#navigating the clouds

[healingherhope]

ezuri, she/her, 20 - @ezuri6725

this is a blog for me to chronicle my health journey as a person struggling with medical and mental health issues.

i have PCOS, insulin resistance, IBS, depression, OCD, and SPD.

dni: queerphobes, exclusionists, racists, (no)MAPs, fatphobes, thinspo/pro ED.

heavy topics that will be tagged may include but are not limited to:

disordered eating, medical trauma, vents, possible nsfw discussions, mental health issues, etc.

please know your limits and be safe.

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things to note:

tone indicators are much appreciated, I have a hard time reading tone over text

this blog will be semi-active

I am not a medical professional. I only have my experience with these things and I can provide my opinion, but please see a medical professional for your health. I’m just a blog on tumblr.

I won’t share personal information but i will share things about my experience and how my life is impacted by these things. questions are fine, but they will be answered at my discretion

I am new to the community, recent diagnoses have pushed me to look into it and share my experience. If I do something wrong, break a DNI, you need something tagged, please let me know

my taglist will be under the cut. block if needed.

tags

#ezuri speaks- text posts that I have made or commented on

#stat boost- status updates/journal entries

#ezuri scribbles- journal entries/art posts

#food journal- food related posts, trying new recipes, cooking tips

#navigating the clouds- mental health discussion

#med- medicines/medical talk

#vdia- (nsfw) may include mentions/discussion of sexual topics, body functions, bathroom talk, etc

#vents- self explanatory

#sky- friends/moots

[vimbry]

"let your hair hang down" from "join us" is such a gentle song that's still so very of their style.

a rare sincerely positive theme about being yourself and not letting people whose opinions shouldn't matter get to you, with seemingly no unreliable narrator, no sinister double-meaning lurking in the lyrics when you squint, no outright mention of dying or death, yet still managing to have a chord progression that spells out the word "dead".

[sweetmelodygraphics]

[cloudyyoimiya]

Masterlist…

Headcanons = ♥️ Fluff = 💌

Scenario = ♠️ Angst = 🥀

Oneshot = ♣️ Dark Content = 🔪

Drabble = ♦️ Miscellaneous = 🎲

The “S/o Adopts a Cat” series are all individual works!🐈‍⬛

Armed Detective Agency…

Osamu Dazai…

Oneshots…

Until the Two Lovers Meet Again ♣️💌

…In which the lovers share a dance once more

Headcanons and scenarios…

Changing His Bandages ♥️♠️💌

S/o That Is In the Port Mafia ♥️

With a S/o Like Aubrey from Omori ♥️♠️💌

Their S/o Gets Underestimated ♠️

Their S/o Gets Baby Fever ♠️💌

In a Love Triangle With a S/o Who’s Oblivious♥️

With a S/o Like Arlecchino from Genshin ♥️♠️

With a S/o Like Columbina from Genshin♥️♠️

With a S/o Like Kokomi from Genshin♥️♠️

With a S/o Like Maka from Soul Eater♥️♠️

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 1)

Their Darling Is Always Sleepy♥️🔪

Ranpo Edogawa…

His S/o Adopts a Cat ♥️♠️💌

Their S/o Gets Baby Fever♠️💌

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 3)

Their Darling Gets Into a Life Threatening Situation ♥️♠️🔪

Coming Back Home♥️♠️🔪

Their Darling Is Always Sleepy♥️🔪

Port Mafia Au…

Yandere Port Mafia! Ranpo Headcanons♥️🔪

Port Mafia! Ranpo Headcanons♥️

Atsushi Nakajima…

With a S/o Like Kokomi from Genshin♥️♠️

Romantic/Fluffy Headcanons♥️💌

Their Darling Is Always Sleepy♥️🔪

Port Mafia…

Chuuya Nakahara…

S/o That Is In the Port Mafia ♥️

Their S/o Gets Underestimated ♠️

With a S/o Like Arlecchino from Genshin♥️♠️

With a S/o Like Columbina from Genshin♥️♠️

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 1)

Begging for Their S/o’s Attention♠️💌

Their Darling Is Always Sleepy♥️🔪

Paul Verlaine

Oneshots…

To Be Human♣️

…In which you make him feel something he thought he was unable to feel

Headcanons and Scenarios…

When His Darling is Always Tired Because of Work♥️♠️🔪

A Taste of Home ♥️♠️💌

Oda Sakunosuke…

Their Darling Gets Into a Life Threatening Situation ♥️♠️🔪

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 2)

