fridge to avoid flies, then the door opened, and there it was kaito and his bandmates!

You quickly placed the cake in the fridge and helped them get inside. "Sorry for not replying, i was about to but my phone died..." Kaito, apologizes, you shook your head and assured him that it was all okay, rin, the band's keyboardist interrupts. "Oh wow! You cooked all this [Y/N]! Careful, lens gonna eat it all~!" She teased, taking a seat "i dont even eat that much! Unlike you!" Len, the bands guitarist argues back, Meiko, sits beside the two teens, giving them a glare "calm down you two.. " she says sternly, the two didnt calm down so they had to sit separately, Meiko, Rin, Luka on the right side, you, Miku, and Rin on the left, ofcourse Kaito would be at the center since this party was dedicated to him!

You all began to eat and drink, except the twins ofcourse, staying up all night to have fun, singing karaoke, and playing video games, you watched, Miku and Luka admiring rin and len's skill on playing video games, while Meiko lays down, too drunk to know whats happening,she rests her head on Rins lap "Stop moving Meiko! Im gonna lose!!" She whines, Len snickers "keep wiggling Meiko!" He teases, you watched them all, being happy that they enjoyed the small party you threw, after some minutes Meiko finally woke up and had an idea. "Guys! Lets sing kaito a... A happy birthday~!" She says with a song-sing voice, wrapping her arm around your shoulder, you nod and helped Meiko sit back down.

After singing kaito a happy birthday, you pulled out your small cake from the fridge "sorry if the cakes to small.. the big ones were expensive.." you added, looking a bit guilty, Kaito shook his head and gave you a reassuring smile "no,no.. dont be, im grateful for whatever you give me.." he smiles "Stop talking and blow out the candle!!" Rin exclaims, Kaito then blew out his candles, chuckling a bit "aha.. im starting to feel old.." he chuckles, Miku shook her head "26 is not that old.! I think.." she replied, Luka nodded in agreement.

After the party ended, the rest of the bandmates were gonna head home, they all had given their gifts back at the concert but you still hadnt given your gift yet.. "you sure you dont want me to drive you home..?" You ask, Luka shook her head "no, no.. me and Meiko live pretty close, rin, miku, and len also live ina dormitory thats just a 30 minute drive from my place.. its almost 12 so you should get rest, you did throw as a party.." she replied, You knew you could trust her, she only took small drink, maybe like one can, unlike Meiko..

You both helped eachother clean up, it wasnt that messy but still needed some retouches "you dont have to help me clean Kai, its your birthday" you say to him, he shook his head "no, i should help.. you threw me this party.. its the least i could do.." he says, while wiping the plates, watching you sweep, after finishing, you wanted to announce something.

"Happy birthday Kai.. oh! Here i brought you a present! Close your eyes..!" You giggle, Kaito smiles and nodded, closing his eyes "on a count to three open em okay? 1... 2... 3... Open!" As Kaito opens his eyes, he had an appreciated look on his face. "A crocheted plushie.. of ice cream..?" He remarks.. was your gift that bad..? Is it not that good? "Y-yeah! Took me a week.. do you .. like it...?" You ask, kaito smiles at you and gave you a hug "i love it.. i'll cherish it as long as i live" he added, the hug soon broke "this is the best birthday gift i could ask for.. thank you.." he smiles at you, showering you with compliments, you blush slightly at his words "awee..! Dont have to! Just doing something a good person would do!" The clock soon hits 12, Kaito's birthday had come to an end.

"Although.. there is something that i did want.." he blushed, looking away "oh! What is it then..? Im sure i can buy it for you next year!" You replied, kaito looks at you then, clears hos throat "is it too late for a birthday kiss..?" He asks.

You blush, and chuckles a bit, kissing his cheek, just as you were about to pull away, he grabs your waist and kisses you on the lips.. "i-im sorry.." he said, blushing madly while looking down, you chuckle and smiled at him "no,no.. im glad you kissed me.."He smiles at your response, hugging you, nuzzling his face to your neck, "oh.. well.. im glad you liked it.. though.. would you still be glad if i.. did more than kissing?"

[puhpandas]

the idea that cassies dad is the hw2 protag is soo dumb to me. like to me cassie makes the most sense since her introduction was a dlc so her getting the next game would make sense (and she had that vanni mask, lol), and gregory makes a lot of sense since uh. security breach. is the way it is. or vanessa bc hw was her game.

why would sw introduce all of these characters to us and then just jump to some random guy we know like one thing about??? whos only connection is through what, one line in ruin? three or four if you count item flavor text?

like okay, if help wanted 2 gave us anything at all about the protag in relation to the other characters i could see it being cassies dad (like how cassie gave us a lot of info abt her relationship with gregory AND gave us info on vanessa/vanny with the existence and uses of the vanni mask). but it Didnt. which leads me to believe its probably someone weve met. cause didnt vanessa get like.. “soft-launched” through the ar emails prior to her proper reveal(s) in hw1 and sb?

youd think we wouldve gotten ANYTHING else about him if he was the protag. or that hed have some sort of connection to the vanni mask, like cassie recognizing it as something her dad used. but she didnt even know what it was so??? it just feels very far-fetched to me.

yeah especially with the whole passing the sword thing in princess quest 4 and the very very clear direction of Cassies fate being her turning into vanny it like. seems like its pointing in that direction. the cast is already getting oversaturated just with the introduction of cassie, cassies getting development (which in the case of hw2 would literally just be him dying which progresses absolutley nothing) instead of cassie herself would be fucking insane

[speci-society]

So i went to matt's blog to look at that original terrible explanation post bc i remember seeing he added a lame backpedaling addition to his comment abt the hammer car post after he saw how many people were clowning on him for it, but then i saw this under it which is potentially even worse???

(Static added to differentiate between my text and matt screenshot)

Like. Matt. MATT. You've BEEN THRU THIS before buddy you ALREADY made this mistake of making a claim about how egregious avery behaved ("names so explicit i can't post them here without a mature tag"), attaching absolutely no proof, and then when you do decide to give proof its the most lukewarm run of the mill everyday typical tumblr content out there. Like. Suggestive sideblog urls??? (Sarcasm) Oooh time to dust off the ol horny jail baseball bats from 2021 and keep digging that hole youre in matt. Not to mention he posted said proof not to his own blog on his own website on the post he's edited many many many times to add shit to it, but on an entirely different website for the purpose of continuing to harass the same woman

And i know that either way, after he said what he said in the above screenshot, posting or not posting those blog names wouldve been a bad idea. Dont post them, and youve made a baseless claim that makes you look like more of a liar (which he is imo but.), do post them and you've maliciously outed her other blogs and made yourself look like more of a transmisogynist (again, i dont have much faith that he isnt). But like. 2 things abt that.

1. He managed to do both of those at the same time by posting some parts on tumblr and the other parts in a twitter reply

2. He couldve avoided having to do either IF HE DIDNT MENTION THEM AT ALL!!!!! BC CLEARLY HE DIDNT NEED TO!!!!!! WHERE AM I IN CRAZY TOWN?????

Just digging the hole further and further and further, after he made i think 2 and maybe more apology posts and HAS SEEMINGLY DELETED THEM NOW. COME THE FUCK ONNNNN MAN

[ghostsprettymama]

“I see you, little eywa”

warnings: romance, no smut, fluff, angst, transformations, injections, no spell check.

parings; Ao’nung x Reader

Word count: 10,074 words 53,975 characters

child on eywa.. born and raised, who. And where and how will they adapt? is she connected to eywa?

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key words/info

Blue text = speaking in Navi language.

Olo'eyktan = chief/Clan leader

Tsahik: = the spiritual leader of a Na'vi clan, and the most important member next to the clan leader

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There was Baby Y/N, laying on the ground. She slept so peacefully for a Sky person, the wind blew in her small short hair, awakening the baby.

She got up yawning, she was not aware of where she was at all, she just knew this was a nice napping spot.

she sat up, walking around, Seeds of eywa flowed around her, not even the creatures bothered the child, they saw no threat.

She came across a body of water looking in and seeing her reflection, she giggled playing in the water.

Soon a man, a navi? fell into the water from the waterfall, he looked at y/n with soft eyes. "Oh no, who left their baby." He said with worry looking behind him.

He couldnt leave what was chasing him to kill you. the thanator came from the darkness making the panicked man run faster scooping you up.

"SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT I HOPE YOUR MOTHER ISSNT MISSING YOU RIGHT NOWWW." he said in a sort of panic.

Eventually you did get away, well, the strange man carrying you helped with that. But the poor man didnt have his weird loud instruments.

he stood in a spot panting, but you were focused on the shadow moving above you guys on a small cliff, you saw a tall woman.

She was beautiful, you smiled and giggled reaching for her, she readied her bow aiming at the man holding you, seeds of eywa landed on the arrow and she lowered it.

"Whats so funny huh?" the man said holding you up making you laugh more and clap your hands. he smiled holding you closer to his chest.

The lady was gone? oh well, she was pretty. jake walked through this forest, setting you aside near a small puddle crafted a wooden spear, and a torch, he wrapped them together smiling at the idea he had.

he heard growling , instinctively rushing to you, the slim yet small green eyed beasts snapped at you, you sniffled in fear, your eyes threatening tears.

the black haired tall man swung the torch at them, readying his spear,you turned your head seeing the woman rush over with her bow, she was fast, she had slain the beasts without jakes help .

when the battle was over , she'd put her knee on a one of the beasts neck , saying something you couldnt understand. You looked at jake,who looked at you then shrugged.he picked you up heading to the water for his weapon he dropped during the fight.

When he got it, he looked around admiring the planets bioluminescent beauty ( glow = pretty color). His eyes sparkled just like yours, his eyes wandered down to yours, a soft smile forming.

He went back over to the woman speaking " Look, i know you probably dont understand this but uh- " he said trying to speak to the girl, and yet she continued on with whatever she was speaking. "thank you.." the man finished.The woman continued, looking around, one hand on the corpse of what she slaughtered " thank you." he said again expecting a reply.

