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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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should I talk abt my third (fourth? yeah that sounds more right) most developed story. It's a hero x villain dynamic but the villain actually kills the hero so he wins(?)(hence the title — “I Win”)

I feel like there was smth else I wanted to mention but I can't remember what it was 😰😰

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I'll update this if I remember #but yeah #my second oldest story ever 🙏🙏#but it's not my most developed lol #I'm also hesitant to talk abt it with others bc if the themes in it..#like there's (extreme?) gore manipulation toxic relationships #I could go on #I was a little silly in the head in middle school :pp #(still am. kinda. just not as bad promise 🙏🙏)

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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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What if I told you guys that Frostedleaf and Rosemary go berry picking together. Like idk if I mentioned it but it's like this little tradition to go berry picking with your loved ones (but I will remind you guys that their relationship is PLATONIC)

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #— deerlings dreams . ♪#—frostedleaf #—rosemary #and that also applies to Olga and Daisy when they found Frostedleaf leaf #I love the sillies 🫶🫶#I should talk more abt the little things that they do together honestly #bc I don't even rlly know #never thought of it ngl

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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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It's taking longer to copy and paste things then anticipated guys

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I also never anticipated to share this online so #If anything is off abt it pls let me know when I post it #I'm liking how it looks so far hehe :33 #Ik I said in my break post on my other blog that I probably wouldn't be posting anywhere but #guess who's posting a shit ton here <33 #me. I am.#and it's so fun doing so it's getting my mind off of things so effectively #Devil kinda carrying the questions tho #love him for that(/p)#(not to sound rude to other on here ofc. like genuinely)

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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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Hey guys would you be curious if I said I have a story with a little deer ppl society. I made it with my first online friend a while ago :33

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I specifically love the protagonist of the story #his name is Frostedleaf #and he has a friend named Rosemary #(their relationship stays completely platonic throughout the story)#I don't have a title for the story but I have most of the main plot points figured out!!#I haven't worked on my stories in a while tho so maybe this will be the motivator I need #anyways yeah guys #btw Frostedleaf had reading glasses #and is very clumsy #Rose has to look out for him so he doesn't hurt himself like he always does #UGHHHH THIS IS REMINDING ME HOW MUCH I LOVE THESE TWO I CAN'T #they're my second favorite duo I've made but a very close first #the first is a ghost girl from the 1990s?? If I remember right????#maybe the 80s but either way she can play piano and then she befriends a guy who also plays piano and they solve her cold case together bc #the guy loves true crime and stuff (am I projecting? a little)#the ghost girl haunts the schools piano room where she was killed #I love that story sm I need to develop it more #I think it's my oldest story I've kept around

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benefactordreams · 7 days ago

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OMG what if his favorite flowers were forget me nots.. relating to his sister..

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I'm talking abt my unnamed Hunt eminator oc I posted abt once on my main #I'm feeling like drawing a lot today so maybe I'll draw him better in the more updated version I have of him now

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benefactordreams · 5 months ago

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Listening to “O Superman,” by Laurie Anderson is actually helping me build Jackles dynamic with him family, his mom in specific

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #&#—I Win #—jackle reed #like taking some of my true crime knowledge and whatnot #mothers can be in denial if what their kid is doing/has done #(murder for example)#and they deny everything even though it's quite obvious they've committed said crime #so Jackles mom is rlly the only one who knows Jackle is this notorious villain #and once he successfully kills McCoy #she plays coy and in her own delusions #she comforts Jackle when he (fake) cries at the news of his lover dying #Jackle uses his mothers delusions that he's not doing anything to his advantage #and she doesn't rlly care #as long as her son is still with her #she's ok to help him cover up #this dynamic could be edited later on but yk #progress!!!!

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benefactordreams · 5 months ago

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What if I made the relationship between Flo and their creator like a father-child relationship but like. A bit fucked up (I already planned to).

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #— a puppets dreams . ♪ᝰ #—flo #like again Flo can't feel emotions and is in pretty bad shape due to being created a bit wonky #but idk I think they'd be sentient enough to recognize ppl and have bonds with them just not emotional ones??#If that makes sense????#but there's also another thing to them I didn't type out yet but they have bad memory as well #overtime they forget their creator but they try to cling onto the memories by making a puppet of their creator when they can #Idk how to explain it tbh.. they have SOME kind of bond with their creator #like Flos creator definitely fucked up the creation of them (obvious by all of their physical flaws)#but their creator took care of them despite his terrible mental state (he was slowly losing his mind)#like Flo recognized that their creator was losing himself so when he hung around with them they tried to smile for him #like when he'd come to them explaining smth good that happened #and Flo would have this silly little lopsided smile for him #their creator was a bit too insane to recognize/register that Flo rlly couldn't feel anything #but would always be so happy to get a smile from Flo — his creation #it's one of the last things he experienced before he self exited #It's a very complicated relationship and I'll definitely explain more later or smth #It's very fun to think abt Flos dynamic with everyone around them #they've been surrounded by scientists all their life tho now that I think abt it..

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benefactordreams · 5 months ago

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I wanted to make a puppet oc with an angsty backstory but not THIS angsty my GOODNESS

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I've been farming echos in wuwa and just grinding there for lvls and stuff instead of writing all day #and now I'm thinking abt the backstory of my puppet oc (I still don't have a name for them)#I'm also kinda nervous/scared or whatever to show/talk abt them bc like #ummm what if I'm judged for making them how they are??#(they're female presenting but has no real gender)#(they have no voice box so they cannot speak to their creator (whom they (platonicly) loved deeply))#(they have no real emotions and no matter how hard they try — even for their creator — they just could never pull off #a genuine happy smile for him no matter the event)#(they have their own puppets they create — projecting onto them despite them not actually being able to move like them)#(they couldn't even consider themselves living so how could they consider their own puppets living either?)#well there's a lot more to their story and then but I'll cut myself off here lol #but anyways guys ummm ummm #my oc blog has become a bit inactive unfortunately 😞😞#guys come back where did you go 💔💔

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benefactordreams · 6 months ago

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I want to make a puppet oc so badly but idk what story to put it into.. like idk a puppet oc has sm potential to do an for a story

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I might make one just for fun honestly

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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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I'm itching to make new ocs but here's the thing — I have WAYYYY too many stories that I haven't even rlly developed yet 💀💀

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I mean I could theoretically make fandom ocs now #but with your own world and I've and stuff I feel like there's a no it more you can do #If that makes sense?#also the kitten is scratched me up even more #they hurt :((#but yeah uh #I could also make new ocs for my stories #specifically piano duo #I need to anyways..

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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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Kinda feeling down ngl. What if you guys gave me some trope(s) for a plot and I make like. A little short story from it. Kinda feeling like writing angst but idc what trope you think would be cool for me to write smth abt :33

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #I don't have my other earbud #(It broke)#so I can't block things out when I want unfortunately #but we listen to upbeat cool ass music and pull through as we write 💪💪#as well as thinking abt Boothill and Robin 🫶🫶#they're my wallpaper btw #If you care

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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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Have fun reading guys (if you want to read it). 3k words of my sillies have been posted <33

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ

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benefactordreams · 7 months ago

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Guess who only has a couple of images left to put in and I post a 3k thing abt my Deerling sillies 🫶🫶

#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ♪ᝰ #who's excited #I am❗❗#hehehehe :3

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