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im wearing 8 layers, two of them are jumpers, and im still freezing shakska *shivers* I feel like a pufferfish
#my school is always cold anyway#but the heating stopped due to an electric fault a couple of days ago and it still hasnt got back to working fully again
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hi 13 second clip that i will be obsessed with for years to come because mikksy and lombo are doing mikksy and lombo things in the bg as they usually do how are you doing
theres something about mikksy looking over to his left and spacing out but when he sees long brown hair in his periphery he turns towards it, sees lombo struggling to pass off the cup and stares at him until lombo comes his way. the pining is palpable. i can feel it from here. he has the targetting program of a turret hes locking on.
also someone seems to either dropped a hat(?) or something of that nature because right as lombo steps forward to where mikksy is he bends down to get it but mikksy seeing him, also makes to reach for it but lombo seems to have it covered so he just bows like a chicken for a bit because his gentlemanly code intiated (rare sight) seeing a beautiful man bend down to retrieve an object...
and then after lombo comes up he immediately gets an arm around him and ushers him into his side. MANS GOT A FULL TOOTHY GRIN ON SEEING LOMBO. TH- AND HE REALISES HOW BIG HE MUST BE SMILING BECAUSE HE JUST CLOSES HIS MOUTH AND TRIES TO PLAY OFF THE FACT HE DIDN'T JUST HAVE THE GOOFIEST GRIN ON HIS FACE.
THE WAY LOMBOS CHEEK IS SO SMUSHED INTO HIS SHOULDER HE BARELY REACHES. PERFECT SIZE TO SNUGGLE INTO THE COLLARBONES. IM SORRY WHERE IS PLAYGROUND BULLYING PRETENSE??? SO WE'VE LOST THAT. WE'RE JUST GONNA COURT EACH OTHER NOW. WE'VE FINALLY ADMITTED TO THE ELEPHANT IN YHE ROOM AND WE WILL BE ACTING ON OUR FEELINGS HONESTLY. IS THAT WHAT WE'RE DOING. IT ONLY TOOK BOTH OF YOU BEING DRUNK. OKAY.
Panthers Championship Parade | 6.30.24
#niko mikkola#ryan lomberg#florida panthers#btw this was the cats concert livestream that was used as a live feed on the displays on the beach venue#and i was trying to look it up again but aparently cats removed the live from their official yt#im in mourning we've lost such a good archive of the whole concert just so they could post a recap and mini videos of the speeches#THEY PRIVATED IT MOTHERFU-#anyways back to your regularly scheduled programming#mikksy whos always quick to tease lombo its practically his first instinct instead gets rewired to treat him preciously#the way lombo snuggles in his side when mikksy wraps an arm and drags him in.. thats lombos place...#toothy grin is when you know mikksys down bad#he usually tries to downplay all his smiles with little twitches of his lips and tries to school his face#but big grin? oh terribly in love#theyre so drunk oh my god#all it takes is a little alcohol to sweeten them up...#can you IMAGINE what the hell they did at e11even oh my god#anyways they were acting so sweet and the next day lombo signed with the flames so you can imagine the angst in that#speedrunning their relationship and then lombo is running away across the border... call that a classic case of cold feet.#or really quick feet lmao#there is a story here that my brain is filling in and oh OH#girls its really just you and me on this splish splash waterlog ride get comfortable
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person: hey listen up. what if Sherlock Holmes were, you know, queer--
me: *sitting forward* I'm listening (actually I was on the same page years ago)
person: right! SO what if Sherlock and Watson were gay--
me: ...you've lost me.
