#my weekly crisis
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I don’t want to be a man what r u talking abt???….
noooo don’t take away my femininity….! noo don’t teach me how to do manly things!…….
I don’t have fake scenarios in my head where I’m a guy!!……. what are you talking abt?…………
noooo why is there a beer and a shotgun in my hand noooooo….! (merica)
nooooo why is there a grill in my driveway noooo…….!!?
noooo don’t tell me what it’s like to not be a female, I don’t wanna know………. I don’t need that information for the fanfictions and daydreams no sir…
definitely not……..!!
#my weekly crisis#wanna be a man so bad but also.. ✨women✨#id do anything but giving up tiddies#im actually genderfluid lmao#being a man sounds so nice bro#omg the privilege id have#0o0#transgender#technically#(it is indeed a trans thing idk y im questioning it)
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fake ep idea + doodles
#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is#submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol#basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay#somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em#purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc)#but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis#for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t#be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^”#ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time#as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy#like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!”#and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders#i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to#so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head#if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there#myart#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk red son#lmk mei#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lmk xiaojiao#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#doodles#lmk tang#lmk pigsy#lmk traffic light trio#yard sale ep
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Wow. Honestly, dick move to make Margaret be the one to tell her mother about this.
#north and south weekly#asking her to be there with him as moral support i could see#but putting it all on her? not cool#also not quite sure i'm getting the nature of his doubts.#he still is religious so not a crisis of faith. he still loves the church so it isn't the institution he disagrees with.#it seems he feels personally unworthy - but why exactly? has he done some particular misdeed or is this a more general thing?#margaret not arguing back could be her seeing he wouldn't listen to it or could point to her knowing why he feels that way... but i don't#gratifying that i was right (out of my two theories) about them having to leave their home though!
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just watched the lighthouse (2019)
i'm sorry i didn't make the mussy that big but maybe it can get super engorged during the egg laying idk LMAO LIKE WHO IS THIS FIC EVEN FOR IS THIS HOW ROBERT EGGERS FELT
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Head in hands. What am I doing with my life.
#my weekly midlife crisis#I keep doing random shit to try and be happy but am I actually ruining my life? who knows#shaydh blathers
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#lmao my sibling was asking me questions yesterday and i was like yeah whatever blah and while on the treadmill i started thinking about what#they asked and my responses anyways long story short i think i’m depressed 💀#and it goes back to that god damn accident#which there was an update but it’s just that me ans 7 other ppl have to split the capped payout from the insurance 🧍♀️ so that’s cool they#only smashed the back of my car gave me a concussion memory problem insomnia anxiety depression slight ocd (w driving) back/shoulder pain#worse almost weekly if not daily headaches angry issues lost a lot of money from missing work and having to be part time dr bills hospital#bills an ultrasound bill that i have to pay out of pocket but couldn’t at the time but now that im finally full time again and have#finally managed my bills enough that i can this week finally pay it only x months later so financial instability money anxiety existential#crisis loss of self pushed back the weight loss progress lost a lot of money because of that over half a year of progress & money got the#weirdest sugar addiction after the accident haven’t gained weight but also haven’t lost any#lost any sense of motivation for work and hobbies lost work opportunities had to pause my going back to school but now i don’t even think i#wanna go back because what i wanted to study i can’t even be motivated about it#i thought i had an idea of who i was but now im not that i can’t be that i have to readjust my whole life to be what i can w what is here#except i’m 28 and wdym some person took everything from me and it’s been almost half a year since the accident and i still haven’t really#made any progress except for random memories that don’t really help me and honestly they just pmo because it’s not helpful#like yeah sure my back and shoulders don’t hurt as bad but now it have recurring pain while i didn’t have before so is it progress? like#in that time the most progress is that yesterday i realized that im probably depressed but i can’t afford a therapist rn so i just have to#keep repeating this nonsense until i can afford or i get the settlement money but most of that will go to said bills and the lawyer fees#again it’s capped and divided so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 👍#anyways my silly little things will have to get me through this till i can actually get through this#but it’s fine it’s not like i had already gone to the therapist and had worked on these issues before and it’s not like i spent money on#that either to only be put back in that situation only worse lol def not in a cycle 🧍♀️
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every once in a while i wish i could get a peer review on my gender instead of having to make all the decisions by myself
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i graduated a year ago and i still don’t have my degree or a job or a something. anything. what am i doing
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#sasosaku#sasori#haruno sakura#naruto#my writing#hira writes naruto#fic: for now#omg i made it in time for my weekly update XDD#i'll be working 12 days in a row tho so. kinda doubtful about the next update being next weekend. but. we'll see.#one day one crisis at a time lmao
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i never got around to sharing this photo from my masters graduation; i exhibited a few of my mass effect and destiny pieces to go alongside my research on neurodivergence and transformative works <3 (there was also a little plinth with some of my weaving and handpainted dessert plates but nothing exciting enough to share tbh)
also sharing these because i use this gorgeous warm, matte art paper for my prints and i am always so in love with how much better my art looks printed on it, though the photos do not do this baber justice . . .
