#nny posts things

[joh-nny-c]

Heading to a local 21+ monthly furry party! Gothing Quillian out until I get my Bun Nny suit done =:3

Speaking of, my Nny doll is secured and ready to dance with me!

Also my shirt was designed by the wonderful @devnny !

[noirtek]

over the starsss

[disposal-blueeee]

from this thing on twt

[vargaslovinghours]

Requestober 2023: Vargas Edition

The playlist has returned for this year! There will be a few in between, but it should be updating at least once a week on either Wednesday or Friday or both - keep an eye out for your req(s)!

I considered a couple different lines for day 1 - there are just so many Narrator lines that could work for Scriabin! Any of the many times where the Narrator is being sadistic, it all just works. Plus, it’s fun to imagine Scriabin trapping Edgar in the same way, just shoops a wall right into his path haha

But in the end I went for one of the tags I left myself on the original TSP/Vargas crossover doodles, it does still live in my head rent-free after all. You can see in the background that those “invisible” tears were intended from the beginning as well :3c

There’s also something funny to me about Scriabin using the word “rubbish” haha ♪ How posh

Edgar, as usual, getting blame for something that was definitely his Narrator, I mean Scriabin’s fault lol

I really wasn’t sure what to do with day 2 at first - I’m too scared to watch any of the SAWs, or look them up on YouTube >~< I tried finding transcripts with stage direction or people describing them in text online but I couldn’t really find anything, I really do appreciate my friend for telling me about one haha. Even with that though, I still had to do a lot of guesswork! Something about wrists, fear, not doing well - Scriabin is very cute hiding behind Edgar but it’s still not very obvious what the theme is, huh?

I was able to find a very brief animation of I think? the trap that had been described to me but even that was a bit much for me :’D I was a very wimp that day! I didn’t even have it in me to draw the trap itself in the sketch! There’s something a bit ominous about not being able to see into the trap completely, only the blood pooling at the bottom ♪ But I’m still happy I went with what I did in the end, though I did have to change Scriabin’s dialogue from fear to accusation - though that tracks for him haha

Day 3 was silly and therefore easy to whip up haha ♪ The angst is done, the blood is done, this leaves only kisses! Any opportunity to use my pencils to make kiss-marks, I will take lol. Clearly this is what the prompt was pointing at! Obviously! Lol

If you look, Jake’s lips are painted pink and Scriabin’s red, and they have each other’s lipstick marks on their faces lol - I am attention to detail when it comes to kisses ♪

I did still end up making an alt even after pretty much decided on the first one, it’s still fun to think about Scriabin interacting with Jake before he gets his own body ♫ He’s so smug lol, at least they’re easy to cover! Ish! Mostly! Probably itch tho lol

Day 5, yaaay some Biblical Edgar <3 I have been out of practice drawing wings lately so they’re basically just Big Shapes here lol, it’s all about blocking out the space they’ll take for when it’s cleaned! I am quite happy with how he turned out digitally, his cute face ♥

Day 7 got a couple passes as well before settling! It’s a theme lol, though there were both kidverse! The prompt mentioned “brothers” but that doesn’t necessarily mean when they were kids - they can be silly and sibling-like even After, they have the range. Still, Edgar pushing him on the swing as a kid was a cute idea so I’m glad I at least scratched it down haha. Why’s he so heavy? He’s dense ♪

The alt was the winner tho! I love how much like a bug Scriabin looks here haha, how could he have possibly seen this coming??

