#never mind my bruises
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sammaggs · 1 month ago
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read my latest fic on ao3
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bruciemilf · 10 months ago
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Alfred: Lieutenant Gordon turned on the Batsignal exactly 20 minutes and 30 seconds ago. Just thought you’d like to know
Bruce who’s been redoing his eyeliner all day, about to have a breakdown cause he can’t find his eyeshadow: 19 minutes.
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buckys-goodgirl · 2 months ago
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am I a slut.. for halloween costumes?
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he’s so handsomee omg i can even think of some crazy shit to say.
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nikoisme · 9 months ago
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Nothing like a story where the happy ending is death aaghh
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blujayonthewing · 3 months ago
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exposure therapy [giving my OC an attitude of resignation towards things that make me feel like turning myself inside out]
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bunnyboy-juice · 6 days ago
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honestly i can't stop staring at the incision sites
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I don’t know if you already said this elsewhere, but did the Zenin ever hurt Megumi in a way it simply wasn’t possible for them to explain? Like being poisoned or bitten by one of the dozens curses? Did Gojo catch them red handed (the red is literally megumi’s blood💀)?
The first time that they hurt him in a way that they couldn’t explain away was the last time they hurt him, because Gojo immediately cut them off and refused to ever let them ever get near Megumi again. The Zenin didn't fully realize this at the time they had custody, but legitimately the only reason why it got as far as it did was because Gojo didn't know.
They weren’t exactly advertising “yeah we beat him when we have him” to him, but it wasn’t exactly because they thought gojo would put a stop to it, per se. They didn’t tell Gojo anything they did to Megumi because they felt absolutely entitled to him. They didn’t want Gojo’s input or interference, and they didn’t like feeling like they had to ask for permission around this with Megumi. But they didn’t think he actually would cut them off from him.
In the Zenin’s mind, Gojo doesn’t love Megumi. He’s never loved Megumi. Megumi’s just a political pawn to him, a way to insult the Zenin and steal their most valuable technique for his own. And he got way more value from letting them see him. He got to have his influence on someone who was very likely to be clan head one day—if Megumi’s cut off from them entirely, he’s not moving towards being clan head. He got a bargaining chip with the Zenin—he could further his own goals by offering them more time with him. Megumi’s a powerful piece of leverage but only if Gojo actually uses him. Him intervening to protect Megumi by severing all contact doesn’t further his own goals, so when it all came to a head, they pretty blindly assumed that he wouldn’t give a shit about what they had just done to Megumi, because at the end of the day, they thought he was going to keep using Megumi for his own ends, which meant giving them access.
Instead, Gojo immediately pulled the plug on the entire situation. They never touched or saw him again. The first time that Megumi saw them after the incident that made them go no contact was when Naoya came to pick him up at his school.