The Guild…

Edgar Allan Poe…

His S/o Adopts a Cat ♥️♠️💌

His Darling Knits Something for Karl♥️♠️🔪

Decay of Angels…

Fyodor Dostoyevsky…

Oneshots…

Close Your Eyes ♣️

…You vow to betray the man you love

Heacanons and scenarios…

Their S/o Learns Their Mother Tongue ♥️♠️💌

Their S/o Gets Underestimated ♠️

Their S/o Gets Baby Fever ♠️💌

His S/o Kills Someone For the First Time🥀

In a Love Triangle With a S/o Who’s Oblivious♥️

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 3)

Begging for Their S/o’s Attention♠️💌

Their Darling Hangs Out With Their Coworker♥️ 🔪

Sigma…

His S/o Adopts a Cat ♥️♠️💌

Romantic/Fluffy Headcanons♥️💌

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 2)

Their Darling Hangs Out With Their Coworker ♥️🔪

Nikolai Gogol…

Oneshots…

Forced Photography ♣️🔪

…Your “lover” is quite fond of taking photos of you

Headcanons and scenarios…

S/o That Is In the Port Mafia ♥️

Their S/o Learns Their Mother Tongue ♥️♠️💌

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 2)

Their Darling Hangs Out With Their Coworker♥️ 🔪

His S/o Adopts a Cat (on the way!)

Hunting Dogs…

Saigiku Jouno…

Date Headcanons ♥️💌

His S/o Kills Someone For the First Time🥀

With a S/o That Talks Too Much♥️♠️💌

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 3)

Deceitful Kisses♠️💌

Physical Touch ♥️♠️💌

Suehiro Tecchou…

Oneshots…

Oblivious Troubles♣️💌

…He realizes that he may not be an ideal lover

Headcanons and scenarios…

Date Headcanons ♥️💌

Measuring Their Hands♠️💌 (prt 1)

With a S/o That Talks Too Much♥️♠️💌

Begging for Their S/o’s Attention♠️💌

Kiss Toll♠️💌

Deceitful Kisses♠️💌

[itsquartzz]

Zoro: Imagine if we could sail the skies with clouds as our sea. Nami: Sailing the skies? Zoro, you can barely navigate on land without getting lost! Zoro: Maybe so, Nami, but at least I'd never lose sight of the clouds.

[kareenvorbarra]

Meme: favorite books read so far in 2024 (tagged by @child-of-hurin)

Ju's post doesn't say how many books to pick but she listed four, so that's what I'm doing.

Honorable mention goes to the six other Sayers novels I've read so far this year, because I've been absolutely devouring them and it was hard to pick a favorite (and no I'm not done with the series yet)

tagging @wizardysseus, @anghraine, @yavieriel, @thecrenellations, @roseofbattles, and anybody else who would like to do it!

[sullengirl-888]

☕️ — kat ✧₊⁺ she/her minor infj-t donnie darko fangirl music enthusiast cinephile reader & book addict audrey hepburn’s long lost daughter french new wave & old hollywood enjoyer matty healy defender calico critter mother queen of coney island occasional baker incredibly stupidly sensitive brat pack wannabe henry winter's wife laura palmer empathizer february aquarius hopeless romantic morbidly longing for the picturesque at all costs vinyl / physical media collector born 2 late 4 gregory peck & jfk jr :( thought daughter carpe diem . live forever .

divider credits : @/v6que, @/aqualogia

tags below 4 exposure 🤍

[pocketgalaxies]

everyone: you were doing so good without drinking for a while there, but then you started again

nott: i thought we were doing pretty well the last few days and it was all because of me, wasn't it?

everyone: ???? uh,,no,,,,,???

[cloudluvrrr]

intro to cloudluvrr !

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About me !!

I am bi(lingual), I write for fun so its not always the best 😓. I have a lot of ideas and headcannons as well as my own interpretations of characters.

I'm a student and part time worker so I don't post a lot, I do my best ^.^

💫

-- Thank You ♡

dni if you're a hater

Feel free to request I will not write straight up smut. But fluff and angst is welcome ! (requests take me more time!)