Day 8′s sketch was done outside in the dark actually, stargazing very appropriate!  You can kinda see me go back and forth on their clothes in the moment lol, Edgar’s striped shirt visible on his upper arms underneath his long sleeves and I still ended up going with a scarf! I also planned to make their breath clouds but I forgot them in the end, that background took up a lot of my focus lol. Also how come Edgar’s feet turned out better here than in the final version >:P

Gaster! A warmup for Day 9 since it’s been a bit since I’ve drawn him, especially with the cracks in his face! Scriabin is annoying his offscreen so it still totally counts as being Vargas-themed lol

Their poses were a bit subdued initially so I knew I wanted to try again, but at the same time there are a lot of elements here that I liked! Especially their hands, Gaster holding his hands in fists at his sides rather than speaking to Scriabin through sign language, and Scriabin with his flourish-opened palm, inviting ♪

Actual pose skeletons lol, though Gaster’s was a bit top-heavy. It all worked out in the end at least :)

Day 11 was a very fun concept! Turning Scriabin into an Enderman was an especially fun idea if Edgar could figure/find out that he could hide from him using a pumpkin mask, though I’m sure that would make Scriabin mad as well once he found him haha. Just sneeaaak quietly behind him, he’ll never know! Also the pumpkin having Edgar’s glasses, goatee, and scars carved into it haha <3

All the same, I’m glad I went with what I did - Scriabin’s pose is so much more dynamic! Very fun! His hands and his legs, and the way his coat flares out! Plus putting his Ender teeth on display was a lot of fun haha ♪ Poor Edgar can’t catch a break no matter what world he’s in, at least I didn’t actually turn him into a sheep lol

Day 12, yaaaay I finally got to Uncle Jake! So nervous <3 Don’t break the baby, don’t hurt him don’t move too much ahhh! Haha, terribly cute ♥ I do still really love how confident Edgar is here - he’s usually so nervous around Jake, but oh how the tables! Dadgar with a support system <3 His FWB comes to say hi to his son, it’s very wholesome hehe ♪

Day 13 was actually drawn way of out of order, between several of the later days and even day 12 I think lol, it’s so hard to convince my brain to listen to new music haha. It was quite a lot of fun making the text not look like it’s “spoken,” outside of a text bubble hehe, I don’t do that too often! And of course still deeply inspired by his palette challenge, it is too pretty to not pull from every not and again <3

Honestly I initially had no ideas for day 14, and yet this was still the only sketch I ended up with! My earworm at the time came in clutch, honestly do listen to Everything In You it’s such pretty yearning starcrossed song ah <3 All these musical doodles haha ♪ Sweetness sweetness <3

And of course when they’re that close there has to be a kiss! Scriabin is surprised, but how much? :3c Edgar giving Scriabin kisses of his own accord 💖 That theme never really left me either hehe

Day 27, the last Vargas day! Had to get in one Snake Charmer before the end huh haha ♪ It’s too bad my Ladyverse!Naga idea was a bit too long or I would’ve done that, but I’ll never turn down the potential for pretty clothes! And spiders for that matter haha, I went with the Acanthoscurria Geniculata - Brazilian Whiteknee again :) As much as I love Scriabin as a Bold Jumper, tarantulas just have such gorgeous proportions! And of course, I always enjoy drawing Lady!Scriabin, so it was doubly fun to draw her as a spider :)

That’s all of this year’s Vargas sketches! A fun bunch! And it was fun to mix a few others in as well :D

[red-dye40]

ANCILLARY AUXILIARY Chapter 11

(Johnny The Homicidal Maniac / I Feel Sick post-canon multi-chapter - IN PROGRESS)

A vast universal reset. No more head voices. No more homicidal maniacs or incessant extroverted best friends. It’s just Devi and her work against a world romanced by late-stage capitalism.

Devi wakes up in the driver’s seat of Johnny’s junky car with a jolt and a sharp dramatic inhale. The inside of the car is illuminated by dozens of aggressive flood lights from the gas station; it takes her a few seconds to stop squinting defensively. Just past the hood, she can now see Johnny paying at the cash register inside. She gives herself a little pat to the face, opens her eyes wide, tries to make it seem like she had never fallen asleep even for a second so as to not show any sign of vulnerability.

