#niyo info

[chaldeamage-neo]

I'm new to your blog and not familiar with Niyo, but I love Mandricardo a lot and enjoy OC/canon ships so. tell me everything 👀

Hoooo buddy!! Lucky for you I just had to rewrite Niyo's bio for a project so allow me to throw it at you if you wish to read. It's a bit condensed (still long lol) but this is the general overview of both of them. Any nitty-gritty or specific events aren't here yet or are works in progress but I can def ramble about if asked.

But without further ado~

Niyo, a former Clock Tower student, was recruited into Chaldea to be a Medbay and Greenhouse assistant due to her family being relatively well-known apothecaries. But when the time came to fill out slots for Master candidates, she was tested and had excellent potential. Kind to some, cruel to others and indifferent to the rest. At first, she may come off as aloof, uninterested, or even outright mean depending on the person. But once she warms up to those around her, you can see her more charming and laid-back side that people tend to enjoy. However, those on her bad side will most certainly know, and should watch their food and drinks around her as she is not against poisoning those who cross her. She desires to be a "normal" person, but knows that isn't possible as a magus. Still, she is a better person than she gives herself credit for. Things left in this woman's care will most certainly be taken care of as she has an innate, almost natural drive to see things flourish.

The Mine family originated from Japan and immigrated to Poland when their circuits first began to develop. They became acquainted with many other mages upon their move and joined a restoration project when one of them discovered the old remains of a phantasmal beast/species. A small group would work on this project so as to not attract the attention of the Mage’s Association. One of the members was of the Zemlupus family, chosen for their ability of understanding and hunting wild beasts of phantasmal nature. The means in which they would revive the beast was to take its remains and combine it with parts of other animals to create a chimera of sorts. Most of the animals used were primarily the parts of goats and sheep. They would be successful in bringing life to the creature. However, its existence was short-lived and agonizing before collapsing and ultimately perishing. Satisfied enough with simply accomplishing this, the group would then begin to destroy their workshop and any traceable evidence and any notes that weren’t destroyed would be locked away.

Despite this, the head of the Mine family at the time would take a piece of the beast corpse and insert such into their body with the intent of creating their own crest as well as being gifted a ruby Azoth dagger by the head of the Zemlupus family at the time. Because of the effects this would have on their body, most of their time and studies went into stabilizing the crest and combating its side effects with plant-based medicines and their own personal mystic codes. They would be successful with this in due time, but their focus had become cemented as apothecaries who make and sell to other mages as well. While the family would have many sons, the crest takes better to daughters. To ensure the child is ready for the crest, they would often have the mothers hold it while carrying their child. While this is a risky procedure that sometimes results in the mother’s death after childbirth, it does work for the child to carry on the crest and the family’s legacy. 

Some generations later, Iwo Mine is the head of the family with his only daughter Niyo, who as of right now, is the peak in terms of circuit quality the family has produced. At a young age, she was caring and very curious about magecraft. Her father would show great care for her because of this and would task her with tending to the few sheep they had. She did exponentially well at the task she was given and thus, he decided to introduce her to a certain experiment as a lesson at a young age that would prepare her for the family crest. This experiment involved using one of Niyo's lambs as sacrifice to harden her mentality, that she would later have to consume and fall ill due to her crest effects on their bloodline rejecting the consumption of lamb meat.

This traumatized the girl for a time and dissuaded her from wanting to continue the family’s craft and as she grew older, slowly opened her eyes to some of the cruelties of mage society and she'd gain the desire to live a normal life. All to her father’s dismay.

It wasn't until some time in her middle school days did Niyo meet a boy her age that introduced her to many people and gave her a small taste of what it's like to be a normal kid. This boy's name is Casimir Canmore, and upon finding they were both mages, the two became best friends and reinvigorated each other's desires to continue magecraft while also restoring pieces of their hope in other mages, moving forward with the belief that if they had met each other they could meet other like minded people. They'd study together and help each other the best they could in their respective fields, Niyo focusing on Botany and her family's work, while also taking a particular liking to making bounded fields and various types of poisons and their antidotes. She even took to increasing her own poison tolerance levels, pushing the boundaries of human limitation. 

When the time came, the two enrolled in the Clock Tower and things continued as such until Niyo encountered some scouts from Chaldea. Chaldea’s goal appeared to be virtuous and in line with what the two had hoped for. And so, Niyo would apply and be accepted due to notable recognition from her family’s business with Chaldea’s peers. Before her departure, she and Casimir would have one last meeting where he would give her a special pendant that he claims is a good luck charm. Niyo, in turn, would promise that when they met again, she would become a person he could be proud to call her friend.

After arriving at Chaldea, Niyo was originally assigned two jobs: tend to the greenhouse and assist in the Medbay. This was until they started testing the other staff members’ ability to Rayshift, in which Niyo possessed excellent compatibility. While still having her former duties, Niyo now had the added responsibility of being a Master candidate. 

Things play out much the same from here on with minor differences. Niyo's original goal for completing the seven Singularities was so she could fulfill her promise to Casimir and meet him again. A selfish goal yes, but along the journey she grew to being more open to others while letting her innate caring nature to flourish outside of simply caring for her plants. One Servant she formed a very close bond to was Robin Hood. His general nature and disposition was very soothing to her and their methods of combat worked well with each other. Some could argue they were partners, but it has never been denied nor confirmed. But it is known that Niyo had strong feelings for the Archer.

Similarly plays out during the Epic of Remnants until Shimosa, which seemed to particularly have an affect on her mental health as she would actively try to avoid contact with some servants, specifically Houzouin Inshun.

As the Singularities and Remnants come to a close, Niyo has to abruptly say goodbye to many of her servants who she was very close to, but begins to learn more about the members of Team A. She had only seen them a few times in passing or hearing about some in her time at Clock Tower, but never got a proper chance to speak to them. Even though she was bitter about not being given credit for her efforts in the Singularities, the woman was excited to meet Team A and pass the torch to them. She had even planned to bake them a cake to celebrate them waking up. But as fate would have it, that would not be the case as they were now her enemies and the Earth was now pruned. 

