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Ryuji having the worst bi crisis of his fucking life bc his mom just had to fucking ask “oh, whats this young ladys name?” when he showed her a picture of Akira petting Morgana. Like okay yeah Akira is like objectively pretty, hes like the Classic Delicate Pretty Boy just like Yusuke which is like whatever; straight dudes have eyes, and they know what women like to see. But now hes like. Seeing things he likes in girls IN Akira now and he cant make it Stop like its genuinely keeping him up at night 😭
Pretty boy used to be A Face that would come up in his mind when he thought of the term. There was no specifics in mind, just like. Pretty Boy. Pretty boy! You say that and theres like a Face Template that shows up in ur minds eye and hed just attribute that to any dude who was like Vaguely Pretty. But now its Akira 😭 and he finds himself cataloging things that Akira does that he KNOWS he finds cute when girls do it. The hairtuck behind the ears. The headtilt when he mishears a question. The Actually Pretty Doe Eyes. The breathy, nearly inaudible chuckle he does in place of a Real laugh (thats made better by the fact that its so hard to get him to laugh in the first place). He likes cute snacks. He blushes easily. Ryuji is sitting here like ‘theres no fucking way man. Like theres just no way. That shit makes NO sense (a lie)’ lying in bed in the middle of the night looking like this vvvv w his phone in his hands (looking at pictures of akira)
It drives him insane bc like he did Not see any of these things as like inherently girly or whatever. Like thats just akira thats just his bro! And he does OTHER weird shit that cancels all that shit out. Hes like a messy engineer/tinkerer, he rolls out of bed and whatever situation his hair is is everyones problem. He wears that AWFUL gym uniform and doesnt tweak it AT ALL?? He likes baseball?? hes got a whole binder of trading cards that he will show off if u show any moment of weakness. Like hes just Some Dude but also manages to be Some Girl at the same time and Ryuji is like thats not fair. Life sucked ass but at least it made sense before Akira stumbled into it 😭
#persona 5#pegoryu#akiryu#chattin#long post#THIS one is almost a year old lmao its been in my drafts for a while#i at least tagged it as pegoryu before running away cutely so i think i was finished ??? well now i am throwing it into the world#anyway. akira is the guy ever. and ryuji is exploding#‘i have died. badly’#i like thinking of akira like this; hes ryujis first exposure to nb ppl and gnc adjacent stuff#even if akira is p masc by most standards hes still got a bit of. aloofness. about his gender stuffs#ryuji is just really into the way akira carries himself#and it takes him a while to go oh. oh i think its cause i like this dude#um.#😳.#also i wanted to clarify#but ryujis mom just doesnt know Who akira is in that picture#and in my head hes like. looking down at mona and petting him (while sitting)#(AND hes with ann and theyre both kind of a distance away from the camera)#so at a quick glance; hes just Some Girl#and even though shes wrong; it kicks off the mental chaos olympics in ryujis head#‘what hes not a girl’ to ‘where would she even get that from’ to ‘well akira said himself he didnt rlly care what ppl thought about it’#to ‘well. where DID she get that from?’ to lookin at what his homie does a little closer to ‘aw fuck. man.’#but i love that for him#ALSO. RYU/GORO IN TAGS…..#but ryuji going oh my GOD oh my godddd 😨😓😓😓 when something clicks in his head about goro#his voice is so practiced and naturally softspoken and his public facing persona is very demure#and once he gets past the initial anger over goro being a pompous prick who shittalks about the thieves. hes like. god fucking dammit.#There Is A Pattern and A Type He Has and Its Killing Him To Realize it.#hes literally sitting in his room w his head in his hands
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Fleece of the Lamb
#my art#cotl#cotl lamb#catch me getting really fucking carried away with doing design concepts for the fleeces#but yeah this is how i like to draw the standard lambo fleece#i added the fucking uh. collar?? cowl????? thingy simply because i wanted a cult leaders Official Outfit to have a little more ooomph#also i was contemplating how the fleece held together at the neck and decided a tie at the front would look nice#the collar of the fleece goes over the collar of the bell but the ribbon ties underneath the bell#also i decided right away i wanted the fleece to have five points :) so im always pretty consistent with the hemline#i should do a thingy for the tunic i designed to go under the fleece but for this i wanted to focus instead on the embroidery designs
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some additional doodles and a Lot of Headcanons... sorry if im spamming these a little bit. ive got so many thoughts in my head, lmao
theres my older pacifica- after weirdmageddon, her and gideon become friends. theyre both sort of ostracized from the town as a whole bc of their past attitudes/actions so they cling together and become buds. its nice having someone else who 'gets' it.