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ao3

☆ master list !

Honkai star rail -

Boothill

☆ Before -headcannons for a childhood sweetheart au - fluff/angst

☆ mini drabble- angst

☆ boothill - bad angst drabble

Argenti

☆ Off days - whats hes like during his off days- fluff

Sunday

☆ Angel - loving sunday headcannons (ﾉ*･ω･)ﾉ -fluff

Adventurine

Dan heng

Dr. Ratio

Jing yuan

☆ treasure - vidihyahara reader ( •̀ ω •́ )✧ angst

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Genshin

Diluc

Dainsleif

☆ Dain Drabble - suggestive-?

☆ dain headcannons - fluff & angst

Neuvillette

��� 18th century france brainrot - fluff

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Final Fantasy

Cloud Strife

Sephiroth (before he went crazy yk)

☆ Sephiroth crisis core headcannons - fluff

Vincent Valentine

Zack Fair

-- more to be added !

[healingherhope]

I hate being scared of my own body but I am

I am terrified of what is happening to me

I’m terrified of what this means

Having your perception distorted because your vision is blurry and you’re lightheaded when you’ve done *nothing* wrong is so fucking scary

I literally think I’m lightheaded because I’m having a heavy period and I’m losing blood

Or is this just psychosomatic? Is my body creating pain and symptoms because I want to believe something is wrong? And then I spiral further? Who the fuck knows! I’m so scared

And I’m so young

This shouldn’t be happening to me

But it is and it’s so scary

Nothing is wrong with me! Except my pre-existing conditions getting worse. Every day I’m reminded that I’m unhealthy and I’m slowly killing myself from the inside out while my coping mechanisms only make it worse

And every day I get more stressed about it. When will I learn? Probably never.

My vision is blurry and I can’t tell if it’s from high blood sugar because of too much coffee creamer or from strain on my body. I’m so tired

And so scared

[yoichls]

﹒𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑵𝑨 / 𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑬. ( 𝑹𝑼𝑩𝑰 ! ) nineteen. east asian. side blog for @6gumi — ✟ occasional writings . . mostly just reblogs 、talking frm the heart ! 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐘 .

× — minors 、ageless & blank blogs 、basic dni criteria.

✟ 𝑮𝑼𝑰𝑫𝑬𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺. ┊𝑴𝑨𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑳𝑰𝑺𝑻. ┊𝑻𝑨𝑮𝑺 𝑼𝑺𝑨𝑮𝑬. : # ༒ milena zip ( talking ) ┊# ༒ lycoris radiata library ( writings ) ┊# ༒ passerby of wandering clouds ( reblogs )

✟ RECENTS.

— “ c’mon baby, just a quick fuck! “ —with ushijima wakatoshi .

[capricioussun]

I don't think I've really talked about it here, but sometimes i think about "early surface" timelines, where monsters surfaced while most of the main crew was a lot younger.

In particular, an idea I've been revisiting as of late is a "fic" about UF Gaster, not too long after creating Sans and Papyrus, at the crucial point in time when he knuckles down on viewing them as experiments...but instead decides to see them as his kids.

He throws himself into working on an escape plan, and just in the nick of time, things getting worse in the underground and Asgore finding out Gaster isn't working on the project he'd promised, the machine whirs to life and Gaster takes his kids through it after entering a timed self destruct code that will destroy the machine behind them.

They wind up...in the middle of the woods somewhere...somewhere on the surface. Or at least a surface. There's a small town not too far away they manage to find, and while there aren't many monsters, there's a handful! Enough to soothe Gaster's worry they wouldn't be welcomed.

Basically, UF Gaster flings himself, a young Sans, and just out of toddler years Papyrus, to a universe where both Undertale and Underswap had already surfaced. Eventually, the gov catches wind of unregistered monsters and the monster's gov sends a small group to retrieve them and find out where these mysterious monsters came from. And that's how UF Gaster winds up meeting UT and US Gaster and they all wind up working together, their kids eventually meeting and becoming friends, etc etc

Mostly as a proper fic it would follow UF Gaster and his recovery, figuring out how to be a dad, with little breaks to focus on the uf bros, all three navigating surface life and newfound freedom, with the help of their alternates, and probably a few other familiar faces

[tcr55]

I love things that mean a place but not many people bother to clock that thing.

