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KOU IM GONNA KISS U WTF I DEADASS ALMOST CRIED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SONIC MOVIE READING UR ANALYSIS ILY MWAH MWAH AND TYSM FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!
OMYGOD VICTORIA HELLO TT and youâre very much welcome!! Genuinely that fic is my roman empire istg, it completely altered my view of Aventurine (like he isnât already)
Hope my analysis wasnât to all over the place?? I wouldâve structured it better but I got a bit busy. nonetheless, thank you for sharing that to the world, ate it up for breakfast through dinner đ„čđ€
#âč ïč đ„ đtarring. . . victoria#hope that sonic movie went well for you and no tears were shed
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THE THEME?? UHHWHDHD IM SO IN LOVE WITH THE COLOURS KOU !! the format is so scrumptious heh ^^
atlys thank you lovely <33 iâll be honest i prioritized way too much with the headers and was reallyy half-hearted with the formats and texts, shame on me honestly. I donât know how you can manage multiple blogs + themes i could barely even do my main TT
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HIHI KOU !!! I LOVE THE NEW THEME OMGGG THE COLORS R SO PRETTY
ARTEM HII AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! dark brown and cream tones have not failed me yet. also i wanted to reciprocate and say that about your castrum kremnos / mydei theme as well â€ïž
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I feel like this needs to be said, but for those whoâs witnessing my reblogs, moot interactions + tags regarding phainon or just anything in general, please save me my dignity and stir the other direction..
#im sorry new mooties and followers i swear iâm cool im just#fixated rn đ#and i made it a mission for me to write textual analysis of fics from my moots or fics that i have the time to read#tumblr algorithm and engagement ainât doing shit so i got to put matters into my own hands#đouepium 𧞠.á
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First of all I just want to say, Victoria hi hello, I hope this isnât your first impression of me and secondly, this may or may not have become a textual analysis so...just like how this fic is lengthy (in a damn good way oh donât get me started on this) my comments will be also long and detailed cuz youâre so damn insane for this fic.
Another note I read this at the very late hours of 1:50am, burned through this until 4:00am went to bed then when I got up i read from 12-1pm and i wish i had the ability to erase what i read from my mind and read it again because Vic you COOKED, i got so much things to say but the whole summary of it is that you cooked, so hard and so deliciously this night just me my favorite fic on tumblr.
And iâm slightly sad that long fics donât get the same amount of love and treatment as others because this was honestly the best thing Iâve read in so long so fellas, please give this fic a chance if you have the time. Iâm telling you right now, as a very picky writer and an even pickier reader (i did not enjoy cruel prince and fourth wing typa picky)
HANDS DOWN THIS WAS THE BEST READ I EVER GOT THE GRACE OF EVER WITNESSING WITH MY TWO EYES,
I wish i can conceal and stop my yapping right now to save my dignity but Vic, iâll write down a whole ass lecture + essay for you for writing this heaven-sent aven fic.
1.) first and foremost, what i liked about this was the world building. THE WORLDBUILDING HAD ME HOOKED. I fear you ate with how you described the world, it did not feel overwhelming or draggy. Iâll list down some pirate-y words that i really liked because i wrote it down in my notes while reading this (iâm not pathetic i swear)
World-building is insane btw, every single detail and even terms i never really heard before like, cutlasses, perfume cloying nose, hull, pinafore apronsâŠthis entire thing does not feel flat, in fact itâs extremely organic and i really like how you place so much details on building up this pirate-ish world (maybe im just way too fascinated because iâve never consumed any media/books/movies thatâs pirate related, not even pirates of the Caribbean or the third movie of Narnia where they were out in the sea, so i guess this is my first exposure to this theme in particular and iâm very much loving it so far) - Koue at the lovely hours of 2:45am
2.) JADE. thatâs all. The way you write JadeâŠ.Lord in heaven give me this talent. Again, words below came from my notes last night,
Upon pushing the heavy door open, youâre greeted with the chime above tinkling at your arrival and the scent of heavy perfume cloying your nose.
As she approaches, you can pick up on her perfume of white florals and red wine.Â
but thereâs an almost unnatural hiss to her words, not unlike that of a snakeâs. Her voice is also vaguely snake-like too- the way certain words are stretched out, the weirdly sharp pronunciation of consonants clashing with the almost syrupy vowels that tempt you to lower your defenses, the lack of cadence- all make you unconsciously be on guard.
HO IS YOU MAGIC WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THIS WORDING /pos reading this at 1:50am and you had my jaw going slack, highlighting this specificallyâcertain words stretches out, weirdly sharp pronunciation of consonants clashing with the almost syrupy vowels that tempt you to lower your guard >>>
Oh my god the way you write Jade, i never really paid attention to her in game since i was on a hsr hiatus when she came out but reading your interpretation of her i can tell that you carefully thought of her characterization and its soo well done, all her dialogues are written so delicately & with so much thought and again, the paragraph above when you described how she says stuff, Vic are you a wizard? I really really like how you worded that, itâs literally my fave sentence TT
Also the follow up banter after that was so funny, the aven + reader dynamic piqued my interest eueu
By the way, is it bad to say that when i read your aventurine it kinda reminds me of Luka from alnst,, just a little bit at first,
3.) Iâll go in order but just gonna highlight some of my fave paragraphs from this fic:
LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE AVENTURINE. FROM START TO FINISH. this was also an epiphany because i never really wrote for him too, so this is my first aven exposure and itâs already my fave.
âI know someone who can fetch us a good price for them. You wonât have to worry about that,â he responds as he lets the diamonds slip back into the chest through his fingers like fat, glistening raindrops.
(lets the diamonds slip back into the chest through his fingers like fat, glistening raindrops - deserves to be framed on my wall respectfully.)
âHere. Keep these. Youâll look good in âem.â
âThen at least keep one or two of those gold chains as well,â you say as you clasp it shut around your neck. Aventurine shakes his head again, laughing snarkily.
âNah. Not my taste. Not gaudy enough.â
âThatâs what I said earli- wait, not gaudy enough?â
He meets your disbelieving expression with an innocent one and a shrug of his shoulders.
âWhat? A pirate captainâs gotta look the part. The more in-your-face, the better.â
Reader is everything haha, knows about medicine, carpentry, business talks, plays an instrument and a good yapper?? I wish I was this multi-talented.
Aventurineâs naming game isnât half bad, love bby Doubloon and the ship Lady Luck, sounds very aven coded indeed.
âDo you⊠ever regret what happened that night?â
âNo,â he admits without any hesitation. âI may have lost my vision, but I saved my pretty nurse who stitched me back together and fretted over me afterward, and thatâs enough to make a man do anything. And⊠well⊠for my eyes, letâs just say Iâd rather gouge them out most of the time.â
AVENTURINE. A.VEN.TU.RINE. thatâs the type of flirty remark that would have me falling, like falling hard. This had me smiling and like, sniffling cuz it genuinely made me want to kick my pillows, i feel hot reading that, needed to fan myself before continuing.
Is aventurine like, those ghost pirates? Now i know why i mentioned that Aventurine reminds me of luka- he had those blue fingertips so i made an unconscious comparison. Heâs definitely like that blue-piratey person from SpongeBob i forgot the term that theyâre called ?
Just searched it up, but i was thinking about that pirate from the Flying Dutchman? it might not be, but thatâs the first thing that came to my mind.
AVENTURINE SPOILING YOU, AVENTURINE SPOILING YOU, heâs getting attached and with reason. Love this kinda of mutualistic slow burn. Iâll be honest, I havenât also read a proper Aven fic, this is my first and Iâm glad that it is. It may be my standard of Aven characteristics from here on out.
Calling Avenâs hat ostentatious >> thatâs a good word Vic
4.) I swear this is already all over the placeâŠhaha anyways, the fourth thing I wanted to point out was everyone else besides the one i already mentioned. Ratio and Topaz and Numby in particular, my god YOU DID THEM SO WELL. Despite this being an aven x reader fic I absolutely loveâwith my dying breathâthat this isnât just centered around them. Ratio had his few shares of screen times and I loved every single one of it, also with the moment of reader trying to recruit Topazâit builds so much character!! â€ïž
Below are my spontaneous thoughts, again from my notes whilst I was live reading:
WE ARE RECRUITING VERITAS ARENT WE, I need to calm down and lessen my caps- just saw the word university and Iâm sitting up from my bed. oh my god Ratio is gonna join đ đ pls join you silly scholar, Iâm so excited on how youâll portray him, you did not disappoint with aven, jade and reader so far.
FINAL VICTOR MENTION !! the very iconic verivasha lc â€ïž
Okay,, heâs flushed. Am I interrupting something or what TT
You take in his ruby-rimmed golden eyes, the color of the sunset a few hours ago, that hold the weight of a geniusâs expectations behind them.Â
The way you describe ratioâs eyes >>
Ship Navigator Veritas!! The role definitely suits him <33
He settles into the empty room next door to your quarters. Bookshelves line the walls from floor to ceiling, with several more stacked on his desk and bed. It perpetually smells like clean linens and chalk from the stash he burns through every week solving whatever problem piques his interest, written out on the rolling blackboard by the windows- or through hurling them at your captain with terrifying strength and speed.
Genuinely feels like Iâm watching someone play a game, if that makes sense? The domesticity of having Ratio on board and him decorating his room, his mannerisms filling up the vibe within Lady Luck with Captain Aven and reader, feels like playing a game TT itâs the same feeling of when Sunday boards the express
You might hear me say this like a millions times, but you writing little details like reader explaining about adding lime juice on rum to make the water supply edible is such a masterpiece, again, a sucker for tiny details like that because itâs usually glossed over on storytelling and media most of the time, makes everything feel really in depth.
Also, is scurvy a normal thing when youâre out at sea? I didnât do research but this is like the second time it was mentioned,
Ohh okay never mind, reader answered my rhetorical question
Ratio isnât a drinker noted đ him chugging down water after is funny
Fourth member already?? Itâs topaz for sure
Yup, itâs definitely topaz, briefly saw a part of her character story / maybe it was from that belobog quest where she came from a poor planet.
Also, love how this is not aven-centered. Like the moments with topaz and ratio grrrr
âThatâs the Lady Luck for you! Sheâs a fickle one like her namesake. Sometimes, sheâll try and drown you just for spite. She keeps even me on my toes at all times and Iâm her captain. Isnât that right?â
LIVE LAUGH LOVE LADY LUCK IâM ALREADY SEVERELY ATTACHED TO IT
a kraken whose single tentacle was longer than your ship measured from prow to stern,
From prow to stern is wild, my fave line from this paragraphs
Topaz had nearly passed out from anxiousness the first time heâd bet her life alongside yours and Ratioâs not long after sheâd joined, while Ratio had lifted Aventurine up by the collar and nearly thrown him overboard. It was only thanks to your intervention and pleading that your captain hadnât met his end that day.
I LOVE THE IPC TRIO SO MUCH, their personalities shine and bloom soo much in this fic, I want to read more of their dynamic
â... Thereâs no storm that Veritas canât lead us out of,â you quietly reassure. âNo monster that Jelena canât kill. No injury that I canât heal.â
A hand sneaks out from beneath the covers to grasp his.
âAnd no captain better fit to lead us through the storm than you. So chin up, ok? Weâll make it out together on the other side surrounded by calm seas just fine.â
WHAT IF I CRY. WHAT THEN, IM SO ATTACHED AND I LOVE THIS SM. Iâve been quietly following you when you mention about this fic on the server and Iâm soo glad I listened to the voices in my head and picked it up. Iâm genuinely sad that I didnât ask for a tag đ such a gem of a read.
He pouts, fins drooping. Boo. There goes a courting attempt out the window.Â
PLEASE THE WAY I STARTED LAUGHING. Puppy coded Aventurine is not something I find myself being fond of in the first few weeks of February but it is welcomed, he was written so well in this fic. ALSO THE DETAIL OF HIM WILLINGLY GIVING YOU HIS SCALES AND TEAR DROPS, get you a man thatâs yearns so bad like Aventurine, he looks at you with expectant wide eyes while giving you literally pieces of himself thatâs incredibly valuable. (Also find it hella endearing when reader plopped him back in the bath, like sobbing i was all over their dynamic from start to finish đ)
There will come a day when the Lady Luck will complete her last voyage, Aventurine will have to return to the seas, and the crew will be disbanded, but that day isnât today. It wonât be when he comes clean to the crew either. Rather, itâll be in the far future when no amount of repairs can keep the Lady Luck from falling apart and youâre no longer able to handle the challenges of life at sea. But youâll cross that bridge when you get there.Â
âSo where to next, Captain?â
Banger last line, banger end paragraphs. You just single-handedly made me fall in love with Aventurine, Reader, Topaz, Ratio, Jade and Lady Luck in a span of 20k + words.
Even I didnât feel this connection with an mc in a goddamn book.
Yup, thatâs where my thoughts end. So to conclude everything and I feel like iâm just repeating words, Victoria the writer that you are, I would reread this a million times and not get bored. The world building is phenomenal, the way you structure your paragraphs, i have a bunched of highlighted sentences throughout this fic because the way you word things is so impressive. The way you characterize all the hsr characters is to die for, itâs characterized in a way that you can clearly see them acting like this canonically. the build up, the little details that makes this entire story so fleshed out, the sea-borne diseases, the looting and trading business shabang, the navigating beyond the seas.
This pirate AU was such a treat to read and if ever, you write this again, or not euue please tag me đ„čđ
â Yours sincerely, a sudden fan and surprisingly your mutual (idk how tf we are moots) Koue đ§ž
hello, sailor!
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SYNOPSIS: all aboard the lady luck and set sail for a new adventure! life on land doesn't satisfy you, so why not take to the seas instead? while working under captain aventurine as the primary nurse onboard, everything you've ever wanted is within your grasp, and yet the mystery surrounding your captain is still there, just short of being solved. just what kind of secrets lie hidden beneath that charming smile and silver tongue?
CHARACTERS: aventurine, topaz, ratio, jade, robin
TAGS: fem coded reader (wearing dresses, makeup, but they/them pronouns still used), mentions of drinking, gambling, harassment toward reader, drowning, numby is a regular piglet in this fic, 23.9k wc (get some snacks and a drink ready for this one), mild angst, some suggestiveness
NOTES: thought my aventurine kissery phase was over then hoyo uploaded the pirate art of him and now its back to square one
special thanks to my pookies @https-sourlimes and @tragedy-of-commons for proofreading this behemoth of a fic! with much love mwah đ
very late but @lowkeyren hihihi ren!! I got u for secret santa and hope u enjoy this fic!
TAGLIST: @harque, @akutasoda, @hazyue, @gabile18, @khoncore, @moineauz, @mikashisus, @vxnuslogy, @papiliotao, @gl4di0lus
The rolling sea has always beckoned you.
Itâs always been there, tucked away in the back of your mind, usually hidden but resurfacing like the corals and lost trinkets at low tide youâd go scavenging for when no one was looking. Conch shells hold the secrets of the ocean that enrapture you for hours on end and you drape yourself in weathered jewelry washed ashore. Dried-up starfish and seashells and multicolored sea glass litter your home, and yet it isnât enough. These trinkets pile up and gather dust in your home as you chase after what youâre really after- a way out.Â
Youâve been surrounded by the sea your entire life, born and raised in this very port town. You grew up hearing stories of lands faraway from your parents and the workers down at the docks. Infamous pirates and honorable seamen alike and their journeys were your bedtime stories as a kid. You never see the same unfamiliar face twice in a place like this and perhaps itâs this ability to come and go as you please that captured your heart from a young age. Appearing and disappearing like an apparition with rumors of your conquests and the freedom a life at sea granted⊠it was enough to grab your attention as a kid and never let go.
And yet, youâve never ventured into the open seas. The most youâve done is swim around at the beach, but youâve never been able to push further than that. Theoretically, you shouldâve been able to leave long before now, but your plans never made it past the first step. Youâve been denied passage aboard ships at every turn for countless reasons, all of them stupider than the last. Eventually, your motivation died down until you resigned yourself to a dull life on land- but the dream never fizzled out completely. Even now, you still stroll along the beach and search for answers.Â
Down at the dock, you hear of sailors and pirates alike drunkenly telling tales of sirens and their bewitching songs they waged war against at sea. You wager that the seaâs freedom beckons to you the same way a sirenâs song does to them- irresistible, enchanting, and inescapable no matter where you are.Â
When work is slow, you find yourself staring out at the sea through the window, just watching as the tides recede and crash onto the shoreline repeatedly. At night, youâd catch yourself at the beach with your feet in the sand and the salty waters lapping at your ankles without any recollection of how you got there. Maybe sleepwalking? But something tells you thatâs not the answer.Â
But this time, you suddenly find yourself standing in waist-deep water, completely alone and without a sound to be heard. Not even the usual sound of squawking gulls circling overhead can be heard. Thatâs strange. The harbor is always busy, with goods being transported and people seeking asylum. Thereâs ships docked and as far as you can tell, itâs as normal of a day as any other. And yet, thereâs no life to be seen or heard. No crabs scuttling along the sandy beach, no people strolling along the boardwalk, no shouts of street vendors peddling their wares to passersby. Just you, the sea, and its ever-growing temptation.
You think itâs somewhere around early evening from the position of the sun, but you arenât sure how long you stare toward the horizon, unblinking. But when you do blink, you see a pirate ship coming into view. Sheâs quite possibly the most incredible ship youâve ever seen in your life, with several sails, a sturdy hull, and a flag fluttering proudly atop the mainmast. And sheâs heading right toward you. If you swim out further or wait where you are for a while longer, sheâll pass by, giving you the perfect opportunity to sneak onboard.Â
You look back one last time before heading further out to sea. You slip below the water. Itâs pleasantly warm and you wonder why youâve never attempted this before.
The sirenâs embrace, that is the oceanâs form of freedom, is growing stronger.Â
Port towns arenât known for being the safest, especially those frequented by pirates. Public drunken brawls, looting by particularly greedy pirate crews, lechery, and disturbance of the peace with the occasional count of public indecency, are commonplace almost every night. Usually, youâre able to avoid most of it, but today isnât your lucky day.Â
âHey, pretty lady! Mind cominâ home-â
Crash!
An empty beer bottle goes flying by, barely missing his head and shattering into bits against the brick wall behind him. He lets out an unusually high-pitched squeak for someone of his size and stares as you storm past, his mouth agape. Another sailor behind him laughs at his plight, to which he spins around and cusses toward his face. You make it out just in time as the first punch is thrown.Â
One drunken sailor is more than enough to deal with, you decide. You decide that youâll take your chances and go past the port as a shortcut back home, even though itâs late.Â
Itâs silent besides the sloshing of the waves and mostly empty. Thereâs some burly guards patrolling in front of the more ostentatious pirate ships that spare a glance as you hurry by, but itâs otherwise deserted at this hour.Â
Until you approach the end of the harbor where few ships are docked. You hear the faint sounds of a struggle- a punch being thrown, a manâs muffled scream, glass shattering, the wet squelch of a knife sinking into flesh, and the thud of a body hitting the ground. From the shadows, you see two people emerge. A blond man drags someone out by the hair with a knife in hand. Even from here, you can see the dark slick staining the wood. Thereâs a ship directly in front of him. You assume it belongs- or belonged- to the now-lifeless body being dragged along. The blond looks around, then freezes up upon seeing you. The hand holding the knife tenses at his side and the two of you stay locked in place like that for a bit, daring to see who will make the first move. Shockingly bright neon eyes meet yours and you jolt. Youâve never seen anyone with eyes like his.