pacifica moved out as soon as she could to get away from her folks and has a job at a local mall. gideon enables her to enjoy at least SOME of her old luxuries by taking her shopping and to get their nails done together and stuff. also his prison buddies help ''kindly persuade'' her parents not to break her enforced no-contact rule from time to time. i know the two have the bitchiest gossip in the entire town together. sometimes when its hard to be 'nice' they know they can at least vent to the other and they wont get judged for it, yknow?
also some backstory doodles! he was a Normal Kid, Once. or close enough to it. gideon was a sickly child and was sheltered and homeschooled for most of his life. the gleefuls moved from texas to oregon when he was about seven (yes i know this breaks canon a little. its fine shh.) and he found journal 2 shortly after. things went downhill from there
other notes. he's always kept his hair long, but used to either let it down or tie it into a long braid. he very briefly attended a public school and he didnt fare very well there (fat kid + albino + 'girly' + general weird interests is basically painting a massive target on your back) he used to stay up and watch late night televangelists when he couldnt sleep in hospital and copped his aesthetic from there
sorry this post is so long i have a lot of thoughts about him </3
#alloyart#gravity falls#gideon gleeful#pacifica northwest#i dont think pacificas 'aesthetic' changes much apart from she allows herself to be more casual now bc she has less 'standards' to uphold#shes still learning what she actually ENJOYS. because shes had her whole life dictated by her parents up until now. its slow going#its funny how in my 'carrying on from canon' au/timeline basically everyone tries to become a nicer or better person#pacificas parents are not included in this tho. fuck em lol. she does NOT have contact with them if she does not absolutely HAVE to.#and having a pal who knows a lot of criminals is actually comforting. gids puts the wall of muscle between her and her parents#they got that upper-middle class solidarity goin on#anyway. sorry this is a fuckin wall of text. like i said ive got SO many headcanons ive not posted publicly#Talk To Me About Gideon Charles Gleeful [i am gripping my desk very tightly]#(in all seriousness if you ever want to hear more uh. idk. send me an ask or something. ask me about headcanons. i'll be happy)
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sometimes, ngl, i do find myself wondering what it was that made lan wangji fall so desperately in love with wei wuxian - they really are so different and wei wuxian does represent in many ways the antithesis of everything lan wangji lives his life embodying, even if the audience knows how great and amazing wei wuxian is (we also read mainly from his pov and he is basically handcrafted to appeal to modern fandoms), we the audience are not lan wangji, lan wangji isn’t privy to all the same information we are. and then a scene will come along, where wei wuxian will be so earnestly and painfully good, to someone else or to lan wangji himself, and it all makes sense again. like, of course lan wangji was going to fall in love with him how could he not fall in love with him??? really he’s completely powerless when it comes to wei wuxian how could he not be
#i just read the scene where wwx is like i should go carry him so his injury doesn’t get worse#and jc is like why would you do that he hates you and it’s none of our business#and wwx is like it is my business and someone ought to worry about him and like#lwj didn’t hear him but like if he had#dude id fall in love with someone if they said that about me#tho maybe my standards are low#wangxian#lan wangji#wei wuxian#mdzs
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so anyway . kitsune!geto huh
#EXPLODES#i just wanted to get my thoughts out but i got carried away…..#he’s . a little yan-ish . i think that’s standard for a god though#i love him :3#love how he goes from silly and mischievous to stone cold and expects you to keep up#save me protective sugu … save me…..#ari noises ✩#kitsune!geto <33
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my babygirl <3
#gepard#honkai star rail#he's my favourite and I'm so happy I got him off standard banner he's been carrying my team so hard lol
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ik it’s probably a classic case of extrapolating way too much but... the way raph’s character design lines up w his whole arc and role and struggles...
like the fact that he is so so so much bigger than the others. raph is big, raph is strong, raph is steady and sturdy and he can literally pick up his entire family and carry them all at once.
and like, when raph is so big and so strong and such a reliable thing. when raph is the protector, the one calling the shots on missions, the mother hen, the first point of authority. when raph is there, overprotective, when raph (for all that his brothers poke at him not being good under pressure) always always ALWAYS comes through at the end of the day when things are serious, ALWAYS gives it everything he’s got.
his design and his learned role/behaviors in this family are just the perfect storm of why it took up to the season finale to drive home the issue.
so much of the series carries the default energy of “raph will handle it.”
raph will hold up the ceiling above you. raph will throw himself over you and take a hit and get back up and keep fighting. raph has a power that makes him even bigger and draws more attention and makes him able to carry MORE. raph will be the substitute parent. raph will be put into the mentor role through leo’s leadership arc.
and raph is big. he’s built to carry heavy loads. raph is strong. raph is bold and loud and always ready to try to push on. even if he doesn’t know what to do or what he’s doing, he won’t give up and we’ll all pull together and things will turn out okay.