Upon their descent into the Void Space, Niyo entered a coma for most of the three weeks they were there, only to wake up and return to the surface where three months had passed and humanity was gone again. Though fatigued, she is now fueled with rage towards the Crypters, more so after hearing Kadoc's speech in the first Lostbelt. This leads her to be much more aggressive towards him than the others, though it should be noted their crest and magecraft are also at theoretical odds with each other.

As they continue through the Lostbelts, Noyo seems to get more and more tired as they go through. She continues onwards thanks to Napoleon's encouragement. As a Servant who is summoned to fulfill the wishes of others, his words gave her hope for the future and the strength to face the tomorrow. But over time, due to the lack of the support from certain servants that she did during the singularities, her mental health only begins to wane more.

During the Ooku Singularity, both Niyo and Goredolf are taken by Kama as the "twin Tokugawas." It takes a moment, but Niyo is eventually recruited back to Chaldea thanks to the now summoned Kiara Sessyoin. But before this can happen, Niyo admits that she's tired of having to prune existences and is tired of being a hero. That Kama's offer in the Ooku was admittedly enticing and that she particularly fell for it because of the freedom that was offered, with the gift of unconditional endless love. In the end however, the story must go on, and so, she must continue on. This begs the question afterwards, what is she fighting for truly? 

Upon her arrival in the fifth Lostbelt, Niyo is filled with a lot of anxiety but is pleased to see some familiar faces (Drake and Jason) as well as new ones with refreshing auras. As her new party members inform her about those previously there, Niyo's heart clenches at how familiar many of the descriptions sound. In the previous Lostbelts, she was filled with uncertainty with those she had formed a close bond with not answering her calls, but it would appear that they were all here in this Lostbelt, waiting and preparing things for her arrival. She was never really alone, never forgotten.

When there was a moment to spare, Niyo spent time with Mandricardo as he was easy to talk to and seemed to (although unintentionally) be very good at soothing and comforting her. The two talked a lot and quickly grew feelings for one another. This would lead to their initial departure all the more heartbreaking, and traumatizing on Niyo's end. He had saved her not because she asked him of that, not because he was required to do so as a Heroic Servant, but because she had become someone irreplaceably important to him and he’d honor that bond in the best way he knew how: fighting. But she promises to not let his efforts be in vain and continues on to face Kirschtaria.

Once in Olympus and facing the leader of the Crypters, Niyo is surprised to find that she doesn’t completely hate Kirschtaria like she thought she would. If anything, the truth that he holds her in such high regards and that he held good intentions for humanity all along was more shocking for her. This led to the unfortunate frustration that while she disagreed with the means he took to reach the peak of his dream, she couldn't help but lament and wish for a time when they could’ve been friends, because in a strange way, Wodime reminded her of Casimir. And that Wodime is someone Casimir would have liked to meet. This Lostbelt wasn’t entirely about pruning existences this time; it also highlighted the unfairness of the world of mages and ideals.

After returning from the Atlantic Lostbelt, Niyo is able to resummon Mandricardo, as her own personal Servant rather than under the Fate System at Chaldea. She was ecstatic to be with him again, but disheartened to learn he could not recount their time in the Atlantic Lostbelt. This made her question if she loved him for who he was or what he did for her. In the end, she decided that out of not wanting him to compare himself to his Atlantis counterpart, Niyo would not tell him of the event for as long as she could, and at the same time, to also confirm her own feelings. Luckily for them both, falling in love with each other again came naturally. Niyo’s personal fears are proven wrong as in due time Mandricardo vows to be better than his other self and not leave her, officially cementing themselves as lovers and the emotional support that the other needs. Niyo becomes very protective of the Rider, even sealing off his Errant Blow skill which self-sacrifices himself when at low health, and he in turn wants nothing more than her safety and happiness, picking up his makeshift sword to fight for her and for them.

Niyo’s story for Fate/Grand Order is ever-growing and changing so there is much more to come in the future; however she does have another counterpart. In an alternate timeline, a Holy Grail War is taking place. Here, Niyo and Casimir are some years older and starting their professions. The main difference here is that Niyo has a newborn son with an unnamed man but keeps this secret from her father in hopes she’ll be able to raise the boy with the choice if he wants to be magus or not. This doesn’t stay a secret forever though as once her father finds out, he presents her with the choice of him taking her son and making her life significantly harder, or participate in the upcoming Grail War and earn the right to raise her son.

Niyo goes along and participates in the war, summoning Mandricardo as the war’s Rider. Casimir follows her into the war, summoning Julius Caesar as Caster. Much like in Grand Order, Niyo and Mandricardo become very close to each other. Niyo quickly caught on to his lack of confidence and encouraged him. This encourages Mandricardo to vow to protect and serve her the best he could, as a proper knight would his lady. In doing so, they have many opportunities to bond. With them seeing each other’s charms and quirks, they slowly but surely fall for each other in the war. 

With unquestioning backing from his master, Mandricardo becomes the group’s strength, Caesar as the tactician, and Niyo and Casimir as support, the team makes it rather far in the war. Their relationship becomes far enough to the part where they become comfortable enough to share what they would wish for. The Masters go first, admitting they have no wish but just wanted to stay together to ensure neither of them died. All so they could keep the little family that they had. Caesar, admiring Niyo’s drive to want to be with her son, makes him want to wish for a second chance with his own.But through his own development in the war, he comes to the conclusion that there is no changing the past and to live in the present and for the future, giving his aid to the masters. 

Meanwhile, Mandricardo originally wanted to wish for the chance to wield Durendal. But after getting to know them all, falling in love with his Master, and wanting to see her survive and flourish, he’d later admit to her that he wishes for a second chance where he could continue to protect Niyo and the family that she created while secretly hoping that she would allow him in.

