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2023 Holiday Gift Guide
Each year I put together a small gift guide post full of things that I think make great gifts and are a lot of fun to give or receive for the holidays. Everything on the list is something I’ve used and enjoyed and recommend. I have recommendations posts for software, headphones, and miscellaneous stuff around the house, so the things on this list will be more focused on stuff not included in those posts and geared toward things I’ve come across in the past year or so and think would make good gifts. I used my Amazon affiliate link when the product showed up there, which gives our website a slight percentage back if you make a purchase and therefore helps fund our continued existence. If you’d like to get me a gift, becoming a supporting member or gifting another user a supporting membership for a year would mean the world to me. And, if you’re looking for something in just about any price range with a Chorus.fm or AbsolutePunk.net logo on it, check our merch shop. Under $25 Where Are Your Boys Tonight?: The Oral History of Emo’s Mainstream Explosion A great book detailing the history of emo and pop-punk from 1999-2008. Holiday Funko I recommended these in 2020, but there’s even more now! There’s a bunch of new super-hero and Star Wars Funko Pops in various Holiday costumes that are lots of fun if you’re into that sort of thing. Under $50 EUFY Home Security Camera I know some people have had issues with Apple Secure Home Video, but it’s worked great for me. Knowing the video is secure and only records when we’re not at home gives me peace of mind. Nomad MagSafe Compatible Charger Hannah’s new phone going to USB-C this year meant I could finally upgrade our old docks on the bedroom side tables. These have the benefit of matching our bedframe and look great. I’m a big fan of standby mode during the night and love how these look. MIIR Drinkware We have multiple products from Miir and they’re all fantastic. Vinturi Wine Aerator I’m not saying I can tell the difference when it’s used, but all my wine nerd friends swear by it. Band Hoodies During the winter I spend almost every day in Mack Weldon sweatpants and a band hoodie. Under $100 Grovemade: Desk Accessories From their planters (I have two on my desk) to various desk accessories, I love everything they make. Website Subscriptions These days there are a bunch of websites and newsletters that have membership programs. The holidays are a great time to gift one of these memberships to a friend or family member, and trust me, as someone that runs one, it goes a long way to helping your favorite website as well. Some of the websites I recommend checking out their membership packages include: MacStories, Relay.fm, SixColors, Popular.info, Last.fm, and ATP. Over $100 Bearaby Weighted Blankets Hannah asked for one for her birthday this year and has given it rave reviews. On Running Waterproof Shoes My go-to shoe for navigating the city during the fall/winter season. I love how easily they slip on, and the waterproofing is greatly appreciated in Oregon. I still think streaming services are a great yearly gift. Apple Music, Disney+, or one of the services you don’t have is a great way to gift a year of entertainment. Any Amount Ask your friends and family to donate to the ACLU, National Bail Fund Network, EFF, or other non-profits of your choice. Subscribers to the weekly newsletter will probably recognize some of these items because I write about them throughout the year when I find something I like and enjoy. So, if you like reading things like this, plus getting my weekly thoughts on music and entertainment, you should signup. Archive * 2022 Gift Guide * 2021 Gift Guide * 2020 Gift Guide * 2019 Gift Guide * 2018 Gift Guide * 2017 Gift Guide * 2016 Gift Guide --- Please consider becoming a member so we can keep bringing you stories like this one. ◎ https://chorus.fm/features/articles/2023-holiday-gift-guide/
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I tried so hard to not respond but I cannot help it
"We can't grow beans in Ireland!"
False, Ireland exported $536k worth of beans in 2020, and produced 66,000 tonnes in that same year. And, in a small-time sense, beans can be grown in gardens in Ireland, most popularly as broad beans or garden peas.
"I'll just let a sheep hang out in my backyard! It'll be fine!"
Assuming you have the space, a barn, and a high fence you'd still need to provide vet care, daily water, manage grazing to prevent over grazing, shearing and processing the wool yourself, and supplementing the food with hay through the winter. As opposed to beans which need...... watering, which can be automated? Weeding? Oh and sheep are flock animals so you'd likely want several.
"A can of beans will cost me three times what enough meat to feed three families would!"
This one is comically false. 400g of chicken thighs at SuperValu (€3.99 at time of posting) cost LITERALLY ×10 more than one can of chickpeas(€0.39 at time of posting). You could eat ten cans of beans and it would cost as much as a package of chicken. Wherever you shop, pick somewhere else. You're being scammed.
"The byproducts!"
Hay, almond, and acorns aren't byproducts of beans. They're byproducts of their own respective plants.
And you wanna talk industrial byproducts of production? Y'all's government cites dairy production as the biggest contributor to emissions, seconded only by fertilizer use. Transportation does half of what this does. And guess what fertilizer they're talking about mainly? That's right, piss from the animal ag!
This runoff of piss fertilizer is also damaging your country's waterways, of which only 50% of rivers are in good condition right now.
Lastly, the idea that I had not thought about "move rocks, find a good spot, and till ground" in thinking about farming is laughable. There is a difference between infertile and untillable.
Next time you want to make a point, please try.
Leftist meat eaters really do just
And act like that's cool
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Winter Package 2020 Part 2
My thoughts and commentary as I watch Winter Package 2020 part 2! There is only the one making DVD in this package (92 minutes long). The other part of this was just the photobook and extra merch. Reminder that these are just my thoughts, it's not very organized. You get me typing it out as I go like I'm reacting to a friend. Somewhat like a bullet point format in a way. Love these packages! You can read Part 1 here.
The second half of winter package is kicking off with video journals at the end of the day 2 in the saunas. Just all recounting their day. Tae did his outside the sauna, he didn't like it in there lol. Namjoon is going to make me cry though! He is just still worried about JK who cried earlier while doing the letters to ARMY. "Jungkook-ah, if you are watching, know that I believe in you and I'm always rooting for you. I'll always have a hug ready for you." JOON 😭😭 My namkook heart is not okay!!
On their car ride, Tae tried to suggest a game which somehow instead turned into everyone singing his Jump Verse at him 😂😂 they had to get on a car ferry to get to Suomenlinna and Jimin was worried about Hobi who gets seasick really easy 🥺 my heart. He said he would be okay though. 🥺 Jihope!
First shooting is for the group shot! Lol and Jimin calls out to Jin all sweetly, who answered by calling him "JK" by accident. The giggles 😂 Jinjikook having trouble not laughing after that too lol. Jimin then getting all up close and personal with the camera, JK noticing and shouting after him "stop, Jimin! Stop!" Well the lack of honorifics there, sir. And the lack of scolding you got for the completely informal way of speaking to your hyung! Lol not even jokingly scolded! Just totally normalized behavior!
Moving to their next location, JK jokingly "why do you keep following me?" Jimin, jokingly pretending not to hear him while totally keeping exact pace with Jungkook to keep them walking together 😂 JKs smile at him 🥺🥺 Jin, Jimin and Hobi all fighting for solo GCF shots 🤣 its constant chaos with them! JK joining everyone's solo shoots for a bit this time for his solo shooting for GCF. His little "he looks good" "wow he is handsome" comments for NamJin. 🥺 their winter package looks are all soooo amazing. Like some of my FAVORITES for all of them. Stunning!
The last group shot, the staff telling Jimin to put his arm around JK and Jungkook then sweetly singing "put your hand around my shoulders" as he leans back into Jimin. 🥺 more GCF shooting, Jiminie this time and the captions "Jungkooks favorite model appears" and Jimin saying he just keeps wanting to be goofy for the camera. And how he keeps sneaking into the background of his scenery shots and in the back of Tae's solo shoot too. "I want to be in every scene you are filming" 🤣
The staff during the vminkook unit shoot, as Jimin is leaning down for some intense eye contact with JK, "Please don't look at each other" Jimin's giggles as he looks up 😂 (photo of that moment up under the post intro). Jimins flirty approach to JK, just for the classic turn around move. Tae walking up to Jimin just for Jimin to go "wow you are so handsome." Ugh, this trio has my heart! I love this moment. The power they hold as unit!!
Finally, indoor shooting!! Warmth! Lol Tae, joon, and JK doing a unit shoot together. All snuggled up on the couch. JK asking if Tae washed his hair or not and then smelling it? Lmao! I hope he passed your sensitive nose sniff test 😅 they are cute. Joon sitting on JKs lap. JK being squished between TaeJoon, literally going "I'm being crushed" lol and them laughing at him 😂 I might need to make a post just about these 3 together during this winter package. I'm dying at the cuteness.
Everyone excited about the scenery outside! Jin, Hobi, Yoongi and Jimin doing their unit shoot. When walking to their spots though, JinMin were holding hands so cutely. And then Jihope did cute little dramatic spins together too. And the JinMin back hug. Jimin you are overloading everyone on love right now!! And then JK giving his camera to film and take pictures over to Jimin to shoot for him. Even directing him a bit on how to use it and to keep changing where he is standing for varied shots. So that he can get film of his unit shoot with TaeJoon. 🥺 I talk about why JK handing off his camera to Jimin and what only looks like a select few staff is worth noting to me, in this post here.
They all spent what looks like such a nice dinner together. All the giggles as JinJiKook play foosball together too. They had so much fun!
Ending Day 3 off with their Diary writings again about their day! Yoongi did his first and gave his day 5 out of 5 stars 🥺 he said he wants to live there he liked it so much! Jin joins him and does his next. Jin talks about how it felt like Harry Potter while he was there. Lol Hobi tells him his handwriting is weird! Rude! Hobi talks about it didn't rain and that Finland gets more charming the longer you stay. Namkook go next and Joon talks about how he looked like a unicorn in his photos because of his hair. Lmao jimin joins JK and they are both working so diligently on their entries. Lmao and Tae just wants attention. He ends up rolling around on top of JK and then knocking into Jimin, and when that goes ignored loudly fake snoring until Jimin looks behind him to see wtf is happening and starts giggling. Lmao Jiminie also gave his day 5 stars! He said he had a lot of fun in the evening with his members and the good music and was very happy. (Tae oohhing in the back lol!) JK talked about how well it went filming for the teaser for GCF and how it made him happy. (Tae heckling him in the background lol). Tae said his favorite part of the day was dinner. Jikook had left but came back to read over what Tae wrote and they drew ALL over it. Lmao poor Tae! When he showed up and caught them, Jimin pushed JK under the bus with a "sheesh, Jungkook! That's That's childish!" Lmaooo why are they like this!!They did their sauna video journals too! Yoongi said it felt like a real trip, which made him happy. Jhopes big smile talking about how he hung out with Jinin and how much Jimin loved it too. 🥺🥺 Jikook watching Tae so fondly play with the gnome doll. Lol JK petting Tae's head was PRECIOUS. And then Jimin got behind Tae and moved his arms around the same way he was doing to the doll before, making Tae the doll. Please it's always so cute and so silly!
Day 4 starts and its the day of their free time adventures in the teams they picked at the beginning!! Namkook go to Kaivopulsto Park and watch the sunrise. They take so many photos of each other too. JK with his big DLSR and Namjoon with his little film camera! Lol they spot a crow on their walk and Namjoon keeps crowing back at it. Lmao they get coffee and treats together at a local shop. "It's nice not having anything to do" they were really just enjoying their time hanging out together being peaceful 🥺🥺🥺 after their peaceful morning they go to a souvenir shop and look like they have such a good time looking at everything.
JiJinHope head out as well and hit up a market first it looks like. Please, Jiminie is the maknae in this trio too. Jin bought ice cream and gave the first bites of his cone to Jimin and Hobi. Hobi bought sweet bread and gave the first bite of it to Jimin, and then ends up just giving it to him when he said it was better than he thought. Their baby 🥺🥺 They go out shopping together and Jin tells them to "buy whatever they want, hyung will get it" even though their budget from the production team was the smallest from the games and Hobi didn't even bring his wallet. Jin was treating them 🥺 Hobi was so cute, holding up his bag "Jin hyung bought me this!" New store and Jimin finds his iconic white hat! They praise him SO MUCH for the hate is amazing. They give out what's left of their euros to a street performer they see too.
TaeGi, the hand holding duo, holding hands while traveling to their destinations for a landmark tour. 🥺 Yoongi sharing little facts about the church they visited. Yoongi praying for their next album to be a success. 🥺 a landmark library too! The way they took so many pictures in both spots too. They were so chill and so cute. They also go to a furniture store. Tae talking about how it reminds him of artists he likes, Yoongi enjoying the lights. Jijinhope meet up with them there. Yoongi and Tae immediately petting Jimins new hat and complimenting him. Lol
"Our free time in Finland is now over" aww seriously though, their free time together was all so touching. All of it. 🥺 now we are exchanging snowglobes! To the person whose name they drew at the beginning on Day 1! Jk gifting his first. So cruel, acting like he was going to gift it to Jimin, but changing last minute to Tae. Lmao it's giving me flashbacks to run where they all teased Jimin with presents the same way 😂 Everyone saying Tae was so lucky to get his since he made it so well. Lol JKs letter to Tae lmao "ayo! Who's the bear?! V!" Lmao his giggles! "The closer you are the shorter the letters." Lmfao JK cracks me up 🤣 Tae gifted gifted RM and wrote in his letter that Namjoon was the work of art himself. Cuteee. RM gifted to Jin, and wrote in his letter that he hopes the snowglobe gives him good energy. Jin gifted to Jimin and wrote the SWEETEST letter. "Shine like the moon wherever you go, Jimin." And he said he tried to grab the prettiest materials because he knows Jimin likes collecting pretty things. And Jimin so cutely petting Jins hair in thanks 🥺 Jimin gifted to Suga. He said Borahae in his letter! Suga gifted to JK and included Holly and a rabbit in there to represent them together. And in his letter says he hopes Holly can help him find peace of mind too and invited him over to see Holly for real basically too. 🥺🥺🥺 Hobi got himself! Lmao and wrote himself a letter about loving winter. Lmao i love him.
They wrap up the DVD with footage of their last meal in Finland, yet eating Korean food. Lol they kept giving it such high praise though. Said if it was made by a foreigner they are really talented and it tastes like home!
Finally Diary entries at the end of Day 4 before they head back home. Jihope start us off doing theirs together after Jhope tackles Jimin onto the bed. Lol Jimin gives his day another 5 out of 5 stars for his day out with 2seok! He talked about shopping and all the cute small shops. Hobi also gave his day 5 stars and he talked about buying cute dolls to get ready to celebrate Christmas and how Jin bought him gifts. Yoonjin went next. Yoongi gave his day 5 stars too! He talked about how amazing the library was he went to go see. Jin said he was sad the golden statue street performer didn't dance but otherwise had a good day. Lmao Taekook went next to write theirs. Tae gave his day 5 stars, and talked about how much he loves interior design and visiting the art galleries. Namjoon joins JK to finish theirs. RM showing us his photo of him and Kookie where he drew cat whiskers on their selca and said it was the "cutest ever" 🥺 he also gave his day 5 stars. Jungkook also gave his day 5 stars and drew whiskers on his namkook selca too. He also wrote that his day was "perfect" 3 times over! He had such a good day with his hyung please 🥺 He said for ARMY visiting Finland, they should pack "money, camera, medicines, gloves, friends, lovers and family." Im so glad that they had such an incredible time with each other on their last day!!
I love this package. There is just so much in it and they all seemed to have a wonderful time, which is truly just all I love seeing!! Thanks for letting me share all my thoughts with you! 🥰
#my thoughts over winter package#my thoughts over winter package 2020#jikook in 2019#jikook in winter package 2020
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November 24, 2022
Hi everyone 👋🏾
I haven’t posted any reminders since about August, so I thought I’d just share a few friendly reminders, more so for new followers, while I’m thinking of them and have a moment:
I’ve said this before but it doesn’t hurt to reiterate. Please remember I do my best to be objective, but sometimes I like to voice my opinion. In that instance, I disclaim where I want to speculate. Clips are provided for you to draw your own conclusions. Taekook speak for themselves so letting their actions and words do the talking is very easy to do☺️I have a total blast chronologically archiving their beautiful bond over the years, sourced by fan cams and official videos. When there are opinions, or even controversies surrounding a moment, I add those for posterity as well. With time, moments get forgotten, or antis try to distort things (which is incredibly sad). I’m determined to do my best to archive Taekook interactions for preservation. Anything that delves into theory will always be disclaimed as such. I addressed this more deeply late 2021 but here’s the recap - https://at.tumblr.com/taekooktimeline/hello-in-light-of-some-comments-ive-come-across/te337t9us2jm
I only have one Twitter (kakostel) and I just set up a fan IG (KaylaTK9597). The IG page will probably collect dust since Twitter is still existing😆but feel free to follow and I’ll follow back.
Because I have a tendency to follow back, especially if it’s not a brand new account and we have moots in common, it should go without saying but I’m not responsible for opinions expressed by others. Everyone is entitled to their opinion on things. I refuse to police, nor do I care to. I also can’t possibly keep track of what all my moots are up to. The big reason why I’d break being mutuals is if someone is not equally supporting and respecting both Taehyung and Jungkook. That’s an absolute must to me. Otherwise, you do you and I’ll do me❣️
I’m NOT in DMs❌ This version of the timeline and my tweets speak for me. There’s nothing I need to say in private.
I’m equally Taehyung and Jungkook biased☺️
I’m here to support Taehyung and Jungkook - individually and together, in all the ways I can, to the best of my ability. I’ll never stop saying that the sky's the limit for them because it’s true, and I’ll forever be proud of these two. They’re beautiful humans inside and out and I have all the confidence that things will always work out for them in their favor.
