#my wrists are both fine!
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google, play entry of the gladiators
#chekhov draws#chekhov irl#comic#comics#it is nothing like snowboarding#instead of the soft welcoming snow#there is only hard unforgiving asphalt#guess who got their first huge bruise of 2024#but good news#my wrists are both fine!
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btw i have opened up my adopt shops again 👀 (with a lot of restrictions)
i have my pixel adopts open and my doodle adopts open
[ID: three pixels of a f pose tundra, a m pose tundra and a wildclaw. the tundras are sitting and the wildclaw is standing and looking off to the side. they're all colored in various shades of grey. END ID]
[ID: three simple drawings of a m pose tundra, a snapper and a gaoler. the tundra and snapper are sitting, and the gaoler is laying down. they're all colored in various shades of grey. END ID]
(note: i also have mirror, fae and coatl bases for my doodle adopts)
#fr#flight rising#gremlin blabs#adopt shop#kind of a messy post but eh.#it's fine lol#i do have a limit of taking only two slots at a time rn#but if all goes well i may increase it to three#i just want to be careful. i don't want to overdo it and end up hurting my wrists/making them worse#hence why i don't have my pride adopts open#they're inherently a lot more work and even tho i wouldn't be accepting any sponsors for them if i DID open them#adding and editing the apparel is still a lot of work even if it's already sponsored.#so idk if i will be opening those up any time soon#but both my pixel and doodle adopts have pride options so at least there's that
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Sitting down to floss and brush my teeth has been lifechanging. On a completely unrelated note how the fuck am I supposed to have this skeleton for several more decades. It’s all over for me lads 😔
#knees hurt. hips hurt. back hurts. wrists hurt. swag#it’s not this bad most of the time but by the end of the day it’s like auuuugh#it really is too bad that I’ve got extreme doctor fears because of the IssuesTM!#and oh yeah I don’t have health insurance LOL…#which I am using as a convenient excuse to avoid going to the doctors LOL#i have some doctor ~traumas~ I think LOL!#im working up to it. it’s glacial. sometime this year maybe?#I went twice as an adult and both times were for health forms for college enrollment#I’ve been to the ER and an urgent care once or twice though so clearly I’m FINE…#this is BAD do not be like me#but it’s only become clear to me in the past year or two that the incidents in my childhood reeeeally affected me#and to have US healthcare be such a profoundly difficult and punitive process basically means I am just never going to like jump through#those hoops only to be confronted with a severe phobia lol#im not saying that’s a reasonable train of thought but it’s more that that’s my subconscious reasoning#but it is a 2024 goal to get seen by a doctor#but the other thing is that it’s so fucking clear to me that they will do NOTHING for either PMDD or my joint pain which are my chief#complaints at the moment#but like i should probably be like getting routine panels and Pap smears :-(#everything’s SO EXPENSIVE…#They’ll be like give me your blood. ok all normal everything is healthy. ok that’ll be literally $200#:-(#ugh I’m upsetting myself just thinking about doctors. ok Goodnight#(with full intention to keep scrolling)
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Vaniah woke choking on regrets.
His arms were swathed in bandages, and as soon as he opened his eyes something beeped, maybe an alarm.
"I'm sorry."
A nurse hurried in, her expression unfathomably gentle. He wasn't sure if he was supposed to know her or not, but he didn't particularly care. She checked his wristband and read out numbers, then confirmed his identity verbally.
"Anneka, I'm sorry."
It felt so faraway, so unreal, and yet he could still feel it like it was happening all over again. He moved one arm slightly, and winced at the pain that lanced down it. The nurse asked if he wanted pain relief; he nodded wordlessly, and crushed the thought that he didn't want that at all.
"It's too late."
He regretted everything. Regretted trying, regretted even more failing - regretted Anneka seeing him like that. He looked down at the bandages and wondered what the mess was like underneath.
"You shouldn't have come back."
Definitely a mess, nothing good: he had done enough research to recognise what he had done in the moment, and though some of the result would only become apparent as more time went by, and he began to heal - well, it wasn't going to be good.
"God be thanked that I did!"
What must she think of him? Much of his memory was cloudy with blood loss, and he had been drowsy and barely conscious even when she found him. Some memories, though, lingered even if he might have preferred to forget them.
"Don't touch me."