This is a navigation aid for ships in Sydney Harbour and it sits on top of a pill box that’s adjacent to the Harbour Bridge.

[cloudyyoimiya]

About me!

my name is cloud, and this is my only blog

i go by she/they, however any pronouns are fine <3

i absolutely adore music, reading, and drawing! i also collect manga!!

some of my current interests are…

jujutsu kaisen, bungo stray dogs, demon slayer, madoka magica, persona 5, persona 3, chainsaw man, and the nier series!

my favorite characters are…

Riko, Yuta, Maki, Yuki, and Choso from jjk

Yoshida, Quanxi, Reze, Kishibe, and Asa from csm

Nikolai, Sigma, and Kyouka from bsd

i hope that we get along!!

[teruthecreator]

1 AM and the servers asleep so i’m just gonna post my thoughts on here but i think it’s rlly so important and poignant how sho extends an olive branch to his father after everything that happened, when he absolutely would’ve been justified in spitting in toichiro’s face and walking out of his life forever (similarly to what toichiro did to him, metaphorically at least). and that decision that he makes is one that cements how mature and understanding sho is despite his antics and attitude.

like, he’s a kid, and he’s a kid that experienced massive amounts of abuse and trauma in his formative years. we will truly never know how he was raised whilst working in claw, but seeing how pretty much everyone else was manipulated, brainwashed, and tortured into reaching their full potential—the assumption can be made that it wasn’t easy. and sho’s father is Directly responsible for that, meaning he’s Directly responsible for any mistreatment or neglect sho faced even if it wasn’t done by him directly. and any kid at his age with all that baggage probably wouldn’t want to keep their dad around, after everything has finally been resolved. but sho doesn’t do that; he reminds toichiro that he’s still gotta hear an earful from his ex wife, and sho is ensuring that this won’t be the end. he is offering his father a kindness that that man never gave to him. and that’s like. Astounding for a kid his age

i think it’s really easy for people to place sho firmly in the trope of like silly, goofy kid with an insane side; but sho has one of the most level heads out of the esper teens. it’s kind of like he got a lot of that emotional turbulence out of the way beforehand, and now is just centering his focus on this one goal. of course, that doesn’t mean he doesn’t do stupid shit based on bad trains of thought (the whole concept of him trying to resist the narrative only to become more ingrained in it is like. right there. also the hero trope shit y’all have seen the essay posts i’m not reiterating). but sho is a lot more sure of what he’s doing and what he wants than ritsu, mob, or teru.

also it’s just like. the fact that he gives his father a second chance really drives home the message of the entire series. that people can make mistakes, but those mistakes do not have to define their whole existence if they’re willing to own up to them and change. sho is extending himself in much the same way mob extended himself to toichiro hours earlier, only this time there’s the weight of this probably not being the first time sho has given his father a second chance and yet he Still does it. and toichiro realizing that he could’ve squandered that chance during confession arc is SO GOOD like you see how sho is conflicted and hurt bc he’s essentially being let down once again, and so toichiro walks back. he won’t let his son’s trust be given in vain

the suzukis rival the kageyamas in terms of like. accurate familial representation. like if you eliminate all of the psychic terrorism bullshit, this is a broken family—further broken by a messy divorce—trying to navigate life post-everything. there is no expectation for sho to forgive his father (he doesn’t do that at any point and That Is Important), and there’s no expectation for him to do anything with his father At All. toichiro understands that he is deserving of no one’s kindness.

yet sho does it anyway. he does it because he wants to and because he cares. and that’s far more than toichiro could’ve ever asked for

[clouds-by-me]

𝓖𝓮𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓷 𝓘𝓶𝓹𝓪𝓬𝓽 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽

Mondstadt

Liyue

Fontaine

Inazuma

Sumeru

Snezhnaya

Khaenri’ah

Genshin Impact AUs

Series ;;

Oh to wish ;; sagau, creator !reader, cult/yandere au

][ Introduction ][ Part 1 ][ Part 2 ][ Part 3 ][ Coming soon][

Summery ;; The creator ascended into the stars long ago, longer than any of us have been alive, but not long after a star falls, another follows. The creator! They’re here! Our grace has returned!