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hamiltonsf1 · 3 months
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zo’s sunday
(@ef-1’s photodumps always inspire me to do my own hehe 🤭)
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starkspi · 6 months
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hella1975 · 3 months
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so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment
#so i explained before that there's 3 venues and on my very first shift they had me doing the restaurant venue for 2 hours#which was FINE like i was a bit cautious bc my manager is VERY stressed all the time and the place generally feels like it's falling apart#not the building itself just. the way it's run like it's just got new owners and the previous manager apparently#EMPTIED THE TILLS AND TRASHED THE PLACE like cost them THOUSANDS of pounds and on top of that#there was beef with the head chef and the new owners that meant he left and took the ENTIRE BACK OF HOUSE WITH HIM#THERE ARE NO KITCHEN STAFF ATM. I HAVE TO LIE AND TELL CUSTOMERS WE DONT HAVE FOOD ATM BC OF 'REFURBISHMENT'#WHEN IN ACTUALITY THE /RESTAURANT/ DOESNT HAVE CHEFS. DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS#and then the front of house staff are very lacking aside maybe 2 people we're ALL NEW and all of them EXCEPT ME#LIKE LITERALLY JUST ME IM THE ONLY EXCEPTION. ALL OF THEM ARE UNTRAINED#so when i applied with bar training coffee training and very solid waitressing skills they genuinely treated me like a saviour#like i am FENDING off shifts tbh im in a v good position bc they need me too much to get shitty w me if i refuse hours but i can literally#have as many as i want bc they will just give me them. like they're obsessed w me im rota'd for over 60 hours this week#but anyway that very first shift after 2 hours in the restaurant i then walked to the mini golf venue on the OTHER SIDE OF TOWN#and my manager stayed for 30 MINUTES. IF THAT. and showed me around the place + how to close THEN LEFT ME THERE#FIRST DAY HE GAVE ME THE KEYS AND LEFT ME TO RUN AN ENTIRE VENUE. IT'S NOT SMALL EITHER IT'S A WHOLE BAR#AND I HAD TO CLOSE ON MY OWN TOO and ironically the shift itself went rlly well like it was so chill#it was kinda boring but honestly i kinda rated it it's v easy money and the close went perfectly nothing cropped up that i was unsure about#and then. AND THEN. i havent even ranted to my mutuals about this yet bc i was acc so horrified by it but i locked the front doors#and went to lock the gate AND THE KEY GOT STUCK IN THE LOCK. WOULD NOT COME OUT. HELLA VS KEYS ROUND 3927593#my mum even showed up and tried to help me wrestle this thing out i called my manager and he literally told me to just snap it#bc he'd rather a snapped key that NO ONE could get out than just leave it there overnight but bc of my recent house key moment#i was like AM I FUCK SNAPPING THIS KEY. WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING. so i had to just leave it and at the time#i was realllyyyyyyyyyy beating myself up but my manager is actually rlly nice he's just stretched v thin#and ive also had time to be like uhh actually they shouldnt have left a random 21 y/o girl alone with the keys on her first day#omg i havent even talked about what happened on saturday. ACTUAL SHAMBLES#LIKE THIS /\/\ ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO EVERYTHING! IM RUNNING OUT OF TAG ROOM! IM GONNA REBLOG THIS TONIGHT W MORE PROBABLY!#BC GUESS WHO IS WORKING A CLOSE LATER AT THE NIGHTCLUB THEN OPENING THE RESTAURANT AT 8AM. GUESS#hella slaves to capitalism
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todayisafridaynight · 4 months
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re: last anon i definitely think it comes from the uhhh whole threatened thingy. Since most of y3 is. Well. Uhm. Daigo Coma Hours we spend a lot of time w/ that guy in a threatened state. Hence the more “violent” interpretations bc. Well. his sillyguy’s in a coma. Though I’ve definitely seen Mine’s more… stressed (for lack of better words) state being misinterpreted as his natural state and I can see how that would lead to more frequent violent kirinmine takes etc. (Hopefully this is coherent I am soooooooooo tired rn)
for Last Anon