She ignored him continuing on what she was doing, slitting the animals throat. "That was impressive" He added on, she glanced up at him with an annoyed look, getting up and moving " We wouldve been screwed if you hadn't come along. It was.." he said with breathy voice. were adults always so tired? "hey wait a second?? where are you going!" he said, the man thats carrying you followed her with you in his arms, you couldnt walk yet, you didnt know how .

She strutted through the woods, while the man carrying you could barley keep up even though she was just walking. "hey wait up-" he said trying his best to follow her and keep you safe. she turned faster, trying to lose the strange man.

"just.. hey slow down-" he followed her, he was presistent , "look, wait up, i just wanted to say thabks for killing those things." he grabbed her arm, causing her to whip arround and hit his nose with her bow.

She was careful enough to not hit you. he stumbled back,trying not to fall with you in his arms " Ah- damn" he said using his free hand to hild his nose. "Dont thank." she said aiming the tip of her bow to the mans chest near you. " you dont thank for this."

"This is sad. very sad only." she spat venom at the pathetic man insulting him, trying to get her point across.

"Okay okay in sorry" he said "whatever we- what ever i did in sorry" he said once more in an apologetic manor. " Alll this is your fault. they did not need to die!" she said,the pretty womans motions matching her strict tone.

"My fault ? they attacked me how is i- "YOUR FAULT!" she said pressing the tip, the sharp tip at his chest once more. jake backed up for your safety, the angered woman got closer. " your fault." she repeated.

"Easy easy." he motioned at her with the free hand. "youre like a baby! making noises and not knowing what to do! and even the one youre carrying is calm." she said attacking the man with her words."easy.." he said in a quiter calmer tone, all this made you tired, you closed your eyes resting easy.

When you woke up you were with the man, another approaching him, you only heard the word "jake" before your eyes closed again, re opening to you being in the womans lap while jake ate his food.

The womans long fingers caressed yours, you opened your hand to hold the finger, the man you think jake is, smiled to the woman.

"whats your name?" he asked

"neytiri." Neytiri responded.

"neytilee..." he said loosely.

"Neytiri!" she said smacking the back of his head.

he winced in pain making you giggle, the two smiling.

FEW WEEKS LATER.

You sat in neytiris den, you didnt know where either of your parental figures went,in came Tsu'tey.

he lifted you up with a smile " Come skybaby! you have great things to learn today!" you giggled, your hands touching his face.

He despised jake,but loved you dearly, your adorable eyes,your chubby cheeks and your gummy smile.With tsutey he tried teach you his name and other key names, and how to walk but that always failed.

Untill now.

You walked beside him, well poorly, His Direhorse careful enough to not knock you over. you made it over to the ranch where neytiri and jake were , you saw them train , then you laughed when he fell into the mud.Of course tsu'tey was tormenting him like he always does, neytiri walked over to you smiling, seeing how you could walk now. "jake,look at her! shes walking !" neytiri said with a smile, jake MANHANDLED tsu'tey out the way. he smiled, tears of joy dropping on the floor as he picked you up Spinning you around."Jake sully, we never asked you. what is your daughters name?" Tsu'tey said asuming you were his.

"Eywa" Neytiri lied for him, well not necesarily, she always thought the name would fit you, its as if you were eywa, how the animals liked you, and protected you.Tsu'tey looked confused, but then nodded understanding "understandable, but its the little ones nap time" she motioned for a hunter to take her from jakes arms, he stepped back hissing.

"Jake sully. the child needs nap time." Tsu'tey said, but Jake didn't budge, you were the closest thing he had to a child, for now.Neytiri placed an arm on jakes shoulder, he looked Tsu’tey up and down about six times before handing him over to you, who handed you to a hunter.

you waved bye to jake! You didn't want your friend to be sad, once you reached jakes den, you rested peacefully where jake did, closing your eyes.

TIMESKIP!

(the day of disaster)

You woke up to smoke, fire ,planes and people. You wanderes to the ground searching for neytiri and jake, or even tsu’tey.

there you saw your former teacher. On the ground dying, with neytiri and jake by him.

You ran over happy to see him, you didnt understand, so you touched his face,neytiri looked at you gasping, not being able to hold her tears.

“Suuutey.” you said, your first word, his eyes looked over to yours, a smile forming on his face “ i see you, Little eywa.” he smiled, putting a small necklace on you.

He held your face, his eyes going to jake. “I see you Jake sully, toruk makto.” he said, a single tear dropping from jakes eye as the light left his eyes, his hand falling to the ground.

You got picked up by neytiri, seeds of eywa landing on your head. The two turned to the crowd of navi. “He wants the war, he wants our land we’ll take it to him him.” said jake raising his bow, the crowd agreeing.

A woman wrapped cloth around neytiris back, where she was able to carry you.

out of nowhere machines came, planes, robots, jets, all of that. Many navi fought and many died, so much happened you could barely process it. You were only 16 months old, so much happened in the blink of an eye, Neytiri fought flawlessly with you on her back.

We were losing though, you didn't like that, you cried, loud, and a rumble started, creatures of eywa big and small soon emerging, Neytiri looked at the creatures and then you, having a flashback to what jake had said to eywa. “You really are little eywa.” she smiled pressing the device on her neck.

“Jake.. Both eywas have heard you..” she said. “EYWA HAS HEARD YOU!” she raised her bow shouting.

You felt your eyes forcefully close, opening again when you were being held by mo'at. you were so tired from wasting energy on calling eywa for help. she was above a stump, jake next to a human body, na'vi were seated before the view.

soon your papa's eyes opened as he stood up, neytiri hugged him , he whinced abit for hugging her back. "Ma jake! " she nuzzled her head into her neck.

"Neytiri...you faught pregnant and with child on back.. bravery yet stupidity." Mo'at said , she was worried for two of her grandbabies and her daughter.

the lovebirds hugs ended, jake turned go mo'at looking at you. "is there a way to make her.. my daughter " he said with hope.

Mo'at shook her head "silly questions A toruk makto asks." she smiled for once. " She already is yours. in here and here" she pointed to your mind and heart.

"take great care of her. dearest care"

Jake ane neytiri nodded, Mo'at looked at you one more time, finding out you grew a braid? like navi? "how is this possible.." She said.

Jake and Neytiri were confused,she held you up showing your two suprise adoption parents. They gasped, neytiri held it trying to think of a reasonable explaination.

"Maybe she evolved..? but isnt it too soon for her to." your father jake said taking you from your grandmother.

"Its not to soon. she is child of Eywa mother." Neytiri said proudly, with confidence.

Mo'at looked at your eyes, searching deep in your soul, you smiled at her. your gentle aura greeting her, a seed of eywa again falling on your nose."She is indeed Neytiri. More then you realise" Mo'at said giving you a light peck on your forehead, she mumbmled something,a proctection prayer. "Do not let this child into the wrong hands." Mo'at said.

YEARS LATER

Y/n was now 15 Years old,she had went exploring with her sibblings the sully kids, but walked off with kiri. "My old sleeping spot.." You said, remembering, you sat criss cross applesauce.

kiri laid down next to you head near your legs " I know we ask this alot Y/N but why did Mother lie and say your name was eywa?" Kiri said, her pretty eyes turning to your gentle (E/c) eyes.

"Because she didnt want people to think Papa stole me from some random woman, he actually found me when he was being chased by a thanator. He didnt want me to die so he picked me up and ran." You said, untangling your hair with your fingers, it was still messy, but at least it looked nice.

"Unlike spider, you have a braid, like Na'vi, i dont understand why." Kiri said sitting up. "Eywa blessed me with many gifts, but lets rest, questions are for you yourself to answer" You said, laying down as kiri giggled.

"And you dont stink like him, your mannerisms is alot like mothers" Kiri said laying down, she laughed at ber own words, you laughed at them too.

"Grew up with navi ever since i was 16 months old." you said closing your eyes.

You opened them again in your dream, you were where you and kiri were sleeping, but it was where a pregnant woman was. She was a na’vi yet looked like you.” I'm having his child...“ the woman said, she looked at you, then behind her running away, the dream forward to the child's mother placing it in your in sleeping spot Tears swelled up in your eye as you saw spider,Lo'ak, and tuktirtey waiting for you and kiri to wake up. "Had a nightmare without mighty na'vi to protect you?" Lo'ak said mocking his brother neteyam.

"theres a thanator behind you." you said,lying but lo'ak didnt know, he turned around fast , scared if the beast was behind him.

"Ha ha very funny but lets go." he said moving on, you got up , kiri following after. Only by walking you were ahead of the Sully kids and spider, you were strayed off collecting things to make a braclet with, spider found you silently watching.

"I can smell your foul scent." You said, having a sensitive nose,Spider wasnt hurt by what you said " why are you so mean to me, were both human" he said to you in a confused manor.

"im not, you just need a bath, self care isnt something to lack in" you said, turning around,you were smiling, at your basket, you enjoyed flowers dearly.

you motioned spider to follow you as you headed back over to your siblings, when they found you and spider, then calmed down. “DON'T split up anymore it's dangerous” Lo’ak said concerned for everyone's safety. You adored your sibling for the tough love he gave, you walked up to him giving him a gentle hug. “I'm sorry for worrying you, it's okay. Please relax” you said gently moving your hand across his cheek and leaving it.

“if it's dangerous why is tuk here.” Kiri said as they moved, You smiled at her small comment, spider snickering at her comment too. “ Because ‘ ill tell mom if I can't come!’” he said looking at tuk who hid behind kiri sticking her tongue out.

You laughed at the sight, you enjoyed the bickering because it was like bonding, far away you heard a branch crack. You and lo’ak looked at the direction of the noise,he went closer going into the plants motioning for you to follow.

The sully kids split up,you with Lo’ak, spider kiri and tuk went the other direction. You stuck low to the ground spotting Avatar, they had guns, and weird clothing. lo’ak touched his earpiece turning it on speaking to jake “ dad- i mean eagle one,theres people in the forest with guns, and - “ he got cut off by jake “Me and your mother told you to not go out, who else is with you.” jake said over the piece, Lo’ak got quiet. “ all 4 of us besides neteyam.” you said, your eyes moving to a tall man with a small waist. your pupils dilated with interest, Lo’ak held you back knowing what you were gonna do. "Stay put were coming." Jake said .

you felt hands near you, you turned around letting out a threatening hiss, Lo'ak moved turning around, before you could fight you got restrained and grabbed. you were brought to the man you were observing earlier, along with your sibblings + spider.