I’ve done my best to make the platforms I use safe and positive spaces for me to support and love Taekook. My anxiety dictates firm boundaries and I’m determined to keep them. I’m not interested in anyone’s background noise, negativity or insecurity. All of that is irrelevant. I am here for Taehyung/ Jungkook / Taekook. I posted this on November 7 but think it’s good to share here -
For Twitter, this tends to mean I RT posts, with the occasional fun Taekook video edit when I have time to make it. I’m not as active as some in being vocal but, again, I think the blog and my video edits speak for me. I addressed this around August 2022 but here’s the recap - https://at.tumblr.com/taekooktimeline/hi-everyone-i-hope-youre-all-doing-well-i-feel/z1pmufm4scky
I think most who follow me know but I’m studying Japanese. It seems to help my mind when I get too anxious, though it’s a very hard language to learn (とてもむずかしいよ😭). Some pieces in the blog have Japanese translations I worked hard on. I’m quite proud of those because it shows my progress in my personal life, while also giving me a means to verify a Japanese subtitled Taekook interaction, or J ARMY sighting, without the need for translators (I still have so many years to go, though. I tend to panic when someone speaks the language and my mind goes blank. I’m at a third grade level with kanji which means I still tend to fall back on hiragana, which is a problem when kanji is pretty prevalent). Two links to posts I built around my studies -
Winter Package 2020: https://at.tumblr.com/taekooktimeline2020/end-of-november-december-2020/sf0hh6q335o1
February 2022 post related to spotting Taekook at Ahgassi Gopchang in LA: https://at.tumblr.com/taekooktimeline2022/taekooktimeline-february-19-2022-released/3q1uckm8yapo
I provided a Taekook Spotify playlist link in my mini update but here it is again. Please keep streaming and supporting them 💜
Taehyung’s “Christmas Tree” MV:
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Jungkook’s “Dreamers” MV:
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We’re getting into the holidays, which is my favorite time of the year. Please remember to prioritize yourself and your mental health, and set boundaries where they’re needed. Social media is quite draining and toxic so take breaks if you need them. I’ve been fortunate to meet a lot of ARMY in person, some I consider best friends. Please believe me when I say ARMY outside of SM is a massively stark contrast to the ugliness you see when there’s anonymity behind screens. Keep that in mind and try to ignore the noise of others. And remember that real life should always comes first💜
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7 reasons why (edited)
here are 7 reasons why re-posted bc tumblr won't let me change my original post:
1 kbs news behind the scenes
being on kbs news was the moment where it really sunk in with the boys that they were famous. it was a big goddamn deal for them as shown by the shout-outs to their parents. and tae turned to jk for physical reassurance on the way to the studio. after, as they were exiting the building, tk started getting clingy before springing apart when they realized the cameras were still on them.
2 their encyclopedic knowledge of each other
not only do they know minute details about each other, they're more than willing to share with the class. it's adorable how they call each other out on things like tae telling everyone he's allergic to beans (he's not, claims jk in a run ep, he just doesn't want to eat them), or tae broadcasting jk's love of white wine (dykm). tae also knows how jk likes his drinks and helps him top his drink off without even looking (fdp 2022). jk takes tae's steak off his plate to cut it up (fdp 2022). what's even cuter is that many times no one even asks but they volunteer information like when they share about the fortune teller or their playing dress up on a trip (v.lives).
3 the amount of care that jk takes when it comes to tae
jk's said that he gives up on things easily but when he really wants to do something he gives it his all. look at the time he took and the amount of care over the snow globe he made for tae (in one of the winter packages). when he cooked for tae in one of the cutest its2 moments, his own version looked delicious but lackluster compared to the feast he whipped up for tae.
4 tae's hands
tae has the habit of reaching forward when he's making a point he's interested in. watch the way he reaches in jk's direction with his palms facing down when he mentions jk in a group conversation. or the way he pulls at jk's arms (3J+tae vlive in ptd lv when jk tries to leave to shower, gda 2020, proof live onstage at kbs music show).
5 the perilla leaf argument and food
in which tk argue that there's no f-ing way they'd be ok with their partner helping a friend with the perilla leaf. chopsticks are an extension of the self and chopsticks touching denotes closeness.
yet jk has fed tae with his own chopsticks many times. tae has literally eaten food that was halfway to jk's mouth (the documentary premiere). tae has stuck his fingers in jk's mouth while feeding him (its1).
more on the topic of food. tae's love language revolves around food. it's something he's learned from his mother (who packed sandwiches for everyone in its1) and he's given kimchi to his wooga friends. while waiting for the 2021 grammys announcement, tae is visibly peeved when jk asks for food. not because he doesn't want to share but the tone is more "babe, i asked you! and you said no but now you're hungry". note that he gives jk food (and even feeds him) when jk acts cute for him. in its2, they spend almost all the food scenes next to each other.
6 they're each other's biggest fans
tae waxes lyrical (pun intended) about jk's music. his tone is gentle in the recording he makes for jk in the 2020 winter package where he tells jk he thinks jjk is the best singer in korea. note that he thought this recording was going to be private.
tae takes pride in being one of the first/only people to listen to jk's music. he's championed stay, talked about listening to my you a month before it was released, and praised your eyes tell over the song he was supposed to be promoting.
normally reticent jk goes on and on about how hot he thinks tae is. and let's not forget the number of times he's been caught giving tae the up and down. instances that come to mind: maknae vlive in ptd la, my universe btb, dynamite mv making clip).
7 physical touch
how many bros or friends do you know who touch each other's inner thighs for an extended period? or cuddle and nap wrapped up together?
there are too many instances to count where they've lounged on each other (its1, festa dinner party 2022, and gda 2020 for a small sample). they're touchy on camera and in front of a stadium full of people (dope and dna in ptd lv) or when they think they're off camera like when they're reviewing pictures. the way jk ran his hand along tae's back and then patted his ass in the proof live premiere. they get visibly pouty when asked to step away from each other.
the mvp: the styles concert video jh took where jk pulls tae's hand over his heart.
there's an abundance of moments. i'm sure other people have their own favorites, this is just a shortlist that comes to mind.
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Money’s Worth - You’re Mine
soft husband!Ransom Drysdale x reader
Summary: Starting 2021 answering the question I got asked the most in 2020: “How will the reader react to learning that Ransom hooked up with someone when she was away for Christmas?”
A/N: When y’all filled out this poll, there was a 100% yes answer for a spinoff for The Highest Bidder. Well, here it is: Money’s Worth. In which Ransom is getting $50,000+ worth of experiences with his wife and child(ren). If you have more ideas, don’t be shy, drop ‘em in my ask box! I’ll update this series from time to time.
If you were tagged in Highest Bidder, I automatically tagged you in this. If you’d like to be removed, let me know! My feelings won’t be hurt, I promise ❤️
Also, I’m sorry if your name is Amanda 🥴
Warnings: smut, swearing, jealousy, angst, daddy!kink
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“Darling, can you go over to the next aisle and get a couple boxes of pasta?”
Ransom nods, even though you’re too engrossed in looking at the differences between chickpea-based and gluten-based pasta.
His son is awake, wide eyes looking around at brightly colored food packages and fluorescent lights with a pacifier in his mouth. From what Ransom recalls of tales from when he was a baby, Harlan Jr. is more like you. Quietly observing, not kicking up too much of a fuss.
Pinching the baby’s nose gently and coaxing a small giggle out of him, Ransom ventures over to the next aisle to find the pasta you like.
A sharp gasp and an obnoxious “oh my God,” draws his attention. When he looks up and finds the source of the voice, his stomach gurgles with dread and annoyance.
“All the times I’ve been here, I’ve never seen you,” she says. “What are you up to? Disappointing more girls in bed?”
Ransom weighs his options in his head. He could dig low, reminding her of all the times she was actually begging for him, or he could take the high ground, grab the pasta, and ignore her.
He does the latter, though makes the mistake of using his left hand to do so.
“Is that a wedding band?” she scoffs.
“Yeah, it is--”
“Oh, Ransom, don’t get that one, we want the bigger noodles.”
Shutting his eyes, Ransom shouts all the swear words he can think of in his mind. This is such bad timing!
“No fucking way,” Rebecca--or is it Veronica?--scoffs.
“Hi,” Ransom sees you give a sickeningly sweet smile and he wants to disappear into the shelves. “I’m sorry, I don’t recall ever meeting you.”
“I’m Amanda.”
Wow. Completely different name than the ones his mind was supplying.
“Your husband and I know each other pretty well.”
He can see the gears turning in your head, analyzing the situation.
“Quite frankly, I’m not surprised about the little one. I’m sure he did the same thing to you as he did to me, just finished and decided he was done without fully getting the job done!”
You’re visibly taken aback. “I’m sorry?”
“Oh, we just hooked up casually like, two years ago? I can’t really remember, it was during Christmas though. Hadn’t heard from him in a while and he mentioned being lonely and I figured ‘Why not?’”
“Two years ago?” you echo, looking at her, then at Ransom.
“It was casual, I left right after,” he points out,
“Oh, were you two together then? I’m so sorry--”
“You know what, Veronica, just get your stupid pasta or rice or whatever the fuck you’re here for and leave me and my wife in peace! Don’t you have better shit to do?!”
“It’s Amanda.”
“I don’t care.”
Rolling her eyes, she leaves, turning on her heel and exiting the aisle.
Ransom turns back to you and doesn’t like the thoughtful look on your face. You don’t look at him or Harlan, just at the contents in your cart.
“Hey, don’t let whatever she said get to you. You know I love you,” he reaches for you, fingertip just grazing your cheek and you cringe away from him.
“Just put the pasta in the cart and let’s go.”
You’ve snapped at him before to remind him to stop completely at intersections or double check the temperature of Harlan’s bottle. You’ve never snapped at him that way, in irritation as if you can’t stand him.
He recoils, drawing his touch away from you. “Well, just...let me get the right one.”
“Ransom,” you deadpan, “I wanna go home. Just put the pasta in the cart and let’s. go.”
He does as you say, carefully placing the boxes atop the other items.
You don’t speak to him as you check out and sit in the backseat with Harlan to make sure he’s okay as he drives the three of you home. His little eyelids drop closed, completely calm despite the palpable tension between the two of you.
Once at home, Ransom takes care of the groceries while you bring Harlan upstairs to his crib so he can continue to sleep. Just as you get him settled, you hear your husband pipe up.
“So, can we talk about what happened at the grocery store?”
You sigh, straightening up. You cross your arms as you turn to face him. “When was the last time you saw her?”
“When you were on winter break a few months after you had just moved in.”
You bite the inside of your cheek, a whirlpool of emotions spinning around in your chest.
You’re angry and hurt, but you don’t know why. The two of you were just starting your sugar arrangement and it wasn’t anything deeper than that. There weren’t any feelings on your end until the following spring.
“It wasn’t anything, it was just some hook up. She was just being a bitch because I left--”
“I don’t want to hear about it,” you interrupt him.
You had long reconciled Ransom’s past and never held it against him. But you just cannot pin the exact reason why this revelation bothers you.
“Look, I’m still figuring out things going on in my head. And I don’t really...I don’t really want to see you right now.”
“I don’t understand why this is such a big deal,” he argues, “We weren’t anything. We only became a thing in July.”
“Really?” you wonder. You weren’t going to bring this up, but it feels fair in order to get him to understand your perspective. “I had a crush on someone from my cohort.” You watch his expression shift from annoyed to surprised. “I kissed him once. In November, after I moved in with you. But it didn’t work out because I was living with you, so we decided to not do anything about it.”
You can see the visible tinge of red on his neck. “Are you saying that just to get at me?”
“It’s the truth,” you say. “Does it bother you?”
You can see him setting his jaw as he takes in the information.
“But we weren’t anything, right?” you remind him of the words he spoke just minutes before.
Ransom doesn’t say anything. He turns away and walks down the hall. You hear him going down the stairs and then the door to his office slams.
You check on Harlan, he’s still sound asleep. Slightly relieved, you move into your bedroom and sit on the mattress.
Ransom lets out a long-winded groan when he deletes the sentence he’s been working on for the fifty-second time in twenty minutes.
He feels odd knowing you liked someone when you were living with him, just as the seeds of his feelings were being planted. He’s taken pride in the fact that he was the only one to have you, but turns out your heart was a better prize and that wasn’t his completely.
He doesn’t doubt you love him and he’s certain he never has to worry about sharing you ever again, but it still bothers him.
He scrubs his hands over his face and rubs the back of his neck.
He remembers fights between his parents never being resolved, which resulted in their marriage slowly disintegrating into a financial arrangement than a romantic relationship.
He knows you late at night when you’re both hungry; knows you pregnant and crying over hermit crabs while watching nature documentaries; knows you between his arms and keeping him warm, making him feel safe and loved when he felt he didn’t deserve it. He doesn’t want this to turn into anything close to the example of marriage he saw growing up.
Shutting his laptop, he gets up and marches to the door. When he yanks it open, you’re standing there.
“What are you doing?”
You look caught, as if you’re somewhere you’re not supposed to be. “I...I wanted to talk. Unless you don’t want to.”
You begin to leave and he grabs your arm. “No, let’s talk.”
Stepping into the room feels reminiscent of walking into his office at the publishing house for the first time. You’re not comfortable entering this territory.
Hugging your arms around your middle, making yourself look as small as you feel, you decide to just be forward. Your words come out sheepishly, “I just...I didn’t like knowing the moment I was gone, you went out and replaced me. Even if we didn’t have an exclusive label. And, I just thought, like, I realize it doesn’t matter because we’re married. And like you said, I know you love me. But, I don’t know. Just didn’t sit right with me.”
Ransom sighs, shaking his head. “I wasn’t replacing you or anything like that. I...I saw a change in myself from just having you with me for a few months. But I thought you’d leave as soon as you got the opportunity,” he uses a large sweeping gesture as if he’s picturing you leaving all over again. “And I’d…” he hesitates, hand up by his head before his arm goes slack, “be back to my shitty normal self.”
It’s different now with the explanation, and you wish you had been in the mindset to listen to him earlier instead of hurt him.
“And I get it. Knowing you had a crush on some guy doesn’t sit right with me either. I just,” he looks up and distantly, “I wonder what he had. What made you like him but then you were fine with nothing happening and then you started liking me?”
“Neither of us were ready for a relationship at the time. We had just started and our first semester was crazy.” You take your turn to explain. “And feelings just come and go sometimes. I saw him again in February and it just...wasn’t there.”
He takes in your strikingly simpler explanation, understanding your reference to fleeting feelings that are gone almost as quickly as they appear.
“I’m sorry, Ransom. I shouldn’t have said anything about that. It was so stupid and it really didn’t mean anything--”
“Neither did Amanda.”
“I…” you trail off, not knowing what to say.
“I wasn’t being very understanding earlier when you first said it bothered you. You were just trying to get me to know your side of things.”
“Doesn’t make it right,” you counter. “I really am so sorry.”
Ransom smiles and laughs to himself. He still doesn’t know how to accept an apology. He sighs, reaching for you. “How long do you think junior will be asleep?”
“Could be an hour, maybe two,” you answer as he draws you closer with a hand around your waist.
“Think that’s plenty of time for us to make it up to each other.”
“Technically I need to make it up to you,” you correct him as you take his hand. “And I know how I want to.”
You lead him back around his desk, ushering him to sit in his chair. It’s large with dark blue velvet, providing enough room for you too and straddle his lap.
You dive for his mouth, capturing his lips in a heated kiss.
His left hand comes to cradle your jaw, keeping your lips locked onto his, while his right hand drifts down your back to cup your bottom.
You grind your core against his, smiling when you feel his hips jut up to yours. Tilting your head you give a tentative lick into his mouth. He opens up, bringing his tongue in to play with yours.
It reminds you of how it was when it started; being shy and letting him take the lead. You haven’t fallen into this cloudy headspace in a long time, but it feels so good that when you pull back and gasp the word “daddy,” it feels so natural.
Ransom, on the other hand, is taken aback. He’s gotten used to you calling him “darling” or other terms of endearment. Hearing you call him that awakens something that had long gone into hibernation; and he wasn’t sure if it would ever see the light of day again.
But like you, he slips into the space, creating a firm grip on your ass as a smirk appears on his face.
“Wanna call me ‘daddy,’ baby? Hm?” he taunts. Your eyes are wide and doey, feigning innocence when he knows you’re far from it now. “Well, guess we can do that. We’ll make up for that night I wasted on someone else.”
He watches your brows furrow and eyes squint in anger. Your hands slide into his hair, fingers tightening in the tresses. It creates a pull on his scalp, something he enjoys. “You’re mine, daddy,” you whisper just before your lips are on his again, kissing him harder than before, certain to bruise.
You pull away and lean down to nip at his neck, hands moving to the waistband of his pants. You pop the button and undo the zipper unceremoniously.
You remove yourself from his lap only to kneel between his legs on the carpet, pulling his jeans down to his knees. His boxers are quick to follow, revealing his hardening member. You grasp it, giving it a few squeezes and tugs the way you know he likes, watching his head loll back against the back of his chair.
“This is mine, too,” you say.
“Yeah?” he pants, looking down at you. A hand grazes through your hair, stopping at the back of your head. “My cock only belongs to you?”
You nod, working him with more determination.
“Then take it, baby.”
You practically lunge for it, leaning forward to take him into your mouth, lips spreading to accommodate his girth.
You’re satisfied with the sound Ransom makes, something between pained and blissful. He eggs you on, gathering your hair into a ponytail secured with his hand as he guides you to take more and withdraw in rhythm.
You want him to finish in your mouth, but he pulls you off him and makes to lift you back onto his lap. You stand, already shimmying out of your bottoms.
Straddling him again, you focus your attention down to poise yourself just above the head of him.
He takes your chin between his thumb and forefinger and makes you look at him before crashing his lips on yours once more.
“Take what’s yours, baby. It’ll always be yours,” he whispers.
You sink down, crying out at the feeling of him within you. The doctor had just given you the green light to resume sex as normal after Harlan’s birth weeks ago, but you haven’t been able to find a lot of time to tangle with each other without your baby or Ransom’s book needing attention.
Ransom appears to have an equally hazy feeling, looking at you with heavy-lidded eyes. You straighten up slightly until just the tip of him is in and lower yourself again.
It’s so much for the both of you that his hands come to your waist and he guides your pace. “Slow,” he instructs you.
You obey, finding a steady pattern as you build a climax for the both of you. Coaxing your hips the slightest bit forward, Ransom sinks all the way to reach that spot within you that makes you see stars.
“Like that, baby?” he taunts you again, moving your hips up and down his length. “Tell daddy.”
“Yes,” you gasp, “Just like that, daddy.”
He works you until you’re nearing your end, tightening and pulsing around him to bring on his orgasm as well. Just as you’re about to fall over the edge, he taps below your eyes, a silent request for you to look at him.
Your eyes meet his and he verbalizes exactly what he’s thinking. “I’m yours,” he pants, “I’m yours, my baby, my sunshine.” You fall forward and kiss him, letting him swallow your moans and whines. “Come for me, let me show you.”
Your body weakens in his grasp, leaning onto him for support. Your movements falter and he makes up for them, jutting his hips up until he’s finishing within you.
You gasp at the warmth that blooms in your stomach, feeling like gravity is failing but it’s okay; Ransom’s holding onto you, keeping you grounded.
He holds you tightly as you breathe heavily, trying to recover your strength. You sigh and your arms wrap around his shoulders. You hear him chuckle and lean back.