(his room is full of teddy bears. he dipped out on a mission to try to take a picture of a pigeon carrying a slice of pizza. he’s terrified of being alone.
he’s just as much of a kid as his brothers are. he’s just as new and inexperienced with the things happening to them as his brothers are. but for him, for some reason, there’s like this double standard where that becomes a huge glaring flaw.)
idk this got very sloppy and uncoordinated. i’m very in my feelings about raph right now though.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt raph#rise raph#rottmnt raphael#honestly i could go on forever and ever about the double standard thing where raph is concerned#like. w movie leo especially leo is learning lessons raph also had to learn in the series! making very similar mistakes!#but you never see analyses or essays pointing to those bad calls as signs that leo isn't up to the task...#(i mean there are some clear Reasons why that happens.)#(its the reason why raph and mikey are the bros who get the least content by a MILE. but. not the point of this post.)#the whole point is just the idle subconscious assumption and associations of it being fine to let raph carry everything#literally physically sure but also metaphorically#and the plight of the child who seems to Need Nothing (all children need; some sadly learn not to appear to need)#even my tags are incoherent rn clenches fists i love him so much is all#like there is a reason it takes to the series finale for him to have a proper breakdown and get actual support from his bros#and i am still mad we never got real good content for him and splinter#considering how similar their arcs ARE....#thats a whole other thing whatever
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Tell me of the irma/y'shtola pastabilities.....
ohhhhhh at this point it's public knowledge that irma got a bit of a crush on y'shtola LMAO i'm sorry she's so much her type on every single front that it was unavoidable. but specifically because of that nothing could ever happen because i don't see y'shtola wanting it (from what we've seen, her type is something entirely different). doesnt help that y'shtola was her first contact with the scions as a whole <- her #1 weakness is weird scholarly miqo'te and her #2 weakness elegant competent and bossy older women who don't mince their words so. you understand. she's a bit intimidated by y'shtola still, i think (but who isn't?). i think it's pretty much the textbook case of Workplace Crush actually
#nobody else (except perhaps tataru) among the scions can boss her around like y'shtola does.#it's sort of an inside joke at this point. urianger and thancred exchanging meaningful looks when they see irma following y'shtola#carrying a pile of books taller than she is. you perceive my vision.#it's balanced with the fact y'shtola was the very first SHE ASKED FOR NO PICKLES!! wol rights defender (all the way back in ARR!)#y'shtola definitely sees (well.) it and is vaguely amused i think. they both have too much professional standards & work ethic tho#it's funny because she's by FAR the biggest ship potential (minus g'raha obv) and yet the one least likely to ever happen#irma
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actually wait. a full cauldron with water is really heavy. dandelion was right to ask her if she needed help. because milva did carry that full cauldron from the river back to the sand on her own. and making this more interesting is that when they have to take it off the fire later, both cahir and regis lift it off together. so milva is as strong as cahir and regis combined? a result of the draw weight of her bow? enough to knock out a man with her fists? i need to see her arms. for science
#constantly biting my lower lip imagining milva barring#the elbow-high diaries#this cauldron had to be big enough to fit a three pound pike and multiple vegetables and small fish#enough to feed five hungry adult people#well four hungry adult people and one presumably hungry adult whatever the hell#don’t make me try to research how large and heavy this cauldron was i dont have time rn… maybe later#all i know is that its already unweildy to carry a standard pot (not even stockpot just pot) from the sink to stove#tbf cahir and regis probably didnt NEED to carry it together but it was for the comfort and friendship of it all ok#like come on you carry that side i carry this side makes you immediately bonded#i love that the audiodrama btw interpreted the inquisitional dialogue to cahir and messing up like ‘nilf… cahir’ as regis’ dialogue#peter kenny put it in dandelion’s voice which was also a valid interpretation and i like how they had a different take here
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tell me the secret to fall in love that easily im 25 and i've only ever met 2 people i would've loved to date the rest are trash-garbage-go-to-hell (aka mean to me for being ugly). none of the two were lesbians btw fuck my life
Honestly I was exaggerating lmaoooo I’m very picky. I’ve felt platonic love for sure (and I’m less hesitant with it) but romantic love is a whole other ballgame and I don’t think I’ve been romantically in love w anyone ever 😍 (also don’t call urself ugly omg be kind to urself)
#My issue is I get very easily icked out but I also refuse to settle#Like I’d rather be single than be w someone I’m room temperature about just to say I’m taken#What kind of life is THAT#My single parent mother’s influence is showing here bc she chose to be on her own over living her life w a mediocre man ultimately#So I carry that energy into all my relationships#I will say I have much higher standards for guys idk why#I haven’t dabbled much into dating girls but I think I’d be less stuck up about it#But my first and only girl crush was soooo gorg that I think I might be incredibly picky there too. Basically it’s over for me
