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stellar-jay · 18 days ago

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"Tell me. Does she look like me at all?" "No." Yes. The twin peaks of her upper lip. Her long pale lashes against her cheeks. Her blond hair, curly as mine, wild as his had been. Her round chin, not the Fool's as he was now but twin to him as a child. "Oh, how you lie!" the Fool rejoiced.

#spiritual successor to my original fool design lineless drawing #nearly one year of progress!!#now i wanna redraw the fool in this style #ive been trying to draw her with fitz's curl pattern and eyebrows #molly's nose #and the fool's everything else #we've found someone with genes stronger than the farseer's #i'll reassess if we get description of her adult design before the trilogy's done #bee farseer #the fitz and the fool trilogy #rote spoilers #rote #realm of the elderlings #rote art

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karnaca78 · 2 months ago

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Leyendecker style OC portrait - Leonard, local surgeon and ardent defender of his wife's rights and wrongs

#original character #original story #leyendecker #leyendecker study #my ocs #my art #my previous attempt at this style was nearly one year ago- it's nice to see some progress #i'm still shy about sharing story details and such but i like drawing him a lot...

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gomzdrawfr · 2 months ago

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Bam bing bong, summary of my doodles in 2024

#what a year #ive never compiled it neatly before #i was gonna wait it out cuz i havent finish my Christmas pieces yet but im also like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck it so yeah hehe #this year I’ve expanded my socials to bluesky and instagram #I’ve always did two collabs this year which is still wild to me (im planning to do more next year hopefully)#(if my social anxiety can just get over it)#in tappy’s voice: gomz no balls #i also need to do more color piece #launching ☕️ this year has helped to do that #to do at least one colored piece each month #i have a video of me going thru my doodles from January to December in the works but i think i might not able to finish it on time #we’ll see #still gotto tackle the last few ☕️ requests after con #this year I’ve drawn a lot more Price!! that’s why he’s the main character this year #i would put Raven but she’s always a main so #im really happy to have found a nice chibi style and stick with it #consistency is always a struggle for me esp with my non chibi style #some of what i drew this year was awful HDJSHSHS but its nice seeing progress #December suit Price is my proudest non-chibi work and I wish to continue that style next year #moving forward I want to continue to improve and do better but also take it easy #burnt myself out too many times this year due to drawing nearly every day + stress + uni #stress management plan is needed but i SUCK at it #me as a pharmacy student counselling patients [it is important to try to relax and manage stress properly]#what a joke JDJDHDHHD #at least my blood pressure readings stabilized finally on gawd it was on the borders for a few months #it’s been a fun year and I’ve made a lot of new friends too #drabbled in a few fandom and community here and there #thank you for having me everyone :)#gummmyart #art summary 2024

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chiropteracupola · 1 year ago

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Safe at home.

#em draws stuff #the flight of the heron #margaret cameron #ewen cameron #my design for aunt marget is a Work In Progress but this is one of my favorite ewens I've ever drawn in nearly two years of foth art #I am thinking she needs to both be A Bit Fancier and Have Taller Hair but right now the vibes do feel right for when this drawing is set #(was thinking about when ewen makes it back to ardroy after he escapes)#anywayyyyyyy. back to assignmence.

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potionwine · 21 days ago

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#feeling actually. hmm. sick to the stomach at the conversation happening in the discord #just because i haven’t posted my fic there isn’t concrete proof out there that i came up with the story independently #i’m still working on it because i’m slow #and i can’t find anyone willing to beta because 100k words is a whopping undertaking and it’s not even complete #am i going to be acccused of stealing other people’s plots or plagiarising ideas when i finally post #i came up with sending joshua back to childhood before phoenix gate #i came up with dion time loop #but everyone’s spitballing ideas and now i look like a fraud #i came up with it myself!!!#i haven’t spent a whole year painfully chaining word after word after word #completely without support or encouragement or friendship #to find myself in a place where people will say i copied them??? just because i haven’t posted??#or the worst—that my little project is ai-generated based on their prompts?#i didn’t take anyone’s prompt from today to magically start on a project that’s already thousands of words long #a hundred words a day is considered a good day for me that’s how hard and lonely it has been for a whole year #and because no one agreed to beta i don’t even have independent witnesses for the progression of my work #if i am accused of theft or ai it will kill me #it might actually destroy me #aalsjddkhsksjdhfdksk i knew i should have left the discord a long time ago #but if i leave now it’ll look like i stole someone’s ideas and cut and run ffffffff #and i can’t leave the heart of pf community literally everywhere else is indiscriminately t/d #even in waloed ships that i like people randomly bring up that ship for no fucking reason #and the other servers are all so inept and lax at keeping firm control of content that should be limited to the focal ship #it’s not that i think i am the *first* to have any ideas since these are all tropes and well known aus like groundhog #but these specific ideas for this specific ship in this specific pattern was something i thought of independently at least #and now everyone’s brainstormed my whole plot out in a chat and i can’t very well jump in like some absolute asshole #like ‘hey you’re describing my fic actually’#i can’t very well respond to nearly every comment with ‘oh that’s in my story’ ‘this too’ ‘that too’#that would be insufferable even if true #so i can only keep my mouth shut and they’re going to think i ripped off their thoughts and my fic is stillborn