But thereâs a ship thatâs still waiting. You recall that strange dream you had a few nights ago.
⊠On second thought, perhaps today is your lucky day after all.Â
You slowly clap, starting to move forward, and the blond steps back. The knife in his hands, now aimed at you, is a tiny thing. Itâs rusted, the blade is most likely dull, and even the butter knife in your kitchen would laugh at it.Â
âCongrats on winning. Got any injuries you need patched up?â
No response. You try again.Â
âI see those injuries you got from that fight. Those wounds of yours wonât heal overnight. Someone has to be there to ensure they donât get infected.â
â... Youâre a nurse?â
His voice comes out smoother than expected. Amusement and snark drip from the words, thick as honey, like he canât believe youâre a medical professional. And yet, you can hear the tenseness in his voice and see it in his coiled muscles, ready to spring back into action again.Â
You ignore the jab toward you and point toward the winding cobblestone streets that you came from. The sounds of a fight can be heard coming from the town square even out here.Â
âRun a practice in town. Certified and everything if youâre real nitpicky and care about my credentials. Though most sailors that come through the door could care less when theyâve got a pretty lady lookinâ over âem and are used to amputations for the most minor of infections.â
âIâm surprised you havenât been snatched up by another pirate crew yet then,â he smugly remarks, voice as smooth as velvet yet concealing a sharp edge.
âOh, thereâve been attempts alright. Promises of double the booty a normal seaman would receive, the finest quarters second only to the captain, medical supplies taking utmost priority when docking, and many many more. Hah! All nice and cute, but we know that in a few months time, all those promises will have fallen out the window and Iâll be regarded with no less respect than the lowliest seaman onboard.â
He leans back against a wooden post, roughly kicking the man from earlier until his bleeding head is submerged underwater. You spare a glance at the poor soul before looking back at him.
âGot a ship now?â
â... Itâs not much, but itâs something to start with.â
He looks behind him and as he does so, the sleeves of his rags shift to reveal the injuries lying beneath. A sharp intake of breath is the only sign youâve seen them, but his keen ears pick up on it. He tugs his sleeves down and glowers over his shoulder in your direction.Â
âYou donât have any medical expertise, do you?â you ask, ignoring his irritation. âNot a good idea to go out conquerinâ the seven seas without a nurse on board. Matter of fact, I doubt youâd even get that far. Probably die off from scurvy or something preventable.â
His silence speaks volumes. You brush past him and set foot onto his stolen ship- little more than a glorified rowboat with a mast and a single sail. It couldnât even be called a sailboat.Â
Still, he wonât go down so easily. He crosses his arms in front of his chest and stares you down behind his thick bangs obscuring his vision.
âAnd why should I welcome you aboard?â
âSimple. We both get what we want.â
You reach your hand out to him.
âYou get a trained, qualified medical professional to treat your wounds, and I get to escape this rinky-dink, backwater port town. A mutually beneficial deal, donât you agree?â
He racks his mind for an excuse, anything, really, to turn you down. But he canât come up with anything. The wounds all over his body really do need treatment that he doesnât have the expertise for. Thereâs enough room for two people in the boat and he knows youâre smart enough to have realized that by now.Â
Itâs fine. Iâll just dump them off at the next port and be on my way. Problem solved.Â
With no excuse that can fly under your radar, he pushes his irritation down and forces a smile onto his face. He reaches a hand out and itâs just now you notice his ghostly blue fingertips.
⊠Heâs not entirely human, is he?
âYour name?â
â(Name).â
âWelcome aboard, Nurse (Name).â
You brush your thoughts aside and shake his hand. Itâs cold.Â
âPleasure, CaptainâŠ?â
âAventurine.â
You squeeze his hand firmly one last time.
âPleasure to be working with you, Captain Aventurine.â
Captain, huh? He tries the title on for size in his mind as you get settled in, rolling it around on his tongue.Â
I could get used to being called that.
Even though he initially promised himself that heâd kick you out at the next port, that never happens. You pass by several ports, and yet you stay onboard. Perhaps itâs because he finds his first treasure alongside you on an island that many have sailed past countless times. The treasure was hiding under everyoneâs noses the entire time, both of you managing to uncover it with a bit of wit and a hefty amount of luck. Aventurine supposes part of himself feels indebted to you, much as he hates the sensation. You found your first treasures together and youâve admittedly been taking good care of his wounds born from years of enslavement. The healing process is coming along slowly but steadily.
Perhaps heâll let you stay for a bit longer. Until you get your share of this treasure. He gives credit where credit is due, at least.
âI canât believe this has been here this whole time,â you say as the treasure chest is finally unearthed. Aventurine sets the shovel down, and on the count of three, you lift it out to go through its contents. Itâs no sizable amount of loot by any means, but itâs not half-bad for your first haul. Some gemstones that are admittedly rather small, jewelry, a few rusted cutlasses that with some elbow grease, could be restored to their former state, and some golden coins from a bygone era.
You hold some gold chains up in front of him, as if seeing what heâd look like with them on. He casts a glance down and shakes his head in disapproval.Â
âI know, too gaudy, right?â you ask as you set them back into the chest. He holds up a handful of uncut diamonds, all of varying sizes, and watches as they twinkle in the sunlight. âAt least we can pawn âem off.â
âI know someone who can fetch us a good price for them. You wonât have to worry about that,â he responds as he lets the diamonds slip back into the chest through his fingers like fat, glistening raindrops. Diamonds are almost worthless on their own, but if he sends them to a jeweler to be cut and polished and perhaps turned into jewelry, then perhaps he can squeeze out a bit of value from them⊠Or perhaps he should just leave them the way they are, given her hobby for finding true gems in the rough.Â
He finds a string of pearls and after a moment for inspection, tosses them over to you.
âHere. Keep these. Youâll look good in âem.â
âThen at least keep one or two of those gold chains as well,â you say as you clasp it shut around your neck. Aventurine shakes his head again, laughing snarkily.
âNah. Not my taste. Not gaudy enough.â
âThatâs what I said earli- wait, not gaudy enough?â
He meets your disbelieving expression with an innocent one and a shrug of his shoulders.
âWhat? A pirate captainïżœïżœs gotta look the part. The more in-your-face, the better.â
Thereâs someone already waiting for you when you return to land to pawn off your treasure. According to Aventurine, she owns one of the most prosperous pawn shop chains out there and always fetches a fair price for her customers, so long as they have something equally valuable to give her in return.Â
âJust remember to always address her as âLady Bonajadeâ and nothing else. She doesnât take too kindly to those who donât have manners,â he whispers to you as you weave your way between the crowded streets to the pawn shopâs address.Â
âSounds like an interesting person,â you whisper back. âShould I be scared?â
He scoffs. âNot unless youâre looking to trade something beyond our treasure. Just donât say anything rash. Let me handle it.â
The pawn shop is tucked away in a corner of town that sees few people. The exterior is surprisingly well-maintained for this part of town and a sign reading âBonajade Exchangeâ in elegant violet cursive lettering hangs above the door. You canât see into the shopâs windows and you canât hear any activity from inside either. Upon pushing the heavy door open, youâre greeted with the chime above tinkling at your arrival and the scent of heavy perfume cloying your nose. It smells heavily of florals and incense, with a hint of smoke present. The candle flames waver and flicker as the door shuts and you take a moment to look around the shop. The heavy velvet curtains across the windows are drawn, letting only a small sliver of sunlight in. The only other source of lighting is the candles scattered throughout that illuminate the treasures displayed almost carelessly throughout the store. Polished and cut gemstones lie in display cases alongside gold bars and jewelry. Weapons of all sorts are hung along the walls alongside maps and thick, aged atlases on the bookshelves. Itâs silent, save for the faint crackling of waxen flames, until an unfamiliar and elegant voice rings out from behind the curtain all the way in the back.Â
âWelcome to Bonajade Exchange. Who are you? And what do you seek?â
Thereâs a moment of silence that follows, as if the speaker has recognized who you are. A candle is lit behind the curtain and you can make out the silhouette of a woman rising to her feet.Â
âOh, itâs you. We meet again, Aventurine.â
Thereâs a smile in her voice as she brushes the curtain aside and you get your first look at the owner of the shop. A wide-brimmed black hat obscures half of her face with a pale blue eye peeking out at you. She wears a white dress thatâs undoubtedly made of silk or some other costly fabric with a dark blue corset. The silver and jade jewelry she wears (is that where she gets her name from?) clink pleasantly against each other alongside her heels, accompanied by a walking stick clicking against the wooden floor as she walks. As she approaches, you can pick up on her perfume of white florals and red wine.Â
She comes to a stop and her eyes rake over you both, lingering on you especially. You catch a hint of something in her slitted pupils, like she knows something you donât.
âI havenât seen you before. Iâm Lady Jade, the owner of this place. Are you a first-time customer to the Bonajade Exchange?â
Her voice is low and almost a whisper that has you hanging onto her every word. Itâs as smooth as the silk used for her dress but thereâs an almost unnatural hiss to her words, not unlike that of a snakeâs. Her voice is also vaguely snake-like too- the way certain words are stretched out, the weirdly sharp pronunciation of consonants clashing with the almost syrupy vowels that tempt you to lower your defenses, the lack of cadence- all make you unconsciously be on guard. Under her chilling gaze, you feel yourself strangely clamming up and itâs all you can do to nod mutely. She hums and leans in closer, examining you head to toe. You feel like an item being offered up for auction yourself right nowâŠ
âAnd who might you be, lovely lady?â
Youâre surrounded by ice.
âNurse (Name)... Lady Bonajade,â you say, hurriedly adding her title at the end after remembering Aventurineâs advice from earlier. She smiles approvingly, a cold and benevolent thing.Â
âYouâre a good child who knows their manners. Alas, the same couldnât be said for the man next to you when I first-â
Aventurine coughs. Jade stops talking, but the mirth still lingers in her eyes. A purple snake appears out of seemingly nowhere, winding around her shoulders and up her forearm before rearing its head at you. Its tongue flicks out to taste the air and it leans toward you before she gently pushes its head back.Â
âDonât mind it. Itâs too curious for its own good at times,â she says offhandedly. Her baby blue irises drift toward the plain wooden crate sitting behind Aventurine and the beginnings of a smirk tug at the corners of her glossy lips.Â
âHave you brought something valuable for me?â
Aventurine beckons you over and after a bit of effort, you pry open the lid to reveal the contents of the treasure you found. Jade strides forward and stops before the crate, examining it with interest.
âLook at that, youâve finally found your first treasure. Where was it found?â
She raises an eyebrow and a hint of skepticism crosses her expression when Aventurine tells her the spot.Â
âThat island has been combed through countless times by other pirates. I find your claim hard to believe.â
Atlases and ancient records are brought out and she finally seems to believe him after cross-referencing the embossing on the back of a coin with a legend from that island. Just as you think youâre starting to get a grasp of the situation, a flurry of financial terms fly over your head as they argue over the market value of the items and how much cash you can walk away with today.Â
⊠Youâre way out of your comfort zone now. Youâre a nurse, not a businessperson, for Aeonâs sake!
An agreement seems to be reached between the two of them. Jade readjusts her gloves and after calling some men over from the back, they begin going through the treasures and separating them into piles. Meanwhile, Aventurine turns his attention back to you.
âFifty-fifty split.â You make the first move.Â
Aventurine scoffs. âAbsolutely not. Eighty-twenty at least.â
âWho do you think you are?â
âThe captain, of cour-â
âSelf-proclaimed,â you retort. âDoesnât bear much weight with only a crew of two and each of us handling the work of at least five men. Seventy-thirty split since you want to be stingy.â
âStill too little.â
Your eyes narrow in irritation while his smug smirk never wavers.
âSeventy five-twenty five.â
âFifty five-forty five.â
âIs that really any different from your initial offer of a fifty-fifty split?â
âThatâs a five percent increase.â
âYeah, only five percent.â
Jade chuckles from where she leans against the counter. The treasure has been fully cleared out and taken elsewhere. All that remains is an empty crate on the ground.Â
âA five percent increase isnât as narrow of a margin as you would think it is. Right now, that might not seem like much, but in the future when you start discovering more valuable and rarer treasuresâŠâ
She yawns and covers her mouth with a delicate hand.Â
âWho knows? You could be looking at a gain of at least a couple thousand.â
Aventurine clicks his tongue and turns back to you. Thereâs one last offer you have before you give up and walk away. A new life in this town for the time being doesnât seem too badâŠÂ
âSixty-forty.â
He stills at your offer. Jadeâs eyes are trained on him as she lightly fans herself with a feathered folding fan. Her snake watches the exchange with seemingly keen interest too.Â
â... You drive a hard bargain just like Lady Bonajade over here,â he grumbles as he forks over a portion of the credits to you. He leaves part of it on the counter, though.
âYou have an innate sense for business,â comments Jade, as you leaf through the wad of bills. âPerhaps youâd like to refine it to its fullest potential?â
âLady Bonajade, please stop trying to recruit every promising person that walks through your door.â
âItâs not just anyone I set my eyes on. Itâs only those with exceptional talent that shine like gems in the rough,â she corrects. Her gaze flicks over to you again.
âShould you ever grow tired of a life at sea and wish to attain everything you desire⊠you know where to find me. I have branches all over the seven seas. Iâll be patiently waiting.â
Aventurine hurriedly hands you the stack of credits he set aside earlier.
âWeâre running low on supplies. I still have business to discuss with her, so why donât you go and pick them up for me?â
You nod and leave. The door shuts behind you, and Jadeâs welcoming demeanor immediately disappears as soon as the shop is plunged into darkness again. Even though the climate is temperate in this stretch of the ocean, the temperature drops considerably. Her snake comes out of hiding and openly hisses at him. This time, she does nothing to reprimand it.Â
âI see youâre planning to let a considerable asset go. My best advice for you would be to not.â
Aventurine barks out a laugh and meets her cold tone with one of his own.
âMeddling in my affairs, you damned sea witch-â
âYou would do well to learn some manners from them, child,â she all but snaps. âRemember, I donât give out advice for free. When I do, itâs because I see a great return of my investment in you on the horizon. It would be in your best interest to listen.â
She hisses the last word out and her pet snake does the same. Aventurineâs heart is racing, but he shows no sign of it.Â
âA businesswoman through and through,â he remarks dryly. âDonât think I didnât notice how you called them an asset.â
âOh? As if you see them any better than I do. At least I recognize their value. You, on the other hand, have seen them as a nuisance this whole time.â
She sighs. âSuch potential headed straight to ruin under your care. Itâs quite a waste. Perhaps I should take them under my wing instead, the same way I did with you⊠Better yet, why donât I put them through the same refinement process the way I did with you? Itâll be a valuable learning experience for you both.â
Aventurine bristles, and Jade smirks, knowing she has the upper hand now. Heâs reminded that just like that, Jade can take away everything heâs fought for. And shape the rest of your life to what she has envisioned.
âYou will have them remain as a crewmate upon your ship. Donât think Iâm unaware of how your wounds are coming along. This is in your best interest as much as it is mine. Understood?â
He numbly nods. Jade hums happily and pats him on the shoulder.
âGood child. I expect even greater things from the two of you combined.â
Thereâs a knock at the front and the door swings open. The sudden brightness of the sun makes him squint, but he can see you standing there with several boxes behind you and some burly men carrying them.
âCaptain, I picked up all our supplies. Is there anything else you need me to handle?â
âNo, tell them to take them back to the ship. Wait there. Iâm almost finished here.â
You nod and the door closes again. Jade turns to him with a knowing look in her eyes as she pulls away from the counter to head to the back again.Â
âCaptain,â she repeats with a teasing lilt.Â
âStop that,â he grumbles. She checks the time and barely spares him a glance over her shoulder as she retreats behind the curtain again.Â
âThe time for conversation has ended. Go now. It isnât polite to keep your partners waiting for any longer than necessary.â
Just as heâs about to head out the door, heâs stopped by her again.
âDonât disappoint me now, child.â
The only response she gets is the door slamming shut.Â
He finds you waiting by the ship as instructed. You donât even get the chance to ask him what happened as he pushes past you roughly and hoists the sails. Wordlessly, you weigh the anchor and as you set sail, Aventurine finds himself more thankful than ever for your ability to read the room.Â
Yes, he barely tolerates you. He never wanted a second person aboard to begin with. But anything is better than catching Jadeâs attention. From personal experience, it takes a very special kind of person to stay one move ahead in her games and he knows you arenât cut from that cloth. Most people arenât. Youâd maybe hold out for a bit with your hidden wit, but youâd inevitably be offered up as a loan in her many dealings, getting passed around from ship to ship as a highly sought-after medic until youâd work yourself into an early grave. Only then would she lose interest and only because your market value would be at zero.Â
His injuries have been healing nicely, but he still needs your care. He makes up his mind to let you stay on his ship for the time being. At least until Jadeâs interest in you has died out or until his injuries are completely healed. Whichever one comes first.Â
And that initial condition is forgotten about too. Jadeâs interest in you never wanes and his scars have faded, but thatâs not the reason why he lets you stay. Youâre quite the handy person, proving yourself to be skilled in tasks outside of medicine. You surprise him with your skill in carpentry and business, although he already knows about the latter thanks to Jade. Heâs a horrible cook, but you manage to save yourselves from starvation with your talent in the kitchen.Â
Aventurine begrudgingly admits that youâre also fun to be around as time goes on. Youâre quite the charming storyteller with a never-ending trove of stories to share. Many of your nights are shared together under the starry skies with a tankard of rum in hand as he listens to your animated and slightly slurred narration of stories you penned earlier that day, or accounts about your former life in a port town and the⊠interesting experiences youâve had.Â
âInterestingâ is putting things lightly, he decides one night after you described how you chased off some unsavory pirates looking to rob your office of valuable medical supplies with a saw and a kitchen knife. And chased off? More like scared half to death.
He also learns that youâre musically gifted as well. Heâs off pawning off your latest treasures while you wander around after gathering necessary supplies as per usual. You had agreed to meet back on the ship but he instead finds you standing in front of a music store, eyeing the instruments they have on display in the window.
âYou play?â he asks as he approaches your side.
âYeah,â you respond without taking your eyes off the window. âWas how I made money before I became a certified nurse. Iâd take a gig every night at the local tavern and see how much money a crowd of drunk men was willing to throw at me.â
âAnd?â
âYouâd be surprised. If thereâs one thing pirates are good at, itâs getting drunk and throwing their earnings at the first pretty thing they see after months at sea.â
âDo you still want to play?â
You tear your eyes away from the display to meet his gaze for a second, before looking away again.
