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glad to be me ❤️
#no burdens of expectations#just existing#its nice#accepting love and joy and laughing freely#understanding and being comfortable#socially im not very loose as i am alone#socially im pretty tight lipped lol#at least irl
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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think it'd be really cool if percy could teleport using water. just needing to be in direct contact with a water source to transfer from one puddle to the next. cornering monsters in damp alleyways like it's no one's business. foregoing the subway when the forecast calls for showers. crossing the ocean quicker that you can say pacific. quality content.
#one minute you're doing your biology homework in your college dorm room#then next you're laying in a puddle of apple juice your baby sister spilled on the floor#your stepdad fascinated beyond imagination#your mom looks like she was expecting you to figure this out eventually#and you literally have ten minutes to haul ass back to new rome university before your girlfriend realizes you're missing#the burdens of being the son of poseidon#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo text post#pjo#pjo headcanon#percy jackson#sally jackson#paul blofis#estelle blofis jackson#annabeth chase#percy jackson funny
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how genderbending the warriors (2024) is done not for the sole sake of "bad-assery"
okay here we go feminist ramble time for our newest chick on the block: warriors. now i'll be honest, prior to listening to the album, when i first heard that the warriors main girls were originally dudes in the movie and the novel, i thought that the decision for the genderbending, in lmm's perspective, were from the following: 1.) girl power move in like a very basic meaning of the word "bad-ass" 2.) simply a twist on a cult movie about big gang bros loved by the film bros, and 3.) a way to have the schuyler sisters back together gjfkdfldf
but when i read more about warriors and its development and how lmm took inspiration from the gamergate controversies of 2014-2015 aka among the peak of gamerbro misogyny campaigns, that's when i realized that Oh Shit Is Serious - because adapting a story about a group being framed and targeted and harassed for something they are accused of doing without any substantial proof other than a man screaming "THE WARRIORS SHOT CYYYYRUUS" with 21st century misogyny campaigns in mind makes the theme of fighting back a lot more complicated and a lot more resonant, going beyond just marketing a cast you can call "badass"
take the hurricanes' quiet girls, for example. the hurricanes (concept album version) is the only gang that lets the warriors off the hook and with a stern warning: quiet girls don't make it home. here, the hurricanes berate the warriors for not saying shit or attempting to defend themselves from accusations they know well aren't true. THIS MESSAGE IN PARTICULAR is what stays and influences ajax, fox, and swan til the very end of their stories.
literally one song after this does ajax show how easily she resonated with the hurricanes' lesson by finally sticking with her gut and actually choosing to fight back against both the baseball furies AND against the sleazy undercover cop. the latter encounter is one of the instances that really solidifies the recontextualization of the story because in the OG movie, ajax (a dude) WAS the sleazy fuck up harassing a woman in a park - and now with the literal character switch, ajax goes from being just a rebellious gangbro dude bro into someone whose want to fight is warranted. such a want to fight is seen in fox seeing as fox is the first to comment on the quiet girls scene and that, in the concept album, she is the one that instigates the rumble against the police in union square - saying that she is sick of being afraid of them and their 'fuckin powder blue' colors (also notice how she is the only warrior that really does say fuck the cops i think that's cool BUT I'LL TALK ABOUT FOX MORE NEXT TIME)
to a less obvious extent, swan also gets the receiving end of this recurring theme - by the album's finale, the usually violence-averse caution-first interim leader becomes a lot fiercer in protecting her crew. but perhaps among what i consider to be the biggest recontextualized change in the feminist sense is MERCY and her motivations to join the warriors in the first place. according to the wiki, her attraction to swan and the warriors and um seeing the orphans as wimps is what led her to switch sides BUT IN THE CONCEPT ALBUM, mercy's motivation to become a warrior is deepened, rooted in admiration rather than attraction - wanting to be like those women who hold their head up high. and again, we see this in Sick of Runnin' when she takes part in the rumble, finding her bravery within their ranks as they fight back. here, mercy becomes less of a swan tagalong and more of someone that wants what the warriors have: pride.
of course now that i type this out i realize that warriors is not based solely on the feminist rhetoric as with their theme of hope amidst adversity, the story is more intersectional and rooted in community struggle and wanting for more than that. but nonetheless, i genuinely believe that the twt filmbros arguments on why the genders should not have been changed in the first place just for "woke" points is kinda like,,,very shortsighted because not only does the narrative of women narrowly escaping unwarranted accusations actually fucking fit, but the act of learning to fight back amidst all odds - be it that of disbelieving, predatory men or the power of oppressive pigs - stays resonant for women yesterday, today, and the days to come.
ultimately, warriors (2024) is not solely a tale of female badassery - rather, it is a tale of the need for such "female badassery" in the face of past and present realities, which is why it somehow fucking worked.