Despite the other cunning masters and powerful servants, Team Rider would emerge victorious and the wish fell to Mandricardo. So with the help of the overseer and many other connections, Mandricardo was given a second chance at life, no longer as a Servant but actually human now. He would take the time to travel and reflect before rejoining his former Master’s side to which she welcomed him with open arms and allowing him to finally see the child he had also been fighting for and eventually tying the knot once everything was finalized and situated. And with that, the two have a happy ending they so thoroughly deserve. Also, Casimir and Mandricardo’s (stolen) steed are there too.

[gureumz]

fil-chi parents -strict af!!! prefer nila na fil-chi rin bf/gf mo so it’s gonna be complicated since jay is like not chinese 😩 more thrill HEHE

enrolled ka sa mandarin class and talks to you in fookien and tagalog this is crazy but they don’t like english that much 😭 they practice some chinese paniniwala but they’re like more catholic!

it’s either med or your fam business 🤩 but they’d secretly wish you’d pick the former lol

kapag food naman they eat filo rin naman but there’s some soup na comforting but i forgot my angkong used to cook that for us! imagine jay learning that because that was your preg cravings!!! tapos yung kids niyo tawag ni jay ahia and shobe

ahia- older brother

shobe- youngest sister

when it’s chinese new year!! it’s really so festive! family gatherings and you’d think it’s cute since si jay lang di chinese don HAHAHAHAHA

di pa yan lahat kasi wala na ako maisip but come on fil-chi peeps do ya thingg

THANK U FOR THE INFO AAAAA

super cute to think nga of jay being the one korean guy standing in the midst of your fookien-speaking family like 🧍🏻with his smile na :] bc he has no idea what's going on but he's just happy to be here and you look super cute in your cny dress and tiny round belly AAAAA (baby fever intensifies)

[tinecan]

college [ entry #2 ]

it's been a while since i posted. after entry #1 i went and ghosted u jshdjwfhdjjhasbh anw, college na ako !! well, second semester na of my first year as a college student and i could say na it has been a roller coaster ride for me.

i still feel lost. sabi nila, it's normal to feel lost especially when you're a freshman and you'll get used to it naman but honestly, i don't think im moving xd. jk okay, meron namang mga baby steps pero i don't think it's improving huhu. okay, since matagal din ako nang ghost here let me tell you about the roller coaster of my college life so far :').

first, you won't believe this pero i was really THAT# close to being so broken-hearted nung october - november and it sucks like A LOT. since ppl might see this, i won't disclose that much info kase i want it to only be private pero ayun muntik na :'( but im glad that was just a phase. i also met new people and they are very VERY solid - they have been the cause of my happiness sa college life ko and everything im so thankful to have them around. i also met alec's friends sa feu tech and im enjoying a lot sa kanila huhu these ppl are gems and they make me forget about college stress. unfortunately, may mga free trial lang na friendships and isa na dun yung dalawa naming friend from first sem (hi college frenz i kno kilala niyo to jajhadj) no to ppl who invalidates u! remember the entry #1 wherein i ranted about feeling left out? well, my college friends really knows how to handle someone feeling left out and im very grateful huhu.

what happened to my antipolo friends? wala. they are still the same. may nag-away tho pero nagka ayos din naman and im so very thankful kase they are my og - my home ganern. my antipolo friends are a breath of fresh air literally one call away friends. im missing antipolo sm :( i forgot to mention na lumipat na ako sa qc and i have been staying here ever since college started. tho nagpupunta pa din naman akong antips anytime im free, iba pa din yung dun ka umuuwi araw-araw :[ im really, really nangungulila na kase i miss home. i miss my room, annoying my siblings, chikas with mommy, and especially miyuki!!!! GRRRR. I WANNA FAST FORWARD TO VACATION !

lately, im proud of my grades coz i can really see na nag improve ako (im not lying) yung standard and pressure na napunta sakin nung shs is tumaas ngayon hnggg i really wanna make ppl around me proud *cue this is me trying by taylor swift* ayun.. college life so far is... unexplainable. altho i got to try new things din naman! i won't tell specifically tho pero manila really changed me a lot and aminado din naman ako nung hs ako na i was certain manila will change me so im not even so shocked rn. pero ayun.. i kinda miss the jhs me hsahshhas i miss everything about highschool. i miss afcs. i can't believe im studying in feu now i think my soul is still stuck in 2019 hwhahwhahshaha.

anyways, i gtg! may pasok pa ako bukas it's currently 12am na. im gonna see alec tomorrow like i always do kapag vacant if hindi sila mag comp shop for their tournament practice sa valorant (im claiming na they will win hihi) im gonna tell u all about my day soon ulit! promise i won't ghost for long na HJHGDHADA XD. bye!

02/27/2023

[jayrjournal]

#BLACKLIST

usually rumination

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CEU

1. Eunuelle Carandang Torres

- "EAC" - "Eeew" - Chill - John Wick - Shrek - South Beach Diet - "Payag ka ba maging girlfriend mo Carenderya vendor?" - "Yuck" - Madison - "ang lakas talaga ng Montero" - Nakarating sa Tikay - konektado sa INC sa Madison - tumatawa sa speaker ng Madison Llyod rinig pati boses ni Joana Magntanong (Contempt, Stalking), 2nd year Dentistry pero nag-cleacleaning na sa Dental Clinic sa labas ng school, nanghiram ng pambunot kay Bangiban, pinalabas ni Lajara na sterilizer sa labas gamit nila, hunyango, sipsip, strawberry, sunflower Gr. 1, ang lakas ng dating ng apelyido, mayaman ba kami?, umiiling-iling (trinoma), akmang iniescortan si Bermudo sa Bamboo concert, nag-free taste, easy, nag-yuck nung kinukulit ko yung nagpapaggap na Cortes na letter z daw siyawala pa kong idea sa apelyido o tungkol sa banggit nila ni Ocampo o Misiona, ahente "sir" nag-dedemo ng report, pangit report slides sa Ortho, biglang nag-bake ng cookies nung sinabi ko na magi-baking school ako dun sa Aquino, biglang ginaya posing ko nung napansin ni Domingo yung cross-feet na mannerism ko madalas akong mag-thumbs up ginawa nang posing sa pictures, "fuckboy"