“We should’ve thought this through better,” he smiles, “We gotta get upstairs and clean up.”
You moan your disappointment. “M’tired. Can’t we just stay here a bit?”
Moving your hair out of your face, he kisses your exposed forehead. “Okay, sunshine,” he agrees. “Just a few minutes.”
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best of 2021
post your favorite or most popular post from each month this year!
thank you @jimmeo-kookliet for tagging me to do this! i can’t really decide if i want to post all my favorites of each month or the post that got the most notes, so i might just...put both? i’m adjusting the prompt for the fun of looking back on everything i made this year, but if i tag you please feel free to follow the prompt however you’d like. i think i giffed more in 2021 than i ever have in my life and i’ve been doing this for a looong time. i have a lot of mixed feelings about it as we wrap this year up, but i can wholeheartedly say that i had a lot of fun creating things this year and appreciate everyone who still goes out their way to share not only my content, but others’ as well.
i’m gonna put all this under a cut!
🔮 january
my favorite: bangtan full house
technically this is my second favorite because my actual favorite also got the most notes so see that one below, but this set idea was a close second because it was so random. the idea popped into my head while watching this dvd and i thought the way they were turning towards the camera gave off cheesy 90s sitcom intro energy, so i ended up downloading the full house font and this set came to be. i also did a ton of selective color correcting to get completely rid of the bright purple color of the screen behind them, so i’m still pretty proud of this! i absolutely did not expect the reaction it got at all! i even posted a video version with the theme song for the full effect lmfao.
most notes: favorite taehyung moments
just a really cute compilation of some of my all time fave taehyung moments. it’s still such a precious set to me and i had a good time making it. maybe i’ll make a part two one day!
🔮 february
my favorite: bias wrecker jungkook
i just loved the purple color scheme of this set! it wasn’t really planned, but i still think it’s one of the prettiest sets of jungkook i’ve made.
most notes: winter package taehyung
understandable, look at him
🔮 march
my favorite: vmin comp
most notes: bandana taehyung
i looooved making comps for the make me choose meme, i should bring it back
🔮 april
my favorite: yellow taehyung
i think this is one of my biggest comp sets that absolutely nobody asked for
most notes: fluffy hair taehyung
as he should!!! AS HE SHOULD!!!
🔮 may
my favorite: butter mv comp
what a fun night this was let’s go back
most notes: taehyung at gyeongbokgung palace
i very fondly call this footage the “look at all those chickens” clip
🔮 june
my favorite: sowoozoo vcr jungkook
i love the coloring i did on this a lot especially since those vcrs were very orange-y. this set looks like it could be from a movie...chef’s kiss
most notes: tata mic
because of course it did
🔮 july
my favorite: black/blonde hair hoseok
this was the first time i experimented with a layout of this sort and i thought this turned out really cool! giffing hobi is such a treat for me and i need to do it way more because it gives me so much serotonin
most notes: yoonkook comp
THIS SET WAS SO MUCH FUN TO MAKE AND I’M STILL IN LOVE WITH IT!!!!
🔮 august
my favorite: red plaid taehyung
he’s so cute what the fuck :/
most notes: taehyung samsung commerical
i’m really not sure why this did well, i put very little effort into it lmao
🔮 september
my favorite: ON mv making film taehyung
self explanitory
most notes: esquire taehyung
i’ve had this blog since october 2020 and this is only the second time i’ve had a post hit 5k notes (and 4k too for that matter)
🔮 october
my favorite: taehyung trying to bulk up
literally WHAT is this man doing. the way i leaped off my bed when this scene popped up in the bangtan bomb with no warning
most notes: dramatic taegimin
honestly same
🔮 november
my favorite: motsone tae and his tongue
i haven’t rested since he did this and it took me over a year to finally get to gif it in HD so
most notes: taehyung’s fond of jimin face
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🔮 december
my favorite: motsone jungkook
soooo pleased with how this set turned out and the purple/pink colors flowing so naturally. i experimented a bit with sharpening, especially with this dvd and i think this is the prettiest jk set since the bias wrecker one i made in february!
most notes: funniest taehyung moments
thank you kim taehyung for making us laugh so much this year <3
that’s it!!!
i’m gonna tag some of my fave creators of this year but PLEASE do not feel obligated to do this!
@intokook @jeonbunkook @taeunwoo @kimtaegis @tcehyungs @taeyoonge @hobeah @jeonjcngkook @userjiminie
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Fums’ Comic Directory
Hi! I created this Tumblr to act as a directory to my past comics you can read online for free. I plan on updating this with future works over time, but for now I hope you enjoy these comics.
MINI COMICS:
Fruit Salad Comic’s NIGHTMARES Anthology (2022) - A five page horror comic for an anthology pertaining to nightmares. Content warning for Animal death, Blood, Gore
Downpour Dreaming (2022) - A five page f/f slice of life comic.
LATE LATE LATE NIGHT Road Trip (2022) - A road trip between a pair of women goes wrong when one of them learns of a mysterious extraterrestrial secret.
Created for 24 Hour Comics Day, this horror comedy is a wild and campy ride from beginning to end. This comic contains mild body horror and mentions of cannibalism.
SABAW (2022) - Upon collapsing in a forest, an adventurer is cared for by a couple of old women and learns about how their travelling food stall came to be.
This comic contains mild blood and fantasy violence.
DRIFTING ANCHOR & WANDERING SPECTRENAUT (2022) - A Spectrenaut who visits the spirit world runs into an old friend from her past and catches up with each other over egg pie while reminiscing about their times together as a team.
Fruit Salad Comic’s KALEIDOSCOPE Anthology (2023) - A 12 pg comic for @fruitsaladcomics themed anthology where the artists got assigned a colour to make a short comic around it. Content warning for: Worms, Blood, and Alcohol
Fruit Salad Comic’s SEASONS Anthology (2024) - A 12 pg sci-fi comic created for @fruitsaladcomics SEASONS Anthology (2024) where we each got assigned a season to make a short comic around it. Mine was winter.
the ANGEL KILLERS recurrence (2024) - “You must be wondering– Why did you receive all this blood? I need to do me a huge favour.” Those were some of the last words Alma Santos received from her dead research partner’s package before she’s put in a time loop of suspense, mystery, and murder to stop the end of the world.
This comic contains blood, death, and guns
ONESHOTS:
Knightbreakers (2020)
In a world where people have Asters that grants them the power to cast elements, Esdras is a young boy who dreams of becoming a knight, but his life changes when he meets a mysterious duo who decide to help him hone his powers and discovers there's more to the knights then he initially thought.
Knight Breakers is a oneshot comic was initially created for the 100th Anniversary of the Tezuka Manga Competition in 2020.This comic contains fantasy violence and is aimed for a 10+ youth audience.
Biscuits and Glassworks (2021)
A baker visits a glassblower to watch her work at her studio where the two face their feelings about their creations and each other.
A short slice of life and romance comic.
ELECTRO MAGNETIC BOTTLE ROCKET (2021)
An intergalactic agent comes across a powerful energy on Earth and investigates the peculiar source of it, only to run into someone from her past.
A 52 page sci-fi/action comic.
If you enjoy and would like to support my work, consider checking out my Ko-fi and Gumroad in the links above. Thank you for your time!
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12 Days. 13 Gifts.
Jensen Ackles x Reader
Summary: Jensen has a surprise for you on Christmas day and he hides it through the 12 Days of Christmas.
Warnings: mentions of smut, making out, pure fluff, talks of religion because of the songs meaning, umm I think that’s it but if there is more and I missed it please let me know since I wrote this over a week.
Word Count: 6527
A/N: I know that the 12 Days of Christmas technically start on Christmas day and go on until the new year, but I did it before Christmas and have it end on Christmas. This kind of got a mind of its own once I started writing it. I didn’t plan for it to be this long but once I started writing, the words just flowed. I looked up the meanings on my own. I tried to keep most of the religion out of it so people would be comfortable reading it so I briefly mention the meaning and then make it what Jensen thinks of the reader. I didn’t proof read this so if there are mistakes, I’m sorry. This took me days to write with a 4 day break in-between due to working 14 hour days. I hope you guys enjoy.
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SPN Christmas Bingo 2020
Jensen was away filming Supernatural. They decided to do an extra episode before winter break so they wouldn’t have to come back until February. You missed him like crazy, but you were just grateful you were to get a little bit more time with him in the new year.
You worked for Gen so you were able to spend a lot of time with someone that understood missing their significant other. You also loved spending time with the little ones and helping Gen with her and Jared’s three children.
You were sitting at home doing some housework when you heard the doorbell. You made your way down the stairs to the front door of yours and Jensen’s shared home. You looked through the peephole and saw a delivery truck leaving the driveway. You opened the door and saw a small box.
Taking the box to the kitchen, you opened it and saw a tree shaped box full of plastic pears and one partridge in the middle. You pulled the box out and set it on the table. You looked back into the bigger box and found a note. You started reading,
On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me... a partridge in a pear tree.
I’m sorry I’m not there to join in the Christmas decorations and Christmas activities. I can’t wait to come home and see how beautiful your decorating is. Save some decorating and activities for me. I love you and can’t wait to see you.
J<3
You smiled as you looked pack over to the present your boyfriend gave you. You walked over to the table you weren’t going to decorate because you were going to use it for the buffet on Christmas day when all yours and Jensen’s families come. You set up the box to lean against the wall so people can see it when they come over. You laid the note in front of it, preparing to save it for the rest of your life.
The next day, you had gone out with Gen and the boys to a local farm. Gen was doing a piece on a healthier lifestyle and where it starts. You had your camera with you getting pictures of Tom, Shep, and Odette interacting with each other while they did the activity the tour guide set up. Soon Gen joined them and you grabbed pictures of that too. After getting the pictures you needed, you put your camera up. Gen took that opportunity to ask you about the package Jensen left for you.
“Did he really send you a gift based on the 12 days of Christmas?” Gen asked.
“Yeah. I was so surprised. I had talked to him that morning and he didn’t let anything on that he was sending something.” You replied. Smiling to yourself as you thought about the thoughtful gift from Jensen.
“Do you think you’ll get the other eleven days?” She asked genuinely.
“I’m not sure.” You said. The kids looked tired and came over asking if it was time to go home. “I guess I’ll find out when I get home.” You laughed as you put Tom on your back and then picked up Odette as Gen picked up Tom. All three kids drained of any energy.
After helping Gen take the kids in, you said your goodbye and headed back to the house. When you pulled in the garage you noticed a package on the front porch. You eagerly walked from the garage to the front door to get the package. Walking back to the kitchen, you cut open the box and saw two turtle doves with their heads touching. You picked them up to admire the beauty of the glass piece. You gently set it down on the counter and looked in the box for the second note.
On the second day of Christmas my true love gave to me... two turtle doves.
Did you know turtle doves symbolize friendship and love and you are supposed to give it to a special person? And as long as both of us keep our turtle doves, we will be friends forever? You’re my best friend so I give the other one to you. Mine is attached to yours so we can keep them safe. I plan on staying best friends for life so don’t lose yours. I love you baby. See you soon.
J<3
You happily picked up the two turtle doves and the note and smiled as you set them next to the pear tree. You grabbed your phone and texted him “safe and sound. Love you.” Jensen quickly replied back with the heart eyes emoji.
You loved your gifts so far. You loved that the note explained what it symbolizes. You didn’t know that, you just knew the song. You hoped you would get more incite on the other days as well. That is, if you get more packages.
The next day, you were editing Gen’s photos when the doorbell rang. You weren’t expecting anyone so you assumed it was a package. You quickly hopped up from the computer and ran to the front door. You were already wearing a giant smile. As you opened the door you saw three giant boxes. You gently brought them into the foyer of the house. Too big and too heavy to move throughout the house. You opened the box that was labeled “box one.” You saw a giant iron french hen in the box as well as a note on top.
You grabbed the note and set it on the table by the door. You decided to pull out the french hen to see what it looked like. You looked it over and noticed Faith was engraved in the side.
On the third day of Christmas my true love gave to me... three french hens.
Faith. Hope. Love. These are what the three french hens represent. I have faith in us. I hope you’ll love me for the rest of your life. And I love you more than words can describe.
Also sorry these are so big. I couldn’t find smaller ones. I figured these would look good in the yard.
J<3
You laughed at his little p.s. note. You went to put the note on the table with the rest. You grabbed the first hen and took it outside. You decided that putting them next to the walkway would be the best place until you get out the spring yard decorations.
Another day at home called for deep cleaning the guest rooms and the guest bathrooms. Only your parents and Jensen’s were staying at the house. Both of your siblings and their families were going to be staying at a hotel.
You had been cleaning for hours. You wanted a break and it seemed like fate wanted me to have a break too. Just as you were walking to the kitchen, the doorbell rang. Walking to the front door to get day four of gifts, you opened it and grabbed the package. You finished your walk to the kitchen and set the box on the counter. You walked to the fridge to grab some water before returning to the package. Today, you were tired, so you were a little slower on opening the package.
Once you had the box open, you saw a statue of four black birds. There was a button located on the side. You pressed it, kind of scared of what sounds it was going to make. You laughed as you heard a variety of bird sounds. You looked for the note and pulled it out of the box.
On the fourth day of Christmas my true love gave to me... four calling birds.
I did my research for this one and not much is on it. There are a lot of representations. Anyways, here are some blackbirds to join the collection that I hope you’re keeping. I love you. See you a lot sooner than you know.
J<3
You laughed at his note, just picturing him struggling to find the significance of the calling birds. You did as you had done before and set the statue and the note down next to the previous gifts. You smiled at your little collection you had built. You just knew this was going to be something you set up every year at Christmas. Notes and all.
The following day at the Padalecki house, you were helping decorate the tree with the boys and Odette while Gen went to get last minute Christmas gifts. You let the kids decorate it while you took photos. You were trying not to laugh as you noticed only the bottom half of the tree decorated. You prayed that Gen and Jared would leave it like that.
You heard the garage door and assumed it was Gen coming home. You laughed as Tom and Shep argued over where the reindeer ornament went. Odette walked towards the box of ornaments but stopped short and looked at something behind you.
“DADDY!” She yelled as you turned around to see Jared standing there with a smile on his face. He dropped his bag and bent down to pick up his daughter.
“Hey baby girl. Having fun decorating the tree?” He asked. She nodded her head and smiled at Jared. “Are you guys being good for Y/N?” All three answered yes in unison. You laughed.
“Have a good trip?” You asked him as he set Odette down. She ran off to join her brothers again.
“I did. Jay’s at home. I know you haven’t seen him in a while.” He said as he walked over to give you a hug and a kiss on the head. “Why don’t you go home? I can take over from here. I may be needed for the branches they can’t reach.” You both laughed as you looked at the naked top of the tree.
“Thanks Jare. Has Gen talked to you about coming to dinner tomorrow night?” You asked as you packed up your camera.
“She did. We figured we could come a little early to help out with whatever.”
“You can come early but you aren’t allowed to help.” You laughed as he frowned. “I have most of the decorations up. The rest are left for Jensen to do tonight. I just want some good ole family time. I haven’t seen you in forever and I know the kids want to see their Uncle Jensen.”
“We love Uncle Jensen!” Shep yelled.
“Is he here?” Tom asked.
You shook your head no. “No T, he’s not. But you will see him tomorrow. If you’re good for your parents tonight and tomorrow, I’ll have some cookies for you guys to decorate after dinner.” All three yelled in celebration.
“We’ll be good. Promise.” Shep said as he ran over to give you a hug. “Bye aunt Y/N. Love you.”
“Love you to Sheppy. I’ll see all of you tomorrow.” You said as you smiled at Jared and made your way to your car.
The drive to your house was short seeing as Jensen and Jared wanted to live close to each other. When you drove up, you didn’t see a package on the porch. You did smile though when you saw Jensen’s car in his spot in the garage. You walked into the house to see five small boxes on the coffee table with Jensen sitting on the couch next to them.
You ran over and hugged Jensen’s neck hard. “I missed you so much. Did you have a good flight?”
Jensen dug his head into your neck. You heard a mhmm as a response before you felt a kiss on your neck. He pulled back and gave you a soft kiss on your lips. “I missed you baby.” He kissed you again. “Can’t wait to spend the break with you and only you.”
“You do realize in a week's time we will have a full house of people.” You laughed. He shrugged before smirking at you. He turned to look at the gifts laying on the coffee table. You hopped off his lap and sat next to him, reaching for the boxes.
You picked them up and realized they were ring boxes. You opened it up to see a gold ring with a goldfinch bird on it. You pulled it out to observe it. Jensen was observing you. You had a huge smile on your face. You quickly opened all of the boxes and saw each ring was similar but the bird was positioned differently on each.
“These are beautiful Jense. Now where’s my note?” You asked eagerly. Jensen laughed as he handed it to you before he wrapped an arm around you and pulled you close.
On the fifth day of Christmas my true love gave to me... five golden rings.
The golden rings represent the yellow rings around a pheasant’s neck or a pretty little bird known as a goldfinch. A goldfinch symbolizes the importance of positivity, the value of happiness, and the simplicity in life. You are the most positive, happiest, and simplest person I have ever met. I am lucky to know you. You are my goldfinch. I love you.
J<3
You smiled at Jensen before you grabbed the rings and walked to the table that was holding all of the other gifts. You laid the note in front of it. You smiled as you looked over the four days worth of gifts that were in front of you. Jensen wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you into his chest.
“I love how you have it set up. I love where you put the hens.” He kissed your temple and squeezed you tighter.
“This is such a great idea. I love the thought you’ve put into it.” You turned in his arms. You placed one hand on his chest and the other on his cheek pulling him towards your lips. You placed a loving kiss on his lips before looking into his eyes. “Thank you for this. I love it.” Jensen smiled at you before he pulled you back into a kiss.
The next morning you woke to the smell of food. Jensen was sitting next to you with a tray full of breakfast food.
“What's all this?” You asked as you sat up.
“You’ve been doing so much around the house, plus working for Gen and helping her with the kids, I thought it's just a small thing I could do for you. And your cooking dinner tonight, so you deserved to spend the morning being pampered.” Jensen said softly. “I also have your sixth gift.”
He handed you a box. You opened it up and saw a glass goose. After picking it up you saw a glass nest with glass eggs in them. You gently put the goose back in the box and pulled out the note.
On the sixth day of Christmas my true love gave to me... six geese a laying.
It may not be six geese, but this is a cool one. The laying of eggs represents life and creation. Together we have created a life. A life that I love and never want to leave. The only way it changes is for the better. I love you.