FULL CHAPTER ON AO3

[lunathewafflelord]

Most of those “this celebrity is problematic for these reasons - a thread” posts on Twitter consist of just one or two, maybe three, valid reasons and then everything else is bunch of things taken out of context, social media posts made 10+ years ago, and maybe even straight up misinformation. While some celebrities definitely are problematic, I don’t think someone using a slur over 10 years ago when using that word was commonplace at the time and the celebrity hasn’t said the word since is a reason to believe they’re problematic.

[mint-mumbles]

Happy Out of Touch Trickster Thursday!

instead of doing homework i made an out of touch edit of my fancam because of course ill do everything but my homework

[messinwitheddie]

Squee "I'm so sorry"

(Great; I brought up something upsetting.)

"When did your Johnny pass away?"

Mr. Casarez "He's still alive. At least I hope he is. I lost custody of him when was 3-- almost 4. It's been well over 20 years since I've seen him."

Squee "Oh...

"Have you tried to track him down or contact him?"

Mr. Casarez "A few times. So far, no luck. His trail goes cold after a while. It's like he just dropped off the earth in the early 90's. I hope to God he's living a good life somewhere, not dead in an alleyway or worse. I might never know."

[In the trailer]

Nny "Rrrr!! Stupid--! How could one hobbling old drunkard track this much mud? Rrrr!!"

Noise "Liszt, hu? I'm more into Chopin, personally, but there's no accounting for good taste."

Mr. Casarez "At this point, maybe I should just give up looking. He was probably better off never knowing me growing up. The best thing I could do for him now is stay out of his life."

Squee "I don't think that's true, Juan."

Mr. Casarez "Wouldn't you be disappointed if you wondered who your father was your whole life and one day you meet me?"

Squee "I-- I mean--"

[Last page

I haven't been able to draw in forever, so I knew it would come out badly, but I still want to eventually finish this, so I just pooped this out badly. Just don't look at the background too closely XD I'm irritated, Nny looked better when I sketched out that one panel, but I redrew it in the hopes of fixing some issues in the background and noe he looks meh.

Noise is a music snob :]

Mr. C's dialogue was supposed to parallel Nny's dialogue in this post

Starting a new job today. Hoping this one leaves me with more energy and free time. Probably not, but...

So much to draw and my brain wasn't having it.

I love sad aus...]

[sophieinwonderland]

Episode 4 of Responding to the "Sophie is Dangerous Doc": On Genders and Slurs

If you haven't seen my other posts on this:

Episode 1 (Block Evasion Allegations) Episode 2 (All Tibetan Buddhists are Monks) Episode 3 (Survivor's Network) Episode 3.5 (Hate Groups)

Let's just get right into this!

First, just noting that I absolutely H*TE the culture online around censoring sl*rs where this is a t*rrible word nobody should say, BUT it's totally okay if you replace ONE vowel with an asterisk. Mostly because, when reading it in their heads, I'm certain most everyone is going to instantly read the slur as the slur, and it should be just as triggering to those who would be triggered by it. This isn't specifically an issue with the author but more collective st*pidity of the internet.

Here I went through the trouble of, after realizing I had messed up, to at least replace the whole word with "the T-slur" when all I needed to do was write "tr*nny." Silly me. (This is the only time I'll be writing it that way in this post. I just really need to illustrate how stupid I find this whole thing.)

This bare-minimum censorship while being outraged over saying a slur is just a tad too ridiculous to me to take seriously.

Context...

This came about during an argument with someone over the word endogenic. They were arguing, in essence, that because the word "endogenous" may have had vague ties to Freud fakeclaiming trauma, the word "endogenic" was bad because it's the same word.

My point was to illustrate how even if this was true and endogenous was offensive, two words can sound similar and have the same roots with similar literal meanings with one still being offensive and the other not. The example I gave was how trans/transgender are perfectly fine terms while the t-slur is bad despite both having the same roots and literal meanings. Connotations of specific words matter. Not just their roots.

I apologized after seeing how that affected people because I wasn't aware of the severity of the term.

Derogatory terms aren't all equal, and while there are certain pejoratives that you never should say, ever... others are generally acceptable in neutral contexts when not using them as an insult.