2. Neil Christopher Maninang Cayanan

- nagalit nung nakitang magkatabi kami ni nini (naramdaman ko parang nagpapaselos hindi gaano na Pampanga), "ipangalan mo sa anak mo Voldemort", "Sarah G." jeep robinsons (initials and relative's name), "sabi kasi ng nanay ko kung wala kang sasabihing maganda wag ka na lang magsalita", "Pastor", "Derrick Rose" (relatives' name)(pinapamukha nila Yap na bading ako), pinicturan yung cellphone apps ko, mag-casino ka ah, kayo na nga lang magkamukha nag-aaway pa kayo, suggested na sperm ko gamitin sa microbio

3. Dixie Tolentino Faustinos

- "iba talaga pag artista" (jeep, nagbabasa ng bible), mga story na si Dixie raw nag-flat ng gulong ni Misiona kaya raw naaksidente sila ni Ardane sinabi pa ni Faye Bernardo na months daw sa ospital si Margot Misiona), pinakita picture niya sa report kasama nung pinalabas niya na Japanese tatay niya tapos ngreact ni Misiona ng edi wow, "gords", "gorgeous", youtube video nakuhanan mo na kase, agik

4. Nichola Carreon

- "mauubos din yung pera", "payag ka ba na carenderya vendor maging girlfriend mo", may pinapaamoy daw sa van o bus para makatulog

5. Joana Magtanong

- (sinadya nila na igrupo yung mga may similar info sa akin, pati mga haircut like yung Ana na taga-Pampanga para lalo akong mahiya dahil sa mga chismis kasi sabotahe ayaw nila ko pagraduatin), "zoology", "baka mama mo gumawa ng assignment mo", "nakakahiya naman yung itsura dapat presentable kaya dapat mag-makeup", "bumili ng ticket si Tiongson sa concert di natuloy" (jeep)

6. Andrea Sushmita Quitalig

- "kadiri", "yuck", "eew", "ang ganda ng ngiti mo" (parang naka-jackpot), "may diabetes ka ba" "umiinom ka ba ng coke" (paulit-ulit niyang tinanong)

Ryan Dela Cruz

Faculty

Marcela Bustamante Leoncio

"kami ba love niyo?" (Unilab), may gay version daw yung Bible sa gotquestions, nagtitikiman daw yung mag-boyfriend, nanunuod daw ba sila ng GGV tuwing Sunday, mali raw translation ng overwhelmed, nagpapadefinition sa Prostho seminar, puro absent din

Marion Trias Roberto

nilista commercials ng mga gamot sa TV, nagparinig na slipped disk syndrome daw siya parang Elsa daw siya maglakad, nawalan daw ng boses si Ursula, magdala raw ng lysol at dilaw na tapunan ng basura, Trias daw middle name niya, endearing ang tawag niya sa name ni Eunuel, flinash picture ni Richel Ortega pinagtawanan ni Bermudo nagsabi ng edi wow

Shirley Wong

"Lobangco""Barrameda", nagbanggit ng pangalan sa klase, binanggit din ng Sultan Review Group na CEU Pampanga tungkol sa pagkakaospital ni Shaina John Llyod, ABS-CBN nag-namedrop ng name sa character ni Shaina Magdayao sa telenovela, narinig ko rin sa school yung term na "namedrop", nagpapasalamat daw siya sa INC kasi nagkapasyente raw siya (alam niya na Christian ang disposition ko sa school), ginagamit daw sa politics ang Medical Dental Missions (alam niya na madalas kami mag-mission), pinapayagan niya na sa labas ng school gawin yung mga procedure mukhang matagal na nilang ginagawa, di raw niya tinanggap yung suhol ng Iranian para gumraduate

Neren Buhain Abuel

bakit din kambal ko yung Viray sa ibang planeta Abuel? at bakit na-news sa GMA whole name ko at sinabi pa ni Neren sa TV bakit din Nerissa?

Grace Santiago Gonsales

bakit "nakahabol" at "umabot" bakit din sinabi pa sa school na kilala niya mama ko? bakit din may alam siya sa Guiguinto pero di niya sinabi na may clinic din siya sa Sta. Rita?

Sherwin Morales Bernabe

"name ng relatives namin", torpedo

Francis Ross C. Lajara

"middle name", bakit pinagsama-sama lahat ng matataba sa dental chair sched?, bakit tanong ng tanong kung kailan ako graduate ng BSN, pumasa sa PRC, kung kilala ko ba si Dianne Romias at Restauro, bakit din dysopoko kamukha ni Fernandes

[lysolnileonaur]

alam niyo ba kagabi nanaginip ako, bdhdbnsbdndhd. ewan ko kung ako nagcocontrol ng panaginip ko or 'yun lang talaga napaniginipan ko. namatay raw ako, nag-sh ako. then habang nadededz akl, alam ko 'yung nararamdaman ko na as if buhay pa rin ako. nakikita ko yung blood then nararamdaman ko na naghihiwalay 'yung wrist ko. but the thing is, habang napapanaginipan ko 'yun, hindi ako nasasaktan or naiiyak. that moment parang ang saya ko fr. bshsnudndje can't remember the additional infos abt that pero ang tanda ko is may pumasok sa kwarto pero tumawa lang like "ha ha ha". then nagclose ang door. idk really what that dream was all about. basta ang gaan niya sa feeling, idk why.

[ugh-tsumu]

Punyetang modules to. Nahanap ko sa Google. Yung version sa modules, kinuhaan ng important info yung galing sa net na question.

ANO BA, SIR, GUSTO MO BA KAMING GRUMADUATE OR BUMAGSAK

[neoswift]

PALIGOY-LIGOY

— o, ano ba ang nadarama?