â... Part of me misses it. Just a bit.â
â...â
You leave the store with a skip in your step and the nicest violin they had for sale in your hands, courtesy of your captain. Music now drifts through the ship and sometimes youâll perform what youâve been practicing for him after dinner. Heâll clap along, but you notice he never sings or even hums alongâŠÂ
You have company now as well. Long after youâve weighed the anchor, you discover a stowaway onboard in the form of a black cat tearing through your food stockpiles.Â
âYou thief!â you exclaim as you lift it by the scruff and hold it up to eye level. Itâs tiny⊠is it a kitten or just malnourished? It meows pitifully and licks the finger you extend after cautiously sniffing it, a little sliver of pink peeking out and scraping against your skin.
The poor thing is⊠kind of⊠cute.
âOh? Whatâs this?â comes an irritatingly familiar voice behind you. You spin around to see the familiar visage of your captain smiling down at the cat in your hands with amusement. âA stowaway, eh?â
âI caught this little thief digging through our rations. Captain, what do you suggest we do?â
He raises his eyebrows in feigned shock. A hand comes up to stroke his chin as he thinks.
âA heinous crime,â he proclaims with drama dripping from his words. âA fitting punishment for a crime is needed.â
âYour verdict?â
âThe cat can put itself to good use by staying aboard our ship and hunting down mice. Cats are also a symbol of good luck on ships, you know.â
Without further ado, he swoops in and snatches the cat out of your hands. It purrs loudly as he strokes its cheeks.Â
Didnât take much convincing for him to fold, you think as you scratch its chin. It closes its eyes and its ears twitch.Â
âShouldnât we give it a name? Captain, any suggestions?â
A big mistake on your part.
âHow does the name Doubloon sound?â
â... Doubloon?â
Aventurine sets the cat down and tosses a gold coin out there. The cat immediately goes running after it, green eyes wide and pupils dilated. It pounces on the coin and tussles with it, biting on the metal like its prey.
âNever mind. Itâs fitting. Doubloon it is.â
Itâs nice, he admits. He has a handy crewmate who is capable of all sorts of tasks and can deal with his antics, surprisingly. He decides to let you stay aboard indefinitely now. And the cat is a nice bonus too.Â
Your captain isnât half-bad company either. Heâs still just as annoying as the day you met him, even more so if possible since youâve gotten to know him. Heâs an insufferable flirt, mainly toward you, but also toward others when he wants something. Heâll whisper teasing remarks in your (their) ears, all meant to get under your skin and have you (them) right where he wants. Teasing kisses on your (their) hands and cheeks are commonplace. (Who does he see when he kisses and charms those around him? You or them?) He has a raging gambling addiction, perfectly demonstrated by how he splurged on a poker table and a roulette wheel after only a few discovered treasures. (It doesnât help how you keep losing every time he challenges you for a round or two.) He never opens up about his past even though youâve all but spilled your life story to him, from childhood till now. Heâll do as he pleases without warning you beforehand, giving you a scare when he decides to bet his life at a casino or venture deeper than he should into a jungle on a hunch that âthereâs more hidden treasure to be found just ahead!â
(You later scold him for his suicidal tendencies while bandaging his wounds with more force than necessary, reminding him that you can hold your own in a fight too! Newly acquired treasure sits just outside the door to the infirmary and heâs beaming all the while, so any hope of changing his mind fizzles out.)
But for all his shortcomings, he makes for a good captain. When confronted by a much larger pirate crew that thinks youâre easy pickings, he first pushes you to safety before diving in headfirst. He distributes treasure fairly and recognizes the value you hold as a medic, always ensuring you have more than enough allotted credits to restock on medicine at every port town. You never find yourself wanting for anything and your days are peaceful. You can sleep in as late as you want and you always have plenty to eat and drink. The shipâs supply of alcohol is always well-stocked with your favorites. Youâre richer than ever before and money is of no worry to you now.
The ship also gets several upgrades. After every successful treasure hunt, she gets renovated and upgraded. More masts, an additional sail, a shiny new hull, until there was nothing left of its original structure. Aventurine now commands a true beauty of a ship, one fit for a pirate crew⊠and perhaps one a bit too big for her measly crew. Most of the shipâs space remains empty. But your quarters are spacious, even bigger than your old room on land. Itâs filled with trinkets youâve collected on your journey and fluffy pillows, and directly connected to the infirmary through a door to make things easy. Even a doctor on land would be envious of the conditions, with plenty of medicine stockpiled and clean from floor to ceiling.
âShouldnât we give her a name?â you ask as you set sail the day the last of her original foundation is stripped away. He hums and nods.
âYouâre right. Got any ideas?â
âYouâre the captain of this ship. You should be the one to decide, not me.â
Aventurine strokes his chin and thinks for a bit.
âHow about the Lady Luck?â
â... Seriously? You picked something gambling related?â
He lazily shrugs and grins.
âIâm a gambling man through and through, darling. What else were you expecting from the likes of me?â
A single multicolored eye greets you as he tosses and flicks the poker chip he stole a while ago back and forth. The other eye is obscured by a bejeweled eyepatch and youâre the only one who knows the reason why.Â
During your first clash against another pirate crew, Aventurine had shielded you from an attack and potentially saved your life. Unfortunately, he couldnât move away in time and took a knife to the eye. You had worked tirelessly around the clock that night to save his vision, but you werenât able to. Itâs a regret you carry with you at all times now.
âYouâre right,â he agrees. When he notices you staring at his eyepatch, he grins.
âStill thinking about old times? Let bygones be bygones now, (Name),â he jokes as he lifts the eyepatch up, revealing the cloudy iris that indicates his vision loss. His words donât have the intended effect though, and you wordlessly trail your finger down the scar cutting cleanly through the center of his brow bone to his cheekbone. He tenses a bit at the contact, but relaxes at your gentle touch after a few moments.
âDo you⊠ever regret what happened that night?â
âNo,â he admits without any hesitation. âI may have lost my vision, but I saved my pretty nurse who stitched me back together and fretted over me afterward, and thatâs enough to make a man do anything. And⊠well⊠for my eyes, letâs just say Iâd rather gouge them out most of the time.â
âI wonât let you,â you state bluntly and itâs the way you say it that makes Aventurine laugh.
âOf course you wouldnât, sweetheart. Youâre my voice of reason.â
âBut why? Do you not like them?â
Aventurine struggles to find the words for once and he makes a face like heâs tasted something bitter.
â⊠Not particularly,â he admits. Thereâs a scowl on his face. âTheyâre unnatural. Donât tell me youâve met another person with eyes like mine?â
âWell, thatâs true, but-â
Venom creeps into his voice and his scowl deepens.
âThereâs so many rumors swirling out there now. Havenât you heard?â
âNo,â you answer truthfully. Aventurine hopes you never hear any of the horrible rumors surrounding him.
You sigh and push his bangs out the way of his good eye.
âI think theyâre quite pretty, actually.â
Itâs supposed to be an innocent compliment. They really are pretty. Like the colors of a winter sunset, but more intense.
But to your surprise, your captain flinches at your touch and it sends a shock wave of guilt through you. He never shies away from your touch, instead always seeking it out like a spoiled house cat.
To make matters worse, he gets up and leaves. But before he does, you glimpse the expression in his eyes- guilty and defensive, like a wounded animal. The door to his quarters slams shut behind him and all you can do is stand there, frozen with shock.
âWhat pretty eyes. Tell me, do they shine in the dark?â
Aventurine leans against his bedroom door and quietly groans. He knows you meant it as a genuine compliment and that it was wrong of him to react the way he did, but he canât help but wonder if youâd still think of him the same way if you knew about the story behind his eyes. Would you think of him any less? Aventurine doesnât think heâd be able to bear it if he ever saw you look at him with hate and disgust. Or even worse, if youâd end up like everyone else, waiting for the day those eyes grew dull and lifeless.
⊠Heâd gouge his eyes out and walk the plank if that ever happens.
He canât stop himself from spiraling until he hears a knock at his door.
âCaptain?â
He quietly laughs. You always did have a knack for showing up at the perfect time.
The door cracks open, and he sees you standing there with a worried and guilty expression. It makes him feel even worse. Itâs not your fault. You wouldnât have known because he never told you, and he was hoping itâd stay that way, but it looks like he wonât be able to take the cowardâs way out on this one.
âIâm sorry,â you whisper. âI didnât realize my words would affect you that much.â
âItâs alright. I know you meant it as a compliment. Thereâs nothing to apologize for.â
You narrow your eyes at him in confusion.
âThen whyâŠ?â
Aventurine lets out a resigned sigh and steps out onto the deck again, suddenly finding his quarters stuffy.
âItâs a long story. But would you like to hear?â
âI have plenty of time.â
Sitting side by side on the deck that night, he tells you everything about his past that heâs willing to reveal. Some parts have a clever twist that hides the truth while others have been outright omitted. But itâs the closest version of his backstory that he can share without coming clean, and heâs not ready for that- not yet, at least.Â
âIâve failed in this aspect of being captain,â he admits as silence blankets the air after his story. âIâve been keeping too many secrets from you.â
âCaptain, everyoneâs got their own skeletons in their closets. I know and trust you well enough by now to understand that if youâve been keeping something secret from me, itâs because youâre not ready to share it, and I respect that.â
You sigh and look up at the stars overhead. Itâs a perfectly clear night with mild winds and calm seas.
â⊠Itâs just that one day, I do wish youâd open up more. Weâve been with each other since day one and Iâve told you everything there is to know about me. It would be nice to know a bit more about you.â
He swallows nervously.
âAnd what if doing so makes me a bad person?â
You fix him with that stare that makes his spine tingle uncomfortably. Itâs the look you give him whenever you suspect heâs lying during checkups and youâre prying for the real answer.
â⊠Well, weâre pirates after all. Weâre not exactly good people, are we?â
He canât help the laugh of relief that escapes him.
âYeah, youâre right. We arenât.â
Aventurine also likes to⊠spoil you, to put it lightly. As your finds become more valuable, the amount of credits he spends on you grows. Clothes are a common gift. Thin silks that feel like youâre wearing nothing, plush furs to drape yourself in, heavy down-stuffed winter coats for ventures up north, and frilly dresses that are a better fit for royalty in your eyes are all sent your way. Itâs not an uncommon sight to return to the ship and see several men struggling under the weight of all his purchases while you were busy restocking. It gets to a point where you tell him to stop because your closet is overflowing, but he never listens. âItâs the least you deserve,â is what he always says. âAnything for my beloved nurse that has stuck with me through thick and thin!â At least half of the space in your formerly spacious quarters is now occupied by overflow from your closet.
You also get an upgrade to your uniform around this time. Before, it was whatever you had lying around, but now you have a dedicated set of dresses and pinafore aprons, as well as a nurseâs cap to top it all off.Â
Cosmetics are also another common gift. Heâll constantly gift you lipsticks with the request to try them all on or expensive perfumes he knows youâll like. He even gets you an elaborate vanity at one point to store everything. Itâs a beautiful, heavy thing made from bronze and requires the strength of four men to carry. Thereâs a large mirror in the center with ornate molding surrounding it and two smaller ones flanking it. Youâll often see Aventurine leaning against the doorframe through one of them, watching you with a bemused look as you get ready in the morning.Â
(That is, until you begin throwing pillows at his head and yelling at him to get out.)
But you begin to notice some strange things about your captain as time goes on. Youâll struggle with a chunk of meat during dinner while his unnaturally sharp teeth will tear through it with ease. Theyâre especially noticeable whenever he smiles, genuine or not. The large, sharp canines gleam under the sun. At one point, you asked if he purposefully sharpens them, partially as a joke, but also out of genuine curiosity. He had thrown his head back and laughed, but he didnât answer your question. Sometimes, late at night when he thinks youâre asleep, youâll peek out from behind the door and see the ghostly fire dancing around his blue fingertips. Aventurineâs outfits get progressively more gaudy and flashy as time goes on, and one thing he adds to his wardrobe rotation are metal nail guards. But even so, you notice his fingernails peeking out from underneath that are better described as claws. Heavy gold chokers and necklaces stacked on top of each other are an obligatory part of his look but on the rare occasion he decides to ditch the weight and opts for a high-collared linen shirt instead, you swear those are scales you see peeking out beneath the slipping collar after a long day.Â
But you merely look the other way. As long as Aventurine remains a good captain, you donât care who- or what- he is.Â
Itâs around this time you get the third addition to the crew as well.Â
Youâre docked at a pristine port town, which is a rarity to come by. White houses with blue roofs line the cliff sides. The streets are white too and the stone used to form them has been worn down and smoothed out by years of wear and tear. The warm air smells sweet and salty and vaguely of hay. In the town square, it transforms into something heavier and richer. The flowering trees blooming throughout make the air feel almost thick, while the persistent smell of sunbaked herbs and the local cuisine follow you everywhere from the restaurants and food stalls.
Aventurine is pawning off your latest finds at yet another Bonajade Exchange branch (??? Seriously, how many branches does this pawn shop have?) while youâre enjoying yourself in the town square, having already picked up on supplies and sent them back to the ship. The town comes to life at night. Thereâs a live band playing on a stage set up a few minutes prior with people dancing and drinks being passed around openly even though youâre in the middle of the town square and not in a tavern. You indulge a little, but eventually decide youâve had enough for the night after a few too many men were too insistent on buying you a drink even after youâve declined their offers.Â
The rocking motion of the ship would make most people nauseous, especially someone that just had a few drinks, but youâve long since gotten used to being at sea. Solid ground underfoot feels unfamiliar now and you let out a content sigh once youâre finally back in your quarters. You get settled in for the night as you wait for your captain to return and proudly show off his earnings from a night of gambling, like he always does. A candle is lit, filling your space with warmth and light as you resume reading a book that Aventurine had picked up for you earlier today.
Youâre not sure how long you read for, but when you next look up, youâre shocked at how dark it is outside. A quick glance at your candle thatâs almost burnt-out on the nightstand tells you itâs been at least a few hours- and yet, no sight or sound of your captain onboard. Itâs silent, save for the sloshing of the waves against the hull outside and the crackling of the wickâs flame as it fights for survival.Â
Shouldnât he be back by now?
Curious and concerned, you go searching. Knowing him, heâs either drinking or gambling the night away. With some guidance from the locals, you scout out every tavern and casino in town for him. A quick peek into the windows or door is enough for you- thereâs no sign of his blond hair or ostentatious pirate hat anywhere. As an added bonus, catcalls follow you everywhere and itâs enough to make you want to punch your captain in the face when you do see him.Â
After a while of running around, youâve just about had it. Youâre exhausted, itâs late, and thereâs still no sign of him. Where the hell could he have run off to now?
At your witâs end now, you look at your surroundings and realize youâve ended up at a university. You do remember seeing a map of the town the day you docked and recall a university in the northernmost reaches of the town limits. This is probably it. And from the looks of it, itâs not that big. Just a few buildings make up the entire campus.
One thing you notice walking around is a flight of stairs leading up the cliffside to what you assume to be an observatory at the top. Itâs not off-limits, so you take your chances and ascend the stairs. Itâs a clear night and youâre sure you can get a great view of the town from here. But as you climb, you hear voices drifting down. One of them sounds vaguely like⊠your captain?Â
You pick up the pace. The stairs are steep and uneven in some areas. Some steps are wet from what you presume is rainwater and you almost fall on several occasions. (The things you do for this man! He should be thankful that youâre always there to ensure his sorry ass stays in line.)
Youâre not sure what you were expecting once you reached the observatory, but it certainly wasnât⊠this. You see your captain alright, but heâs pressed against the railing thatâs the only barrier between him and a long fall down to the turbulent waters beneath. A man with violet hair who youâve never seen before faces him with his back toward you, pressing a gun against Aventurineâs chest. Strangely enough, Aventurine doesnât look terrified. In fact, he seems to take delight in the precarious balance his life hangs in, even going so far as to press the barrel of the gun closer to his chest with that same taunting grin on his face all the while. His cheeks are flushed, but whether that be from alcohol or⊠something else is up for debate. Youâre already used to his suicidal tendencies, but just seeing his face after the events of today pisses you off even more.Â
âCome on, doc. Itâll be worthwhile, I promise. You surely canât be satisfied in a place like this, am I right?â
âCaptain.â
That blissful look on his face vanishes in an instant, replaced by realization and pure fear. The other man turns around and golden eyes meet your ticked-off gaze. You brush the stranger aside and storm over to Aventurine, who looks more terrified of your wrath than any weapon.Â
âSo this is where youâve been this entire time. Did you lose track of time or something? Because itâs been hours since you were supposed to return! I was running around town, looking like an idiot trying to find you.â
He holds his hands up like he can defend himself from the onslaught coming his way. You jab your finger at his chest and he pouts as he looks away shamefully.Â
â(Name), at least hear me out first!â he whines. When you raise an eyebrow, he points over at the other man, who clicks his tongue and pointedly looks away.Â
âI found ourselves a potential third crewmate and was trying to convince him to join! But it doesnât seem to be working⊠Care to try your hand?â
âThatâs just another way of saying youâre pawning off the hard work to me!â you complain. And yet you humor his demands anyway.
âYou are?âÂ
He hmphs and rolls his eyes. Already, he pisses you off.Â
âDr. Veritas Ratio, teacher and scholar. And you are?â
âNurse (Name), working aboard the Lady Luck under the command of our Captain Aventurine.â
â... Said captain is on the verge of collapsing from alcohol poisoning behind you.â
Itâs true. Heâs clinging to the railing for dear life, the drinks from earlier catching up to him and hitting like a sledgehammer, you imagine.Â
âAeons, how much did you drink earlier?â you grumble as you hoist one arm over your shoulder and awkwardly drag him along. He merely hums and buries his nose into your hair, tripping over his two feet as he attempts to walk.Â
âMm⊠You smell nice, (Name). Like the new perfume I got you⊠heheâŠâ
âAnswer the question, Captain.â
He opts to press his nose into your hair and inhale.
âOh, not that much. Just⊠yâknow⊠a couple tankards of beer.â
Meaning that heâs definitely had at least five of them and counting.
â⊠Iâve heard everything I needed to hear.â
Thankfully, Dr. Ratio seems to be adept at reading social cues and assists you with helping him down the stairs, albeit slowly and awkwardly. You invite him onto the ship and after taking a look around the medical quarters, he makes himself comfortable at your desk. He seems quite pleased, so you take it as some sort of roundabout compliment as you busy yourself with getting your captain to bed. You flip Aventurine over into the recovery position, who flops around aimlessly like a rag doll. Soon enough, you hear him faintly snoring. When you return, Dr. Ratio has taken one of the books shelved on your desk and began thumbing through it.Â
âYou have medical knowledge?â you ask once the door behind you is shut. He barely looks up from the book and continues flipping through its pages.Â
âI have the title of âdoctorâ for a reason.â
A doctor. An actual doctor. One step above you, a nurse. He had access to an education far out of your reach, and you had fought tooth and nail for yours.Â
You canât help but feel the first pangs of jealousy sink their claws into you and you avert your eyes, humiliated. What purpose would you have aboard the ship should he join as a doctor? Whatâs stopping your captain from deciding the man in front of you can do everything you can plus more and throwing you off the ship? Granted, any medical professional, doctor or not, is highly sought-after on pirate ships and you believe your captain is above tossing you aside after youâve already proven your loyalty to him. But the knowledge that he will always be regarded as one step above you, seen as more valuable, is enough to leave a bitter taste in your mouth.Â
âOverthinking things, are we?â
He meets your gaze with a sharp look of his own.