so anyway. anyone with aroace Sherlock and/or queerplatonic Sherlock & Watson takes, hmu, everyone else go home. you're valid and ily, you're great, but also: idc
#sherlock holmes#look I read first these stories in middle school and I have never ever ever read Sherlock as ANYTHING but aroace#and I didn't even know that being asexual or aromantic was a THING. which. I guess maybe should've been a hint actually#I think reading Sherlock and Watson as gay is absolutely a valid take but also: you will tear queerplatonic Sherlock and Watson#out of my cold dead hands dammit#...and ngl it actually does bother me that fandom always reads them as gay when Sherlock just genuinely never shows interest in anyone?#and in the originals Watson does marry! and that's often acknowledged as like a cover-up or something but come ON#how hard is it to take this as an aroace detective with his queerplatonic bestie who follows him to the end of the earth?#like. the gay take is absolutely valid and I support it. but also. I love the original stories (despite their many flaws)#and I just... can't see that. I don't see it. I get where the hallmarks are and WHY people would read it that way. but I don't get it#anyway. more aroace Sherlock please. MORE. AROACE. SHERLOCK.#oh I should clarify. I am talking about ORIGINAL books. don't @ me about BBC or Elementary or whatever#I haven't watched them and I have no plans to
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i want to start on the drizzt books for the drow content but so much of the drow infos I found from like the old handbook reeks of so much misogyny to me that i just want to stick to my own headcanons LMFAO
#like how are you gonna tell ME that this is a woman dominate society and men are treated like dogs but then turn around introduce the mage#school for girls and soldier school for boys but there’s also a special boys mage school like ???#if anything the concept of educating men should be laughed at and disregarded#then they’ll talk abt how drows are so cold and calculating that they don’t even have a word for love#but then turn around and go on and on about how they’re backstabbing emotional irrational bitches and also they’re almost always naked#like the idea of their sexy is centered the male gaze too IF ANYTHING i think their beauty standards is based on LOLTH#and spiders. and they’d want to look like lolth and she’s out there having eight legs#alas I’ll start it anyway but i like my own take on menzoberranzan hehe#like my beef w like whoever wrote those handbooks is that i think the concept is so interesting but it feels like they were just trying to#create an evil place that’s opposite of the norm and completely wrong and irredeemable#and what they thought up is a place where women are in charge
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Hey guys would you be curious if I said I have a story with a little deer ppl society. I made it with my first online friend a while ago :33
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ#I specifically love the protagonist of the story#his name is Frostedleaf#and he has a friend named Rosemary#(their relationship stays completely platonic throughout the story)#I don't have a title for the story but I have most of the main plot points figured out!!#I haven't worked on my stories in a while tho so maybe this will be the motivator I need#anyways yeah guys#btw Frostedleaf had reading glasses#and is very clumsy#Rose has to look out for him so he doesn't hurt himself like he always does#UGHHHH THIS IS REMINDING ME HOW MUCH I LOVE THESE TWO I CAN'T#they're my second favorite duo I've made but a very close first#the first is a ghost girl from the 1990s?? If I remember right????#maybe the 80s but either way she can play piano and then she befriends a guy who also plays piano and they solve her cold case together bc#the guy loves true crime and stuff (am I projecting? a little)#the ghost girl haunts the schools piano room where she was killed#I love that story sm I need to develop it more#I think it's my oldest story I've kept around
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Always funny to me when my coworkers notice how much of a germaphobe I am when they see me wipe down my cart in the morning. I dont just wipe the handle, I wipe the top of the sides and the top part of the baby seat, places where people grab other than the handle. Then I use hand sanitizer bc by that point I've touched: the cart, the scanner locker screen and locker, my scanner (also wipe that shit down, yuck), my lock, and the spray bottle. So yucky places.