"My my what do we have here. Two humans and.." he went to lo'ak crouching " na'vi. who's are you boy." he said demanding an answer.

"My father said i cant speak to assholes" he said in the language you understood,you laughed, the woman restraining you pulled on your braid making you hiss loud.

"who do you belong to" He said in your native language.

everyone looked shocked "dont tell him-" the woman yanked your braid earning another violent hiss. Lo'ak flicked the man off. The tall man looked at his hands then you. " so all of you are his" then his eyes traveled to spider and he paused "miles?" he tilted his head.

"My name is spider." he said trying to yank out his restrainers strong grip. "Youre gonna dislocate your shoulder. dont be dumb." he said walking away from spider crouching infront of you.

"what do we have hear." he looked at you making the woman restraining you release you.

"If you run, all of them die." he declared, you sensed he wasnt joking, and you didnt wanna test that. you stood up circling him,he did the same.

"A human girl with a Queue? you a mutation ?" he said questioning you. your steps were fast and quiet. " ive been here since 16 months old. ive adapted to navi evolved. thats all i know." quaritch reached for you testing your reflexes.

You slid back on the grass hissing, pulling your small blade from your side. guns were aimed at you. "Fiesty like one, you sure you arent one" he got reminded of neytiri from how you acted. " you deffinently are Neytiris. not by blood." he said egging you on.

"No more questions. none of your buisness." you said , a sound was heard, the sibblings of yours and spider turnd to a direction, they heard neytiri you didnt look though, you were focused on the asshole infront of you.

you lowered your blade increasing the distance. "what is your name girl." he said . " Burn in hell." you replied.

Before he could get closer Neytiri shot a warning arrow between you two. he glanced at where it came from.

"Theyre here." he said. everything happened like a blur, your body acted against you automatically. neytiri kept quadritch away from you while jake took the restrainers out.

you got closer to quaritch swiping at his stomach with your blade you picked up leaving a big scar. you moved back, standing infront of the sullys like you were gonna protect them. "Colonel quaritch what do we do." said an Avatar said.

quaritch moved his eyes off of you guys. you fled into the bushes , the sully kids following. his main focus was jake and neytiri.

Later, back at the base.

Everyone but tuk had been scolded, even you. you never saw them that pissed. you sat in a swivel chair thinking "isnt it strange i dont know who my dad is, kiri doesnt know hers either. and Y/n doesnt know her parents at all" Spider said confused.

"i mean maybe kiri's dad got knocked up by norm" Lo'ak said, kiri gagged at his words while spider laughed.

" what about Y/n? how come she has a queue as a human?" spider said "how come she doesnt need a mask like me?" spider was confused about you.

"One, dont talk about my mom like that" she said going to her capsule looking at her. " and two, maybe y/ns mother was a navi. you dont know neither does she. stop asking shes probably annoyed" she said getting spider off your back

You didnt mind the discussion of you, you sat on a cold table watching norm Came in to look at you. "cmon we have to do more tests" he reached for you.

"Dont-" spider warned, you werent a fan of hands grabbing you. you hissed at norm smacking his hand. "Mother said no tests. " you glared at him

"I'll convince jake for you to get an ikran." he said, the crowd behind you raised their eyebrows, you jumped down from the table running to the labs.

Norm smiled, then turned to a pissed kiri,lo'ak and spider. "if she ends up bruised or scarred our mother will know." lo'ak said apporaching norm, kiri pushed him back gently.

You waited patiently in the lab , Norm came in, testing your reflexes, auto responses and more. "Norm what am i.. normal humans dont have queues." you said concerned. "eywa. your subtle abilities to connect with animals like eywa and the enviroment like her, you cannot trace back the dna. but we found your father. F/N L/N. he was one of the reasearchers sent with us, but pandora reacted differently to him, and he had reports and videos of him talking about eywa" norm said turning a computer on , you came over and watched.

"My name is F/N L/N. Recently my studies on eywa if she is real or not was confirmed. no one believes me but i saw her. she is mighty, tall and beautiful, she even interacted with me many times, and shown herself to me." he said pausing..

then the tape glitched fast forward to october 31st 2154. He was holding you, you smiled at the tape, your Father was beautiful. then it flashed to an attack on the lab you were in, eywa appeared before you, taking you and fleeing with the camera. "I love you my dear. youre gonna be safe. one day taken in by people who will love you and care for you. Remember im always watching over you." she said ending the film with putting you somwhere safe then disappearing.

"she was beautiful" you said. "but she was also protecitng you from your dad..he made sure you could live ad na'vi.. he.. injected things into you to Enhance your na'vi traits as a infant." he said . "dumb it down for me" you replied " dad injected you with stuff that make ur navi traits dominant. youll look like one soon, itll work like some weird transformation" he said

" i doubt that norm " you got up and left the base heading over to your camp, you heard your adoptive parents argue.

"Were in danger we have to leave" said jake

"I am NOT leaving my home." neytiri hissed back. tuktirey was by you, you held her hand and she gripped it watching with you."THIS IS OUR HOME" she teared up looking at him.

"Our home isnt safe for us and if we stay then our people are endangered" jake said, he wasn't backing down.

"You are toruk makto. you need to be a leader." she said, jake shook his head. " A leader would flee with his family. ill pass the title onto someone worthy and we will leave." he said turning to the opening of the tent they were in.

He saw you and tuk, he reached for you but youd back up letting go of tuk and running off.

you ran and ran as fast as you can not looking back, you didnt wanna leave. you ran to Hallelujah Mountains climbing, you smelled someone behind you, you didnt wanna see who so you climbed and climbed untill you were near the ikrans.

someone grabbed you arm, you turned sniffling, it was neteyam, he was your age. You interacted with him the most out of anyone here. " Whats wrong. why were you running ." he said, you sat down calming down. "tell me slowly, from the start” he said gently rubbing your back so you calmed down. You couldnt fight him anyway, bigger , stronger and could pick you up if he needed to.

“i found out about my self. My mother IS eywa neteyam. My father fell in love with her and they.. Yeah. And when i was born. Other researchers found out and wanted to expiriment on me...my parents didnt allow that so they used lethal force and my mother fled , and hid me." you said, getting it off your chest.

" and its not fair how we have to leave now. Just as i figured this out " you cried,you were overwhelmed and tired, neteyam held you and you felt safe in his arms. big brother teyam protected you like always.

he gently petted you, his hands running through your hair. "I appologize for everything Ma y/n. you went through lots here and youre attached. think about what your teacher Tsu'tey would want yeah?" he moved you to his lap holding you tight.

"He would want me to be safe.." you said, neteyam wiped your tears with a smile "warriors dont get sick from crying, you always wanted an ikran right?" he said with a smile "yeah.." you replied looking up at him. " youre the only one without it. cmon" he carried you to the ikran placing you down.

"pick wisely, they must pick you too." he said , you closed your eyes walking blindly, many ikran moved, but one approached you. you went through the process of taming the ikran, when you flew with it you were confident, neteyam joined you on his. you soared so high, soaring and doing tricks .

Neteyam chased after you and you took it as a challenge, you raced faster than him, you flew all around eywa in the sky and down below , soon youd dive through the camp , jake moved out the way yelling as you laned. Neteyam landed farther than you, he got off unlinking his queue, he went over yo you helping you get off.

You unlinked your queue, your ikran nuzzled you. "She is very pretty."you said, your hand running over the patterns, she closed her eyes resting. "shes alot like you." he said, his eyes only on you. Your brother loved you dearly and head you close, he didnt care if you two werent actually related. "she is curious, energetic ,nuturing, protecting and sensitive" he said.

You two hand your bonding momment, yet it was crashed by your dad. "When did you get an ikran.. especially without my permision." jake said looking at you with rage.

"she was- "No neteyam. let her explain" jake said looking down at you. His tone made tears threaten to pour out in your eyes, he stared at you with shame. "You dont see me anymore." you could only manage out, you were overwhelmed. you began to walk away but he yanked you back dismissing neteyam.

"You couldve died." he expressed his concern,crouching and holding your hands." im the hardest on you because you are human, you can be killed here easier then any of us. i just worry for you because your body is delicate. and you are very clumsy." he said, you cant stay mad at your father. You hugged him tight, feeling his tears go down your back. "Papa, you wont lose me like you lost tsu'tey." you sad nuzzling your head into his neck.

His tears dropped faster as he hugged you, he couldnt squeeze you, he could never harm his precious daughter.Youd let go of the hug, wiping his tears with your hand, smiling. "thats the first time in years you called me papa.." he picked you smiled, wider then ever "youre still my little girl after all" he said holding your hand.

"I dont care who my parents were.. you and ma are my parents who care for me and love me. and treat me as your own, you are my only family.. if you flee i flee. all sullys stick together." you said, he shook his head sighing."You're just like me huh." He walked back with you, your ikran following.

everyone was eating when you came back, neytiri saw the ikran walking up to her calmly,avoiding eye contact. " She is beautiful Y/n. you pickrd wisely" she caressed the patterns and wings, you shook your head. " She picked me. every ikran but her avoided me. she came forward happily and enjoyed our race with neteyam" you smiled, tuk was by neteyam and kiri.

You smiled at her , she smiled back. you sat by lo'ak resting your head on your younger brothers shoulder. he moved you closer so you could be Comfortable. "so you beat neteyam huh? im proud of you. especially since its your first try." he smiled "maybe we should call Y/n the Mighty Flyer" Kiri said in a sarcastic tone "MIGHTY FLYER!" Tuktirey chanted, spider followed soon the while family chanted it, every navi at camp joining in.

you giggled at the silly behaviour, when it died down Jake declared the news to the family, after dinner everyone packed up their stuff getting ready for the morning. You sharpened everyones blades, giving it back to them. For the night you took care of tuk, making her new clothes.