My mistake here was not being educated in which category this particular pejorative fell under.

On our gender...

A huge part of this narrative is the idea that I just suddenly for the first time ever decided to identify as genderfluid because I was under fire.

This is, like much of what is said in this document, completely false.

I had previously posted about how being a system with multiple genders makes our system's body more accurately described as genderfluid.

This post was back in August of 2022. Well before the slur discourse in May of 2023.

I believe there were other posts but they're hard to find because Tumblr searches are bad. (I used google to find this one.)

The idea that the body/system is technically genderfluid isn't something I invented out of thin air for that one discussion, but is something that had been on my mind for a long time, and something I had talked about before.

While I won't blame the author for not having an encyclopedic knowledge of every post I ever made. This is yet another instance of accusations and assertions without ever even bothering to confirm if they were true.

This lack of due diligence is a massive theme in the "Sophie is dangerous" document.

If anyone had asked me if I had made public statements referring to our body being genderfluid, I could have answered and provided a source.

In fact, the author quotes me saying that I've always considered the body genderfluid, even highlighting it...

But didn't once think, as any reasonable person would have in this situation, that there may be evidence of this out there.

Instead, the author lazily repeats the lie that this was something new I just suddenly decided for the sake of this one argument.

Transness...

There are a couple problems.

First, let's start with the point near the end about being queer. Because my point was more than that.

It was that genderfluidity is not merely queer, but specifically on the transgender spectrum as seen below:

My position is actually that any system with fronting headmates of a different gender than their AGAB is genderfluid to an extent. And because of this, is on the transgender spectrum. (Regardless of whether they identify as transgender or not.)

Slipper Slopes and Bad Precedents.

This is a ridiculous take meant to try to villainize me. And is a bit of revisionist history at that.

I initially apologized and did explain that the intent was not to reclaim the term, and that I didn't feel comfortable reclaiming it. I stand by that.

I didn't cast myself as a victim over people being upset by it.

After my apology, I listened to numerous transgender systems who were uncomfortable with the topic that arose from that, and uncomfortable with the people taking issue with a girl in an AMAB body using the T-slur.

There is a lot of underlying complexity here that I believe needed to be addressed.

Because simply apologizing without addressing these other issues sets a precedent that I didn't want to be setting.

I wasn't going to let the takeaway from that conversation be "individual headmates can't reclaim slurs, even ones they could be called, unless they directly identify by the specific term for the experiences they have."

I've never been called the T-slur. But as more systems are out publicly and headmates of different genders are expressing their gender, it's likely that they'll be victims of transphobia.

Systems with multiple genders are, as a whole, genderfluid.

Genderfluidity is on the transgender spectrum. Regardless of whether they identify as transgender or not.

And it's pretty weird to try to police the language people on the transgender spectrum use based on whether they specifically call themselves transgender or not.

My biggest problem with the whole discourse around that topic is that it ultimately presents an intrusive ideology that is super concerned with policing the specific terms GNC people use and identify by. And worse, it presents the gender of systems as less important than those who have varying genders for other reasons.

The precedents you set don't exist in a vacuum. The fact is that you are arguing this at the same time that sysmeds have resorted to maliciously misgendering endogenic systems, justifying it under the basis that it's not actual misgendering because the headmate with those genders aren't real.

Something which, if you remember from the previous episode, the OP of the "Sophie is dangerous document" doesn't believes counts as real misgendering.

In the end, it's a very slippery slope from "female headmates in AMAB bodies with gender dysphoria can't reclaim transgender slurs" to "gender discrimination against headmates is totally separate to that faced by trans people and misgendering headmates isn't as bad as misgendering real transgender people."

And this is a slippery slope the author of the document appears to have fallen straight down and crashed face-first on.

[joh-nny-c]

TRICK OR TREAT OR I'LL SHOVE A BLOCK OF CHEESE UP YOUR NOSE

I won’t ask again.