J<3
You smiled at the note before putting it back in the box. You set the box on the ground before turning to Jensen. “I love the life we’ve built and I love you.” You said as you leaned over and kissed him.
It was day seven already. Jensen had spent most of the day in the garage with Jared, building furniture and toys for the kids Christmas. You had spent most of the day cleaning and prepping for the families to arrive in two days. While cleaning in the living room, you heard both boys come in and go into the kitchen. Jensen came out of the kitchen drinking water and came over to give you a hug.
“Want to open the seventh day?” Jensen asked.
“Is Dean the best Winchester?” You asked back.
“Hey now!” You heard Jared scoff. You looked up to see him leaning against the wall. You laughed when you saw his annoyed face. “What are you doing?”
“Jensen is giving me the 12 Days of Christmas?” You said with a big smile on your face. You walked over to the table and waved Jared over. Jared walked over to see all the gifts. “Jackles, you did this on your own?” He said, shocked.
“Yeah, I did. Don’t sound so surprised. I’m a romantic.” Jensen said while hugging you from behind. He pulled back and went to grab the box from the garage. He set it town on the dining room table. You quickly opened it and saw a big gold swan with six slightly smaller ones around it. You gently set it down and looked for the note.
On the seventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me... seven swans a-swimming.
Purity. Beauty. Grace. Love. Elegance. You might think I’m talking about you, but really I’m talking about what a swan represents. You are the swan of my life. You are so pure, beautiful, graceful, full of love and elegance. In the world we live in, we need more of you, but I’m glad I have you. Never change my love. I love you.
J<3
You looked up from the note to see Jensen setting the swans on the table next to the other. You walked over and set the note next to the swan. You grabbed Jensen by his cheeks and turned his face towards you. You squeezed his cheeks and gently laid a kiss on his lips.
“You’re the real swan of this relationship. I love you.” You whispered. Jared watching his two best friends with warm eyes.
“Did you just call me a bird?” Jensen joked before kissing you again. You laughed and pulled away. You heard Jared laugh as well. You turned to the big moose.
“I didn’t think I would get all of these since he started this before he came home.” You said to Jared. You turned to Jensen, “This is literally the best gift I’ve ever gotten.”
“It’s only getting better.” Jensen said. You smiled. I’m going to start dinner. Jared you’re welcome to stay and Gen and the kids are welcome to join if you’d like?”
“I would love too, but Gen is actually making stew for dinner. Thanks for the invite though.” He smiled at you as he sat on the couch.
“Well you’re welcome anytime.” You said as you hugged him from behind and kissed his cheek. He grabbed your arm and gave it a squeeze and a pat before you let go. You walked out of the room and to the kitchen.
Jensen sat next to his brother and sat there for a second before he spoke.
“Is everything ready to go for Friday night?” Jensen asked.
“Yup. I’ll let the photographer in the back gate at 6:30. He said to give him 15 minutes to get stuff set up. I told him where you were going to be standing so make sure you stand there. Families know what’s happening and promise to keep it a secret. Gen picked up the ring the other day and I will give it to you when I get here Friday afternoon.” Jared said.
“Perfect. I really appreciate the help with all of this. You and Gen both. I don’t think I could pull off the proposal and the 12 Days of Christmas without you.” Jensen said sincerely.
Jared slapped Jensen on the back before standing up, “I’ll always do anything for you. Plus I’m happy you’re finally proposing. The two of you deserve each other and deserve to be happy.” He started walking towards the door. “I’ll see you tomorrow man. I’m going to go have a lazy night with my wife and kids.”
Jensen smiled at his friends and followed him to the door. Once he saw that Jared was in his truck, he shut and locked the door. He walked into the kitchen to talk with you while you cooked dinner.
Monday morning came too fast. Thankfully Gen gave you the week off. She said if she needed pictures taken, Jared could do it. You woke expecting to spend time with your husband, but he was gone. You walked to the kitchen and saw a note on the counter
Jared called for a morning run. Be back for lunch. Love you.
You smiled and decided you would make a full lunch and you could order out for dinner. You pulled out the ingredients for your favorite meal. You prepped the food within ten minutes before throwing it in the oven for three hours. You would make the rolls and salad when it was closer to lunch.
You decided today would be a lazy day of watching movies and casually wrapping Christmas presents for yours and Jensen’s family. When Jensen said he would be coming home from filming later than normal, you used your free time to wrap his presents so he couldn’t snoop. His presents were already under the tree.
You pushed the coffee table towards the love seat to create room for wrapping. You then went to the closet and got all the presents out and the wrapping paper. After setting everything down, you went down to the office to get the scissors and tape. Finally you were able to sit down and relax and wrap. You decided to watch all of the classic Christmas movies while you were wrapping since you hadn’t really seen any this year.
When Rudolph the Rednosed Reindeer ended, you decided to put Frosty the Snowman on next. Jensen walked in right when it started and he was holding a box. He smiled at you before he set it down in front of you before sitting next to you.
You ripped open the box to see eight maids milking a cow. You noticed the tail was curled like you could hold it and then you realized that it had a small hole on top.
“This is so cute that it might get used all year round.” You said looking at the piece that was made to hold milk or cream for coffee or tea. Jensen smiled at you and then handed you the note. “Oh my favorite part.” You beamed.
On the eighth day of Christmas my true love gave to me... eight maids a milking.
In the 15th and 16th century in England, “lets go-a-milking” meant “let’s get married.” One day I want to go-a-milking. I want to see you walk down that aisle to our forever. I love you so much.
J<3
You looked up at Jensen with tears in your eyes. He gently put his hand on your cheek and you leaned into his touch.
“This isn’t a proposal, but one day I will. I will give you forever.” He said before leaning in to give you a kiss with so much love.
“And when that day comes, I will say yes to our forever.” You smiled at him.
He smiled at you before he turned to see what you were doing before, “Put me to work so we can have a lazy movie day after lunch.” You laughed and told him to start wrapping.
Tuesday you woke up early. Going straight to the kitchen to start the coffee. You looked at the clock and noticed that it was only six in the morning. You groaned knowing it was going to be a long day, but you had to get things done before family arrived. You pulled out a notepad and pen and started a list for groceries you would need for the time everyone is here. You then made another list for the Christmas food you would need for Christmas Eve night and Christmas lunch and dinner.
You sighed before taking a drink of your coffee. You set it down and laid your head on the counter trying to get motivated to start the day's work. You felt arms wrap around you from behind. You sat up and leaned against your boyfriend.
“Why are you up so early?” He whispered, giving you a gentle kiss on the neck.
“Too much to do. I’m about to go to the grocery store, but I needed a list and coffee first.” You replied.
“Since when is the grocery store open this early?” He asked as he pulled away and got some coffee.
“Since it’s the holidays. I want to go when it opens so it’s not so busy. Not very many show up at 7 am.” You replied. “I just need to go get dressed.”
“Let me finish my coffee and I’ll go with you.” You were about to tell him he didn’t have to when he interrupted you. “No. Don’t say I don’t have to. I want to help. You are putting in so much work so we can host our families for Christmas. Just tell me what to do.” You smiled at him and thanked him before moving back upstairs to change clothes.
Later that afternoon, you started working on prepping food so all you had to do for two dinners and a lunch was to put them in the oven to cook them. Jensen walked into the kitchen before you could truly get started and he dragged you to the table holding the 12 Days of Christmas gifts.
You saw a medium size box and Jensen nodded for you to open it. You pulled out a jewelry box. When you opened it you saw a ballerina and it turned as the music played.
On the ninth day of Christmas my true love gave to me... nine ladies dancing
Today’s part of the song stands for the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit. They stand for love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control. You are the love of my life and you give me so much love. You give me joy. You bring me peace. You are so patient with me. You give me so much kindness, even when I don’t deserve it. You bring so much good to the world and to me. You have faith in me when I don’t even have faith in myself. You’re gentle with me when I need it. And you have self control to not let your emotions overcome you to where you say or do something you would regret. (I don’t know how you have self control when I’m around though *wink wink*).
I love watching you dance around the kitchen when you cook, the bathroom when you are getting ready, and the living room when you are cleaning. You have danced your way into my heart and I hope you never dance out. I love you baby.
J<3
You walked up and hugged him. “You say all these kind things about me, when these almost match what I think about you.” You said into his chest.
“I can’t even compare to you baby.” He kissed the top of your head. “Okay. Let me help prep food so we can have a calm night. Mom told me they will be here by 10 tomorrow morning. And your dad said they’d be here around lunch. So let’s finish so we can enjoy our little alone time.”
The next morning, you were doing some last minute cleaning before Jensen’s parents arrived. You were cleaning the leftover breakfast dishes when you heard the doorbell. You were about to stop what you were doing when you heard Jensen get it.
“Hey guys.” You heard your boyfriend say to his parents.
“Hi baby. Where’s Y/N?” You heard his mom ask.
“I think she was doing something in the kitchen.” He responded. You heard someone walking towards you and decided to dry your hands and give a proper welcome to his parents.
“Y/N! How have you been?” Donna said as she stepped into the room.
“I’m good Donna. How was the trip?” You asked.
She nodded, “It was good. Is there anything I can help you with dear?”
“I think I’m good for now. Jensen has been a doll and has been helping me with everything. I think now we can go into the living room and talk. My parents should be here shortly.” You said guiding her to the living room.
After an hour of talking, your parents arrived. Your mom and Donna instantly started catching up when your mom turned and saw the table of gifts. She got up and walked over to it which drew Donna’s attention as well.
“What’s all this?” Your mom asked.
“Jensen has been doing the 12 Days of Christmas for me.” You said as Jensen came and wrapped his arms around you and gave you a kiss on the head.
“Well isn’t that sweet and romantic.” Your mom cooed. “Y/N, your dad never did anything like this for me, I know you’ve been dating for a few years, but if I haven’t said it before, he’s a keeper.”
You laughed as Donna agreed. You all decided to go grab lunch. Both sets of parents were catching you up on everything that was happening in their lives and your siblings lives. When you returned from lunch, your parents both went to their rooms to unpack and get comfortable. Jensen took you into the dining room where you saw another box.
When you opened it up, you saw ten leaping men as a tin decoration. You smiled and set it on the other table with the other gifts. You went back to the box and found the note.
On the tenth day of Christmas my true love gave to me... ten lords a leaping
These ten lords a leaping represent the ten commandments. But I have to be honest. I instantly thought about how you leaped your way into my heart. I also thought about how I would leap over mountains and oceans for you. Anything to make sure you are happy and feel loved. I still love you.
J<3
You smiled at Jensen and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He pulled you into him and gave you a heart stopping kiss. One kiss led to another and the next thing you know he has you sitting on the table with him between your legs making out. You had no care in the world. Just enjoying this small moment with your boyfriend. Jensen pulled away and your head jerked to the left when you heard a throat being cleared. Your face burned red when you saw your dad and Alan standing there.
It was finally Christmas Eve. Jensen decided since the house would be full of your siblings and nieces and nephews, he was going to give you your present this morning. He quietly got up and turned off your alarm. He walked down to the garage where he was hiding the presents and got the one labeled day eleven.
He walked back upstairs passing his mom. He stopped and gave her a kiss on the cheek and told her to make herself at home. He walked back towards your shared bedroom. He saw you sleeping so peacefully and he felt bad for waking you, but he wanted you to have this moment. He loved being able to share these few minutes with you. Seeing your eyes light up when you saw the present. He didn’t think it was possible for them to light up anymore than they already were until he saw you read the note. He knew you loved the gifts, but he loved that you loved the hand written notes and thought into what these gifts mean.
Jensen leaned over and kissed your face gently while rubbing your arm. “Come on baby. Open your eyes for me.” He said softly as he watched you try to wake up. You opened your eyes and blinked a few times before looking up at Jensen. “There she is.”
“Hi.” You whispered.
“Hi.” Jensen whispered back before giving you a soft kiss. “I wanted to give you your present before everyone got here. I like having the privacy for it.” You nodded and moved to sit up and lean against the headboard.
Jensen handed you the box. You tiredly smiled at him as you took it. You opened it up and found a medium wooden box. You opened it up and saw eleven wind instruments made out of wood. You smiled admiring the beauty of them. You moved onto the note that was laying in the bigger box.
On the eleventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me... eleven pipers piping
I learned today that eleven is considered an unlucky number because it’s one less than a dozen and one more than the number ten, which apparently is a fan favorite. These pipers stand for the faithful disciples. I hope you take this meaning as knowing I am faithful to you. I would never intentionally do anything to hurt you or to break your heart. I love you.
J<3
You smiled at the note before setting it and the boxes on the bedside table. You pulled Jensen to you and you gave him a lazy kiss while trying to fix his bed head.
“How about you show me how faithful you are before everyone wakes up and the others arrive.” You smirked at him. He lunged at you as you giggled. “It would be my pleasure.”
It was Christmas evening and you had noticed Jensen getting a little bit restless. He had been like that all day. You just thought it was because of all the people in the house, but when Jared showed up he got even more antsy. A little after six, you decided to pull him aside.
“Jense, come here.” You said waving him towards the stairs. You led him to the bedroom and sat him on the bed. “Is everything okay?”
“Yeah. Why wouldn’t it be?”
“You’ve just been restless all day. You almost look nervous.” You said rubbing your finger over the frown lines on his foreheads.
“I’m fine. Just feel weird having all these people here.” He said leaning up to give you a kiss. He turned to look at the clock on the beside and saw that it was 6:30. He knew Jared was now letting the photographer in the backyard. “Do you want day twelve?” You smiled and nodded.
When Jensen handed you the last box, you ripped it open and found twelve miniature drums stacked on one another. You pulled it out and admired its beauty of different colors. Jensen then picked up the note out of the box and then reached for your hands.
“Come on. I got a surprise for you outside.” You linked your fingers with his and smiled. When you walked through the living room to the backdoor, everyone watched on.
Jensen led you to the middle of the yard under the lights he hung last weekend. You heard music start playing through the outdoor speakers and you looked up to see Jared standing on the porch.
“You kids have fun out here. Just not too much fun.” He said while wiggling his eyebrows. You laughed and turned back to Jensen.
“May I have this dance?” He asked, holding his hand out. You nodded. “You know Y/N/N, you are the one thing in my life that can make me truly happy. There have been plenty of days that have been complete crap and I see you or call you and I instantly feel like I had the best day of my life. You listen to me and give me words of advice and encouragement. You love me when I don’t think I deserve to be loved.”
“You’ll always deserve love, Jense and I will spend the rest of our days reminding you of that.” You said. He smiled. He stopped dancing with you to hand you the last note. He turned you around and wrapped his arms around you. When you started to read it, he let go.
On the twelfth day of Christmas my true love gave to me... twelve drummers drumming
The meaning of this one comes from the Apostles' Creed. I’ll let you look that one up while I tell you what drumming means to me when it comes to you.
You walk to the beat of your own drum. You are the beat of my heart. Your love is a drum and I never want to miss a beat. Now it’s time for your heart to skip a beat in a good way.
I really love you.
J<3
Now turn around baby.
You turned around and gasped when you saw Jensen on one knee holding up a box with a beautiful ring inside.
“Y/N/N baby. I did the 12 Days of Christmas to show you how I see you. To show you what you mean to me. I want to love you for the rest of my life and beyond. I want to be your shoulder to cry on. I want to comfort you when you need it. I want to be part of the reason for that beautiful smile. Will you let me love and care for you for the rest of our lives? Will you marry me Y/N/N?”
You felt tears rush down your face as you smiled.
“Yes. A million times yes Jense.” He smiled and put the ring on your left ring finger. He stood up and wrapped his arms around your waist and picked you up spinning you in circles. You put your hands on his face and leaned down to kiss him. “I love you.” You whispered to him as you stared into his eyes.
You heard cheering from the porch. With Jensen still holding you, you both looked up and smiled at your family.
“It’s about time.” You heard Jared yell as he walked down to hug the two of you. “I’ve had to keep this secret for so long.” “You knew?!” You asked, shocked.
“Jensen planned it all, just needed some assistance so you wouldn’t find out. He knows you don’t like surprises and you don’t like waiting for presents.” Jared said while laughing. You shrugged knowing he was right.
You turned back to Jensen and he wrapped his arms around you. “Thank you for making me the happiest man in the world. I can’t wait to call you Mrs. Ackles.”
You smiled at your fiance before giving him one last kiss. You turned towards the rest of the family that followed Jared. You gave everyone a hug and thanked them as they congratulated the both of you. You saw Jensen talking with your brother and Jared and you smiled at him. Even though you were now making it official, both of you were already a part of each other's families.
This was a Christmas you would never forget.
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MBTI✨☃️The Great Christmas Debacle🎄pt.1
infp (the mediator)
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entp (the debater)
couple
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entj (the commander)
best friend
(ft. entj x intp couple)
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[at infp & entp's townhouse. the day before christmas eve]
infp: [opens door to let entj in] i can't wait to show you all my christmas decorations! c'mon, c'mon!
[entj looks at entp worried. entp raises eyebrows adding to anticipation]
[infp leads entj into living room]
infp: [throws arms up] ta da!
[living room is covered in decorations, fake snow, huge tree, the whole nine]
entj: oh my god... it's like christmas threw up in here... and had diarrhea.
infp: [looking around with a huge smile] i know right!
entp: infp wanted to call it winter wonderland but it's more like christmas thunderdome
infp: ok, ok, i know it's a lot and usually i do a lot but i know this like a lot... a lot. BUT it's been a super hard year and since we're hosting friendsmas this year i thought we could all use some christmas cheer... i just want one thing to go right this year, and i think i nailed it. ugh i'm so excited. not even 2020 can take christmas from me! [raises fist like braveheart ✊]
entj: well, i applaud you 👏. i mean it does look like a lot work too, did you make all ten of those ginger bread houses?
infp: yeah! me and intp made them last week when we all got together for game night.
entj: wait i was there? i remember all four of us drinking spiked eggnog, trying to build gingerbread houses, and then playing pictionary but when did you two build TEN gingerbread houses?
infp: oh well after entp couldn't build theirs and threw that hissy fit, and we started playing pictionary, it was when you two started screaming at each other and drawing over one another that intp and i kept building.
entp: THE GINGERBREAD KIT WAS DEFECTIVE!
entj: i was not screaming, ok. i was just talking at a loud-ish volume to get my point across, BECAUSE entp cannot COMPREHEND the rules of pictionary.
entp: i understand the rules PERFECTLY, it's not my fault intp draws like a three year old that has lobster claws for hands.
entj: *gasp* [in a "loud-ish" volume] YOU KNOW THEY HAVE A VISUAL LEARNING DISABILITY THAT DEALS WITH SPACIAL RELATIONS. ITS WHY THEY'RE TERRIBLE AT GEOMETRY!
infp: HEY! HEY! THERE IS NO FIGHTING IN THE WINTER WONDERDOME! AND YES I SAID WONDERDOME!