When she changed into them it fit her perfectly. "I love them thank you Y/n!" she hugged you, you hugged back chuckling.

When the moon rised she fell asleep on your lap, you sung her a song for her to sleep to. once she was sound asleep you sighed. Spider came in sitting next to you. "not by kiri's side i see " you said looking over tuk. "you care for the sullys deeply " he said admiring how much of a big heart you have.

"I would kill for all of them." you said blankly with no remorse "no matter who. i will" you added on.

you closed your eyes falling asleep.

IN THE MORNING

you slept through the new toruk makto thing happening, you woke up with your bags and ikran heading to where tour family was.

when you got there kiri was crying. you hurried over to her comforting her, she had picked you up hugging you tight. "Hes gone. they took him." she said crying into your shoulder. you looked at your parents then the two boys, spider was gone.

jake was rushing everyone to leave, kiri was still upset yet hid her feelings, she rode with you, tuk with neytiri, and the boys rode on their ikrans.

Eventually you guys came to an island, everyone got off their ikrans, the teal coloured na'vi came close , the Olo'eyktan and tsahik came, jake was discussing things with them but you werent paying attention.

A woman came out of the water, she was beautiful, she caught both your brothers attention. you thought she was pretty but you were more distracted by a creature in the water, you crouched. looking at its long body.

Soon the stern face looking woman came torwards you, you turned without her saying anything to you. you showed your respect to her doing the motion you were taught to. " and you brought.. a human with you? she said circling around you, she looked at every part of you, you looked presentable then she touched your braid, you didnt flinch. "Why do you have a queue." She asked you, you looked at jake and neytiri, they nodded yet you still were nervous.kiri held your hand as you breathed in then out.

"My father.. he was the human researcher who met eywa.. and they fell for eachother when they shouldnt have.. my mother fled, because my dads shelter was getting attacked by researchers who we didnt allow to reasearch on me..and she his me then disappeared" you said, many laughed at you but got silenced by Ronal. "Do you realise that you are useless and would cause trouble. you will die easy." she said, you shook your head " my entire life on pandora, i lived unharmed, if was harmed then id learn and improve. i think my family dese- she cut you off.

"Mmh. i see ." she went back by her husband, they agreed on letting you guys stay, and youre glad because of that.

everyone went to the marui pod that was spared to them setting up.

You on the other hand were walking into the waters you watched the ilu play with a smile, one had came to you nuzzling your leg. "they adore you." a gentle voice said, sitting by you.

"Oh im sorry- i can go back to my family.. i was just curious." you smiled caressing and petting them.

"This is Ilu. to be here you must learn how to ride. not normal where an ilu usually automatically chooses someone." the girl said amazed. "Tsireya" she said looking down at you. " y/n" you replied, focusing on the gentle creature.

"Why dont you avoid me like everyone else" you asked Tsireya, she giggled to herself. "I know you are harmless, many island animals trust you. " she said, her beautiful eyes focusing on you"Your eyes are very beautiful.." you complimented her, your eyes on hers. " you have a beautiful and strong soul. eywa is with you always" she held your hand.

"Thank you tsireya.." you said giving her a hug, she hugged you back before getting up.

"i have many questions Y/n, can we walk and talk?" Tsireya asked, she felt so welcoming .

you nodded getting up, walking with tsireya,you hummed listening to all her questions pour out. "so.. how are you so much like Na'vi?" she said, eager to learn. "My mother id eywa. she is na'vi, but for some reason im more like a human physically, but i have the speed like neytiri, hearing of na'vi and flexibility like one.. and i dont have the strength i think? i never fought.. with my bare hands" you said honestly. " do you have some form of a power?" tsireya said.

You shrug. " for some reason, when im in danger animals come help me? and i get tired after as if i summoned them" she nodded listening to you. "third,can we be friends?" she said sticking her hand out.

you smiled taking her hand. "forever." you said smiling at her,Tsireya smiled guiding you to the middle of the beach. “ we should make shell necklaces for eachother!" she said, your eyes sparkled at the idea, you paid close attention when she taught you how.

" and then i do this.." you finished the pretty necklace putting it on tsireya, and she did the same to you.

A tall boy walked over, he looked at you then his sister "What are you doing hanging out with a freak, from a freak demon blood family" said the boy, Tsireya corrected him " Her name is Y/n Or eywa. she isnt a freak and the sullys arent either. theyre just different " She said, Aonung got closer. out of fear you stood infront of Tsireya.

"Dont hurt her for standing up to you ." you looked him in the eyes, his head was tilted and so was tsireya's "1.) i wouldnt hurt my family. 2.) what are you, her friend? she wouldnt befriend freaks" He repeated the word freak, you were so close to snapping. "Aonung stop it!" Tsireya said getting up and putting you behind her.

"Aonung. " you repeated, saying it ovsr and over. "dont say my- "Aonung?" you repeated , moving . you got closer to him and he backed up.

"My apologies for acusing you of attempting to hurt her. i am sorry for making you into a bad person." you apologized,he looked you up and down, shaking his head.

"So the freak now apologizes? not like those sibblings" you tilted your head stepping back, he had a black eye.

"i can take care of the bruise." you said, he shook his head refusing to be treated by a freak. "For the future leader you are stubborn." you said, kicking his leg making him fall to his knees.

"Ow- the hell was that for" he said, "you wouldnt let me help you, violence." you said, you reached in your bag. rubbing a green power around and on the black eye.

"your hair is very curly." Aonung said looking at your features while you forcefully treated him. “Are you the oldest?” you asked and he nodded,looking at your nose. “Me and Teyam are the oldest for ours” you smiled. You loved your family dearly . “Did my brothers do this Aonung?” you looked at him, holding his face as he was on his knees looking up at you.

neither of you realized that you were like this. “i assume so because No one on this island would fight child of Tsahik and Olo'eyktan. Id know. Thats how it was back home” you said staring at him and forgetting the others were watching. “ i understand were intruders + freaks to you guys and my request means nothing but.. Could you consider kindness with us. I do not want trouble” you said. Aonung didnt reply, he was fixated on you, his fingertips touched when his hands gripped your waists.

For some reason, he felt safe with you. seeds of eywa fell onto your shoulders and rested there. “You are eywa’s child.” he said, he felt your energy and aura. It was so welcoming and calming.

Lo’ak came over breaking up the moment “ Am I interrupting something ?” he crossed his arms. You snapped out of it letting go of Aonung, he did the same backing up. “No.. Nothing happened” you said shaking it off, he approached Aonung huffing. “I apologize for hurting you , it wasnt reasonable for me to and i was just defending my sister.” he said Aonung looked at me then Lo’ak.

“Mhm.” He held the grudge, tsireya pulled you away from the drama, she didn't enjoy conflict in any way shape or form.

She went to her marui pod with you, moving flaps of the entrance to be closed. She sighed to herself flopping down, you sat down gently.

“ i am so sorry.” she said , you held her hand smiling. “Its fine. I can sense hes a kind soul, he was just afraid of us harming his land.” you said, you looked at the entrance as someone came in, roxto. He was shorter than Aonung yet near Kiri’s shoulders.

“Who may he be?” you said,looking at the boy, he was shocked you could see him. “Yes i can see you,call me as you wish but who are you?” you repeated your question. “Roxto..” he said eagerly.

“hello Roxto? What do you need” You Adressed him with kindness. He spoke about how he threw a suprise for the sully kids and his friends, you raised your eyebrow. You went outside, roto guided you and Tsireya to a secret area.

You saw everyone laugh around the fire and enjoy their time getting to know each other.

you sat between tsireya and Aonung, you admired the fire,its pretty colors. But you couldnt shake the sound in your head lf the attack that happened to your dad, the sound of your mom saying she'll be back to get you one day.

You snapped out of it when Kiri asked you " truth or dare" She said. you snapped out of it "truth." you picked the safe option.

"what is your type?" kiri said, you laughed at that idea "none because theres no other human here.. but ill still say someone strong.. caring and would let me care for them, someone who would let me break down and help them." you smiled. you felt Aonungs eyes on you, you looked at him, you two didnt break eyecontact. you saw a smile on his face before it faded, he turned back to the group.

Your chest felt weird, all fluttery, your guts felt all soaked and what not. you shook your head. "Tsireya truth or dare?" you looked at her" dare?" she said with her usual smile. "i dare you to go with Lo'ak into the forest for atleast 5 mins." You said, lo'ak looked like you hatecrimed him, while neteyam dabbed you up.

the two left , now it was just you, roxto and kiri "mmm alright.." Neteyam said, he looked at you and your heart dropped. " Aonung, truth or dare" Neteyam said. Aonungs hardheaded ass of course picked dare.

"I dare you to take my sister somwhere nice, for the reat of the night." he said waving goodbye. Aonung reached for your hand , you placed yours in his .

you walked with him along the woods

” where are you taking me?” You said raising an eyebrow. Aonung chuckled, he lead you to a bioluminescent Willow tree. You ran too it , looking around.

The glow complimented you, you danced between the bioluminescent leaves that drooped down to you.

Your movements were like water , Aonung watched amazed, he had seen better and yet, none made him this mesmerized. You were about to fall and yet the giant caught you. He looked deeply into your eyes,you looked at his.

seeds of eywa landed on you both. she really approved of you two. He got closer moving in for a kiss . But of course you were stupid. "I am not your type.." you said looking into his eyes then his lips. " You are worth a beautiful Na'vi , not a meer human... and i dont know you" you said, trying to assure you werent good enough, you barely knew the man " I am the Olo'eyktan's son... i know what i amd worth and i know what i want.. believe me Ma y/n. i will have you ond day." he said letting go of you.

He left you by the willow tree, once he was gone you left too, going out and sitting by the water.

ronal revealed herself walking to you. You turned seeing her "oh!" you stood up but ronal stopped you "im sorry- i didnt kiss him i didnt wanna be disre- "silence." Ronal said, you listened.