#believe me i admire lin greatly but i did not think this would work as well as it did#i genuinely thought upon the reveal of the all girl cast that this was gonna be um woo girl power moment and just that#i was not expecting the recontextualization of the plot#eSpECIALLY WITH AJAX AND MERCY HOLY SHIT#i guess less so for swan and fox tho because swan is um character development throughout the show thing#while fox! fox is um look im gonna get right back to u peeps on that#because i an still studying their film version and um gathering my thoughts#because in the film fox was the one that saw luther shoot cyrus#so with cleon now taking that burden#im studying what would this mean for fox in the concept album#but thats a story for another day but in any case#warriors (2024) is not a story solely for selling musical theatre women looking cool as fuck in punk leather#it is ultimately a story of struggle - both in the feminist lens and the intersectional sense#(because gang and grassroot communities and all)#warriors#warriors album#warriors musical#eisa davis#lin manuel miranda
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peteyquinn…
#thinking about how they’ve played every game together for almost two years (starting Dec. 22 2022)#and how they are always the ones being relied upon to carry the weight of the franchise#and now the core is healthy for the first time in eight months and yet they still must share the burden of the expectations placed upon them#they are so…#elias pettersson#quinn hughes#vancouver canucks#nhl#auriel:video
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am overcome with nostalgia and i must draw her
#lexa ... oh lexa#forgot how much i loved her hair!!! i have a thing for hair don't i.. sensing a pattern here#lexa#the 100#clexa#my art#illustration#sketch#lexa kom trikru#it feels wonderful to draw her with my like.. grown up evolved skills#i am having serious emotions about her and the show .. god she was tragic and beautiful and poetic#so painfully tender and young and burdened#i've yet to draw clarke .. i always found her more difficult!#who expected a saturnvs clexa 2k24 journey. not me
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That great expectations at the end really is every Ponyboy.
Trevi as canon Pony
Josh as adopted au Pony
JPC as older Pony
Emma as fem Pony
#and like someone walk with me here#canon pony longs for a way out of Tulsa cause he’s got these huge dreams but he’s just a kid and he feels and he longs and he dreams#adopted pony wishes so desperately that things were different cause he wants to fit with his brothers n he wants more than Tulsa n he wants#to stay n and he wants to bring back their parents n he wants to love and be loved n not feel like a burden#older pony is reflecting on the dreams he had n how maybe he hasn’t quite achieved them yet but he’s closer than he’s ever been#maybe he’s out of Tulsa and he feels like he’s still got these expectations and hopes but hes so damn close to them now#fem pony is looking at Tulsa and longing to be out n longing to escape with her best friend cause they’ve gone through so much n she lost#the only female figure in her life n she’s scared n she hears that her head is in the clouds n she’s just gonna hafta settle down in Tulsa#with a man she doesn’t love cause that’s all that’s meant for a southern girl in the 60s#it’s every version of pony all having this dream regardless of how different they might be#that or maybe I’m just reading a tad far into things#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#ponyboy curtis#trevor wayne#josh strobl#john patrick collins#emma pittman#also don’t focus on me forcing the adopted au into things#I fear I can’t hear Josh pony and not think of it now
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hey. so. i was watching strohl's follower ranks bc idk when im gonna be able to avtually afford metaphor. what the fuck chat is he okay. guy who has so so many problems
#metaphor refantazio#metaphor refantazio spoilers#metaphor spoilers#kinda???#but like the amount of timed that he calls himself a burden or undeserving of something is actually concerning. ???Okay#i Did not expect him to be as fucked up as this . okay. what the hell#when i saw the last sc come up i audibly went “what the fuck man :(”#leon strohl