I mean hey maybe I'm not giving my immune system that boost of exposure, but I'm also not giving it covid, norovirus, or influenza from touching the cart and scanner so 🤷♀️
#marquilla#sometimes it gets them to wipe down their cart or at least their scanner lol#im always hounding RC to not chew her nails bc the forklift handle is FILTHY and to wear a mask#everyone else can build or break their immune systems with the abundence of germs about and mask/clean at their own discretion#which is like never sgdggdgdgd but yknow im sure them all getting colds and the flu are just coincidence#im so scared im gonna jinx it and get sick myself sgdgdgd like im more so worried ab covid bc that fucker has gotten me 2x at least and i#got long covid from both times 😠 im less scared ab getting other sickness but i do hold a grudge if i KNOW who got me sick#like i got pneumonia in hs bc this fucking kid in my class had it and kept coming to school and i was out for like 3 weeks AND had to go to#the hospital overnight 🙄 fuckhead oh and he was apparently notorious for skipping school to play video games in middle school#WHY NOT STAY HOME IN HS TOO?? i also had to go in an ambulance and it was awkward as hell bc it was just a transfer from the urgent care/er#to the kids hospital and you cant drive yourself or have your parents take you bc theres a chain of custody and shit#ANYWAYS spritz spritz motherfucker im lysoling you all for your own safety
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brother was talking to me about how if you almost die from an extreme-temperature-related incident then your body is just forever fucked towards that temperature and that's why i think kiryu and saejima are weak to ice. i dont know why aoki isn't like that too but ignore that statistic everything else tracks.
#snap chats#i already made this post highkey but im making it again cause i didnt know this was an actual real thing ☠️#my brother learned this when he started to work for target. because apparently that's a thing they tell you frame one#'snap how did this topic even come up' i am LITERALLY so glad you asked :) the cold has almost claimed me twice#am i exaggerating Maybe but its my fucked up body temperature now listen#when i was younger i got locked out of my house for like. three hours since i was a latchkey kid#and my dad wasn't supposed to come home with my siblings (from their after school events) for Three Hours#and it had snowed outside and Was Cold Yeah and i couldn't get in cause i forgot my key like a weiner#and yeah. was really cold :) my dad was real cross with me when he found me shivering in the shed LOL#he made me hot cocoa tho so its ok. second incident's just funny No I Talk About It Evvery Other Week#and im p sure i talked bout the first incident too but yeah that time after the con when i was at my sister's#like i cannot stress how cold it was because It Was Late November and the cold still existed#and my sister's heater just. Didnt Work but yeah. i wont go into detail cause i share this story every five seconds#POINT IS i've always had a hard time with the cold- like i'm cold nearly all the time even if the room is 90 degrees#i wont be COLD cold but i'll be colder than i like#anyways can't believe i'm weak to ice this is so sad. i love winter..#aoki isn't weak to ice cause uhhhh /aoki/ didnt almost die in the cold 🥴 masato did 🥴#imagine changing your identity so well that you just remove your past elemental weakness. fucked up.#alright bye
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Going through the Utahim.e tag had me checking several times if at some point I had clicked on the G.ojo/Utahim.e one instead
#It's mainly the ship and mainly ship art. Very pretty btw. There's people with gorgeous styles there#There isn't even a lot of x reader fics haha I guess people don't want to bang Utahime?#Anyway... lowkey wished this happened with Ijichi lol#I so wanted Ijichi to mention or even hint at a mention of Gojo one last time like they did with Nanami#If nothing else for the weight of it all. The weight of feeling your youth dying piece by piece alongside the people who made it out#And everything it implies#Art of Shoko dealing with Gojo's death even in a cold way always strikes hard for that motive but I always love it#with pretty much everyone of those years. There was one piece I saw once that was not explicitly or necessarily romantic about Utahime#being hit by Gojo's death and I don't recall exactly how it was (I think I may have queued it?)#but it moved me more than any piece more clearly emotional that I had seen before#I don't know. I thought it held the potential of that. That weird uncomfortable heartbreaking feeling#of hearing bad news about old friends or classmates and how it makes you realise the weight of time#They suffered and accident. They tried to kill themselves. They are very sick. Their sibling or parent died. And you knew these people#You saw them daily for years. Maybe you weren't close but you knew these people. They cut my bangs when I was eight and I punched them#I tripped over them playing hide and seek and we both lost at the same time. We both hated each other's favourite teacher#They borrowed my pen once and then never gave it back. I once drenched them at the fountain after PE and it was winter but they laughed#Their mother got mad though. Now she's dead. We were made to sit together in French class in middle school. They loved to keep their hair l#Now they're sick and have lost their hair#Their little sibling was so annoying always trying to make us play with them during recess too. It was kinda cute. Now they're dead#I don't know. That kind of stuff#Utahime boosts Gojo and then he dies. Shoko opens him up to make a tool of his body#Ijichi accompanies another kid to clean after him in the meanwhile. And then the realisation hits. He is dead#He was annoying. He was my friend. He was so rude#He had such a sweet tooth. He laughed so loudly. He used to lean over people when talking with them#We were kids once. We are here now. He isn't here anymore. Some of us haven't been here anymore for a long while. It's been so long#He was still young. I am still young. We felt so old. At times it feels as if the time back then didn't happen at all.