[entp and entj glare at one another and then relax, like nothing happened]
infp: *exhales* ok so nooowww i wanna show you my absolute favorite part of the winter wonderdome.
[motions to huge christmas tree]
infp: [with a big smile] my opus of christmas! so all of the ornaments are either for someone we love or stuff both of us like. so for example, here's my ornament it's a little giraffe with a santa hat because as you know i love giraffes 🦒 and here's entp's satanic snowman 👹⛄️ ornament.
[infp moves to ornaments below theirs]
infp: and here's yours, see it's mrs. clause as a business woman.👩💼🧑🎄
entj: aww she's even got a little cell phone she's talking into.🥺
[entj looks at ornament next to mrs. business claus]
entj: oh my god. what the hell is that?😳🤨
entp: oh that's intp's. it's a historically accurate depiction of the German folklore christmas cryptid, Krampus. sort of a half goat, half demon entity that hits misbehaved children with bundles of sticks and then eats them annnd takes them to hell. intp was very specific in what ornament they wanted.
entj: yeah that sounds about right.
infp: hey where is intp?
entj: oh they're waiting for an amazon package. they're convinced the woman who lives in the condo across the street from us is going to steal our mail. they said she was "eyeing" our porch the last time she passed by walking her teacup poodle.
entp: wait isn't that lady like 80 years old?
entj: yeah... and when i reminded intp of that, they said and i quote "yeah, 83 years old and onnne crafty bitch" as they had their binoculars wedged between the blinds on the front window...
infp: 😳... annyyyy wayyyy, so don't you love my opus of christmas 🎄😆
entj: it's great infp. [pats them on the back briefly]
infp: yeah it's pretty much the only thing that brings me joy anymore. *claps* ok, entj let's hit the grocery store and dont let me forget to get marshmallow fluff!
entj: what do you need that for?
infp: you'll seeeee 😁
entj: [looks to entp 😳]
entp: 🤷♂️
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The Holes of My Sweater
Read it on AO3
Summary: When Ladybug and Chat Noir agree to a Christmas gift exchange in an effort to brighten Chat's solitary holiday season, they might just find themselves exchanging more than gifts. Or, in which an ugly Christmas sweater unwittingly leads to an identity reveal.
Notes:
Written for Day 28 of the @miraculousfanworks 2020 Advent Calendar Prompt: Ugly Sweaters Thank you to @Kizerain, @HopefulPhoenix, and @TheBluemoon for being kind and thorough betas!
The winter months had again approached with their usual lack of fanfare, the colder weather settling in to coax most citizens back into the warmth of their homes.
Most, but not all.
Chat Noir and Ladybug sat poised atop the edge of one of the many nondescript Parisian rooftops, their legs dangling in the snow-dusted air. Their standard patrol had ended about an hour ago, yet they found themselves reveling in the simple joy of each other’s company.
“So, Chat Noir, any particular plans for Christmas?” Ladybug asked, her legs kicking out one after another to keep her blood flowing in the chill.
It was an innocent enough question — particularly as it followed their earlier conversation about their favorite holiday drinks (hot cocoa for both, it seemed) — and yet Chat Noir went rigid in response.
“Can’t say I do, Bugaboo,” he replied, his breath ghosting in front of him. “I suppose I’ll just enjoy the evening in my room with Plagg. Maybe I can ask my classmate to make a tiny Santa hat for him, though I’ll have to tell her it’s for a pet hamster or gerbil or something.”
While Chat Noir had dropped hints here and there that he wasn’t overly fond of his time spent at home, Ladybug was still startled to hear that his isolation would extend to the point of the holiday season.
“Wait, you won’t be with your family for the holiday?” Her eyes creased in concern, her head tilting to one side as she tried to catch his eye.
“No. I won’t.”
Normally, Ladybug wasn’t one to poke or pry at the subject of Chat’s life. The secrecy of their identities was essentially her one Golen Rule, and any breach of information would send her straight into deflection mode. But this? This, she found particularly distressing.
“Chat, you’re going to be alone for Christmas?”
“Well… Things just aren’t the same this year.” “But they’re different enough that you won’t even be around your family?” Ladybug put a hand on his shoulder. “Or what about your friends from school?” “Well, they all have their own lives and families,” Chat said as he leaned back on his hands, his face tipping up in an effort to avoid his partner’s unabashed look of concern. “And with Father, well… nothing has been the same since… Anyway, he’s not exactly a jolly guy to be around, even when he is around, so it’s really no big deal.”
Ladybug pursed her lips in thought.
“Well, that simply won’t do.” She removed her hand from his shoulder to poke his nose with her forefinger. “That settles it, we’re just going to have to have a little gift exchange, then.”
Chat perked up, finally turning to look her in the eye.
“A gift exchange?” A small smile emerged. “Between the two of us?”
“Well, I’d be remiss if I didn’t get a gift for one of Paris’s best heroes,” she said. “Of course, this does mean we’ll have to give each other at least three facts about ourselves so that we can come up with some good gifts. But don’t get any funny ideas.”
She had to throw in that last word of caution, taking note of the now-wider grin and upturned eyebrow of her partner.
“Why, M’lady, no funny ideas here,” he quipped. “We’re all business. All bright and merry business.”
Ladybug didn’t make any attempt to smother her smile. Any joy she could infuse into Chat Noir’s holiday invariably infused joy into her holiday, which was somewhat a gift in and of itself.
“Okay, then I’ll go first.” She tapped her chin thoughtfully. “Hmm, well, my favorite color is pink, I love hamsters, and… Jagged Stone is my favorite musician. So that makes three!”
She swung her legs back up, crossing them and turning so that her knees bumped closer to Chat’s.
“Now it’s your turn, Chaton. ”
“Alright, well, first things first, please don’t buy me camembert,” he laughed. “Plagg will kill me for saying that, but seriously, I think I’ve already had my fill of stinky cheese for a lifetime. But, other than that… well, I love Ultimate Mecha Strike III!”
Ladybug perked up this time. “So do I!” “You do? Well, M’lady, we’ll have to have ourselves a little battle sometime,” he said, playfully punching the air before continuing. “Let’s see, number two is that I also love anime.”
“Nerd.”
“Number three… well, I don’t really get much of a say in what I wear.” His earlier enthusiasm slowly faded, his hand coming up to self-consciously cradle the back of his neck. “I always have to follow certain rules with my clothing. Don’t worry, I won’t say why, but it would be nice to just… wear something a little more personal for once, you know? Something silly or fun. I don’t know.”
Chat looked sideways at a deflated Ladybug.
“I’m so sorry!” He threw his hands up. “This is supposed to be fun, and I’m just dragging it down.”
“No, it’s okay, I’m just really sorry to hear that you don’t get to express yourself like that,” Ladybug reassured him. “Clothing is one of my favorite ways to express myself.”
“Really, Bug, it’s okay.” Chat Noir affixed his signature smile in an attempt at blitheness. “Anyway, that makes three facts for us both, and it’s getting late. I hate to take away such a handsome view from you, but this cat is feline pretty tired.”
Ladybug rolled her eyes, smiling despite herself. “Oh please, I was over the view hours ago.”
Chat Noir stood, holding out a hand to help Ladybug up before extending his baton.
“Sure you were.” He winked, turning and bracing himself to vault to the next rooftop. “Stay warm, M’lady.”
Ladybug remained in place after he left, watching his silhouette bound and disappear over the rooftops.
“Stay warm, Chaton ,” she whispered.
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While Ladybug was usually late to her meet-ups with Chat, she did her best to arrive on time the night of their gift exchange. Not only did she not want to leave him waiting, but she was also exceptionally excited to see his reaction to her gift.
She had spent almost every evening for the last two weeks trying to perfect the handmade garment. The pads of her fingers were still sore from constant pinpricks, and her eyes remained persistently dry from the nights she stayed up late to design, edit, and sew for hours at a time.
But it would be worth it. She knew .
Of course, her partner just might have been more excited than her, considering he was already sitting on their favorite beam of the Eiffel Tower.
“Someone’s early,” she noted as she recalled her yo-yo, landing gracefully a few feet away.
“And someone’s not late!” Chat Noir sat up straighter, careful not to drop a crisp red envelope into the thin air.
Ladybug bit her lip to try and suppress her smile as she approached him, her own package hidden in her hands behind her back.
“Well, I suppose there’s no use in waiting.” She edged closer. “So … Merry Christmas, Chaton. ”
She pulled her gift from behind her back, holding it out with both hands.
“Why, M’lady, you shouldn’t have,” Chat jokingly chided her, standing and extending his hand to trade off his own gift. “This was all your idea, so you should open your gift first.”
“Well, if you insist,” she said, handing off her package before sliding her thumb beneath the fold of the envelope.
Chat watched with a bright grin, his eyes scouring her face for the first hints of a reaction. His ears twitched forward in excitement as he heard her gasp.
“VIP tickets to Jagged Stone’s next concert?” Ladybug looked up in shock, the tickets gripped tightly between her right thumb and forefinger. “Chat, how ? This show was already sold out, let alone with the chance to buy tickets like these !”
“Just trust that I know how to work some Christmas magic of my own.” Chat bowed elegantly, his hands fanning outward as he winked up at his partner.
“Okay, kitty,” Ladybug giggled before tucking the envelope inside of her yo-yo. “Now it’s your turn.”
She found herself bouncing on the balls of her feet in similar anticipation as she watched Chat tear easily at the package with his clawed hands. And as he unfurled the wrapping to reveal the soft fabric beneath, his lips tugged of their own accord into a look of unrestrained mirth.
He let the inner tissue paper fall to the side and held up an ugly Christmas sweater in both of his hands.
“Do you like it?” Ladybug asked shyly.
The base of the sweater itself was black with a gaudy, neon-green paw print sewn into the center. Bright circles bubbled out from the center, mimicking the appearance of a Cataclysm — only mocked up to resemble that of Christmas ornaments. Small Christmas lights were sewn delicately into the hem around the sleeves, neck, and bottom of the fabric.
“Like it?” Chat Noir sputtered. “This—this is amazing!”
He began to pull the garment hastily over his head, prompting a cautious grimace from Ladybug.
“Careful, now, Chaton , otherwise you’ll—”
Chat Noir froze, stopping in dismay to inspect the way two claws had snagged and hooked straight through the seam near to the sweater’s neckline.
“Oh no! No, no, Ladybug, I’m so sorry!”
Ladybug just smiled and shook her head patiently, reaching out to once again rest a placating hand on his shoulder. “That’s okay, Chat Noir. I can just—”
Beep beep beep
The two startled before looking down toward Ladybug’s yo-yo.
“An akuma alert.” Chat gingerly extricated himself from the fabric.
“The sweater will have to wait. Right now, we have a job to do.” Ladybug turned out to scan the skyline. “Just don’t wear it until I have the chance to fix it, okay?”
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Marinette arrived at school the next morning about as groggy as usual. While the akuma battle hadn’t taken all too much time for Paris’s illustrious heroes to defeat, it still hadn’t left her with much time to make up for nearly two week’s worth of lost sleep.
“Geez, girl, devoid of caffeine, much?” Alya poked one finger into Marinette’s exposed cheek. The other was pressed to the desk as she attempted to grab whatever fleeting moments she could with her eyes still closed.
“Just, uh, stayed up late sewing again.” Marinette failed to stifle a yawn.
“Well, you can sleep later,” Alya teased her. “You prince charming just walked in. Don’t you want to wish him ‘good morning’?”
That merited a slight raise of Marinette’s head (albeit the movement was devoid of her usual frantic energy), and it took a moment for her eyes to adjust before a small gasp caught in her throat.
That sweater.
“Hey, nice ugly Christmas sweater, Adrien!” Alya called. “I’m surprised your father let you out in anything that wasn’t trademarked as an Agreste original.” She discreetly elbowed Marinette in the ribs as Adrien took his seat.
“Y-yeah!” Marinette stuttered. She sat up stiffly, bracing her hands on the desk as a light blush bloomed across her face. “Um, where get you it? I mean, w-where did you get it?”
Adrien beamed. “From a friend.”
“A friend? Like… in our class, friend?”
“Oh, no,” he clarified. “Just someone I had a little gift exchange with last night.”
Marinette’s blush turned cold, her whole body going icy as her eyes caught on the frayed fabric near the sweater’s neckline.
Then she began to sweat.
“Marinette,” Alya interrupted softly, leaning in to inspect her friend’s face with mild concern. “You good, girl? You look… kind of sick.”
“Yeah!” Marinette took a slow, shuddering breath, pausing a moment to school her features into something resembling that of an assuring smile. She then glanced at the boy who had turned back to face the front of the classroom. “I’m totally fine.”
Several minutes passed by wherein Marinette could only quietly watch the back of her classmate’s head, inwardly comparing him — the tilt of his shoulders, the lilt of his voice — to that of her partner’s. And there was simply no mistaking it.
Not anymore, at least.
In front of her, Adrien began to rummage through his bag, searching for a class item that was apparently nowhere to be found. Sighing a little, he stood up to address Nino, who had just taken his own seat beside him in the front row.
“I’ll be right back, I forgot something in my locker.”
“Me too!” Marinette stood quickly, struggling to tame the warmth that had returned with a vengeance to her cheeks. “Not ‘me too’ as in I, uh, forgot something, too, but as in I… I’ll come lock you to the withers! I mean, come with you to, um, to the lockers!”
Alya sat gaping at Marinette before she remembered to throw her an encouraging thumbs-up. Meanwhile, the rest of the classroom sat watching in silent interest before the girls began knowingly whispering to each other, muted giggles erupting before being shushed by one another.
Adrien, blessedly, seemed oblivious to his peers’ varied reactions.
“Sure, a little company sounds nice.” He gestured forward politely, allowing Marinette to step down the stairs before him. Her legs felt wooden beneath her, and her tongue had gone dry in her mouth.
What do I say? What do I say?
The two exited the class silently, Adrien glancing curiously at Marinette as she mentally tested her words. She kept her face fixed forward for the duration of their walk, and it was only when they had finally entered the locker room and Adrien reached forward to grab his textbook that she gently grabbed his outstretched wrist.
Adrien was startled but didn’t recoil, providing Marinette with the opportunity to steel herself before meeting his eyes.
“I like your ugly sweater.”
“You do?”
“Yeah. But I thought I told you not to wear it until I could fix it for you… Chaton.”
Adrien paused, his eyes wavering over Marinette’s in brief panic before the warmth of realization set in.
And then he smiled.
“So you did… M’lady.”
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Winter Package 2021 Part 1
My thoughts and commentary as I watch Winter Package 2021! There is only the one making DVD in this package (107 minutes long). The other part of this was just the photobook and extra merch. Reminder that these are just my thoughts, it's not very organized. You get me typing it out as I go like I'm reacting to a friend. Somewhat like a bullet point format in a way. Love these packages! Trailer for WP 2021 and trailer number 2
Winter Package 2021 was filmed in Gangwon-do, South Korea. They were there shooting from 201208 through 201210. B cuts from their photoshoots posted by Naver here. And Jihope also posted extras to Twitter after the DVD released in Feb. 2021. Jhope here. Jimin Part 1 Here. And Jimin Part 2 here. 💜 And Jin on Weverse. And you can watch it in full in not wonderful quality, but still with subs on YouTube if you want here
The video opens up with all the covid safety precautions. Lmfao peak pandemic video vibes. The start is of their first shoot at the hotel. So cozy and the outfits were amazing. Then they all went to the beach for indivual, unit and group shoots! Vhopemin were the first unit, followed by Jinkook and Namgi! Namjoon was so excited to get to shoot with Suga. It was so sweet. He said it had been 6 long months and he was going to keep these photos until he died 😭 they missed him so much.
Jimin kept everyone giggling. Lol so cute. And Jimin's memories of the winter ocean included when he jumped into the cold ocean with Suga holding hands as a penalty 🥺🥺 Everyone else talking and there is JK shouting "ahhhh" lol cold maybe? Jimin just giggling and pointing at him! They then all went to go eat dinner together at a restaurant 금화정막국수 and Jikook sat next to each other and JK barely talked he was just enjoying his food too much! Lol
To end the first day of filming, Suga MC'd their games related to childhood, and they decided to just do their teams by table. So we got Namkook, Jinkook, Vhope. And they all picked unit names for their teams. Lol Ugh (namkook), Jinji-do and Vope. They played a complete the fairytale game and so many giggles. Lol Jimin trying to help JK cheat and give a hint when he got stuck on an answer, but he still got it wrong! The next game they played was looking at pictures drawn by kids and guessing who it is 😂 Jimin going "ayee" and pinching Tae's cheek when he saw the portrait he thought was of V!
The one kid who said they wanted to do a princess role play with the member they drew 😭 and it was Jimin who they drew! Jimin wanted to say thank you to the kid too 🥺 And we know that it was actually Son Sungduek's son (Moa) who made Jimins photo thanks to his insta post! The way everytime JinMin are on a team together and win a game, they jump into each other's arms is adorable! Yoongi throwing shade at all the members for their origami skills in game 2 😂 and they ended their day with yummy snacks!
They ended day 1 with their diaries as always. Tae said the most memorable part of the day for him was the drive and that he fell asleep during it. Lol JKs favorite part of the day was dinner because it was really yummy (we can tell he enjoyed it!) Jimin crashed Jins diary time and wrote on his page that he was proud of him 🥺 these 2 on this day man! Jin wrote about the rocks and the ocean. Jimin wrote about how the sky looked so pretty while he was getting ready that it made him happy. Hobi wrote about the winter ocean and enjoying the photoshoot. Namjoon wrote about playing games and eating snacks. Suga wrote about how he was on a low carb diet but broke it for good food at dinner.
The last part of the day was the video diaries too before going to sleep from Joon, Suga and Hobi. They all looked so sweet. Namjoon bringing up again how special it was to have Yoongi back with them. Hobi talking about being scared but also excited to go ziplining the next day. And Yoongi talking about his rehab, being back to work and excited for beer tasting the next day, even if it's a 2 hour drive away.