He probably would never forget them, unless - well, not good to dwell on that for now. Wasn't once enough? Maybe he'd ruined the last good thing in his cursed life. He wouldn't be surprised if Anneka never wanted to see him again.
"I will, damn it!"
What was the point of living on? Wouldn't it be easier for everyone if he had succeeded? Vaniah closed his eyes, as if to shield himself from the real world, the reality he had created, even for a moment.
"God knows I need you. Don't die, not like this."
He took a deep breath, and opened his eyes as the nurse returned bearing medication: and made a promise inwardly that he could not bear to speak of for many, many moons thereafter:
No matter the hell he had to endure, and no matter the pain he still willingly inflicted on himself, he would never again try to end his life.
"God help us. God help us all."
#tw suicide#tw sh#these hands were made for gentleness: one shots#in which Vaniah wakes in hospital after attempting suicide by cutting both wrists. medically he was actually pretty close to suiciding#in this you will see: I am having a hard time with my assignment and writing dark stuff instead#better this than adding to my own history! <- not precisely a joke either. Anyway I'm fine.
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im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian
#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work#where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched#swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free#& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao#but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk#knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs#cest la vie i suppose#after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao#was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!''#then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦#my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later#its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling#definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm#anyway. wheres that post#''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs''#its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case#mwah. mwah mwah mwah#<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful#and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3#godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao#bee speaks
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Ok the LotLDTIYS drawing is FINALLY ready! I’m following my release schedule for YouTube and posting the speedpaint Friday afternoon, so expect the official announcement here around the same time!
Also quick PSA: if you’re an artist, STRETCH YOUR WRISTS AND TAKE BREAKS. If you use a keyboard/mouse all day, GET THE GOOD SHIT. I now use the wavy keyboard with the wrist rests and a vertical mouse but I didn’t switch soon enough. Tendonitis is a BITCH and a half (and Carpal tunnel is apparently WORSE). Do not suffer the same fate as me.
The LotLDTIYS sketch was done like 3 weeks ago and it was supposed to be finished/posted 2 weeks ago, but I was unable to draw until this past weekend cause my wrists felt like garbage. Learn from my suffering.
So I hope you’re all as excited as I am! See you Friday!
#lotldtiys#land of the living#Ninjago#announcement#also don’t worry too much about my wrists I’m going to physical therapy for it and my doctor specifically WANTS me to draw#I’m fine I promise#just dramatic#it’s more annoying than actually painful#but still be careful#my coworkers all think I’m deranged cause I actually got a left-handed vertical mouse even though I’m right-handed#but I want to rest my right hand as much as possible so I can still draw#can anyone else just casually switch from a right-handed to a left-handed mouse?#maybe it’s cause I play piano and you gotta be able to do that shit independently with both hands? idk lol
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was watching this behind the scenes video about this fancy butter business, and they talk about how they rotate people between the various workstations during the day both avoid boredom but also to (hopefully) prevent RSI. literally why is this not the fucking standard in most jobs. Get your office workers on the floor to avoid desk injuries, let packers run phone support midshift to avoid strain/exhaustion, give your customer facing workers a break by letting them break down boxes for a while (personal fave).