âDonât give me that look. Only a fool who wallows in their own ignorance would do such a thing.â
You hadnât realized you were glaring at him until now.
âSorry,â you half-heartedly apologize, taking a deep breath to relieve the tight ball of anger in your chest. You just met this man; you know itâs not right to be pissed at him over something like this, but you canât help it. You massage your temples and gesture for him to continue.Â
âI am well aware that you are the longtime nurse aboard this ship, and while I have no doubt youâre just as ignorant as the other fools who proclaim themselves to be intelligent and respected in their fields-â
Is he insulting me to my face?!
â- I will acknowledge that you are at least deserving of your title for keeping you and this shipâs captain alive all this time. A commendable feat considering your lack of a higher education. I thus have no intention of stripping you of your role.â
⊠Well, thatâs your biggest concern addressed. Although, was the remark about your lack of education really necessary?
Now no longer worrying about whether or not youâd find yourself back at that place you swore to leave behind, you relax.
âThen what is your intention?â
He huffs and dramatically snaps the book shut.
âI am first and foremost an educator! My mission is to spread knowledge across the world until ignorance is a cured disease. And yet, the board of trustees at the university are doing everything they can to get me to stay. What a pointless endeavor!â
You cast a doubtful glance at him.
â... But youâre a professor. A fresh batch of students is a fresh batch of minds to educate. Isnât academia where you thrive?â
Dr. Ratio huffs, like heâs having to explain something repeatedly to a child that doesnât understand.Â
âZero points! How can I possibly be content with my situation, knowing thereâs a whole world of ignorance out there just waiting to be fixed? Besides, we donât get many applicants per year.â
âWould you like a way out then?â
After a beat of silence, he sets your book down and turns to face you fully for the first time that night. You take in his ruby-rimmed golden eyes, the color of the sunset a few hours ago, that hold the weight of a geniusâs expectations behind them.Â
âAre you offering me a position aboard the ship?â
âThat depends. What skills do you have?â
He puffs his chest out proudly.
âI have eight doctorates in the fields of biology, medicine, natural theology, philosophy, physics, mathematics, engineering⊠oh, and astronomy. You would be hard-pressed to not glean some value.â
That last part catches your attention.
âAstronomy, you say?â
We are in need of a dedicated navigator⊠Aventurine canât be at the helm 24/7.
You turn your attention back to Dr. Ratio, who meets your gaze with a tilt of his head and a raised brow.
âSomething on your mind?â
âHave you ever tried your hand at being a shipâs navigator?â
He doesnât look surprised at your question. Itâs like he was anticipating it.
âI canât say I have,â he admits. âBut with my knowledge, it should be childâs play.â
âDonât say that about something youâve never tried,â you caution. âIf youâre really interested, meet me back here at the docks this time tomorrow night. Weâll see how you do.â
The next night, heâs waiting at the docks with several bags lying beside him. Hm, he mustâve packed all his belongings for a life at sea now. Aventurine whistles at him as you lead him aboard.
âLooks like youâve made up your mind already, doc. Told you so.â
If looks could kill, Aventurine would be at the bottom of the sea right now.Â
Once out on the deck, you hand him a sailing chart. Without a hitch, he dives right in. His spyglass is aimed at the sky as he examines the stars and their positions. With your help in hoisting the sails and Aventurine in steering the ship toward the right direction, youâre on track to your next destination.
âNot bad,â you praise. âYouâll need to learn how to steer the ship and how to hoist the sails, but you can learn that in due time.â
âThat settles it then, I suppose,â comes Aventurineâs voice from behind. The soft glow of a tea candle flickering within a lantern fills the space as he steps into view.
âWelcome aboard, Ratio.â
He proves to be quite a skilled navigator, and youâre thankful you managed to snatch him up before any other pirate crew could. Even without a sailing chart or in stormy weather, he still manages to ensure you donât veer off course. Itâs truly remarkable, really, as even sailing from north to south is hardly a challenge for him.
He settles into the empty room next door to your quarters. Bookshelves line the walls from floor to ceiling, with several more stacked on his desk and bed. It perpetually smells like clean linens and chalk from the stash he burns through every week solving whatever problem piques his interest, written out on the rolling blackboard by the windows- or through hurling them at your captain with terrifying strength and speed. Sometimes, youâll stop and stare at the board for a bit, only to give up after realizing you canât understand a lick of it. Itâs usually something physics or math related. If heâs in the room as well, heâll try explaining it to you, but it all ends up flying over your head anyway.Â
Soon enough, he lets you call him by his first name without the title out in front- a privilege not even your captain has. When not found on the deck, he can either be found reading and solving problems in his quarters, or hovering by your side.
âRum mixed with⊠lime juice?â
Youâre in the kitchen, surrounded by supplies. A new shipment of rum and citruses sits in the corner and youâre going through them, preparing the crewâs rations of alcohol.
You nod and toss the rinds over your shoulder into the garbage.
âStagnant water on ships is a gold mine for diseases and pests. Alcohol is usually a safer alternative, and while the captain and I painstakingly ensure the water onboard is safe to drinkâŠâ
You shrug and take an experimental sip of the mixture. The strong burn of alcohol all but scorches your throat on the way down, but itâs a sensation youâve long grown accustomed to, even liking it by now. The addition of lime makes you purse your lips and raise your brows approvingly. It would be even better with some sugar but alas, itâs a very costly material to transport, even by Aventurineâs standards.
âI suppose there are some vices that just canât be shaken, like a pirateâs love for alcohol. The lime also prevents scurvy. I bet they donât teach you this in med school, do they?â
Veritas begrudgingly shakes his head.
âWeâre taught about the dangers of scurvy and waterborne disease obviously, but never resort to such⊠crude solutions.â
You laugh and push a glass toward him.
âWell, this is your life now, and you chose it. Better get used to how things are done around here.â
âIâm not saying I have anything against your methods, as crude as they may be,â he scoffs as he eyes the drink in front of him. You think you see a hint of nervousness in his eyes and smirk. Perhaps itâs Aventurineâs influence rubbing off onto you, but you spot a perfect opportunity to tease him.
âDrink up. Cheers,â you say, raising your glass in a toast. âItâs not half-bad, I promise.â
He lifts the glass to his lips and takes a hesitant sip before sputtering dramatically, face scrunched up in an amusing expression of disgust. You all but cackle at his reaction and down half your glass in one fell swoop.
âLiar,â is all he can manage out as he chugs water to chase away the burn of the drink.
âYouâll be singing the same tune I am in just a few monthsâ time. Just wait and see, I guarantee it.â
âOr thatâs just your alcoholic tendencies speaking.â
âNever claimed I wasnât one,â you respond with an eye roll as you finish the last bit of your drink. He looks at you with an expression of faux disgust as you leave, then looks down at his drink again as soon as the door closes. With a sudden burst of effort, he downs all of it. Veritas feels like heâs about to start breathing fire, but he holds it in for a few seconds before shakily exhaling.
â⊠Itâs passable, I suppose. Five points.â
Itâs some time after this that you welcome your fourth member aboard.
Youâre docked at the only port to a mining town that, to your eyes, is on the verge of becoming a ghost town. Itâs not winter yet, so the town hasnât completely frozen over and snowed in (which is common this far north) but itâs still so bitingly cold. Supposedly, this is the warmest it gets year-round, but you still find yourself shivering underneath all your layers as you pace back and forth to prevent your limbs from turning into icicles. Even Aventurine, who likes to drink and gamble the day away after docking, keeps things on land as short as possible before running back to the ship to warm up. (Not like there are any taverns or casinos in a place this miserable anyway.)
Youâre only here because thereâs a severe storm blocking your way and this was the only port that you could dock at. All others, including the one you had left, were too far away to even consider rerouting to. Aventurine is absolutely miserable at the situation and youâre no better. Veritas is probably the worst of you three, being even more snippy than usual and holing up in his quarters.Â
One thing you notice is the lack of trees. According to the locals, severe runoff from mining activities has led to trees spontaneously igniting from the industrial chemicals in the soil, leaving only burnt sticks behind. Itâs quite sad, you think. The people here canât even appreciate natureâs beauty.Â
Another thing you noticed as soon as you docked are the heavy respirators the residents wear. There are newer models on the market that are lighter, smaller, and just plain better, but the ones you see look like metal helmets from times of war rather than medical devices. Theyâre old, archaic and clunky. They cover the entire face and you can hear every labored inhale and exhale through the little grate in front of the mouthpiece.Â
Itâs also so, so gray and dreary. A thick smog blankets the town thanks to the smokestack belching chemicals into the air. Thereâs a persistent acrid stench sticking to your clothes and skin and hair that no matter how hard you scrub, just wonât go away. Your throat feels scratchy and youâre always coughing and soon enough, youâre forced to don the same respirator everyone else does. Youâre uncomfortably hot under the full face of metal and your neck is sore from its weight, while the vision in your left eye is always tinged red because of the glass used for the lens. You only wear it when you have to leave the ship, which is almost never. Aventurine laughed at how stupid you looked at first but before long, he was subjected to the same miserable fate as you.
âI canât wait till we finally leave this place.â
âTell me about it.â
On the day before youâre scheduled to finally depart, you decide to explore a bit further than you usually do. You hitch a ride with a resident past the outskirts of the town to the residential area. The pollution out here is significantly less, but still dangerously high by all standards. Thereâs actually vegetation out here! (Sparse blades of grass that havenât been cut in ages and come up to your kneecaps. The soil is strangely wet and sticky and you wince after seeing the clumps of mud sticking to your shoes, even more so after recalling the extensive soil pollution plaguing the town.) Rows of identical concrete blocks are stacked alongside each other, meant to be bare-bones apartments. Faded slogans are painted onto the sides of them (âpeace to the world!â is a common one you see) and there are small playgrounds out in front situated here and there.
Itâs where you also find a girl around your age. She sits with her back to you as she hunches over something. Itâs the bits of white hair peeking out from under the respirator that get your attention. You nudge the resident youâre walking alongside and look over at her.
âWhoâs she?â
âAh, thatâs little Jelena. Though, she prefers to be called Topaz these days. Donât ask me why.â
âWhatâs she working on?â
âWho knows? Beats me. All I know is sheâs always mumbling something about leaving this place. Utter foolishness, if you ask me. Once youâre here, youâre never getting out.â
You stay put in your tracks examining her. She doesnât seem to have noticed you, continuing with whatever sheâs working on. The resident looks at you strangely but after a rushed and awkward wave goodbye, leaves.
â... Miss Topaz?â
She jolts and looks over her shoulder at you. Her respirator obscures her face but her posture is guarded and defensive. You canât blame her.
âWhoâre you? And how do you know my name?â
âA resident passing by told me.â
She takes a quick glance at you from head to toe.
âYouâre not from here, are you?â
You laugh, hoping to dispel the tension and take a step forward. She looks a bit nervous, but hasnât left yet. Good.
âWhat gave it away?â
âNobody here has clothes that nice and clean. Or hair that shiny and well-maintained.â
She tugs on her own rags and choppy hair for emphasis. Sensing an opportunity, you sit down next to her and take your scarf off, wrapping it around her. Topaz jolts but stills when she feels how soft the material is. With a sudden effort, she yanks the respirator off her head and tosses it aside carelessly to bury her face further into the scarf.. The underlayer of her hair is a shockingly bright red. You match her actions and toss yours aside too. The acrid smell of polluted air hits your nose but you maintain a pleasant smile even though you want to scrunch your nose up and start coughing. Â
âKeep it,â you say, patting her shoulders. She rolls the scarf fringe around between her fingers, marveling at how thick the yarn is and how it doesnât fray immediately. âI have more clothes than I know what to do with.â
Topaz lets the scarf fall from her fingers and looks up at you behind untrimmed bangs. Â
â... Who are you?â
Sheâs curious now. An enigmatic smile graces your face.Â
âWould you like to know?â
A nod.Â
âNurse (Name), serving the Lady Luck, a vessel operated under the command of our pirate captain Aventurine.â
â... Pirates?â
Your gaze drifts to her workbook. Thereâs still questions in her eyes but she turns toward you a bit more to give you a better glance at what sheâs working on, sensing your curiosity. A chart filled with lots of numbers and scribbled calculations all around it.Â
âWhatâre you working on?â
âAccounting. Iâm studying hard to get out of here. Everyone says I shouldnât bother and just settle down with a husband already, but I have my sights set on something far greater than what this life can give me.â
You sympathetically hum and nod. Thereâs a loud squeak and something falls into your lap out of nowhere. Itâs a⊠piglet?? Tiny for one as well. It squeals and flails around a bit in your lap until Topaz swoops in and lifts it up.
âNumby! Stop that!â
It squeals some more as Topaz continues lecturing it. You watch the exchange with a mix of confusion and concern for Topazâs life.
âIs this⊠your pet?â
âHm? Oh, yeah. This is Numby. Theyâre not just my pet though! They can accurately sense where riches are located and over the years, have even learned how to perform jobs related to security, debt collection, and actuarial sciences!â
The expression on your face must speak for yourself because she laughs and tosses you a gold coin. Numby squeals and flails in her arms, trying to go after it, but Topaz doesnât budge.Â
âDonât believe me? Toss this coin out there and watch Numby go after it.â
You catch the coin deftly. Topaz covers Numbyâs eyes and hands you a pocket knife. You raise an eyebrow.
âGo bury it. Give Numby a challenge. Not like it really is one, but make them jump over a hurdle or two.â
âYou can use weapons?â
âCourse I can.â
She looks up at the perpetually gray sky and the plumes of pollution being spewed out.Â
âThereâs not a lot of people here, but life is hard and sometimes people try to take out their frustrations on those around them. Crime is a lot more rampant than youâd expect in a place like this, and unless you want to be robbed completely defenseless, itâs a given to always have something on you.â
You feel like your lucky stars have aligned and all the Aeons themselves are smiling down on you. By Aventurineâs luck, this girl is everything you need all in one package! You feel like this is hardly real.Â
âWhat weapons can you use?â
She shrugs. âKnives, mostly. Theyâre the most accessible around here. But I have experience with guns too. Swords as well. Nabbed them off the drunken sailors a while back to protect myself and Numby against some idiots who had the really bright idea to turn them into bacon.â
⊠You feel like youâre ascending right now. Everything is aligning exactly the way you need them to.Â
âStolen a few times before, eh? Looks like youâve already got experience in piracy.â
She scowls at you and you take that as your cue to bury the coin. You choose a location thatâs a few apartment blocks down from hers. The knife sinks easily into the sticky, polluted soil as you dig a little hole before burying the coin. You avoid getting any dirt on your hands, not wanting to even think about what the contamination could and would do to your skinâŠ
âFinished,â you call out as you make your way back to her. Topaz lifts her hand from Numbyâs eyes and with a slap to the rear, sends the piglet running. They run faster than you expected them to with their stubby legs and soon disappear from sight.
âTheyâll be waiting for us where the treasure is. But in the meanwhile, we can walk and talk.â
The two of you begin walking side by side, this time with less tension in the air.
âWhat a drag it is being pressured to settle for less,â you empathize, shifting the conversation back to the earlier topic. âWhat do you want to be?â
âA businesswoman of sorts, climbing up the ladder until Iâm sitting at the top. Then no one can tell me what to do.â Even as she walks, she still continues to work, her pencil flying across the page as she performs calculations faster than you can keep up with.Â
You raise your eyebrows and let out an âohhhhhhhâ in response. A golden opportunity has presented itself.Â
âWell, what do you want in life then?â
â... I suppose itâs to solve problems. Thereâs many of them that exist in this world and I like solving them. It makes me feel nice, knowing Iâm doing something to improve peopleâs lives.â
âWhy not a teacher or something similar then? Youâre quite good at math, after all.â
She shakes her head. âNot enough jobs in education around here. The nearest school is in the neighboring town, which is over half an hour away. The nearest university is several hours away in the city. Thereâs no demand for education in these parts, so thereâs no supply of jobs and the current positions are occupied by people whoâd rather die than resign.â
She flips to the next page and dives right in.Â
âBut companies are always hiring, right? I heard from the sailors down at the dock that thereâs a few that are rapidly growing and are in need of people. So thatâs why I want to become a businesswoman. Because itâs the fastest way to achieve what I want- happiness. And thatâs how a job should be.â
You drum your fingers along your arm excitedly and lean forward with a conspiratorial look on your face. Drawn in by your expression, Topaz canât help but lean in a bit too.Â
âWhat if I said that although I canât land you a job at a big company, I can guarantee you riches and a chance to explore the world? You can also finally escape those annoying aunties who keep pestering you about marriage and sending men your way who you canât even bear to look at,â you whisper, temptation and promise dripping from every word.Â
Her pencil stills, she comes to a halt, and she looks at you fully for the first time. Her eyes are a brilliant purple with flecks of blue and yellow. Despite the harsh conditions surrounding her, they still retain plenty of life. Quite different from Aventurine, you think. Makes you wonder what he went through to have the life sucked out of his eyes.Â
But soon enough, thereâs a scowl back on her face and she begins walking again.Â
âMoney is a means, not an end. I may be poor, but Iâm not studying out of greed. Work should make you happy. If thatâs all there is to offer, then I wonât be happy and I canât have that happening.â
âHow does solving long-buried mysteries sound? It should scratch that problem-solving itch of yours.â
She hesitates and you can tell sheâs starting to seriously consider your offer. You just have to keep pushing and choosing your words carefully.Â
âI donât see how piracy helps anyone though,â she says stubbornly and you mentally sigh. She really wants to know what sheâs getting herself into, huh? But thatâs already two of her three needs youâve got checked off and you already have a counterargument prepared for this.Â
âWe only search for and discover buried treasure that no one has laid claim to and is free game for all interested pirates,â you calmly respond. âNone of that town-looting business you might hear about from the sailors down at the dock. And should you wish to donate your share of money earned to philanthropic organizations or invest it elsewhere⊠youâre more than welcome to. We wonât stop you.â
From the look on her face, victory has already been secured. And yet, she looks uncertain. Unsure.
âBut⊠Why me? Why little Jelena from this run-down mining town when there are so many smart, talented people out there waiting to be discovered?â
Thereâs a loud squeal up ahead and Numby is jumping up and down in front of the spot you had buried the coin. Topaz unearths it with the knife and pulls out the dirt-stained coin. So she was right. Even better.Â
You reach your hand out to her, just like how you did when you made your offer to Aventurine and Veritas.
âWhy, itâs simple. We both get what we want. You get a ticket out of here and a hefty share of our riches, while we get a capable bookkeeper who prevents our captain from gambling away too much money, plus a master gunner whoâll defend the ship from foes.â
Your hand remains extended. She stares at it, then at you disbelievingly.