PAIRING. jaemin x reader

CATEGORY. filo socmed au, fluff, crack, humor, college au, pharma!jaemin

WARNINGS. language (promise puro malutong na mura siya, sorry agad), puro kagaguhan lamang 😁👍🏼

SUMMARY. kung saan kumalat na halos sa buong university niyo na may crush ka sa 2nd year pharma student na si jaemin na.

NOTE. short lang ‘to… i think HAHAHAHAHAHA update ko stay3 soon pramis pero eto muna! also, ignore timestamps unless stated otherwise!

STATUS. completed!

PLAYLIST. i. paligoy-ligoy - nadine lustre, ii. para-paraan - nadine lustre, iii. huwag ka nang humirit - james reid, iv. hey crush - joshua garcia, v. ako’y tinamaan - reo brothers

PARTS !

part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6

part 7 part 8 part 9.1 part 9.2 part 10 part 11

part 12 part 13 part 14 part 15

extra info !

nag-aaral sila sa neo university

99-02 line are second years

roommates ni y/n si hendery at yangyang, tapos renjun, sungchan, and haechan live across them (pero lagi nakatambay kila y/n)

roommates ni jaemin si jeno and shotaro, they live in the same apartment building as y/n and friends

medyo friends si y/n at jaemin kasi meron silang mutual friends

TAGLIST. closed.

[chaldeamage-neo]

IT'S FUCKING MARCH BUT IDC VALENTINE'S ALPHABET WITH NIYO BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT

also time feels like an illusion rn help

A   :   AFFECTION. how does your muse show affection?

Niyo likes making things and giving gifts. Making chocolates and sweets for people was something she did before Chaldea so naturally she'd do it there too if/when she can. But for more romantic affections, gift giving is still a thing but she likes to cuddle as well <3

B   :   BOUQUET.   does your muse like flowers? which ones are their favourite?

Red roses for aesthetics and mature look, those flowers you'd see growing out in meadows like peonies, black-eyed-susans, lupines and daisies because nostalgia. And forget-me-not because there just so darn cute! Nothing else...

C   :   CHOCOLATE.   does your muse like chocolate? which one is their favourite?

Milk chocolate. She'll eat dark chocolate if it's paired with something like fruit. Like raspberries.

D   :   DATE.   what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?

You guys know I'm a multi shipper with Niyo... I can't just go down that entire list but a common thing with all of them is her wanting to just spend nice quality time. Eating food together at restaurant or picnic and just relaxing.

E   :   EMBRACE.   does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?

Niyo likes hugs! But only from certain people after reaching a certain bond level (unless she just needs some serious comfort). Niyo is small so an intimate hug feels like she put her whole body into it. Her arms wrapping as tight as she can around you and for such a small lady they feel like a warm sunny day.

F   :   FLIRT.   is your muse good at flirting? how do they flirt?

Niyo isn't much of a flirt unless she's particularly in a good mood. Compliment her and she's feeling it? She'll do it back. Or if you get her on the right day with the right person she might just go on and tell them what she's thinking.

G   :   GIFT.   is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right?

Again, she likes giving gifts so she likes to put a little thought into them. There are three kinds of Niyo gifts. The edible ones. Normally sweets but can sometimes be a type of meal. Only the meals she confident with. The ones with some kind of use. Useful to a specific thing the giftee does or it kinda falls into the last one. That being her just wanting them to have something nice. Like a blanket, a good luck charm, a ring

H   :   HEART.   is your muse quick or slow to give their heart away?

If I put my silly little "shipping Niyo with x character because I like them" away, normally... Ehh? She doesn't fall in love too easy but can be wooed with the right moves.

I    :   I LOVE YOU.   does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say?

The first few times yes, it is hard to say. She wants to make sure that these feelings she has are true. Just throwing around "I love you" isn't her thing unless she's certain. Both romantic and platonically.

J   :   JEALOUSY.   does your muse get jealous in a relationship?

She likes to keep an open mind when in a relationship, especially if she gets involved with servants but sometimes she just can't help but feel jealous sometimes. She feels bad about it. Like she isn't the type to get jealous over her lover hanging out with her friends. She's just worried if she's a good lover and can compare to others who might be giving her love attention and affection (the irony of this i know)

K   :   KISS. is your muse a good kisser? why / why not?

For deep passionate kisses it's another depends. She'll follow whoever is kissing unless feeling rather bold. She excels at peppered and those little cute kisses. Also biting. She's gets flustered from kisses because to her they feel very secret.

L   :   LOVE.   who does your muse love?

Simple answer: sheep and her son (platonic). Complicated answer: I'm a multi shipper so normally what feeling at moment for any specific au.

M   :   MOONLIGHT. what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?

This again? Just take her on a picnic.

N   :   NAUGHTY. what is your muse like in bed?

Wouldn't you like to know, fuhuhuhu. I can't just spill that in a post like this

O   :   ODE. does your muse have a way with words?

Not really. It's more so timing.

P   :   PARTNER. what does your muse look for in a partner? looks / personality?

A bit of both looks and personality. But also someone she can rely on.

Q   :   QUESTION. would your muse ask the big question or expect their partner to?

She's the type to ask it so it's a matter of who does it first.

R   :   ROMANCE.   is your muse a romantic or a cynic?

A definite romantic. She's heard the tales of romance and wants that herself afterall.

S   :   SWEETHEART.   did your muse have a childhood sweetheart?

Lmao no. Unless I pull my au bs

T   :   TRUE LOVE.   does your muse believe in true love?

She likes to believe it's a thing.

U   :   UNREQUITED.   has your muse had their heart broken?

Romantically? Not really. Or at least not yet.

V   :   VALENTINE.   how does your muse feel about valentine’s day?

She likes it! Growing up it was one of those holidays she would go out of her way to celebrate herself but she didn't have anyone she felt romantic feelings for so she's make sweets for her friends. And it bloomed to her making things for people she appreciated or to say thanks to. Though for whoever she has her heart on they get s special gift <3

W  :   WEDDING. would your muse get married? why / why not?

Niyo would get married but she wants it be her choice. Because fun fact, her father is the type to marry her off if it's coinvent for him. But Niyo wants to marry for love.