#before anyone jumps down my dick 4-6 hour days and paid sick leave should be the standard for every single person.#even with short shifts repetitive impact work can be fucking brutal. I got wrist pain from 2 hours cutting pizza on a few occasions#I am also absolutely vehemently against multitasking and rapid task switching. I'm talking swapping roles around the hour mark or so#lmao shut up haz#even longer terms could work. take a two month break from accounting to drive a forklift or vice versa.#like this also helps keep long term employees. both by allowing career movement but also just making them more valuable over time#the best hospo workers I know could move between literally any role at the business and do fine#anyway I'm just mad because I can't just take half my day at work to go sort mail. I'd be good at it please I can be trusted with envelopes#the real enemy here is the weird precise scheduling of casuals and contractors. hire them fulltime and flex them between roles
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this just in: i refuse to let my injured wrist stop me from doing shit so i'm making a white patch based on my pathetic beast of a cat
#cicada blabs#clangen#cicada's sprites#don't worry i'm not actually using my wrist THAT much#i'm not touching the screen i'm using the track pad#and i'm just using my right hand to move the cursor and my left hand to click#i'm also working on another set#but uh. they're taken from another person#and i realized i should. probably contact them first to ask if it's okay that i recreate them#so that's put on hold for the moment#bc technically there's two people i gotta ask because both were working on them#and the thread is locked and inactive since august sooo. yeah.#gotta actually dm them lol#i think it'll probably be fine bc i'm not planning to release them publicly#i just really like some of them and want them in my own game#anyway this is very interesting to figure out#since the sprites don't have a defined chin#and she doesn't have white on her chin#i'm also doing other white patches in this set#one is based on a mime 👍
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I've never noticed this but the wrist brace I bought a while ago for when my Wrist Hurts like right now is the exact same shade of pink as my earbuds. I'm like some kind of obscure barbie set
#both my wrists hurt actually but i only have a wrist brace for my left hand. which is fine because that one hurts more lmao#rayrambles
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girls love me for my. crackly wrists
my hands sound like pop rocks
#i can crack every joint in both of my hands except for my thumbs for some reason#also i don't think you're supposed to be able to hear it when you roll your wrists but yknow what#its been like that for years and has never hurt so its probably fine#egg talks
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ouch my wrist….. :(
#pers#this better not impact my GAMING im trying to do ROOT tonight#both wrists have been pretty strained by work lately but mostly it’s just affecting gross motor my fine motor is still fine#but also this is worse than usual AND is persistent. a little scary!!!!#anyways it’s a really funny way to make sure i’m using fingers not wrist to control my blade bc if it was my wrist it’d hurt LMAO
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Shoutout to my joints that are so fucked up, I really need to talk to a doctor abt them, but they're so fucked up that I'm scared to <3 if my dainty lil nine-poud cat makes me shriek in pain when she briefly steps on my hip, how the Fuck am I gonna handle a doctor poking and prodding at it. I'll die.
#pikaposts#sometimes i suddenly yelp and my family are like ?????#don't worry abt it i'm all good i'm just experiencing horrors. it's fine#it's totally chill and normal to have to forcibly unbend your arm w your hand bc the joint completely locked up. definitely for sure#right shoulder + collarbone. left elbow. right wrist. both hips. right knee. everything is hell#i mean technically both my legs are Extremely Fucked Up but that's. normal. for me. been that way since i was born#so i only count my right knee as Problematic bc i have to wear a brace on it every day now <3#medical anomaly blogging#< forgot to tag that right awayyyyy woops
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Our jury trial for this week fell and gods, I'm so relieved.
I did contact my supervisor like "hey can I maybe have some help out here? my judge and clerk were kinda worried when I took the record for the entire last jury trial" and apparently those (plus copying my judge and clerk) were the magic words to break the radio silence.
Now I can catch up on work and come home with the energy to read/write/pet Athena.
This also means that I can finish up/post the next chapter of Measurements, which I'm excited about because it's the last bit of calm before the storm.
#hush Bree#at the last jury trial the clerk asked me how my wrists were at the end of every day#(they were fine because I wore wrist braces constantly)#this upcoming chapter of Measurements has been An Experience#which I say in both a good and a bad way#I'm really really happy with how it turned out but Jesus Christ on a cactus it was rough to write
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naked, cold and afraid: an mri story
#THE DOCTOR KEPT TELLING ME I HAD SUCH SHITTY VEINS WHILE TRYING TO PUT IN THE CONTRAST ND I WAS LIKE 😭😭#.txt#my fikcin wrist hurts they tried in both hands#okay septum secured. it is all fine
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I want to draw but I am being defeated by my wrists
#well more specifically the way i drive my car lmao#on motorways i dont usually have both hands on the wheel because im not doing anything#and for the last few days ive driven on nothing but motorways in europe and the uk#and the way i hold my steering wheel is by locking my right wrist in place with a locked elbow#its bad#it puts a lot of stress on my wrist#i need to figure out a new way of driving lmao#oversharing on this fine day
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my wrist has been bugging me for two days now and its not enough to be truly impeding, but i do notice it like every 5 minutes whenever i move my hand wrong.
the only upside is that its my left hand (non-dominant), cuz it would have been so much worse if not.
#i think i overstretched it because it starts to ache whenever i bend my hand too low or high#or because i was playing the ukulele (with bad posture)#its weird that both my wrist and elbow on my left arm are a little fucky when my right arm is fine right?#anyway im sure itll stop soon enough (i hope) just venting cuz it helps
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