#snap chats#even throughout y3 tho mine's generally calm even when we know he's probably stressed out internally#he's very level-headed despite it all- it's only the end with kiryu where he really loses it and we see How stressed out he is#like of course there's the plane That Was Unnecessary but its with kiryu where he gives a verbal outburst and he's at his wit's end#we know what im saying ? like even under presumed stress mine still presents as calm and as if he knows what to do next#the plane incident was mine acting 'in defense' of daigo not wholly an act of stress (tho he could have been as well)#like once mine stabs the man he's done and over with it and calmly goes back to his seat. he's very 'careful' in how he acts#he doesn't do more than necessary and has restraint. for the most part#it takes a lot for him to be skittish or 'pressed against the wall' so to speak- like with kiryu calling him out#we see this 'calm visage' break when he shoots at kiryu and yells- and we KNOW this was done out of stress because he misses#Shit Shot Mine jokes aside he can aim when he wants to as shown by rggo- he was really just In The Shit in this moment mentally#also with 'violent mine' takes Personally i think its just funny JVLEKJVAEKL like pl e a s e relax.. ... it is not that serious mine...#and theres little else much cooler than seeing a giraffe god start stomping people and how else to do that but through violence#honestly i feel like ive actually seen more depictions of kirin mine be gentle and just Chilling.....#BUT thats /my/ internet experience. Long Unnecessary Ramble over sorry i didnt meant to write a thesis#i just like thinking about mine...
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dutybcrne · 2 months
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Sometimes I like to admire Kae's new skin and think of aaaall the little gaps where someone could press quick little kisses against
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Sneaky lil kisses on his neck and shoulders/collarbone when they're close/hug#//Bonus if they chose to gently nose aside his braid rather and just move it by hand#//Having him sitting on sb's lap and they press a quick kiss to his bicep#//Or them sitting then in the process of standing doing so#//Gently touching along the lil gap on his back while he's straddled them; as their lips brush over the little spot over his chest#//Making him topple over the desk and moving for the spot on his back-#//hdbkgrg#suggestive#//I GUESS just for that last one jhdbfhdfg#//Anywho now that that's there#//I've seen so many fanarts where the shirt under his vest has an exposed back and I kdfjhbfkg#//THAT is precisely what made me think of this lol#//His partner grabbing him Firm by the hips and pressing kiss after kiss along his back while he just Squirms and chides playfully at them#//Esp if he was tryna get all dressed up and they caught him before he could get the vest on#//Like 'Stahp; the goal is clothes ON-'#//But the sheer Intimacy and sweetness of that very series of kisses while getting UNdressed is so good too#//Not even for smut reasons really; even#//Him feeling exhausted after a day's fun and trusting his partner to help him get undressed without wanting much more out of it#//Them seeing how Stressed he is and using the kisses to help ease the tension lining his shoulders#//Bonus if they gently reassure him they don't intend to initiate anything; to just relax; they'll be done in a moment#//And it HELPS bc their gentle touch helps keep him grounded; helps him feel a little better after the day's stresses & hustle'n bustle#//He might go a little boneless after tho hdbjgf. But he'd have been SO wound up w stress; the gesture might make him relax a bit TOO much#//And make him just wanna flop back and let them carry him off to bed or a drawn bath they can chill in. That he'd prolly get sleepy in#//If not outright doze off in and become the Grumpiest little mf when they have to wake him up bc they've been in there too long jhdbgkfg#//Which is DEFFO a surefire sign of trust and comfort with sb; bc he'd usually HATE wanting to act like that around other ppl
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goodpvppy · 2 months
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yearning for soft but desperate touches tonight boys
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fucking ridiculous how driving is so calming to me. hey does that controlled minor new thing you’re doing make you feel like you’re fucking exploding and dying right this very moment immediately? how about you get in this thousand pound hunk of heavy machinery and be the sole person in control of it at barreling speed surrounded by hundreds of other people doing the exact same thing where if you mess up for even a moment you could all fucking die and calm down. and then i do!
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thebirdandhersong · 1 year
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:)
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variousxcruelties · 7 months
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mark of the assassin is absolutely ridiculous on both mechanics and writing fronts, but it is feeding my fenhawke heart.