X   :   XOXO.   does your muse use / like pet names?

Niyo will use your usual pet names and little nicknames, but using them on her she get flustered.

Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

Yes.

Z   :   ZZZ. how many people has your muse slept with?

Haven't you heard of the saying "don't kiss and tell"

[nice2meetyouu]

Worker bee lang ako; ang sistema ang sisihin niyo

Maraming maarteng pasyente sa Hospital X. Palibhasa, marami sa kanilang may pera. Pero kahit walang pera, maarte rin ang iba. Therefore, marami lang talagang maarteng pasyente sa ospital.

'Yung first patient of the day na sa akin na na-deck kahapon, tinatanong ko lang ng standard questions na kailangan para ma-process ko 'yung admission papers niya tapos nagwala si ate.

Manganganak na raw sya, tanong pa ako nang tanong. Eh tinanong na rin naman daw 'yon a few days ago, so what's the reason for having to ask everything again? Dami pa nyang reklamo. Kesyo 'di raw kumportable 'yung examining bed sa ospital.

Triny ko naman iexplain na every healthcare worker has to do his or her own history for accuracy and completion. Hindi naman pwedeng nakasulat sa records mo na wala kang ibang sakit tapos noong nakausap kita, may sakit ka pala. Mayroong record 'yong sinasabi niya, 3 days ago, pero 'yun ay specific sa konsulta nya that day, at wala doon 'yung iba pang mga tanong na kailangan ko, like anong religion mo, nasalinan ka na ba ng dugo dati, at iba pa.

Buti kung ako 'yung nakausap mo 3 days ago? Kaso hindi naman. Nagalit sya lalo when I tried to explain, "irrelevant" daw. Sa isip ko, edi bahala ka, 'di naman ako 'yung hindi maa-admit pag 'di kumpleto 'yung info.

If sawang-sawa ka na kasi tanong nang tanong 'yung mga tao, sana sinulat mo na lang sa papel para tuwing itatanong, ipapakita mo na lang. Ikaw ang mag-aadjust ate, ikaw 'tong pumunta-punta sa ospital tapos magpapaka-karen ka. Sa bahay ka na lang sana nanganak para walang magtatanong sa iyo.

'Yung sinasabi ng journalists na wala raw empathy 'yung mga tao sa ospital (specifically, si Maki Pulido yata about PGH, pero parang 'di lang sya ang nagsabi nyan), dapat subukan muna nila for themselves for at least two months. Saka nila sabihing ang healthcare workers ang walang empathy.

Worker bee lang ako so by being a Karen, tumagal ang trabaho ko dahil pinapunta pa ako ng senior ko sa records para halukayin 'yung previous na panganganak ni Karen sa ospital, baka may mapulot raw ako, at para 'di na raw magalit si madam, pero except sa outcomes ng anak nya noong 2016, wala naman akong napala.

Sayang time tapos maba-bad trip ka pa. Pero ginagawa ko lang ang trabaho ko.

[memausernamelang]

Trese is such a great series that give me pride. As an artist, it brings me so much joy to see amazing animation made by amazing Filipino artists. Although a lot of scenes definitely need polishing, I can't blame anyone for those because our country have only put out little animation so far (but it's still so so amazing!), We are a third world country after all so we're late to a lot of things. We have more room for improvements. We're here now though!

My favorite Trese episodes are 3 and 4, the tiyanak episode and the one where they talked about police brutality (honestly almost shed a tear with that one 😢). I love the little Filipino easter eggs for us, especially the pointy mouth thing lol. I love the familiar myths the creators showcased for the viewers. It's a great introduction to the new ones who are unfamiliar, and to us Filipino who grew up scared but intrigued by these creatures and stories.

Minor criticism, since I listened in Tagalog (sometimes I switched to English cause I wanna hear how they pronounce some phrases etc. (Also cause I was waiting for Dante Basco c: cause hello?? Dante Basco! Prince freaking Zuko!)), I found Liza's voice a little monotonous :/ she's good tho! Her pronouncation of sentences are still solid considering she's FilAm and sometimes have an accent. Not a bad thing, of course, but Alexandra, as far as we can tell, is much more accustomed to Tagalog, and hearing Liza's American accent slip a little is out of place but still okay.

The show was also a little info-dumpy, but it eased out in the following episodes and you can catch up easily. I wasn't too satisfied with the ending, not gonna lie, because of the whole villain going 'I'm gonna give you the whole story now and it'll take up several minutes of our time, and you are just there, listening, helpless'. But other than that it was good!

Definitely needs a season 2 cause I wanna see more creepy Filipino creatures (MANANANGGAL PLEASE!) and I wanna know more about Alexandra Trese. And ofc our twin himbos lol.

Kaya panuorin niyo na!!! Happy Independence Day, Pilipinas (but are we truly free tho? Aight that's too much for this page tho. Another time maybe 😅)

[anneknown]

Last 3 slots! Baka po bet niyo mag-join! Hehe.

Taraaa. Sama na kayo! ❤️

Alibijaban, Quezon.

3200 lang, all in na! mageenjoy at kakain ka nalang. 😜

March 5-6!