Day 2 kicks off with everyone going to the High1 Ski Resort for the next photoshoot! Which is one of the absolute cutest they've ever done in my opinion!! Photos in the snow with a bright concept. And i love it. Everyone skidding around in the snow, so cute. Jinjikook have a unit shoot and JK initates chaos by starting a snowball fight and jinkook quickly spiral out of control with their snowball fight 😂 JK with his cute blue and pink fake highlights! The way they match Jimins blue hair too! It's always them!! Lol jinjikook playing rock paper scissors to see who has to roll down the hill. JK loses and Jimin tells him immediately not to actually do it, it's dangerous while Jin just encourages bad behavior the whole time 😂 This trio! Sope is the next unit who practice their English on the ski lift on the way up to the shooting site! Vmon being the last unit and looking so cuddly! Jimin and Jin running up yelling so pretty and taking photos of them too! Lol Hobi taking photos of Jimin and Jin while holding his hand on break, JK taking a photo of Tae doing a pull up too! Jinkook wrestling match round 2 happening as well 😂🤣 Jikook playing around with the giant fake snowball before the group shoot starts. Everyone just seems like they are having so much fun! The everyone cuddling Suga group shot is probably my favorite. The sweet jinkook backhug after all the bickering today is so nice. Lol and the way Tae melts into Jimin is so freaking cute.
They then all head off to their activities in 2 teams. Yoonminkook to go make beer and the others for ziplining and yoga. Lol 2seok getting really nervous and asking if it's too late to go make beer instead 🤣 everyone said they were only here for the yoga lol and the relaxing chill entrance to the brewery in contrast. Lol Jimin saying that Suga had made beer before but it was our (jikooks) first time. The cuts between the 2 groups 😭🤣 everyone being so scared about getting ready to zipline vs everyone calmly learning about the brewery tools and getting a tour and a promise to taste test some beer too. Lol regardless of being scared, when it was over they all had so much fun on the zipline and loved it! I loved seeing them all have fun!
It's the way jikook always talk mostly to each other even as they speak to the whole group. Lol they loved the beer! They are all so cute! Jimin scolding JK "don't get too excited" when they were sitting down in front of all new beers to try and JK automatically started trying to touch them. Lol Jimin sharing that his first try of black beer was one that Jin bought him years ago and he didn't really like it. JinMin are really so freaking cute this package. I can't stop loving on them. Suga encouraging Jimin saying it's bitter so you tend to like it more as you get older. Lol yoonminkook make 3 types of beer today while they are there. JK cracking jokes and making Jimin laugh so hard 🥺 Jimin saying his acting has gotten better and JK just going "ayee." Sigh, these two. So many little touches through this whole trip too. JK stirs so aggressively when making his beer! Lol! Jimin scolding him again when it's time to move on but he doesn't stop. The armpit tickles and chest smacking! 🤣 JK saying he wishes they could share the beer they made with the other members too!
The guys doing yoga being so cute!! 2seok in the back keep giggling to each other. Lol Tae accidentally falling over during meditation. When told to get more comfortable. Joon tells Hobi he is sitting like his Mom 😅🤣 anyone else really enjoy the yoga and all the tips over good breathing and how relaxing that all was. And Tae saying how nice it was to be there with them and happy being together over their dinner 🥺 the teams had dinner together and yoonminkook had the other members send them a video of them ziplining and they watched it being so endeared 🥺 Jimin saying he originally wanted to do yoga but ended up doing beer instead but still had fun. Lol wonder if he was talked into it by someone or by Yoonkook together. Lol
Day 2 ends with the diaries and video logs before sleep too! I'll cover those for the end of Day 2 and all of day 3 in part 2 of this post! I wanted to be able to include more photos so I I'm splitting this up into 2 posts and unfortunately that means day 2 gets spilt up too! Lol they all had so much fun and that's honestly all I want to be able to see! Thanks for letting me share!!
#my thoughts over winter package 2021#jikook in winter package#jikook in 2020#my thoughts over winter package
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🎄 PotO Advent Calendar 2020 🎄
By @from-aldebaran
Snow Angel
As grey dawn broke over the streets of Paris, the Opera Ghost stood high atop the roof of the Palais Garnier, surveying the thick snowfall that had settled over the city in the night, snow still falling, perfect flakes settling on his cloak, their crystalline shapes unmarred, becoming bright additions to the subtle jet beadwork adorning his collar and shoulders.
Erik had suspected this change in the weather when he had completed his rounds last evening with a final stop on the roof. The air had smelled of impending snow, reminding him of days long ago on the road in Russia, where learning the signs and portents of the weather’s whims had been a matter of life or death.
The light-bejeweled city had been beautiful from the heights last night and was even more so now, all ugliness revealed by the daylight hidden beneath smooth snowy white curves, like the mask which shielded the malformed side of his face from the horrified gaze of the world. And this was not winter in Russia. His life no longer danced upon a knife’s edge from day to day. He stood here, atop his Opera House, warmth and beauty and home within, snow kept safely without, waiting for the dancers and musicians and singers to come fill his halls with bright life and music, which he shaped as always subtly from the shadows.
Well, and there was no more time to stand here gawking while snow collected at an impressive rate on the brim of his hat. There was much to be done this day, before the Palais emptied for the Christmas holiday, with a concert by the Opéra Populaire scheduled after, for the holiday season, and a new production starting in the coming year. The day would hold Christine’s early morning vocal lesson, a full concert ensemble rehearsal on stage at noon, with breakout practices and recitals in the afternoon.
The Opera House always bustled with life during the day, but never more so than at the holiday times. The artists, young and old, were caught up in what Erik understood to be the spirit of fellowship of the season, exchanging gifts, holding impromptu gatherings, filled with Christmas cheer, and above all, anxiously awaiting the time away from their work that the Christmas break provided. The days leading up to Christmas were filled with a palpable energy, waiting to be released as the company headed out on holiday.
Then, ah, for him a few days of what had used to be blessed solitude, when he could roam the halls at will, mindful only of the few beleaguered guards tasked to work the holidays. Never very happy about it, they typically stayed close to the main guard station, leaving the gilded halls free for him to enjoy in peace, to marvel at the beauty contained within the Palais and of course to attend to more practical matters, ensuring seldom used secret access points remained in working order. Yes, the holidays were a perfect time for a survey of his Opera House, top to bottom, drifting purposefully alone through the long winter nights.
But this year was somehow different. Sweet solitude held less allure. He had grown accustomed to the new lessons with Christine, their daily interactions. Seeing her progress, shaping her voice into a beautiful reliable instrument to serve her all her days. Speaking with her on matters musical and personal. Using his guise as an angel to gain perspective on facets of human behavior that he had either been unaware of or which had somehow eluded him completely. Not that he truly cared, mind, nor would he have much occasion to put this newfound knowledge into practice, being the solitary creature he was.
Still, she fascinated him…that is, what she had to say fascinated him.
It was a good thing, then, that the work to be done in the Opera House, still and empty and quiet for the next few days, would occupy his time so completely.
Erik turned to go, his footprints from his earlier traverse already erased by the snow, leaving no doubt his new footprints would be obscured as well. He swept his hat off, releasing a sudden tiny blizzard into the wind. He felt the unexpected kiss of snowflakes on his cheek, and a warm flurry of sensation in his chest which he recognized with surprise as anticipation, anticipation of a pleasant day indeed, with all proceeding according to plan.
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Christine was late. Very late. Christine had never been so much as a minute late before, not for their morning lessons.
Erik fretted behind the mirror until the moment when the door to the dressing room flew open and Christine burst in, her arms full of bags and parcels, her blue cloak damp about her, her usual outside-of-the-opera upswept coiffure fallen, sending her auburn curls cascading about her shoulders, sparkling with snow. The vacant tableau of her dressing room came to vibrant life with her entrance, her cheeks and lips rosy with color as she spun to close the door behind her, calling for him immediately.
“Angel, oh Angel, I am so sorry! Are you here, did you stay?”
He had not the heart to make her wait a moment for his answer, though her calls for him were their own sweet music.
“My child, I am here. What befell you? And what is it that you carry there?”
“Oh, Angel,” Christine began, as she set her various burdens down on the vanity, easing woolen mittens from her hands, unfastening her cloak and tossing it over the dressing screen to dry. She perched her mittens precariously atop the screen as well. “It has snowed, have you seen, a very great snow, the most here in Paris in years and years!” She pulled a small pair of hair combs from the pockets of her dress, trying in vain to roll the snow-dampened curls of her hair and secure them away from her face.
“I did see, and this delayed you somehow?” He felt like a fool. He seldom had to go abroad from the Opera House in inclement weather, unless he wished to, and he had not even considered the snow as a reason for the lateness of her arrival.
“Well, yes, it is not only snow, but ice beneath and walking is treacherous, especially for those not accustomed to snow! I daresay I spent more time helping people up this morning than I did on my own journey here.” Christine laughed, adding with sudden astuteness, in apparent consideration of his angelic nature and his potential ignorance about the meaning of her northern origins— “I am Swedish, you see, and used to the snow!”
She busied herself sorting various packages that she fished from the bags she had carried, explaining as she worked. “We exchange gifts with each other for Christmas, the ballet girls do, and these are the presents I have brought with me to give.”
Of course. Gifts were customary at this season, he thought, as his chest inexplicably tightened.
Her hair came loose from the combs again and she pulled them free, rummaging in her vanity. “These are entirely too small, they always have been. I simply need to get larger ones, and give these away.”
She pulled a larger pair of combs from the drawer, evidently much used by the battered look of them and was finally able to set her hair away from her face to her satisfaction, though the rest of the snow-swept curls she left free, here in the confines of the Opera House, where the rules governing a young lady’s expected hair arrangement were a moot point at best among the bohemian members of the Opéra Populaire.
His eyes caught on her face as she peered into her vanity mirror, and he was struck suddenly that beneath the rosy glow imparted by the winter weather, she was pale, and somehow drawn, with faint lilac shadows beneath her eyes.
It was not like her to complain about anything, especially something so inconsequential as a set of hair combs. Perhaps…
“Are you well? Are you agreeable to our lesson today?” he enquired.
He drove her very hard, came the abrupt thought, as his gaze traced the stark line of her cheek, with these lessons in addition to the not insignificant demands of her duties in the company, singing in the chorus and dancing as well, under the also quite strict supervision of Monsieur Reyer and Madame Giry respectively.
For all that she held these responsibilities, and for all that she had been through these past years—things she had shared with him during the time of their lessons and on other occasions when she called to him and he was able to answer—she was, he suddenly realized, still quite young.
Young in a way he had never been allowed to be, and with a sudden hollowness expanding in his chest, he wondered if he was complicit in rushing her into adulthood with his stern expectations.
“Oh, yes,” Christine said, shaking her hair back one last time and coming to stand in the center of the room, poising herself for her warmups. “Some of us had hoped…well, had thought, that the day’s rehearsals might be cancelled due to the weather, but—” a look approaching worry crossed her face—“but I would never miss a lesson with you, Angel. And as it turns out, the day’s full schedule remains firmly in place.” Here her lip quivered, just slightly, and she cast her gaze down in what looked very like disappointment.
Oh dear. Abruptly, he was at a loss. He cast about for what to do and decided he needed more information.
“My child,” he said, “you know we have discussed before how I am ignorant of many things in this mortal world, and that I rely on you to be my guide in such matters.”
Christine lifted her head, nodding to the corner of the room where he had sent his voice to speak from.
“You must tell me truthfully, Christine. What had you and your companions hoped for this day? And please, dear one, sit down. Warm yourself before you even think of warming your voice.”
Christine crossed to the vanity and settled upon the little chair there, chafing her hands together and tucking them in the folds of her skirt. “Well, it seems so silly to say aloud, especially to you, Angel. Such trivial matters to concern you with, and really of no importance.”
“We have had this discussion before as well. There is nothing you cannot lay before me. Music is not made just with the voice, you will recall, but with the spirit. If the spirit is troubled or,” and here he paused, to rid his voice of any emotion save comfort, “or the body is tired, you must tell me, Christine. I am not always able to discern these things without your help.”
She shifted on the little chair, and then spoke. “Well, it is just, yes, we are tired, all of us, and we had hoped to be able to go out…and play.” She flushed, her pale features pinking in the soft light of the dressing room to match the high color of her cheeks and lips.
Play. In the snow?
Erik considered her in silence, information and observations assuming new configurations in his mind, Christine again leading him to a new perspective. He had anticipated a high level of energy from the company today, this he had observed before during previous holiday seasons. People with their minds on future plans, on gatherings with loved ones, eager to be done with their work.
But this morning, the Opera House fairly vibrated with the company’s restrained energy, and at last he understood—it was due to the snow!
And Christine—not just his promising student, but a member of that company, a member of humanity in a way that he was far removed from, in a way that he had utterly failed to take into account.
Erik pulled in a deep breath in his place behind the mirror, letting it out slowly and quietly as he gripped his hands tightly together. She would work herself to exhaustion, catch her death of cold, to not miss a lesson from him. Her health could take a turn, due to illness or overwork, two things he himself was never troubled by—and he would be responsible.
He could not and should not hold her to his impossibly warped standards.
And he—he had had no consideration for her at all, none, not even arranging for something as simple as a holiday gift…
It simply would not do.
Perhaps there was something that could be done, to make amends. He addressed her, sending his voice again from the corner of the room.
“Play?” He hoped he did not sound nearly as confused as he felt.
“In the snow, you know. It happens so rarely here!”
“Ah,” he said wisely, feeling thoroughly unenlightened. “And how, exactly, does one play in the snow?”
“Oh!” She leaned forward, clasping her hands, her voice animated and eyes bright. “There’s sledding of course, and snow forts, and snowmen, and snowballs…oh, and snow angels!” Here she laughed again.
“I see,” he said, though he saw nothing of the sort. He remembered looking out of his shuttered window as a child, at a group of children throwing balls of snow at one another in the street, and from his Russian travels he knew what sleds were, but all else was mystery. His tone must have conveyed more than his words, because Christine continued, explaining.
“Well, sledding is riding something smooth down a hillside covered in snow. Snowmen are figures made out of large balls of snow, stacked with a bottom and middle and a top for a head. You can add branches for arms, buttons or coal for eyes, and a carrot for a nose. And then things like scarves and hats if you like. Oh, and snow forts are like walls made of snow, or sometimes square or domed houses. To play in, you see, or hide behind, especially in a snowball fight.”
Christine tipped her chin down, shaking her head slightly, yet still smiling. “Snowball fights sound very mean when explaining them to an angel, but I promise you they are very fun! You make fist sized balls out of snow and throw them at one another. If you are feeling very wicked, you can pack them tightly, so they sting your target a bit.”
She raised her eyes, skin coloring once more, and brought the subject back round to virtue. “Snow angels are when you flop down in a field of soft snow, flat on your back, and then you move your arms and legs to make shapes. The legs, see, make a robe and your arms make the wings. At least—” and she glanced again at the corner his voice issued from “—that is what we think angels look like, though we have no way to be sure they look anything at all like what we have imagined.”
Well, and time to change that topic. It all seemed very silly…but perhaps that was what was needed here. Some time not to be serious. Some time to simply…play. At the very least, he would cut this lesson short and give the girl a break this morning. She had dance practice very soon and then the full run through of the holiday concert with the whole company, dancers, chorus, and orchestra assembled on the stage.
Today was the last day before the brief holiday break, and the show to commence very soon after everyone returned. They were already well practiced though, he had seen it for himself. The management could have made a different decision and called today’s rehearsals off altogether with no harm done. They were clearly as foolish as he himself had been.
It was time for that to change. And, he thought, his mind a whirl of ideas, time to share the lesson he had just learned.
“Christine, a few scales please and that will suffice for today. Warm up properly prior to your rehearsal later this morning. You will want to be well prepared for anything.”
She rose from her seat to move to the center of the room again. “Oh, Angel, are you certain? I can do anything that you ask.”
“I am very certain, dear one. Sing today, then go from here and rest your voice, body and spirit until you return again next week. You have given me the lesson today, Christine, one this angel had not considered, that people need time to rest and play, to stay well for their work. I shall not forget it.”
*****
Erik lounged in casual repose in the flies high above the stage, which hummed with activity dozens of feet below. The flies were empty save for himself; there was only one backdrop needed for the post- Christmas concert the Opéra Populaire was preparing to rehearse, and that already in place, leaving the stagehands to concentrate on ground level tasks. Joseph Buquet’s many little nests of old drop cloths, where he napped away the hours hidden safely from view above the stage, were empty, Buquet himself busy sharing a flask of holiday cheer with the dayshift guards at their station. This set of circumstances had saved Erik quite a bit of time in dealing with unwanted attention, and ensured he had no audience for the completion of the project that had consumed his morning hours, and gave him also an excellent vantage from which to observe today’s proceedings.
He had been right about the effect of the holidays, and Christine’s observations about the snowfall enabled him to see even more clearly…no one wanted to be here today. They wished to be out, in the snow, left to their own devices
Idly, Erik observed the rehearsal layout. The orchestra was ensconced in the pit, doing their warm-ups as the conductor, Monsieur Desplat, presided in dreamy, absent-minded glory, bent over his sheet music, his hair a cottony white nimbus about his head. Desplat lived fully in the world of music, which condition Erik could understand, but alas, the music in Monsieur Desplat’s head often drowned out the real world shortcomings of several members of his orchestra.
As if on cue, the Third Trombone hit a particularly sour note, causing Erik’s fingers to clench. And of course, the Second Trombone’s chair was empty, the man over in the string section, pressing his dubious attention upon one of the violinists—it scarcely mattered to Erik which one, nor, he suspected, did it matter much to the Second Trombone, whose criteria in choice of partners boiled down to alive and available.
Stage left stood the twittering semicircle of the chorus, no uniformity to their dress as they were not yet outfitted in full Christmas costume. Monsieur Reyer as usual strutted before them like a bantam cock, all nervous energy and sharp movement, his incessant frustration confined only by his perpetually too-tight jacket and too-small hat. Erik had to admit that the man knew his business, else Erik would have made it his business to have the répétiteur replaced years ago. No, Reyer was quite competent, and then some, despite a distressing tendency towards favoritism and inclination to fawn over said favorites, resulting in a failure to correct their slide into bad form.