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There's something so poetic about how El is the centre of all the chaos, wanted by the government and military and Mike is her strong calm that doesn't hesitate to get sucked into her storm and stand by her side in the face of any conflict. Like guys. This little boy did not hesitate to protect her and stand off in the face of the government to defend her, going against all the typical patriotic rule-following norms of an American Suburbanite Middle class nuclear family. He comes from pure safe normalcy but doesn't hesitate to run in the other direction heading towards chaos and danger if it means she's there... because he feels safest with her and is driven by the instinct to protect her. 😭🩷 There's something so beautiful and inspiring about someone as hurt and troubled and chaotic as El being loved in such a simple, unconditional way. Mike doesn't see her for the chaos she represents which surrounds her, he sees her for the innocent goodness that she actually is— her calm, gentle demeanour and the warmth it makes him feel. He understands that all the danger that comes with being with her is through no fault of her own, and actively works to help combat all the forces against her. He knows that despite being the centre of the chaos she's not the cause of it, she's the remedy for the effect of it and that is an undeserved, exhausting punishment yet a burden she bears regardless without complaint— a sign of her innate goodness which Mike recognises and loves her for all the more. Even moreso, he works to share that burden with her and criticise it because he sees how innocent and undeserving she is of the responsibility infringed upon her. His willingness to take all of this on is so wholesome and exactly the kind of sweet effort-full love that a character like El deserves, which is so gratifying for the audience to see.
#mileven#something intense about how the one girl he wants#the only one he has and will ever loved#is also the only one that is supposed to be off limits and unconventional for him#they come from two completely different backgrounds#him a middle class nuclear American family#her born and bred as a weapon to use in the Cold War#forever wanted by the government for her uses as a spy and such rather than a normal girl who wants a future with love and a family#yet despite all of these expectations mike doesnt gaf and only sees her as the love of his life#and he'll never stop fighting for their chance to live happily together as a normal couple even if shes treated otherwise 🩷#When he tells the gov he'd never tell them where she is#when he surrenders himself to them as long as it holds them off from getting to her a little longer#when he throws himself into direct danger in s2 in the tunnels#when he proves once again his ability to make logical rational plans in s3 that protect everyone and lessen the burden on el#s4 - he immediately devotes himself to getting her back from the clutches of the government#theyre so excellent man. Mike Wheeler is the perfect boyfriend#he doesnt care about the fact that he shouldn't love her#all he cares about is that he does love her#The lab kept trying to stamp out her individuality and stamp her objectification on her wrist so that everyone else could see her#as the weapon she was raised to be#but Mike immediately ignored that and gave her a real name#from the beginning he only ever saw her as the courageous brilliant hopeful pretty girl that he loved#even when everyone else knew her as eleven the lab girl with mind powers first#mike always saw her as el the unique girl locked deep within her who he wanted to get to know and love#this wasnt supposed to be the lengthy monster that it is but what can i say. im insane about these two#Who's up in the big 2025 appreciating Mileven as the fictional paragon of true love 🗣️🗣️🗣️#the romeo and julietism of mileven#but better#when she keeps up the strong front until shes with him then she can collapse in his arms and be needy and vulnerable#e.g. s3 billy fight scene... s4 desert reunion
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One thing that breaks me is I think two year ago I tried rereading Lady Midnight but have to stop because I was SOBBING at this scene where they got Mark back and Julian has such a high hope that he got to share this burden with Mark to take care of their siblings and everything only to realize that HE needs to take care of Mark too.
AND IT WAS JUST SO SAD. Before that scene I kind of forget that Julian was stressing since the BEGINNING of Lady Midnight. He was just a boy and he was TIRED and the way he kind of mentally trying to accept another burden just — MY SHAYLAAAA.
#not that Jules think his siblings as burdens#but kore like he have expectations on Mark#and its literally not Mark's fault but still 😭😭#Jules was expecting his big brother#julian blackthorn#mark blackthorn#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#shadowhunters
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blood of the lamb 🍷


#luke hughes#i am not portraying him as jesus i need to clarify#he's just lowkey giving lamb of god#purity and obedience and the burden of expectation are all things i feel are fitting for the youngest sibling born into legacy#lh43#ween art#art#artists on tumblr#portrait#digital art#byzantine#nhl#new jersey devils#nj devils#hockey#narratives and motifs my beloved#hockey art#fan art
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Cas once tried to explain angels to me. He said, "For all our power, we are simpler creatures than humans. We often think in black-and-white terms, with little to no understanding of the many shades of gray between. Such a limited mindset can cause us to be… overzealous." Overzealous. Yeah, that's one way of putting it.