[illuminatedbyauroras]

TW: M34NSP0 (this is for me!)

Every day you spin around in the mirror pointing out the things you hate and wish would change, yet you keep 3at!ng 100s of cal0r!es above your target EVERY day? Your goal is never to go above a 3 digit limit, yet yours is always 4. Strange.

You post on your blog about how you hate your body and wish it was smaller, but skip the gym when you’re tired?

Sk!nny girls don’t care if they’re tired. They. Keep. Going. You should be no different if you want to be one of them.

Stop letting yourself give up. It’s like you’re not even trying. Get a fucking grip.

[skullofrome]

!!!PR*SHIPPERS AND Z*DRS DNI!!!

I promised myself I wouldn’t talk about this AU I had in mind but cringe culture is dead and also I want to.

So a while back I made this crossover AU with characters that me and my partner were/are interested in as well as some in-jokes/headcanons.

It was a crossover of the following things-

Johnny The Homicidal Maniac

Invader Zim

Spooky Month

Sausage Party (only because of the cashier Darren)

Bad Cat/Kötü Kedi Şerafettin (only because of the artist that got his ass beat for no reason :( I named him Mirac)

I was contemplating adding other things to it but I don’t think I should for now. The title of it used to be “The Membrane Family Tea” since it was Invader Zim/Spooky Month-centric, but then Kendrick Lamar dropped his Drake disses and I decided to rename it to “Meet The Membranes” because I thought it would sound cool and mysterious. (No, I’m not going to change it; it’s grown on me, dammit!) Most of the AU takes place in 2013/2014, although some important events take place before that.

Darren (SP) and Mirac (BC/KKS) are Dib and Gaz’s uncles (Darren and Mirac are married and it’s based on an in-joke with my s/o). The Spooky Month town is named Catherine’s Grove for convenience.

PLOT: Shortly after Dib’s 13th birthday, he and Gaz are suddenly moved to the small, weird town that is Catherine’s Grove. Even though their uncles are just a neighbourhood down and - let’s be honest - their old town was kind of shitty, it isn’t until mysterious events start happening that they start taking interest in their new home. After an encounter with a horrifying entity called The Eyes of The Universe, Dib’s arch rival-slash-frenemy Zim is quickly routed out as a cause for the chaos; along with Zim and the Hatzgang, Dib and his paranormal-enthused comrades embark on a journey of friendship, self-discovery, a possible romance with the Hatzgang’s leader Roy, and preventing the annihilation of the entire universe. Meanwhile, Gaz begins to uncover the mysterious circumstances behind the disappearance of her long lost cousin, Johnny “Nny” C., as well as the Membrane family’s dark and tragic past.

I’ll fully explain my AU headcanons in another post or in a reblog, but I’m tired. Eugh.

!!!Trigger/content warnings for this AU!!!

13-16+ due to dark subject matter and cursing

Child abuse (mostly child neglect and mental abuse, but includes Roy from SM who is canonically a CSA victim; no graphic depictions are shown)

Drug addiction

Drug abuse (adult and underage)

Eating disorders and mental illness

Ableism (derogatory treatment of mentally disabled/neurodivergent people)

Bullying

Implied domestic violence

S/H (no graphic scenes, but it is discussed and referenced)

Violence (including murder and child sacrifice)

Religious trauma and religious abuse

Extremely dysfunctional families (arguing, yelling, etc)

Psychotic episodes

!!!PR*SHIPPERS AND Z*DRS DNI!!!

[lethalrexie]

wanted to post this cuz i’m awful at following regimens, i just try my hardest to keep my c@ls below 700 always & below 400 on lazy days. but for those of you who are good at following regimens to build habits, this could be helpful!!

the healthy sk!nny girl d!et is the least strict & id say the ultimate sk!nny girl d!et is the most strict imo :) <3

*edit: added the HSGD extended version which i didn’t know was a thing due to comments :)* thanks @simply-diet

[eyesareforlosers]

bro... these mofos got self ship art 😧

This was for one of them "draw u and ur pfp getting married" things but erm I don't have nny as a pfp anywhere anymore so this kinda doesn't makes sense... BUT BUT thought it'd be worth posting anyways

[red-dye40]

Please, I beg, a director's commentary on Ancaux or Sexual Trauma Clipshow. Also, P.S, thank you for being the first to plunge into the untapped territory of Phlegm.