And there stood the favorites themselves, La Carlotta and her partner Signor Piangi, at the downstage end of the chorus’s semicircle. La Carlotta, true to her character, alternated between looking bored and disdainful, while Piangi’s good nature asserted itself as he chatted with chorus members, yet, with the ease of long practice, and perhaps a well-developed sense of self-preservation, he remained constantly aware of and attentive to the ever-changing moods of his lady diva. As usual, Piangi had done a thorough warm-up, his pleasant tenor an accompaniment to Erik’s morning efforts in the flies, and also as usual, La Carlotta found warm-ups beneath her, which contributed to the daily erosion of her once supreme talent.
Stage right, a drift of tulle and satin, the ballet dancers fully costumed in their holiday concert regalia, complete with tall tiaras each adorned at the highest point with a glittering golden star, in sharp contrast to the stern black-clad presence of Madame Giry, staff at the ready. And there, speaking animatedly with Madame Giry’s blonde-haired daughter Meg, was Christine. Erik narrowed his eyes—he had heard Christine warming up as he worked and knew she had no dance role in this concert. If she were not careful, she would risk—
“Daaé!”
And there it was, Monsieur Reyer’s nasal voice rising above the sounds of the orchestra and sending Christine rushing across the stage to her place in the chorus. One would think, Erik mused, that a vocal coach of some renown would have made some effort towards making his own speaking voice less of an assault on the ear, but sadly, this was not the case. One of the ballerinas, a particularly unpleasant girl with dark eyes and scornful brows, far too aware of her own beauty, laughed and muttered something to her compatriots, while Meg frowned fiercely at her. Erik cocked his head, and made a mental note of the scoffer’s position.
All in good time.
He settled back to wait for the rehearsal to begin.
*****
The company was restive, there was no doubt of it. Errors in previously solid performances abounded. The ballet girls had missed their cue again and stood sullenly until a broad overblown note from the First Bassoon, a young man relatively new to the orchestra, sent them into a fit of giggles which seemed to set them more at ease. A deliberately overblown note, thought Erik, knowing a player of that caliber and on that fine of an instrument would have to work at producing such a sound.
Yes, and that reminded him, strings and woodwinds. Special consideration would have to be taken for strings and woodwinds...
The chorus was also off, and Monsieur Reyer was growing more and more heated, stopping the songs, launching into his familiar tirade of “No, no, no! Nearly, but no!” repeatedly, which was ostensibly supposed to be both helpful and comforting and which in reality was neither.
Erik caught sight of Christine’s pale, strained face amongst the chorus as the rehearsal moved forward into the third selection. Three selections out of twenty, and at this rate hours upon hours of work for the beleaguered members of the company, and every bit of this realization showing in her expression.
It was time for the lesson to begin. As taught by Christine to her Angel, thence from Angel to Opera Ghost, and now, with very great pleasure, from Opera Ghost to the whole of the Opéra Populaire…
The ensemble was several bars in, orchestra, chorus, and dancers striving for synchronicity, when Monsieur Desplat was roused from his world of music by the sight and sound of his woodwind section and his string section ceasing their play, and standing to put away their instruments with some haste.
“Here, now,” he sputtered, as the brass played gamely on, the singers and dancers onstage continuing, determined, it seemed, to make it through this song come what may. “What are you doing?��
The First Violin spoke up. “Why sir, only what you told us! You said rehearsal’s off, to pack our things and go!”
“I said no such thing!” Desplat declaimed, as the strings and woodwinds persisted, that no, they had all heard it, plain as day, as though he had spoken right in their very ears…
On stage, the chorus gamely continued, but the lack of complete accompaniment and the distraction of the many standing figures in the pit finally threw them off, and Reyer brought them to an uneven halt as per usual.
“No, no, no! Nearly, but—”
SPLAT!
Seemingly out of nowhere, Reyer was hit in the back of the head by a wickedly accurate snowball, which knocked his hat off amid a spectacular spray of glittering snow.
A second whizzing sphere smacked the headdress off of a particular ballerina, icy cold snow wiping the ever-present smug expression off of her face.
In the stunned silence which followed, an odd sound was heard, dozens of ropes passing through dozens of pulleys, as an equal number of buckets descended rapidly to every far flung area of the stage, coming quietly to rest amidst the company.
Each bucket was heaped to overflowing with snowballs.
And it was on.
High above the fray, Erik rocked with silent laughter as the stage devolved into a battlefield.
The orchestra wasted no time in storming the stage and commandeering ammunition, the strings and woodwinds with their instruments safely stowed (thanks to the early warning they had received) versus the later arriving brass section, all of them at one point joining forces to pelt Monsieur Desplat rather mercilessly until he seized a music stand as a shield and made his way out of the orchestra pit to the safety of the far reaches of the auditorium.
Madame Giry made a small attempt to control the corps de ballet and might have done so, had not her canny instincts led her to glance upward at the flies, where Erik allowed her to see him. He waggled a snowball at her from his own private stash, and she sighed, stepping back and releasing the ballet dancers to do their worst.
The chorus, who rather sportingly had not attacked the still recovering Monsieur Reyer, and who had instead turned gleefully on each other, solidified into a unit when faced with the raging attack of the ballerinas. Reyer’s immunity was short lived as he was caught in a blistering crossfire, not at all by accident, as Erik was able to discern from his superior vantage point. He noted with both surprise and delight that Christine got in a few hits on him herself.
In fact, Erik’s one concern, for Christine’s safety, had dissolved immediately as he saw her good Swedish instincts and good Swedish arm turn her into a smiling yet fierce combatant. She was well-liked by the company and not the malicious target of anyone that Erik could tell, save the scornful ballerina who, while she was a talented dancer, had no arm at all. Her mistaken attack on Christine was decisively countered and Erik added a hard packed ice ball to the middle of her back for good measure as she attempted to flee the stage.
Piangi, an enormous but well-liked target, was spared and used his seeming immunity to shield Carlotta, who huffed in red-faced outrage as he attempted to maneuver her off the stage before the worst happened.
And he would have made it, too, thought Erik, as he considered trajectories for a hit on Carlotta which proved impossible due to Piangi’s intercession—until the stagehands arrived. Arming themselves from a row of untouched buckets at the back of the stage, they fired at will, and with enviable accuracy, at La Carlotta, their bane and tormentor for many long seasons, reducing her despite Piangi’s shielding presence to a sodden bedraggled state in a matter of mere seconds.
Erik sought out a few especially irritating company members for his own strikes from above, and had then turned to amusing himself by lobbing high arcing shots into the orchestra pit, sending snowball after snowball into the bell of the abandoned tuba, when he caught sight of a particular nemesis, the Second Trombone, heading away from the fray towards the far backstage.
The man was a menace, his insatiable nature and never ending supply of willing partners resulting in innumerable trysts, and Erik had grown tired of stumbling across him all throughout the Opera House in the most unexpected places…and positions.
Sure enough, the Second Trombone had again seized the day with one of the violinists, and as the couple prepared to conduct a private symphony of their own backstage, Erik took great delight in dumping a full bucket of icy snowball melt upon them from the great height of the flies, bringing their performance to a chilling conclusion.
Satisfied, Erik returned to his perch above the stage. The battle still raged. Christine had switched allegiances back to the corps de ballet, and stood now shoulder to shoulder with Meg. They dodged and weaved incoming missiles with dancer’s grace, laughing all the while.
Never had he seen Christine so animated, so vibrant. So simply happy. His fingers, icy cold from snow, warmed as he pressed his hands to his chest, feeling his heart alive beneath his palms.
His attention was drawn away to Monsieur Lefèvre arriving stage left. Erik watched in astonished bemusement as Madame Giry made her way serenely from stage right, through the pitched battle, not one single member of the Opéra Populaire so much as daring to dream of throwing a snowball anywhere near her, to confer briefly with him. The two concluded their conference, Lefèvre threw his hands up and stalked away, and Madame Giry turned, striking her staff sharply upon the stage twice, bringing an immediate cessation of hostilities.
“Rehearsals for the day are concluded,” she announced. “We will reconvene next week, after the break.”
She silently surveyed the wet and disheveled assemblage of supposed professionals before her.
“Merry Christmas,” she intoned, and she sighed.
*****
Erik returned to the roof in time to see the liberated company, now hastily clad in their winter gear, spill out onto the front plaza of the Opera House. The snowball fight was quickly rejoined and spread out along the sidewalks and across the streets, and grew in intensity with the addition of staid bankers and stolid businessmen to the combat, grinning madly beneath their top hats and homburgs. Mesdames and mademoiselles joined in as well, in plain spun aprons or hats the height of fashion. Snowballs made equals of them all.
But there—there she was, Christine, with Meg, joining in the snowball fight.
Even at this distance he could see the silver and blue glint in her hair that meant she had found his gift when she returned to the dressing room for her cloak and mittens.
Hair combs, a pair, a design of intricately carved silver set with sapphires that matched her cloak and her eyes.
Erik cast his mind back to the warm Persian night, as far from the crisp air and glittering snow-covered streets of Paris as could be conceived, when he had been gifted the combs. There had been a boy, missing a leg above the knee, and Erik had had a thought of something that could be constructed, jointed at knee and foot, to allow the boy to walk. So simple really, it had taken him mere days to construct. His parents had been overjoyed, and the mother had offered the combs in gratitude. Erik had made to protest but ultimately had been unable to refuse and really, despite their uselessness to him, the combs were so beautiful they were hard to resist.
The combs had made their way back here with him, surviving the travels and adventures he had had since leaving Persia long ago. It had been a simple matter, among his tasks this morning, to return to his home beneath the Opera House and fetch some things away, the combs, a bit of pretty paper to wrap them in and a few other oddments that were here with him now in a cloth bag tucked by his feet.
Writing a note to accompany the gift had been quite a bit harder. He had decided against lengthy explanations of how an Angel could possibly gift a material object…if the subject were broached later, he would come up with something. Disguising his handwriting was old hat—his own handwriting was often rushed and scrawled as it attempted to keep up with the flow of his mind’s ideas. The Opera Ghost had very different penmanship indeed than his own. And so must the Angel, in a hand differing from both.
It was the sentiment that eluded him. He settled upon writing that he would see her upon her return after the Christmas break, to remind again she needn’t show up for their lessons for those few days. And then he thought to finish with “Merry Christmas” and realized he had never written, or spoken those words for that matter, in all the many and varied years of his life…
A sharp gust of wind that threatened to snap the edges of his cloak from his grasp brought him back to the rooftop. Clearly the gift and note had been found and must have been passable, for Christine had already set the combs in her lush curls. She was closer now, on the crowded sidewalk below, snowballs flying as a lone bicyclist, head down, rode close enough to become an instantly popular target, pelted with a will by all parties, save Christine. The cyclist fell, knocking his cap loose, as his bicycle slid beneath him on the icy street.
The bombardment was merciless as he attempted to retrieve his bicycle from where it had fallen…until Christine, arms raised, stepped next to him. The assailants, seemingly chagrined, turned their attentions back to each other as Christine brushed the bicyclist off, retrieved his cap for him and sent him peaceably on his way.
Erik shook his head, his hands unaccountably warming again. He would know her anywhere, he thought, simply by her actions. A merciful, caring young woman, who would forgive her poor Angel for not understanding that people needed to play and rest.
The combs, silver and sapphire, sparkled in her hair.
He was glad to have been able to gift her some laughter today as well.
She and Meg made their way to the front plaza to join a group constructing figures out of snow. Ah, these must be snowmen, and snow ladies as well, for the figures were those of the principals of the Opéra Populaire. Simple shapes, made of three large snowballs stacked atop one another; nevertheless, due to the accompanying accessories it was easy to tell who was supposed to be who. Christine and Meg helped with a figure of Piangi, a very large snowman indeed.
After a time, the girls left the group, and started, he knew, on their way to their homes. Madame Giry drifted gracefully out to join them, and they began their walk. Meg suddenly stopped, pulling her mother’s hands to stop her too, and she and Christine made their way over to an untroubled patch of snow. Laughing, they flung themselves backward, arms sweeping vigorously from their sides to above their heads and the position of their feet indicating that their legs described arcs worthy of da Vinci as well. Carefully rising so as not to disturb the patterns they had made, they hopped back to the sidewalk to admire their handiwork. There, in the snowfield, two angels now appeared. Christine patted at her hair, checking for her new combs, he fancied, and the trio, after some dusting off, continued on their way, to their waiting homes.
Erik watched until she was out of sight, watching longer still as the day began to fade toward evening. The snowfall, which had continued on and off throughout the day, was on again, lazy flakes riding the wind and spiraling down like falling stars.
And now, he supposed, it was time for his own lesson.
For Erik and the boy he had never had a chance to be.
He looked around the snowy expanse of the rooftop, and thought of Christine’s list. The snowball fight had been accomplished. Sledding…was not an option. Oh, it would be quite possible on the higher, steeper pitched portions of the roof of the Palais Garnier, but the inevitable conclusion must give one pause.
Snow forts….again he considered the snow-covered Opera House. Well, and he already had the grandest snow fort anyone could imagine.
That left only two items on the list, and he set to the snowmen with a will that surprised him.
In short order, he had two figures, one tall, one smaller. He eyed the bag he had brought with him. It contained buttons for eyes, blue for Christine, brown and blue for himself. For his own figure, he had brought a hat, unused since a midnight sortie some months back had gone rather awry and he and the hat had had to make a quick detour into the Seine. And for Christine’s, well, he had brought away the small unwanted hair combs when he had delivered his gift to her dressing room. They would be returned of course, as the snow melted.
But…even with these accoutrements accounted for in the final design, the figures struck him as clumsy and unrefined.
If he was meant to be having fun, damn it, it should be fun for him, not an assault on his artistic sensibilities.
He set to the figures again, shaping, sculpting, a dress here, a cloak there, adding snow as needed until the figures took on a fuller semblance of life.
He finished Christine first, her face taking shape beneath his hands, her hair now tumbling about her shoulders, a cascade of sparkling snow. He stepped back, to consider. Yes, this was recognizable as Christine to anyone who had even a passing acquaintance with her. Soft yet strong. Demure yet commanding attention. Graceful even at rest.
The buttons for eyes did not suit this sculpt, but the combs... Carefully, he set them amid the snowy waves of her hair, and was pleased with the result.
His own form took shape even more quickly, lean straight lines, the billows of his cloak, long hands with icy frozen fingers of snow, shining slicked back hair.
The face… He sculpted the left side first, smooth unmarred features, half of a firm-lipped mouth, the long straight line of one side of his nose, jaw and cheekbone and brow sharp and defined.
And then he stopped, eyes closed, brow furrowed and surely it was only melting snow he felt upon his cheeks...
The decision reached, he faced himself again and with trembling hands worked on the right side of his face, sculpting not a mask, but a semblance which matched the left, his face as it should have been, in some world out of time where he had been born a boy who could go outdoors, who had learned how to play, who had known the joys of family and home and love.
Stepping back, he saw a man he did not know, but somehow wished to. And next to the man, the girl who was fast becoming his teacher, perhaps leading him to come to know this strange version of himself at her side.
Shaking his head at his odd evening fancies, Erik delved into the bag, finding the hat, well suited to the figure before him, the hat having seen and been through much and lived to tell the tale. Settling it on the figure’s head, he tipped it low on the right side, as he wore his own, and acting on some instinctual impulse, with his finger he drew a line on the snowy visage, slanting from the left forehead to the right corner of the mouth, which he found comforting in some unknowable way.
Well. That left only one item on the list.
Removing his cloak and hat, he sat in the snow some small distance from the snow people, and laying back, moved his arms and legs in great sweeping, freeing arcs, his length of limb creating a startling large angel when he stood and inspected it.
An Angel of Music.
Something he and Christine genuinely had in common. Long before he came into her sphere, she had been visited by the Angel of Music; it was evident in her talent and passion and power.
And despite the vagaries of his life and birth, one thing he was truly grateful for, one thing that had saved him time and again, one thing that he believed in above all else, was his own visit from the very same angel.
It seemed fitting that these snow versions of himself and Christine had their own angel, as well.
He drew a staff in the snow between angel and student and teacher and with careful touches from the toes of his shoes, wrote a song in the snow for them to share. Although at this point, on this day, on this night, it was really rather moot now as to who was the student and who the teacher.
Erik dusted himself off, donning cloak and hat again, rolling the bag of buttons small enough to tuck into his pocket, and strode to the edge of the roof to look out over the city.
Paris lay covered in an absolution of pure white snow, a forgiveness of drifts that gleamed and glittered in the city lights below.
Snow swirled in the wind, and he knew by morning, his and Christine’s snow features would be blurred into generality, the angel windswept to a soft impression of the powerful muse he knew, the snow song unreadable and unknown except to those who had been there when it was written.
All fading into the past, leaving only tomorrow in view.
He felt again a tingle that he recognized as anticipation. The break would not be too long. Christine would return. Their mutual lessons would resume. Who knew what they would learn together?
Leaning out, over the roof’s edge, he spoke, and watched his words turn to mist, carried off by the ghost of an evening breeze.
“Merry Christmas, Christine…”
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why tk?
here are 7 reasons why:
1 the perilla leaf argument
in which tk argue that there's no f-ing way they'd be ok with their partner helping a friend with the perilla leaf. chopsticks are an extension of the self and chopsticks touching denotes closeness.
yet jk has fed tae with his own chopsticks many times. tae has literally eaten food that was halfway to jk's mouth (the documentary premiere). tae has stuck his fingers in jk's mouth while feeding him (its1).
2 food
more on the topic of food. tae's love language revolves around food. it's something he's learned from his mother (who packed sandwiches for everyone in its1) and he's given kimchi to his wooga friends. while waiting for the 2021 grammys announcement, tae is visibly peeved when jk asks for food. not because he doesn't want to share but the tone is more "babe, i asked you! and you said no but now you're hungry". note that he gives jk food (and even feeds him) when jk acts cute for him.
tae also knows how jk likes his drinks (festa dinner party 2022). in its2, they spend almost all the food scenes next to each other.
3 the amount of care that jk takes when it comes to tae
jk's said that he gives up on things easily but when he really wants to do something he gives it his all. look at the time he took and the amount of care over the snow globe he made for tae (in one of the winter packages). when he cooked for tae in one of the cutest its2 moments, his own version looked delicious but lackluster compared to the feast he whipped up for tae.
4 tae's hands
tae has the habit of reaching forward when he's making a point he's interested in. watch the way he reaches in jk's direction with his palms facing down when he mentions jk in a group conversation. or the way he pulls at jk's arms (3J+tae vlive in ptd lv when jk tries to leave to shower, gda 2020, proof live onstage at kbs music show).