âIâŠâ
You wave the gold coin you plucked out of her gloved hands without her noticing and wave it in front of her face.Â
âEvery investment has its risks, right? I suppose itâs natural to want to pick the one that has the least risk involved when youâre putting down something as important and uncertain as your future as collateral. But youâre still young with plenty of time left and dreams unfulfilled. If you play it safe, you wonât be able to make a killing later on in life. My days are freer now. All of us are. And I know that freedom to do as you please is whatâll bring you that happiness you so desire.â
Silence greets you. You swallow nervously. (You hope she didnât see it.) Youâre no businessperson, but you know an opportunity when you see it. And this is one you absolutely cannot let slip through your fingers. Youâre gripping the coin as tight as you can and your hands are cold and clammy beneath your gloves.Â
Her shoulders begin to shake. Your hand twitches and you think youâve somehow upset her until she begins to laugh heartily. Itâs loud and free, echoing off the walls of the apartment blocks. Itâs the prettiest sound youâve heard in this whole town.Â
âWow, talk about a win-win situation! Just the way I like to go about doing business. Nurse (Name), Iâll be under your care going forward!â
She whistles for Numby, who comes running over, oinking.Â
â... Youâre not bringing anything else with you? We donât have to leave immediately, you know. We still got a whole day before we leave.â
Topaz shakes her head and lifts Numby onto her shoulders.Â
âNothing worth bringing along. Besides, whatâs a better way to signify a fresh start in life by leaving everything behind?â
âNot saying goodbye either?â
Her enthusiastic demeanor fades to something more solemn and her pace slows.
â... No one here supports my dreams. If they didnât support me from the very start, they donât deserve to see me at my proudest.â
You hitch a ride back to the docks with another resident. On the way back, Topaz nudges you in the side.
âAre you sure you arenât a businessperson? That was a very solid offer you drafted and presented to me back there. I couldnât have done much better myself. Youâve even got the silver tongue for success as well. Perhaps an ambassador of sorts, at the very least?â
You laugh and brush aside her compliments.
âIâm truly flattered, but I really am just a nurse onboard⊠oh. Right.â
â... Is something the matter?â
âItâs just⊠I never told our Captain that a fourth member might be joining us. Ah⊠heâs in for quite the surprise when we get back to the docks.â
In my defense, itâs not like I couldâve told him anyway while I was so far away from our shipâŠÂ
Her face falls. Wait, you canât have this happening already! Not when you just convinced her to join!
âIâll vouch for you,â you quickly reassure. âHe may be annoying and difficult to work with, but heâs not unreasonable. Besides, Iâve been a crewmate for the longest. If thereâs anyone heâs going to listen to, itâs me.â
You find Aventurine lounging around in his quarters when you return. He gets up to welcome you back with an eager grin and an embrace, but pauses when he sees Topaz and Numby behind you.
âOh? Whoâs this?â
You plant yourself between them.
âTopaz, meet Captain Aventurine. Youâll be working under him from this day forward.â
As per his usual nature, he merely laughs and extends his hand. Topaz firmly grasps and shakes it.Â
âA new recruit,â he chuckles. âWelcome aboard the Lady Luck then. We could always use some more helping hands around here. (Name), why donât you go show her around the ship?â
But thereâs a look in his eyes that follows you into the late hours of the night, through showing her the layout of the ship and introducing her to Veritas who looked as if he couldnât care less, and the extravagant dinner to celebrate her arrival.
You and I need to talk.
Itâs only after everyone has gone to sleep that Aventurine seeks you out. Topaz is sleeping soundly in your bed and youâre leaning against the doorframe outside, waiting for him. When he does appear, the usual carefree smirk is gone, instead replaced by a more serious expression.
âReally? A new crewmate without my-â
You violently shush him.
âSheâs sleeping!â you hiss. He rolls his eyes but listens all the same.
â... Iâm not saying Iâm doubting your ability to seek out talented people,â he begins, voice a whisper this time. âBut what if she betrays us? And weâve been just fine so far with the three of us. What can she do that we canât?â
You roll your eyes.
âAventurine-â
âKakavasha.â
âWhat?â
His intense gaze doesnât waver. Ghost fire sprouts from his fingertips and dances wildly around him. A wisp lands on your hand. Itâs warm, pleasantly so.Â
âKakavasha. Thatâs my real name. Call me that, but only when weâre alone.â
â... Really? You decide to finally open up in the middle of an argument?â you grumble. âThereâs a time and place for everything, yâknowâŠâ
He blinks at you innocently and you resist the urge to push him overboard. Instead, you settle for coughing and swatting the wisp of ghost fire away from you.
â... As I was saying, Captain Kakavasha, she wonât betray us.â
âA bold statement to make with such confidence. How can you say for certain?â
âKakavasha, this girl came from nothing. You saw the state of town she grew up in. No friends, no connections, no way out. But we gave her the escape sheâs been looking for. She wonât sell us out, not while sheâs indebted to us.â
You hear a sudden noise behind the door and freeze. Itâs silent for several more agonizing moments until you finally relax. She probably just shifted around in her sleep. You really hope she didnât wake up or hear any of thatâŠ
âBut if she decides to leave of her own accord to chase her dream further, then who are we to stop her? Of course, even if she tries to turn us in, the authorities wonât be able to catch us,â you joke, trying to ease his fears.Â
Aventurine hums. He doesnât look moved.
âSo? What can she do that we canât?â
⊠But he doesnât press the prior topic any further so you assume itâs ok for now.
You beam and hold out the workbook you swiped off her earlier.Â
âCaptain, weâll have a dedicated accountant on board now! Just look at this. I saw her complete this entire page in no more than five minutes! Not only is she fast, but sheâs accurate! Here, check for yourself if you donât believe me.â
Aventurine takes it and examines it with an air of disinterest surrounding him. He glances at it for a few seconds before tossing it back.
âYeah, itâs all correct.â
âBut thatâs not all!â you continue. âHer little pet thatâs always following her? Apparently, theyâre skilled in security, debt collection, and actuarial sciences!â
The silence that follows your statement speaks for itself.
â... Donât look at me like that.â
âAre you drunk right now, (Name)?â
âHey!â you exclaim indignantly, before remembering that Topaz is still asleep. âI am not! Iâll admit, I was just quoting her claims but her pet is really good at detecting treasure. I buried a gold coin and they found it with no trouble. Kakavasha, imagine how useful they would be.â
âPigs are a symbol of good luck aboard a shipâŠâ he mumbles to himself and itâs a sign youâre a step closer to convincing him.
â... Should we introduce her to Jade?â you ask. Aventurine looks at you like youâre insane. Then, as if considering your offer, looks at your door as if seeing through it to the girl sleeping in your bed.
âI know youâre good at math and business too, but wouldnât it be nice to have someone else equally as skilled on board? With a bit of refinement from Jade, sheâll be just as qualified as any other licensed professional out there,â you plead.
He shakes his head. âIf you want me to be the bookkeeper as well, I can do that no problem. If youâre adamant about her joining, youâll have to try harder than that.â
âYouâre a pain in the ass.â
âYour pain in the ass, sweetheart.â
âShut up and donât call me that, especially right now,â you growl. He merely hums and smiles, his expression strangely cat-like. He wants to make things difficult for you? Fine. Time to bring out the big guns then.
âSheâs skilled with weapons.â
â...â
â...â
âHow skilled? And with what types?â
Checkmate.Â
âKnives, mostly. But she has experience with guns and swords too.â
You can practically see the gears turning in his head and hear his thoughts. He must be thinking about the weapons piled away in the armory with no one skilled enough to use them. With Topaz on board, theyâd be put to good use for once- and after enough training from her, there was nothing the crew would fear.
â... Of course, I still have to personally see what sheâs capable of.â
He glances at the clock hanging above his dresser mirror.Â
âIâll see to it tomorrow morning. Tell her to meet me on the deck first thing after waking up. Iâll be testing her aim and accuracy, among other factors.â
Youâre woken up the next morning by the sound of gunshots. Several of them. Thinking youâre under attack, you scramble to your feet and stumble onto the deck only to see Topaz shooting some bottles lined up on the railing- and sheâs hitting every one of them.Â
Aventurine takes in the sight of you in your pajamas and unbrushed hair. A snort escapes him.Â
âGood morning, my lovely nurse. Did you sleep well?â
⊠The nerve of this man. Then again, he did warn you the night before, so itâs not like you can blame him for your own forgetfulness.Â
He stops you before you can storm off though, beckoning Topaz over.
âCongratulations,â he says while clapping. âThanks to my belovedâs recommendation and your mastery over weapons, I hereby welcome you aboard the ship as our master gunner, Topaz.â
She excitedly shakes his hand before enveloping you in a bone-crushingly tight hug.
âThank you! I promise I wonât let you down. Iâll pay you back double- no, triple the amount of investment youâve put in me. And I always deliver on my promises!â
Your thoughts are a whirlwind as you watch her run down to where your quarters are.
⊠But I never saw it as you owing me?
Aventurineâs light laughter pulls you out of your thoughts. You scowl at him as he stops before you, gently combing out the tangles in your bedhead with his fingers.
âStop referring to me by those pet names. People are going to get the wrong idea about us.â
âOh? I wouldnât mind that one bit.â
âVeritas has already been giving me strange looks whenever he sees us two together. Add Jele- Topaz into the mix and I donât think Iâll be able to handle it.â
âHandle what? Sweetheart, itâs just the four of us out on the open sea!â
He spins you around in his arms and you let yourself be dragged along.
âThatâs exactly what I mean! And donât âsweetheartâ me!â
âSure, sure. Whatever you say, sweetheart.â
âYou-!â
Topaz settles into the room across the hall from yours. While the space is initially barren, it quickly gets filled up thanks to you. She raids your overflowing wardrobe and takes whatever interests her periodically and half the time, you donât even realize what she stole thanks to your captain constantly spoiling you. Cosmetics are another common victim of her theft, but itâs more noticeable, especially if itâs a perfume. Books that youâve finished are piled up in her room and sheâll often come to you with questions about your thoughts after sheâs finished reading one. Numby has their own little bed at the foot of hers and youâll frequently see them chasing Doubloon around the deck.Â
It seems that Topaz is good at everything and anything she sets her mind to, because she becomes frighteningly skilled with weapons in a short period of time. Every day, she holds lessons teaching you all how to use an array of weapons, and sheâs quite the skilled teacher too. But when class isnât in session, she can often be found out on the main deck during a sunny day, humming a tune to herself as she cleans out the many pricey pistols and rifles youâve plundered over the course of your journeys. Or by your side, but thatâs a given by now.Â
She also gets⊠seasick. Rather easily too. Itâs her one fatal weakness. She gets used to it over time, but if the seas are rougher than usual, itâs guaranteed that youâll find her hurling into the ocean, face pale and hair sticking to her forehead. And sometimes, itâll still happen even when the seas are calm! It gets to the point where sheâs so fed up she goes to Aventurine himself and demands answers. But he merely tips his head back and laughs.
âThatâs the Lady Luck for you! Sheâs a fickle one like her namesake. Sometimes, sheâll try and drown you just for spite. She keeps even me on my toes at all times and Iâm her captain. Isnât that right?â
Aventurine pats the shiny wooden helm. As if responding to him, she creaks and rolls precariously even though the waves are calm.Â
The four of you now are a complete crew. Incredibly small by all means, but a crew that operates smoothly like a well-oiled machine and one to be feared.Â
As thereâs so few of you on board, all of you have to double down, or even triple down, on roles. Veritas is simultaneously the boatswain and navigator, while Topaz is master gunner and master at arms while also being the bookkeeper. Youâre âthe shipâs beloved nurseâ, as so lovingly referred to by Aventurine, while also being the quartermaster. Smaller roles such as cooking and carpentry are handled on a day by day basis and whoeverâs available at the moment- although it usually ends up being you after Numby ran amok in the kitchen and almost burnt the ship down.
Guess being second in command is the bare minimum you deserve after being with him the longest among everyone on board. Although, thereâs no real sense of hierarchy when thereâs only four of you in totalâŠÂ
Unlike other pirate captains out there, he wasnât a rich man or a legitimate captain or even a high-ranking officer on a private vessel before becoming captain. Rather, thereâs almost nothing known about him and itâs what makes others regard him with suspicion. How can a man who started off with nothing sail the seas with such ease, outshining even those who were born with a silver spoon in their mouths?Â
But itâs all forgotten about in the face of his achievements- always going where no man has dared gone before and finding treasures beyond a pirateâs wildest imagination, as well as discovering several legendary treasures that have been lost for generations. Sea monsters that have been terrorizing ships for years meet their watery demise by your hand with Topaz leading the fray. Even the harshest of seas and weathering three days and nights with little sleep and food isnât enough to shake your spirits. Mythical beasts meet death one after another and itâs around after the third creature slayed- a kraken whose single tentacle was longer than your ship measured from prow to stern, strong enough to crush her hull into splinters with ease- that you know youâve made a name for yourselves. Whispers follow you everywhere you go on land and youâll always hear dramatized retellings of your battles and treasures discovered while passing by taverns.Â
The bounty on your heads also increases with each treasure you discover. It wasnât until the four of you banded together that wanted posters started being put out. The amounts offered started off small at first, but after more and more valuable treasures were discovered, the number of zeros at the end keeps increasing until itâs the staggering number it is today. It becomes a point of pride, seeing how quickly the amount offered spikes with each town you stop at and youâll have a good laugh over it, especially if the authorities think theyâre fast enough to arrest you. Youâll take your sweet time fleeing as officials scurry after you like drunken idiots with two left feet- and giving them a fair share of trouble too. By the time they catch up with you at the port, youâre already long gone with a stash of stolen weapons and alcohol onboard- and a horrifyingly long tab under their name at the local tavern.
All the while having a crew of only three under Aventurineâs command. Truly a once-in-a-lifetime kind of pirate captain.
As word spreads from port to port about his unbelievable luck in finding treasure, his reputation grows and so does the number of people looking to join his crew. At every port, he welcomes anyone wishing to join with open arms. But not everyone is worthy of joining. You secretly put every applicant through a series of tests to see if theyâre qualified including, but not limited to: seeing what skills they have to offer that you donât possess already, if they can handle Ratioâs admittedly hardass personality at times, if they can satisfactorily perform the jobs of upwards of three people, as well as their motives among others.Â
And of course, dealing with Aventurine. Heâs in a category of his own.Â
As expected, none of them last more than an hour. Shame. More hands on deck would always be appreciated.
All of this leads to your reputation as a small but tight-knit crew that would defend each other to the death. Regardless of the size or might of the ship that dares to challenge you, you always emerge victorious. Whether it be down to dumb luck or the collective desire to protect home, no one makes it out alive after encountering you. Itâs enough to tell other pirate crews to steer clear, especially after you had considerably roughed up other crews more than twice your size. After the first few encounters that resulted in many dead pirates, you all decide to raise a red flag. It warns others that your crew will refuse to spare the lives of any opponent that comes your way. Youâve actually seen ships turn and head the other way after seeing yours. Now, whether that be from the red flag or upon recognizing the Lady Luck, youâre not sure, but it means less work for you either way, so you arenât keen on prying too deep.Â
Surprisingly, Aventurine doesnât like to settle things with a duel unless he has to. Rather, his preferred method is with a game. Heâll invite the captain of the other ship below deck for a game of poker or blackjack rather than clashing swords and guns. The wager? The same as usual- the lives of the crew and the supplies on board. The loser and his crew would have to walk the plank and all treasures aboard would be handed over to the winning party. Itâs not often it happens, but itâs still a nerve-wracking experience each time. Topaz had nearly passed out from anxiousness the first time heâd bet her life alongside yours and Ratioâs not long after sheâd joined, while Ratio had lifted Aventurine up by the collar and nearly thrown him overboard. It was only thanks to your intervention and pleading that your captain hadnât met his end that day.
⊠Safe to say, many a pirate crew have lost their lives and treasure this way.Â
Like the crew that was idiotic enough to challenge Aventurineâs luck and consequently met their end just a few minutes ago.Â
You watch as the captain of the ship anchored across from yours goes overboard with a resounding splash. His crew had already jumped before him.Â
âThatâs the last of âem,â says Topaz as she confirms with the spyglass. âRatio and Capân are going through and seeing what treasure they had. But what would we do about their ship?â
âLeave it. We donât have any cannons on board to blast it to smithereens and it's not worth adding another vessel to our fleet.â
Veritas and Aventurine push several treasure chests across the gangplank. Once the last of them are on your ship, Veritas lifts the gangplank and weighs the anchor and soon, youâre off again.Â
âLetâs see what we have in here,â says Aventurine as you all stroll over curiously. He pops the lids off the chests and collective âoohsâ and âaahsâ fill the air as you marvel at the sparkling treasure filled to the brim inside. Aventurine lets out an appreciative whistle and lets a handful of multicolored gemstones slip through his fingers.Â
âHave at it. Go and take your pick.â
Veritas snatches up the sailing charts while Topaz lays claim to the abundance of weapons. Her eyes are sparkling as she looks at the weapons in much need of some love and a deep-cleaning, and you can already tell what sheâll be up to for the next week or so. Meanwhile, you go through the chests with slim hope theyâll contain some medical supplies. To your disappointment, but not surprise, you find none. You instead settle on some pearl jewelry that catches your eye.Â
âYou guys barely took anything,â comments Aventurine as he peers into the chests again. âTheyâre still practically full.â
âThatâs because gold and jewelry can only get us so far,â you remind him as he steps behind you to fasten the string of pearls around your neck. The cold metal of his nail guards and warmth of his fingertips lightly brushing over the nape of your neck make you shudder. From the faint chuckle that escapes him, your action didnât go unnoticed.Â
âCredits are where itâs really at,â adds Topaz as she gets to sharpening and polishing a sword. Aventurine rolls his eyes and scoffs.
âOf course the budding businesswoman would say that.â
He barely ducks out of the way in time to avoid Numby being chucked toward his head.Â
Heavy wind and rain batters the Lady Luck later that night. But itâs cozy and warm beneath the deck in your dining room. Mismatched dishes and cups cover the round table the four of you are seated around, the food having long since been polished off. Numby is in a food coma by Topazâs feet and Doubloon purrs contentedly in your lap. Veritas had gone off to bed earlier and Topaz is mumbling incoherently to herself, having drank more than she usually does in one sitting. With Aventurineâs help, you help Topaz to her feet and tuck her into bed while Numby sleepily trots after you.Â
The two of you are back in the kitchen, silently doing the dishes and cleaning the space. When youâre finished, you bid him goodnight until you feel his hand latch onto your sleeve.
âWhat is it?â
â... Stay. Please.â
â... Captain, did you have too much to drink at dinner earlier?â
âIâm fine,â he grumbles. âNot even tipsy.â
The pink flush on his cheeks makes you doubt his words, but you let him lead you toward his quarters. The space is warm and extravagantly decorated. Atlases and maps are piled atop the heavy wooden desk in the corner with several candles burning throughout that fill the room with light. His wardrobe is even more packed than yours, overflowing to the point where you can barely make out the original floor beneath the heaps and piles of clothing. You carefully step over what you believe is a pile of silken robes on the way to his bed, where you lay him to sleep amongst the many fluffy pillows and heavy blankets covering the mattress.Â
He stops you again as youâre about to leave.
âDonât.â
âCaptain, you have to go to sleep soon.â
âIâm not tired,â he argues childishly. âI have something I need to tell you.â
The uncharacteristic seriousness of his voice has you straightening up. You cast a glance at the door to ensure itâs locked as he sits up and drapes a luxurious fur over your shoulders. He pats the empty space next to him and after a moment of hesitation over the implications of getting into bed with your captain, you join him.Â
âTruth be told, I havenât been able to sleep lately,â he laments. âIâve been plagued by nightmaresâŠâ
Itâs only now you notice the dark circle under his exposed eye and a pang of guilt strikes your heart. You cautiously remove the bejeweled eyepatch and expose his blind eye- a privilege granted to only you- and frown at the sight.