– Dean Winchester, The Men of Letters Bestiary
#ok can i have the scene where they talk about it?#i mean we know they talk#but i want this scene 🥺#(and talk about their families and the expectations and burdens on their shoulders)#spn angels#the men of letters bestiary#dean and cas talk
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Very small piece overshadowed by everything else but I full almost cried at Elgin's line here. Service to others and service to a cause you believe in as service to yourself. Not working for anyone else but dedicating yourself to your work and your community because you want to, because it matters to you. So fucking true. Anyway totally unrelated hc that definitely isn't me projecting I think Elgin's butch
[Image ID: A screenshot of The Silt Verses transcript. It reads
"PAIGE stares at her. She's genuinely touched.
PAIGE: Do you do anything for yourself, Elgin?
ELGIN: (Almost surprised by the question) All of this has been for me. You know that Paige, don't you?"
End ID]
#like. my caption isnt even exactly accurate#bc i genuinely cannot express the emotion behind this line but i fucking Get It and i feel so seen by it. idek why#i think... its a total subversion. theres this idea that doing things for other people must always be a burden#but often it isnt!! often it's a joy!!#and with elgin and paige like their goals are the same#its also a subversion of the typical prophet & follower or god & follower dynamic show over and over in tsv#the expectation is that followers r just doing things for their prophet or god or company or leader#but the wound tree isnt like that. they aren't serving paige -- theyre serving themselves. and each other. fighting together#elgin isnt making a sacrifice shes giving a gift!!!#and as always this mirrors real life dynamics and social movements#gd whats that quote? something like 'i want you to fight for me because your liberation is bound up with my own'#tsv#the silt verses#tags became longer than the actual post whoops#tsv spoilers
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Ortho-Fusor
REFERENCE MANUAL
Modern Visual Training
Bear in mind that these polaroids are from 1941, and are presented with as much clarity as I could muster with only my phone camera.
#image#wanted to get a full gallery of this#i figure it's interesting enough for its own full post :))#history#archive#idk how to bait studious bitches. what tags do they like#come on girls i know u find this stuff cool. i do too.#we can kiss or something.#also: would be absolutely ecstatic if someone wanted to [id:] this. i dont know how to format those AND im high#i know thats a heavy burden considering how dense the information is#so no expectations of course
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This was gonna be a reply to a reply but I thought maybe I should just make my own post. Yes this is about Vi again.
It's no secret that "Vi should've fought for Zaun" and the expectation of her being Vander's prodigy and feeling like the plot dropped the ball on her in that regard and the betrayal at the fact that she's living comfortably in Piltover now are. Frequent sentiments in the fandom. Which I get, but also I feel that this line of expectations is. Diverging from who Vi actually is by the end and what she was realistically capable of.
Vi in season 2 is basically running on fumes and because she has no other options. It is a well known thing in irl activist spaces that to participate in any kind of fight for justice you need to take care of yourself, otherwise you won't have the energy to be any kind of useful to your community. Ekko also says this - "It's not enough to give people what they need to survive, you have to give them what they need to live". Vi has been surviving and not living in any shape or form for years, she's exhausted and broken in places. That's no mental state to fight for Zaun or make any kinda change. I think it's extremely realistic and human and hardly a flaw of writing or the character if by the end the only thing she was able to do was collapse into the safety and peace she was offered for the first time in forever (aka Caitlyn). It's clear that in her last scene she's still recovering mentally - Cait seems to be excited to have any sign of life (singing) from her at all, and the "Are you still in this fight?" question is very loaded. (But it's indicated that Vi is very much still in the fight, so? It's really anyone's guess what she'll do once she's healed and remembers how to live. And don't bring up LoL's Vi brutality thing, it's clear they're different characters).