5 kbs news behind the scenes
being on kbs news was the moment where it really sunk in with the boys that they were famous. it was a big goddamn deal for them. and tae turned to jk for physical reassurance on the way to the studio. after, as they were exiting the building, tk started getting clingy before springing apart when they realized the cameras were still on them.
6 they're each other's biggest fans
tae waxes lyrical (pun intended) about jk's music. his tone is gentle in the recording he makes for jk in the 2020 winter package where he tells jk he thinks jjk is the best singer in korea. note that he thought this recording was going to be private.
tae takes pride in being one of the first/only people to listen to jk's music. he's championed stay, talked about listening to my you a month before it was released, and praised your eyes tell over the song he was supposed to be promoting.
normally reticent jk goes on and on about how hot he thinks tae is. and let's not forget the number of times he's been caught giving tae the up and down. instances that come to mind: maknae vlive in ptd la, my universe btb, dynamite mv making clip)
7 physical touch
how many bros or friends do you know who touch each other's inner thighs for an extended period? or cuddle and nap wrapped up together?
there are too many instances to count where they've lounged on each other (its1, festa dinner party 2022, and gda 2020 for a small sample). they're touchy on camera and in front of a stadium full of people (dope and dna in ptd lv) or when they think they're off camera like when they're reviewing pictures. the way jk ran his hand along tae's back and then patted his ass in the proof live premiere.
the mvp: the styles concert video jh took where jk pulls tae's hand over his heart
there's an abundance of moments. i'm sure other people have their own favorites, this is just a shortlist that comes to mind
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JNPR Berries Week 2020
Day 6: Alternate Universe
Okay guys i hate aus and i always avoid au days for ship weeks but i actually have so many Pyrrha Lives/Fall Maiden!Pyrrha AUs and i got carried away i wrote almost 2k in bullet points
@jnprberriesweek
After Fall of Beacon Pyrrha has two options: 1) enroll at Haven with JNPR and continue to chase her Huntress dreams while paparazzi continue to make most things she does public, indirectly informing Salem where she is at all times. 2) drop off the face off the Earth both to avoid Salem/Cinder and to continue the Fall Maiden's job
Pyrrha being Pyrrha (self-sacrificing) goes with option 2
JNR decides there’s no way they’re going to let (a freshly discharged) Pyrrha go running into unknown with no friends or backup
She’s worried about putting them in danger (even though that’s the Hunter job description) but Goodwitch reminds her that she’s only at half power so she should accept the extra protection, and friends since she’s about to leave her whole life behind to live as a nomad which makes making friendships difficult to create and maintain
(Pyrrha doesn’t mention that she’s pretty sure she sees all of them in the more romantic light)
JNR help Pyrrha change her whole appearance. Which is very important since she’s also famous
She looses her iconic armor and has to leave her weapons behind
JNR tries to convince her to cut her hair but she’s worried about not being pretty
Jaune unhelpfully reminds her that that’s probably a good thing considering they’re trying to make her as non-noticeable as possible (poor boy just meant she’s so pretty already she'll probably never be able to blend into the background of any crowd)
Ren is actually the one who has to go "Pyrrha you’re gorgeous shorter hair isn’t gonna change that at all"
Then Ren goes "look at Nora she has short hair and she’s stunning for all we know you’ll look even better with short hair"
Pyrrha and Nora are practically speechless because Ren thinks they’re beautiful
Pyrrha is like okay but I won’t let you cut it any shorter than here (gestures to mid-chest level). (JNR tries not to look at her boobs)
Nora then tries to get her to dye it. Pyrrha holds out
JNR end up in Vol 4 outfits
Pyrrha makes the difficult choice of deciding to fake her death. She makes sure her friends (she unfortunately is unable to contact Blake or Weiss) and family still know she’s alive (but they still grieve her as if she’s dead. They most likely will never see her again. The only ones likely are her parents) but to the world Pyrrha Nikos is dead, killed in the Beacon Massacre
JNPR sets off through Vale (Fall Maiden's territory)
Pyrrha has a hastily made vaguely similar weapons to her last set. She may be a professional but she’s a professional with her chosen weapons and semblance, not most other weapons
JNR sees how Pyrrha dies inside every time a little kid or random citizen tells her "did you know you look a lot like Pyrrha Nikos?"
Pyrrha is also now getting hit on without her celebrity pedestal to keep people at bay
The first few times its truly pathetic how Pyrrha responds
JNR doesn’t intervene because they remember how sad she was about no one asking her to the dance
What JNR thinks is they’re coming into rescue her only occasionally. The truth is Pyrrha is getting rescued every time by a different member and lots of times one of them will step in before anyone even approaches her
Most of the time she’s happy one of them intervened
Some times she’s mad that no one will let her handle this herself (no one has realized that yet)
A lot of the time she feels all warm and fuzzy because for a few moments she gets to pretend. She’s given a free pass to slow dance with Nora, or to lean into Ren when he puts a arm around her waist, or get away with kissing Jaune on the cheek
(JNR are also very happy when they get these excuses.)
Jaune typically intervenes because he’s a nice guy and watching Pyrrha flounder is horrible. Ren and Nora always intervene because they’re either being protective or jealous (Ren has perfected the evil eye. People will back off before they even finished crossing the room)
They almost always camp out but when they stay in town they usually share beds to save money
Originally they were doing girls in one bed boys in the other but Nora is the whole kicking, sprawling, blanket snatching package so they typically pull straws on who gets to share with her
Sometimes even her bed buddy will leave in the middle of the night and see if they can squeeze in with the other two
On the other hand Jaune drools, Ren sleeps like a vampire, and Pyrrha snores
With Pyrrha, Jaune, and Ren all pushing six feet whenever two of them pair up touching is unavoidable
Most of the time everyone but Nora (who can fall asleep instantly) stay up freaking out about being so close to their crush. Ren actually freaked so much the first time he moved to the floor and activated his semblance just so he could sleep
Pyrrha is a side sleeper so she always ends up tangling her legs with her bed buddy. She’s always embarrassed but tries to stay in that position as long as she can (its the only selfish thing she allows herself)
Winter however quickly forced JNPR to start sharing sleeping bags
They always zip both bags together but all decided spooning is the way to go after too many cold nights. They also bought a tent just big enough for the four of them in order to trap escaping body heat
Jaune is dying from so much close contact. Was it not bad enough he has to see all of his (recently discovered) crushes get changed twice every single day? Was accidentally seeing Nora's abs and walking into a door frame in Beacon not enough?
Nora and Pyrrha on the other hand are loving it (when its not absolutely freezing)
Ren has caught all three of them arguing over who gets to sleep with him that night several times. Apparently he’s the best big spoon
A pack mule joke turns into them actually looking into getting one
Originally they wanted a horse, but when they actually were looking they ran into the problem of 1) its too tall for Nora to pack the bags 2) horses are massive and JNPR quickly realize they're scared of them
So that leaves either a pony, donkey, hinny, small mule, or llama
They end up with a donkey and name her Betty. Nora wanted "Bessie" but Ren refused to give in on the basis that she’s a donkey and not a cow
They also take this opportunity to purchase more bulkier items that would make their life more comfortable that they were unable to carry by themselves before (tents, pots and pans, extra shoes, more jackets, books)
They're over a year in when Ren of all people gets high and talks about his feelings
He thinks he’s talking to Betty but really he’s been talking to a tree stump for the last hour
He got high by taste-testing the mushrooms he was cooking
The team came back from getting firewood and unpacking Betty to find him laying in the mud giggling at the sky with their questionable mushrooms burning on the fire. It was pretty clear what happened
JNP have been making sure he wont hurt himself but mainly they’re enjoying the show
"Psst Betty. Betty. You wanna hear a secret?" JNP lean in "I’ve managed to fall in love with my entire team. You can’t tell anyone though. I don’t think I’ll ever tell them either. Im not good with feelings, and that would probably make me a terrible boyfriend"
He then goes on about what he likes about each person. He goes off on a tangent about someone’s eyes for seven minutes. He talks about his favorite facial expressions everyone makes and the best parts of their personality. Nora's been red for awhile now, Jaune is leaning so far forward Pyrrha's worried he’s gonna catch on fire, and Pyrrha is actually tearing up
He says how he feels guilty whenever he cuts in on whoever is moving in on Pyrrha, that he feels guilty about being jealous but also about sending someone away when he knows Pyrrha wants that experience, and how he doesn’t realize he’s already moved in to stop the person until they’re walking away
That he feels like he could mess up everything he has with Nora, not by going into a relationship with her but by being unable to open up any more emotionally than he is now which he knows she'll expect (they’ve talked about being “together-together” before)
He laughingly mentions that one time Pyrrha said she wanted a guy taller than her because Ren gets it now because when he’s bunking with Jaune in the winter he’s found he really likes being held by someone taller than him
Ren then goes "oh no. No no no its bad enough I’m talking about my feelings out loud I’m not going to tell you who has the best ass. Aren’t donkey's also called asses? What’s it like being a donkey?" And everyone is laughing
Pyrrha is the first to break after they fall back into listening. She looks at the fire the whole time. She admits she feels the same way about all of them, that she also planned on never saying anything.
Then Jaune pipes in that he just figured it out for himself pretty recently. That at first he was worried it was either teenage hormones or that he was reacting to a vastly shrunk dating pool and therefore the feelings weren’t real. (Unlike Ren and Pyrrha his feelings didn’t begin romantic and then expand his started sexual until realized what he thought was strong platonic feelings might actually be romantic)
Nora is still red with her hands over her face but eventually she says that she’s been attracted to all of them since team JNPR formed and "since we all clearly feel the same way about each other can we stop with the super embarrassing love confessions and makeout already"
When Ren wakes up that morning he remembers very little since he doesn’t know what were dreams and what were hallucinations. He has a dehydration headache and rolls over but Pyrrha sees he’s awake and she comes sits next to him. Ren doesn’t uncurl until she started playing with his hair. "How much of last night do you remember?" "Mostly just colors." "Ummm okay. Remember anything anyone said?" "I think I had a conversation with Jaune about rocks." "That was to Nora actually. But you did think she was Jaune." "Mmhm." "So last night there was a development, but since you were high I wanna ask you again now that you're sober." "Okay." "So ummm, we're kinda all dating now? But if you wanna back out now that you're sober you totally can." "What do you mean by 'kinda all'?" "All four of us." "And you all want to date me?" "Yeah, you don’t remember all the love confessions that happened last night." "Oh. Did my rock conversation interrupt all that?" "No. You actually confessed first." "I WHAT."
#hinacu rwby#rwby#jnprberriesweek 2020#jnprberriesweek#polyam jnpr#poly jnpr#hinacu au#i forget are alpacas also pack animals#are elephants#i figured they prob couldnt find a camel since Vale seems to be a pretty wet place#jaune arc#nora valkyrie#pyrrha nikos#lie ren#fall maiden pyrrha#fall maiden#au#alternate universe
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(时空中的绘旅人—For All Time—) EVENT! 「艾因 • 2020生贺」 Ayn 2020 Birthday Celebration Translation
*For All Time Master-list *Proofread by @crazy-moko *Spoiler free: Translations will remain under cut! *Maintaining Ai Yin’s name as Ayn. *Join the For All Time discord!
“In a hut shrouded in the winter's sunlight, a sweet scent enveloped us as we both shared the same cake.”
I rushed to make a small bunny-themed birthday cake for Ayn before our agreed meet-up time. The finished product looked pretty good, despite how I was only a beginner in sweets making.
Packaging the small cake properly, I headed off towards the address that Ayn had sent me.
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Following its location on the map, I found myself arriving at a small hill by the sea not far from the school.
I surveyed the surroundings; The atmosphere here was peaceful and serene, overlooking St. Shelter's University alongside the vast sea, yet Ayn was nowhere to be found.
Just then, I received a text message from Ayn.
Putting my phone away, I followed the instructions that he had sent and found a hut; I pushed the door open.
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Ayn's hut was by no means big, but the things piled up within were plentiful, to say the least. Music records, a skateboard, gaming consoles… A single glance around was all it took for me to realize that they were all his favorite things.
From the looks of it, it seems like he comes here often. Recalling his practice room and the piano room, the phrase "A crafty rabbit has three burrows" suddenly resonated within my heart.
Just how many more secret bases does this person have that I don't know about?
I set the cake that I was planning to give him down and took a seat on his sofa. The sofa was soft and pretty comfortable...
Let's rest a little before Ayn arrives.
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I had originally intended to recline and rest on the sofa for a while, but I never expected that I’d actually drift off.
I didn't know how much time had passed by either. I rubbed my eyes and was about to take my phone out to check the time when I saw a figure dressed in red before me.
It's Ayn!
I hurriedly sat up on the sofa.
Ayn stood not far off from me with his jacket slightly open, a cold drink fresh out of the refrigerator in his hand.
MC: Has it been long have you been there?
Ayn: Quite a while.
He shook the cold drink within his grasp.
Ayn: Long enough to finish half of my drink.
MC: Then why didn’t you wake me up…?
Ayn: I did. You wouldn’t wake up.
MC: Really?
I looked at him suspiciously, but his expression was one of utter calm, which in turn, made me doubt myself instead. Was I really lacking that much sleep that I’d fail to wake even when called?
Ayn: Nope.
MC: …...
The sides of his lips quirked up, perhaps from having seen how speechless I was.
He sat down on the sofa, keeping a safe distance away from me.
Ayn: I don’t want you to feel pressured.
Ayn: This is our secret base; you can rest here anytime you want.
Ayn looked at me, the winter sunlight filtering in through the window, shining onto his youthful face. He slightly squinted his eyes at the sunlight, but the curve his mouth was set in never fell.
Looks like Ayn’s in a rather good mood today.
I shifted over and tugged at his sleeve.
MC: Speaking of which, did you have something on before this?
Ayn: Nothing much. It just took a little more effort to make an escape.
MC: An escape?
He glanced at me before adding on.
Ayn: Don't overthink it; it wasn't any weird task or anything like that.
MC: Oh.
Ayn: It's only because I didn't want to be cooped up at home and spend the day with them, despite today not being anything special at all.
Ayn: They're all just… Way too boring.
Ayn: It's a good thing that I managed to escape out here.
I lifted my head up to face Ayn, only to see that he was also looking at me, a faint smile in his eyes.
As we faced each other, some curious sort of tacit understanding wound around us, like that of an invisible hairspring. I rose, pulling Ayn along with me by the hand and sitting him down on his gaming chair. Following that, I unraveled the ribbon that held the packaging together, opening the paper box and pushing the cake before him.
MC: Ta-da!
MC: Happy birthday, Ayn!
Ayn glanced at the bunny cake and back to me again. His eyes, clear and bright, reflected the early winter's sunlight.
Ayn: Didn't I already tell you that you didn't need to prepare anything…?
MC: It just so happened that I had some spare ingredients back home...
Ayn: You made this yourself?
He raised his eyebrows and looked like he was about to deliver some harsh and sharp words in the next moment.
I remembered that his reviews of every sweets shop down in the commercial street had been uncannily accurate...
MC: I was too short on time so it might look a little ugly, but it's going to go into your stomach anyway so just bear with it...
Ayn: Cute; just like you.
MC: Huh?
Which part of it resembles me? I made this based-off his image...
MC: It obviously resembles you more.
I muttered under my breath upon regaining my sense of self.
He didn't seem to be listening to me, staring intently at the cake before ducking his head to bite on the bunny's ear.
MC: Wait!
Ayn lifted his head, the bunny ears in his mouth following as he went, his voice slightly confused.
Ayn: What, you want to eat it too?
MC: ...No. But you haven't made a wish yet...
Ayn: Oh.
I took the opportunity to grab a handful of cream from the cake box while he had his eyes closed, quickly shooting my hand out towards his face.
MC: Let me add a little blessing to that wish of yours~
Just as I was about to touch him, he appeared to have opened his eyes out of pure instinct, and quickly reacted by shifting his head to the right, almost completely avoiding my cream assault on him.
However, my fingertips still managed to make contact with his face at the very last moment. He could have avoided that if he wanted to, yet he didn't...
I forgot what I had originally intended to do after that for a moment, only hearing Ayn's soft voice by my ear.
Ayn: (Y/n), do you want to know what I wished for?
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MC: You can't go voicing your wishes out, or it won't work come true anymore.
Ayn: Alright then.
Ayn looked a little disappointed.
MC: If you really want to tell me, then you've got to do it secretly.
I leaned towards him, making him stiffen before turning his head away.
Ayn: Then… Close your eyes first.
He looked pretty serious; a tad different from his normal self. The distance between us was short; so close that… I, myself, was starting to feel a little nervous.
Ayn: Scared?
MC: Am not.
Ayn: Close your eyes then.
MC: …...
I looked at him, blinked, and eventually closed my eyes.
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In the darkness, I could feel some warmth near my cheek, as if someone was so close at hand that I could feel their breath,
I heard a soft voice, so soft, that I had an inkling that he was deliberately making it so that I wouldn’t hear him clearly.
Ayn: Actually, I have a wish that's related to you.
Following that, I could feel fingertips touching my cheeks. It was only a mere brush, fleetingly quick, as was its curt retreat.
At the same time, the sound of breathing that accompanied it moved further away as well.
Ayn: You can open your eyes now.
I opened my eyes and looked at Ayn. The expression he had on his face was a little unnatural, a hint of a curious blush flashing across his features.
Ayn: Oh, right. Help me clean off the cream.
MC: You look hella cute now...
Ayn: You're not allowed to call me cute.
MC: Right, didn't you just say that you have a wish related to me? ...What is it?
Ayn: It's a secret.
Alright then, another secret it is.
Saying so, he handed an unopened dessert spoon to me; who knew where he had found two of them from.
In the hut shrouded by the winter’s sun, came the fine sound of music flowing from the record player. A sweet scent enveloped us, as we both shared the same cake. This place is his secret base, one of his many hideouts. However, he’d always single me out from the rest of the crowd, inviting me into this little world of his.
I recalled that he’d dubbed all those other people “boring”, which made me a little tempted to ask him: “What about me?”
MC: Then, what about me?
I might have been shone into a daze by the afternoon sun when I suddenly asked him out of nowhere.
Ayn gave me a look, and I thought that he must be thinking that I was spouting nothing but nonsense. What he did, however, was something I never expected. He took his phone out and shook it in front of me.
Displayed on it, was the image of us sharing the cake earlier. I didn’t know when he had set it as his phone’s screensaver.
Ayn: You’re (Y/n); the one and only limited edition of (Y/n) in this entire world.
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