PHLEGM MENTION!!!!!!!!!!! ok i can do a little for both :) for you

first is chapter 5 of ancaux which i weirdly have a lot to say about

This apartment has become a hole. No sunlight, no air, no food besides a surplus bag of stale circus peanuts.

when i was little there was this extremely old grocery store in my town, like truly it was 1999 and everything looked like it hadn’t been changed or cleaned since the early 60s, and the most vivid memory i have is this lazy susan of candies near the cash registers and exactly at eye level with me were bags of dusty stale circus peanuts. like the weird orange marshmallow candies?? i remember feeling so. upset by them. and thinking like. this is something a person with no hope left would eat.

i always go back to those circus peanuts when i’m writing a person at their wit’s end.

“Alrighty then…” The employee peers a little deeper into her cart. “Heh. Must be some project you’re working on.” “Home renovations.” “We got a beautiful collection of wall finishes in the paint department if you’re interested.” “I’m not.”

i rewrote this interaction soooooo many times, i had so many different plans for it. originally i had devi ask the guy something like “i’m going camping do you have anything that could kill a bipedal feral dog in one hit” and he would be like “oooh let me consult our expert!” and would lead her to nny. i thought it was too gimmicky and fanservice-y, and it also kept backing me into a corner where i wouldn’t know where to go from there.

something about me is i write little clues in everything bc i love dramaturgy and i love making sure stories are watertight. i put the little mention of the paint department in hopes that maybe readers would be able to connect it to the previous chapter (the little itty bitty one where nny is painting) and figure out ahead of the reveal that nny works at the hardware store??? i truly don’t know if it was obvious from jump or no one even thought about it, bc at this point i didn’t have a tumblr yet and was only posting to ao3 and instagram and had NOOOOOOOO reader interaction. so! who knows. but you can keep that knowledge in your pocket for future chapters, that i’m always dropping lil hints :)

Devi stands in uncomfortable silence while the register sings a little waiting tune. She looks up, into the eye of the camera mounted above the register’s display, and watches herself in the monitor while a message below it flashes RECORDING IN PROGRESS.

one of my first days living in the city i went to a home depot and bought a bunch of sharp things bc i was working on a cosplay and needed to carve a bunch of foam, and i got ID’d for all of it and i was so so fresh to the city and so young and probably very high and just felt mortified, like i just stared at myself in the monitor being like “you’re not cut out for this world” HAHAHAHAHAH anyway. that stuck with me.

The two of them stand at the same height, almost elbow to elbow, wearing distant familiarity and abject horror as they stare into each other’s pixelated faces. Devi watches him in the display as she reaches into her pocket, produces her wallet, pulls out her ID, hands it to him with a shaking hand. He punches in her birthdate without having to look.

somethin else i love is vagueness n ambiguity in writing. i haaaaate when writers spoon feed things to their audience bc it implies TO ME that they don’t trust them or think that they’re smart enough to connect the dots. it really offends me!!!! i made sure i didn’t ever explicitly state that devi is interacting with nny because in a traumatic moment like that it’s hard for my brain to even really put words or a name to it, if that makes sense?? i wanted to try and evoke that feeling of like, you know what’s happening and it’s so bad you can’t even really say it.