âHow long has this been going on for?â
âA while now,â he grumbles. You click your tongue and your frown deepens.
âWhy didnât you come to me about this earlier?â
Aventurine rolls his eyes.Â
âPlease. Itâs nothing worth worrying your pretty head over.â
The remark has the opposite effect he intended. You glare at him and angrily tug on his ear.
âCaptain, I think youâve forgotten this, but itâs our duty to ensure youâre fit to sail even if you do piss us off to no extent at times. Iâm responsible for ensuring youâre in good health, Topaz is responsible for making sure we can defend ourselves, while Ratio is in charge of making sure we donât veer off course. We are all your responsibility just as much as you are ours.âÂ
He sighs and looks away. Figures. He shouldâve known better than to expect youâd let his neglectfulness slip by the wayside. Meanwhile, you roll your neck and irritatedly sigh.Â
âYou mentioned nightmares. Do you want to talk about them?â
He keeps avoiding eye contact. With a resigned sigh, you lean against him languidly, head resting on his shoulder. Aventurine stiffens, clearly not used to touch, but relaxes after a few seconds. A hand comes to grasp yours.Â
â... They always start off the same way,â he begins. âWeâre lost at sea somehow and thereâs always foul weather. Amidst the lighting, a ghost ship is illuminated.â
He swallows.Â
âWe then investigate that ship to discover that her hull is filled to the brim with gold and treasures alike, but no captain or crew on board.â
Aventurine begins fiddling with the poker chip he always carries on him.Â
âAnd this is where things can change. Sometimes, Iâll turn and see that sheâs hung you all before my eyes. Other times youâll all have gone overboard, drowned by a rogue wave snatching everyone up except for me. Sometimes sheâll even steal my sight. Either way, they all end the same way. Iâm cursed to be her captain forever, sailing the seas without an end in sight. A captain that didnât go down with his ship and left without a crew.â
He lets out a dry, humorless laugh and tucks the chip back into his pocket. You swallow dryly.
âDo you think it has anything to do withâŠ?â
You look down at his hands, then back up at him. He doesnât meet your gaze.
â... How much do you know?â
It sounds more like a threat than a question- but a weak one at that. You scoff and take his hands in yours, taking care to remove the nail guards one by one as well.
âWhat do you mean by that? Kakavasha, you know by now I couldnât care less about who you are. And honestly, Iâm kind of offended that you think I would,â you sigh as you remove his hat and the teal bandana wrapped around his head. âAll this time together and I was under the impression you held me in higher regard than that.â
âCut the theatrics,â he grumbles. You toss his hat and bandana off to the side and pull the blankets snugly over you both.Â
âBut a ghost ship, hm?â you say, eyeing the stack of open books on his desk. âThatâs never a good sign. Surely weâre not sailing towards our imminent deaths, right?â
He draws you closer as you roll over onto your stomach and gaze up at him with sleepy eyes. He feels his heart somersault at the proximity and your warmth seeping into the sheets. Itâs an unfamiliar feeling heâs not quite comfortable with yet and tries to play it off with a laugh.
âIâd sure hope not.â
But itâs the first time heâs met your gaze this entire night. You meet his eyes unflinchingly, as you always do, with a lazy smile as you shift onto your side.Â
â... Thereâs no storm that Veritas canât lead us out of,â you quietly reassure. âNo monster that Jelena canât kill. No injury that I canât heal.â
A hand sneaks out from beneath the covers to grasp his.
âAnd no captain better fit to lead us through the storm than you. So chin up, ok? Weâll make it out together on the other side surrounded by calm seas just fine.â
Aventurine shakily exhales. Thereâs still more on his mind but⊠forget it. Theyâre not worth worrying you over.
â... If you say so, sweetheart.â
ââCourse I do. Because I believe in your abilities.â
He stares at you disbelievingly before bursting out into laughter.
âYou really are something, you know? Something so incredible I could practically kiss you right now.â
âThen do it.â
Your gaze is steadfast like itâs always been ever since joining. Not once have you ever flinched away from witnessing every aspect about him, both pretty and ugly. Every reckless, stupid, horrible decision heâs ever made was an attempt to chase you off the ship so you wouldnât see him for who he really is. But for some reason, whether it be your persistence or having figured out his motives, youâve stuck around.Â
Heâs a coward of a man at heart, but youâve surely seen through his grandeur by now. You may pretend to be a mere nurse, but Aventurine knows thatâs far from the case. You surely have to know his biggest, darkest secret by now, yes?
âAnd if I donât?â
âThen Iâll tell Ratio that youâre the one whoâs been leaving obscene doodles on his chalkboard and Topaz that youâre the reason for Numbyâs sudden weight gain.â
âSeems like my hand has been forced,â he chuckles. âFine. You win this round, my beloved nurse.â
The rain continues pouring outside, but itâs still warm and dry beneath the deck. And if one kiss leads to something that lasts until the candles burn out, thenâŠÂ
Thatâs a secret for you to keep then, yes?
Itâs not the sun that wakes you the next morning. Rather, itâs the weight of a blond man sprawled out on top of you that does.Â
âKakavasha⊠get off me. Youâre heavy and I canât breathe.â
âMmm⊠no. Youâre comfy.â
His arms tighten around your waist as you flail around and try to shake him off.Â
âCaptain, your duties and crew await you! Let go of me!â
After some more incessant squirming and an accidental kick to his stomach, he finally relents. You shake him off and get ready for the day, trying to not think about what transpired last night as you change and do your makeup. The mere thought of it is enough to make your face heat up several degreesâŠÂ
When youâre finished, you peek into his room on the way to the main deck out of curiosity, only to see heâs still in the same spot you left him in. When he sees you glaring at him disapprovingly from the doorway, he perks up.
âHelp me get ready?â
âCaptain, you are a grown ass man.â
âPretty please?â
He hurries to his feet and scurries over, before sinking to his knees and wrapping his arms around your waist. He fixates you with those big, watery dual-colored eyes and you just canât bring yourself to say no even though you know heâs playing you like a fiddle
â... Fine. But just this once. And not a word to Ratio and Topaz, got it?â
âUnderstood, my dear nurse!â
You start by all but tossing his clothes toward him, then turning and facing the other way resolutely as he gets dressed.
âWonât you help your poor captain out here?â
A loud âoof!â escapes him as you toss his long coat over your shoulder. The weight of it, gold embellishments and gems and all, knocks him flat on his back and onto his bed again. He takes his sweet time getting dressed after that, grumbling all the while until heâs done.Â
The wealth of accessories he wears are next. Aventurine slips on the pair of golden anchor earrings that are as heavy as one as you layer his necklaces the way he likes them. He preens like a bird under your attention and you have to fight back the comment likening him to a peacock that brews on the tip of your tongue.Â
You re-wrap the bandana around his head before placing his hat on slightly tilted- just the way he likes it. Almost done. Just one last touch before heâs ready. You pull out a tin of salve and dab it onto the scar over his eye. Aventurine scrunches his nose up in distaste at the strong herbal smell, but lets you do as you please. You pat it dry and secure his eyepatch, nodding in satisfaction at your handiwork.Â
âPerfect. Thereâs our captain, ready to command and conquer the seas.â
âI think you meant to say my captain, especially after last night. Werenât you the one-â
You shut him up with a zealous kiss to the lips that has him sighing in bliss when you pull away, a dazed expression on his face and a pretty shade of pink on his lips that matches the one on yours.Â
For such an eccentric man, he sure can be predictable when you have him dancing in the palm of your hand.Â
The skies are cloudier and darker than youâd like them to be when you step out onto the deck. Itâs also quite windy too. Veritas is lowering one of the sails while Topaz is on lookout duty. Upon seeing the two of you hand in hand, the former scoffs and rolls his eyes while the latter whistles obnoxiously.
âGood morning to you two lovebirds! I take it you had some fun last night?â
You chuck a pastry you had nabbed from the kitchen at Topaz to shut her up. She catches it deftly with one hand while Numby jumps up and down around her, pleading for a bite, but at least it worked. Meanwhile, Veritas is glaring at you with disgust in his eyes.
âWhat?â you ask innocently.
âI couldnât sleep a wink last night.â
Oh. Oops.
âYouâre just complaining because youâre jealous, doc,â interjects Aventurine with an arm thrown around your shoulder. The purple-haired man scowls angrily and turns on his heel, storming away angrily while grumbling something about the too-thin walls on the ship.
âAnd wipe that lipstick mark off your mouth,â he snaps at Aventurine. His face flushes guiltily while you snicker behind your hand.Â
Topaz lifts the spyglass away with a worried look on her face.
âCapân, thereâs a storm brewing up ahead. A pretty intense one from the looks of it and because the winds are reaching us out here already.â
Normally, heâd laugh such concerns off and lazily give the order to circle around it. But this time, he wordlessly takes the spyglass from her and looks out toward the horizon where dark storm clouds are gathering and swirling.
â... Turn around.â
You think youâve misheard him and so does everyone else.
âWhat?â
âTurn the ship around,â he quickly orders as he places the spyglass back into Topazâs hands and hurries over to the helm. âIf we go now at full sail, we should be able to outrun it until it dies out.â
Ratio and Topaz share confused looks but do as he says, obediently hoisting all the sails as Aventurine spins the wheel. The Lady Luck slowly turns around and soon sheâs sailing ahead at full speed. Even so, the storm clouds arenât getting any smaller.Â
Thereâs a level of urgency etched into Aventurineâs face that you havenât seen before as he pushes the Lady Luck to her limits. His hands grip the wheel so tightly you think that any more and the wood would crack. Itâs as if heâs trying to outrun something, especially with how often he looks back over his shoulder at the encroaching clouds blanketing the sky in pitch-black darkness.Â
Even sailing at near-top speeds, you still arenât able to outrun the storm. Heavy clouds that bring with them an oppressive humidity and electrical charge to the air roll in rapidly, surrounding you on all four sides. Thereâs a strange buzz in the air and your hair begins to stand on end. Thereâs a small patch of clear sky in front of you thatâs your only escape, and itâs rapidly shrinking.Â
Come on, just a little faster⊠just a little moreâŠ!
Her prow just barely breaks free of the storm when a sudden flash of lightning temporarily blinds you all. When you open your eyes again, itâs so dark you can only see a few paces in front of you. Not a single shred of light escapes the thick storm clouds rolling overhead that have finally completely moved in, and you realize the sky is tinged a sickly green when lightning flashes. The air is heavy and humid and mere seconds later, heavy, fat raindrops fall from the clouds, splattering angrily against the deck. The temperature plummets and the raindrops condense into giant hailstones, harshly stinging your skin as they pelt you and the deck with harsh cracks. The slippery surface of the deck and angry seas tossing the ship around as if she weighs nothing make it so that youâre constantly sliding into walls and hitting things.Â
Youâre surrounded by the storm with no way out in sight.
Ratio lowers the sails as fast as he can and jumps down the second heâs done. Mere milliseconds later, the boom swings about violently toward the spot he was just at. A moment sooner and he wouldâve surely died upon impact.
You regroup by Aventurineâs side, whoâs staring at the churning waters with barely-concealed horror. Towering, white-capped waves crash mercilessly against her hull and spill onto the deck. The salty spray of the ocean shoots up as high as the masts and stings your eyes. The continuous gusts of winds threaten to rip the sails off the masts and howl against your ears. The Lady Luck rolls violently amidst the choppy waves and your stomach twists into knots at every drop. Poor Topaz is already throwing up over the side of the ship and Ratio is starting to look a little green.Â
âSo this is it then,â he murmurs under his breath, so quietly you think only your ears heard it. Before you can respond, he gets ahold of himself and gives the order to tie down everything that isnât secured and for all hands on deck. Veritas and Topaz stumble off first, making quick work of the ship, but you linger by his side a bit longer.
âThis is no natural storm, is it?â
â... No,â he responds, his voice clipped as he fights to keep the Lady Luck buoyant. âIt isnât.â
Youâre emerging from your quarters when you think you hear a melodic voice drifting over the choppy waves, singing an unknown yet enchanting tune. For all your time spent in taverns and performing in them, youâve never heard anyone with a voice even close to the one youâre hearing right now. The voice is clear and high-pitched and whoeverâs singing hits every note perfectly. You feel yourself go limp and you begin seeking out the voice, even getting up on shaky legs before Veritas yanks you back down. With the last of his strength, he shoves wax into your ears before he too falls victim to the song. Topaz, with her ears safely covered, takes the initiative and with your help, manages to subdue him enough for you to plug his ears. Not an easy task for a man of his size and build actively struggling against your hold.Â
Youâre practically deaf now. All you can hear is the loudest of the waves crashing against the shipâs hull and the thunder booming directly overhead. Topaz roughly shakes you and you manage to make out what sheâs saying even with the heavy rain obscuring your vision.
âWhat about our captain?!â
Ice courses through your veins. Sheâs right. You were so caught up in saving yourselves that youâve left your captain completely defenseless. Oh no.
But when you look around, you see your captain still at the helm, seemingly immune to the sirenâs song drifting through the air. He fights the ocean at every turn and spins the wheel to and fro as heavy waves tip her from side to side. He eventually manages to stabilize the ship for long enough to where you can get back up on your feet after being thrown around like a rag doll. Long enough for you to lock the rest of the ship up.Â
You cling to anything you can get your hands on as you slowly make your back to the deck, but itâs surprisingly difficult. Your whole body hurts from being thrown around, your arms are sore from holding onto anything for dear life, and your balance is off. Your feet keep slipping and sliding and when you make your way to the deck, you see why: the Lady Luckâs prow is pointed directly up and you already know whatâs going to happen next.
âHold fast!â shouts Aventurine. In the instant before the ice-cold waters sweep over you, Ratio grabs you and Topaz around the waist and hunkers down in the corner of the deck, gripping the railing with all his strength while you latch your arms around his waist. You manage to squeeze your eyes shut and inhale before the force of the rushing waters hits you. Even with your iron-clad grip around him, the bone-chilling cold temperature of the ocean plunges you head-first into shock and your grip loosens up ever so slightly- just enough for you to be swept away. Your limp body is harshly thrown against a corner- something cracks upon impact and needle-sharp pain shoots up your spine- before another wave lifts you up and over the railing, plunging you into the endless, swirling depths.Â
âCapân! (Name)âs gone overboard!â
The water sloshing around on the deck comes up to his knees now. Aventurine looks down at his legs, then toward the churning seas, then back at his legs. Without any hesitation, he tosses his coat aside and jumps overboard to the astonishment of Topaz and Ratio.
âCaptain!â
âYou damned gambler! Have you gone insane?!â
Everything sounds muffled and distant as you sink further down and down. Your lungs are burning and your vision is beginning to darken as you gaze up at the hull of the Lady Luck thatâs growing smaller.Â
Is this⊠it? And just when I think Iâve finally found the life Iâve been searching forâŠÂ
You think you see something dart by- a fish? No, itâs too big for one. The tail is a shiny lilac but the top half is that of a woman. Silvery hair flows out behind her as she stares at you curiously and you realize itâs a mermaid as she swims away. You gasp out of shock, only to regret it instantly when you begin gasping frantically for air after you accidentally inhale some water. You desperately claw and fight your way to the surface but itâs no use; your legs feel like lead and soon your arms follow.Â
Right as your consciousness fades and the world goes black, you see a familiar face swimming toward you. Blond hair, multicolored eyesâŠ
Captain? Whatâre you doing here?
Thereâs an uncharacteristic regretful look on his face as he gets closer. He says something- you canât hear it- before he pulls you in gently and kisses you so softly you barely feel the brush of his lips against yours.Â
A shimmering teal tail, the same kind as the mermaid you saw earlier, is the last thing you see.Â
You feel something warm and heavy nestled against your side. Two of them, actually.
It feels like youâve been asleep for a very, very long time. Itâs a struggle to open your eyes as if theyâve been sealed shut and your body feels stiff. Itâs all too easy to fall back asleep, butâŠÂ
Upon opening your eyes, youâre greeted with the sight of Numby and Doubloon curled up against you. The former squeals and the latter meows anxiously now that youâre awake. You gently pet their heads.
â... Good morning to you two as well.â
Your voice comes out so hoarse and scratchy you almost get secondhand embarrassment from hearing it. Upon closer examination, you realize youâre in Aventurineâs quarters but thereâs no sight of him. You do, however, see Topaz passing by in the door left ajar. She gasps loudly at seeing you moving around and almost drops whatever sheâs holding to rush inside.
âYouâre awake! Good, we were all so worried, especially Aventurine.â
âUgh⊠quiet down a bit please. How long was I out for?â
âAlmost a day and a half.â
You slowly shift into an upright sitting position, wincing when you feel a sharp stabbing pain in your chest. Topaz is immediately at your side, helping you up and covering you with furs and blankets when your teeth start chattering uncontrollably. Looks like the chill of the waters penetrated deep into your bones.Â
âEasy now. You got some nasty injuries when you went overboard, such as a few fractured ribs. Ratio had to be the one to patch you up after Capân brought you aboard and-â her words are punctuated with a light-hearted chuckle â-Iâve never seen him so anxious for a person to wake up. Donât tell him I said that though.â
She leaves and you lift up the handheld mirror on the nightstand, getting the first good look of yourself since almost drowning. You look relatively the same, save for the bruises all over your exposed skin and the sling your left arm is in.Â
âYouâre very lucky that you only got off with some fractured ribs, a broken arm, and a bunch of bruises. You very well couldâve died out there,â says Topaz as she walks back into the room with a warm drink in hand. âRatioâs words, not mine. Although, heâs right.â
You accept the drink and after realizing what it is, gulp it down eagerly. Hot rum with honey, lemon, and cinnamon. A favorite of yours and a classic remedy whenever someone on the ship falls ill. Topaz makes it the best though.Â
You stare down at the now-empty cup in your hands, its residual heat warming up your cold hands. It takes a while for your memory to be jogged, but you suddenly remember Aventurine going overboard too.
âWait, Aventurine, where is-â
âIn the bathroom waiting for you. Heâs been quite moody ever since returning.â
You think back to when he saved you at deathâs doorstep and you loudly gasp when you recall the last thing you saw. Your thoughts mustâve been written all over your face because Topaz merely sighs and takes the empty cup from your hands.
â... Iâll let him explain everything.â
She helps you to your feet and leaves you be. You hesitantly knock on the door and are instantaneously greeted with a âcome inâ from the other side.Â
You see why Aventurine has been confined to the bathroom. The first thing you see is a long teal-colored tail shimmering and swaying lazily side to side in the dim candlelight; far too big for the tiny confines of the bathtub your captain is currently soaking in. The fins are long and slightly translucent at the ends as they smack against the floor upon seeing you enter. You stay frozen in place, eyes trailing up from his fins toward his face. The scales that you swear youâd see peeking out underneath his collar sometimes are on full display now. Patches of them are littered across his chest, arms and face. His hands are webbed now and so are his ears tinged green at the tips and peeking out beneath the mess of blond hair. The sharp fins along his forearms slice cleanly through the water as he shifts around and the gills on his neck flare upon seeing you.Â
He stays frozen in place, watching. And waiting for your reaction. For what feels like eternity, none of you speak or even dare to breathe until you finally make the first move. You shakily laugh and exhale- he jolts at the sound- and you sink to your knees besides him, albeit with some difficulty. When you finally do speak, itâs with a gentle voice as youâre eyeing his tail resting in your lap.