"Eywa told me you are her child." she said in a gentle yet stern, she got to your level, but sat tall. she took your hand examining you. "i made a mistake" She said looking at you " you are like navi, you ARE one... just slowly becoming one .." she said , examining your body. "did you always have this " she yanked your newly grown tail.

"i dont understand, why-" you said confused. she sighed , shaking her head "youll see by the morning" she got up leaving.

you were so confused, you just sighed going to your families marui pod, your sibblings were so confused by your tail.

"why do you have a tail... that.. that isnt usual for half breeds" Lo'ak said. "well youre one yoursef." you attacked, rolling your eyes, im sorry Lo'ak, i dont know my bodies being weird." you said, you laid in him sighing. "well.. either way we love and except you." Lo'ak said wrapping his arms around you. " Thank you lil bro." you said, falling asleep on him.

in the morning

you opened your eyes, seeing everyone stare at you, you were so confused. They all looked shocked. you sat up turning around.

"why are they looking at me weird.." You asked your brother you fell asleep on, he got up taking your hand,Lo'ak pushed past the sullys and they followed.

"Look in the water." he said you,you listened to gim seeing yourself. a helicopter landed and out came norm and researchers.

"so i was right huh" norm said walking up to you. you looked at ronal confused as you went down onto the coast to norm.

He hugged you, you hugged him back as he span you around. You sighed, Norm and max explained "hmm. so you look like a na'vi now... because your dad basically drugged you?" kiri said watching you. "Kiri! its not like that-" Jake said. But he got corrected by max "it kind of is.. and its hard to explain without it sounding horrid"

Lo'ak was amazed, he could now hug you without having to worry about how he could hurt you. "this is amazing.." you said looking at yourself. your tail hit max's clipboard sending it flying.

"sorry... im not used to being.. so tall" you said , Max sighed getting his clipboard back. norm still towered over you. he measured you with tape" 7"5.." he said Mac wrote it down.

when it was over you sat under the willow tree, it became your hiding spot when you were stressed.

you relaxed, your eyes closing, Aonung approached you sitting by you. "you must think im a freak for sure now" you said, he laughed. "but why are you here, are you not suppose to be giving lessons with tsireya to my sibblings on breathing underwater?" you asked.

"They sent me to come get you actually." he said, you sighed getting up and hitting your head. "ow-" you held your head, Aonung laughed snorting from how fast you got up.

He got up without hitting his head. "I do think youre still a freak yes. but like you said . i shouldnt be mean just because youre a guest" he said

"Are you the real Aonung?" you said, he rolled his eyes walking with you. he didn't acknowledge what happened last night, maybe it was a dream and nothing more.”Are you the real Y/n?” He said “Hm. No I'm actually an alien going to take over your brain.” you said in a sarcastic manner.

when you joined your friends in the lessons, Tsireya looked at you shocked running up to you “Y/n you- you’re.. “ she looked at you with so much amazement yet confusion. “My dad.. Fastened the pace of me looking like this so i could live normally” you said sitting down.

The lesson went normally, Lo’ak and Neteyam listened to Tsireya, Kiri listened to Roxto and of course you were with Aonung for some reason. You listened to his instructions, you breathed how he instrcucted.

When you did, you could hear your mother's heartbeat, you even heard Tsu’tey’s voice “ I believe in you, little eywa.” he said.

you opened your eyes,the others were gone but your instructor stayed”im ready..” you said, he nodded.

The way you walked over to them , you joined your siblings” now you know to breathe underwater. Another thing you must do to survive here is ride.” Aonung said going in the water, he was making a sound, you didnt know what it was but the same creature from yesterday came, but more.

“i saw one before.. Yesterday “ you said crouching in front of the one that wanted to play with you. “ this one wanted to play with me yesterday.” you’d pet its head.

“She wanted to swim with you , its normal for them to be playful” he said “since Tukitrey..was it? Is young she will ride with one of you.” he said connecting his queue to the ilu he was with.

Everyone did the same,tuk went with you. As soon as you got on an connected, the ilu went ZOOMING.

Tuk held on tight giggling, when it dived you had gained control of it you went at a pace comfortable for tuk, Roxto went faster than you racing the sullies.

Tuk had said “ FASTER EYWA FASTER!” she wanted to race too, she held onto you tightly as you sped up.

Kiri was seen playing with these glowing sea critters, they were small following her flow of movement.

You sped past Them , Aonung liked a challenge. So did Tsireya, you raced with the two untill you got back on land with tuk. Only Tsireya came out “Aonung said he wanted to stay longer” you said.

Untill almost all of your sibblings and Aonung came back, you were cleaning up stuff with Tsireya.

for the whole two weeks you spent with Tsireya or Aonung ,you were waiting on Lo’ak. So was your family, they were deeply concerned and Scared for him. The last person you knew he was with was Aonung.

You strutted over full of rage.“WHERE IS MY BROTHER.” you said to him, Ronal and tonowari turned to you, Aonung put his hands up.

“What do you mean?” he played dumb. “Where. Is Lo’ak.” You said ,not playing any games. “Either you tell me where my little brother is or ill search that sea my self.” you said, you werent joking either.

“He went past the reef.” He said, you smacked him harder then you anticipated, Ronal and tonowari got up demanding an explanation. “Tell them Aonung. Tell them what you did.” you said, tears spilling out your big eyes.

He explained it to his parents,their eyes widening,”does your dad know” Tonowari said to you. You shook your head.

“All we can do is wait.” He said not wanting to send someone out. You didnt think this was fair at all.

Aonung reached for you but you turned your back.

your family listed to tonowari, and all of them waited and waited. Until Lo’ak came back.

Everything was so confusing ,its like it was a blur, and everyone was arguing. Then you heard the name pakayan. “He saved me- he. Isn't a murderer he didn't murde- “ he is in our eyes. Do not do that again.” Tonowari cut him off.

“But-” Lo’ak tried to fight but the leader left with his wife. “ thats enough out of you.” Jake said going back to the marui pod.

you believed him, you grabbed his arm and he turned to you with a hurt look “ i see you.” you said, he hugged you, his tension releasing.

“They dont believe me Y/n, i tried to tell them a wars coming but they wont listen” he cried out, you pat his back, nodding. “ they did Lo’ they did. They just need time to think.” you assured your little brother.

You were tired and needed rest , today was too much.

LATER

You saw everyone gather around jake,you walked over. He held something up and the Metkayina backed up. “ this is our fault so we’ll solve it as that.” he said “THEY HAVE OUR CHILDREN.” Ronal said full of rage. “What..” you said and Jake looked at you,he felt sorry but he turned back to the crowd.

“And they will return home. Just trust us.” The last word he said before. Everything started , they geared up, heading to the boat.

While you were underwater , you saw the pakayan your brother was talking about. He looked at your and you showed your respect. You got closet to the boat When your father was on it, you saw the metkayina retreat, but aonung , he was behind you with neteyam.

“Why are you here” you scream whispered “ same as you, saving our sibblings” said aonung, you werent going to argue you didnt care enough.

you got up to the boat sneaking around, fast and without alerting gaurds.

you found tuktirey and tsireya. You free’d your little sister and Aonung free’d hers. You went over to lo’ak and neteyam , hugging them.

“Worst family reunion so far” you joked and they laughed, then you got surrounded, you u looked at tuk pushing her behind you as you got your blade out.

neteyam did the same, you attacked the guard in front of you holding them hostage. “Drop your weapons or he dies.” you said. One after another they dropped their weapons.

As soon as they did they got knocked out by your sibblings and Aonung. You snapped uour hostage's neck. “ we need to go. “ neteyam said, you guys hid, waiting for guards to pass by.

You dived into water woth your little sister tuktirey, Lo’ak and Aonung fallowed Behind .

Your brother neteyams body fell into the water, he was shot, you grabbed him quickly, taking him back to shore with help of your friends. You held his body and sobbed so loud you could swear eywa heard you.

“Please mama please dont take my brother away. Another chance for him please. I need him here we need him here please.” you sobbed and choked out. Aonung pulled you off of him as you screamed and cried.

Then you stopped. You yanked out aonungs grip calling for your ilu.

“Where are you going” Aonung said “revenge.” you responded, Lo’ak and tuk followed you, when you got to the ship you just lost it.

You fought for your older brother, you injured many as you sobbed, “kiri. Where is she” you looked around and you saw your dad, you ran to him and he hugged both of you.

“‘My kids.. Youre safe..” he checked all of them then saw neteyam wasnt here, you looked away sobbing.

“.. We need to find kiri.” you choked out, jake understood yet didn't comment on it. He Nodded “shes over there!” tuk pointed and you ran over with jake, you saw spider too.”spider..?" you paused, he looked guilty.

You shook your head "... you didnt" you looked at him. "i didnt - it was the- "enough." you said turning your back go him. " i didnt know you and i never did" you said before moving forward.

Then came our quaritch for holding kiri hostage, he looked at you, smiling. "so yer daddy wasnt crazy." he said.

"keep his name and life out your mouth." you hissed at him "or what? do something and youll lose someone for the third time. now drop the gun jake." he looked back at your dad. he did so, putting his hands up " now all of them. drop the blades." he demaded.

you listened and so did your sibblings. they kicked them over and he kicked his gun over to him. "now its just gonna be me and you, no one else." he said.

neytiri dropped down with spider as a hostage, she heard and saw everything. she held a blade to his chest. "MOM NO-" kiri shouted and she didnt look at her in response, kiri tried struggling out his grip and it tighted.

" A son for a son," Neytiri said, Quaritch chuckled. “You don't have the balls” He cared for spider, but he wouldn't let Neytiri use it as a weakness. She cut his chest with the blade. Quaritch let go of Kiri reaching for spider, she took the chance to run to you, Lo’ak and tuk.

She hugged tuk. Your mother threw spider at Quaritch getting in front of you. Like a lioness protecting her cubs.

Jake threw a gernade at quaritch, when it exploded it sent him back. The ship titled back making Tuk fall. “TUKTIREY!” you dived down the hole filled with water for your sister. “NO-” your mother yelled going after you both.

Lo’ak got infront of kiri “ go after then ill help him.” she nodded listning, she dived down the hole.