#And now he's dead and oh it's true he was so annoying but he also had such a sweet tooth. I forgot. What do I do with this memory now?#At times it felt as if the time back then didn't happen at all but then at times it shone through. He brought it back#He asked me a favour knowing I wouldn't betray his secret. He still teased the same way. He still leaned on people. But now he's dead#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well xD I think it's a pretty common emotion when it happens.Oh I forgot to censore words again sorry
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lying on my bed at 6pm bc it's finally the weekend and the last two weeks have been some bullshit
#the first week of September not only did i have a cold but i was also in a mad frenzy to mail my grad school application to korea#within the VERY short window in which they accept them#and i had to run all over while I was sick (I wore a mask everywhere believe me I did not WANT to go out) for a day to get it done#and it was sooooooo expensive to mail quickly hoooolllyyyy shit#i had a friend over last weekend which was fun but exhausting#then sunday night after a relaxing day i check the tracking link for my application papers and it said they couldn't deliver it#but there were 2 updates one said the address was wrong one said they couldn't get access to the building to deliver#SO ANYWAY I freaked out and didn't know what to do and by time I put my phone away and went to bed it was sooooo late#and I spent Monday/Tuesday being worried 24/7 and going back and forth between the university and UPS on email/phone to get it sorted#thank god I got a delivery notification super late on Tuesday before I went to bed and the school updated my application by Weds am#so I can sleep in peace for now#but ......god#why does the plot always have to be thick like pleaseeee#so anyway Im taking this weekend to rest and recharge#my friend sent me a gift box from lush to make me feel better and I WILL be using it🥹#I plan to relax and plan my korea trip and sleep a lot this weekend tbh#also i get paid today yayyy#haven't posted a long personal vent in awhile figured it was time✨#//#personal
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he's a blanket-hog and a real cuddler, probably the worst combination a guy can be
ref image i got off instagram although i do Not think this is a picture of the account-owner but i cant b sure. just didnt look it from the rest of their acct
#doodles#my art#jdate#cheesewong#hiiiiiii sorry i dipped for a bit. im going to apply for grad school at the end of the month and have to work on my portfolio#i love making such last minute fucking decisions like this kjhgf the deadline is may1 on april4 i decided to go for it#super nervous about it but hey if it doesnt work i at least have more shit for my folio !! yippeee!#anyways. when john and dave bed-share john always pushes him into the wall or straight-up off the fucking bed#he jsut wants to snuggle man ........ and hes so fuckin cold lmao#pisses dave off soooo much but unfortunately john is too cute when sleeping to disturb. and also dave is lazy he just climbs back into bed#falls right back asleep and aims to chew john out for it in the morning then forgets once hes awake again
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They should remake Ark but you get to tame the dinosaurs by slowly introducing yourself to them and earning their trust and studying their body language and finding ways to bond, and maybe they don't ever *fully* tame but rather learn to live near you, and you have to build a relationship with them and really get to know them and develop an unspoken trust built on experience and gut instinct, instead of Knock Em Out And Then Shove Food Into Their Inventory Until They Are Tame :3
#sorenhoots#i fucking love bonding with animals lol. i wonder how my wasp friend is doing!!! its been rather cold lately so it might have died. i wonder#if it raised any offspring this year :3 i bet so! it was always so busy hehe.#i still miss the spider i befriended in high school. a gorgeous black jumping spider with a irisescent teal/emerald spot! he was so big and#pretty. it was sad to find him months later in a mud wasp nest but that is life.#anyways let me throw little meat scraps at the raptors and go pspspspsps :3#thedragonqueenspeaks
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i dont know whats wrong with me but every media i create just HAS to end up being a tragedy -_- like margo is intentionally like that because every character loses everything (due to their own actions!!!!!!!) but i sit down to write silly little fantasy and accidentally add the tragedy to it. it was supposed to be fun! who added the themes of loss and death to this shit!!!!!! it was supposed to be a fun silly fantasy gang adventure with clowns!!!!!!!!