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ponyrepress · 5 months ago

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Bitches will be like "damn am I overexaggerating how bad the current landscape is?" And then the top posts in a character tag that's not even involved will be "this post contains filtered tags [ship]"

#cath.txt #on my hands and knees praying either I run out of people to block or everyone shuts up. I don't lose because I'm Cursed.#sits on my porch with my gun whateverrrrr. I can kill everyone.#like you hauve to understand getting into gf again has been so good to me but it's also been “wow this is one of the most sickeningly #familiar depictions of what I've gone through over the past few years that makes me feel uncomfortably seen but also provides me great #solace and hope for my own future and greatfulness for what I have now“ and then I check tumblr and everybody is unironically shipping the #guy who got exploited and psychologically AND physiologically tormented as well as violated with his abuser because it's “funny” and #“they're both terrible” as though one of these people isn't a man who's made a lot of mistakes that made sense in the moment and the other #is a fucking interdimensional nightmare demon that now canonically has ran cults. like ok. thanks guys. and the realest kicker to me is the #fact that people show that three sided fuckhead more sympathy? some fucking how? like ok I see how it is. it's one and I'm tired and I'll #probablyyyy delete this in the morning even though it's buried in my own tags but word to the wise don't have things wrong with you that #make you effectively kin ford at 13 and then reconsume gf seven years later and look at how your life's progressed. like fuck dude one #second you're chilling and the next you get so mad about hearing shit about a book that you realize you're a fucking Stanford Pines irl and #have been for nearly half your life. what kinda sick joke is it that that fucking book was announced on my birthday anyway. come on man.

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thereareeyesinsidethetrees · 2 months ago

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ae feel like everyone ae know, whether a little or a lot, is getting sick or injured lately. like some sort of curse

excuse us, great gods of the universe, can you lay back on that shit? ae’m kinda trying to heal and regenerate the numb voids left behind by trauma with the power of friendship and love and the idea that one is cared for thank you very much

#at one point our thought process was ‘we’re a danger to people. we need to isolate ourselves forever #and we will go insane from the loneliness but that is okay. the world will be protected’#and now it’s ‘FUCK OFF AE’M TRYNA FRIENDSHIP OVER HERE’#ae feel like that’s an improvement #(and ae have to emphasize: this is not a sudden turn of events #it took us nearly a year just to get to this point #it’s a hard fought battle and it takes a while basically #but progress is clearly being made so why stop now? why not see how far it can go?)

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chai-en-kaadhale · 1 month ago

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thinking about the walls of benin and how the british destroyed them, and thinking about all of the literature of south america that the spanish destroyed just like that and then thinking about the library of alexandria

because how many more libraries were ravaged by colonialization yk? how much knowledge and architecture was destroyed for conquest?

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#rant in the tags #would it be brash to say that despite how tragic the destruction of the library was despite the fact that it was an isolated incident #and of a *far* smaller scale compared to colonial destruction #but its still the first to be brought up when we talk about the destruction of knowledge #but why not south america? why not asia? why not africa? why not the rest of the mediterranian world? why not egypt in its colonial era?#by the 15 and 1600s asia and africa were probably far more sophisticated than in 48 BC #bc logically over time cultures gain more knowledge #and thats when they set us back so many years #to the point that many countries are still fucking suffering from a lack of education #its so damned sickening #colonialism #history #and the way they colonize things that were discovered in the east too #the pythagorean theorem was discovered first in the east #the quadratic formula is al-khwarizmi's formula #pascals triangle was known for centuries #oh not to mention the social stuff because so many countries had a queer culture regardless of the social perception of it #and then the fucking west came in enforcing their regressive laws #and then when they progress and the east is still harping on with THEIR POLICIES #some people have the gall to call africa and asia morally depraved #section 377 in india was a british law by the fucking way #fuck colonizers bro #and the fact that its still happening in the form of neo-colonialism but no one talks about it nearly enough #anti colonialism #that is also a tag that exists

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szilverer · 2 months ago

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you ever go ask for directions and end up thoroughly banished from the place instead? a story in 7 acts.