You were getting thrown around by the water, you huffed taking a breath like Lo’ak taught you, you dived in the water getting tuk, she swam to you, you grabbed her hand pulling her up holding her. Your mother and kiri fell down swimming over. Shit was going down.

You heard banging on the top, water kept rising and you held tuk close,you looked at kiri and she looked at you.

“We swim.” you said. She nodded.

“Inhale from your stomach, slow, steady then exhale” she instructed. You dived since you and tuk knew already.

You used the Fish as guides swimming to the surface, you called your ilu, putting tuk on it.

You hope it would understand and it did, it took her to the shore, kiri and neytiri appeared from the water.

"i need to help him." you said, neytiri shook her head. "it is his battle, you cant interfear" before the ship fully sunk jake came out of it alive. "ma jake!" neytiri said hugging him in the water.

you guys swam to the shore, soon spider joined you guys. he looked at you with guilt, everyone was crying over neteyam, after he daid his last words you felt defeat, the metkayina gathered around.

"i wanna try one last thing.." you held him,you said a silent prayer,seeds of eywa landed on him and in his wound.

his eyes fluttered open , he gasped for air spitting some blood up,the bullet fell out, his family hugged him.

you stood up and looked at Ronal, she looked fearful as she aproached you, grabbing your arm.

"this is not natural. eywa wouldnt approve." Ronal said. you snatched your arm from her. "my mom saved him and answered my prayer.." you looked at spider.

"and you." you turned to him and walked to him, he stood still accepting what ever would happen.

you hugged him, tightly. "so much has happened without you here"you let go of him, "im sorry for earlier.. i was mad because i thought you told them everything.. " you said, spider shook his head .

"No.. i love you guys.. but.. when did you become all taller.." he said looking at how amazing you looked , neteyam ran up to you picking you up and spinning you.

"you saved me." he said with a smile holding you. "i shouldnt.. be alive but its a miracle" he said propping you down.

"Such a victory requires a feast." tonowari said with a smile.

LATER.

you walked along the shore while everyone celebrated. everything had smoothed over, you even were allowed to stay with your family.

You looked at the sky holding your necklace that was from Your teacher Tsu'tey. " i wish i could bring you back.." you said sighing softly.

You noticed someones presence. Aonung towered over you. "Im.. sorry" he said, you turned to him with tears in your eye, you shoo your head. "my brother couldve died. my eldest brother DID die, but came back somehow. and now a man wants to- he embraced you holding you tight. he rested his head in your neck. he rubbed your back sighing.

"let it all out. cry it all out, i want you to feel better y/n. i see you. not just because who your mother is but because youre you. a fearless warrior who cares for her family." he said, he only knew you for a few weeks, yet said such strong words to you. you hugged him tight.

you finally broke down and cried ,everything had came out and Aonung held you, you both sat down , he pat your back listening to you,every word he heard, everything.

" why are you doing this.. you barely know me.." you said. "You are Y/n Sully. warrior, caretaker. loved by the sullys and tsireya, probably roxto. You have a connection with creatures and care for all life.. you put your family before you yet bottle things up. you like sea shells, swimming and so much more, and you help your mother with your youngest sister,making clothes and everything" he said everything about you that you knew of, you looked up at him with widened eyes. "but i.. i dont know- "you do, you just cant think of it now" he said

" you dont need to think right now, just... let your feelings free" he said, you eventually fell asleep on him, you let your gaurd down.

You fell asleep in the sand, he fell asleep sitting up holding you.

In the morning you opened your eyes and he was gone,you were in your marui pod and your siblings were outside waiting for you to wake up, you got up heading outside.

“So hes interest in you” neteyam asked getting in your face,towering above you. “ its none of your business” you said, he got in your way when you attempted to move. “You are my sister, it is my buisness to protect you from skxwang “ he said. You rolled your eyes “ i saved your life” you said “doesnt mean pester mine.”

You went under him walking away “maybe let her be. He treats her nice” Kiri said, neteyam sat back down huffing. “Teenagers.” he said like a dad

“Shes older then you neteyam” Lo’ ak said “by a few months.” he corrected.

END OF A LONG ASS PART ONE

A/N : sorry if this was confusing i wrote this all in one night starting at 3am idk if you want this as a series but here😭 (alot of stuff i didnt remember i skipped.)

please consider checking this fic below out.

[fish-at-fish-fish-resort]

*ring* *ring*

"allo?"

"hey candi, its me mahi"

"oh morning mahi. why're you calling this early? did something happen?"

"more or less. do you think you and ikkan can handle the store alone today? i couldnt sleep a wink last night and REALLY dont feel capable of going to work today. *sniff* i dont wanna lock myself in the bathroom like neta always does hehe"

"take your time darling, well handle the shop today. take care of yourself alright? if you need to talk to someone i can always lend an ear."

"thanks candi. but dont worry, mizoles coming over in a bit anyway. im good. i promise. see you tomorrow."

*click*

"mahi?"

"over here"

"babe..... what happened"

"nothing... im just overreacting...."

"no youre not. tell me whats on your mind"

"youre gonna think its dumb..."

"i should feel insulted you think that about me"

"pff ur right. im just worried about neta and warabi. especially warabi. actually only warabi, i know neta can handle himself. and i know neta said its just a low risk mission but what if something happens to him. what if he gets into some dumb argument with some other soldier and gets beaten up. what if he gets lost. what if he dies. and- and i cant call or text him or anything because they couldnt *hic* couldnt bring their phones and im just so lonely and i dont know what to do without him here *sniff* i miss him so much"

"and its just the 3rd day of their mission and theyll be gone for at least 2 more days and i already cant sleep! i just want him back home.....ugh sorry i probably sound pathetic"

"no you just sound like your wife died"

"i FEEL like my wife died!" *uncontrolled sobbing*

"hey... cmere... look at me. theyll be fine alright? warabi managed to get on netas good side im sure the other soldiers will warm up to him too. plus neta wouldnt let anything happen to his number one employees best friend and husbands bandmate, right? and im sure if it was actually dangerous his parents wouldve intervened"

"*sniff* yeah... youre right.... i just miss him....."

"i have an idea. were gonna have a fun day together: eat breakfast at a nice buffet and go to wahoo world. we can also call your friend, uhhh what was her name? umami??"

"umishi?"

"yeah that one! she can join too! i wanted to get to know her anyway"

"hehe i dont know if shed like to get to know you though"

"whats that supposed to mean?"

"oh nothing nothing hehehe"

"hmmm fine whatever, ill excuse it cause youre cute."

"youre such a sap"

"and you smell like rotten sushi. get in the shower, im cleaning your kitchen"

>this plays parrallel to @yesyourstalker's posts w warabi and neta. :) just thought hmmmm how does mahi feel about this

umishi was metnioned sooooo @catastropic

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

i think the problem with the fam is theyre too obedient. theyre such goody two shoes the hope is that it'd rub off right? on the doctor. but it doesnt bc she hides her badness and they wont question her. okay they'll question her "what happened to never do weapons" "why dont you ever share anything with us" but they wont push back when she says nah ah we dont talk about that. and thats her problem. she wont talk about that. or that. or that. or that. or any of it

i think if you put a limit on their patience. theyre understanding but not forever (i mean theyre even understanding after her "death". "she knew she was gonna do something that might kill her" "she wanted us to live"). watch them grow more annoyed as they call out hypocrisies and less and less willing to accept bullshit answers. it would put a lot of movement in the dynamic i think

like okay, taking yaz out of the equation bc shes not a companion shes a doctor, just considering ryan and graham for now: ryan is young and like, being formed, which is part of his arc, but he also already has a lot of like really life- and worldview-shaping experiences right? black, disabled, unable to count on most of the guardians in his life. those things profoundly shape how you stand in the world, how you approach and are approached

and okay lets put yaz back in for a sec because shes really interesting to like put next to ryan and see like what happens there. because she and ryan share both being racialised and being neurodivergent, if you want to call it that (if depression counts. personally i think depression is more of a like regular human reaction to life than "divergence" from the "typical" so to say, but then i also think the secret underlying reason she was bullied and thus depressed was the autism. so it cancels out for me. but like thats sort of weaving in and out the text. and depression also is something very different from dyspraxia. BUT these are both things about them that like have been Underlined for us the audience, same as the conversation behind the bins in rosa, so i think im justified in putting these two things together as comparison. okay tangent over)

ryan and yaz both have had experiences of not being able to count on the people around them, for various reasons but all the same. it would be fairly understandable i think for ryan to be sort of like, fuck adults fuck people who have authority over me based on nothing. whereas yaz,,,,becomes the authority

RYAN: Yeah, see? It's not like Rosa Parks wipes out racism from the world forever. Otherwise, how come I get stopped way more by the police than my white mates? YASMIN: Oi, not this police.

and you could really have put them like,,not opposite per se but like clashing in some way over this. not clashing like in fighting necessarily, though yes as in conflict. clashing as in different ideals, different conclusions drawn from similar experiences

yaz says to do good in the world i must have the power of the state. which also implies the power of the state can be good and is meant to be good. ryan i can easily imagine having been someone who no authority was worth counting on so fuck them all. that wouldve been a reaaally interesting tension to see play out throughout s11 and s12 i think

and thats just two of them. we've got a team of four. imagine both of their reactions to the doctor. we dont have to imagine with yaz, but ryan couldve been more like well whos she. you know? why are we listening to her? what just because she says so? let her prove herself first.

and then theres graham who has like half a lifetime of experience of Being A Human on them, who isnt in the coming of age phase anymore, who must have a lot of his own worldview, ideas, politics. we see like, a tiny bit of that with like edison or whatever but how does that play with a Time LordTM?