#forever cursed to forever dance around the same handful of themes in every story i create#i cant even say this is beacuse of (traumatic experience of loss from 2011) because my first story ever#(mary sue vampire high school assassin if anyone cares) was ALSO a tragedy!!! and i started that in like 2007-2008 as an edgy middle school#and i think my 2020 rewrite of that story is acutally more optimistic than the orig because i think i killed off like 50% of the cast bc#i was 13 and thot it was so fuckign cool and dope to kill everyone in cold blood#anyway i think i just need to accept i will only every create tragedies and thats fine they can be funny about it but at its core its alway#a tragedy#a day in the life of steeve
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#whew you know when you've been Going for a while and then you get a break and you're still tired but you're also so so jittery#S WHERE IM AT OHHH MY GOD#luxury problem and it's totally fine but i am crawling up the walls my friends#also update time ig!! took my family to the autism group meeting thing on tuesday bc it was a meeting esp for that#and they kept throwing me glances throughout the info part like lol it's you JDFHJDFH it was v interesting#bc throughout it all it's like... here i have info about autism and here i have my 25 years lived experience without thinking i had autism#and since i wasn't diagnosed as a kid i wasn't as ~obvious about it and i find it hard to reconcile examples with myself if they#don't fit 100% (it's . the autism) so anyways it was v helpful!!!#and my mum was like ah yeah i always had moments where i thought so?? but then it didn't fit the cold white boy stereotype bc i#am empathetic and i have humour etc so she never mentioned it to me bc it's a big thing etc and tbf i wasn't ~ready pre-this year#but now it's like... ah yes i was always upset on holidays and they never got why (the change in Everything)... i was picky with food#and with new shoes and i HATED shopping and it overwhelmed me so much (still does)#i would ask my mum what tf i was feeling and why i was crying and i would analyse social interactions#and i'd have obsessions with media and horses etc. was big know-it-all. was so slow with some subjects at school#like yknow when you had to copy letters 80 times? that'd take me ages and i'd get a fail bc i was being so precise#anyways. enough signs methinks dfjhdjh so now im just trying to see where stimming & eyecontact come in?#i never noticed a problem with eyecontact but im trying to let myself not do it and it's kinda nice?? but idk#and stimming idk i used to suck my thumb for a long time but?? i wanna try things but whew internalised ableism etc#so see then im like so ARE YOU ACTUALLY-- but anyways it seems i am#and my mum made me realise that'd. explain why i suddenly developed depression around age 11 and never got out of it again#so lots of Thinking!!! and wanting to shelve things like ok great figured it out NOW WHAT but noooo#also stupid to do this on tumblr and not rly talk about it with irl friends but what do you say like#hello im autistic? yeah it surprised me too. no i can't really explain how it works for me. no that's not how the spectrum works#so here we are yes#<3
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sometimes it’s hard to remove myself from school and remember that i’ve always loved to learn
#crazy how that works huh? i’m naturally a very curious person#i always want to know how everything works. what it’s made of#it’s why i like my anatomy class so much#but i mean ever since i was a kid i’ve been a learner#i would watch ted-ed videos for hours on end. i knew ted for ted-ed years before i knew about ted talks#i even used to watch crash course’s ap psychology series as a kid#it was fun revisiting that sophomore year. made covid a little easier#but school isn’t an environment that fostered that curiosity in me#not since 5th grade anyways#it became less about ‘look at how wonderful the world is’ and more about ‘you’re gonna be in the real world someday’#it was ‘set an example for the other kids.’ it was ‘don’t get lazy now and mess up your gpa for high school.’