#sea glass gardens#in my mind jujutsu sorcerer kids are sturdier#like Sukuna punted Megumi through multiple buildings in their fight#so it must be /hard/ to do something that causes a bruise#a lot of the Zenin’s abuse was hidden because while it still hurt it wasn’t leaving marks#or it was abuse that wouldn’t leave marks anyway like how they’d work him to the point of collapse or control his every action#but if they hit him hard enough to leave marks then they had the built in excuse that megumi was fighting with other kids#or had just had one of those normal little kid bumps. like I have a baby nieces and nephews and those kids will just hurl their bodies#around. kids collect bruises. they’re figuring out what their limits are and even if you watch them carefully a few bumps is normal.#they hurt him badly but they always had a way to hide it until they went too far and didn’t anymore. and the second gojo realized that#the adults on the compound had been beating megumi he never let them so much as look at him again. he legitimately put his foot down and#refused to budge an inch no matter how much hell he caught for it#I’ve definitively decided that the incident that made them go no contact is not going to be revealed in sea glass gardens#it just isn’t something that would come out through yuutas pov#if I wrote other works in the series it would probably come out through one of them but it’s a big big if#I make no promises as to other works in the universe (though I have started writing some of them. completion is another thing entirely).#if you guys want to know the incident that made them go no contact I wouldn’t be opposed to revealing it over ask but it’s y’all’s#preference. usually the stuff I talk about in ask is stuff I’ll know isn’t going to be revealed in sea glass gardens itself. this is kind of#in purgatory because I know it’s coming out in sea glass gardens but there’s a smaller chance of it being revealed in a different work#so it’s up to y’all. if you want to know I’ll answer it behind a cut or something but if you want to gamble on it actually being written out#one day that’s fine too
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tenok · 6 months ago
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#the thing is. you should believe survivors#also my ex after we broke up tried to go to half of our mutual friend and tell them horrifying stories of abuse he was dealing with#it wasn't even planned smearing campain (I don't think it's his style). he was truly hurt. some things really di happened. some even#happened the way he told it. and some were blowed to 'I went to work with bruises every day' (he was grabbed by hand by other partner once#and had bruises because he was so white-skinned he bruised like from touch)#or how I forced him to live with other man that hated him and turned his life to hell (he forgot to mention that it was my disabled brother#he flew away from our abusive mother as soon as he turned 18 and I gave him shelter. after asking partners to consider this seriously#because it's big commitment. I also stated several times that I'm willing to move out with him if it's unpleasant. also this 'living hell'#was him ignoring my partner completely after he yelled on him several times because as he said he didn't ran away from home#to suffer yelling again)#so yeah. it didn't work that time because my friend actually know everything from me long before my ex came to them#they nodded politely and never talked to him again#but it lingers. and it majes me look really critically at any call out or accusation.#person could be really hurt. really harmed even. and still there could be biases or misunderstanding or any human messiness#it sounds like girl had a horrifying experience. it also looks like she kept illusion of being fully on board and loving it.#was it believably? or he just didn't care#did he pick her because she was young and inexperienced? or because she told him she's interested in bdsm?#did he tried to help her when she was in bad place? or was he calculatingly buying her silence?#was he creepy or was he awkward?#honestly I don't know even... what kind of proofs you can get there#like we have her statement. we have objective thing — texts and vids. we can have Gaiman own statement#so what if he will repeat what stated in messages: it was consensual she literally wrote what she want me to do etc#believe survivors. what if everything she told is true too. but also what in messages are true too#what if she was scared and hurt and also told him yes and more and please master. because people are complicated#would he accused of not reading her mind? would there be charges on not checking enough. HOW WRAP MY MIND AROUND IT#like it's all is ne genuinely trying to understand what's next and how it could be wrapped at all#for the record: even if it was absolutely 💯 consensual and girl like completely lying about everything etc#he's still clearly fucked up and things were messy for a lot of reasons. it's bad!#but there's difference between 'it was rape or coercion' and 'it was poorly planned affair and he should've be more considerate of partners#feelings'. and in any way. hope that girl gets help
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endious · 2 years ago
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cadie.... need ur take on janey... NOW.... 🙏 my lil sapphic heart is thumping hard for her fr
-🔪 nonnie <3
mommy? sorry.. mommy ?? sorry… mommy? sorry,,..,.
look up hot goth girl and suddenly jane is the only one showing up
she’s literally ? i cant explain it shes mean but in a condescending and sweet tone ?? DOES THAT MAKE SENSE AM I STABLE ???