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they also had this very conveniently timed dream that was definitely not menacing (and strangely alluring?) at all. anyway

railway progression is so close i can almost taste it-- (remembers i need 16 more lab experiments) fug.

for the first time ever, hedonist is about to lose its spot as their highest quirk. considering they racked up a lot of heartless in the labyrinth (they did catch & release okay?) there's been some interesting lightning-fast character development into an arguably worse person ever since they joined the board. guess this is what being an investor does to you lmfao.

#all that and they STILL dk where port cecil is. they gonna flip.#my account progression is so wack it makes things so funny for my ghostie #i was a lil annoyed having to finish this MYN branch to continue evolution but the surprise lore in the end was very much worth it!!#reisz FINALLY knows wtf fires was yapping about in LF. after. nearly a year. amazing #not the duchess giving them orphanage flashbacks too wtf. at least this one time was consensual but. wtf. if they had a nickel...#fl liveblogging #fallen london #fallen london oc #the twilight phantom #chainrambles

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stories-by-rie · 1 year ago

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the project doesn't need to be a masterpiece it only needs to be written

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artcinemas · 1 year ago

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right wing propoganda is crazy in india it is downright like india is turning into israel 2.0 and these people are proud of it.

#'caste system is a western concept' KILL YOURSELF #'leftists are americannabes' girl what even is THAT? YOU ARE THE ONE SUPPORTING A US FUNDED GENOCIDE #'hinduism society is so perfect they had british change it' cue adivasi dalit women silence #girl idk what hinduism society even is i thought it was a religion whose term was coined by the british #and y'all call yourself proud hindus while 'embracing' decolonisation like israel embraces itself as a part of eurovision #despite it being the most 'progressive' democracy in middle east 🤓#which btw is in asia #?.#anyways hindutva bridgade brainwashing is just awful #india is gonna be in more danger because of these fucking hacks #i'm scared as a hindu queer woman #i have been attacked by these so called protectors of sanatan dharma #physically #i nearly was hospitalised last year due to a saffron mob in a queer friendly bar during pride month #for ahistorical shit they'll spew their pinkwshing by radfems like hindulivesmatter will end #shameful spineless fucktards using kashmiri pandit genocide to fuel hatred against minorities and alienate them #for a hindu rashtra #i hope you bastards choke on your hatred and fucking perish #like the way y'all cheered on the death of tens thousands of palestinian people #i hope your propoganda and hatred gets to you and bites you in your own ass. hard #just end yourself u genocidal monster of a zionist #israel will be dismantled #and so will savarkar's ideals #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #and we will witness it happen godspeed

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love-songs-for-emma · 6 months ago

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i was on zillow today, fantasizing about being able to live somewhere, when i came across the listing for my childhood home. it wasn't active/being sold, but it was on there with some pics of the interior. and my GOD. THEY MADE HER UGLY. THEY TOOK HER RUSTIC PUSSY OUT. WHAT THE FUCK

#i'd share pics if it didn't dox me a little #but it's SO SAD #PLS #i needed to see her... curiosity got me. i dream of this house genuinely nearly every night #but like. oh my god.#this is probably for the best bc it means i cant romanticize about buying this home again one day and expecting it to look at all like #it did #but they literally took down to bare bones and reshaped her and ohh my god #babes there was so much gorgeous wood work in that house #there was an accent exposed brick wall in the living room #the open layout was still closed off Enough to feel like separate rooms. but they opened it even more #AND THEY TOOK AWAY THE BARSTOOL/COUNTER AREA ?? IM SO CONFUSED #WHY WOULD U DO THAT #YOU COULD SIT AT THIS GORGEOUS BLACK GRANITE COUNTER AND EAT SITTING IN THE LIVING AREA AS SOMEONE YOU LOVE SERVED YOU A MEAL DIRECTLY FROM #THE KITCHEN #i'm not genuinely bent out of shape about this btw. i just had to share this somewhere sldkjfdskl #people will buy YOUR childhood home and make it ''''MODERN.'''' it will happen one day to YOU #they will paint the walls GRAY & take the pussy out of her TOO (the walls were warm deep yellows/oranges/reds. bedrooms were lighter blues)#THEY TOOK AWAY THE WARM COLORED TILES OF THE LIVING AREA AND REPLACED IT WITH UGLY WOOD FLOORING ???#THEY REMOVED THE MOLDINGS ENTIRELY ??#NO MORE WINDOW LEDGES ??????#WHAT WAS HAPPENING HERE #praying that these were In Progress pics and somebody has returned love to this home since bc. my god #again vague for my own safety but i moved out within the last decade and the home was resold in the last 5 or so years and thats when these #pics r from i think. so they've had time to fix her since #and boy was she a fixer upper after the horrors that happened inside those walls </3 ASLKDFJSAK #i should literally just write about this and instead i'm posting on tumblr #yeah that's life. that's being a tumblrina writer.#personal #.txt