I think in wanting to see Vi stand up for Zaun or be Vander's prodigy we often deny her the flaw of being a breakable human and forget just how much she's held together by duct tape. Just because she was full of this 'fuck Piltover' fire as a kid doesn't mean she is still capable of matching that energy. Sometimes after lots of trauma humans grow up into tired adults who just want to sit down and feel safe regardless of where it happens and how questionable it might look (re: living in Piltover). Not to mention, that even as a child Vi's main reason for fuming at the Topside was wanting safety for her family and herself. Well, now she's all out of family, she's estranged from the community of Zaun thanks to being in prison for 7 years and Silco changing the place so much, and the only person who's offering her safety and not more fighting (which she's exhausted and thoroughly burnt out from!) is Caitlyn, so. How is where she ended up any kind of surprising or a failure of her writing/character?
Yes, a lot of people wanted a revolutionary, no, Vi isn't one. Dare I say, never really was one. At her lowest, when she's got no one left to protect, she's not trying to fill in that void by taking on protecting Zaun and becoming a vigilante or something, no, she spirals. That is not something on her radar, that's not something she's visibly cut out to do, she cares so so much but on a smaller scale. Even the whole shimmer factory debacle was less about Zaun and more about her desire to hurt Silco personally for what he'd done to her family. If Jinx agreed to run away with her back at the tea party Vi would ditch the entirety of Zaun (potentially leaving it to Silco forever since he's still alive at that point) in a heartbeat to keep her sister and save Cait in one move. She puts on an enforcer uniform BECAUSE she cares for Jinx (through convincing herself that at the very least she should take her out of her misery herself rather than leaving it to people who don't care, yes) and Cait both.
Perhaps a hot take, but not becoming a leader despite being good at taking hits to the head and caring about people in general and being a daughter of one does not make Vi a badly written character or a bad person. It just makes her a person. And a character whose arc culminated in choosing herself. And choosing yourself sometimes means leaving the fight to others (perhaps temporarily, considering the final dialogue). And that's okay.
Arcane is tragedy about flawed people, not a feel-good story about a successful revolution and rich people paying for their crap, and it was never going to be. Ergo one of our main character isn't an upcoming hero in shining armor who was allegedly robbed of her potential. She's just a broken young woman who barely knows how to keep her own little life together and her biggest victory by the end is allowing herself to take a breath and live for once. Yes, while her home down there is still in shambles. Yes, that sounds selfish. For some people a bit of selfishness is the greatest thing they can ever learn for themselves.
#arcane#arcane s2#vi#vi arcane#long post#I maybe very lazy at fandom participation these days but one thing you can expect of me#is getting miffed by someone's point about a character and making a mini-essay about her#not all stories are about successful changes and world injustices fixed!#sometimes they are about people falling apart at the seams and also folly of a man#while being set in unjust settings#I get it. The world we live right now - we want to see shit getting fixed and our blorbos being heroes#but this one is a tragedy. the injustice is a setting. not the villain.#also! just to point out! neither Jinx or Ekko should carry that burden either#but Jinx also chose to leave and find herself and wasn't ever really prepared to be a symbol in the first place#so both sisters are alike in that one#and Ekko? Ekko stepped into the role willingly and gradually - or so it seems at least#and more importantly he knows what he's fucking doing#if Vi lead the Zaun liberation she would not know how to do it I'm sorry to say.#it would be the shimmer factory debacle all over again.#and it would be mostly due to her what - CORRECT#due to her being extremely not in the mental state for taking on such responsibility!#'why couldn't Vi have stepped up and led Zaun' she would've ran herself into a grave. period.#whether anything would be achieved by that is a topic for a debate I guess.
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and while I’m at it: major unpopular opinion, but the relationship yall want gojo to have with yuji and megumi is actually what he had with yuta
#gojo satoru#gojo#yuta okkotsu#okkotsu yuuta#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuta is the one whose life actually and fully improved by meeting gojo and he’s also the one who feels the most gratitude for this#he’s one of the few who saw through gojo’s facade. he shares the burden of defeating his only friend with him#gojo trusts him the most. talks with him about his private life#he drops the silly act around him when they’re alone. has great expectations for him where he can get almost cruel#gege even made a distant family connection between them which gojo happily mentions a lot & don’t forget yuta literally inherits his clan#if there’s a student with whom he has a more than a student teacher relationship it’s yuta#might delete later idk#☁️.blogging
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