“oh princess look at you, you’re shaking. did i not fuck you hard enough, hm?” and it doesnt matter what your response is because whether you agree or not she’ll claim you’re being bratty and you need an attitude adjustment. good luck because its fucking torture i’d rather get beat by jeff than be forced to crawl around naked with a collar and chain leash on because jane loves to humiliate you as much as she can. but you’re into that arent you. how far will you go before you crumble like a cookie and start to cry prettily for her forgiveness? only time will tell with jane.
shes “nice”… if you count letting you take showers with her as niceness. she’s such a possessive bitch, always got a hand on you and grabbing you tightly whenever you go somewhere with her. and if you ever mention jeff? she will get violent with you to a certain extent. slapping your face until your cheeks are sore and tears are in your eyes, forcing you to choke on her strap until you think you’re about to vomit from gagging so much. the punishments vary depending on her mood but as long as you dont ever speak of that name you’ll survive a little longer in her care.
her presence is enough to make you nervous and hiding behind her like a little puppy. she’s got this air about her that instills fear inside of you. she doesn’t often wear her mask around you either, she doesn’t feel the need to and you seem to like how she looks anyways so its a win for both sides right?
oh did i mention shes a good kisser? like you could cream your pants just from a make out session with jane. “c’mon, baby, suck on my tongue like a good girl. show me how badly you want it.” it’s so sloppy too, messy from saliva dripping onto your chin and down to your shirt. she likes defiling you though and turning you into putty in her rough textured hands. twisting you into a compliant pet with a want to satisfy her and please her.
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stabbylambchop · 2 years ago
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Hey uh
anyone here on Art Fight this year or-
Cuz I'm on there, same name and everything. I'm on Team Vampires.
You can like, add me or whatever...I mean, if you want...
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I haven't interacted with anyone on here or even really drawn in a couple months, sweet pulsating spider-christ ...
#I KNOW I KNOW I CAN JUST. DO THE THING. BUT I ALSO CAN'T. YKNOW????#I DON'T KNOW WHERE MY MIND HAS BEEN I DON'T#I'M STILL STRUGGLING WITH HEALTH Y'ALL#and sometimes instead of bouncing back and forth from feeling stable enough to do things and absolute dog shit i just-#-'welp i guess I'll just not do anything! that'll solve all of my problems! I'll get better if i don't do things and just rest and space out#-'WOW I CAN JUST BE ISOLATED AND PATHETIC IN MY ROOM ALL DAY COOL'#like...I EVEN GOT MY PAIN MEDS BACK! AND I QUALIFIED FOR A HIGHER DOSE WHICH IS A MIRACLE BC THIS IS FLORIDA!!#but like. idk.#and it's not like i don't care at all!!! I've missed you guys like fuck!!!! i just feel like I'm so far behind and everyone is on another-#-plane of existence at this point! and the longer it goes the more guilty i feel coming back bc i feel ashamed and lazy...#but i know you guys don't give a shit about at all. and I'm sorry for assuming and being so hard on myself#but also my fandoms are all over the place rn so uh. I'm so sorry LOL#but seriously anyone on art fight?? i really need to get back drawing but it's daunting...#especially since my guess 2 or 3 years were kickass by the last 2 literally no one but my wife interacted with me#one friendly fire from my partner. in two fights. after putting HOURS OF EFFORT THRU CHRONIC PAIN AND ILLNESS into all of those pieces...#i know I didn't draw a fuckton but i just got so discouraged and sad after awhile. and some never even got any attackee comments.#it all felt so damn pointless#but I'm nothing if not a survivor#as Zapp Brannigan once said; 'the spirit is willing but the flesh is spongy and bruised'#I'm a hot fuckin mess but even if i barely get any interaction at all again i can at least say i didn't give up-#and put in effort and love like always. no half-assing with art fight unless it's just me and my wife or a friend doin stupid friendly fires#BUT ANYWAY I STILL WANNA FUCK SLASHERS. IF ANYTHING THERE'S STILL THAT. IT'S STILL ME.
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halinski · 2 years ago
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Trigger warning for sh topic in tags, just me rambling, dont read, if you do its at your own risk of wasting your time lol 🙈
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daz4i · 2 years ago
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pro tip: if you want to hit something to let out some rage, don't use an open palm or you might end up damaging the blood vessels there
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pessimisticprincess · 2 years ago
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i dont know if i’ll ever stop mourning how i thought things would turn out and the person i used to be
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runihura-kek · 2 years ago
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starting to think of my life, in mind nostalgic flashbacks edits with Lana songs, and God I can truly make everything beautiful.