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fideidefenswhore · 8 months ago

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re: that last quote, i feel like there is this predominant take that the boleyn downfall was inevitable in one guise or another, always, due to anne's unpopularity specifically, which i feel like underrates...that her unpopularity, as it were (at least, outside of court) seems to have...for lack of a better word...plateaued? by that year.

#im sure it reached a spike in the aftermath of fisher and more's and the carthusians' executions #and yet at the same time her progress with henry that year was considered very successful; and has been so by historians as well #coa had died and so her adherents focused their efforts on promoting the interests of her daughter #and the legitimacy of more questionable marriages had been grudgingly accepted in similar circumstances; historically ; before this #(ie; yes there would always be some that would assert theirs was illegitimate because it took place when coa was alive #but they had what many canonists and lawyers would have considered a common law marriage by that point for years #and coa was no longer. so.#retroactive legitimacy is kind of a thing; again depending on who judges it ; of course #but the reason henry's annulment was not granted in the final judgement #was that he had lived with her for so long as to 'deprive himself of the right to protest against it'#ie lived on the assumption of the soundness of that dispensation for long #and he had been granted a similar dispensation to marry anne (of course; only to be applied in the case of either coa's death or the #annulment of that marriage)#(one that elizabeth would ask for a copy of later...btw)#he had not been living with her as his wife for nearly as long; of course #but diplomacy and the need for allies meant that conceivably some european powers were likely going to be willing to either...#airbrush out those technicalities or ignore them #of course he would not have had an actual marriage ceremony with anne which would've been what the papacy would require ; in 1536 #because that would suggest elizabeth's illegitimacy and that he'd been an adulterer for three years and that wasn't his belief #but it is all very...things that make you go hmmm

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dahldahlbills · 9 months ago

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in case anyone was wondering. podcast writing is Hard

#like ofc it’s gonna be hard it’s a new medium for me but stillll it feels like words are caught in my throat and I can’t spit them out #anyway I have 2 eps drafted at roughly 3k words over the course of 2months #which on one hand yay progress ! but on the other… sheesh I really thought I’d be further along by now #there’s 20+ eps and if this pace continues it’ll take me nearly two years to get the whole pod drafted. and that interferes with my Plans™️#like. cmon #but it’s hard for the words to flow and it’s getting annoying #ideally I should be getting 3k done in a week!!! that’s more leeway than nano so what gives :/#anyway just a fun writing update~#blahblahbills

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xawkward-ariesx · 9 months ago

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Of course, when I'm trying to sleep at 3am is when I finally figured out how to fix that transition scene that I've been stuck on for months, thank god I have docs on my phone

#ace writes sometimes #writing process #GG #C16: frosted affair #those transition/bridge bits at the start of and end of chapters dont tend to trip me up for this fic #but for some reason i have been struggling to make any progress on this one for golden girl its been a nightmare i constantly get stuck #and just when i think ive got it i get stuck again and every time i try to come back to it i still have no resolution #for where i got stuck last time #id already shut everything down for the night accepted i still wasnt going to make any progress #did a little reading in bed before finally deciding nah im going to sleep now so of course not even ten minutes later #my brain is giving me a play by play resolution to whats been haunting for whats probably going on nearly a year now for just this part #i was trying to ignore it but i couldnt risk it so i had to grab my phone and transcribe it before all was lost #obviously the solution was weather talk in true british fashion 🙄#but hey ho progress has been made! thats something at least #this is why i have the damn google docs app on my phone in the first place for all the times ive inconveniently been attacked by scenes

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jackinalex · 10 months ago

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Have you ever noticed how some people go to therapy for years and years and never seem to make any progress?

I think everyone’s journey is very very VERY different and it’s not our place to judge anyone.

#I’ve been in therapy for nearly four and a half years and I still have a lot of the same problems so #some might even argue that I’ve barely made any progress #but no one actually knows but me and my therapist(s)#so maybe let’s not do this #kalina answers

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