PM me for more info! ❤️

[jayrjournal]

#BLACKLIST

usually rumination

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CEU 1. Eunuelle Carandang Torres

- "EAC" - "Eeew" - Chill - John Wick - Shrek - South Beach Diet - "Payag ka ba maging girlfriend mo Carenderya vendor?" - "Yuck" - Madison - "ang lakas talaga ng Montero" - Nakarating sa Tikay - konektado sa INC sa Madison - tumatawa sa speaker ng Madison Llyod rinig pati boses ni Joana Magntanong (Contempt, Stalking), 2nd year Dentistry pero nag-cleacleaning na sa Dental Clinic sa labas ng school, nanghiram ng pambunot kay Bangiban, pinalabas ni Lajara na sterilizer sa labas gamit nila, hunyango, sipsip, strawberry, sunflower Gr. 1, ang lakas ng dating ng apelyido, mayaman ba kami?, umiiling-iling (trinoma), akmang iniescortan si Bermudo sa Bamboo concert, nag-free taste

2. Neil Christopher Maninang Cayanan

- nagalit nung nakitang magkatabi kami ni nini (naramdaman ko parang nagpapaselos hindi gaano na Pampanga), "ipangalan mo sa anak mo Voldemort", "Sarah G." jeep robinsons (initials and relative's name), "sabi kasi ng nanay ko kung wala kang sasabihing maganda wag ka na lang magsalita", "Pastor", "Derrick Rose" (relatives' name)(pinapamukha nila Yap na bading ako), pinicturan yung cellphone apps ko, mag-casino ka ah, kayo na nga lang magkamukha nag-aaway pa kayo

3. Dixie Tolentino Faustinos

- "iba talaga pag artista" (jeep, nagbabasa ng bible), mga story na si Dixie raw nag-flat ng gulong ni Misiona kaya raw naaksidente sila ni Ardane sinabi pa ni Faye Bernardo na months daw sa ospital si Margot Misiona), pinakita picture niya sa report kasama nung pinalabas niya na Japanese tatay niya tapos ngreact ni Misiona ng edi wow

4. Nichola Carreon

- "mauubos din yung pera", "payag ka ba na carenderya vendor maging girlfriend mo", may pinapaamoy daw sa van o bus para makatulog

5. Joana Magtanong

- (sinadya nila na igrupo yung mga may similar info sa akin, pati mga haircut like yung Ana na taga-Pampanga para lalo akong mahiya dahil sa mga chismis kasi sabotahe ayaw nila ko pagraduatin), "zoology", "baka mama mo gumawa ng assignment mo", "nakakahiya naman yung itsura dapat presentable kaya dapat mag-makeup", "bumili ng ticket si Tiongson sa concert di natuloy" (jeep)

6. Andrea Sushmita Quitalig

- "kadiri", "yuck", "eew", "ang ganda ng ngiti mo" (parang naka-jackpot), "may diabetes ka ba" "umiinom ka ba ng coke" (paulit-ulit niyang tinanong)

Ryan Dela Cruz

Faculty

Marcela Bustamante Leoncio

"kami ba love niyo?" (Unilab), may gay version daw yung Bible sa gotquestions, nagtitikiman daw yung mag-boyfriend, nanunuod daw ba sila ng GGV tuwing Sunday, mali raw translation ng overwhelmed, nagpapadefinition sa Prostho seminar, puro absent din

Marion Trias Roberto

nilista commercials ng mga gamot sa TV, nagparinig na slipped disk syndrome daw siya parang Elsa daw siya maglakad, nawalan daw ng boses si Ursula, magdala raw ng lysol at dilaw na tapunan ng basura, Trias daw middle name niya, endearing ang tawag niya sa name ni Eunuel, flinash picture ni Richel Ortega pinagtawanan ni Bermudo nagsabi ng edi wow

Shirley Wong

"Lobangco""Barrameda", nagbanggit ng pangalan sa klase, binanggit din ng Sultan Review Group na CEU Pampanga tungkol sa pagkakaospital ni Shaina John Llyod, ABS-CBN nag-namedrop ng name sa character ni Shaina Magdayao sa telenovela, narinig ko rin sa school yung term na "namedrop", nagpapasalamat daw siya sa INC kasi nagkapasyente raw siya (alam niya na Christian ang disposition ko sa school), ginagamit daw sa politics ang Medical Dental Missions (alam niya na madalas kami mag-mission), pinapayagan niya na sa labas ng school gawin yung mga procedure mukhang matagal na nilang ginagawa, di raw niya tinanggap yung suhol ng Iranian para gumraduate

[dumparchivesblog]

Yung kaka-balik mo lang sa work today after a long weekend tapos ganito ibubungad sayo at hindi ka maka-hindi sa APM niyo. Hahaha. Hay, of all people bakit ako pa ang napiling alay. Good performance = more responsibility and expectations ba? Char. jk. Kinakabahan ako na ewan, hindi ko kasi kilala yung Art Directors sa ibang department. Nasa Graphic Design Team kasi ako and yung Fresh is more on Illustrations. Tapos hindi ko pa alam nationality ng magiging partner ko, kasi mixed din sila dun na may Indonesians din. Also, 'di ko sure gaano ba 'to katagal, as in from start shift ba simula. Kasi baka hindi ako maka-side chika sa TL ko or ibang GC. Hahaha. May meeting daw tomorrow with the Art Directors, so tignan ko nalang muna paano ba magiging takbo nito. Dami na naman ganap sa work, meron kaming 2 designers na malilipat ng team starting next week. For sure more more calls and meetings na naman ito. Huhuhu. Tbh, nakaka-drain din WFH set-up, kahit na mag 2 and a half year na akong home-based. Lalo na pag isa ka sa mga tao sa leadership, kasi ang daming kailangan na calls and meetings. May leaders alignment, may one on one sessions with designers, my one on one session with your manager, may team meetings. Minsan nakaka-umay na puro nalang meeting at video call. Yung oras na idadagdag mo sa trabaho kakainin pa ng 30mins to 1hr calls. Sobrang nakaka-sabaw lalo pag andaming info na need mo i-process tapos umaga palang drained ka na. Note to self: I love my job. I love my job. I love my job. I love my job.

[poleeeng]

Hayaan niyo na siyang magpapansin ng magpapansin dito sa tumblr. Si zakk nga hindi naman siya pinapansin hahahahaha!

For your info di ako nagpapapansin sayo. Ikaw tong pansin ng pansin sakin. If you think papansin ako sa mga tao dito, go ahead, unfollow. La ko pake sa nararamdaman mo. Saka mo na ipagmalaki sakin pag napansin ka na din hahahahha. Btw, thank you for your time na pansinin ako :)

[yamamusics]

READ! READ! READ!