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forgotten-daydreamer · 2 years ago
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as someone who gets hurt quite frequently, here's my top 4 in no particular order:
1) less than a year ago, 190°c (374°f) hot glue dripped down my fingers and melted the skin along the way. it hurt so bad i gagged multiple times, and what hurt the most was that it actually kept hurting for hours. not just my hand's, no, my whole arm's, and even my shoulder's nerves burnt like they were actively on fire for several hours. the skin there has a different texture now.
2) during quarantine, i plugged in something that had a faulty wire, so it caught on fire, but the fire wasn't what burnt me. the fire melted the plastic around the wire, and the melted plastic fell on my hand. hurt like a bitch (less than the hot glue though). still got a little scar that never healed well.
3) last year, i gave myself a bruised heel. that sounds unserious, but i actually couldn't walk on it for two weeks. my calcaneus was intact, but muscles and nerves around it were not. how did that happen? i stomped too hard (don't ask). had to go to the ER less than 24h later because i couldn't even lay in bed still, the damn foot just hurt on its own. what hurt the most, looking back at it, was my pride, because it doesn't matter how often i used them in my life, i still can't figure out crutches.
4) had a migraine that lasted three whole days. i couldn't move, couldn't speak, couldn't open my eyes, couldn't even swallow. it just hurt. i threw my soul up and it only aggravated my migraine, then i went blind, then i passed out, then i threw up again. i was blind for about ten hours out of those three days. all i could see besides nothingness were flashes of light, but since i was in a completely dark room, that was worrying. i did sleep, but only 2-3h per night, so it didn't help. my mother called the hospital and they told her to call my doctor first, but my doctor had just retired without a warning so we gave up. i couldn't possibly make it to the car anyway.
(my burns have healed, my heel's doing better, and i'm on migraine medication now)
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foldingfittedsheets · 9 months ago
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Something that literally changed my life was working with a friend on a coding thing. He was helping me create an auto rig script and was trying to explain something to me but his words were just turning into static in my brain. I was tired and confused and there was so many new concepts happening.
I could feel myself working toward a crying meltdown and was getting preemptively ashamed of what was about to happen when he said, “Hey, are you someone who benefits from breaks?”
It broke me.
Did I benefit from breaks? I didn’t know. I’d never taken them.
When a problem frustrated or upset me I just gritted my teeth and plowed through the emotional distress because eventually if you batter and flail at something long enough you figure it out. So what if you get bruised on the way.
I viscerally remembered in that moment being forced to sit at the table late into the night with my dad screaming at me, trying to understand math. I remembered taking that with me into adulthood and having breakdowns every week trying to understand coding. I could have taken a break? Would it help? I didn’t know! I’d never taken one!
“Yes,” I told him. We paused our call. I ate lunch. I focused on other stuff for half an hour. I came back in a significantly better state of mind, and the thing he’d been trying to explain had been gently cooking in the back of my head and seemed easier to understand.
Now when I find myself gritting my teeth at problems I can hear his gentle voice asking if I benefit from breaks. Yes, dear god, yes why did I never get taught breaks? Why was the only way I knew to keep suffering until something worked?
I was relating to this same friend recently my roadtrip to the redwoods with my wife. “We stopped every hour or so to get out and stretch our legs and switch drivers. It was really nice. When I was a kid we’d just drive twelve hours straight and not stop for anything, just gas. We’d eat in the car and power through.”
He gave a wry smile, immediately connecting the mindset of my parents on a road trip to what they’d instilled in me about brute forcing through discomfort. “Do you benefit from breaks?” he echoed, drawing my attention to it, making me smile with the same sad acknowledgement.
Take breaks. You’re allowed. You don’t have to slam into problems over and over and over, let yourself rest. It will get easier. Take. Breaks.
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