like theres a lot of interesting ways to pair up and to clash them! 13 and yaz with suicidal ideation, 13 and ryan on the dad thing, 13 and graham on survivors guilt. 13 and yaz vs ryan and graham on authority and law. ryan vs graham and 13 on guardians. ryan and yaz vs 13 and graham on being racialised. 13 and yaz vs ryan and graham on sexism. this couldve been a wildly dynamic team i think. if only you'd let them fight! if only you'd let them have their own opinions and Speak Them. this would put like so much schwung in like,, every plot, every episode

because it's all there! right? it's all already there, just look at the episode list of s11, it's all there, racism, sexism, workers, colonialism, big fucking spiders i dont know! wait thats a worker one again let me revise big fucking spiders capitalism! it's all there, you just gotta make it a bit dialectical. have them argue their sides and disobey and have 13 be like herding cats

imagine the way this would have challenged the doctor and the doctor's politics, then to follow it up with s12 "gallifrey is not what we think it is. we are not what we think we are"

and then revolution of the daleks, ryan and graham gone, and in that episode the police was very obviously like sided with the daleks and the capitalist and that politician right? the police was the fascists. hi, yasmin, how are you. oh, crazy? right, good, the doctor is too.

yaz and 13, now alone, ten months between revolution and flux, time to grapple with what it means to be both victim and agent of an empire. do we accept that? do we refuse that role? how do we refuse that role? how do we be good? what does it mean to be good if police clearly isnt it? how do we take off the uniforms. what moral framework do we build and then commit to, and hold each other accountable to, as copilots of this operation. what do we want to do in the universe. what is our impact. what do we want to avoid doing. how do we do that.

had the doctor said "i was in prison for being me" to yaz, imagine how that would have shaken up her ideas about prisons and how and why people might be in them. might have started her thinking. but then we're back to where i started this post before i totally lost control of it: The Doctor Doesnt Talk About That. and if the fam had been slightly more disobedient in s11, maybe in revolution there would have been place for it

[chichariann]

It's weird to read people's post about how they hate this episode cuz

The lack of a zebra

Already knowing what the lotus casino is a trap

Grover being the only one who got trapped

The gang being "too smart"

Luke's mom's expositioh

Lack of action

The deadline passing

4 pearls

Episode is mostly dialogue

Idk. Honestly but heres what I thought as the episode went on...

Very long post. Read the red text if u just want points

Okay, they suspect the wrong person to be the thief (typical detective trope - still fits)

Cute grover and percabeth banter

They already know about the lotus flowers. Makes sense as there are 3 greek myth knowledgeable kids there. At least on of them should know.

They split up. Bad idea

The pair are being cautious

Grover is gone now

Percy and annabeth are searching for hermes so makes sense they'd be at the casino area. I dont see how they could be trapped—nop they already were the moment they stepped in

May Castellan exposition. Okay, revealing the premise of being a seer but not telling us what happened to her as a result is good. Without context from the books, we now know that something's happened to his mom and we do not know except for Luke blaming Hermes for it

Hermes parenting talk - this happens in Sea of Monsters but its nice to at least see a contrast of how he's gonna feel pre-betrayal vs post-betrayal.

Poseidon was the one who warned hermes about trying to be close to luke. Contrasting Poseidon, now, wanting to meet Percy

They past the deadline - what does this mean???

They almost forgot Grover but eventually finding him

Grover started this episode saying that his friends would never understand his personal quest to one day save the natural world, and here he is now, memories wiped except for what he wants to do with his life. And percy understands and is hopeful for him

Hermes taxi scene was hilarious

Percabeth moment

Teleport to Santa Monica

Percy meets the Nereid who tells him that theyd passed the deadline

Percy still wants to finish the quest 1) to save his mom 2) get the bolt 3) stop a war

4 PEARLS???

What I'm taking from this:

There were A LOT of changes to how this scene played out in the books. I like that the kids are smart. I like that Grover got to tell Percy about his personal quest even if it was just a glimpse of it.

Should there have been a Zebra? MAYBE. I wouldve loved to see Percy talk to em but its not exactly plot relevant. Do I wish they had gotten trapped by just playing games? Yeah, but then how would they get to talk to Hermes. They would've just forgotten why they were there in the first place. Do I wish there was more action? No, not really. Do I wish the kids had flaws? THEY ALREADY DO. Grover got trapped by his own desires and personal goal over the quest he was on. Percy and Annabeth may not have shown their flaws this episode but... They already had in the past episodes. Maybe they shouldve but Im not mad that they're just... There.

I actually love that they're past the deadline and Percy has 4 pearls. Cuz it makes us wonder what would happen next. I think as book fans, we pride ourselves of knowing what happens next. Immune to any surprise. But when we do, there are 2 reactions: 1) intrigue and worry and unfortunately common, 2) despising the changes. I fall under number 1. I like that I dont know what could happen next. I know how it SHOULD go but I like that Rick is still surprising us despite knowing what could happen.

I like that we get Hermes parenting moments in this episode. Because instead of learning a sliver of why Luke betrays Percy at the end of the season at the last episode, we get a bit of exposition into his early life.

Annabeth says not to talk to Luke about his dad

Something happened to his mom and Luke hates Hermes for it

Hermes is keeping his distance because he knows that whatever he does, he's gonna end up hurting Luke

All of this sets up what will happen not just later in the books, but LATER IN THE SERIES. Rick wrote The Lightning Thief without any concrete idea of how the later books will play out. NOW HE DOES. So it makes sense to give us a way to understand Luke. To know why he makes the final decision in the book.

I would have found it weird if the gang went on the quest, got back to camp, got a sliver of Luke's opinion of the gods, then betrayal. NONE OF US WOULD UNDERSTAND. We get that he hates the gods but we won't know why. Now we do. By giving us all this material to work with, it gives its viewers the opportunity to really think, if you were in his shoes, would you have done it too? Would you be like Ethan or Chris, and joined him in that rebellion? I definitely could.

Because I for one would know that when I first read the books then reread it after, I would never even think about joining him given the context of the first book. We really only understand why he betrays the gods at like... The 5th book. When we finally get his backstory. Throughout the series, it has just been Percy hating Luke and being annoyed that Annabeth was so forgiving of him. Then on the last book, we finally get the backstory. Because, when you write in first person perspective, you cant give backstory IF the narrator is not talking to the character or is at the place where it happens. Throughout the whole series, Percy never thinks about what pushed Luke to make his decisions until, Nico had to bring Percy to where it all started. IN THE LAST BOOK. IN THE 5TH SEASON. THATS WHEN WE FINALLY GET TO UNDERSTAND WHAT MAKES LUKE CLICK.

It brings Luke out of the characterization of being someone who hates the gods and wants to overthrow them cuz they dont care about his kids. To someone who was abandoned and ignored by his father. To someone who is a victim to the gods' rules and their world (his mom). I kinda understand why he is the one leading the war here. Its cuz he's experienced one of the worst things that could happen to a demigod. Losing his mom. Getting ignored by his dad. Undervalued by the gods.

THIS ENTIRE SEASON HAS JUST BEEN SET UP FOR LUKE'S STORY. BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW... THAT IN THE LAST BOOK, RACHEL TELLS PERCY THAT HE IS NOT THE HERO OF THIS STORY. HE IS NOT THE ONE TO STOP THE WAR. LUKE IS THE HERO AT THE END OF THE SERIES. AND IT WOULD'VE BEEN WEIRD IF WE NEVER GET TO UNDERSTAND WHY UNTIL.... THE LAST BOOK.

[saddlepunk]

aaah there it is. took a few days but theres the long string of texts abt this move from my mom.

she is TRYING ill give her that, shes doing her best to be supportive, but in the middle of all that she still cant help but shift blame to my dad.

"i think you get weird ideas about how my brain works from [your father] who thinks im crazy and unreasonable for wanting to know whats happening in my house" no i think that from talking to YOU!! people used to toss around the term "simp" a lot but he's the first man ive seen who actually fits the description. some of the things shes said/done to him wouldve driven any other adult with the option to live their own life away (see: me) but he moved out like. six months ago and he still wants back in.

shes just got complete and total amnesia about most of the shit shes done to me, and i KNOW this because sometimes she admits that she thinks she abused my dad, but she cant seem to muster up more than a "i wasnt there for you" or a "things could have been better" and half the time she STILL puts the blame on my dad.

no, him being there for a hot 8 years after they broke up sucked, esp since he absolutely guilt tripped his way back in. that IS shitty. but the way things fell apart from there wasnt wholly on him, and while im sure i didnt HELP i also find it hard to swallow any time she tries to dredge up ancient sins because i was a child then.

like, if it was JUST about my dad, why get mad when i try to exist in the house unobserved? why get mad and disbelieve me whenever i say im sick? why the hundred thousand stupid bullshit accusitions because she decided what she thought happened in advance and the conversation about it is just her looking for proof. ive spent my entire goddamn life having her tell me she doesnt believe me about my own fucking emotions, SHE knows how i think and feel better than anyone and she can just PROVE it.

i couldnt fuckin wring a bad word about her out of my father, he'll always find a way to lick her ass. im acting like im trying to escape because i /am/. my beliefs abt her being fucking insane come from /living with her/ not some secret indoctrination from the first man to have negative spine.

[soleminisanction]

You seem like youre frustrated with her character the same way I get with her too.

I think see the potential of the character she could be and should be with the correct writing and stories.

I really didnt like her Batgirl run either. There are bits and parts of it I do like and concepts of things there I love but I really dont care for it.

I also wish she wasnt used as a marketing tactic during "run" as Robin. If they were actually serious about it, they wouldve written her run differently and hopefully better.

Thats also the problem with all comic book characters, they have so many different writers with different ideas of what to do with these characters. Unfortunately some of them dont like the characters they write for. I know that Dan Didio hates Steph and never wrote her well because of that. (He also hated Dick Grayson and wanted to kill him off too)

Characters like Steph really are up to interpretation how they are supposes to be personality wise. Recently i havent been liking how shes been written for certain comics (Batgirls, Wayne Family Adventures)

You and I similar to seeing a character we want to be better. I see that she has all this potential to be a great character and love her despite all the garbage writing shes had over her 30+ years of existence

The lack of good stories is a part of it, yeah.