#destiny the game#mass effect#art show#i thoroughly enjoyed my masters and the freedom to self direct and hyperfixate 600 pages into existence#weekly checkins to see where everyones at were so inspiring and motivating#and it was nice to be part of a creative community again after health crisis and plague ate almost 4 years of my life#this happened at the beginning of september 2022 so uhhh when am i#own work
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Like im absolutely looking forward to prime but at same time. its actually gonna be a bit painful anfjfk I will absolutely get overwhelmed and the chances of having a meltdown will be high. "oh just dont watch it in one night" several reasons why not watching it all will be the same amount of bad or more bad, its a small and petty thing to complain about but GODDD
#egg.txt#talk of harmful stimming ->#im usually pretty lucky in the fact that I can redirect wanting to hit myself or otherwise Hurt as a stim#when I watched part one I had my huge appa plush just so I could punch the shit out of it shdjdjd#but god. not only the trying to process all the sudden new information but the#handling the emotions that come with#any Big emotion automatically is bad for me. will send me in a crisis#I MISS WEEKLY EPISODES. THEY WERE EASIER AND ALSO A LOT MORE FUN
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Dear lord i have to get more masc immediately
#whats up gamers its time for soups weekly gender crisis#i thought id have a break because i am home and around my family which is mostly dudes and id be like oh no i do like being a woman but nope#i think the gender i want most is a man whos doing a little gender fuckery but also i dont know if im man at all or just nonbinary#i do not understand whats happening but i saw a tiktok of a man in a dress and a photo set of butch lesbians and i need more of that#soup posts
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it is intermission at the Stardew Valley concert and I have experienced every human emotion. maybe the rest of the concert will give me shrimp emotions such as Anxiety 2
#weirdly my strongest emotions are about how I don't have stronger emotions#it's not the music so much as me having an existential crisis with a soundtrack like it was weekly in choir
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Double nationality is a curse and a blessing. Mostly a curse though
#in the sense that it makes me want to kms#all the time#it would be so much easier to only have one#or if only I could despise one a 100%#yet there’s always pro and cons on both sides#surtout des cons j’ai envie de dire#this is my daily/weekly existential crisis
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i'm not saying this to make any sort of point but as someone who works in canadian theatre, the wga strike is going to have an interesting effect on live entertainment too, like i know multiple people who have lost their jobs or will lose their jobs soon because so much american television is produced here and obviously the iatse union is standing with the wga which it should and i also know that when film crew are out of work like this they often turn to theatre because it's a different local of the same union (and a lot of them started in theatre) and they wind up pushing permits out of work because film crew are usually members which means they get first dibs on all calls even if they don't have much live entertainment experience and even though attitudes in theatre and film are VERY different. And i really really hope the wga gets everything they want, they deserve that and more, but i also hope it happens quickly before young iatse permits get priced out of this city and we get into into another situation like the one right after the pandemic
#when the pandemic hit and live entertainment pretty much died for a few years#most established theatre iatse guys moved into film so when theatre started up again there was this huge crisis#and iatse was so desperate for permits they were literally advertising for them on facebook and weren't requiring advocates or anything#which is a massive fucking deal and also how i got my permit#but it also means theres a ton of experienced film iatse members who aren't averse to jumping ship to a familiar field#and all those new permits who found their opening in that crisis are now in danger of being out of work#in the most expensive city in the country#and as someone who works at a theatre that's labelled a learning theatre by the union (we get all the green permits)#it's going to be very interesting to see what happens next#fortunately we don't pay as well as many of the other venues in the city#but we're more likely to offer steady work#so film guys who want cash will take the jobs at the high paying venues doing dailies and weeklies#and the ones who just want to keep busy will wind up here#i have two very good friends who work for the film union#one decided to take a vacation during the strike (good for her) and the other was let go from star trek and intends to go back to theatre#but knowing the attitude of the well established members and people who got used to film there are going to be Problems#so depending on how long the strike lasts this could actually have some serious ramifications for a lot of people outside of the wga#again i'm not trying to make any sort of point here just getting my thoughts in order in the wake of all these tumblr posts about the strik
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right at the beginning of music school is actually a fantastic time to think "really when was the last time making music or working with music made me happy?"
#don't worry about me this is just my bi-weekly crisis regarding school and my future and my entire identity haha yea i'm fine i'm cool#i'm frustrated bc i haven't actually made progress with music in so long and i haven't made anything i'm proud of for even longer#i'm studying music technology but i don't know shit about it and really i'm not that passionate about it either#there are so many projects that i have in the works that i actually do have to finish bc they're for other people but i just#can't get myself to work on it#my entire life i've been so fucking bad with comparing myself to others#and going to music school i am now surrounded by talented people left and right and i feel so fucking inferior#and i'm one of those people who never studied in school and well that's not rly an issue bc at this school u don't study the traditional way#however what this also means about me is that nothing has ever been difficult for me before and#i simply don't know how to cope with not knowing how to do something#i mean this isn't the first time that i don't know how to do something but#this is the first time that i can't just run away from it and ignore it#and i feel like i'm never gonna be able to graduate from here#i've literally had just two days of school so far and i'm convinced i can't do it#to be fair i was already convinced i'm a failure and a fraud before i started so#also during the first introduction lecture to the school. burnout got mentioned. very. very. very many times.#i'll let you guys know when it gets to me haha#i'm feeling good i'm feeling so good i'm feeling fine [crying my eyes out]#eg posts
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