Her heart is beating fast against her ribcage, but maybe out of exhilaration more than panic or paranoia. She saw him. He was smaller, more human-like than her brain had crafted him into over the years.

you ever have an absolute mortal enemy, like an ex or a bully in school, and then you get a glimpse of them years later, after you spent so much time molding them into like an evil dastardly goblin in your brain, and they’re just like. a person?? with other shit going on, just like you? and it kind of feels like. huh. okay. and you can suddenly move on??? a special kind of spooky.

and now here’s a lil from stixxx :)

Penetration is penetration, Johnny. What difference does a few inches above or below the belt make, in the grand scheme of things? “That’s a gross oversimplification.”

i remember so vividly getting this little bit of dialogue in my head during work and writing it in my notes app to remember it. it sat at the bottom of the doc for MONTHS (i started writing stixxx back in june 2023 and it was in a much different place) and when i finally was able to place it into the fic proper it felt :) so good

The girl’s been splayed out on her back, propped up on a cinder block that places her a foot off the ground. Her arms are pulled over her head, both wrists zip tied to their own blocks. The same for her legs. With her wavering strength it seems hard for her to keep steady; she shakes visibly on camera.

this whole setup is based on a jthm strip i wrote when i was 13 after /i/ was watching robot wars while eating a chick-o-stick (i was addicted to chick-o-sticks for a while. and charleston chews.)

Her eyes pop open. Purple, syrupy vomit bursts from under her gag and through her nose and fills her throat, stopping up her windpipe.

fun fact about me! i was once severely emetophobic! scariest thing in the world to me! i think the reason i write about vom so much is because 1) it used to evoke such fear in me and i know it does for a lot of people 2) it’s such an insane pretty involuntary thing we do as creatures??? and i think it is one of most vulnerable states to be in tbh. i still think it is icky and i would prefer to never interface with it in person ever but! endlessly fascinating to write about ????

He meanders down the hall. Opening doors. Closing doors. Dining room. Linen closet. Foyer. Staircase leading to the ceiling—how original.

staircase leading to the ceiling is a reference to this little lady at the winchester house

i know lots of ppl make connections between 777 and house of leaves, but i always assumed the influence was very much attributed to the winchester house since jv grew up in san jose (n because jthm predates hol!) those wacky stairs are my favorite part of the whole house. the first time i saw them i felt unease that stuck with me forever :)

Since when do we have a ball pit? My little film screening was only to illustrate just how much you’ve suppressed through the years. But at some point you have to jump in, Nny. Swim through the proverbial multicolored plastic balls of your memory. Fish out all the band-aids and… and missing socks and… little parachuting army men. Johnny stares into the gaping maw of the in-ground ball pit that’s apparently in his house now. “That one got away from you a little bit.” Metaphors ain’t really my thing.

when i wrote this i was like “i am so funny” and i read it now and am still like “i am so funny”

i love to write rev meat. he’s so fascinating to me. i love that he was introduced and barely explained right before jthm wrapped up. so much mystery. what a freak.

thank you for ur interest :) i love to talk

[little-witchys-garden]

Just gonna leave this here:

I saw a post where a bf got mad at his gf, so he drove into the backwoods, kicked her out of the car and threatened to hit her if she didn't get out of the car.

He left her an hour and a half from home on a backwoods road at 11:48 at night in the pitch dark without her phone..

People were saying he did the " right thing" and how she deserved it.

I'm a firm believer in you don't leave anyone on the side of the road no matter how mad you are, mostly not at night! no matter their Bio sex or gender identity you don't leave someone. not at the rates people are being taken now a days. This is not the 70s you can't do that shit no more.

So the replies I got turned my insides..

This is the replies from cis men and pick-me cis women I got:

" you're just paranoid"

" I'd of done the same."

" you're a r-slur that doesn't happen"

" tr-nny opinions don't matter"

" I'd do the same"

" that stuff happens to men too"

" she'd deserves it"

" you have pronouns, opinion invalid"

" shouldn't have pisses him off"

" would you prefer he hits her."

" he should have hit her"

" well if she stayed in the car and he hits her then that's her own fault"

" I wish she would have been r-worded"

" men get taken too"

" don't act up and you won't get r-worded"

" men get r-worded too"

" good"

" men get trafficked too"