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lombax-lombardi · 11 months
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mythvoiced · 1 year
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HYELLO~ work's slowed down a little again, but I'm continuing m'hiatus a tad because for whatever reason I've been super low on energy so I'm not really managing to provide the usual energy I offer, SO UH HI I LUB U THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE, CATCH YOU SOON
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cherrysnax · 1 year
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should prolly make an official update post but im lazy so…
so like we did manage to get some groceries, some cat food, some trash bags which im mad grateful for because holy shit it was getting bad.
but we are not out of the fire yet. my two older brothers are currently facing a housing situation (shitty landlord, shittier apartment, shittiest situation) and both have no income so everything we cook is also given to them, but that’s now splitting groceries for 8 people. my younger brother only eats his same food, and multiple of us have dietary restrictions so to add two grown men on top of that is a lot to say the least
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lonewhumper · 1 year
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Hi i hope you're doing well!
Do you think you'll ever continue Asa and Hayes' story?
100%! But yesterday I had to listen to my neighbor threaten to bomb my whole apartment complex and threaten to also tear someone's face off and eat it because he smokes meth 24/7 and breaks shit and stabs knives into the walls and his equally psychopathic girlfriend defends his every move even when he's threatening to murder her (I think it's their foreplay) so I'm going through a lot rn trying to get the money to get the fuck out and find a place that isn't completely unaffordable (not happening!) before it's too late and we end up killed since they're already mad at us for how many times we've had to call the cops on them for being insane so...it's really putting a damper on my will to live...
The cops also can't do anything because no proof of direct intent whatever whatever, they also are slowly starving her cat to death and killed her 5 kittens but again no direct proof just things heard through thin ass walls and the fact the kittens were gone before they were even 6 weeks old and couldn't survive on their own (and for those weeks they were there the mama cat hid them from the psychopaths in a drawer so they never saw the light of day), but so SPCA can't do shit! It's so fun living here!
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snarltoothed · 1 year
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im back at the weight i was four years ago! yay! cross your fingers with me and let’s see if we can make it stick
(this is about weight gain. not weight loss. fuck diet culture and beauty standards. eating disorders are more fatal than any other category of mental illnesses.)
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reikunrei · 1 year
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I find it very funny how much charm stranger things loses for me when the kids stop being kids. like s1 and s2 are so good to me bc the kids are all still babies. s3 is still pretty charming in that regard bc they all look 16 at most, so they’re still very steeped in baby. s4, while good, just so does not feel the same because they’ve all grown out of their baby faces :( why couldn’t they be baby forever :(
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sysig · 2 years
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Baby’s first successful molt under our care ♥
#Spider#Nhandu Chromatus#I'm extremely relieved hhhh#There was a bit of a scare and I was kinda really stressed out for a solid hour or so afterwards#I love ma to bits but she's not someone who always thinks through her actions very well#So like I said before I knew Baby was in premolt and I fully intended to leave them alone outside of feeding and watering#Well turns out feeding day had to be incredibly postponed! I didn't even get a chance to see them during molt#Which tbh it probably a good thing I wouldn't want to have stressed them out#Unfortunately because of that tho I also didn't have a chance to let ma know that they'd molted and would look weird#She wasn't aware of how spiders look when they're freshly molted so she got worried - normally not a problem#Except that she then proceeds to Pick Up Baby's Enclosure and tilt it to try to get Baby to move to make sure they were still alive#Like! That!! Hhhhhphew I know she didn't know but of all the things she could've done in that moment hahaaa#Spiders do look kinda dead when they're in molt and I guess I should've sat her down to explain or come with her or Literally Anything#But - luckily - Baby was stressed but seems uninjured from the spook#I'm just glad this all happened /after/ the molt because Baby could've straight up died if she'd tried that while they were doing that#Hhhh anyway!! Baby looks to be in good health!!#Still soft as you can see from the red fangs hehe ♥ But an absolute beauty!#That's not a trick of photography either btw :D Those are actually blood-red fangs! They're currently see-through and will darken over time#Aren't they a gorgeous colour ♪ Once they harden up back to black I can finally feed them again they're surely super hungry#The molt is also in great quality! I accidentally tangled the abdomen and separated the thorax cap ouq But aside from that!#Baby did an amazing job I'm super proud <3
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