#it was all just scores and numbers. everything beautiful and unique about learning had been stripped away#and replaced with cold stale machinery. i stopped learning and started answering#i’m lucky that i’ve always been a good tester. i can rely on it when i need to#except for a long long time i forgot how to learn#how to explore the world as a curious ape#but i’m learning now that that curiosity never left. that yearning for new knowledge is still present#it’s damaged yes but i can recover it. i want to learn to be curious again#i want to like learning again. i won’t let a stupid report card strip my life of joy again#hm. ig since i’m about to graduate i’m feeling introspective#i’m excited for college. everyone’s always told me i’m gonna love it and i’m inclined to believe them#can’t wait to learn just for the sake of it. i’m gonna take as many humanities courses as i can fit#i don’t remember which artist said it. maybe picasso?#but i think it’s true that we’re all just seeking the freedom of our childhood selves. perhaps our purest forms#children are artists and scientists and inventors. i think everyone’s looking to rediscover that#part of why i use love to make all of my art. i create simply to partake in the joy of it#and isn’t that lovely :)
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it’s stuff like this post and this post that makes me want to write k.yojuro bc he’s just!! such a good egg and brings my little heart so much joy when i think about him :’ )) but i dunno we’ll see! it’s just a thought bc we’ve had some very lovely kyo portrayals and it maybe shouldn’t matter? but i’m not sure if i’d have anything to add that hasn’t been explored before.
#i’m enjoying a relatively productive day and just thought about kyojuro bc he’s one of my favorites tbh!#i originally intended to write him when i started this blog and then got cold feet :’ )#canon characters always make me nervous bc people can feel very strongly about them you know? and i worry maybe i can’t capture their voice#it’s a lil different with someone like kaigaku who is pretty much a blank slate with some loose outline vs kyojuro or tengen whose#personalities are much more defined#anyway excuse my rambling! i’m gonna either have a snack or lunch and then i’ll be back to school and chores#but i’m gonna use that lil break to be here for a bit#hope y’all are having a very lovely friday!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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I can not stress enough how much this man is flirting with you. I'm in physical pain watching you say he's not into you. 😩
Man idk what to tell you lmao he's probably not
#not snz#this is normal behavior i think and I'm just being weird about it ahskamsk#stole his jacket tho 😌#he still has a sweatshirt so it's fine I'm not killing the guy lmao#but i never bring sweatshirts or jackets anywhere unless it's for outfit purposes#all my coworkers hate it they throw sweatshirts and jackets at me frequently when it starts getting cool lmao#i never really feel cold but i have raynaud's so it looks like I'm dying if you look at my hands#also like millions of other people worldwide my nose runs when it's cold so that doesn’t help my case#oh my god wait maybe i do the 'my hands are cold feel' thing on him 👀#nah I'm too much of a pussy bitch for that ahdkakskal#this is so fucking funny i haven't done that since high school lmaooo#usually either my coworkers will just grab one of my hands and feel for themselves#or i harass them by putting a hand on the back of their neck like an ice cube lmaooo#it's great in the summer bc my hands are always cold they're just worse in the winter#anyway let me stop being insane ahdkaksk#oh also unrelated but I'm waiting at ine of the food trucks rn so y'all already know I'm happy about that lmao#this is the fourth time today ahdkaksla i need to Stop on all fronts
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