So There’s this: https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=3414019565276312&set=pcb.3414036011941334&type=3&theater

In the process of scrolling down through my facebook, as per my usual bored self, saw this post. At first I didn’t read it because I was of just scrolling for memes. On second glance, I read the caption. At first I felt sad, then anger followed soon after and here I am going to say the reasons why..

1. He is a medically inclined person. This is the main and biggest reason why I’m infuriated about what he posted; not because he was DDS but or the fact that he has significant evidence of narcissism in his post(I looked into his account), For a person with medical background to say such words to his fellow frontliners is not only disrespectful but also ironic. The main fact na wala siyang pake sa condition ng mga taong nagwowork sa same field as him proves his shitty attitude. I’m sorry ahh... I don’t hate on people because I know everyone has their own circumstances but if this kind of people are working in the medical field, we have a big problem.

2. To add fuel to this, incoming freshmen po siya sa college of medicine ng OLFU... I repeat INCOMING FRESHMEN ON THE COLLEGE OF MEDICINE! Ironic right? Hindi ko talaga alam anong pumasok sa utak niya nung pinost niya yon considering na malapit na pasukan... I’m not saying that he will be bullied out of school but I’m pretty sure this will affect his standing among his peers in med school. Also, this kind of arrogance is not suitable for to be a doctor of medicine. No matter what general reason you become a doctor, there is a modicum need for human compassion. Pera, power, influence, knowledge, or whatever reason, a doctor will still need a modicum of human compassion. Too much arrogance as a doctor is fatal.

3. He doesn’t say sorry. Yes.. Sa lahat ng rants niya and all of the backlash na nakuha niya nagkaroon pa siya ng lakas ng loob manghamon ng iba. Rather than apologize he decides to fight it out and so it ends up to become an even bigger mess that before.

4. He calls medical personnel and I quote, “ Di sanay sa trabaho, puro reklamo” and “puro angas. tapos quitter pala?” This words are wrong, let me explain... First, the term di sanay sa trabaho is disrespectful to the unwavering dedication doctors and medical personnel give on a daily basis. Working 70hrs(doctors) and 40hrs(medical personnels) minimum per week is already a huge drain also hindi pa considered yung Overtimes and other hospital related stuff na kailangan gawin. If hindi sanay sa trabaho yon I do not know what you can call sanay sa trabaho. Second, walang magrereklamo if walang irereklamo. Considering how much the outcry is, it is worth mentioning na it has been too much of stretch yung current situation. Lastly, puro angas, tapos quitter pala is wrong kase no one is saying that they will quit their job, and main reason of going to a community quarantine is to curb yung increase ng patients, and to prevent overloading of patients. Mahirap mang isipin but this is the sad reality of the current situation.

5. He is an antivaxxer(unrelated to the current post). I saw this while scrolling on the comments. Apparently antivaxxer siya... A medical.. antivaxxer. WTF! Hindi ko alam sino naging prof mo or whatever you have experienced in life but for a medical inclined person to be antivaxer, ironic ulit!. I’m not saying vaccines are perfect. Yes, vaccines can cause allergic reactions but by no means is not a big concern considering that 99% of the time safe siya. No, hindi siya nagcacause ng autism or other related neudegenerative diseases and no it doesn’t make your children dumber!  

Anyways please do not spread wrong medical advice because your advices can affect the lives of people! Lalo if medically inclined kayo kase more likely na papaniwalaan nila kayo if licensed kayo... This is a warning to all of us medical people and I hope people also be more careful on what medical stuff they believe. If hindi kayo sure or may tanong kayong medical ask your local doctors or medical professionals. 

References of people to ask info from:(Di ko sinasabing sila specifically na sila ang tatanungin niyo. Most medical people know basic stuff of one another kaya pwede niyo paring tanungin yung other medical profession, all I’m saying is that specialty nila yon so sila ang best references niyo.

For all medical related stuff: Doctors (Sure na sure doctors and una niyong tatanungin okay!) Masbetter if specialist of the field yung tatanungan mo nung particular question mo.

Laboratory-related things and pathophysiology particularly related sa test results ng laboratory: Medical Technologists

Rehabilitation, Anatomy and Physiology lalo na yung specifcs: Physical Therapist

 Patient Care, Nutrition, basta generally Nursing: Nurses

Radiology(X-ray, MRI, CT-scan), Nuclear Medicine: Radiologist and Radio Technologist ( AND NO HINDI PO GUMAGAWA NG RADYO YUNG MGA RADTECH!! MAY NAGTANONG NITO SAKIN AND I WOULD LIKE TO NOTE THIS OUT..) 

Drug-related things and how to read doctor’s prescription: Pharmacists

Again... Hindi ko sinasabing hindi alam ng other fields yan. You can still as a nurse drug-related things things and a medical technologist about anatomy and physiology, what I noted above are their specializations. Please message me if may inconsistencies kayong nakita and I would gladly reedit it :)

P.S Do not disrespect all medical personnel and staff, kahit janitor pa yan or yung basurerong nagtatapon ng wastes ng ospital. You are not entitled to disrespect people lalo na sa mga taong nageensure na walang contamination and dirt ang ospital. 

P.P.S. Do not search your way on the internet kapag may nararamdaman kayo. Magpapanic lang kayo. If you feel something wrong, go to the local health center or sa doctor ninyo. 

P.P.P.S. Pray for our frontliners, Wear Masks, Stay at Home if Walang importanteng gagawin sa labas and Live Healthy :) 

[kuroos-babie]

OMG HONESTLY SAME,,, parang isasaksak lang nila yung info sa ulo natin pero parang hindi mag-aabsorb,,, when pala start ng classes niyo?? good luck haaaa and awww i hope you feel better!!! yep i saw your posts din HIHIHI omg ang sarap naman ng ulan (weh anong lasa justine) :(( rest well chiqui!!!! 💖

oct 5 samin nasstress ako malapit na pala, huling check ko two months ago pa jusqjusqjusq the panic 😭😭😭😭😭 thank u beb pahinga din uuuuu 😽✨