âSo that explains it all. And here I was wondering if I was hallucinating seeing you with scales.â
Aventurine lets out a laugh of sheer relief. His shoulders droop and he slouches against the edge of the bathtub, all tension seemingly dissipating from his body. He seems to take notice of your injuries after heâs relaxed. A webbed finger reaches out to lightly trace your arm in a sling and he frowns at the sight.
â... Iâm sorry.â
You blink, astonished.
âWhat?â
âIâm sorry,â he repeats, and thatâs all he has to say.Â
âItâs just some broken bones,â you lightly respond. âInconvenient, sure, but nothing I canât recover from. Besides, you saved me from certain death.â
âItâs not just about that. I narrowly avoided the nightmare I saw in my dreams, but at what cost?â
He goes quiet and refuses to elaborate. You decide itâs for the better to change the topic.
âSo⊠care to tell me about your tail?â
Aventurine sighs. He knew he wouldnât be able to keep this a secret from you forever, but heâs still a bit hesitant to tell you.
âExposure to waist-deep water gives me legs and vice versa thanks to a deal I made with Jade a long time ago. In exchange for getting to experience life as a human, I would have to bring promising people to her door and continuously supply her with valuables.â
âJade is a⊠sea witch?â
Aventurine snorts and scoffs.Â
âWhat, did she not seem enough of a conniving witch the first time you met her?â
âFair enough,â you concede. âBut what made you want to experience life on land?â
âIt wasnât a choice.â
âOh.â
Your eyes land on the tattoo on the side of his neck thatâs on full display now. You dare not say what it spells out loud. He scratches at the spot, conveniently covering it with his hand, and silence fills the space for a bit.Â
âWhat happened after the storm passed?â
You break the silence first. He seems relieved at the distraction and begins playing with the pearl bracelet fastened around your wrist.Â
âThe storm passed almost as soon as I rescued you. I brought you back to the surface, where-â
âWait, does that mean Veritas and Topaz know youâre-â
He sighs and nods. You falter a bit.
â... How did they react?â
Aventurine thinks back for a bit.Â
âI think they were just surprised. I donât think theyâve fully processed it either.â
He laughs and shrugs.
âI canât blame them. Their captain and a feared creature among sailors are one and the same.â
He sighs and looks at the closed bathroom door.
âTheyâve been giving me a wide berth since thenâŠâÂ
âIâm sure theyâll come around. They just need some more time,â you reassure. âBut what happened after that?â you ask, pressing for more information. His tail curls around your waist and swiftly pulls you closer to the bathtub- heâs surprisingly strong in this form, you quickly realize as you squirm around only for him to not budge one bit. You rest your tired head against your arms and gaze at him with half-lidded eyes that he meets unflinchingly with a gaze of his own and a lazy smile.Â
âOnce youâre feeling better, go thank Ratio for his prompt medical care. As soon as I resurfaced, he practically yanked you out of my arms and started treating you. You inhaled quite a bit of water and Ratio had to get you to cough it all out. A bit gross, seeing it unfold in front of my eyes.â
â... You saw it all?â you ask, horrified and disgusted.
His lazy smile turns impish and he flicks some water toward you.
âAh, you shouldâve seen yourself,â he muses out loud. âFlopping around on the deck like a fish out of water and soaked to the point where you looked like Doubloon during bath time. It made for quite the sight- wait, donât leave!â
He reaches out to you desperately and his tail tightens even more around your waist. You shoot him a withering glare before settling back down again.Â
âThe storm calmed down soon after I saved you,â he continues. âThe Lady Luck sustained some damage to the sails and she sprung a few leaks in the hull, but nothing that Ratio and Topaz werenât able to repair. Later, you woke up and here we are.â
âReally? Thatâs it?â
âReally, thatâs it,â he repeats.Â
âWhat a coincidence it stops after narrowly escaping death,â you grumble. He rolls his eyes.
âNo kidding,â he scoffs.Â
Aventurine plucks a glimmering scale off and holds it out like a peace offering to you. It shifts between colors in the candlelight, going from pink to green to gold with a holographic sheen covering it. He notices the confused expression you wear and lightly laughs.
âWhat? Didnât you know, mermaid scales are exceedingly valuable?â
You hold it closer, entranced by its dancing colors.
âI thought most of the ones on the market are frauds though?â
âThat they are. But a real, genuine scale⊠those are only offered to the richest of the rich at a closed auction.â
âYet here I am with one in my hand, free of charge.â
Aventurine laughs and plucks off another one for you. A look of hesitation crosses your face.
â... Doesnât that hurt?â
âA little,â he admits. ïżœïżœïżœBut itâs nothing I canât handle. Besides, they grow back.â
His words do nothing to budge the frown on your face and Aventurine makes a mental note to claim a scale fell off from natural causes the next time he gifts you one.
âHow long do they take to grow back then?â
â... A long time,â he confesses after a beat of silence.Â
â... I see why theyâre so expensive now.â
You glance down at the two shining scales in your palm. Perhaps youâll make jewelry out of them- an earring to match with your captain doesnât sound half-badâŠ
But your curiosity is piqued now. Mermaids are the stuff of legends and you have one sitting in front of you. A few questions couldnât hurt, right?
âWhat else can you do?â
His tail flicks back and forth excitedly. Anything to impress you!
âWe can cry pearls and other valuable jewels. Want to see?â
âWait, donât make yourself cry-â
Too late. Fat tears slide down his cheeks, condensing into something round and shiny before landing with a soft clink in his hands. Perfect pearls and tumbled sea glass pile up in his palms and you spot some shiny green stones- aventurine stones. He holds them out to you with an expectant look in his eyes. Your captain looks less of a fearsome mythical creature and more like an⊠eager puppy. You canât possibly say no to such a face so with a resigned sigh, you accept his offering.Â
â... Thank you, but please donât make this a common occurrence in the future. I donât want to see you cry.â
He pouts, fins drooping. Boo. There goes a courting attempt out the window.Â
Like a puppy, you think as you watch him sulk in the bathtub. You poke at one of Ratioâs rubber ducks Aventurine had stolen from him bobbing along the waterâs surface.
âYou arenât horrified?â he asks once he grows bored of staring at the duck.Â
âWhy would I be?â
âDonât give me that. You know exactly what I mean.â
His tail swishes side to side agitatedly and his ears simultaneously flatten against his head and fold downwards.Â
âDo you realize what I could do to you right now?â he asks in a low tone. âI could pull you under my song, strip you of your defenses, outwit you at every turn despite how clever you areâŠâ
Youâre leaning in unknowingly. A grin tugs at the corner of his mouth and he leans in closer, twirling a strand of your hair around a clawed finger.Â
âIâll infiltrate your mind and charm you into doing things youâd never think of doing,â he continues, voice even lower and softer now. âI could tell you to walk the plank and you would do it, no questions asked. I could drag you beneath the depths with me and no one would even notice youâre gone. Ah, but youâre already under my spell, arenât you?â
â... What?â
âExactly. I could even do⊠this!â
With a sudden yank, he pulls you into the tub with him. Water splashes over the edge onto the floor and you scream. Even so, he holds tight and winds his tail tightly around you, nuzzling his cheek against yours and nipping your cheeks. Theyâre love bites more than anything else, but you shudder at the thought of how different the situation could be had he not been so head over heels for you.Â
You also shudder as the cold water soaks through your clothes and sends a chill up your spine.Â
âLet me go. The waterâs cold.â
Aventurine merely holds onto you even tighter. Tucked into the crook of his neck like this, you can see his gills rapidly opening and closing out of contentment and the self-satisfied smile stretching wide across his face. He seems content to stay in this position for ages, leaning in to bury his nose into your hair and press kisses to your cheek repeatedly, but itâs only until you start shivering that he reluctantly lets go.Â
Before you step out the tub, he holds his left hand out. You hesitantly extend your right hand out until he gently bats it away and gestures for your left hand instead. Itâs bundled in a sling but you manage to make it work somehow.Â
âThere we go,â he says once your palm is pressed against his. âNow, close your eyes.â
You do as he says and thick, syrupy words flow like honey from his mouth. The words practically stick together as his voice rises and falls melodically in some unknown language. It sounds soothing, in the way a motherâs voice would lull a child to sleep.Â
âThere,â he whispers after a peck to your forehead. âAll done. You can open your eyes now.â
âWhat was that?â
â... A prayer,â he admits. âA prayer for your continued health and safety.â
Thereâs a funny feeling in your stomach and you fight back the stupid smile creeping onto your face.Â
âYou shouldnât have. But thank you.â
You curl your good arm around him and with a sharp heave, lift him up. His long tail snakes around your waist and you almost fall over from the weight.
âStop that! Youâre heavy!â
âHow heartless of you.â
You dunk him back into the bathtub unceremoniously. His tail splits down the middle and scales begin falling off rapidly in patches. The fins shrivel and dissolve and pearly-smooth legs soon emerge. With a start, you try to look away but he merely scoffs and languidly stretches out in your arms.
âWhat? Itâs nothing you havenât already seen.â
Now fully dressed, Aventurine emerges onto the deck with you in hand. Topaz is playing fetch with Numby and Doubloon while Ratio is at the helm. The two pets, upon seeing you, dash over to you and run in circles around you with Numby oinking and Doubloon meowing excitedly. Topaz all but topples you over in an excited hug while your navigator scolds her, reminding the woman of your frail condition.Â
âHow are you feeling?â asks Veritas as he comes to a stop before you. You hum and beam at him.
âNever felt better thanks to your immediate care.â
He brushes your compliments off with a scoff and a wave of his hand, all accompanied by his usual eye roll.Â
âThink nothing of it. It was merely my duty.â
Topaz leans against you from behind while Ratio coughs and steps back from you a bit. They eye your captain with the respect and admiration they always have, but now thereâs a hint of skepticism underlying it all.Â
âGambler, we deserve an explanation for what happened back there,â demands Veritas. Aventurine sighs and shakes his head.Â
âI know, but thatâll happen in due time. For now, letâs just⊠keep moving forward.â
He takes the helm. Ratio hoists the sails and Topaz climbs up to the crowâs nest to keep lookout. Things are never going to be quite the same as before now, but thatâs alright in your eyes. Everyone boarded the Lady Luck for their own reasons and their captain secretly being a mermaid in disguise doesnât change any of that. You boarded the ship to carve out a life for yourself you wouldâve never had back on land. Ratio boarded to spread knowledge. Topaz boarded to bring change into the world. Your captain has already helped those dreams come true. Nothing the legends say will do anything to sway your opinion on him.Â
There will come a day when the Lady Luck will complete her last voyage, Aventurine will have to return to the seas, and the crew will be disbanded, but that day isnât today. It wonât be when he comes clean to the crew either. Rather, itâll be in the far future when no amount of repairs can keep the Lady Luck from falling apart and youâre no longer able to handle the challenges of life at sea. But youâll cross that bridge when you get there.Â
The seas are calm. Itâs clear out with a strong breeze that cools you off amidst the sunâs sweltering rays. Ratio is repairing a tear in one of the sails that escaped his earlier attention while Topaz hums a tune she picked up from you atop the crowâs nest, scouting the surrounding waters. You meet Aventurineâs gaze out the corner of your eye. Wordlessly, he pulls you into his side with one arm as you look out upon the ocean.Â
âHave you accomplished your goal of conquering the seven seas?â you tease. He scoffs and smirks.
âOh, I did that a long time ago already. But thereâs one last desire I have yet to fulfill.â
âAnd what might that be?â
He gazes down at you silently, yet the silence between you speaks volumes. A raised eyebrow and a head tilt. A cheeky wink and a kiss to your forehead. An exasperated sigh from your two crewmates as you pull away from returning the kiss.
Thereâs always one question you ask when heading to a new destination, and this time is no different. Gazing into his multicolored eye, you canât imagine yourself anywhere else other than here, now and forever.Â
âSo where to next, Captain?â
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#đ bookmark#đŠ ïżœïżœOUE FAVES !#ALSO HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! im sorry for the late greetings đđ#it was soo laggy writing this sjsn but I really wanted to add every thought that i have cuz you genuinely deserve it#Iâll reiterate but if you have time to read this PLEASE PLEASE DO from the bottom of my heart this is the best aventurine pirate au fic#i also genuinely feel like iâm missing some thoughts / missing smth from what u want to say but i hope this makes sense? iâm rambling haha
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Assigning my moots eyeshadow palettes based on their themes/vibes !
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Finally got the time to come around to this (slap me this is very late) and truthfully you got my vibes down to a tee. I would most especially use the center ones đ«¶đ«¶
Literally love the warm/nude colors so muchh, dark brown my beloved. I wish i was into make up to be able to really come around these eyeshadow palettes đđ€ but if i was i would definitely choose this, thank you for this beloved!!
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THEME CAHNGE ALERT ⌠KOU THEME CHANGE ALERT ⌠IM HERE IM HERE đŁđŁđŁđŁđ„đ„ GAAAH I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT, YOU'RE GIVING ME THE URGE TO CHANGE MINE ( for the 10th time unfortunately, it's an irresistible itch okay?? ... plz teach me your ways how do you mange yo keep it up for so long đ ??? )
THANK YOU NEPTUNE!! and I wish I can but I swear I just subconsciouslyâŠgraphic my stuff and itâs done the next second :â)) pinterest does help a bunch + looking shamelessly at my other mutualsâ amazing themes and getting a few ideas from there.
And donât even, I love your themes!! itâs so dainty and eloquent đ€
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UHM. YOUR THEME? WHAT HAPPENED TO EXCHANGING PLEASANTRIES AND TAKING ME OUT TO DINNER FIRST?
THANK UU but at the same time itâs something â°ïž â°ïž iâll redo my fonts later
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Not enough people talking about how Moze got SO close to losing the two most important people in his life
And I don't mean this as Jiaoqiu angst or Feixiao angst, I mean this as: Whether you ship any of them or all of them, whether you see them as found family, or even just friends, Jiaoqiu and Feixiao are the only people Moze has. And both of them could have died in the Skysplitter that day, both because of Hoolay, almost at the same time. And Moze probably wouldn't be near either of them when it happened.
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âI promise you all⊠one day, I will be faster than the Reignbow's Lux Arrow. One day, we shall no longer have to witness the falling of stars.â âA doctor's life belongs to his patient. I cannot leave this world before she's cured.â âHe says the general is his patient, but I think the general is actually his doctor.â
â âą THE YAOQING ⧠FEIXIAO, JIAOQIU, and MOZE ⣠â
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Itâs cee day, happiest 19th birthday to you @kazucee!! đ my blog is either 70% writings + rambles or 30% you, despite your busy schedule I really hope at the bottom of my heart that youâd enjoy your special day â€ïž
Sincerely your twin flame, sun to your star & more đ§ž
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My last two brain cells actually. (Small sketch of them because I'm legitimately dying) I think they'd both get along well don't you ?
#𧞠reblogs#BOOMSHAKALAKAAA#you did NOT just post this on a random thursday and expect me not to go feral#cee the artist that you are iâm down on my kneess#my supposed intimidating demeanor? defenestrated.#my current well being? potentially gonna be a psych ward patient#oh phainon ohhh phainon you did him so well grr grr mooing as we speak#okay but the blacked out eyes goes so hard it looks soo pretty in your style + the brush you used makes the tones on their faces really sof#and very mallowy- i wna chomped their cheeks#me when sun coded characters ong >>#i want to buy their little chibi plushies and pocket them in my cardigan#PLS PLS I NEED THEM TO MAKE A CHIBI OHAINON PLUSHIE RIGHT NEOW
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Û« êŁà§ . HIS ULTRAVIOLENT PROSE. mydei
summary, even with half-bitten pomegranates between tongue, teeth and heart, the prince of Kremnos tries to make amends with you.
mydei x gn!reader. mildly lovers to enemies. tension and arguments. hurt with comfort. mentions of arranged marriage and eloping (love this trope with him) soft and gentle mydei, might be ooc. lore-inclined city-state ceremonies. [2.0k wc]
Itâs merely an alliance ceremony.
And yet here you were, being dressed in foreign silks and heavy accessories. Compared to your usual attires the fabrics are lightweight, enough for a cold rush to scrape your skin despite the torch lit by the corner of your room.
Your face mustâve betrayed you, for the maidens that attended to you murmured about it being part of Kremnoan traditions and that you had to endure it, only with such a solid statement do you deflate, settling stiffly and defeatedly on the chair, allowing them to continue their decorations on you, to peel you bare of your sea-state city garments and pool Castrum Kremnosâ silk clothes, sandals and cape over you.
At this very moment, you looked like a raw and beguiling warrior, a far cry of what you truly were, an ignorant coward.
âYou look beautiful.â A more elderly woman speaks from behind, you stare at her through the vanity.
ââŠI look like a fighter.â
âAre you not?â
You hesitate to answer her, biting your lip to prevent yourself from speaking something you might regret.
Are you still labeled a fighter after losing your city to Castrum Kremnos?
You were anything but triumph, you lost your kingdom, your pride, your peopleâand only this alliance union can salvage whatever scraps of glory you have left, it's the only thing you could do for your folks since you disappointed them as their leader.
The elder womanâs hand lands softly on your shoulder, despite such a gentle manner you cannot help the flinch from echoing through your bones. Your nails bury into your palms.
âI assure you, young one, that shame is the last thing Castrum Kremnos would dare to offer you and your city-state.â
She pauses.
âOur prince would not dare such a thing from you.â
You wanted to laugh, to cry and scream and ruminate frustrations. But you swallow instead, âI see.â
You did not utter another word after that. The maidens have left long ago and you pondered with your own thoughts, recounting the gradual yesterdays you spent mourning over fallen friends and a broken city. You recounted tidbit memories of the remaining council that pushed you for this allianceâforcing you to succumb and kneel towards the very people that took your everything.
After all, as the last remaining royal blood, thatâs the least you can do.
The Kremnosâ heavy bells finally billow, and you inhale sharply.
âItâs time for you to step into the ceremony hall, lord.â
And you stand, your heart heavy with pressure. When you followed a counselor towards your destination, the older man gave you a quick rundown of certain rules and traditions you needed to adhere to, you half-listened to the convoluted rules until the very last statement that catches your attention,
âAt the end of the blessings, you are to share a cup of pomegranate juice with the one you are to join alliance with.â he starts,
âIn this case, you are to drink from the same cup with the representative of our city, Kremnosâ prince Mydeimos.â
His name is an echo through the shell of your ears, leaving a bitter aftertaste between your teeth. You stopped listening after that, until you both faltered at the end of the corridor.
Your heart is pounding in your chest when the large, looming doors split open, by now, the hall is packed and standing at the very front was the ceremony priest and Mydeimos himself, awaiting your arrival. When you step beside him on the podium, your gaze dare not shift towards the prince.