It's also the fact that, while she's hanging around not telling any stories of her own, her ability to do so often comes at the expense of other characters. Like a few months back, they randomly shoved her into a Titans line-up when she's never been a Titan, not once in her entire career, while the actual Batgirl who joined the Titans, Betty/Bette Kane, was nowhere to be seen. And she's part of what ruined YJ 2019, getting forced in awkwardly purely because a bunch of her stans spent months harassing the creators on Twitter, spewing racist epitaphs at the new black characters and demanding that she be included in a team she wasn't solicited for and, again, had never been a part of, purely because Tim was there and they decided he wasn't allowed to have a life without her.

And speaking of that last bit, don't even get me started on the Tim Drake Pride Special again or we'll be here all day. It is genuinely offensive how many people demanded that Tim's coming out be oriented entirely around the feelings of his straight ex-girlfriend.

That's why I can't read Batgirls, either. I can't stand the way they write the relationship between Steph and Cass, it's got no teeth, and perpetually reduces Cass to Steph's "Kato," the hyper-competent Asian sidekick who does all the actual work for an inept white person. Even the issue where they tried to make a big deal out of, "Ooo, this is a special CASS CENTRIC ADVENTURE, we're doing it COMPLETELY SILENT with NO WORDS!" turned out to be all about her running around trying to find Stephanie, and then they copped out with the gimmick and made it so the only words in the book were Stephanie's, talking mostly about -- surprise! -- herself, how great she is and how much she loves being a Batgirl.

Ugh. Spirit World can't come fast enough.

Honestly, when it comes to her run as Robin, I think the story itself could've been just fine if they'd left it as it was and just, hadn't made a big freakin' marketing deal about "OoOoOooOooOoo, the GIRL WONDER, how SPECIAL!!!" They didn't do that with Carrie. Or Tris Plover. Hell, at the time a few people pointed out how silly it was for them to make such a big deal out of her being a girl when Carrie Kelly is the most well known alt-Robin period and the co-star of one of the defining texts of the age.

But, y'know, Carrie was a short-haired butch tomboy with thick glasses who fought with a sling-shot, while Steph is the single most gender-conforming Bat-femme since Betty Kane and is consistently drawn to show off her child-bearing hips so. Yeah.

The part that honestly needs fixing is War Games, which I honestly think is still something that Steph needed to happen, because it did lead her to a moment of growth that she desperately needed (even if Chuck Dixon and Bryan Miller later ruined it.) I think you could fix that story up with just a few adjustments. But, hindsight is 20/20 and all.

I do have to caution a little against attributing malice where ignorance or incompetence is more likely, though. I've never seen any evidence that Dan Didio "hated" either Steph or Dick; rather, what he saw them as was expendable. By all accounts I've ever heard, when he was editorially mandating Dick's death in Infinite Crisis, he legitimately didn't know that Dick used to be the original Robin, he just knew that Nightwing wasn't Batman or Robin and thought that made him expendable enough to kill off for shock value. It took Geoff Johns talking him out of it at literally the last minute to get him to see sense.

(Seriously, you can tell that the page was drawn off a script where Dick got full-on murdered, and the original floppy release didn't have the hilariously awkward page they inserted into the collected editions where Dr. Mid-night promises to save him. It's kinda funny in retrospect.)

Stephanie was the same way, it wasn't that he "hated" her, he just didn't care about any character introduced after the silver age and thought that killing her off would be more ~shocking~ than letting her live and learn a lesson. Didio wasn't evil, he was just bad at his job. Your standard incompetent white guy failing up.

[kindred-spirit-93]

Sup, it's me again

About the Leto thing, Hesiod lists Leto as one of the consort of Zeus before Hera.

The idea of Zeus and Hera seeing each other while he was still with Leto came from the story (attributed to Plutarch and attested in Praeparatio Evangelica) where Zeus kidnaps Hera from the island where she is being raised by her nurse and the nurse comes looking for her, Hera is described as grateful to have avoided being discovered: "Hera, being brought up in Euboea. was stolen away while yet a virgin by Zeus, and was carried across and hidden in this region, where Cithaeron afforded them a shady recess, nature's own bridal-chamber. And when Macris----she was Hera's nurse----came to seek her, and wished to make a search, Cithaeron would not let her pry about, or approach the spot, on pretence that Zeus was there resting and passing the time in company with Leto. And as Macris went away, Hera thus escaped discovery on that occasion, and afterwards calling to mind her debt of gratitude to Leto she adopted her as partner in a common altar and common temple.Its a niche myth variant but one I found quite interesting. The implications of Hera being a mistress of Zeus while he is married to Leto is interesting. So when Zeus has an affair with Leto after he married Hera, adds another interesting layer to their drama.

There are surprisingly quite a few texts with Zeus and Hera loving each other in secret from their parents especially Rhea for some reason.

Later writers make Hera seemingly a favourite of Chronos, she even visits him from time to time in Tartarus. One myth has Chronos giving Hera two eggs to bury in the ground to bring forth Typhon to destroy Zeus. Hera threatening to be the demise of Zeus is interesting, especially when in one version it was her who gave birth to Typhon so that he can overthrow Zeus.

Also I love your ideas aswell, you're an Excellent writer.

asdfghjkl thank you!! i dont really go beyond concept ideas both because i dont have the time to really sit down and do anything with them and also the brain fog that only settles when i want to get creative, so my literary aspirations are confined to musings to take my mind of things and throwing ideas to the wall and seeing what sticks. that and maladaptive daydreaming lol.

the greek gods be wilding lmao! that is extremely interesting and does indeed add multitudes of layers to their dynamic. woof (read a hc somehwere that leto was bi for both of them lol and to me honestly it makes it much funnier/ more fascinating to examine)

thank you for the clarification, much appreciated! if you dont mind me asking to you have a background in the pantheon & mythology? higher education perhaps or an interest in general? either way u seem very well read with a diverse collection of sources n stuff so i was a lil curious :D

hera and zeus go way back huh. this being greek mythology i wont think too hard about it lol but im quite intrigued; since zeus wouldve only known hera after he took over the titans and heralded a new age, i wonder:

1. what it was they were most drawn in about one another, the novelty or something deeper?

2. if there was a reason behind zeus marrying others before hera (beyond lust or other something else maybe) and the secrecy of their relationship to begin with,

3. and why she was kidnapped in the first place? also why would she be grateful for not being discovered? unless hera was living her y/n moment or something idk lol

absolutely loving the hera & cronos bond omg. was he manipulating her like planting seeds of discord among his kids or was she well aware of what she was doing and the potential consequences of her actions (since tartarus is as i understand it is off limits? or in the very least a very awful place to frequent making it a whole lot shadier ig) was it genuine affection? though i doubt it since eating ones children means less quality time with them ususally. or a secret thirnd thing?

good soup anon :]

[doomzday-zone]

It's like the thing with William Afton is that he kinda sees his kids as an. Extension of him. His pride and joy and when Davie died he was kinda like, well fuck me that was Thing Number 3 I cared about next to Thing 1 The Springbonnie Suit and Thing 2 The Springbonnie Suit again. Hell maybe his kids isn't even the top ten things he genuinely cares about but to an extent it hurt him in some way. Maybe a bruised ego idfk

I would believe that grief can lead you to doing Nutso things like starting to kill children because what if he killed Charlie out of jealousy, Henry has a kid, I don't. I fucking hate Micheal and David/Evan was the only one that mattered, even though he was being a bit of a helicopter parent to Davie anyways.

Killed Charlie, thought it was fun, does it again, found out some shit about Remnant/Agony and the idea that he could probably bring lil Davie back it was a one two combo for him to just go Insane. I say the thing about Evan/Davie because of the "I will put you back together again" line from FNAF 4

I mean there was also that part in the movie where Vanessa just has a picture of her dad in the suit and her holding Mike's lil bro bro's airplane so that was like. A sick twisted way of him keeping Garrett's toy like a hunting trophy and giving his daughter a "gift" because she's useful to him or something. Btw the Springbonnie suit matters above all else to him I think this is just canon

This man is a sick sick individual but he only really "cares" about his children when they're there to. Feed his big fat ego

That's kinda my take on how much he would remotely care about his kids

I'm sorry it's 2am and if I misconstrued something i wanted to share my own two cents on the topic of Will and his kids. And his murderyness.

Also i've been sending you a few things on anon so I'm just calling myself Ballpit anon as an indicator jdkwjdjw

first YEA def springbonnie is EXTREMELY important to William, people say springbonnie is an extension of him but its more like it literally just IS him. its the vessel in which he expresses himself, a second skin if you will. William afton and springbonnie r intrinsically tied to each other,,

second ermmmm yea im. im not interested in debating whether or not he does care about his kids or if hes capable of loving them r whatever etc etc. i think its obvious he does its just the WAY he does and how people want to protray that thats off and wrong to me. no matter what your opinion of him is you CANNOT put 'normal' principles and whatever onto him it just doesn't fucking work, he doesn't operate on Normal Citizen logic he operates on William Afton logic its just that shrimple to me.

i agree that he thinks of his kids as an extension of him, and most of his thing w even is an egotistical thing. idk how..... i feel about the charlie thing ............ just yet. ik in the books they made william an obsessive over henry and in that context it makes sense but as ive said before: i haven't read them. and i have yet to see where in the game text that he specifically has a weird thing with henry, at least in the same sense, yknow what i mean.

yea im not saying that like, grief cannot push you to do smth that drastic. like at all. im.just saying most people DONT. like as a guy whose unfortunately had quite a few child deaths in the family like, me or my relatives never became child murderers yknow ?!?! hsjshsbdb and besides that i just dont think it was that big of a motivation for william specifically, or else we wouldve gotten more of that part of him in the text ya know. like from what we know his grief, at least in the fandom typical sense isnt that relevant.

and the way its phrased in fnaf 4 too, i will put you back together. not i will heal you r smth, he sees people as objects, akin to machines. im just saying this doesn't SOUND like the average father sad that his human son died, this is like smth youd say to a toy that broke. in THIS CONTEXT, the way most ppl say he cares abt his kids is wrong to me. anyways

also the hating michael thing...... where exactly does this come from............ squints,,, i have onions i could share abt this but ill save it.

but anyways yea, this is basically what i was saying minus a couple of ur points. i think the evan thing is mostly a matter of ego than anything when looking at the games. i thumbs up 👍