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it's so fuckin funny to me that one of the devs was like "oh the combat in veilguard will be ACTUALLY FUN" like... bitch i LIKED the combat in origins and 2! it was actually fun for me! the issue was that you fucking CHANGED it for inquisition, and now you're changing it again! it doesn't even feel like dragon age combat anymore! what is wrong with you
#origins was my favorite but da2 combat was still like... tolerable at least#and i still managed to enjoy it y'know#but inquisition completely dumbed down tactics to a point where i couldn't actually effectively strategise#and i fucking hate how they handled the mage skill trees#ik archery was better in 2 and inquisition than it was in origins but like#they could definitely have improved archery without taking away from the mage abilities!#“oh yeah let's completely remove the entropy/spirit/healing trees and expect everyone to be fine with it” please just go die in a hole rn#origins skill trees were my fucking favorite they were so versatile while still being well-organised and the mage abilities were the GOAT#ik some people didn't like origins combat but i think for veilguard bioware could've made like#a standard mode and an advanced mode for tactics and by default it would be set to standard but for those of us who like tactics#we could like go in and toggle the advanced mode and it would be completely separate from the difficulty settings so that if we just want t#have more control over the tactics we totally could. y'know. instead of bioware comepletely overcomplicating the combat#but then only giving us THREE (3) FUCKING SKILLS TO HAVE EQUIPPED AT ANY GIVEN TIME LIKE THE FUCKING DUMBASSES THEY ARE.#LIKE THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF VEILGUARD COMBAT HAS STRAYED SO FAR FROM DRAGON AGE COMBAT IN THE FIRST PLACE. UGH.#oh yeah that's right i got carried away but i do still need to tag this as dragon age lol#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#datv
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*slides Studio Orange $15*
Make Milly taller than Vash and Wolfwood in TriStamp season 2
#An extra $5 to make her buff as well#$10 extra to keep Millywood in#and another $15 extra for the whole polycule to be canon tbh#trigun#trigun stampede#tristamp#tristamp season 2#milly thompson#vash#vash the stampede#wolfwood#nicholas d wolfwood#studio orange#i would have hated millywood if i'd actually watched trigun the first time someone showed it to me but i love it now#look they nerfed vash and wolfwood's heights to like normal people tall standards and i hope they dont with milly#let her be big as fuck#my huge wife whom i love dearly#she has to be at least a foot minimum taller than meryl#and she should be buff as well to carry around that fuckin stun gun one handed#anyway these following tags are just to follow up my other tags#millywood#polygun#merylmilly
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I know it's my disorder talking, but I can't help but shake these feelings that I'll never be someone's first choice. I'll never be that important. I'll never be loved simply for being, I have to be useful. I have to take care of my loved ones, or I won't be loved in return.
#wolf.txt#also before anyone says anything no i don't hold my loved ones to the same standard#this standard applies to me and only me#i cannot burden them i have to be strong for them i have to support them and carry them and get them through the daysi cant be weak#im not allowed its not for me there are things expected of me expectations i have to abide by and no i dont know what those specifically are#but they still apply#i have to be useful to be loved. no i dont know why im the only one this applies to#sigh
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Bad news: new mouse in the apartment. Again.
Worse news: we found this out because it was nuzzling @thetabirb 's hand as she slept
Worser news: after i had my initial freak out that made my heart melt and I feel bad that it has to die
Even worser news: I caught a glimpse of it as it scampered out of the bedroom to the kitchen and it had giant years and a short tail and now I feel really really bad about the fact that it has to die
Worst news: I can't capture it and adopt it
Good news: theta checked herself all over and no sign of biting or scratching (I was tucked under the weighted blanket so it couldn't get to me)
#really worried it's an escaped pet because what kind of wild mouse muzzles a human's hand?#i suppose it could have toxoplasmosis but i thought that just made it friendly to cats not people#it doesn't look like a fancy mouse aside from the big ol ears. it looks like a standard brown/gray house mouse#I'm not afraid of rodents for the record I'm afraid of the diseases wild rodents can carry#or the diseases any animal can carry#i have a healthy respect for wild/feral/stray animals and know to be cautious around them even if they are friend shaped#but on top of potential diseases my food budget is limited so i have to make sure a mouse doesn't spoil my meager larder#poor big eared mousie but you must die
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panic! at the airport
#suddenly got really worried that my carry on is too big#partner says there’s a standard size and that ours are compliant#i’m gonna choose to believe him bc i’m too scared to look it up#all the other carry ons in this gate are so small tho!!!!#ig i just need something to worry about lol
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