You let the withered voice of the priest wander you through the prayer, he lifts an iron chalice brimming with liquid as red as bloodâyou watch quietly as he lifts a smaller glass of honey, letting the golden liquid pool into the red cup before blessing the drink.
The priest turns to you, with a nod he beckons you to mirror the oath spoken. With parted lips, you follow along, pledging allegiance and alliance to Castrum Kremnos, âAnd with the glory of Strife and blood intertwined in allegiance with Castrum Kremnos, I, the succeeding lord of my city shall share the same devotion of valorous death before glorious return.â
You tilt your chin, lips pressed against the iron. The tangy yet thickly sweet taste of pomegranate rinses through your tastebuds. When the red liquid hits the middle line, you retract, turning towards the direction of the prince.
You look at him, only to find his heavy resin eyes already on you.
Mydeimosâ blank stare traces every bare action you do, and for a split moment you try to hold his weighty stare, trying to dissect his expressionâtrying to see what he thinks of the whole thing, and yet you find none.
Youâve dropped your gaze then, before extending the chalice in his direction. You slightly stir when you feel his fingertips brush your knuckles, you are quick to let go when he grabs ahold of the cupâtoo quickly.
How audacious, you cannot help but wonder when the priest speaks the same oath to him, Mydeimos recites it but his eyes never stray from you. Truly, heâs like a prowling lion assessing its prey.
Thereâs a prickling sensation of self-consciousness with such a look pinned on you.
âAnd with the glory of Strife and blood intertwined in allegiance with Castrum Kremnos, I, Mydeimos the succeeding prince of my city shall share the same devotion of valorous death before glorious returnâŠâ he rasps, then he downs the remainder within the chalice, his golden eyes still on you.
You cannot help yourself but settle your gaze on his exposed collarbones, laddering your way up the column of his neck where you watch the way his adamâs apple bobs at the swallow of the juice, a few clumsy droplets run down his jaw before he retreats and wipes it with the back of his hand.
The bells sound once, then twice at the successful union but your mind is a flurry of thoughts, though all of them stop at one concluding statement, you desperately need to get out of the banquet hall.
So when youâre finally released from your duties, instead of lingering and talking with the folks you spin around towards the exit. Nobody seemed to bat an eyelash at your hasty departure, nor was there anyone in the hallway outside which allowed you to break into a sprintâyou donât know where youâre going, quite frankly the layout of the city is still foreign to you, but you needed to get out of there.
At the fall of your impatient footsteps, you barely hear another set chasing after you.
Only until you feel larger hands gripping your waist do you stop.
âWhere do you think youâre running off to?â You donât need to turn to know who was speaking, the plates of his half-naked front are pressed hard against your back, it acted like a furnace almost.
âUnhand me.â You try to sound casual but it ends up in a bite. âThis instant, Mydeimosââ
âAnd what?â He challenges back. âLet you run around like a headless goose until one of the counselors finds you? Do you wish for trouble that much?â
Instead of answering, you try to pry his hands around your waist. Your attempts are obviously futile however you are wracked with frustrations, fury and confusion. Your actions only fueled the princeâs impatience.
âQuit squirmingââ
âThen let me go!â You try to glare at him. âI wish to be anywhere but in your arms right nowââ
That mustâve struck a nerve.
Mydeimosâ grip on you only tightened, he pulls you towards an empty corner between the heavy flaps of curtains and presses you against the wall. His hand grips your jawâbut despite such a harsh action his hold on you remains feather-light, gentle.
His face draws close to your own, until you can feel his raspy voice on your cheek. At this distance, you can smell his scent of bonfire, tender smoke and something sweet, like pomegranates, he smelled awfully fruity.
âSays the one that wishes to marry me, isnât that what you confessed to me months before?â
The jab brings heat to your cheeks, you lift your hand with the intent to slap him but Mydeimos captures your wrist before your palm could collide with his cheek. His thumb runs up from your wrist to your palm, intertwining your fingers together and laying it on the wall beside your head, his bangs brush your forehead, face so, so close that if you tilted your head your lips would be brushing his own,
âYou wanted to elope with me.â Mydei tells you. âHave you forgotten? Or do you wish for me to tell you the exact words you told me that day.â
âDonât be ridiculous, this was before my city was attacked by your warriors!â
The tension hangs gauche, the silence between the two of you almost unbearable. The man before you sighs heavily, âThere are a handful of things that are at my disposal, even with the title of princeâthe issues of prophecies is something I cannot control.â Mydei soothes a thumb over the pulse in your wrists.
âYou of all people are aware of this fact.â he pauses. âOr maybe you werenât, after all the sea-side states are nonbelievers, you and your people donât revere the Titans, only the arithmetics and logarithms of the world.â
âYou're right, I wasnât.â You snap. âI did not know Castrum Kremnos was prophesied to destroy my home, Mydeimos. If I had known, I wouldnât have uttered such preposterous words to you, I was made out to be an ignorant fool because of it.â
Mydeimosâ whole demeanor takes a polar shift, youâre unsure why those eyes had melted like butter, was it your shaky voice, the pitiful wallow in your tone? Or did he truly feel an ounce of empathy for your situation?
âYou're not an ignorant fool.â He lets go of your wrist but his body remains pressed up against your own, despite the position his body heat grounded you, especially with his follow up of, âto me, youâre the wisest person I know. A leader with a heart of gold, I apologize for causing you so much agony and for being unable to aid you when you need it most.â
He takes your hand, smearing his lips against your knuckles. âI wish to make amends with you but if you hold such vengeance in your heartââ he tugs your wrist, digging your fingers to his chest just above his heart. âYou can scratch my heart out and kill me, stab me in the back for as long as you want if it means your desires would be satiated, then so be it.â
ââŠMydeimos.â To say you were shocked was an understatement.
He softly bumps his forehead with your own. âDo you hate me, kardia mou?â
This was the very reason why you fell for him, the prince from the city of warriors. Despite the harshness of his textures and tones, when it came to you, he was honest and open. Those universal stone-cold expressions fissure as soon as he sees a glimpse of you in the distance. He spoke in uncharacteristic gentleness and his fleeting skinships sent butterflies within your chest. You cannot be angry with him, much less hate when he acts like this.
You feel him interlace your fingers, weaving his own with yours. Then he leans down once again, pressing his lips against the corner of your mouth, the intent of apology willing to spill from the nonexistent gaps between the two of you. âIâm sorry.â
Your eyes turn glassy. Maybe it was due to Mydeimosâ comfort that every drowning pressure that youâve bottled up comes cracking at the seams.
A sob spills between your lips.
âI donât hate you, Mydei.â Your voice trembles when he tips your chin towards him, brushing his thumbs over the tear staining down your cheeks. âTruthfully, it is I that I loathe the most, not youânever you.â
âSo please, never say that I find thrill in killing you.â
Mydeiâs hand comes tangling through your tendrils, you weep on his collarbones, his woody scent engulfing you in comfort.
âIâm so sorry.â He repeats. âIâll never speak of such a thing to you, so cease your cryings, my love.â
#i'm sorry for being so hung up on small details but#doesn't he wear an armor on his arm#how'd he wipe his jaw with it lmao#<- heâs actually wearing a ceremonial attire and not his usual armor and stuff !!#just like how reader was displeased over the fact they had to switch out of their garments as well haha#(thatâs pretty much the reason & itâs not because the fact his arm armor completely slipped from my mind)#also no need to say sorry i absolutely love your feedback <33#â àŁȘ. icymi .á#mydei x reader
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Short attention span, puppy incarnate, bone-crushing trauma, terrible sense of fashion... can he get any more miserable.
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Bonus: Anaxa just goes by Anaxagoras on social media?? And is something of a âgreat performerâ.
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#lmao??? oh phainon đ#my glorious blue-eyed king i *cannot* defend you in this#bet with every fiber in my being that his current fit was chosen by aglaea#also the anaxa crumbs!!!#the great performer? i thought he was just a scholar ig not#OH I FRGOT TO ADD phainon also has a terrible sense of humor not just fashion#heâs losing so bad but thatâs what I like abt him#𧞠reblogs
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phainon 'n fem reader á° fluff âč word count 0.5k
"Quick, hide me!" you were in a total panic running to PHAINON using him like a human shield as your hands found a place on his back, gently tugging his cape. Although he didn't have time to react, he knew you were in big trouble if you were looking for him. "What is it this time, my lady? You stole another scroll, rode a droma unsupervised, scammed someone, orâ?"
"Where is she?" you panicked even more hearing the voice of none other than Mydei and his footsteps that could tear the ground apart, and maybe even your dignity. "Where's who?" Phainon's calm voice carried just enough to sound believable. He didnât flinch as the princeâs towering frame loomed closer, his eyes blazing like twin suns. The Deliverer shrugged slightly, ensuring his broad frame blocked you from sight as you pressed closer to his back, your heart pounding like a war drum.
"You know exactly who Iâm talking about," Mydei growled. His tone was edged with frustration, and you could almost feel his glare cutting through the space between them. "She drank all of my pomegranate juice. Do you have any idea how long I waited for the harvest? Where is she?" At those words, your stomach twisted with guilt and fear. You hadnât meant to drink all of it⊠but it was just so good.
Phainon tilted his head, considering. "Pomegranate juice, you say? Thatâs tragic. But alas, Iâm afraid I havenât seen her.â leaning casually against a pillar as if Mydeiâs wrath was the least of his worries. "Perhaps sheâs taken to the market? Or gone to annoy someone else?"Â
Mydei hesitated, uncertain whether to believe Phainon or keep pressing him for answers. After a long, tense pause, he sighed, not wanting to bother himself anymore.
"Fine. If you see her, tell her to face me like an adult," You shot your savior a silent, desperate thank-you from behind his back. He subtly shifted, blocking you further from view. Mydei narrowed his eyes, clearly not buying it, but after a moment, he huffed, muttering something about âfinding her eventuallyâ before storming off.
As soon as he was gone, you stepped out from behind Phainon. "I owe you my life," you said dramatically, your heart still racing. "Or at least my dignity."
Turning to you, an eyebrow raised in amusement. "You owe me more than that, I think. But weâll start with the truthâwhat did you do?"
You hesitated, then confessed, "I⊠drank all of Mydeiâs pomegranate juice. I was thirsty! And it was just sitting there, lookingâ"
"Delicious?" Phainon finished, smirking. "Youâre lucky Iâm good at lying."
"Lucky doesnât even cover it. I donât know how to thank you," you admitted, a gentle smile appearing on your face and Phainon crossed his arms, his smirk widening. "I can think of one way."
Your stomach did a little flip. "Do you want to go out on a date?"
He chuckled, blue eyes shining with adoration, "I was going to suggest you replace the juice, but now that you mention it⊠I wonât say no."
You flushed, but you couldnât help but laugh. "Itâs settled then,"
"At least for now, my lady," he teased, making you wonder how draining Mydeiâs pomegranate juice wasnât the worst decision youâd made after all.
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#đ bookmark#my fave characterization of phainon!!#personally heâs teetering between being very golden retriever or sly fox (thank you cece for telling me abt phainon being fox coded)#this man would either be extremely sweet or underlying cunning no in between#with the way he teases mydei and being playful with dh and tb#phainon would also be the type to be your accomplice TT love lovee the concept of this entire thing#wanted to talk about the dialogues as well i love how you structured the dialogues / the way they are speaking op#love it when writers write dialogues that doesnât sound modern in a historical/fantasy-esque setting#could literally hear their voices / vas when iâm reading it
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x : HAPPY ACCIDENT :*+ïŸ
in which: you let phainon know the consequences of when he doesn't give you any attention.
warnings: 1.2k wc, fluff, phainon is very golden retriever coded in this and of course very down bad, gn!reader, mydei appears, i already said this but like i said, HE IS DOWN BAD.
a/n: the p in phainon stands for puppy or pathetic, or maybe both. btw i haven't played the story quest thumbs up.
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You should feel bad about unintentionally conditioning Phainon like an obedient dog- you just didnât expect him to take it so seriously!
The incident happened less than a week ago, when you walked into the courtyard in search of the Chrysos Heir, and he was exactly where you expected. The resounding, piercing sound of blades colliding was the first tell that the man you wanted to find was indeed there, and the second was when you rounded the corner to find him shirtless and shining with sweat under the gentle sunlight. He had been there for hours already, and as much as you admire his dedication and diligence, you also wonder if heâs been training a little too hard recently, dedicating substantial hours of the day into refining his skills.Â
Itâs been making you feel lonely.Â
The last time you saw him was before noon, and it's been hours since then! You can only entertain yourself by working and reading and managing affairs for so long.
He spots you in his periphery and waves enthusiastically, a gesture you return with a calmer one before you find a marble bench under the shade to sit on. Even if itâs Phainonâs undivided attention you want, watching him spar is still far more exciting than whatever document that sits unread on your desk.Â
Half an hour later, Phainon dismisses the soldier he was sparing with, the two of them chattering briefly before the snow-haired approaches you, his muscles flexing with every step he took.Â
âHey, you,â you greet with a smile before standing up, raising your arms over your head to stretch.
âI missed you,â he murmurs before intertwining his arms around your torso, allowing your arms to fall around his neck comfortably.Â
âYou should bathe,â you say before parting, his skin still hot and sticky with sweat.Â
âDo I smell?âÂ
âAwfully.âÂ
He frowns at you. âThatâs not very nice.âÂ
âIâm only kidding,â you giggle, âyou smell like a bed of fresh roses, just extremely sweaty and⊠testosterone-filled.âÂ
âI shall go wash soon, then. Care to join me?âÂ
âDo you invite everyone to bathe with you, Phainon?âÂ
âOnly the ones I really like, so, please?â Heâs pleading at you with those eyes of his, so bright, so innocent, so hard to say no to.Â
Well, normally you have a hard time saying no, especially to an offer as tempting as bathing with your lover, but you remember your petty feelings of how he paid more attention to his claymore today, rather than you, so you decide to give him a piece of your mind. Itâs what he deserves.Â
You hum in exaggerated consideration, even scrunching your nose to make it seem like you were thinking hard, keeping him on his toes.Â
âPretty please?â The hero insists, anticipation shining in those bright orbs.Â
âDepends on how well you behave,â you negotiate. âNow, sit down and change your shoes, Iâll get your clothes.âÂ
He pouts at you, signalling his dissatisfaction. âAlright.âÂ
You leave to pick up his outerwear from where he discarded it in the courtyard, probably thrown aside when it got too stuffy. Returning to him, the pout is still as present, and he seems to refuse to make eye contact with you, trying to get you to crack.
So, you drop the pile of clothes beside him and counter with a game of your own.
Standing between his legs, both of your hands go to rest on his cheeks, the skin warm and flushed underneath yours. Gently tilting Phainonâs head up, you think you hear his breath hitch as he obeys, looking up at you with those glossy eyes. Gone was the petulance, back was the puppy-dog expression as he stares at you with wonder, and youâre 90% sure that if he had a tail, itâd be vigorously swishing behind him.
He just might be the most simple man you know. Telling him that would only displease him, though, primarily because he doesnât like it when you talk about other men.Â
You giggle softly at the thought as you gently brush stray strands of hair away from his face.Â
âI only accompany men who are good to me to the bathhouse,â you muse.
âIâm amazing to you- the best,â he flaunts. âRight?âÂ
Instead of responding, you slowly lean closer towards him, minimising the gap between your faces. First, you close your eyes when your nose brushes against his, and you keep going until your lips are so painstakingly close that you can feel his graze yours, skin ghosting against skin as you lure him in. Then, just before you can give him what he wants, you draw back, leaving Phainon to chase after a piece of a paradise you wonât grant.Â
When he realises that the anticipated kiss wasnât coming, his eyes slowly blink open.Â
âGood boys donât let their partner feel neglected by training for hours and hours,â you mumble, brushing his hair back before deserting him completely, letting your hands fall back to your sides before cruelly walking away. âYou need to learn your lesson, Phainon.â
Still in a daze, he only just registers what you were doing before shooting to his feet. âHey!âÂ
Leaving his precious claymore and clothes behind, he chases after your retreating figure.
Effortlessly, the Chrysos Heir catches up and winds his arms around your waist like a tight coil. âY/n, darling, my light, Iâm sorry, youâre right, I have committed a great dishonour today, I will amend it with my life.âÂ
Humoured, you turn to face him, a melting pot of determination and desperation swirling in those aquamarine eyes. âWell, you do not need to go that far, Deliverer.âÂ
âSo then⊠a kiss? Or two? Or three? Please?âÂ
âHow about you kiss that claymore instead? Since you spend so much time with it.âÂ
He whines in your ear, refusing to let you go when you try to slip away by pushing against his very muscular, very sturdy, and very naked chest.Â
You spend a good few minutes rejecting his every plea, utterly amused by his growing desperation and how he offered the most preposterous things on Amphoreus for you to forgive him. So you pushed your luck as far as you could before giving Phainon what he wanted, and he breathed you in like air, insisting on wanting more again and again as he pulled you so close you thought you would merge into him.
When you feel his hands roam down your body, tracing your curves and lingering on your hips, you break away before he could get any more carried away.
âNext time you see me while training, you should know what to do, right?â Was all you said that day before moving on, going back to the courtyard to collect his items for him because he was too dazed to do it himself.
Now, youâre left wondering how hard that sentence hit him as Phainon obediently sits down, staring at you with intense eyes that indicated he wanted something from you. He was sparing with Prince Mydei a mere second ago, how did he drop his weapon as soon as you walked in and just⊠plopped down on the bench like that was the most natural thing in the world? And the other Chrysos Heir just agreed?Â
Was there something odd in the air today? Normally these two would spar until there were chips in their weapons. Â
Mydei gave you a firm nod in greeting when he walked past and you returned it with a slight bow, still left wondering what on Amphoreus just occurred as you watch his retreating back.Â
Until a certain hero clears his throat, causing you to tear your gaze away and at your main source of bewilderment.Â
âDid you send Mydei away because⊠of me?â You ask.Â
He nods.Â
âWhy?âÂ
âIsnât that what Iâm supposed to do?âÂ
Your mouth falls slightly agape before the realisation hits. âI⊠I guess? I was hoping to watch you two spar.âÂ
He doesnât respond, doesnât even blink, only stares you. When you donât give him what he wants, Phainon impatiently pats his spread thighs and you oblige, stopping before him and letting your hands rest on his face.Â
âWhat am I going to do with you?â You whisper against his lips before sealing the words against his lips.
Well, this was your fault, after all, so you should just do your best to make him happy.
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#đ bookmark#this is very cuteee ughh the self indulgence w this man is killing me#to have a pining and desperate man to chase after you#âpretty please? he says and i fall to my knees lawdd iâm not your strongest soldier#if I were to assign a lil song for this itâs gonna be close to you by gracie abrams#<- same w your previous phainon fic where he was madly in love and was trying to get your attention#his sun-coded/puppy energy he displayed during the quest made me fall in love w him#i grew severely attached to him so quickly itâs insanee#(watch him suffer next update haha)#very sweet and quirky read to get me going before burying my nose on my college assignments#amazing phainon piece op very enjoyable â€ïž
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